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aro culture is getting so fucking tired of people using the fact that there's a queer romance in something as a reason you should watch it. like haven't allos had enough of romance? queer or otherwise? I'm not saying queer representation is bad, of course, I'm just fed up with asking what a book is about and in response all I get is "oh it has queer people in it" cool! what is it about? having queer representation is not the be all end all of media can we please have ONE thing without romance in it. please.
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#electroniccollectiondonut#aro culture is#aro#aromantic#actually aro#actually aromantic#ask#mod phoenix#yeah... it's like. this is a bad metaphor but it's all i got right now:#i'm vegetarian. it's not uncommon that if an event is hosted 'with food' that every single main dish contains a fair amount of meat#and most of the side dishes too#maybe the salad has chicken. the soup is a meat broth soup. the main course is steak. i literally cannot tell you how often this happens.#and if you're lucky there's like... bread rolls and butter. sometimes there's the Cheap Salad that's just tossed lettuce#and i promise you from experience: if i ask beforehand i am always told there will be something for me to eat#but like. believe it or not 1) that's not filling 2) it's usually the two poorest quality items on the line 3) i prefer salads as SIDES#i see similar stuff on the occasion i'm told there's any sort of 'rep' for aro folks#it's like... okay but the vast majority of the media is still very romance focused and the elements that aren't are usually... hm#not comparably interesting in how they're executed?#or it's like. kids media. which can be good - but i'd like to be allowed to have content that can be both for an adult audience#and NOT romance
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#theyre so silly in this i sometimes forget how gorey jjba is#Fugo cannot contain his forbleness when it comes to fish#somebody stop narancia from trying to learn how to fish hes gonna ruin the economy#fugo is the only person buying all the fish#he cant take their only customer away#fugonara#jjba#jojos bizarre adventure#jjba fugo#jojos bizzare adventure golden wind#jojos bizzare adventure vento aureo#jojos bizzare adventure fanart#art#jjba fanart#jjba narancia#jjba hybrid au
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too insane over wade and logan i think i need to kill someone
#user: gossippool 😝#like i cannot contain all these THOUGHTS and FEELINGS in my HEAD#logancore#sometimes i read smth about them and i just have to stare off into space for a while bc#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool & wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#wolverine#logan howlett#poolverine
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MY MIND
Jack-o-moon was walking around the pizza plex and found a broken bloodmoon still alive and takes bloodmoon to the daycare sense sun and moon didn't live there anymore bloodmoon meets dazzle and doesn't leave the daycare jack makes sure no one finds bloodmoon as Puppet gotten suspicious of jack-o-moon and dazzle for not letting her enter sun's and moon's old room
Anyway
Jail
OH
OH I LIKE THIS
Jack finds them and decides to help, I’d imagine they’d be very confused by that. And them living in the Daycare is actually like really fricking funny, cuz like, the Celestials work there, Bloodmoon would have to listen to them work and all the children, it must get annoying very fast. AND DAZZLE— yes. Yes, beautiful idea. And the Puppet plot point is giving me very distinct vibes that I can only describe via meme
Puppet: whatcha got there?
Jack, holding a bag of chips as Dazzle stands behind them holding a blanket burritified Bloodmoon: Disappointment!
Oh.
Hmmm
*grabs a nearby crowbar*
Hold on there, I’m getting you out of there bud
#tsams#sun and moon show#sams#the sun and moon show#sams au#sams au idea#sams jack#laes jack#sams bloodmoon#tsams bloodmoon#laes dazzle#mgafs puppet#asks#I get you on the whole ‘sending yourself to jail over au ideas’ thing#I’ve wished to do that plenty of times before#the creative mind just cannot be contained#you have to let it be free and make as many scenarios with the Blorbos as it needs#sometimes really neat things are made#and sometimes you just have fun and a good laugh#feel free to keep on making au’s#dunno if it’s encouragement but I’ll always be down to hear ‘bout them!#oh and about this au#nice#I like it#it’d be very funny
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went looking deep in my drafts for my list of favorite french words to pronounce to see if facétieuse was on there and 1) it wasn't, so i had the pleasure of adding it to the list, and 2) i then read one of the words at random and said, aloud, "oh my god" and had to immediately read the rest of the list out loud. insane mouthfeel. i should memorize the list and say it to myself when i get sad. anyway in case you're curious here's the list which i have sort of sorted into categories but don't think about it too hard because several words fit into multiple categories and also i probably missed some possible subgroupings. happy pronouncing~
words that are fun because of repeated vowels bonbon, ensemencement, manquement cocotte cumulus, pulluler raplapla tout fou (two words but one entry in the dictionary) volcanologie
words that are especially fun for me personally because i can't tell the difference between two vowels [ɔ̃] and [ɑ̃]: bombance, compensation, consciencieusement, contentement [ɔ] and [o]: autochtone, octogonaux, rococo, saucissonner
words that are fun because of repeated consonants sibilants: facétieuse, jaugeage, thésauriseuse glides and nasals: millionième, napoléonienne sibilants, glides, and nasal vowels: association, cessation, expiation, fascination, filialisation, glaciation, initiation, prononciation, scintillation, sensation, sentencieusement, vacillation quelconque traîtresse
words that are fun because they're the same thing twice with the last vowel changed clopin-clopant prêchi-prêcha
words that are fun because i love the symmetry of [eifje] déifier dragéifier gazéifier
words that are fun because i really like combos of [ik] or [ki] with optional friends [l] and/or [t] antiquité antithétique cliquetis coquelicot enquiquiner équilibre étiqueter héroïcomique kif-kif mastication pique-nique quiconque quiproquo rhythmique stoïque ticket
words that are fun because [j] a syllable or two after [ɲ] fucks severely champignonnière désignation ignominieux indignation
words that are fun because they're long with a string of alternating vowels and consonants that trips off the tongue antipathie authenticité habitabilité hétérogénéité infériorité parallélépipède territorialité tous azimuts
words that start with fun [p] consonant clusters pneu psittacidés psychédélique psychique
words that just have a certain je ne sais quoi architecture au-delà baby-foot gentilhommière houppe loufoque luxation mnémonique multimédia préalablement qualifier rouflaquettes saperlipopette scout schlinguer tacheter thérapeutique trouillomètre vrombir
#french#fun with pronunciation#lecture du dico#my posts#ensemencement: is there any greater word in the entire french language????#gentilhommière being a close second. that's the word that i read and then said 'oh my god' about#if we're also considering meaning and not just sound babyfoot would obviously be first but#if we leave out meaning it clocks in at third. not too shabby#i remember when i got to parallélépipède in the dictionary. i was like ARE YOU FOR REAL???#that fucking rocks are you fucking serious rn#also LET THE RECORD SHOW i am less of a baby about consonant clusters containing r than i was two years ago#even when there are more than one in a single word!#do u see traîtresse right there in my list of favorite words to pronounce? are you seeing this?? witness me#consciencieusement is one of my fave words but i'm aware it's at least partially because#i can't distinguish all the sounds of french. so it feels like cheating#but maybe there are dialects of french with an ɔ̃-ɑ̃ merger? i should find out#gnirlies you cannot imagine the great time i was having the day i got to ps- in the dictionary. i was on cloud nine. floating on air#i already knew i loved words starting with ps- but there were so many i hadn't heard before and i got to say them all. with my mouth#try it sometime if u can u will not regret it#f
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i love being a big sister ><
#my sister works really close to me so when i finish i sometimes pop by and give her food#and it’s so nice to see her face brighten up a little when i come in#normally when i come home from work i peek into her room before i go into mine#and she always looks kinda skrunkly in her bed if she’s been home all day#so it gives me cute aggression LMFAO#she’s not telling me where she’s taking me for my birthday and i can’t help but feel bad bc she’s paying 😭😭😭#she’s very much an independent little lady but i can’t help but dote on her ahhaahhahajagabakahh#chitchatting ᵔᴗᵔ#there’s this one hoodie she has that’s kind of fuzzy#so she looks like a little bear#and i cannot contain my cute aggression with this one#so whenever she wears it i kind of yank her hoodie up like how you lift a kitten by the scruff of their neck
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Kal'dorei Varian, Anduin, and Wrathion.
#world of warcraft#anduin wrynn#wrathion#varian wrynn#room for improvement i think but im happy so far#Varian is a guardian/pack druid blessed by Goldrinn#and despite his anger has not yet fallen to whatever the fuck is up with pack druids normally#Anduin is a Priest of Elune and marked with Elune's tears which means his depressions suck ass and he can hear elune be sad sometimes#Hes a very good priest except when he is not then hes very bad no stop touching the void thats bad didnt you learn from azshara#or maybe he goes night warrior but more sad and regertful then enraged and vengful and it leads to self distruction and only being able to#hear elune's regrets and mourning which is so loud and echoing really a boy cannot contain the emotions of a goddess so powerful as her#Wrathion is a dragon
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Sometimes baby girl will have her tail loop and fold in a way that looks uncomfortable, and she always seems to appreciate me adjusting her coils to a more comfortable position- it's one of the odd little ways we bond. She could adjust it herself, sure, but she has come to enjoy me babying her and doting on her- and if it makes both of us happy what's the harm?
Anyway, Scoria had folded her tail over in a way that looked uncomfortable and I gently moved it with my finger from beneath the ball she was relaxing in, and then lifted my finger through the coil so she had a more relaxed loop. I was going to remove my finger but she gently held on to me, she wanted my finger to stay.
I know to many it will seem insignificant, but experiencing this small gesture makes me so happy. She wanted me to stay. She enjoys me being with her, and I'm not bothering her fussing over her. It's just, so many times as a pet care taker you wonder if your pet is happy, if they also love you and want you near. My little girl tells me every day, I love you, stay with me. And for a moment it was her turn to hold me. After a good snuggle of my finger for several minutes she changed her position but still loosely held it and snuggled me.
Sometimes the smallest gestures can mean so very much.
#love#kindness#pets#animals#snakes#hognoses#hognose#Scoria#Scoria Rose#I like sharing moments like these because#well#everyone I know irl does not like my girls#even so to the point one person is a danger to them whom I have to keep that person away#just because they are snakes#those people cannot share these special little moments#but#i know some of you who watch this blog#either have snakes of your own and can relate#or don't have a snake and like them#and I think you enjoy these moments#and it makes me happy to share them with you#and I just think my girls are great#the things they do are so sweet#the world needs to see more of the sweet side of snakes#and sometimes#when they do really cute or sweet things#there is just too much emotion for me to contain alone#I just cannot handle how sweet they are sometimes
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the Fab Four via Picrew (cataliminal)
#yes party is wearing fishnets and shorts. you cannot tell me it's not on brand#jet has a bag bc I headcanon he was a smuggler/zonerunner before the four were a crew#there was not a red jacket for kobra unfortunately#and ghoul's tool belt contains explosives :) yes he set that car on fire himself :)#also he has a knife bc *gestures at my one(1) killjoys fic*#she speaks!#I'm being so cringe rn but I don't even care. they're my funky little guys now >:)#danger days#the true lives of the fabulous killjoys#party poison#jet star#kobra kid#fun ghoul#I literally did this for kicks and giggles bc I sometimes fiddle with picrews when I'm bored sksksldmfns
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you know i meant to post that on my personal blog but. yeah. davrin can stay, sorry not sorry
#[ general ] ooc.#[ sometimes the containers on firefox get mixed up LMAO ]#[ but i cannot overemphasize how excited i am for this game yall ]#[ holds davrin up ]#[ i love him your honor ]#[ i've barely met him and i love him ]
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i keep starting posts abt death note and then stopping to start a new post about some other death note opinion like fuck i have so much to say. i need to relax genuinely. jts just a vaguely misogynist yaoi anime like i need to remind myself that in a year or even probably a few months something else will feel like its encompassing my entire life an dn literally will not matter to me. i know this to be true because this is how i do everything all the time always but its so unbelievable like. autistic obsession rly does make me a little bit delusional every single time. im always like "well THIS art/story/subject is DIFFERENT and clearly of unique importance and significance compared to that last thing i was obsessed with (an every thing ive been obsessed w ever)" like no matter how much i understand that logically to not be the case i genuinely cant convince myself to actually believe it. like ik this time last year i was just as much if not more obsessed with moomin valley but it just. doesnt feel true like it feels unique and special every time its so strange. death note is a story its pretty good its silly its fun its camp its suspenseful like i can acknowledge these things to be true in a normal way but it is also the most important thing on earth to me right now and i need everyone else to know all of the time. its enormous in my mind its radius expands to so many other Important Things to the extent that whether its actually objectively good or significant i could not tell you right now because it is eclipsing my entire mind. i can talk abt its objective value and significance all day but it does not matter bcz i will not stop being able to think about it regardless. fuck man. being autistic is crazy. my most consistent hobby is being in the throws of obsession. also the way im phrasing this sounds like its distressing me but i love it i love being in the throws of obsession i love it every single time it happens i just love it so intensely that the idea of it having less significance to me or to others than it has right now seems incredibly strange. what do other ppl even get out of watching tv shows and reading books if not this. i need to relax i need some coffee
#my passions do infact make me a bit insane but where would i be without them#ive said this before but im so serious like the way ppl talk abt being in romantic love i cannot relate to feeling for a person#like. only stories and subjects give me this feeling. make me feel so passionate and obsessed that its almost painful#maybe not almost maybe it just is painful. like my body cant contain it. but i love it its my reason for living like genuinely djgfsdjfg#i love being alive i love when i get like this its fun. its just inconvenient sometimes when i ought to be doing something else instead#which isnt rly the case right now ig i mean the semester's over. i should probably go to bed though#i just know i wont b able to sleep yet bcz brain is still too active#death note#this isnt even rly a post abt death note though its just a post abt my posts abt death note#should i just tag this autism. whatever ig#autism#any other autistics or adhd havers in the chat get like this abt their Thing
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oooh you know when you're dead inside and feel nothing and then you read some random ass words and suddenly you feel all the feelings from the past 4 years?
#personal#aidhsufsiudhiusadi#oh i know why my brain doesn't let me feel things#it's soul-crushing#i have felt immense sadness that my human shell cannot contain sometimes
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Heartstopper deleted scene: Elle embarrassing herself during her first game of netball at Higgs because she's used to playing basketball at Truham.
#it mine#heartstopper#elle argent#in case this differs outside of uk: netball is taught in girls' schools while basketball is taught in boys' schools#(as is usual with 'girl things' vs 'boy things'#basketball is sometimes played in girls' schools while netball is virtually never played in boys' schools)#netball contains restrictions such as 'no moving once you get the ball' and 'you must be here if you want to score'#and 'certain players cannot go in certain parts of the... pitch? field? court.'#i should just let elle be good at sports. that's what her rewrite arc can be.
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yall ever just
*points at hyperfixation, shaking like a rabid dog* HKKKHKKHGGGHKGHK
#no like really#i physically cannot contain myself every time i see fanart that i like#i'm watching gravity falls with my mom and sometimes i'll scream at random parts#can you tell i have adhd#hyperfixation#gravity falls
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is it too much to ask that my dad stops leaving his 3D printer parts all over the place?? THIS IS A MOTHERFUCKING KITCHEN.
#he's like i'll clean up my stuff if you sort out your room#THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT MY ROOM IS JUST THAT. MY ROOM.#IT DOESN'T BOTHER ANYONE BUT ME BECAUSE I'M THE ONLY ONE IN THERE#WHEREAS HE HAS TAKEN OVER THE KITCHEN AND THE LIVING ROOM#ALL OF THE COMMON SPACES#THAT IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT#and he simply does not care when i bring this up because god forbid he not be right about everything#my mess and disorder is contained to My spaces for the most part#also he just doesn't acknowledge my mums work when she cleans the house it's like he's allergic to positively responding#AND HE COMPLAINS ABOUT THE STATE OF THE HOUSE ALL THE TIME WHEN MOST OF IT IS HIS STUFF BUT IF WE MOVE IT OR PUT IT AWAY HE'LL GET MAD!!!!#LITERALLY CANNOT WIN WITH HIM SOMETIMES#shy shambles
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Disclaimer im just processing some thoughts im not cancelling the show
have almost thoughts about how i find the like....narrative on here that if you have chronic "zebra" conditions youd want a doctor like House and wouldnt sue for malpractice bc at least youd have a doctor that cares about whats wrong with you but lets take it one step further. so often he does NOT give a shit about the patient and actively endangers them frequently with his god damn heoric era of medicine approach? non zero amount of times he gets a diagnosis but it comes too late, or he gets a diagnosis after their first wrong 3 guesses of the episode shut down the patients kidneys and they either have to get a transplant or they are just, doomed due to other preexisting conditions etc? idk. i know ppl are almost certainly exaggerating and just letting off steam about the very real failures of our current medical systems and the ableism baked in and All That Shit. i just think its weird how ppl romanticize House who STILL, FREQUENTLY, MULTIPLE EPISODES will actively dismiss shit in the exact way that is a problem in our current system, especially when hes being Forced Against His Will To See Clinic Parients, he loves to be dismissive as fuck of symptoms and if he was a real doctor i think he'd be fucking 50/50 on cases he Notices Something To Dig Into vs cases he dismisses as an Anxious Hysterical Woman Who Wants Attention, the only reason he's Right so frequently in his snap judgements is cos it reinforces the narrative. its like a crime drama that has the mastermind serial killer masterfully using "loopholes" and lawyering up all sneaky and dodging Justice and if only our poor little cop protags were allowed to do A TEENY BIT of Justified Police Brutality, they could Save Lives!
and like sometimes in the show they will have a patient die despite his efforts to narratively punish him. not to mention, i think its been at least mildly brought up and glossed over how much they absolutely do not think about insurance costs for these ppl for the insane amount of tests that find nothing and Wrong Medications To Force A Diagnosis they use? i think it was brought up once in the episode following a day in the life of cuddy where she had to fight a lawsuit bc a guys insurance like didnt cover his thumb being reattached but chase reattached it anyway while in surgery cos it was The Right Thing To Do and the guy didnt have the money to cover it and the insurance wouldnt pay unless he sued the hospital or whatever. thats like the only time its come up. whereas like frequently the doctor I go to for osteopathic manipulation tries to check in with me and make sure im covered by insurance etc and that im not going to go broke or get buried in medical debt seeing her.
idk. just some Thoughts. not a defense of our current system and all the flaws it enables and enforces etc. his approach to medicine is really reminiscent to me of what I know of the Heroic Era Of Medicine which i dont...love? and hes framed on here as being an asshole but would kill for his patients to get them a diagnosis etc. but hes definitely extremely paternalistic to patients ? and despite some good clippable lines about ableism and being against eugenics, it honestly feels like his stance on that is kind of a toss up.
#toy txt post#AGAIN THIS IS NOT A DEFENSE OF OUR CURRENT SYSTEM NOR AM I TRYING TO 'CANCEL' THE SHOW#i am simply processing some Thoughts about it#and wishing better doctors upon all of you when you need them#doctors who Listen To You and who Put In The Effort and The Work to figure out why you feel like shit#who also arent calling you slurs the whole time and throwing random fucking medications at you that destroy your liver or whatever#but give them data. idk. like sometimes in the show it does seem like they need to do that! like the patient is actively dying and the risk#to info ratio is such that it makes sense. other times its like you like definitely couldve done other things to rule shit out but you#needed to fit this whole patient arc into a single episode#not to mention i feel like any doctor who approached shit even close to the way he does would Not have his success rate#no matter how smart the payoff would Not be worth it bc theyd kill more patients. they would not be getting lucky everytime. real life does#not have a plot narrative to fulfill if house treated you he'd just fucking kill you#also one more disclaimer I AM AWARE DR GREGORY HOUSE IS A FICTIONAL MADE UP BLORBO CHARACTER#AND THAT MOST OF THE PPL JOKING ABOUT THIS DO NOT NEED THE REMINDERS OR WARNINGS OR DISCLAIMERS ABOUT HIM ETC ETC#IM SIMPLY THINKING ABOUT HIM AND THIS SHOW AND REAL LIFE#and am only a little bit uncomfortable w the level to which his approach is romanticized on tumblr dot com. but i understand why and like#fair enough#anyway watching house MD is like a sawbones episode displaced in time and Very Worrying#i just have the finale of s7 left and then i will start s8#and i am dreading the aphobia episode. but it cannot be worse than the horrific intersexism and transphobic he's put on display right#right?#i guess its probably not worse in that from what ive seen on tumblr. he is being aphobic to an adult and not a teenager. so#also house is infuriating bc if you remove the doctor bit. i have met this man so many times and i want to kill him ♡#the guy who is just allowed to stampede through life being a total ass with no pushback or accountability and terrorize people#hes a bad employee and a worse boss#okay turning reblogs off on this cos i dont trust ppl. i think i have replies restricting to mutuals too so#that way this doesnt break containment and get misinterpreted
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