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rushin-nights · 6 months ago
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Just a quiet thanks to my mutuals and friends who have been around this year and gotten me through a hella lot of stuff. From health issues to losses in my life and just, a long list of everything, it really has been my amazing friends that have helped me. I'm taking a weeks break from working as my previous job is shutting down, so I will _attempt_ to get content out again and finally work on BSSMP Nightmare- (trust me I am haunted by so much lore)
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aventurineswife · 1 month ago
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“Failure Is a Stepping Stone”
Summary: In the quiet hours before a major exam, you’re overwhelmed by period pain and the dread of being unprepared. Anaxagoras — the eccentric, infamous scholar — finds you in your distress. With his unique mix of irreverent wit and unspoken warmth, he comforts you through the night, easing your pain, grounding your panic, and reminding you that even chaos can be a stepping stone to brilliance.
Tags: Anaxagoras x Reader, Hurt/Comfort, Fluff, Period Comfort, Academic Stress, Soft Anaxa, Reader-in-Distress, Eccentric Mentor, Established Relationship or Developing Bond, Protective Anaxagoras, Late-Night Vulnerability, One-Bed Trope (Gentle), Pretty much Self-indulgent.
Warnings: Mentions of Period Cramps/Pain, Academic Anxiety/Stress, Emotional Distress, Brief Mention of Nausea and Insomnia, Soft Angst, Anaxagoras Being Incredibly Tender (Emotional Damage Warning If You're Not Braced for It).
A/N: I kissed the brick this time. ☺️💖🫶
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It was past midnight. The moon hung like a pale coin in the black velvet sky, half-shadowed — much like how you felt.
The Grove’s once-lively corridors were still, only the distant hum of magical wards and an occasional echo of an owl punctuating the silence. Everyone else had long buried themselves in their tomes, or fallen asleep atop them.
You, however, sat curled up at the foot of your bed, cradling a heat pack to your stomach, eyes bleary and red. The textbooks lay open around you like a battlefield, pages dog-eared, highlighted, and forgotten.
Your abdomen throbbed with an unforgiving ache, like molten weights swirling inside you. And the panic—
It crept up your spine like a parasite.
Exams. Tomorrow. You're not ready. You're failing.
You pressed your forehead against the cold bedpost.
A knock echoed on your door.
You didn’t respond, hoping the night would swallow you whole instead.
The door creaked open anyway. A familiar voice, laced with exaggerated flourish and an undertone of sincere concern, followed:
“Am I interrupting a ritual of self-destruction, or is this the ‘mourning of motivation’ I’ve read so much about in your kind’s textbooks?”
You groaned. “Anaxa... not now.”
“Oh, perfect. You can still speak. That means the gods haven’t claimed you yet,” he quipped, stepping inside, a glint of mischief in his eye. But then, when he took in the state of your curled posture and tear-streaked cheeks, the humor slipped from his face.
He sat beside you wordlessly, not asking for permission. For someone accused of so much blasphemy, Anaxa knew the sanctity of silence.
“…Cramps?” he asked softly after a while.
You nodded.
“And exams,” you whispered. “I’m… I’m so screwed. I didn’t study half the material. My brain’s mush. Everything hurts. I can’t—”
You didn’t realize you were trembling until his gloved hand took yours, grounding it.
"Shh. Take a breath." His thumb stroked over your knuckles in deliberate, slow circles. “Pain warps the mind, compresses time. Right now, it’s telling you you’re doomed. But that’s a lie, and you know it.”
You shook your head miserably. “I feel doomed.”
“I’m not dismissing the feeling,” he said gently, tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. “You are hurting. That’s real. But I would not allow any student of mine to be truly doomed — especially not you.”
You looked up at him, eyes glistening. “Anaxa…”
He gave you a soft smirk, but his eye was painfully tender. “Have I ever told you what I did the night before my Divinitas Trials?”
“…Failed spectacularly?”
“Absolutely not. I threw up on my notes, accused my invigilator of divine fraud, and passed with the second-highest score in the cohort.” He tilted his head. “Chaos is the seed of innovation.”
You huffed, a weak laugh spilling out despite yourself. “You’re impossible.”
“And yet I’m here,” he murmured. “Lie back.”
He helped you onto the bed gently, pulling a pillow under your knees, fetching your heat pack and placing it just right. Then, surprisingly, he took off his jacket and draped it over your blanket, as if adding an extra layer could shield you from the weight of the world.
“…Stay?” you asked softly, almost afraid.
His reply was immediate. “Until the stars forget how to shine.”
He sat cross-legged beside you, muttering small comforts as he summoned a soft, golden projection of your textbook pages into the air, slowly flipping through them. The way he read aloud — softly, dramatically, emphasizing the ridiculous and the relevant — made even dry theory feel like myth and magic.
You watched him between bouts of pain, something deep in your chest loosening. You still felt terrible — but you no longer felt alone.
At some point, your eyes fluttered shut. You weren’t sure when.
But long after you drifted off, Anaxa remained. A pale flame flickered in his visible eye as he looked at you — not with pity, but with reverence.
He whispered, not to wake you, but as a promise to himself.
"Even if the world tries to crush you under divine law and temporal torment, I’ll be here — until you’re ready to set it ablaze."
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spxllcxstxr · 5 months ago
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Jayce and Viktor Dating Someone with ADHD • Headcanon
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(Gif not mine)
Request: Hiiii how are you? I love your stories so I was wondering if you could write more jayvik x reader but who has adhd? TYSMM -- anon and Your Jayvik + reader headcanons have me are giddy and are healing my soul. Is it possible to ask for a some headcanons with a reader who has ADHD and also forgets to eat because of it?? I hope your day is kind to you! -- anon
Warnings: gn!reader, reader has ADHD, mentions of food and eating/not eating, these are lowkey kinda short im so sorry lol
A.N: Disclaimer: I don't have ADHD but I have many friends that do and while ADHD presents itself differently for people, I tried to keep this a bit generalized, I hope that's ok!! If anything needs changing or needs to be deleted for being inaccurate or anything, just let me know! Hope you guys enjoy!!
Jayce and Viktor are both very understanding people, so when you told them you had ADHD they didn’t have a problem with it. They are, however, problem solvers (they are inventors with the dream of making Piltover and Zaun better for the people), meaning they are very curious about your habits and how they can help. They don’t want to “cure” you, because there’s nothing to cure, but they want to understand how to reassure you and how to make living with ADHD easier on a day-to-day basis
If you’re someone who fidgets with things a lot, Jayce will happily pick up the task of making something that satisfies your need to occupy your hands and your thoughts. He loves being in the forge and he’ll gladly let you sit in there with him and listen to you describe what you would want. He’ll sit next to you, sketching out the design while you ramble about what textures are better than others or how weighty it should feel in your hand. Jayce honestly loves this little side project; not only does it let him work on something other than his research, but it also puts a smile on your face
If you like rambling for hours about your latest hyperfixation, Viktor is the best for that. He has a naturally curious mind and would love to learn something new. He especially likes it when your head is resting on his chest in the middle of the night. Viktor likes watching you move your hands as you talk excitably about the plant life in Ionia or the history of the Yordles. He doesn’t just listen—he’ll ask you questions or give you reading material he thinks you may like as well
Going to Council parties or even just walking through Piltover can really overwhelm you sometimes, either with all the noise or the texture of your clothing feeling off, so your partners are very attentive to your wellbeing. The three of you set up a codeword for anyone to use when someone needs or wants to leave. They try to make it something funny every time to hopefully ease the panic a little bit. Usually Jayce and Viktor are glued to either side of you hip, but in the off chance they have to roam around the room, the two of them will try to keep an eye on you. They will always reassure you that it's ok that they are leaving these sorts of events early (Viktor barely wants to go in the first place), and when you get home the three of you will do something to calm everyone down and get into comfortable clothes
Having ADHD, you tend to get distracted/forget to do certain things. This usually includes eating. Your partners never want to seem overbearing or like they're smothering you, so they will try to subtly remind you to eat/do certain things. Jayce likes writing you little notes and putting them in the apartment. Usually they have little hearts in the corners with some encouraging remark after "remember to eat!" Viktor will usually try to eat with you, so you won't feel alone while eating. He'll be making something and he'll set the table for either two or three and that just reminds you to actually sit down and eat what Viktor makes
Your partners are very patient and are always open to new ideas. if you want them to do something different or if something works really well, they would love to hear it. They absolutely will not be mad at all, they love you so much and all they want to do is help make things easier for you
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nebulaafterdark · 11 months ago
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At The Pleasure Of The Crown (Part 2)
Summary: Aegon and his wife regularly visit the silk streets. One night they happen upon Aemond behind one of the curtains, the rest is history.
18+ ONLY MDNI Targcest, smut, infidelity, manipulation, etc.
Aegon Targaryen x Velaryon(Strong)!Reader
Aemond Targaryen x Velaryon(Strong)!Reader
Part 1
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Aegon and Aemond have been at war from the time they were boys. Over what exactly, neither can say. For Aegon’s part, he’s never truly known the love of his mother, not the way Aemond did. Mayhaps that is where it started.
The tree remembers, the axe forgets.
Despite the teasing his elder brother inflicted upon him, Aemond wanted only to win his approval; and that of his father. Marrying Y/N boosted Aegon’s worth in Viserys’ eyes, while Aemond remained the boy irreparably damaged, over an insult.
The tree remembers, the axe forgets.
Then of course there is Y/N, the only daughter of Rhaenyra Targaryen; used as a means to broker peace between warring houses since she was no more than a child. Made to ease the suffering of those around her, at great personal expense.
The tree remembers, the axe forgets.
Each of them shaped by unsteady hands, hoping only for the best.
The tree remembers, the axe regrets.
Over the moon turn since Aemond hath inserted himself upon their union, not one of them has known peace. All angry or pining for another, because of a misunderstanding. Because of a book, because of a sword fight, because of a single glance.
Even seated round the council table, Aemond stares at their entwined hands. Love is a curious thing, in all its different forms. Y/N is never going to love him the way she does Aegon.
“What will my children call you?”
“Aemond, or uncle. Same as they always have.”
“What will your children call me?” The wound is still fresh, raw and aching as Aegon presses against it.
“It will be nearly impossible to tell…whether they are yours or mine, until they are grown.” Aemond admits, “I suppose they might call us both father.”
Y/N buries her head in her hands, sick with the guilt of what she’s done.
Dying in the name of love is noble sacrifice, killing one’s self to love another is a senseless endeavor.
“Sometimes these things happen.”
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“Are you not speaking to me?” Aemond asks, when he manages to get Y/N alone.
“What difference does it make? My words mean little to you.”
Aemond sighs, “I apologize for my lapse in judgment. I should not have said those things to Aegon.”
“Knowing what he means to me, how could you be so cruel?” The princess snaps.
Aemond purses his lips, “my brother made fun of me for the whole of my life. I saw an opportunity to return the favor. I am sorry for it.”
“Is that what this is to you?” Y/N whispers, “is that what I am to you? Revenge against your brother, at long last?”
“No,” Aemond growls, “you are���you know what you are to me.”
“Speak it.” Y/N insists, “tell me what I am to you.”
Aemond closes the space between them, taking her face between his hands. “You are my friend.”
“And that is enough for you?”
“If that is all I’m allowed.” Those who are starved will eat anything.
“Even if we were to marry, it would not be fair to you. I love Aegon, I will always love him. We grew up together, he and I. Day and night for ten years, we have been together. I enjoy your company and I should like to keep it, but I am in want of a friend. I have a husband.”
To be so tragically entangled.
“It matters not if he is studied in the histories, or if he holds interest in matters of the court. So long as I am studied, so long as I hold interest in the court. The duties are mine, the burdens are mine.”
“I only wish to help you,” Aemond breathes.
“You can’t,” Y/N shakes her head. “You cannot help me. You cannot come into my life and uproot it. I’ve children, Aemond. Aegon’s children, who need my love and affection more than anyone.
Children who grow up in the absence of love spend the rest of their lives wanting for it; no matter how much they are given. Like pouring into a bottomless cup, endless and painful because it never fills. It is cracked from the time they are small and can never be fixed. I’ve seen the difference between children born of love and those born of duty. My children will know which they are.”
“Who fills your cup once he’s drained it?”
“The gods provide.” Y/N swipes at traitorous tears, threatening to fall. “They always do.”
“Whores then,” Aemond understands. Why the pleasure house, why the wine, why the constant thirst for knowledge. “I could fuck you as well as any.”
Y/N turns away from him. “It would mean something more to you and…”
“It would not mean a thing to me.”
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Aemond makes his way to the silk streets, tearing back curtains, until he spots the silver sheen of his brother’s hair. Pressed back into a pillow as one of the brunettes works herself over his cock. It is not lost on him, how much the pretty little thing resembles Aegon’s wife. “I need a word with you.”
Aegon huffs a laugh, feeling the woman above him begin to pull away. “Ah, ah,” he chides, “you stay right there. Doing the gods’ work, you are.”
The woman sighs, happily, “thank you, your grace.”
He gives her hips an affection squeeze, before turning his attention back to Aemond. “What is it you need?”
“I was hoping to apologize, for the way I have conducted myself.”
“All is forgiven, brother.” Aegon waves a dismissive hand. “My wife is an endearing mystery, it is not your fault for taking interest.”
Aemond cocks his head to the side, “to what do I owe your sudden change of heart?”
“Y/N and I talked,” Aegon grins. “Whichever parts of her you are stimulating, do it well for me. Tell her I love her, while you’re at it.”
Part 3
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riansdiary · 7 months ago
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"I HAVE IT ALL NOW" vaunt made using Chatgpt
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Dearest Gentle Readers 💎
I have a little something different for you today but I hope this really helps you as much as it helped me. I was experimenting with Chatgpt when I thought of this idea. This vaunt or monologue helped me feel it real and understand that I already have it all now and it's done. I started tearing up as I read it naturally and it made me feel so amazing and it helped me accept that it's all here now. It also made me persist better in the new story.
I don't want you to read this like any other post. I want you to put yourself in the shoes of the version of you who has manifested everything they ever wanted. Act it out if you want to act it out as long as you do it the way that's most natural to you like how you naturally talk. Really internalize that it is already here and you're that version of yourself already. Feel the feeling and knowing that it's done and how it makes you feel.
Here is exactly what I asked it to generate for me. I went with the first one it gave me and then a more casual and simple version.
"Chatgpt make a law of assumption or manifesting cheat for me. Create a monologue for me that I would possibly say in the state of having my desires. Something that can bypass my mind into thinking it's already here because it is"
Here’s a monologue that could help you slip into the feeling of already having your desires. Imagine saying this to yourself in a calm, knowing tone, as if you’re recounting an experience you’ve lived through many times before:
“It’s amazing how effortlessly everything flows my way now. I’m always in the right place at the right time, and things work out better than I could’ve planned. My life has become a series of perfect moments, one after another. The people I meet, the opportunities that come my way—all of it aligns so naturally. I’m living proof that things I once dreamed of are real now, part of my everyday life.
I feel so deeply content and fulfilled. Everything I desire just shows up in ways that are better than I even imagined. I have this unshakable confidence now, knowing that my life unfolds exactly how I want it to, and I don’t need to chase anything. I radiate ease and joy, and others see it too. My energy is magnetic, drawing in the best experiences without me even trying.
“It’s crazy how everything I want just finds its way to me now. I barely even have to try—things just work out. I’m always in the right place at the right time, and it all just clicks so easily. Life feels smooth, like everything’s lined up perfectly for me.
I feel so calm and happy, I’ve already got everything I wanted. I know I deserve it, and I know it’s mine. People notice it too—they see how confident and happy I am. I don’t chase after anything; things just come to me.
Every day, I’m grateful for how good my life is. I have everything I wanted, and it feels amazing. I can trust that everything is working out in my favor, and it’s only getting better from here.”
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yelenaslyubov · 1 year ago
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You’re Mine
main masterlist || yelena belova || requests
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a/n: here i am finally with another story!! i’m sorry it took so long, i’ve been going through it a bit and trying to find motivation again. this definitely isn’t my best work, but nonetheless, i hope you enjoy :)
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ pairing: yelena belova x fem!reader
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ warnings: MINORS DNI (18+) smut, language, daddy kink, alcohol, reader receiving, jealousy
ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ description: it is New Year’s Eve, and of course the one and only Tony Stark does not miss a chance to impress with a party. you attend this party under the impression it would be just like every other event, but you are soon proved wrong after you make a mistake to talk to Kate Bishop. your girlfriend sees your encounter from afar and chooses to deal with your wrongdoing in her own way… but do you learn your lesson?
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You watched the numbers increase on the small screen above you. The elevator whirled up an extensive amount of floors and you could hear music and voices getting louder as you reached the top. To top it off, you had to listen to lousy jazz music all the way up.
The elevator jolted to a stop and the noise right outside of the doors indicated the size of the group waiting on the other side.
You inhaled deeply and adjusted your clothing nervously. This was the last party of the season and you were all but happy. Parties and holidays brought out the worst in Yelena and you were ready for them to be over. Parties in particular were a sore spot and she had been acting childish as of lately.
She was easily irritated, didn’t engage in conversation much, wanting to leave early, and most importantly—her jealousy was through the roof.
Recently there were new recruits who have been hanging around more and getting to know everyone. Yelena isn’t the friendly type, especially when it comes to other people talking to you. Of course, you were simply trying to be nice while Yelena thought of it as a threat.
You assumed tonight would be no different.
As the elevator doors eased open the sounds were almost deafening. You couldn’t tell if everyone’s voices or the music was louder, either way you had a difficult time adjusting from the tiresome elevator tunes.
You should’ve known that New Year’s Eve would be a hit at the Avengers Tower, but somehow you thought everyone would be down in Time Square observing the annual ball drop. It was only an hour until midnight so there was still time.
“Hey… y/n!”
You see a hand waving through the crowd but can’t quite make out who it is.
From in between two individuals, Peter emerges panting. “Hey! I was trying to get your attention, but it’s kinda hard with all these people.”
You can’t help but laugh. “Hey, Pete. How long have you been up here?”
“Well if you’re talking about how long I’ve been up here at the party, it’s been about 2 hours…if you’re talking about how long I’ve been up here in general…all day.”
“Peter, why on earth have you been up here all day?”
He scratches the back of his neck. “You see, Sam said—”
“That’s all I need to know,” you stopped Peter. “Anyway, have you seen Yelena around here at all?”
“Last time I saw her she was over by the bar.”
You tried to see over the mass of people crammed into the room, but it was no luck.
“Damn, there’s too many people to tell. Thanks anyways, Pete.”
You slithered past sweaty bodies to make your way over to the bar in hopes of finding Yelena there. Even after all that work, Yelena was nowhere near the bar, but there was another friendly face waiting there.
“Hey, Kate,” you greeted her.
Kate smiled back with warm cheeks. “What’s up!”
“Not much,” you responded while sitting down on the stool next to her, “just enjoying another party.”
“You sound entirely enthusiastic about it, I can see,” Kate says.
“Oh yeah, I just live for these parties. I’m definitely not tired of them after the last 5 we’ve had.”
“I’m going to agree with you on that.”
You asked the bartender for a drink to pass the time as you sat with Kate.
“How have you been liking the tower?” you asked Kate as you sipped your drink.
“It’s definitely a change of pace. Working independently out on the field versus being here with the Avengers… it’s wicked cool!” Her excitement makes you smile, remembering the time when you first were recruited.
“Don’t get too excited, sometimes you miss working alone,” you chuckle.
There was an awkward silence after your last comment, which made you think that Kate might take it the wrong way. “Don’t get me wrong, I love working in teams, but sometimes independent work helps clear your mind.”
“Makes sense… does that have anything to do with Yelena?”
You jolt your head up. “Why do you say that?”
“Well, for one, Yelena is usually the only one you go out on missions with, and two, she’s staring at you like you killed Fanny.”
Your heart leaps into your throat as you turn to face the horror Kate warned you about. Kate wasn’t exaggerating. Yelena looked as if you had just committed the crime of the century.
“Is everything alright between the two of you?” Kate asked, apprehensively.
Your eyes never left Yelena while talking to Kate. “I’m not too sure now…I’m going to have to catch up with you later.”
You left Kate at the bar as you made your way over to Yelena’s watching eyes. The closer you got to her, the more your nerves overcame you. You weren’t sure what her problem was or what you did, and you didn’t want to suffer through the consequences of her anger—especially not tonight.
You were facing her now up close, letting the music pound into your eardrums while she slowly sipped on her drink. “Fun party, right?” Yelena yelled.
“Not really.” You stared at her once again, hoping she might elaborate on her previous death stare.
“No? Hmm, that’s too bad, I’m having a great-”
“Yelena, cut the act.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“That’s a fucking lie and you know it.”
“I don’t know anything.” She smirked, but not the good kind of smirk. It was the kind of smirk where you know you had either fucked up or she did something awful.
“What did you do?” you asked.
“I didn’t do anything.” Her emphasis gave you all the clues you needed.
“Then what did I do?”
Yelena didn’t answer. She kept standing there taking small, occasional sips of her drink, almost as if the conversation was just as meaningless as the party.
“Yelena, I’m not doing this here.”
“Well, then let’s find somewhere else to do it then.”
You didn’t like her attitude at all, but you also didn’t want to leave the conversation unfinished. You looked around behind Yelena to see one of the many hallways they could sneak off to. You grabbed Yelena’s hand and pulled her down the hallway into a room.
“Is this satisfactory for you?” you asked, matching her attitude.
Yelena looked around the closet you managed to find. “It’s a bit small, but-”
“Oh, would you stop it!”
“No!” Yelena placed her hand firmly around your neck, slamming you against the closet door. “You stop it!”
You looked at her in shock. This wasn’t to say that this gesture was out of the ordinary from Yelena, but it was her ability to shut down so quickly that took you by surprise.
“You’ve been acting like a little slut lately,” she sternly said. Yelena could tell you were confused by her accusation. “Aw, you need help remembering how you embarrassed daddy?”
You tried to move your head forward to release Yelena’s right grip from your neck. “Yelena-” you started, but your head was pressed against the door once again.
“Don’t you know you don’t get to talk to other girls?” She moved her lips closer to your ear. “Don’t you know you’re mine, baby?” she whispered so delicately into your ear, your hair standing on edge.
Kate.
Yelena must have seen the realization written all over your face. You had been cutting it up with Kate while you were waiting to find Yelena. Little did you know, Yelena had been observing the two of you for a short time.
“Yelena, it’s not what it looks like,” you whispered.
“Oh, it’s not? Because it looked like you were interested in messing around with someone else, hmm?”
“No, that's not-”
“Ah ah,” she tuts. “I don’t want to hear excuses, baby…prove it to me.”
Your chest tightened. “Prove… what?”
Yelena smirked at you while her hand traced down the front of your frame. Her fingers ever so delicately slipped under the band of your pants.
“Yelena…” You could tell there was no stopping her from what she aimed to get from you.
“I want you,” she started, pausing while pushing her fingers past the barrier of your underwear, “to prove I’m yours.”
You were eye to eye now. Yelena’s eyes hung lazily with lust and revenge. She wanted to make you squirm… make you pay for how you made her feel.
She started rubbing gently against your clit, just enough to tease you. “Say it… ‘I’m yours.’”
“Yelena, please…”
“Say it!” she said, getting impatient. Her mouth was brushing against your ear, her breath hot against your skin. She bit your ear gently, hoping that you would make any kind of noise to grab her attention.
“I-I’m yours,” you whispered.
“That’s not loud enough, I can’t hear you.” With her words she picked up pace.
“I’m yours,” you moaned. You grabbed onto the wall in preparation for your legs to give out very soon. You even found yourself moving your hips against Yelena’s hand, your body craving her touch even more.
But you were angry with her. You were angry that Yelena was angry over nothing. This wasn’t unusual, which was the frustrating part, but you couldn’t help but drown in pleasure. Though it wasn’t Yelena’s intention to put you in a better mood, it was working either way.
“Such a good girl riding my fingers for me, but I want you to keep going. You can’t cum until I tell you to, baby.” The more she edged you on it only made you come closer to the edge.
In addition, you suddenly became aware of how loud you were being. You gained consciousness and were afraid everyone could hear you.
What if they notice you’re gone? What if they heard you? Or worse… What if they find you?
Your brain began scrambling. You couldn’t focus on the present, only what lies beyond the small closet the two of you were tucked behind.
Yelena could tell you were antsy, which only caused her more grief. Her other hand that was placed firmly on your hip tightened. She was keeping you in place so there was nowhere for you to run.
“I didn’t tell you to stop; keep talking,” she demanded. “I want you to scream my name loud enough to forget hers.”
The anger you were feeling started to melt away into only an ecstasy of pleasure. You couldn’t resist the way she felt against you, and you couldn’t possibly turn her away now.
“I’m yours,” you responded for her.
“That’s a good girl, but you’re going to need to be louder if you really mean it.”
“I’m yours!”
“There you go, pretty girl. I knew you could do it.” Her words went straight to your head, sending you farther into a daze. Your previous fear of your closet endeavors being seen had faded away, now all that was left was you and Yelena.
“You getting close, baby?”
She knew you so well. Your legs were quivering, your breathing was erratic, and your nails were digging deeper into the back of Yelena’s neck.
“I know you’re so close, but I need to hear you,” she begged of you.
“Please, Yelena,” you whined. “I’ll be good.”
“Aw, will you baby? Have you learned your lesson?”
“Y-yes.”
“Then show me…cum baby.”
“Oh, Yelena!”
You came undone per her command. You tried to cover your mouth to muffle the sounds that could be heard outside the door, but Yelena quickly swatted your hand away. She wanted everyone to know you were hers.
After you calmed down, you tried your best to support yourself on your weak legs. You opened your eyes to meet Yelena’s piercing stare. You definitely felt better but you could tell that Yelena wasn’t completely satisfied.
You had lost track of time until you heard the large crowd outside the door counting down to midnight. Of course you expected a kiss from Yelena for the occasion, but instead you watched her wipe her fingers on her pants and head out of the door.
You were suddenly left alone as the celebration outside continued. You leaned against the door and slid down until you reached the bottom. As you sat there, you wondered what possible lesson Yelena could be teaching you by leaving you alone at the top of the New Year.
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son-of-avraham · 8 days ago
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I wanted to share my experience with my beit din and mikvah. I believe that soon-to-be converts deserve to be prepared for what their experience could be like, and I hope this might help ease the inevitable mikvah anxiety you'll start getting
So, for reference, I converted conservative and with a recognized, reputable program that is unnamed for privacy reasons. I got all of my required education for all of this, along with a sponsoring rabbi with whom I have a very close relationship with.
I'll put a read more, but this is divided into four bigq blocks: preparation, the morning of, the beit din, and the mikvah.
I also want to clarify that this post is not an invitation to question the validity or "realness" of someone's jewishness. I share my experience to prepare other people, not affirm or prove my jewishness.
Preparation Work
I had my hebrew name picked essentially three weeks before my beit din, so I just submitted my chosen name and I didn't worry about that at all on the day of my B"D. I also had a questionnaire to fill out asking practical questions about my jewish journey. This questionnaire was filled with a lot of personal details, and it asked about how I observe holidays, engage in my community, and make shabbos holy. I was asked there for my name, and I wrote an entire essay about how I was led to judaism. There were no trick questions, and because I am a very active participant in my community, I was able to give a ton of details and examples about how I am living a jewish life. All of the rabbis on my beit din received an exact copy of this questionnaire, so they were able to read about me from my own words weeks in advance.
The morning of
The morning of my beit din, I took a very thorough shower. You are not permitted to wear lotions or perfumes, so I only shampooed and lathered soap on my body. If you have wavy or curly hair, it is hell on earth. I think I have wavier hair than I thought I did - my hair was so unpleasant and frizzy, and I've never had these issues. Just be aware that this might be a thing for you - it's okay to feel uncomfortable.
I decided to fast after this for spiritual and practical reasons, and if that's your thing and you're safe to do so, I recommend it. I took a lot of meaning out of doing this, especially because I had to drive a hundred-odd miles to get to my mikvah.
The Beit Din
The beit din itself was pretty short, and it definitely wasn't a test of knowledge for me. The rabbis on my beit din were familiar with a ton of my story and the practical ways I have become a jew, so many of the things they asked about were practical. I was given a ton of floor time to spend speaking about my thoughts, so they definitely got a good idea of what kind of person I am.
They asked primarily about how and why I came to judaism, my relationship with g-d, how I engage with the jewish people, and about any holidays I have struggled with.
My primary advice here, therefore, is to engage thoughtfully and fully with your jewish community. Having a history of that was essential for me - and one of the parting things the rabbis agreed with was just how integrated I am with my community, and how it can be a struggle to get other people to do that when they want to convert. Community, community, community, here.
After this, I recognized and affirmed my commitment to the jewish people (I'm pretty sure this is called kabbalat ol ha’mitzvot) by reading each of the thirteen commitments I am making by becoming jewish. Obviously, I agreed with all of them, I just had to verbally recognize my commitment. Judaism is a people who make sure you truly understand and consent to anything you do. It might seem like a whole lot of repetition, but that's the point.
The Mikvah
So my mikvah was at a facility - you don't have to have a mikvah like mine. There are a few options for you, so this definitely differs between convert.
I had a preparation room to myself - and it had everything. I undressed, removed all my non-permanent body jewelry, and then put on my robe.
Now, if you're also trans, you'll definitely have to talk about your options, but I had a ton of luck. The mikvah I went to had railing that I could drape my robe and towel over to preserve my modesty. I also have a male rabbi that I trust completely with my being trans. He was the only one who could directly witness the immersion with his eyes. The other rabbis listened behind a cracked door and affirmed that they could aurally hear my conversion. You might have something like that for you, but many, many rabbis will want to help preserve the convert's modesty and dignity. Trans or not, there is a lot of flexibility here
I did a couple practice dunks to get used to the mikvah waters. It's not as deep as I thought (I'm 170cm), so I kind of had to go in the fetal position. I also have a lot of nerves around full immersion, but it wasn't bad. The water was very warm, and it felt very inviting and clean.
My rabbi had me repeat the blessing for immersing, to which I then dunked. Once I rose up, I said shehecheyanu, dunked again, and I said Shema and dunked one more time. My rabbi left before me, and then I gathered up everything, wrapped in my robe, and left (yes, I wiped up all the water I dripped all over the floor, don't worry. That feels like a courtesy I encourage people to keep in mind).
I dressed in my room, and once I left, I was surrounded by everyone. I received my certificate of acceptance to am yisrael with my hebrew name I chose. After, I was blessed by all the rabbis and we sang.
One thing I encourage people to consider is writing a card for your rabbi or anyone else who helped you. I wrote a card for my rabbi and the executive director who was there for me the entire time to facilitate all of this, and it was very cathartic to get my thankfulness down permanently. But that's essentially all there is left to say - it was a very quick process, all things considered. And it was very inviting. Trust that you have the knowledge and passion to get through this. Rabbis typically schedule your B"D when they can tell you're ready. Being able to trust them and you helps this process go so much smoother 💛
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entitled-fangirl · 6 months ago
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Pelle x American!reader
Summary: Three summers ago, Y/n became a part of the Harga. With Pelle returning for midsummer with American friends, she begins to rethink her life here.
Warnings: MANIPULATION TO THE MAX Y'ALL!!! But if you've seen Midsommar then you already knew that I guess. This is a dark one so discretion is advised.
A/n: To the anon that asked for this- I HAVE DELIVERED! This is the first fic since like June that hasn't been GoT related, so it was a nice change of pace, despite that it's just Pelle manipulating the reader
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She watched Pelle approach, a radiant smile coming over her face. "Pelle!"
The man's head shot up, and his eyes brightened, his arms opening wide. She ran to him. He wrapped his arms around her tightly, one around her waist, the other in her hair. "Oh, how I have missed you."
"I promise I've missed you more. You've gotten to explore, and I've been stuck here without you."
"I trust you have adjusted well," He mentioned as he pulled away, his hands coming to cradle her face. 
"As much as I can. You've brought others?"
Only then did he remember the others. "Ah, right." He turned and pulled her to his side, gesturing to each person. "These are my friends. Josh, Mark, Christian, and uh, Dani." His thumb rubbed at her waist, "Everyone, this is Y/n. She is uh, my spouse, of sorts."
Mark's brows came together. "Like, you're married?"
Josh chipped in. "You didn't mention that."
"No, no," Pelle assured. "Here, we do not believe in the typical marriage that others do. She is my one. But we are all of one family, so legal marriage seems unneeded."
"I see," Josh nodded.
"It is lovely to meet you all," she chimed. "You are American, no?"
"Yeah," Christian agreed. "You're uh, you are too?"
She grinned. "Yes. A dear friend of mine was from here, and she brought me along for midsummer a few years ago. I met Pelle, and the rest is but chance."
"More than chance," Pelle beamed. "She is a beauty, is she not?"
"This friend of yours that brought you," Josh mentioned, "Is she here?"
Her face fell a bit. "No. No, uh. She has died."
Pelle was quick to comfort her. "Her pain is our pain. And you know her life was well lived. There is no death in life, huh?"
"No," she agreed. She quickly fixed her upset features. "Ingmar has made a tea, if you wish for it."
Pelle hummed. "That is quite the idea." He turned to the others. "That would help relax us, yes?"
She pulled from his arms and moved to Dani. "Perhaps us women may speak of finer things. I would enjoy the company."
Dani's eyes pulled into a worried expression that she tried to hide. "Oh. That… That would be nice. I've been in a car with four guys for hours. I'd like the change of pace."
Y/n smiled. "Then it is settled. Pelle?" She asked, turning to him.
His head tilted in an admiring way. "Of course. My company is lovely, but I'm sure Dani would appreciate that."
They watched the men walked off, no doubt going to get high and stare at the grass for the next couple hours. 
"I miss it, you know," Y/n admitted.
"What?"
"America." She looked out over the mostly empty field. "The sun shines differently here. And… I miss the color."
"It's beautiful here," Dani tried to ease.
"Yes, but I meant," she trailed off, gesturing at Dani. "The clothes. I miss my shirts and the pants I had."
"Is that all you wear? The white?"
"Hm?" She looked down at her dress. "Yes. But I have the stitching in both blue and red."
Dani chuckles lightly. "I don't think I could live without sweatpants."
"It gets easier after a while. Pelle promised to bring back books for me. I have not adjusted as well as he was hoping. I know it worries him."
Dani nodded. "He did bring some books. I admit, I didn't want to pry him about why, but that makes sense now."
"He really did? Oh, what kind? And… and how many? Are they popular ones? In America, I mean?"
Dani's eyes widened. "Oh, uh. I don't know. I didn't really look."
She forced her excitement down. "Right. Right. Well, enough of me. Please. I want to know about you," she smiled as she began to lead them down the path to the Harga.
Dani shrugged and put her hands in her pockets as she walked. "Um, let me think. There's not that much to know, really."
"You're in college, aren't you?"
"Yeah. But I'm not in anthropology like the guys-"
"-hmmm. That's odd," she mused. "I studied anthropology as well. For a year or two, anyway."
"Oh," Dani remarked, trying to smile at that. "That is kinda strange. Small world, I guess."
"Yeah. Strange…"
Quite a few hours later, the boys stumbled their way into the Harga, Pelle slightly more conscious than the others. He immediately crossed the field, hugging his relatives along the way as he went.
Upon seeing them again, Y/n ushered Dani back over to them.
The more Dani had talked, the more Y/n was beginning to grow concerned about the Harga. 
Like maybe she should have trusted her mind in the first place all those summers ago.
"So many thoughts in your mind," Pelle chimed as he approached her. "I could feel them across the field."
"Dani told me you've brought books," she immediately admitted, not bothering to try to do small talk with him.
Pelle gave a soft chuckle at her eagerness. His hands cupped her cheeks. "I did. Just a few. I know it is not quite everything you want, but I could not bring an entire library. Not when there is so much here for you to still understand."
She couldn't hide the light disappointment in her eyes. It had been such a long year without Pelle. The people of the Harga were comforting and understanding, but there still were the few that stared at her during dinners, like they could read the growing fight in her heart.
She missed home so much. And everyone knew it.
It worried Pelle to no end. 
That's why he brought small things to help her adjust. Books, magazines, art, each summer visit back to the Harga included Pelle's way of reminding her that the rest of the world existed.
Just outside of her reach.
Last summer had been the worst when her friend had offered herself as a sacrifice. Y/n begged Pelle to let her join his travel back to the States.
"I'll be good! I can… I'll do anything! Just don't leave me," she pleaded, her hands in tight fists that gripped his clothing. "I can't do this again."
Pelle gave her a pitying look. It pained him so much to do this to her, but he knew the moment she made it back in the States, he'd lose her. It was not something he was willing to bargain.
"It is only for a few months," he tried to ease. His voice always managed to sooth her. "I am almost done with all of my classes, then I'll return back home. Forever. You just have to be patient." He tilted her head up, ignoring the ugly tear streaks across her cheeks. "Can you do that? Be patient for me?"
"I… I'm feeling sick," she admitted to him. Her mind was so flooded with conflicting thoughts that a headache had began to form.
"How awful," he cooed, his hand rubbing at the back of her head. "Surely they can manage without you for the day. I will walk you to bed."
"No," she covered. "I'm rather hungry-"
That sparked his need to provide for her. "I will go and get you something. I'll bring it to your bed." He kissed her forehead. "Go on."
"Can Dani walk me?" She asked.
Pelle's brows pulled together as he looked from her to Dani. He wanted to say no, but he couldn't understand why exactly. "Okay."
Once the two women got away from the group and into the large building, Y/n grabbed Dani by her biceps. "You have to leave," she warned lowly.
"W-What?" 
"If you stay, you'll stay forever," she cried. "I can't- I can't go home. I've begged. And they'll kill me if they find out I've told you. Please. You have to leave."
"Y/n-"
"-Please!" She cried again. "You must trust me!"
"But Pelle understands we're just visiting."
"I was just visiting," she pointed out. "Until I wasn't. Pelle is a small silver lining in a dumpster of shit. Promise me you'll try."
Dani ran a hand through her hair. "H-How?"
"I don't know," she admitted. "And you can't let them know what you're thinking. They're smarter than they look."
"Alright. Let's just get you in bed for now. We'll talk when you feel better."
"Dani, I'm not crazy. Please-"
"I know." Dani tried to ease. "Let's just get you in bed."
Dani tucked the woman in, making sure all was right before promising to return later to check on her. As she left, she almost ran into one of the older members of the Harga. "Oh. Excuse me."
"She's sick, that one," the older woman, Irma, mused. "We've tried to help her. But her mind is quite plagued. You understand, yes?"
"I…" Dani hesitated. Everything was still so new that she didn't know who to trust, and it was clear that this woman didn't trust her. "Yeah," she lied. "We all say things when we're sick."
Pelle came in not long after, Irma catching him on his path and speaking to him in a low voice and handing him a small pouch. Pelle's face dropped at whatever the lady said before nodding and going on with his mission, the skip in his step now gone.
"I've brought you some stew," he chirped when he stepped to Y/n's bed. "Ulla tells me that has been your favorite as of late."
She sat up with a groan, watching Pelle set it at her bedside. She moved to speak, but he beat her to it.
"The elders… they don't think you should speak to Dani anymore." He sat on the side of her bed with his body facing her, though his head was down to avoid eye contact with her. "And after hearing what you said, I have to agree."
Ice poured down her veins, pausing the headache. "Pelle-"
"I think I have been too lenient with you," he admitted in a whisper, like even he didn't want to say it.
"No, listen to me-"
"I know adjusting has been difficult, but have we not been a home for you? Have I not been enough?"
She reached out to his sleeve, tugging on it. "You've been wonderful, I'm the one with the problems."
How easily she was manipulated.
"I think," he muttered, finally looking up at her. "I should stop connecting you with… outside influences."
"No!" She begged. "No, Pelle, you can't! Please!"
"The books, the art, I'll have someone come collect them tomorrow." He sighed and watched himself pick at his nails. "I knew it was a poor idea the moment I started it."
Hot tears fell down her cheeks as she continued tugging on his sleeve in a desperate attempt to make him reconsider. "I need connection, Pelle-"
"That is what they are talking about," he pointed out. "Connecting you to all of these things, making you feel like you are missing out, it is harmful to your little mind." He ran a hand over her hair as he said so. "It has made you dislike your home here." He stood. "And maybe I am the one to blame. I let you hang on to your old life. I should not have." He rubbed at his forehead in thought. "So I must apologize for this."
"What do y-" her sentence stopped in the middle as her eyes widened. "Don't take me away!"
"My American friends need to sleep here, and since we cannot have both you and them here at night, it is easier to relocate you. Perhaps a talk with Siv and a private room for a while will help this."
"No," she begged. "No, Pelle! NO! Not Siv, don't make me!" She cried in a desperate tone.
He sat again, sighing deeply and running a hand over her cheek in a calm manner. In a caring way. Like maybe he truly wouldn't make her. Like he may go back on his word. "It pains me to do so," he sighed. "So very much." His eyes searched hers, the deep blue irises studying her from the inside out, trying to find a way to be merciful yet firm. "Only until you have learned better."
He reached down to the small pouch he was given by Irma earlier, taking a pinch of the powder in it and holding it out in his hand in front of her. 
She tried to move away, but Pelle's blow was quick enough to send the powder into her face. She coughed immediately, prompting a large breath in and her eyes glazed over. 
Pelle caught her head gently, taking extra care when laying her down. 
When Y/n didn't show the next day, Dani finally got the nerve to ask Pelle where she was.
Pelle turned with a reassuring smile. "She had other matters. She will return soon, I'm sure." 
Dani nodded and pretending to forget about it. But the girl's words ran clearly in her head. 
They needed to leave.
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haechansunshineboy · 4 months ago
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It was actually Jeno’s idea to arrange for you to be the celebrity guest to throw the first pitch.
He’d be the one catching the ball of course, and “let it slip” during a press conference that you were a celebrity he’d been hoping would stop by for the first pitch.
You mentioned on an Instagram Live that you’d “always wanted to pitch” and that you happened to be in town for their next game, solidifying your spot.
There was a guaranteed chance your ex would be sitting in the bleachers, since you remember he swore he’d never missed a game. Not only would he hear about this in the press, but he’d get a live show as well.
Jeno texted you when the press confirmed your attendance, if you need any help with pitching practice to which you’d replied with:“Puppy, I know how to handle balls”, making him laugh out loud.
Now at the stadium, he was waiting for the announcer to call out your name to get your plans set in motion.
Jeno’s teammate and catcher, Jaemin, whom he’d been chatting with in the dugout, elbowed Jeno and pointed ahead with a gloved hand.
“Damn! She looks so good!”
Jeno whipped around at that comment to see you prancing onto the field.
Jaemin was right, you looked incredible in the team jersey and the matching short skirt flowing around as you sway your hips, accentuating your legs.
You definitely know how to play the game, Jeno thinks to himself as he watches you twirl around and wave at the crowd.
Jeno starts walking towards the dugouts exit, when Jaemin’s hand lands on his shoulder and tugs him back.
“Come on man, let me do it this time?” Jaemin asks, jutting his head towards your direction, a pouty look on his face.
Jeno grins. “Not if I have anything to say about it.”, before pushing the hand off his shoulder and making his way to first base.
Lining up to the pitchers spot, you bend forward while holding the baseball behind your back, sending Jeno a flirty wink already pre-planned the night before. Jeno, following your steps, bites his lip before taking his position at first base with a catchers mitt ready for action.
Clutching the ball in your clasped hands, you lift up your left leg, imitating all the other players you’d seen in movies.
You look up to find your target spot, when your eyes catch your ex in the bleachers, just above where first base is, staring intently at you.
God, it’s like everything you’d been suppressing for weeks was starting to bubble up in your throat, just from seeing the bastard again. You force your eyes to focus on something else.
That something else being Jeno.
It seems like he can already tell something happened and sends you a nod of reassurance.
You nod back, remembering why you were here in the first place. You reel back your right arm and throw, sending the ball soaring through the air.
BAM! The ball smacks hard into Jeno’s mitt, landing in his grasps. You gasp at the realization and jump for joy, a huge grin spreading across your face. The crowd is cheering for you as well, the screens capturing your cute victory dance, and the music starts playing, signaling for the rest of the team to start getting ready for the game.
Jeno smiles at your gleeful outburst, ready to follow through with the next step of your plan: the “first” meeting.
He flips his team cap on backwards, moving to stride towards you, ready to play his role. Good thing he did some theater back in school.
You turn to face Jeno on the center base, where Jeno beams at you, ready to recite the “script” you told him to follow.
“Excuse me miss, I just wanted to introduce myself since this is our first time meeting,” he winks at you, making you giggle. “I’m Jeno Lee and I’m the pitcher for the Lions.”
You love the gentlemanly act he’s putting on for the cameras, putting you at ease and easily you extend your hand, giving your name and your stage name. “It’s a pleasure to meet you, Jeno Lee.”
“The pleasure is all mine, Princess.”
Jeno takes your hand, giving it a light squeeze before tugging you closer to him, closing the gap as his lips near your ear, whispering gently “You did amazing today by the way.” His praise sending a shiver down your spine.
You peek over Jeno’s shoulder towards the bleachers where your ex is sitting, fuming while gripping the metal safety beam tightly.
You knew you picked the right person to help you play the game, and he was doing oh so well.
This is going to be so much fun, you think to yourself as Jeno moves on to the next part of your plan: escorting you out of the field.
He walks side by side with you towards the exit but once he reaches the stairs, he picks up the pace, taking a few steps ahead and turning back to offer his hand.
Confused for a second, seeing as this wasn’t part of the plan since no one was around to see, you take his hand as he walks you down the flight of stairs. You can’t help but think about how warm his palm feels against yours. How he holds your hand gently as he guides you down each step.
"Sorry Princess.” He says once you’ve reached the bottom of the stairs. “I forgot about the wet floor sign.”
Oh. Right, he was just making sure you didn’t fall. Makes sense, you think, pushing down the feeling of disappointment you suddenly felt once he let go of your hand.
It was just the reminder that you needed that this was all fake and meant just for revenge.
“Great job today by the way.” You compliment Jeno, trying to return your focus to the matter at hand. “I’ll text you about the next steps.”
“Noted.” Jeno replies, his thoughts now worried him about whether or not he crossed the line on the stairs.
You nod curtly before walking ahead, looking for your manager.
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Jeno and you have gone viral.
The video of your pitching and victory dance was blowing up online, either calling you cute or actually impressed by your pitching skills.
You belly flop onto the hotel bed, adjusting yourself to keep browsing on your phone. You were stalking on your private account to see what people were saying.
The other thing that has gone viral was a snapshot of Jeno whispering in your ear. You actually sent the photo of it to Jeno. Your PR team had reached out to see if you wanted to have it suppressed but with such a positive reaction from the public, they shrugged it off. Everyone wanted to know what he said to you and had been speculating online. You’d even seen a couple of those lip reading videos but each of them ended with a dissatisfied creator saying they couldn’t see what was whispered.
Despite the success initial of the first part of your plan, you couldn’t help but think back to what happened away from the cameras. Jeno’s outstretched hand gently holding yours to make sure you didn’t fall. How he hadn’t let go until you reached the bottom of the steps. His worried look when you left abruptly. Poor Puppy, you think as you roll onto your back on the large bed to face the ceiling.
No matter. The whispers and dating rumors had begun.
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Jungwon,” you called him in a flat tone.
He finally lifted his head, his ears twitching slightly as they picked up the sound of your voice, his expression a mix of boredom and amusement. “Mmh?”
You crossed your arms. “Can we talk?”
He gave a small, crooked smile. “You’re always so formal… Go ahead, roommate.”
You ignored the teasing tone. “Why do you keep sleeping under my bed?”
He froze for a second, then tilted his head, his smile widening. “Oh? You noticed?”
You blinked in disbelief. “Of course, I noticed! I’ve found you more than once! And don’t try to deny it.”
Jungwon chuckled, stretching his arms behind his head in a lazy move to stretch slightly. “I’m not denying it. I’m just waiting to hear your lecture.”
Your eye twitched in irritation. “I’m not giving you any lecture. It’s simple: my room is mine. You have your own, and I don’t go into yours because if I did, you’d get mad, because only your scent should be in there. Yet, you don’t care and come sleep under my bed like it’s normal.”
He ran a hand through his hair, shaking his head slightly. “I don’t see the problem. It’s just the floor.”
“It’s not just the floor!” you exclaimed, frustrated. “It’s my space, and you can’t just… camp out there!”
Jungwon shifted to sit up slightly, his bright green eyes gleaming with mischief. “What if I told you the problem isn’t the floor, but the fact that I’m under you?”
You blushed. “What?”
“Your scent helps me sleep.” He said it with disarming ease, as if it were the most normal thing in the world.
You stared at him, your brain trying to process. “You… what?”
Jungwon slowly stood up, walking towards you with measured steps, his tail lazily swaying behind him. “Is it really that strange? You know better than me that hybrids have a great sense of smell, especially us cats. And your scent is…” He stopped right in front of you, tilting his head slightly to look at you better. “…comforting.”
You swallowed. Don’t let him intimidate you.
“Listen, I don’t care if you find my scent pleasant or whatever,” you replied, trying to keep your tone firm. “But I don’t want you sleeping in my room.”
Jungwon smiled. “What if I told you I can’t live without it?”
Irritated, you stared him straight in the eyes. “What if I told you I’ll kick you out of the house?” you said with a smile that made Jungwon growl quietly to himself.
Silence. Then, to your surprise, Jungwon burst out laughing.
It was a genuine laugh, light, almost musical. But with a hint of mischief, as if he were mocking you. “God, you’re so funny when you’re mad.”
You spun around quickly to leave because you were tired of his behavior, but he was faster. He grabbed your wrist, not tightly, but with a firm enough grip to stop you.
“All jokes aside,” he murmured, his tone dropping. “I’m not doing it to annoy you.”
You turned slowly, meeting his gaze. Jungwon ran a hand through his hair, an almost nervous gesture. “It’s just that… I like knowing you’re there.”
You didn’t answer right away. Something in his tone made you hesitate, and then he smiled again, that vulnerability disappearing, replaced by his usual arrogance.
“But if you want me to stop, I’ll try my best.”
He didn’t say he’d stop. Just that he’d try, and somehow, you already knew he would never truly stop.
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Being a Maia Witch and in the Fellowship • Headcanon
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(Gif not mine)
Request: Hi, if you're taking requests, can I get headcanons for the Fellowship? The reader is a Maia witch and is sort of a colleague of Gandalf's but he's also a bit of a mentor. Just interested to see how you think everyone would interact with the reader :) thank you so much and I hope you stay safe, happy, and healthy — anon
Warnings: reader is one of the blue wizards, mostly gender neutral though you are called a witch, mix of book and movie canon
A.N: Thank you so much for your kind words! I hope you enjoy these hcs, I really enjoy writing about the fellowship!
Since stepping foot on Middle Earth you had always been a wanderer
Of course you had spent time with the other Maiar; though you had your own specialized magic, Gandalf mentored you a lot
You always felt closer to Radagast the Brown; he cared deeply about nature and the living world that you lived in
You had been known to almost vanish for years at a time, exploring some deep cavern or somewhere high in mountains, it was always on a whim
You were elusive--all the races of Middle Earth had their own names and tall tales about you
But as the Age of the Elves starts to dwindle you start to ease down on the amount of adventures you have
Until your dear old friend Gandalf the Grey shows up on your doorstep out of breath with and almost crazed look in his eyes
A hobbit has the One Ring
So much for not traveling
You join the Fellowship at the Council of Elrond--no one opposes having another magical being in their midst
You try to get to know the other members better, it has been some time since you have interacted with people so your communication skills are a little rusty
Gandalf trusts you, of course, he is thrilled you have agreed to join them
He confides in you about the quest and the situation; things he would not tell the others
You two understand each other in a way no one else in the Fellowship can
The two of you, to fill the time, talk about your own travels and the history of Middle Earth
"You have been gone for too long, (Y/n), Middle Earth has suffered in your absence."
"Oh Gandalf, I needed to see everything before it was too late."
Boromir is a little wary of you, in Gondor they believe your presence is a bad omen since you do not show yourself too frequently near Minas Tirith
He warms up to you while travelling to the Mines of Moria because you and Gandalf exerted so much power trying to save them
"You are not the ill portent my father has talked about, witch. Why did you avoid Minas Tirith for so long?"
Aragorn has probably seen glimpses of you throughout his life and because of his travels he has heard many stories about you
Honestly he's very intrigued and asks many questions about what you have seen
He really trusts you almost immediately, you were welcomed in Rivendell, showing that Elrond trusted you
In Lothlorien Galadriel also holds you in high esteem, she's surprised you're in the Fellowship; not because you do not care about the fate of Middle Earth, but because you never tend to stay in one place long
"You must guide me, (Y/n). With Gandalf lost...I cannot proceed without council..."
Legolas is all over you--endless questions about the world and the time that has passed, but in like a subdued manner
He trusts you, though in recent years your reputation has been tarnished by his father, who is of the thought that you and the other wizards should have helped them fight against the spiders. He believes the Greenwood fell to darkness due to the negligence of the wizards
"Do you believe the Greenwood will be cured after we destroy the Ring, (Y/n)? I have missed my home..."
Gimli goes through the motions of meeting a witch only a handful of people have encountered in your lifetime
He's the one that discovered your sense of humor and loves joking with you
You ask him about recent dwarven culture, dwarves are wary of outsiders so it has been a while since you have seen their tools and creations
"Just you wait, lass, what we have created is unlike anything you have ever seen!"
Merry is genuinely delighted that you joined them
He feels a lot safer with two wizards, even if you’re not that experienced with fighting
Merry trusts your judgement and certainly looks for your approval just like he does with Gandalf
(Also please show him magic he loves Gandalf’s fireworks and he wants to see what else magic can do since Gandalf doesn’t really show anyone that stuff)
“Can you make Boromir’s shield disappear, (Y/n)? Or perhaps make Legolas’ hair a different color?”
Pippin is like Merry on crack
He wants to know every little detail about everything but at the same time he is chewing your ear off
Honestly he’s probably telling you his life story too
He enjoys your company, like Merry he feels a lot more secure in this quest and he also comes to see you as a friend
Wants to see your magic, even if you just create sparks at your fingertips
Probably your number one fan
“Can I see your staff (Y/n)? I promise not to use it to singe Gandalf’s beard!”
Sam is very shy around you and is very protective of Frodo
Sure Gandalf trusts you, but you’ve only ever been a fable in the Shire
He knows nothing about you, what have you been doing this entire time?
He does warm up to you, though, once you prove to him that you are truly there to help them succeed
Learns a lot about herbs from you, whether they be for cooking or medicine
“Tell me about the Elves, (Y/n). You must know so much about them. Rivendell was so beautiful…”
Frodo is highly suspicious of you for quite a while
It is mostly because he is afraid of the Ring and its influence
He doesn’t know you like he knows Gandalf so it takes him a bit to trust you
Bilbo has only told him rumors of you
It isn’t until Gandalf dies that he really starts looking to you for guidance
He takes to you mostly at night when everyone is asleep because he is away from prying eyes
“This quest leads me to my death, doesn’t it witch? I do not know how to even begin to understand that…”
Overall you guys learn to bond and grow together throughout the quest
You have never been so happy to be around people despite the circumstances, and you start to understand why Gandalf has always been so involved with the people of Middle Earth
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be-my-sunrise · 2 years ago
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Late Night Grind || p.js
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pairings: idol bf!jisung x fem!reader
genre: smut, minors pls dni
word count: 3,261
warnings: use of a sex toy, oral (f receiving), fingering, use of pet names (baby and princess), use of derogatory terms (reader being called a slut once), unprotected sex, choking, dacryphilia, multiple orgasms, creampie. let me know if i missed anything!
a/n: hii! this is my first time sharing my work here and i'm kinda nervous. jisung has been living in my head rent-free 24/7😩 plus i found this sex toy on tiktok and it inspired me to write for jisung. also, thank you @jenoslutie for encouraging me to start a writing blog and share my own work<3 it started from these asks and now i'm here to share the full version hehe i hope you enjoy it!
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You're snuggling in a blanket on bed, scrolling through tiktok on your phone while waiting for Jisung to come home. Letting out a sigh as you plop the hand holding your phone down on the bed. You've been home all day since it's a Saturday and you're starting to get bored.
"I should be back home before 10, baby. I'll text you when I arrive, okay? See you soon!" He said earlier before leaving for practice. 
You glance at the time on your phone to see that it's now 11pm and Jisung is still not home. You were about to text him when you hear keys fumbling outside, and then you hear Jisung call out your name as he enters your shared apartment. 
"Baby, I'm home!" 
You open the bedroom door and smile when you see Jisung standing at the small entryway to take his shoes off, his face lit up when he sees you. You cross the room slightly running to hug Jisung, burying your face in his chest as he wraps his arms around you. 
"Hi princess," he says while stroking your hair gently.
"What took you so long? I missed you." You pout, voice muffled by Jisung's chest. 
"I know, baby, I'm sorry. We had lots to prepare today, so practice went a bit longer than usual," he says as he rests his chin comfortably on the top of your head. He pulls away after a while and notices that you're only wearing his favorite black Adidas jacket, which falls perfectly on the middle of your thighs. 
"Hey, you found my jacket! I looked for it everywhere this morning, where did you find it?" 
You looked down at the jacket and smiled. "Well.. It was on my side of the closet, so I guess it's mine now." Jisung raises his eyebrows as he pulls you closer to wrap his arms around your waist. 
"Oh, is that so?" he says playfully. 
"Mhmm," you giggle. You put your arms around his neck, pulling him closer to kiss him. Jisung breaks the kiss to say, "It looks better on you anyway," before connecting his lips on yours once again. 
As the kiss deepens, he slowly pushes you until your back hits the wall. His hands roaming freely, sneaking inside the jacket to feel the curves of your body before giving your ass a squeeze, earning a yelp from you. A minute passed and both of you pulled away to catch your breath. Jisung rests his forehead against yours, hands never leaving your body. 
"Feeling a bit handsy, hm?" you ask teasingly as you play with the hair on his nape. 
"Can't help it. I have a surprise for you, baby. But, I have to clean it before we can use it, just to be safe," he said. 
Your tilt your head to the side, looking up at him, "Oohh what kind of surprise?" Jisung smirks, "Go wait for me on the couch, I'll be right back." 
He gives you a peck on the lips before letting you go, slapping your ass playfully as you walk. You sit on the couch, excited for the surprise Jisung has for you. Not long after, you hear Jisung's footsteps getting closer. 
"All done! Before I show you, can you please just close your eyes for me?" 
You close your eyes and you hear Jisung walking around the couch. He suddenly lifts you up with ease, making you squeal in surprise. He sits both of you on the couch with you sitting on top of his left thigh, slightly flinching at the strange object poking the inside of your thighs. 
"Okay, you can take a look now!" You open your eyes and look down to see a very strange looking pad strapped on his thigh.
"Ji, what is this?" You run your fingers over the tentacles. 
"I saw this on tiktok the other day and I know how much you love to grind on my thigh, so I bought it to try with you," he explains enthusiastically. You smile and bite your lower lip, stomach fluttering from the excitement and at his thoughtfulness.
"Let's not wait any longer then," you say before leaning in for a kiss. 
Jisung's hands grips your ass, slowly massaging the cheeks with his palms, making you hum into the kiss. You can feel him tugging on your panties impatiently. He was about to rip it off, but you were quick to stop him. Quickly pulling away and getting up from his lap.
"Wait, no! This is one of my most comfy pairs!" You hook your fingers on the waistband of your panties to pull it down. Jisung laughs in disbelief, leaving soft kisses along your thighs as he helps you.
"Sorry, I've been thinking about this the entire day. The package arrived not long after I left and I couldn't wait to try it," he says, grinning as he looks up to see you.
You giggle at his story, "Ohh, Jisung, you're so cute when you're all impatient." 
"Giggle all you want, I was literally so close to ditching practice and run back home." Jisung unclasped the strap to turn on the vibration switch and strapped it back to his thigh. He grabbed the bottle of lube next to him and poured it all over the toy evenly.
"Well, then. I think we should make up for lost time."
You grab onto Jisung's shoulder as you position yourself on his thigh again, letting out a soft sigh of relief when you feel the vibration from the toy. You bite back a moan as you start to slowly grind against the tentacles. 
"Don't hold back, baby. I want to hear your pretty moans."
He slightly lifts up the jacket and holds it on your waist to have a clear view of your pussy, swearing under his breath as you start to pick up the pace. You moan out from the stimulation, hands gripping Jisung's shoulders. Jisung leans in to leave kisses on your neck trailing down to your chest before unzipping the jacket completely. He smirks when he sees that you're not wearing any bra underneath.
You let out a loud gasp when you feel Jisung's plump lips around one of your nipples and rolling the other one between his fingers. His tongue flicking back and forth against the hardened bud before doing the same with the other, the sudden cold air sends shivers down your spine. 
"S-shit, it feels so good," you say with a shaky voice. 
Jisung leans his head against the backrest, the vibration from the toy is enough to make him dizzy from the sensation. He's so hard he can feel his cock twitching in his pants, especially with the view in front of him. Jaw dropping with moans spilling from your mouth, eyes closing as you grind on his thigh, wearing nothing but his jacket, which hangs loosely from your figure. Fuck, the sight itself could make him cum untouched. He would flutter his eyes close every time your knee brushes against his bulge. His breath gets shallow as he becomes more and more aroused. You move your hips faster as you start to feel the familiar knot in your stomach.
"Fuck, baby. You look so pretty like this. Riding my thigh so desperately like a little slut," he paused. "I can't stop thinking about you, I kept getting in trouble for not focusing during practice."
He notices that your moves start to get sloppy, so he puts his hands on your hips to help guide you, while pushing your hips down as well to apply more pressure to your clit. 
"Oh my- fuck, I'm so close."
"That's it, baby, cum for me." 
You moan loudly as you reach your climax, dropping your body on top of Jisung. Digging your nails on his shoulder as you ride out your high, making him hiss in pain. Once you come down from your high, you lift your hips weakly to sit on Jisung's thigh that is not covered with the pad, leaving a wet patch on his pants from your release. He rubs your back as he waits for you to catch your breath. When you start to calm down, you lift your head to kiss Jisung.
"That was intense," you giggle. Jisung smiles, "you have no idea how hard you make me just from watching you." You push yourself up to look at his situation. Jisung let out a loud moan when your knees bump against his cock, the prominent bulge almost looks painful. 
"My turn now."
Jisung grabs your waist and pushes you down gently on the couch while getting down on his knees as well. A soft moan falls from your lips at the sight of his toned body as he pulls his shirt over his head, throwing it somewhere across the room. He leaves kisses on the inside of your thigh, inching closer to your center. You suck in a sharp breath when he suddenly licks a stripe up your slit, collecting your release on his tongue. He groans from the taste of you. 
You lift your head to see him looking up at you and you swear you see his eyes darken. He smirks before flattening his tongue, your hips jerking up as his tongue brushes against your clit. You try to wiggle away as you're still sensitive from your previous orgasm. Jisung clicked his tongue in annoyance before hooking his arms around your thighs to pull you closer, holding you in place as he pressed his tongue on your clit again. You whimper, pulling on his hair to push him away, but he did not budge at all.
"Don't even think about stopping me, baby." He says lowly, his deep voice laced with warning. 
He closed his lips on your clit and sucked the sensitive bud, making your legs tremble from the overstimulation as he continued. Slowly, your whimpers turn to moans, and the hand pulling on his hair is now pushing his head closer. Jisung hums in satisfaction around your clit, the vibration making you moan loudly. He looks up at you through his lashes, palms moving up to grip your tits. Just as you start to feel close, he suddenly stops and pulls his lips away from your clit. Hips humping the air at the sudden loss, making you whimper.
"No, don't stop! Please, I'm so close," you begged, tears pricking in your eyes. 
"Get up." He says as he stands up and pulls you along with him. Your legs felt like jelly, causing you to almost fall over if Jisung hadn't caught you. Once he's sure he got a nice hold on you, he bends down slightly to take off the strap from his thigh and places it on the edge of the couch backrest. 
"Go straddle the couch and I want your ass facing me," he says, dominance can be heard from his tone.
You turn to face your back against him and straddle the couch. You position yourself on top of the pad and bend over to give Jisung a clear view of your soaking pussy, your arms supporting your upper body. As you lower yourself on the pad, you feel Jisung's index finger running over your slit while you move your hips against the tentacles.
You let out a surprised yelp as he pushed two fingers inside you, the sudden stretch making you dizzy. He starts to pump his fingers in and out of you while his other hand goes to stroke his bulging cock, biting down on his lower lip from the slightest stimulation.
"Shit, I'm gonna cum again, baby." Jisung adds one more finger inside you when he felt you clench around his fingers, determined on making you cum one more time before fucking you dumb.
A loud moan left your lips when you reach your second climax, hips jerking uncontrollably as you ride out your high. Jisung pumps his fingers a few more times before pulling out. You turn your head back to look at him just as he was taking off his boxers, where traces of arousal can be seen. Your pussy clenched when his cock slapped against his lower abdomen. The sight of his thick veiny cock making your mouth water. You can feel yourself getting aroused again, even though you had just come down from your second orgasm of the night. 
"Like what you see?" Jisung smirked as he pumped his cock with the hand that was inside of you, rubbing the arousal all over his cock while his other hand massages your ass cheek.
"You know I always do, baby." You bite your lip and press your clit against the pad, moaning from the stimulation. Jisung positions himself behind you, pressing the tip of his cock up and down against your slit, using your wetness as a lubricant. 
"Baby, please. Stop teasing me," you whine. 
He leans down to whisper in your ear, "Patience, princess." He kisses your shoulder and leaves a trail of it along your back. 
"I want to take my time with you," he says in a low voice. 
You whine in protest as you feel your pussy throb with need, feeling the tip of his cock teasing your entrance. "Please, I need you so bad."
"Will you be a good girl for me?" he asks teasingly. 
"Jisungie, please! I'll be so good for you, I promise," you cry out in frustration. He finally pushes his cock inside of you, making both of you moan in relief, his huge cock stretching you deliciously. Jisung hisses at the warm sensation around his cock. 
"Fuck, always so tight for me." 
He drops his head on your shoulder as he bottoms out fully, giving you time to adjust to his big size. No matter how many times you've had sex with Jisung, you can never get used to how big he is. Once you've adjusted, you move your hips slightly as a signal to Jisung. He almost pulled out completely before slamming his cock back in, thrusting roughly. Your body jerks forward from the impact and you moan out loudly.
His hands gripping your sides, pulling your hips to meet his thrusts. Only the sound of skin slapping, your broken moans, and Jisung's heavy breathing can be heard in the living room, along with the soft buzz from the vibrator. 
You swear under your breath as Jisung's hands reach down to play with your tits, toying with the nipple before pulling your upper body to hold you close to him. You lay your head against his shoulder, your left hand reaches around Jisung's head to pull on his hair and your other hand grips his arm. Jisung lets out a deep growl when he feels you clenching around his cock, signaling that you're close. 
"Are you close, baby?" 
You answer with a nod, unable to think properly. He clicked his tongue at your response, "use your words, or you're not coming at all." His thrust slows down waiting for your response, making you cry in frustration. 
"No, Jisung please, don't slow down. I'm so close!" 
You feel the air getting knocked out of you as Jisung slams his hips against you to pick up the pace. With him hitting your sweet spot each thrust, the vibrating tentacles rubbing against your swollen clit, and Jisung toying with your nipples, it doesn't take long until you feel the familiar knot in your stomach. 
"Baby, I'm gonna cum," you say weakly to Jisung. 
"No."
"Please, I can't-" Jisung cuts you off as he puts one of his hands around your throat, putting enough pressure to block your airways. 
"Yes, you can. Hold on a bit longer for me, baby, I'm close too." 
You can feel Jisung's thrust getting sloppier as he is reaching his climax. Your grip on his hair tightens as a choked sob falls from your lips, unable to deny your orgasm any longer. Jisung lets out a breathy laugh at the sight of you crying.
"Look at you, so pretty crying over my cock. Does my cock make you feel good, hm? You like it when I fuck you dumb like this?" You clench around his cock as a response, a deep growl falls from his lips. 
"Cum for me, princess. You've been such a good girl," he says as he releases the grip on your throat. 
You scream from the intense climax, body convulsing in pleasure as you clench tightly around Jisung once again, triggering his own release. Jisung shoots his cum deep inside you, groaning loudly as he thrusts slowly to ride out both of your highs. 
He holds your body close to him and kisses your forehead before letting you go. Your upper body falls forward onto the couch backrest, giving Jisung access to dig his fingers under the silicone pad and turn off the vibration switch. You suck in a sharp breath when Jisung pulls out, flinching from overstimulation. He lets out a groan at the sight of your releases mixing together and dripping onto the pad.  Your hips jerked as he collects the releases in his fingers and pushed it back inside of you.
You can barely keep your eyes open as Jisung helps you down from the couch and carries you in his arms to the bedroom. He lays you down gently on the bed and throws a blanket over you to keep you warm as he runs you a bath. He also went back to the living room to grab the discarded clothes and the grinder pad to clean later. 
Once the bath is ready, he carries you in first before going in as well. He pulls your body close to him, so you can lean against his chest. You let out a sigh as the warm water relaxes your muscles. Both of you bathe quietly before Jisung breaks the silence. 
"So, what do you think of your surprise?" 
You turn to face him and smile, "I loved it, baby. Thank you." Jisung returns your smile and leans in for a sweet kiss. 
"Was I too rough earlier?" he asks carefully. 
"Nothing I can't handle, don't worry." 
He smiles before kissing you again. You stay in the bath a little bit longer before drying off. Jisung goes to the closet to grab pajamas for both of you, while you sit on the bed waiting for him. He hands you your pajamas and a fresh pair of underwear before putting on his own.
After you're both done, Jisung switches the lights off before climbing into bed. You snuggle against Jisung, laying your head on his chest as he holds you close. He pulls the comforter over the two of you. You were about to drift off to sleep when you heard Jisung call your name. 
"You wanna know something?" he asks quietly. 
"Tell me." 
Jisung bites back a smile before answering, "I wasn't lying when I said you look so pretty crying over my cock." 
You open your eyes and gasp, tilting your head to look at him, "Hey!" 
Jisung laughs at your reaction, "It's true! You should've seen yourself." 
You roll your eyes, trying to hold back the smile. "Shut up and go to sleep, Jisung." You say as you lay your head back on his chest and close your eyes. 
"I'm definitely fucking you in front of a mirror next time," he whispers under his breath, which earns him a slap on the chest from you.
"Jisung!"
"Ow! Okay, okay, I'll stop!"
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ak319 · 7 months ago
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Yan G!P Princess x fem reader
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PART X ➺ Prev ⤷ Series m.list Your name is Deniz here
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(Kade's POV)
"Here, Your Highness." My hands held the papers from Richard, but my gaze remained fixed on the wall in front of me.
9 a.m. The team will be here at 11. But what was throwing me off, keeping me on edge, was your behaviour. You were completely detached. You still had a mild fever, and God knows what exactly Father said to you. I preferred it when you were at least fighting back.
"Um, Ronan, call my wife, will you." I can't believe I am this weak, too afraid to even face you right now.
‘Is this what you wanted, Kade?’
Yes, it is. Whatever is happening, or however she feels, she’s still my wife. As she should be. You need to cope. I can't ignore reality, even if I am so deeply in love. Sometimes, I have to sit back and... let things be, however cruel they may seem. I can sense it--your defeat. It's near, and eventually, everything you consider bad or wrong in your mind will fade, leaving only my love. And I refuse to accept that this is wrong. I might accept it if someone else came along, declaring they love you more than I do, but I know that’s never going to happen. The mere thought of it made me let out a chuckle. Because there is no other me. There never will be.
Your footsteps made me alert, and I offered you a gentle, reassuring smile, though it probably went unnoticed. "Come, darling. Here, sit beside me. We need to discuss a few things."
You sat down without any protest, your hands resting in your lap, gaze distant. "You alright? Need anything? Please, just tell me, love." You responded with a disapproving sigh, and I couldn’t help but notice the lack of warmth in your eyes. "Do let me know if you do, even if it's in the middle of the interview. It’s not live, anyway." I handed you a copy of the questions, trying to ease the tension. "Um--so... here are the questions. It’s probably best we go through them ourselves first."
"Just tell me what I have to say."
A flash of frustration sparked in my chest. "No, that’s not how this is going to work, darlin. Can we have a moment, please."
"Yes, Your Royal Highness."
As soon as everyone stepped out, I turned back to you, leaning closer. "Look at me, love. Why are you shutting down like this? We’re in this together, aren’t we?" My voice softened, but my grip on your hand remained firm. "You can’t just sit there and follow a script. I want you in this, not some hollow version of yourself."
You kept your eyes down, refusing to meet mine. "Just... tell me what to fucking say. Please."
I shook my head, a dry chuckle slipping through my frustration. "Fine. If that’s what you’re so keen on, then sure, I’ll play along. But remember this, Deniz, what you say might be scripted, but what I’ll say there... it will be true." My hand tightened around yours, pulling you closer even as you tried to pull away. "Every word I say will be. I’ll make sure everyone knows just how much I love you."
I paused, exhaling to gain control over the storm of emotions swirling within me. "And if I have to make them see that you’re mine, that we belong together even when you’re like this, I’ll do it. Because no matter how you act right now, no matter how many times you try to push me away, I’m not going anywhere."
I searched your face, hoping for even a flicker of the defiance you usually had, the spark that used to meet mine. But there was only silence, and it cut deeper than any harsh words.
"Just... be casual, natural. You don’t have to do anything more than that. I’ll even let them know about your fever; that should help, take some of the pressure off." I tried to keep my voice steady, gentle, but the tension in the air was palpable. "I’m... here for you. You know that, right? Always."
Your silence lingered, stretching the space between us. It gnawed at me, stirring a frustration I struggled to swallow, but I knew it was better than getting snapped at. Right now, it felt like I was walking on thin ice, every word a potential crack beneath my feet. And with you in this fragile state, I couldn’t afford to make a wrong move.
"I love you, my princess," I whispered softly, letting the words hang in the air, hoping they might reach you, touch a part of you that still remembered us. But your expression remained distant, and the ache in my chest tightened.
With a resigned breath, I called out, "Ronan, Katie, come in." I straightened, bracing myself for the next few hours. "The sooner this gets finished, the better."
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(YOUR POV)
Five minutes left before it starts, and of course, Ewan appears at the room’s door, his eyes lingering on both of us, especially me. I knew that look, it was a subtle warning, just as I expected. And right beside him stood the Queen, Bella, with an almost sympathetic smile on her face.
Two minutes.
As the door clicked shut behind them and you settled into the couch, your eyes finally began to take in the room, drifting over everything. The interviewer made some friendly small talk with you and Kade, who gently shifted you into a more comfortable position on the sofa, her arm pressing against yours, trying to ease the tension from your body.
“Relax and just breathe.” Her whisper cut through the fog of your feverish thoughts, bringing with it the strange realization of how much... has changed. She’s beside you, her presence so familiar, so comfortable, as if you had invited her to be this close.
But you didn’t.
No, you didn’t do any of this. You don’t agree with any of it, and yet here you are, trapped in a scenario you never signed up for.
You’re caught, Deniz~
Your own mind seemed to mock you, a cruel voice echoing through the haze, leaving you questioning how you ended up here.
Don't lose your cool right now. Please. Don't cry. Don't.
The atmosphere in the room is thick with a forced sense of warmth, the kind that comes with polite smiles and scripted pleasantries. It feels like the air conditioning is too cold, but there’s a faint sheen of sweat on your skin, not just from the fever, but from the weight pressing down on you. The interviewer sits opposite you and Kade, her cheerful demeanor almost grating in its brightness as she tries to build a sense of ease. Kade's hand remains firmly on your knee, a gentle pressure that borders on possessive.
As the interview begins, the camera’s red light flicks on, and your heart stutters in your chest, the realization sinking in that everything you say here will be seen, analyzed, judged. The questions begin softly, a slow lead into more personal territory. You try to focus, but your mind is a swirl of mixed emotions, resentment, confusion, and a faint hope that somehow, this will be over soon.
The interviewer leans forward, clasping her hands with enthusiasm. “So, Kade, when did you first meet Deniz?”
Kade’s lips curl into a smile that looks warm on the surface but holds an edge you can almost feel. “Ah, I remember it vividly. It was during a high school cricket match. Deniz was bowling, and I was there for... let’s say, a friendly obligation.” Her gaze shifts briefly to you, her smile widening. “She was so focused, so determined. Even then, she had this fire in her. And I was just mesmerised. I thought, ‘Here’s someone who knows what she wants.’ It… intrigued me,” It’s a version of the story that leaves out the years of distance, the way she’d re-entered your life with a determination that left you with little choice.
The interviewer’s attention shifts to you, her curiosity genuine. “And what was your first impression of Kade, Deniz?”
You open your mouth, but the words feel trapped, caught in the tangle of thoughts that your feverish brain can barely unravel. You clear your throat, forcing your voice to stay steady. “It’s funny, back then, I was just focused on the game. Never thought I’d end up catching a princess’s eye,” you add, a saccharine edge to your tone as you look at Kade. “I guess you could say I wasn’t really looking for anything… or anyone, at that time.”” Your voice sounds distant to your own ears, and you hope it’s enough. You hope she’ll let it go.
Kade’s hand tightens slightly on your knee, and she gives a low, soft chuckle. “She’s always been humble like that. But for me, I couldn’t take my eyes off her.”
“But fate has a funny way of bringing people together, doesn’t it?” She says smoothly, her arm wrapping a bit more firmly around you, holding you in place even as your mind yearns to drift far away from the room.
The interviewer, blissfully unaware, nods along , a blush covering her own cheeks, charmed by the sentiment.
“And then, you two met again years later or...?” Sarah continues, trying to maintain the flow of the story.
“It was like no time had passed, really. We reconnected almost instantly, and... well, the rest is history.”
You swallow thickly, trying to keep your own voice steady as you add, “Yeah, we… we met again, and things just… happened. Happened in a way I never expected, almost.” Your chuckle was soft, eyes dropping to your lap. You wanted to bury yourself in the ground. Your parents and Clara will watch this shit too, you realized.
The next question shifts to Kade once more, a simple one about how long you’ve been together, but she spins the answer into a tale of persistence and love that you barely recognize. “We’ve been together for a few years now, but honestly, it feels like a lifetime,” she says, casting you a smile that’s too perfect, too deliberate. “And I wouldn’t trade a moment of it. I mean, she for me possessed everything that I loved, a good spirit, the charm, the humour. That smile. Everything." Which translates to 'I have been stalking her for years and have been together in my own head'.
Asshole.
You nod along, your mind barely processing her words. You feel adrift, your thoughts tangled between the memories of what really happened and the story she’s weaving. Part of you wants to speak up, to say something real, but the weight of the moment crushes your voice. The cameras, the interviewer’s expectant eyes, the almost invisible pressure of Kade’s grip, all of it keeps you silent, playing along in a scene where the script isn’t yours.
The wife of the ex-playgirl Princess is what you are now it seems.
Kade’s voice continues, carrying the conversation forward, her tone polished and confident, while yours slips further into the background. She’s in control of this, just like she always is. You wonder if anyone else in the room can feel the undercurrent of tension, the way each of her words lands like a small, calculated blow.
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Kade’s lips brushed over your knuckles, and her words held a practiced softness, but you knew better. “See, darling? You did so well,” she cooed, her gaze steady, as if willing you to agree. The room buzzed around her, the team finishing up their last-minute checks on the footage, but all you could focus on was the way her grip never quite loosened.
You were exhausted, body and mind. The retakes had dragged on each one pulled from you with a tension you could barely mask by the end.
“Kay, so, let's go and have your medicine and some snacks,” she said, her tone sweetened but laced with that unmistakable firmness. Her hand remained entwined with yours, guiding you as if you were too fragile to walk on your own, or maybe too dangerous to leave unguarded. “Then we’ll get some photos taken. After that, you can rest, princess.”
Rest. You almost laughed at the irony. The way she said it, like it was a reward rather than just a moment to catch your breath.
Kade’s smile grew, pleased with your compliance, and she leaned in closer, her voice lowering just for you. “You’ll feel better soon, I promise,” she murmured against your ear, her tone gentle but carrying that familiar undercurrent.
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The dining room was heavy with expectation as Kade’s voice cut through the silence, drawing everyone’s attention to the matter at hand. A tension that belied the way she held her glass.
“So? What did you decide, Father?” Her voice was measured, but you could sense the undercurrent of urgency in her tone.
Ewan, ever composed, met her gaze with a hint of amusement. “About? Your house, you mean?” He allowed the question to hang in the air as Kade nodded, sipping her drink in a bid to appear relaxed.
“Well... you both did well.” Ewan’s gaze shifted to you for a moment, offering a vague, almost formal acknowledgment. It was one of those moments where you could almost feel the hierarchy of the family pressing down on you, an unspoken reminder of where you stood in all this.
“And, as for your coronation, I was thinking in November.”
You felt Kade stiffen beside you, the tension in her shoulders apparent as she tried to mask her reaction. “I mean, that’s, thank you, but do you mean to say we have to stay here till then?”
“I mean, your call. If you want to move early, then sure." Ewan’s tone was definitive, as if the matter were already settled, the decision made long before this dinner.
Before Kade could respond, Bella’s voice joined the conversation, smooth as ever. “Your father decided on York House, in Kingsreach.” She offered a polite smile, as though trying to soften the news. But the air in the room only seemed to grow colder.
Kade’s knuckles whitened against her glass, and you could feel the frustration radiating from her. She tried to keep her voice steady, but there was an edge to it, a subtle irritation that wasn’t lost on you or on Ewan.
“I appreciate your thoughts, truly, but I just don’t understand why you wouldn’t consider Ravenstone. It’s quiet, secluded. I think it would be a better fit for us.” She tried to keep her smile pleasant, but you could see the underlying tension tugging at the corners of her mouth.
Ewan, however, seemed unmoved, offering a tight smile. “Ravenstone is lovely, but this isn’t just about you, Kade. Kingsreach offers a better balance. It’s closer to the city, to Buckingham, which means you’re accessible for your duties while still having your privacy.” He paused, letting his words sink in. “Besides, you and Deniz are still... adjusting to things. A place like Kingsreach will make it easier for both of you to settle, without the isolation of the countryside. I think it's for the best.”
Kade’s grip on her glass tightened again, her jaw clenching briefly. “I don’t see why you would make that decision for us. I thought this was our choice.”
“It’s a family decision, Kade,” Ewan responded evenly, leaning back in his chair. “And as much as I value your opinion, I’m thinking about the long-term.”
You could feel Kade’s frustration building beside you, a storm that was barely held back, but she forced a tight smile. “Right, because it’s always about what you think is best for us.” Her voice was sharper now, a challenge in her eyes as she stared back at him. You found yourself shrinking in your seat, wanting to disappear from the tension, but Ewan’s gaze found you again, lingering as if to gauge your reaction.
Bella stepped in smoothly, trying to ease the tension. “Kade, darling, we’re not saying it’s set in stone. It’s just a suggestion. But Kingsreach does have its advantages, especially as you prepare for the coronation.”
Kade’s expression softened slightly at her mother’s words, but the rigidity in her shoulders remained. She glanced at you, searching for support, but you looked away. Part of you understood Kade’s desire for Ravenstone--a place that would have allowed her to perhaps isolate you?. Another part of you felt the weight of Ewan’s logic, knowing that staying closer to the palace meant less friction, fewer battles to fight. You feeling more at home here.
The silence settled over the table again, thick and uncomfortable. Kade finally looked back at Ewan, forcing a smile. “We’ll think about it, Father. But I still believe Ravenstone has... potential.”
Ewan’s smile remained polite, but there was an unmistakable finality in his tone as he replied, “Of course, Kade. Take your time to consider it. But remember, there’s wisdom in seeing beyond just what we want.”
“Right. I just, I always wanted to move to Ravenstone. I love it. And it’s just... supposed to be mine. York, Kingsreach? Seriously? Where Romana lives too?” Kade’s voice carried an edge of bitterness, and you could sense how badly she wanted to cling to the dream of Ravenstone.
What the fuck is going on? Is this really what rich people fight over? It felt surreal like you were watching some twisted sitcom play out. The fights back home were over who ate the last piece of dessert or swiped the best leftovers from the fridge, but never this.
Ewan’s gaze darkened, but he kept his tone even, trying to reason with her. “What’s wrong with being with your sister?”
Kade’s frustration spilled over. “I want privacy! Something of my own. For my future family.” Her words sent a jolt through you, like ice in your veins. Family? Your thoughts spiraled, panic rising in your chest. She was already thinking about kids, of tying you even closer, of sealing this life together permanently. No, no, no. NO! SOMEBODY KILL ME ALREADY--
You hesitated but couldn't stop yourself from muttering, “Isn’t Buckingham... good? It's fine here.” The words slipped out before you could catch them.
“Deniz. Hush now.” Kade’s words cut through the air like a cold blade. Her voice was low but sharp, a tone she had never used with you before. It made you flinch, and a flush of embarrassment crept up your neck. Your chest tightened as her command sank in, leaving you feeling small and exposed. Even the three others exchanged startled glances.
The audacity.
You couldn’t quite process what hurt more, Kade’s uncharacteristic order, or the way it seemed to strip away the last remnants of any illusion you’d held. That despite everything she’d done, the manipulations and deceit, she had always treated you with a veneer of gentleness before. Now, was that gone? Did...you do something so bad? Maybe she's just frustrated right now.
"We will talk about this later." Ewan shut down the conversation and left everyone to their own thoughts.
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cozzzynook · 9 months ago
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rodimus heats up with his outlier ability and gives drift and ratchet nice hot massages. they melt (not literally!)
- Rodimus gives Ratchet massages the most because he doesn’t want the medic in any more pain than he’s already forced to suffer. He’ll wake up a bit earlier than Ratchet, slather some oil on his servos and get to work by straddling him with heated thighs and modesty plating. Massaging the kinks and hard spots from his frame on his thighs with his own and his neck cables, shoulders, joints he can reach and his helm even with his palms. Ratchets taken to waking up in a lot less pain now that Rodimus has joined and he doesn’t even know it’s because of Rodimus.
Roddy usually does this when Ratchet is asleep or napping since he doesn’t want to make it awkward or deal with the emotional aspect of it since he’s very bad at it. He’ll literally shut down or run off and he doesn’t want to ruin it so he says nothing. He really does enjoy the time he spends doing this in berth and in Ratchets office. Especially after Ratchet does a surgery and rests in a light doze. He’s gotten very good at massaging his servos and lower back and waist to ease the pain and Roddy loves seeing Ratchet have more energy because of it.
- Now with Drift it’s a bit different. Rodimus will give Drift massages while in the wash racks or after he’s done with sword practice. He typically doesn’t have frame pains as often as Ratchet but he will have sore muscles from strain which is normal. Drift often does physical activity so him being sore often isn’t a surprise. It’s Rodimus’s massages that help him get the rest he needs outside of Ratchet making him sit still and his daily meditations. Rodimus does massage Drift while the mech is in a very deep recharge.
Drift is the easiest to wake up out of the three of them with Ratchet coming in close second because of his history with being an on call cmo and the hard ingrained military training. Drift has a more ingrained sense of waking at noises and touch because he was a decepticon and mech for hire for so many years along with his life living in the Dead end. So Rodimus has gotten crafty upping the heat on bis servos and frame getting Drift comfortable before beginning his gentle touches on Drifts sensitive areas around his spark and tanks. Thanks to his secret massages of the areas Drift doesn’t have many reminders of the drugs in his systems leaving long term damage that repairs couldn’t fix. It was a way Rodimus felt like he was doing something both good and enjoying the closeness to the swords mech much like he did with Ratchet.
- Rodimus was able to get away with doing his secret massages for years on the two. The only reason he was caught was due to having a really bad spark flutter on the bridge. He was taking his medication like always, he’d already checked his spark fibrillar and the many devices attached before injecting himself with his weekly dose. Rodimus waited the usual time before heading to his shift. He doing fine until he drank his cube of energon. It was supposed to be his regular though he did notice the funny after taste that wasn’t usually there.
“Hey, this is my usual blend right?”
He’d asked the mech in charge of making the morning energon cubes and they nodded before going back to handing out cubes. Rodimus had a feeling something wasn’t right so he set the cube down and rubbed at his chassis noticing it felt hot and a little tight.
“Oh slag, sorry Captain. I think I put my oxide and feldspar in your cube instead of mine,” it was an honest mistake really—he hopes it was— and he let the information sink in a nano klik longer before abruptly standing and comming First aid telling him what happened as he began his rush towards the medbay.
He didn’t even make it halfway down the hall before collapsing in pain.
His spark was flickering, his vision was blurry, his frame was seizing with rough pulses that made him shake violently and he felt his glossa get bitten. Shouts echoed the hall as well as the blinding lights being dimmed by figures hovering over him.
He felt someone’s servos keeping him still as another turned his helm slowly and kept his denta from worsening the bite on his glossa. Servos held his thighs, arms and neck cables in place to keep him from suffering more damage.
The world was a blur of pain as he shook on the ground that felt hotter than it should. His chassis felt like it was on fire as it fizzled and fluttered. If he could see, he’d know smoke was coming from his seams and right above where his spark lay as his frame and medication reacted drastically to the additives put into his fuel. The very additives his frame had a hard time processing. His spark fibrillation and many other devices always shorted out when introduced to the substance as well, so he was always given the generic lab grown version.
He wasn’t aware he managed to groan and give small bursts of noises between a grunting scream and a fading shriek as his chassis was opened and First Aid began working on him right there in the hall that was emptied for sanitation purposes and privacy.
It wasn’t long after that Ratchet came rushing to begin working on Rodimus with First aid when the news spread like wildfire among the ship. Drift wasn’t far behind the cmo who was focused on draining the substance from Rodimus’s lines and removing the broken spark fibrillation devices.
They hooked Rodimus up to a spark machine he used to wear as a sparkling. It worked just as good as the newer models but it meant Rodimus was going to be stuck in berth after being cleared from the medbay.
Everything was a haze when he woke up on the med slab with Drift holding his servo recharging with Ratchet beside him holding his medical chart.
He couldn’t help a loopy smile before conking back out.
The next time he woke up fully he was in their hab, lifting himself still in a slight daze when Ratchet and Drift carefully hurried him to lay back down on the array of pillows.
“Roddy, you’re okay,” Drift was emotional as usual, it made Rodimus smile as he weakly hugged the other back and allowed Drift to cuddle him while Ratchet began taking his vitals again and asking about his pain levels and having him do a speech test.
“Yer alright kid. You did good calling First Aid so quickly,” there was a tired but loving smile on Ratchets face plates that made Rodimus raise a shaky servo that Ratchet held. He tugged the medic and nuzzled Ratchet when he laid beside the two speedsters.
“Stay with me?”
It was a selfish request on his part but one the two already planned to grant.
It didn’t take long for the two to figure out Rodimus was massaging them in their sleep. In fact by the next morning when the two woke before Rodimus who was still in deep recharge from the medicine and exhaustion, they immediately felt cold and pain in their frame and joints.
Ratchet gave them both a scan wondering if they stressed themselves beyond normal means worrying over their partner or if they did some kind of damage without knowing. He didn’t think their age had anything to do with it, his hunch had never failed him and it still didn’t. He was proven correct when their diagnosis came back normal as always. He compared the pains they felt now to the pains they once felt years ago before their relationship with Rodimus really started getting somewhere when they both had a moment of clarity.
“Has Roddy been..using his outlier on us all this time?”
“By Primus he has,” Ratchet was looking at the frame temperatures and comparing them to now and saw the difference.
“Kids been helping us with frame pain for years and we never knew.”
“Roddy,” Drift looked at their partner with filling emotions that wanted to spill from his optics. He settled on laying back down and curling up to Rodimus feeling the warmth radiate from his frame and Drift pulled Ratchet down to enjoy this moment with him.
Rodimus woke to both Ratchet and Drift cuddling him with the blankets pulled up and a lazy haze of adoration, appreciation and affection that made his spark soften. Their em fields were soaking the atmosphere with abandon and it made Rodimus smile.
He laid there enjoying all their em field had to offer before closing his optics and letting it lull him back to recharge.
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rabbitblackx · 2 years ago
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Hi can I ask a Brahms Heelshire x reader where reader was the Twin of Emily.? And great friends with brahms but when their sister and Brahms died,  heartbroken reader's parents took her away?as reader actually had a crush on him or something I don't know something sweet and all.? So years later when she finds the house empty, reader buys the house and injured Brahms is very angry that someone tried to replace Greta so he decides to kill reader but then as he was about to he sees this burnt scar of a hot cookie cutter reader had in front of brahms and knew it was reader so he teases her around, having fun and then reveals himself Maybe a little angst?
Hi! So sorry I don’t actually do full one shots, only little headcanons! I couldn’t quite understand everything, but put together something small and dumb anyway. Hope u find some sort of enjoyment from it :)
Brahms with a Reader who’s Emily’s twin
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Brahms was childhood friends with your twin sister Emily Cribs. After he seemingly killed her whilst playing in the woods, he set his mansion on fire. The both of them died that day, and your heartbroken parents took you far away
Years later, you returned to the small village in which your twin died in. You stood tall out front of the Heelshire mansion, all grown up. You found it to be completely abandoned, the front doors creaking open with ease. Everything was still there in place, albeit a bit dusty
Brahms was aware of your presence instantly. He didn’t recognise you as Emily’s pretty twin he once liked so much, but a stranger. He stalked your from behind the walls, quietly following you as you ventured through the mansion
As Brahms pondered how he was to kill you, he couldn’t help but take in your beauty. You did seem familiar… but you still had to die. He thought about bursting through the wall, grabbing you by the hair and stabbing you… but then he noticed something
You had a small, faint scar on your cheek. One you got from roughhousing with Brahms and Emily when you were kids. He couldn’t believe it. You… you came back for him!
Brahms lost interest in killing you. His one and only goal now was to keep you as his forever. Whether you liked it or not. He let you explore his mansion for a little longer, before beginning to make his presence known
At first you thought there was a ghost, hearing banging and scratching from the walls. But just as you were to run out, a painting on the wall fell to the floor before you. You froze on the spot as a man’s arm reached out from the hole that was behind it
Brahms’ full body soon shuffled out of the wall, looming before you menacingly. You stepped back, stifling a scream as your eyes locked from behind his mask. He cried your name in a deep voice, making your heart stop
You desperately tried to piece together what was happening, how this scary man knew your name. It wasn’t long until it clicked with you that it was Brahms. How it made sense he faked his own death after killing Emily and now living here alone…
“Brahms?”
Just as his name rolled off your tongue, he was lurching forward. Brahms wrapping his fingers around your wrist in a death grip, tugging you towards him. You screamed, clawing at his hand but to no avail
“You’re mine now, pretty,” he almost moaned out your name in a shaky, raspy tone. “You won’t leave me.”
And you never did
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behindthesoul · 2 years ago
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Your MK men as parents headcanons are very interesting. Would you write other MK men as parents? Especially I want to read Rain and Havik!
MK Men as Parents pt2
Masterlist || Part One
Characters: Rain, Havik, Quan Chi, Kenshi
Note: Combined a couple of requests into one. Also, sorry this one took forever to come out!
Rain
Probably one of the more normal parents.
He’s a lot more chill compared to himself in other timelines. I can see him being a proud parent to one or two children. Maybe twins?
Teaches his kids to be a better mage than he is. He tries to make his lessons as fun as he possibly can.
Though, he can become frustrated if they aren't taking their teachings seriously. If something were to happen, they need to learn how to defend themselves.
In some MK1 intros you can tell Mileena (understandably) has a lot of distaste for Rain. So much that she wants his mother banished.
I can imagine his children are involved in this banishment which irritates him. His family, especially his innocent children, do not deserve to be punished for his actions.
The main driving force behind Rain’s mission to atone for his actions is his children. He wants to show that if you make a mistake, you should try to make things right. He also wants to be a man his children can be proud of.
Havik
A pretty hands off parent.
I can’t imagine him ever having a complete grasp on this parenting thing.
Just has one kid and refuses to have more.
His kid just kind of does whatever and Havik doesn’t care. Just as long as they don’t make a mess he has to clean up.
Has the “world’s your oyster” mentality.
This behavior is boosted to 100% after his burns. He embraces the chaos, and what’s more chaotic than having a kid?
Havik and his kid are public menaces, and he wouldn’t have it any other way.
He’s less of a parent and more of a cool older friend.
Don’t come to him for emotional support or other things like that. Having to actually parent his kid makes him feel tied down.
If his kid wants too much from him he’ll somewhat drift away.
You’ll have to hope their other parent is in the picture.
Quan Chi
Totally the parent who somehow knows their kid’s every move.
He knows when their kid has done something they shouldn’t so there’s never any use in lying to him. He just has this look on his face and his kid knows they’re in trouble.
Excuse my only child self for HCing every character as being a single parent but Quan Chi definitely only has enough energy for one kid.
He feels guilty for bringing a child into the world when he can barely take care of himself. Spending hours and hours in the mines, Quan Chi is exhausted by the time he sees his kid.
All his child knows is a dad who always looks tired and dejected.
That is, until he gets an opportunity to live a better life. A place to sleep, clothes that aren’t tattered, and fresh food - all necessities that his child now gets to experience.
Whenever his child asks how he was able to provide their new life, he just smiles and gives a cryptic answer.
Kenshi
His child was kept hidden. Kenshi thought it best to keep his child away from the whole Earthrealm-Outworld war.
None of his allies knew he was a father til the day they were all thrown in jail with Baraka. Thinking it was his last day on earth, he let the secret spill. Kenshi told everyone all about his child.
He mourned the fact he’d probably never see his child again. Of course, he did; after he helped defeat Titan Shang Tsung.
Kenshi was very nervous to meet his child again. What if they don’t react well to his blindness? Johnny pulls him out of his negative thinking. If your kid is as kind as they say you are, then why would they have a bad reaction?
It eases him a bit, but he’s still a little nervous. He feels like a fool for having those thoughts when his child runs to him, screaming his name. The last few weeks of fighting for Earthrealm was all worth it for them.
His child is a bit confused when they see the mask over his eyes.
“You can’t see me!” They say with a frown.
Sento glows, and Kenshi suddenly sees all the details of his child’s face. He smiles, assuring them.
“Yes I can.”
@mortal-kombat-shitposts
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