#i cant articulate it well enough

[darth-kote]

i love all the batch for various reasons but crosshair is the one i can't think about for very long. not only did he view the rest of the batch's decision to leave the Empire as a personal betrayal, but he lost so much time with them. yk that bit where he and omega are meditating on pabu and she says smth along the lines of, "you missed a lot." yeah. shit had me sobbing for a good thirty minutes. cos he comes back and not only does he get to see the squad being brothers to omega, but.. he never gets to see tech with her. he notices that tech is missing in everything he does. sleeping, eating, spitting out one of his sly little comments and not having a pair of eyes to instantly dart to for validation. none of it is the same, and he never had the chance to make amends for his terrible decision. he never talks about it - doesn't even like to think about it. at times it can be unbearable because there's nowhere to run - just the memory of his brother's face and voice looping in his mind. nothing can make it go away.

[lemongogo]

they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think

[basilpaste]

i have a personal hc i never really share where mira is some manner of chronically ill. it fuels how she feels incapable of her task, how she doesnt feel like euphrasie made the right choice by blessing her. shes not strong enough, shes not good enough, how could someone like her save the world?

being chronically ill is being forced to be stagnant. and even if she loves who she is without changing, she still feels unworthy.

[nibbelraz]

do you think mbj acted super mean/cruel when sqh had to run away from the sect to make them feel bad? like, he treats him like this but at least sqh knows he'll LIVE. the bar is in the ground and yet you lot are playing limbo with the devil. he says jump, qinghua says how high. he says to get this impossible cure or object, sqh says when by. and when faced with endless pain and thankless work, he'll still chose mobei-jun because qinghua knows that he can stay alive even under his thumb.

I think Mobei Jun acted mean for a multitude of reasons. He definitely knows though that the sect is absolutely pushing Qinghua to his limits and while Mobei is as well to a degree he's trying to be more aware of it, maybe, at least definitely towards the end of the book.

[starlooove]

Why are y’all surprised that borderline capitalists and liberals like Hobie when they hate leftists, especially black leftists, irl 💀

Real people saying these things make them think and feel guilty, when a real person says we cannot thrive or make significant change by utilizing systems stacked against said change, they have to think about their own lifestyles and ideals. When a real person says violence is the answer and money needs to become meaningless, all they think is “but I could get hurt or in trouble” and “but I’ll never be rich”.

When Hobie says it it’s just a character being entertaining. There’s a bit of truth but you don’t take it seriously because you don’t have to. It’s the same way they’re fine with saying ACAB posts and reading books on anti-racism but can’t muster up the courage to tell their friend to stop saying the n word. It’s all cute till it’s you irl, so ppl who know leftists irl and don’t like them will love hobie. It feels like KNOWING Hobie maybe kinda sorta has a point is enough to negate the idea that their complicity in these systems irl is actually harmful.

It’s like that thing where ppl do bad things and think knowing it’s bad is the same as being apologetic and changing or deserving forgiveness.

Like in conclusion, it’s easy to like Hobie when you’re not face to face with someone like him and you’re not expected to do any work. It’s the same thing as yt ppl liking the Medea movies. God forbid a black person is actually loud in public but it’s fine when they’re doing their little jigs just for you.

[britneyshakespeare]

i opened gno cloe and i can't even begin to tell you how stunningly beautiful she is to hold

[chickencowcow]

I need to be. Lobotomized

[revindicatedbyhistory]

the thing is that yes while identities don´t have some innate meaning to them if these identities exist it´s for a reason, to say something

[luxpenumbra]

get to know you gameeee tag 9 ppl + answer qs

thank u @hawkeyequeerce this has been incubating in my notes app so she is quite long

last song listened to: at the time I started writing this: sincerity is scary by the 1975 (I'd been listening to albums all the way thru today, so I started w I like when you sleep and I was half thru brief inquiry)

right now: run to the water by +live+ off of the distance to here

currently reading: i'm wrapping up a reread of the lodestar of ys by amy rae durreson, it's a pretty short read and one of my recent finds! I'm super in love with how she describes the world and builds atmosphere. she makes me want to tear pieces off of a loaf of bread and be able to eat cheese and be somewhere & sometime where I can hear birds + feel a spring thaw, and somehow she manages to do this during a wartime story and I would not have it any other way.

I'm thinking about jumping back into murderbot diaries after this and/or tamora pierce's beka cooper trilogy. it's reread season here babyyy

currently watching: actively? nothing. attention span? never heard of her. 

passively (ie i'll get back to them soon?eventually): x-files, teen wolf, pjo show, httyd race to the edge (doing it for my siblings in penance for every time I swear in front of them because if I don't want to hear babies say fuck I have to watch my language in return which is fair), dr who, winx club. I wanna watch doctor slump bc it has park shin hye AND park hyung sik and they were academic rivals (oh my god they were academic rivals) but I haven't gotten to it yet

currently obsessed with: hibike euphonium (getting a new season!! kyoani it's been 7 years and i'm still ur bitch), these babes [see stentor below thx journeytothemicrocosmos], old enamelled jewelry, the part in this tornado loves you where neko case says "my love / i'm an owl on the sill in the evening / but morning finds you / still warm and breathing"

tagging not quite 9 ppl @squimbz @the-dot @gaylord-nelson @emilyofmindelan some of whom I know but that's ok! + anyone else who wants to

[loafofryebread]

what did dream do to you. Actually every fucked up thing that could make you not like him was made up by haters on twitter.

Not trying to be mean just like what happened to make you hate the Minecraft man

idk man maybe like... do some research of your own? im just some guy on the internet its not my duty to give you an in depth explanation on that shit :P

[thecherrygod]

thinking about hdb while holding my head in my hands and suffering

[imaginethathaikyuu]

I fully support the ace Tsukki agenda as an asexual myself. I also support the ace Kenma agenda as well. and as the anon who sent the msby boys, I knew it would be problematic, but I wanted to know!

lets goooo i am so glad u agree. i feel like asexual kenma is a rlly popular headcanon but i want to see MORE!!!!! they are all ace imo (except when im writing smut) (but any other time they are sex repulsed)

[imaginealpha]

i ought to start posting more tbh. i miss posting the randomest shit i could with no explanation. maybe tumblr is the place i finally do it

[annakarenina]

i still keep thinking about that line from the adjustment bureau that went like she’s enough for u. if u have her u wont need to fill the void inside u with applause and winning. like?????? that’s some true loverboy shit

[invisibleoctopus]

i might turn on anon again i need to have people hold me accountable and tell me all of the horrible things i do or say so i can Be Better i havent been getting enough flak for that stupid post i made about my moral ocd and reblogging tumblr posts

[asthedeathoflight]

you know they put the good shit in a character if me (bitch who cant shut up ever about anything) cant even say anything about them