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I got nothing left inside of my chest but it’s all alright
#i cannot believe the emptiness#i mean#i’m spent#there’s nothing#it’s gone#i am utterly undone#i am dust and ashes#i can’t talk to people#i have nothing to say#i have no interests#i have nothing on the horizon#i’m just out#i am already dead#Spotify
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I realize I have a very specific type in people thanks to Karasu
#cocky men with smarts... a deadly combination for someone like me#i'm calling out to a god i don't even believe in at this point send fucking help#karasu the man you are#NOT EVEN IN A SIMPING SENSE. HIS CHARACTER MAKES ME DIZZY LIKE AAAAAAA RELATABLE (in terms of demeanor. not smarts exactly.)#AND SO WELL WRITTEN TOO#please please please let him shine in the main series someday too please please please#head empty no thoughts just karasu being an analyzer in general#ugh i cannot write a post about him without sounding like a lovesick guy (which i am)#karasu tabito#episode nagi#bllk episode nagi
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dubnium / (draw)showtime
Part of LoL Esports Elemental Series.
#lolelements#lol esports#mr. ref the real winner of worlds 2023#shin sungbo#nick weatherlow#malu malheiros#the last guy was the cut to the audience in worlds 2023 when THE dk kt rematch was drawn#Edit 10/12: I ORIGINALLY HAD ODOAMNE'S MSI 2023 DRAW IN THIS EDIT BUT THEN THE FUCKING LAST SWISS ROUND DRAW HAPPENED TODAY#AND I RAN HOME AFTER WORK TO CHANGE THIS EDIT BC HOLY SHIT#yo nick is gonna have to go into witness protection#images are all screenshots from#worlds 2023 draw#and worlds 2024 draw#the reactions to the fly vs tl draw were ABSOLUTE CINEMA#i felt bad about the draw for eu but the reactions were too fucking funny#EDIT AS OF 10/13: NO WAY THE BALLS WERE FUCKED AGAIN I CANNOT BELIEVE I HAD TO RUN HOME TO FIX THIS EDIT AGAIN#originally had malu's face after the 'the balls are empty!' moment but obviously had to swap it for 'absolute cinema'#caster cursed it when i thought 'surely no more drama after today'#rationally speaking there are no more draws but i cant shake the feeling that something will happen AGAIN after i post this
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may i request... a makomo... my #1 flower girl forever...
i would do anything for her
#makomo#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#i cannot believe. i've only drawn her once. and it was with the mask ON#makomo i am so sorrie i love you so much#I'm telling you episode 2 season 1. i had such a bond with makomo and sabito#i was painting doors at school during spring break when the episode dropped and i watched it over and over again#in an empty school building. with no one but tanjirou makomo sabito and urokodaki to keep me company#9k doodles#i am beginning my way through the requests... remember. by 12 pm CST
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LUKE ! What the hell are you doing ?
#Bro you blow on a plastique lid !#this scene is so funny#i can't believe they were “yep it's our best shot”#now I know all the cups are empty and they just pretend#when you see it you cannot unsee it#luke alvez#criminal minds#adam rodriguez#remember when we think “oh why they always assume Luke is the dumb one” yeaaaah probably for that
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i honestly believe that kai is going to be a murderer later on in the story simply because the developers & fandom can collectively make this joke
#i cannot believe this is the first thing i post on this blog#i've had this new account sitting empty for like... weeks#LMAO enjoy i guess#project: eden's garden#kai monteago#i'm surprised that nobody's made this joke already?#kai monteago youtube apology when#project edens garden#eden's garden fanart
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I was never enough and I was too much
#heartache#destroyed#heartbreak#i feel empty#emotional abuse#you destroyed me#gaslighting#i feel awful#trauma bonding#empty eyes#i miss our good times#mental illness#i miss us#you are a liar#love bombing#i still love you#confused#i cant believe this#i cant forget#i cannot handle this#i cant take it#i cannot#i cant breathe#i wanna lose weight#i wanna be skinnier#i wanna be perfect#i wanna be pretty#i want to be enough#i was nothing for you#you lied
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KYLE RONDART!
KYLE RONDART!!
FUCK THIS MAN
#No not like that#Or... WELL#Actually you may do exactly that#Anything to get him AWAY FROM MY EYES#Liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#Vol 179#Tsubasa#KYLE RONDART#I cannot believe this is happening#I cannot believe that in the middle of the emotional crescendo of the entire series#KYLE FUCKING RONDARY JUMPS IN UNPROMPTED#AND JUST STEALS SAKURA’S EMPTY BODY RIGHT OUT FROM UNDER US#WE HAD OTHER THINGS WE WERE DEALING WITH K Y L E#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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watch stupid shows win stupid fandoms
#god i cannot believe sometimes. the things people say#like legitimately i don’t know what’s left to do except scoop the mess of y’all’s brains out like a jack of lantern#and hope that empty skulls are smarter than this
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Learning more about how elections actually work and how Trump won 2016 has gotten me thinking. All I can think is how satisfying, how poetic, how karmic it would be if Trump were to loose 2024 as he won 2016; thanks to the popular vote.
#Is it likely?#Absolutely not#It isn't impossible tho#especially since it did happen in 2016#But I'm still preparing for a Trump presidency#Something in my gut tells me something isn't right#The energy in the universe has been so weird lately#Apparently there's been some weird astrological events happening#We have two fucking moons right now#Mini moon is still in orbit for a few more days right?#The hurricanes that have been hitting us are more weird than they have ever been#And call me paranoid or a conspiracy theorist but something does not feel right about this election#Something does not feel right about a highly qualified candidate loosing to a felon game show host#I cannot believe America hates women so much that a felon is favored over a highly qualified woman#I mean I can#America really fucking hates women#But this still doesn't feel right#There's something in the air something in the energy in the whole planet that's incredibly off#Something is wrong#Maybe not with the election results#although I do think something is wrong with those in my gut#but something somewhere in the universe is off and I don't know what#And all I can think is how karmic Trump loosing to the electoral college would be#There's something in me#probably delusions but idk#that keeps thinking “this will happen”#“This was meant to happen”#“the universe is teaching Trump a lesson by having him loose as he once won”#I know this is more of an empty hope#But I will cling onto hope until the last breath I take
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𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 Think I’m just gonna disappear into webfishing and disco elysium for the rest of the night 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞
#if anyone wants to join on webfishing hit me up#maybe even just go to bed like I just feel empty#this cannot be happening#and I know my parents and brothers won’t even get why I’m so upset why I feel so betrayed#I’m fucking openly out to my parents queer and trans and I feel betrayed and they won’t ever understand why and it’s so upsetting and I know#I wont be taken seriously if I get upset it’s maddening and upsetting#how could my mother who cried to me about wanting me to openly trans and myself do this to me like I knew but just ignored but it still hurt#and then my dads brain is ruined with conspiracies and idiotic propaganda like we are not the same and it sucks so bad seeing someone you#love be that and believe these things and vote for someone who not only wants to take my rights and make transition even harder/nonexistent#but also a man who incited violence against people like me who didn’t ever try to hide how he felt about people like me and minorities and#they just don’t care it’s my life and they don’t see how it directly impacts me. they just want lower gas and groceries and that’s not gonna#fucking happen#I’m sorry I’m obviously having a rough night like everyone else I just need to vent
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you EVIL BOOP ME IN MY OWN HOME??
#personal#faslaidir#binickandros#i genuinely cannot believe i just find out about this at the very end!!#i'm changing my squeaky toy hearts to empty paper towel roll bonks for evil boops
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may we please have the list of constellations for the orv x sclasses fic ???? i really wanna see the names we picked 🥺🥺🥺
“Wandering Soul” – Deja_Vu (Wayward_Animal)
“Angel-Like Observer of Worlds” – Core_Ray
“Cat Sleeping on a Marshmallow” – kuyn
“Conqueror of Rings” – Nightlighteer
“Flower-Masked Butterfly” / “Hearth of Death” – you
“Imprisoned White Cat of Probability” – YHN017
“Lonely Night of Ashes” – Carefree_Sovereign
“The One Who’s Eating Candy” – unknown
“The Raven of Eternal Rest” – unknown
“Reflections in the Fog” – unknown
“Shadow Behind the Curtain” – unknown
I can't. flipping. find the original list
#I'm on my other laptop and it's not here either aaaaaaaaah#even checked google docs and got so happy at first because there's a file there titled Constellations but it's :) freaking :)) empty#I only pieced this together using the pdf and the screenshots I took of the comments aslkjdfhslakhdf to the four unnamed readers I'm sorry#gonna do another sweep on my other laptop when I go back there in a few weeks because I cannot accept this I refuse to believe past me#completely forgot to make a copy of the final list of constellations I REFUSE#asks#giwbh
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The more you treat your mental illness the harder it is to live with the person who gave you said mental illness
#don’t raise your kids to have compulsions and obsessions!!!!!!!!!!#like actively instilling those in your kids wtf?!#my mother cannot cope with the slightest bit of stress or conflict she freaks the fuck out and it’s SO HARD TO LIVE WITH#like I am a non-functional perfectionist in large part because I was raised to believe that if you’re not going to do something perfectly-#then you shouldn’t bother to do it at all. my mom is not glass half empty she’s more like#maybe the glass might tip over so even though it’s full right now we should assume it’s empty and prepare ourself emotionally#and if things aren’t perfect than you’re a failure so you need to be constantly thinking about what if (when) things go wrong#but it’s sooooooo hard cause unlike her I do see mine as a disorder and I see how miserable it makes me and I’ve worked really hard to he#and she simply has no interest in that so it results in her trying to drag me back down with her
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#i cant believe i could've almost been his girlfriend!!!!#im sad that he never asked me and never waited ....#because i know me and im dependable and devoted#i go all in if i love#but instead he .. fell in love fast and quick and i get it. i get why he fell for her i really do so i dont blame him#but... they only lasted a month then they broke up#she left. and i get that she and i are different people#but i cannot fathom how you can have HIM and leave him#i cant even imagine my life without him. he is genuinely all i think about#and she left.... !!!!! i cant understand that (from my pov. she is her own person i know)#i just wish he'd stuck it out and given me a chance (bc he did feel those things for me he said that)#i know the heart want what it wants but oh how i wish#i would've been with him until now. i would've never have left him#i wish i wish he didnt do that bc now he's even more heartbroken and i know it'll just be harder for me to maybe prove myself to him#(btw this sounds super selfish but this is only me venting my feelings!!!)#im still here for him. i've never left. i've been so so patient. isnt that worth anything?#most of the time it feels like he doesnt even appreciate me :( at all#i just cannot believe that HE once upon a time wanted ME to be his gf#if things just had gone a bit differently i would've been so lucky to call myself his#and him mine... that's so crazy to me#that's my dream...#i dont wanna give up on him bc i love him sm i cant imagine any other way my life can go#but.... i cant push if he isnt even replying... i cant bother him too much#then im just crazy#and my anxities arent even letting me message him at all#bc even if i asked if it's ok and he said im not bothering him#im convinced i am. i mean it really seems and feels like i am doing that#so i just cannot even message him..... which makes my life so empty i wanna cry#sometimes i wish i'd never met him bc my love for him has ruined my life now that i cant have him
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WHAT TAROT CARD ARE YOU?
Death
A cheery woman’s voice chimes from above. "Game over! Please restart and try again." The old woman holds a baby in her arms and makes to pass it to you. Will you take it?
tagged by: ehhhhhh
tagging: uhhhhh
#˗ˏˋ dash memes. ⟶ ❛everyone is watching me ❜#i cannot believe this#✘ ▬ study. ▪ what do you want from me? i’m empty.#✘ ▬ self. ▪ i’m such a fool for sacrifice.
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