#i cannot believe the emptiness
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I got nothing left inside of my chest but it’s all alright
#i cannot believe the emptiness#i mean#i’m spent#there’s nothing#it’s gone#i am utterly undone#i am dust and ashes#i can’t talk to people#i have nothing to say#i have no interests#i have nothing on the horizon#i’m just out#i am already dead#Spotify
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see her fabulous..
#txt#quemada#rosy boa#snakeblr#reptiblr#she's so cuteeeeeeee. my babygirl#ignore the fallen reptihammock and half empty water dish im about to deep clean + rearrange everything in there today#can yall believe she used to be half this length. bc i cannot
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got to empty places in my season 7 rewatch (my friend’s finally finishing buffy!) .. SHUT THE FUCK UPPPP I will never forgive them for this. Anya especially. “it just makes you luckier than us.” ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?? LUCKIER??? anya have you died twice to save the world?? have you lost countless people in endless battles? “you didn’t earn it”??? buffy has put her life on the line day in day out for seven years, not even her life she’s literally DIED FOR THEM. SHE DIED FOR THEM WHEN SHE WAS SIXTEEN YEARS OLD. I can’t I’m so so furious I can barely watch. YOU DIDN’T EARN IT??? EXCUSE ME ARE WE FORGETTING THE CRUCIAMENTUM?? SHE VERY MUCH DID EARN IT!!! which Giles put her through himself and he’s just standing there. saying he doesn’t trust buffy’s judgement anymore I’m literally clawing at the walls. the audacity of Xander to make this about him losing his eye… no because where was “now we’re having to pay the price” when you resurrected your best friend so she could keep saving the world for you.. so she could continue to save your lives again and again SHE was the one paying the price!!!! ALWAYS
#also I will never forgive Rona for ding dong the witch is dead what has buffy ever done to deserve that.#dawn I have mixed feelings about#she is also in the wrong but she has honestly been one of the most valuable people in this whole season continuously working hard#yes I’m frustrated with her for partaking in the affront but I’m glad she still wouldn’t stand for buffy being spoken about in that way.#ALSO sorry this is a lot but what are all these undermining comments about buffy not knowing peoples names#like she’s spoken to a bunch of them by name in scenes there has only been one instance we’ve seen where she mixes up two of them#you cannot make me believe faith knows more names than buffy does#faith spent ONE night at the bronze with them and suddenly she’s every single girl’s best friend???#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#buffy summers i love you#empty places#btvs 7x19#btvs empty places
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I realize I have a very specific type in people thanks to Karasu
#cocky men with smarts... a deadly combination for someone like me#i'm calling out to a god i don't even believe in at this point send fucking help#karasu the man you are#NOT EVEN IN A SIMPING SENSE. HIS CHARACTER MAKES ME DIZZY LIKE AAAAAAA RELATABLE (in terms of demeanor. not smarts exactly.)#AND SO WELL WRITTEN TOO#please please please let him shine in the main series someday too please please please#head empty no thoughts just karasu being an analyzer in general#ugh i cannot write a post about him without sounding like a lovesick guy (which i am)#karasu tabito#episode nagi#bllk episode nagi
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may i request... a makomo... my #1 flower girl forever...
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i would do anything for her
#makomo#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#i cannot believe. i've only drawn her once. and it was with the mask ON#makomo i am so sorrie i love you so much#I'm telling you episode 2 season 1. i had such a bond with makomo and sabito#i was painting doors at school during spring break when the episode dropped and i watched it over and over again#in an empty school building. with no one but tanjirou makomo sabito and urokodaki to keep me company#9k doodles#i am beginning my way through the requests... remember. by 12 pm CST
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dubnium / (draw)showtime
Part of LoL Esports Elemental Series.
#lolelements#lol esports#mr. ref the real winner of worlds 2023#shin sungbo#nick weatherlow#malu malheiros#the last guy was the cut to the audience in worlds 2023 when THE dk kt rematch was drawn#Edit 10/12: I ORIGINALLY HAD ODOAMNE'S MSI 2023 DRAW IN THIS EDIT BUT THEN THE FUCKING LAST SWISS ROUND DRAW HAPPENED TODAY#AND I RAN HOME AFTER WORK TO CHANGE THIS EDIT BC HOLY SHIT#yo nick is gonna have to go into witness protection#images are all screenshots from#worlds 2023 draw#and worlds 2024 draw#the reactions to the fly vs tl draw were ABSOLUTE CINEMA#i felt bad about the draw for eu but the reactions were too fucking funny#EDIT AS OF 10/13: NO WAY THE BALLS WERE FUCKED AGAIN I CANNOT BELIEVE I HAD TO RUN HOME TO FIX THIS EDIT AGAIN#originally had malu's face after the 'the balls are empty!' moment but obviously had to swap it for 'absolute cinema'#caster cursed it when i thought 'surely no more drama after today'#rationally speaking there are no more draws but i cant shake the feeling that something will happen AGAIN after i post this
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One more news article and I’m writing some shit like dbf!joel comforts reader after Donald Trump and his advisers keep spewing bullshit out of their mouths
#also that was a joke lol I’d never write anything like that in case it wasn’t obvious#they way they’re defending Elon musk makes me fucking sick to my stomach#as a German y’all are screwed#actually made me cry today I cannot believe history is repeating itself. they’re not even slick about their fascism they’re recycling it#if y’all support trump I want you off my blog asap btw! this will always be a safe space#similar political shit happening in my country but at least musk would’ve been arrested#anyway sorry i prefer not talking about politics on the internet cause I’m not adding anything to the discourse#and screaming into the void does no good#but I’ve been feeling so empty those past few days idk the right wing party in Germany is on a dangerous rise#I really hope the world is going to cool off a bit soon cause we’re burning on both ends man#mine
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LUKE ! What the hell are you doing ?
#Bro you blow on a plastique lid !#this scene is so funny#i can't believe they were “yep it's our best shot”#now I know all the cups are empty and they just pretend#when you see it you cannot unsee it#luke alvez#criminal minds#adam rodriguez#remember when we think “oh why they always assume Luke is the dumb one” yeaaaah probably for that
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i wish i could isolate and chemically synthesize the distain i feel when i see when i see a twitter addict meme post about their gacha of choice's deep lore. I'm sure i could make a milly off the patent
#childish isnt the word but theres a sincere believe that the slot machine has some of the most indepth and best story of all time because#there happens to be a lot of it#if it were well written it wouldnt be delivered to you via text boxes in a gacha game.#i think im a proponent of integrity of the method of delivery when it comes to narative#medium is the message and whatnot#its hard for me to take any deep themes seriously when you're constantly jangling keys and strobelights around#this is a 20 minute cool down thought but gacha stories are always so strung along because there cannot be an end or definitive conclusion#because that would impede the slot machines ability to extract value from its user base#im talking in an empty room here but w/e#id trade at least 4 fingers for a permanent buff to global media literacy especially regarding narrative structure with regard to commercia#intent.#at the end of it what pisses me off the most isnt the naratives themselves but the unaware consumption of what they actually designed to do
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I was never enough and I was too much
#heartache#destroyed#heartbreak#i feel empty#emotional abuse#you destroyed me#gaslighting#i feel awful#trauma bonding#empty eyes#i miss our good times#mental illness#i miss us#you are a liar#love bombing#i still love you#confused#i cant believe this#i cant forget#i cannot handle this#i cant take it#i cannot#i cant breathe#i wanna lose weight#i wanna be skinnier#i wanna be perfect#i wanna be pretty#i want to be enough#i was nothing for you#you lied
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#i cannot believe i forgot to draw the fucking flutes it's so funny#bhere have a empty platter#i'll add them later I'm busy today
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watch stupid shows win stupid fandoms
#god i cannot believe sometimes. the things people say#like legitimately i don’t know what’s left to do except scoop the mess of y’all’s brains out like a jack of lantern#and hope that empty skulls are smarter than this
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*face down on the floor*
#i think me not feeling anything sometimes is like just a mixture of depression and dissociation and i really hate it.#it makes me. i guess feel horrible. i dont know i just end up thinking wow you dont care because you dont feel anything.#and it's like i knowwww i care. or osmething. idk. idk. i want to feel. i want to. i want to feel like a human being i dont want to feel#like some empty shell please please please im so tired of it i havent felt alive for years i havent felt like a person for years#and sometimes i truly cannot believe that i am a person. i dont think i am sometimes
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KYLE RONDART!
KYLE RONDART!!
FUCK THIS MAN
#No not like that#Or... WELL#Actually you may do exactly that#Anything to get him AWAY FROM MY EYES#Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#Vol 179#Tsubasa#KYLE RONDART#I cannot believe this is happening#I cannot believe that in the middle of the emotional crescendo of the entire series#KYLE FUCKING RONDARY JUMPS IN UNPROMPTED#AND JUST STEALS SAKURA’S EMPTY BODY RIGHT OUT FROM UNDER US#WE HAD OTHER THINGS WE WERE DEALING WITH K Y L E#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Learning more about how elections actually work and how Trump won 2016 has gotten me thinking. All I can think is how satisfying, how poetic, how karmic it would be if Trump were to loose 2024 as he won 2016; thanks to the popular vote.
#Is it likely?#Absolutely not#It isn't impossible tho#especially since it did happen in 2016#But I'm still preparing for a Trump presidency#Something in my gut tells me something isn't right#The energy in the universe has been so weird lately#Apparently there's been some weird astrological events happening#We have two fucking moons right now#Mini moon is still in orbit for a few more days right?#The hurricanes that have been hitting us are more weird than they have ever been#And call me paranoid or a conspiracy theorist but something does not feel right about this election#Something does not feel right about a highly qualified candidate loosing to a felon game show host#I cannot believe America hates women so much that a felon is favored over a highly qualified woman#I mean I can#America really fucking hates women#But this still doesn't feel right#There's something in the air something in the energy in the whole planet that's incredibly off#Something is wrong#Maybe not with the election results#although I do think something is wrong with those in my gut#but something somewhere in the universe is off and I don't know what#And all I can think is how karmic Trump loosing to the electoral college would be#There's something in me#probably delusions but idk#that keeps thinking “this will happen”#“This was meant to happen”#“the universe is teaching Trump a lesson by having him loose as he once won”#I know this is more of an empty hope#But I will cling onto hope until the last breath I take
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you EVIL BOOP ME IN MY OWN HOME??
#personal#faslaidir#binickandros#i genuinely cannot believe i just find out about this at the very end!!#i'm changing my squeaky toy hearts to empty paper towel roll bonks for evil boops
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