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Going back home tomorrow & found out my brother is sick... fan fucking tastic
#personal#vent#trying not to freak out over potentially getting sick b4 top surgery#i can't let this ruin me
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YOU MANIFESTED THE TWEEL CARDS CONGRATS
YOU'RE WELCOME EVERYBODY!
seriously though I was probably like. 60-80% thinking we'd get at least one tweel for chapter 10. but I was NOT expecting it so soon! both of 'em! in August! a shame we're not getting a Coral Sea event after all...but I guess I can be resigned to that and ALSO excited for getting shiny sparkly glowing(!!!!) mertwins along with Azul fighting his inner demons and going right for the eyes! AHHHH I CAN'T WAIT
(also heeeey I recognize that rowboat... 👀)
#art#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 10 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 10 spoilers#omg they're real#hey twst as long as you're pandering directly to me#che'nya card for riddle's chapter??????#it's not going to happen. but. WHAT IF#anyway i suppose they could get this one out a bit faster since the tweel sprites already exist#let's hope for a non-ob octozul cameo too! 🤞#as much as i want to see him though i do think it would be extremely funny if his dream were just#everything's the same in the coral sea except he's in human form the entire time#no real reason he just feels like it#chapter 10 though! the hype!#floyd is one of the characters i can't even begin to imagine what his dream might be#(the other one is ace) (i got a couple theories for him but floyd i just have NO idea)#i know it might just be for the diptych but i am VERY intrigued by the implication that the twins might be having the same dream#they're both dreaming about the time they teamed up to ruin some couple's cute rowboat date#and you know what. i believe it.
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Silt Verses protagonists // Returning Home
#the silt verses#hi just realized carpenter and faulkner's returning home episodes are both chapter 9 of s2 and 3 respectively#idk what to do with this info#anyway something that makes me deeply emotional about this#just the way all of them return to it#paige expecting to come home to an empty abandoned place. surprised to find what's there. seeing the land as unpredictable.#carpenter knowing of the ruin of her previous childhood home. haunted more by the people she left behind. finding no comfort in being back.#faulkner being optimistic. saying perhaps his home could be a temple one day. this is the safest place i could be he says#(and I can't help but think about faulkner leaving marks before he left his home. so that no one else could find a home there.)#(both paige and faulkner returning home when they have no where else to go)#hayward looking up at his old home fondly. there's nothing left for him there. nothing he can find that he doesn't already have.#let her have the lie of me he says.
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Siffrin plays Disco Elysium AU: Featuring backseat gamer Loop.
#in stars and time#ISAT#Siffrin#Loop#disco elysium#digital art#When I first thought of a crossover I went from 1) 'ISAT Disco AU but Loop is all of the skills'#To: 2) 'Loop is in the mindspace alongside the skills#To my magnum opus: 3)'Loop is sitting next to Siffrin backseat gaming him the whole time.'#Loop beat Disco Elysium ages ago and repeated it to the point they know all the vision quests and dialogue variables.#Siffrin just started playing and Loop keeps ruining the fun by using their meta-game knowledge to try and help.#Also let's be real. Siffrin's stats are 100% completely focused into motorics and nothing else.#If we can't Savoir Faire ourselves of this situation - we will explode. Endurance? Call my insurance instead.#Thinking skills? None. Emotional intelligence and morale? A failed social interaction canonically feels like death to them.#I might have bumped Phys up but...Siffrin's Electrochem stat is like -10. And Pain Threshold is emotional durability too.#Unused part of this joke is that I set their signature skill to Drama.#Both these games made my brain melt so now I get to combine them! I have that power!#This joke made me laugh the entire 3 hours I sat down and drew it and that is what creation should be about.
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Hey, how are you doing?
well I just started art uni and it's going so much worse than I expected,,, genuinely considering dropping out but that just makes me feel worse about myself !
so yknow, great !
#ask#thanks for asking anon#a much needed vent#for anyone who cares for why:#basically#they are too pretentious(?)#like they want us to be perfect instead of letting us be rough and messy so we can FOCUS ON LEARNING#and it annoys me to death#I just don't care enough or feel passionate or interested#which is a problem#and I'm ruining it for myself because i'm too bitter and can't have an open mind#and I'm dooming myself/already am doomed as an artist#you are supposed to want to say something not to want to have something to say#and I feel so dull uninspired and drained#if this is how good artists are made guess I wasn't made to be one
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WHAT ABOUT MY MENTAL HEALTH JISUNG?
#snowyquokka#han looks like such a switch in this#stray kids#skz#han jisung#WHY IS HE SO FINE#i’d let him ruin me#i want to do things I'm not proud of#he so UGHHHHH#marry me pls omg I can't
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Bringing these back in a new post for reasons
#joker out#jan peteh#i can't take seeing any more slander of this jacket#these photos had me in such a chokehold when they dropped#might have had a bit of an oh in italics moment tbh#and then he wore it in Manchester about a week later and how i survived that i do not know#anyway i'll not let those terrible outfit photos ruin this jacket 😭
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first xander brought her back with human breath and determination... then willow with supernatural power and love.... smth smth two halves to keep their third in balance from drifting too far into either side and losing herself.....
#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I'M FUCKING BEGGING FOR A GOOD FIC ABOUT THESE THREE THAT ISN'T JUST SMUT PLEASE!!!!!!!1!!!!#I can'ttt stop thinking about them I don't even have anything coherent to say#even with other partners it's still THEM THREE they're so !!! it's just them. three. always#s7 just ruined me guys I missed them so much#still thinking about xander's stupid quip about how he always brings her back from the dead#if u tell me willow only resurrected her cause they were all insecure without buffy to throw her weight around sunnydale...#they LOVE her. so much. so so so much. they're so selfish but they LOVE her it's why they can't ever let her go they're missing without her#I despise seeing people treat the scoobies with bad-faith bc ik they're not the greatest but oh my god#they are IMPORTANT!!!!! there is no buffy the vampire slayer without willow and xander being WITH buffy#look me in the eyes and tell me tweed boy giles and lurker freak angel were going to be able to keep buffy alive all by themselves.#without xander buffy and willow are left without something firmly human to grip onto when they lose themselves in the supernatural#without willow xander and buffy are left with a gap to properly bridge them. someone to make it easier to understand both sides#without buffy xander and willow have no reason to ever grow and try and learn. to want to be more. to live up to who they can be#plus those two give buffy something tangible to fight for. it's not just the vague “world" she can't feel the affects for it's wil and xand#I need someone smarter than me to articulate this dumb post bc I can't I've tried so many times and I can't but I FEEL it I feel it#buffy x willow x xander#buffy summers#willow rosenberg#xander harris#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#I tried to find their ship name and I'm actually going to KILL everyone. why don't they have one. what is going on.
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BTS Billboard Music Awards photoshoot (recolored) Suga
Unedited originals:
#bts#min yoongi#suga#bts suga#bangtan#bangtan sonyeondan#naver x dispatch#photos#yoongi pics#my recolors#my edits#let me photograph you#I will do your natural skin tone justice i swear it#like i literally hate how they whitewash all of them#but yoongi is pale enough without these people making him look like a corpse#as a general rule i really don't like editing another tog's work#even here where they will never see it and it doesn't actually matter anyway#but i can't stand for this#and i don't respect dispatch anyway lol#like these photos are absolutely gorgeous#but the color editing just ruins them#unfortunately i can't create pixels out of nothing#so this is as good as it gets
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hey so um. finished round 7. what the fuck.
#AND IN A BLINK GONE#TILL NOO OH MY GOD#TILL IS AIVE#PLEASE#i want luka executed NOW#but hes so pretty....#die#alien stage#alnst#you have ruined me#and mizi's expressions thruout the entire thing.........oh I'm gonna be sick#the song is fire though !#AND IN A BLINK GONE 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#lets not even talk abt how blondie turned into homotron 9000.#and his face hwne he saw hyuna again???/ ho my god ????#this can't be the end#pleaseee vivinos make more oh my god pelwase i need to see the aftermath#or like a really long comic SOMEHTING ANYTHING PELWASE#alien stage till#alien stage ivan#alien stage luka#alien stage mizi#alnst ivan#alnst till#alnst luka#alnst mizi#ivantill#hyuluka#idek who else to tag#alien stage fans find me please
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Why is the TROP fandom so toxic all of the sudden?
(Rant in the tags and spoilers for S2 E7 of TROP)
#there are so many people arguing right now#I'm going to keep this simple but#was the kiss a choice?#yes#do I think it's going to ruin Haladriel content from the show forever?#certainly not#I really don't think we have anything to worry about#I think the show is still going to treat Haladriel with respect but fans of the ship just have to wait a bit for content#the allure of Haladriel to me (as someone who is 50/50 about the pairing) is the slowburn#If they are going to do something romantic with Gal and Hal they want to build up to it and make it great#We're only in S2 and they just met in S1#Let them have time to let those emotions simmer y'know?#And the amount of hate I'm seeing towards the people who didn't mind the kiss whether they saw it platonic or not is CRAZY#For a fandom that spews positivity on liking the show despite its flaws and shipping whatever you want (within reason)#there seems to be a lot of hatred now. Are we turning into what we wanted to avoid in the first place?#It's like you can't be a fan of a pairing other than Haladriel/Saurondriel or people attack you#Not all Haladriel fans are like this I'm just saying I'm seeing a lot of people being a little over-possessive of this particular pairing#The kiss didn't ruin my enjoyment of the show nor do I think it “ruined things forever” for Haladriel#I think everyone should take a breath and calm themselves a bit before we start baring our teeth at each other#I'm not saying you can't be dissapointed that the kiss wasn't a Haladriel kiss#I'm just saying don't be a jerk to other fans because of your disappointment because then you're no better than the TROP haters#rant over lol sorry guys I'm just tired#blue blathers#the rings of power#rings of power#trop#lord of the rings#lotr
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Something I love about ATLA is that it doesn't force the "forgive the villain" on all the characters. It's been left clear that Ozai is a bad person, and there's no chance of redemption; the only reason he's not dead yet is because Aang is a pacifist
The one episode where a character is supposed to forgive someone who has hurt them in the past is the one where Katara is off to kill a man (which, fair) and Zuko helps. In that episode, even if Aang is telling her to let go, she doesn't forgive him. She never will. But she spares him. Not because she thinks he doesn't deserve death (he does), but because she's not willing to continue the cycle of violence
Killing someone can have a very important impact in your entire being, mostly depending on who you are as a person. Aang would've never recovered from killing Ozai. Katara wouldn't be who she is now, had she taken her revenge on the man that killed her mother
And the best part of it is that Ozai doesn't deserve to die. Not in a "I'm defending him" way (ew), but in a "he deserves worse that than" way
Taking away his bending was the perfect punishment for him. He believed bending made you superior and he never cared enough to train something besides his bending. What a loser. Zuko and Azula wouldn't be restrained by something like that
He's alive. Nobody has forgiven him. Nobody ever will
#on a “ozai deserves smth worse than death” mood#which is. my everyday mood but we're not talking about that#read a fic where ppl were mad ozai was still alive#zuko clarified that he's still alive not only bc that's what aang wanted but bc death would be a mercy for him#that's the man who ruined everybody's life(s). you can't tell me we can just let him die like that#and they're not even torturing him. he's just in prison#but he's so fucking weak that not having his bending = torture#pathetic#honestly what did he even do? his entire family was better than him#zuko was better at any kind of fighting and he learned firebending from the fucking dragons#azula is. azula! she bends blue fire and is the best at lighting n stuff#iroh created a whole new bending technique and broke out of prison w no bending#ursa killed the fucking fire lord#i mean sure ozai can shoot lighting out of his hands. but so can iroh! so can azula!#his 14 year old daughter is better than him#she could kick his ass if she wanted#but that's her dad right there and the obssession she has w pleasing him is straight up unhealthy#man. poor azula#anyways back to the point: ozai is pathetic#loserlord indeed#atla#avatar the last airbender#fire lord ozai#zuko#aang#katara#azula#uncle iroh#avis' post#avis talks
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Final Showdown - To show proof of Humanity pt1 ˖⁺⋆
#Lies of P#Lies of P Spoilers#gif#I had to make gifs of this fight for... reasons ♡ Because I like him a normal amount I swear#I'm working on... the final blow gif set... it's hurting me because tumblr can't handle the PERFECT cut#I don't want to cut the gif down more and ruin the shot ;;; A ;;; maybe I'll make it smaller... let's see
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the girls love it when a primarily neutral-faced character has it forcibly broken without them wanting it themselves. it makes their chests ache a healthy amount
#kai when he realizes he's going to die... does anyone ever think abt the fact that's the only time sara sees him smile. let alone laugh#& of course the recent horrors of yoite and miharuuu... this is ruining me.#there are others i'm certain but i can't think well right now. be kind#rubs my face... augh#jestersvaguely
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pulled the colorfes m*nori card god is real and he hates me (for context for new people I have beef with her for no discernable reason she mildly irritated me once and I've irrationally hated her since. it's been so long I can't let go of this hatred)
#ace attorney#narumitsu#hey best friend let’s see those molars#dailymolar#project sekai#the art is so gorgeous like its a beautiful card#its just ruined for me because its HER#i can't let go of this hate dude its been like a year
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drawing feels like pulling teeth rn but at least we have pretty women
#not the act of drawing ig but the process of showing it to people and justifying the 'finished piece'#college is ruining me i think lmao but i can't let it get to me lol#artists on tumblr#my art#sketch#i forgot my own tagging system welp
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