#i can not take it!!!! hhhh!!!!!
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collab #2 with @xenole i was given a chibi yakumo and i.. i...... turned it into thiS
#I AM SO SORRY I DREW YAKUMO AGAIN ADFSJEIADKS LOOK OK so xenole gives me the tiny crying yakumo.#says DO WHATEVER YOU WANT and THUS i get to thinking#my immediate thought was#i'm going to make oli breast boobily while comforting him#bc i was determined to draw xenole's fave this time. i swore it to myself. i WILL stop being so self indulgent#but the chibi on chibi comforting scene didn't sit right with me. it was too straightforward. not something i would draw normally#it was hhhh as u say.... not on brand.? it did not inspire me. idea benched....#so days pass and i'm still pondering ideas on what to do to the sad spaghetti.#configurations of clan members danced in my head. some defending yaku. some comforting. some bullying#the ideas usually involved at least oli or kuya bc once again. xenole bias#then while i'm in the shower i got frustrated with my lack of ideas and thought#i'll jujst eat.him. just. chew on him. i'm tired of him#AND THE IMAGE OF KUYA EATING YAKUMO FOR BREAKFAST POPPED INTO MY MIND#originally it was going to be kuya eating yakuflakes and oli giving him serious side eye but then the brain went#WHAT IF IT'S YAKUMO WATCHING KUYA EAT YAKUMO. THAT IS FUNNY. IT MUMST HAPPEEN#BUT I REFUSED at first. i was angry at myself. this is not a competition to see how you can STILL sHOVE YAKUMO into a drawing.#plus the composition would shrink xenole's chibi down! i would take over so much space by comparison! THE DISRESPECT! TO THE COLLAB PROCESS#but once i get fixated on smth...well. i ended up doing the idea and just praying xenole wouldnt eviscerate me for it#i'm sorry my liege. my grip on the reins was weak. the goofy clown horses went stampeding#so idk now it's the two of em having a peaceful breakfast in kuya's cabin but only kuya is at peace and yakumo's this close to a breakdown#i feel like there should be something in the space between them. a speech bubble or something . something mean is being said#yakuya#nu carnival yakumo#nu carnival kuya
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HhHhH Dreamtale brainrot...
The last two pics are from @dadmareau's Dadmare AU. Im obsessed.
#As you can see my art style changes every second#I freaking love dreamtale#i would die for it. Huhuhhu#dream and nightmare are sych tragic characters that i just-- eat it all up#Dadmare is my ultimate favorite.#the last pic was from a post of dadmareau where the positions were switch-- so basically its adult dream taking care of bb nightmare.#AND I LOVE IT#i cant shut up about them. hhhh#undertale#nightmare sans#utmv#sans the skeleton#undertale aus#dreamtale#dream sans#dadmare#timelines art
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as much as I agree that jihl should've been a more major antagonist and had more time to shine, I really don't think she should've been the main antagonist purely because of how ffxiii criticizes the church specifically
having some old white dude like the pope dysley treat her, a woman in his command with great potential to take his place and who gave her all to serve the sanctum, like she's nothing to him and striking her down when he deems she's served her purpose to him is, in a fucked up way, fitting when you consider how the church has and continues to abuse women in favor of uplifting the patriarchy
final fantasy definitely needs more female villains, just not when the organization it's critiquing has historically been led by men. sadistic as she was, jihl was being used by the sanctum no less than cid raines and yaag rosch were (it's something all of them have in common as minor antagonists), she just wasn't given the same afterthought by the game fsr
#her concept art is making the rounds on twt and so many people were talking about how she shouldve been the main antag and i just hhhh idkk#this is just my opinion of course but i am grateful she wasnt the big bad when you take all this into account#her character did definitely go to waste though there shouldve been more to her#i do think it can represent how women arent allowed to fulfill their potential under the church but thats also a half-cope on my end lol#final fantasy xiii#jihl nabaat
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Y'know what? I wanna see more disability representation in g/t, but I espescially wanna see g/t disability aid services!
Tinies volunteering to do small tasks for humans with fine motor difficulties!
Minigiants acting as mobility aids!
Seeing-eye tinies and giant sign interpreters!
A human accidentally starting an assisted living service for tinies after helping a few struggling borrowers!
EMOTIONAL SUPPORT SIZESHIFTERS!
SIZESHIFTERS WITH SUPPORT HUMANS!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!
#hhhh i wish this was the world I lived in#i need an emotional support sizeshifter...#g/t#giant/tiny#giant tiny#giant#tiny#g/t writing#g/t worldbuilding#pls feel free to respond with your own ideas i wanna hear them!#throw your own disabilities into this world!#i think itd be nice to have a shifter friend to help eith my autism#itd be helpful to have someone that can go from secretly offering advice and comfort in social situations#to a giant that can help ground me and get me someplace safe during meltdowns and shutdowns#to just. being with me and lending a hand at whatever size they take.
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Wake up somewhere better, maybe (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Damned#Harvey Dent#ZEX#Blood#Ask to tag#Stepping back even further - I'm sure you can understand needing a little extra time on this#For multiple reasons haha#It took such a while to finish the first one and not just on an editing front! Honestly that didn't take very long at all haha#There's a frame somewhere that's bothering me - I ''animated'' that movement frame-by-frame myself so if it's a bit strange it's my eye#At least it's mostly like what I wanted! Mostly like what I saw in my head! The three overlapping and then drawing back to show the depth#It really was such a strong mental image for me - it's amazing how simultaneous things can be despite being described separately#The dog - Harvey - ZEX - all moving at their own pace! A split second can be so expanded like a slow-mo shot ah#It's honestly a very beautiful medium#Hhhh ZEX's death was very affecting to me ;; I so very much wanted him to go out the way he wanted to#Befitting his Admiral status - strong and confident and surrounded by his crew#But by that point he was so tired and ready to rest - it would have been sadder to watch him continue to barely scrape by#Not even killed by his Beauty! Just one good chomp from one big sick dog :'0#The others trying to protect him - they didn't know him just out of whatever empathy they had for their fellow!#Zero was a hero so that kind of character is easy enough haha but even Harvey! Even after ZEX made him uncomfortable with his long looks lol#He was still willing to help in whatever way he was able ;; And it still ended the same#His last word being just ''pain'' hhhwehhh ;;#It is always the saddest-saddest to me to have such an articulate and eloquent witty verbose and silly character reduced to singulars#Something so simple and still so expressive hh </3 ZEX dearest hweh#But loving also means letting go! Death was a release he needed even if it's sad#I'm a real sucker for Meet Me In The Afterlife kind of stories so I may or may not have batted that around as an idea down the line#He has plenty of loved ones that have seen the other side - even from the Institute specifically!!#It's not exactly a happy ending but it's something <3
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They just got drunk, and now they are sleeping. Just let them have it for a moment, just for this moment.
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#couldn't really help but when I first saw the pic it reminded me of them xddd#am still working on how the au is because am like changing some parts of it#and I wanna learn how to use blender so I can create my own design for everyone aaaaa (probably would happen in a long time)#I did say I would take a short break but I just wanna get this out first hhhh#//#l4d2#left 4 dead 2#l4d2 au#(still working on/revamping the name)#au#l4d2 nellis#nellis#l4d2 nick#l4d2 ellis#l4d2 sfm#left 4 dead 2 sfm#sfm#source filmmaker#sfm poster#l4d2 fanart#fan art#fanwork#my art
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Local owlbear, what she gonna explodee✨
#neopets#neoart#vandagyre#not technically an oc but it is an original design i guess lol#Same with the ogrin I'm starting to open my eyes to these fellas#i used to hate them but i think its just the neo designs lol#Also this technically was a practice to see if I ended up making one of my real OCs into one#but i just settled into a classic eyrie#and i wanted to finish this sketch cause i really liked the pose lmfaoo#I don't.... think I'll be using this for anything??? just wanted to draw an alquemist vanda for my scrungly soul#anyways it takes me stupidly long to finish drawings maybe i should stick to some doodles here and there#vin doods#forgot the tag woops#also stole the green colors from mneo as well cause they're easier on my eyes and the drawing LMFAOO#i want to thank all the likes and reblogs once again though!! it's so heartwarming whenever I open this site i see some notifs :D#i am working on my characters lore but oh god please take the keyboard away from me i write so fuckin much HHHH#ok too much rambling you can stop reading my thoughts now haha
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— Are you sure Burke wants to buy Collinwood? — Yes, he said so. I'm just afraid it's only the beginning of what he wants.
#76.#➤ roger collins & victoria winters & burke devlin. ┊ to know how it ends‚ and still begin to sing it again.#gifs.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#➤ re: burke devlin. ┊ I am stranded in a hungerland of great prosperity.#I just think about Lou’s acting choices a lot.#the little pleading pout he gives her … the yearning after her... the fussing that she's talking to burke in the doorway...#and the way vicki holds eye contact with him ... hhhh.#and this is sandwiched between talking to her on the cliffs and taking her out to the blue whale !! (i think all the same day?)#it's just so... impactful. that this is blocked in the threshold.#lingering between burke and roger; the drawing room and foyer; pulled to either side by two versions of what happened ten years ago.#roger tugging (forcefully) at her loyalty to the collins family and her gratitude for giving her a home and family;#burke tugging her sympathies because he also wants a home; roots; a big house to raise his kids in — he's alone in the world like she is.#[heathcliff] is more myself than i am!#and you can see the realization on his face that should burke tug her too far;#roger's cord of communion will snap and he will take to bleeding inwardly.#vicki by nature of her character not only responds to truth with her favor — but; conversely; by giving her favor creates truth.#when she likes and trusts and wants to spend time w/ roger he fares very well: a breakfast date where she supplies him with an alibi —#a dinner date that covers up his perjury meeting. vicki's good opinion is indispensable for his survival —#the very minute he loses that — when she is certain he's bill's murderer — she turns on him and so does everyone else and he immediately#loses his freedom (albeit only temporarily held at the police station rather than 5 years in prison)#she's not literally taken laura's place with them — but it's remarkable how much her romantic intentions influence the outcome of that#decade-old case; in just the same way that laura choosing roger as her husband and supplying truth through her testimony lead to#burke's condemnation before. it's much the same game roger is playing at this point in the story (at a significant disadvantage#to last time; because he can't offer vicki — penultimate Good Girl — a ring)#vicki's heart; affection; attraction; tied up fundamentally in Justice. and her position as narrator#making it all the more compelling that she writes Truth as vicki is navigating who *very literally* holds the Pen.#burke's story or roger's story? burke's [redacted] or roger's [redacted]?
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Once I figure out how to properly put in a zipper on this vest for Dream it's over for y'all
#Lukas works on the dream cosplay#its.. taking a while#but hhhh i can see the end product so clearly im excited
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((I finally got accepted into a new job....
I'm gonna be a TSO/TSA at the airport here ; ;
I'll finally be able to afford a car and more........))
#{OOC}#idk when my interview will be))#or when I'll start))#I'm so fucking nervous though))#having the title of Officer anything is so nerve wracking hhhh))#it feels like being put in a leader position... which I hate))#but I've got no other choice if I wanna make it))#maybe I'll be able to sit at the x-ray machine ;v;))#also hopefully I can take shifts that are later in the afternoon after my classes))#fingers crossed-))
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Where are my two robot partners taking turns violently fucking me and cumming into my pussy till I can't take it anymore??
#and they still fuck me if i cant take it anymore hhhh#little human you can take some more. we know you can. just a little longer for us sextoy~#my post#robot#monster fucker#robot fucker#omg#robophilia
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"I'm in mood for some Higuruma or Nanami fics, lemme check what their tags offer-"
#it's hard to find something that would interest you when you don't like or aren't in mood for what DOMINATES in the fandom#i'd probably find something if i dug with more patience but hhhh it's 9pm and all i did past two last days was work and blocking#my brain is not build for that rn i just wanted a quick relaxing read 😂😭#btw don't you DARE taking this as an invitation to shit on people who write f!reader#if you have energy to bitch on people for writing what they want you can as well spend it on something that really supports the community#like reblogging leaving comments or making a fic rec lists etc#bas mumbles
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Went absolutely feral on WOY again recently (Patreon)
#Doodles#Wander Over Yonder#Specifically about Peepers#Commander Peepers#Wander#Lord Hater#Fist Fighter#Emperor Awesome#Sylvia#The quality's gonna be scuffed for the next little bit 'cause it was too scribbly to work with lol#I had fun drawing! I just was not feeling particularly careful or clean#Also I decided to try out a new challenge and editing would've eaten up too much of my time - give and take!#Hhhh even after all this time Peepers is still my fave of the cast <3 The Most queer-coded villain (minion) how could I resist!#I'm simply too gay for evil that's just how it goes lol#Plus he is So fun to draw - like all of the WOY cast is they're all so bouncy and squishy! Very fun shapes!#But Peepers is the perfect mix of elements to me - effectively an objecthead with a rounded triangle torso and so expressive!#I love himst#Immediately going in on the shipping lol - yes I do genuinely ship him with everyone featured here#The Fist Fighter is new! But everyone else has precedent lol#He's my favourite so I love all of his dynamics! Or did he Become my favourite Because of his interesting dynamics? Who can say ♪#The most obvious ships like Wandering Eye and Death Glare are probably my favourites but hhghggg he's too interesting to leave alone!#I like him with Awesome because of a specific fic but I even besides that I think they could bounce off each other well!#And with Sylvia it's their begrudging comradery of being the Keepers of their fools <3 They have a lot in common especially their passions#As before I did not expect the Fist Fighter but I recently realized how cute they are and it turned into a rival/friendship/crush thing lol#They're arguably more competent than the Watchdogs - I think C.Peeps could grow to recognize and appreciate their prowess lol#For now it's all one-sided tho haha - still cute!#Anyway let Peepers say ''fuck'' even just once he deserves it
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me watching the terror more like:
#listen i know Everyone on the expedition dies eventually rip#god pls take all of dr goodsirs suffering and give it to mr hickey#can he just get spirited away from the narrative and be okay thanks xx#only got two eps left hhhh#the terror#personal
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hhh i wish i could draw for longer periods of time but the back pain and fatigue really get to me :c
#i wish i could take better care of myself#but i feel so miserable i can barely take care of basic needs never mind going on walks or actually preparing food that is good for me#and i can't afford therapy to take care of the mental stuff#i don't even think my meds are doing much anymore#i'm better than a few years ago but that doesn't mean i'm doing good#hhhh sorry i didn't want to vent that much :[#but this is my only outlet for stuff like this#vent#me complaining :[#misc stuff
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"Wowie I'm so excited!! I can't wait for-" *falls asleep*
#im super excited about starting testosterone but my chronic fatigue/depression/whatever the hell this is is killing me#eee i want to jump around and dance and squeal but im so fucking exhausted#i slept for FOURTEEN HOURS why??#i know sleeping too much can make you feel tired too but hhhh#thats not jt because i always feel like this no matter how i sleep#hell i feel MORE awake when i DONT sleep#like i could pull an all nighter and have more energy than this#...oh wait#..i might be onto something#there is theoretically a chance that my sleepinv pills are making my drowsy for longer than they used to#but I cant not take them#like i will not sleep at all if i dont take them
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