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feel slightly better about the election but i am still worried
Watching this debate has me like this rn
#i take everything i said in the prev tags back lmao#i still think he started out strong in this debate#had me worried for about 5 minutes lol#i still think Kamala needs to do better at speaking to undecided voters#i also think she needs deprogramming training so that she can better communicate to trumps crowd#she got better footing throughout the course of the debate tho#but i expected better from her honestly#if i were an undecided voter or someone who maybe doesn't follow politics closely#Kamala would not have steered me in her direction#but trump would have definitely steered me away from voting for him#just letting trump self destruct isnt a viable strategy to gain undecided votes#people who are still considering voting for trump just take what he says at face value#majority of people watching this debate are not doing any research into what they are discussing#its unfortunately not about whats true or not anymore but about who sounds the most believable#a lot of people are gonna hear trump saying “immigrants are going to your pets” or “brown people are taking your jobs” and just believe that#regardless of actual facts#because of the way he speaks#he is feeding into their emotions#he is good at SOUNDING like he knows what he's talking about even if he is speaking completely gibberish#people like the fact that he isnt a career politician and says whatever comes to his mind#he is relatable to the people who vote for him#Honestly Kamala just isn't relatable to most#and she didn't mention the lower class at all really#she completely skipped over the cost of living and price gouging issues#regardless of how well the economy is doing people are fucking struggling rn#i can barely afford to live#i pay $500 a month for health insurance and still have to pay out of pocket for nearly everything#food and other basic necessities are 3-4x more expensive than they were a few years ago#i could write a damn novel about this. i still would rather be vivisected than vote for trump lol. but kamala needs to step it up a little
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So anyway you repeatedly say we only feel corn husks and similar inedible parts to cattle but Never add a source to back it up. Having worked on farms I’m afraid for the most part the feeds I’ve seen have been parts entirely edible to humans. And like fuck man 5% of all grown soy is fed to humans or however the stat goes, do you really think the remaining 95% is inedible? really?
Anyway yeah I’m asking for a source here cause I don’t want to add this on to months old post
Ingredients such as “grain by-products” are referring to the husks, stalks, and other “green” parts of the plant that we humans don’t actually have the digestive capabilities to eat. The breakdown of most livestock feeds looks like the above when you actually take a look at it.
Different cattle feed, similar ingredients. Still primarily things that, and I have to stress this, you cannot eat. This one is slightly higher in quality and does indeed have actual grain products included. Some of those are edible to humans. Some are not. Generally cattle are fed cattle cubes with supplemental mineral licks and hay. Some also supplement with whole corn, but I can gladly assure you that corn is not in short supply and even if all the corn sold to animal feed was donated to the poor, you can’t actually live off of corn because there’s very little nutrition in it. Hence why in both human and animal food it’s typically seen as a filler ingredient. Keeps the mouth busy with a meal without making your stomach feel full and you end up eating more without feeling satisfied.
Soybeans are really only often used in feed for pigs because they’re a great source of protein for these animals. I would state that soy is also a terrible option to use as an emergency food for humans in need because while, yes, it is indeed a healthy bean, it’s also one of the top eight foods that humans are frequently allergic or intolerant towards. I’d also ask you for whether your 5% of all grown soy statistic is referring to the beans or the entire plant because yeah the beans are the edible part. The rest of the plant isn't especially healthy for humans to eat. I would say the beans are around 5% of a mature soy plant sure.
#No offense anon but when you come here with ACTUALLY MOST OF WHAT FARM COWS EAT IS HUMAN FOOD and bring up SOY in the discussion of COWS#I somewhat doubt you actually have much experience farming#because no actually cattle benefit from the green parts of the plant more than the bean parts in most cases#corn is used as a cheap supplemental feed because it’s cheap and it’s cheap because there’s so so SO much of it#And corn isn’t grown in special livestock only plantations when it’s used as feed as opposed to human food either#corn is grown en masse and processed and then sold to various companies which use the corn for various things#if animal feed companies stopped buying corn and that corn was instead bought by human food companies#that doesn’t mean corn would be any more or less accessible to the hungry#because it would go to grocery stores and TV dinner companies and sauce companies and soda companies and so on#and it would still be sold same as always#world hungerTM isn’t caused because people can’t afford corn#corn is dirt cheap and most people can afford it#it’s just barely a step above eating sand and you can’t live off of it#I’ve gone a few days only eating corn products because they were cheap#and shocking no one I had no energy and felt just as hungry after each bowl as I had before the last#people cannot survive off of that#giving corn to livestock isn’t taking away any resource of value from humans#sorry it just isn’t
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I've been looking into hiking a lot with leon and it's honestly driving me up the walls how gentrified hiking is here in Austria. most of the nicer routes are overrun and/or have horribly expensive parking.
multi day hikes/short camping trips are impossible here if you're broke and have a dog because you need to reserve and pay to sleep in sheds in the alps (that don't allow dogs) and all forms of wild camping are illegal.
idk the realisation that all of the "hardcore" hikers sleep in little well temperatured huts that usually even offer food and drinks made me realise hiking like that is just another pay to play sport. i'll just keep crawling down the day trip mountains instead.
#that's not even touching on how no one can afford to live near the mountains anymore because it's all vacation homes for the ultra rich#in summer i can barely take leon to the river because there are so many biking tourists and none#of then know to ring when they drive up behind you#or wear helmets so if leon gets startled and jumps on their bike they are gonna crack their skulls open on the pavement#i want to go and be out in nature and i hate how it costs so much and sucks so hard
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#this month has been so rough i’m just living day by day and like maybe i’ll get hit by a bus or something and just take all the problems#i have away please#i just wanna like be able to go to the gym take walks enjoy the world but in order to do that i have to work#and with work i genuinely have zero desire to do anything#and even with work i can barely even afford to live which is super fun#i hate it here#so much#like im not joking that playing lads is helping my mental health so much right now im literally put together rn with like#glue and rubber bands
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I'll be fine it's just 4am and I'm tired and I haven't been eating well and I'm sore and
#sorry im going to bitch in the tags i genuinely wish i could afford therapy but this is the best ive got#im so tired of feeling fundamentally unlikeable and worthless. im tired of feeling pitied. and i know its because im broken#there are people that love me and its not enough and i feel disgusting for it not being enough because i want it to be enough so badly#but im also not enough. and nothing i can be is enough. i cant be healthy enough or kind enough or grateful enough or good enough#i throw my struggles at people so i can have acknowledgement that they exist and its disgusting#i try desperately to be desired and its disgusting#how am i supposed to live a life like this. how the fuck will i ever learn to live differently#how can i expect anyone to stay with this. to love it. how can i accept that i know people who will#that their caring isnt because ive lied to them but because they see it and they understand#how the hell. how am i. what am i supposed to. i barely even have a name. what the hell am i. alone.#alone and so fucking tired.
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If it's not fatal at this point I wish it was because at least there would be an end to it visible
#insomnia#when it reaches 120 hours regularly why is it still not serious enough FUCK how much worse is it supposed to get for me to be considered#worthy of attention#I'm practically disabled at this point#at what point is it urgent enough#at what point is it serious enough#it's not going to get better on its own and I did all I could do to improve it but nothing made a slightest difference#«you need cbt» great the whole country is booked for years and it costs ridiculous amount of money that I can't afford because it#disabled me so much I can no longer work and can barely function at all#I hate it#what am I supposed to do#it was easier if it indeed just killed me already instead of these half measures#of being too sick to live but not sick enough to die
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Something that does genuinely concern me is the possibility of the Duffer’s being a major conflict of interest when it comes to supporting the strike out in the open. They’re not just writers but also producers and the show runners. Arguably they have the tightest relationship of any production to Netflix, and so just knowing that they’ve always been very much intertwined, are they going to be willing to voice their support for the strike, beyond just being WGA members who likely voted in support of the strike? Like even the cast, complete silence. I know that it can be hard for a lot of reasons, but the complete silence, besides that one writer who posted about it, has me side eying the situation as it’s unfolding.
For the last few Friday’s, they’ve been active posting about stuff, and so are they going to keep that going by posting today, hopefully something to agknowledge the strike, or are they going to just act like nothing is going on and carry on with Easter egg like content? Or worse, are they not going to post at all and so we won’t even know what to think?
It’s just so weird bc they’ve known about this strike for months now. They’ve known about it when they’ve been stringing fans along with little things over the last month. And now, silence, at a time when silence is not the best choice, especially when they are the hugest show in television rn. The duffers coming out and saying something about putting pressure on Netflix would actually have the capacity to get something to happen, and yet they don’t… and it makes me think they’re a conflict of interest bc unlike their writers, they get paid A LOT!
And when it comes to filming starting, I’m concerned that just because they have the first few scripts written and finalized, the Duffers are just gonna say fuck the strike go through with it and start the production for those earlier episodes, either without any writers present bc they’re on strike and so no rewrites, meaning we’re risking the quality not being as good as it would be with them. Or worse, the Duffers are gonna go cross picket lines and scab, and rewrite the scenes themselves essentially going against the strike and their own writers to side with the studios that want it done…
Like I want Stranger Things filmed as soon as possible, I really do. But I also am a little bit unsettled by s5 being soured just knowing they chose a route that sided with corporations and not the writers getting paid mf crap while they are in Netflix’s pockets.
Even though I’m skeptical, I’m still hopeful that they’ll say something, maybe the st writers Twitter will make a statement for all the writers, including the duffers to show their support. But just considering how quiet it’s been, I do wonder how they view the situation.
Do they think it will be over at any moment, without their interference and so they’re just waiting for that? Are they genuinely being advised to say nothing, including the cast and so that’s going to be the case until this is over (if it’s even over any time soon).
Like wtfff is going on in their brains I need to know what they’re thinking about all of this.
Bc them being silent all throughout or even worse doing the exact opposite of supporting the strike by literally starting filming anyways against all of their writers best interests, would be the worst possible course of action. The final season won’t be remembered for all the love and dedication put into it, it’ll be remembered for the greed. And that pisses me off bc the writers don’t deserve that! This is their baby and they’re literally out here risking it all to have a live-able wage, only to be undermined at the risk of everything. It fucking sucks.
#byler#stranger things#writers strike#st writers#duffer brothers#pls st writers Twitter post blatant writers strike solidarity today I swear to god#literally the duffers could protest#the cast could show their support or even protest#and we’d all be going above and beyond to pressure Netflix and other streamers to pay their fair share to writers#but they’re just silent#and so all we’re left doing is going#‘ughh when is s5!? I hope this doesn’t affect s4! I can’t handle any more delays! the cast is gonna be old by the time it airs!!’#and it’s just all so misguided#these ppl making the show we love can barely afford to make a fucking living#ppl involved with the show make millions and have a huge audience that could make a difference#and it just saddens me that they’re probably being told they can’t#and so they’re just staying quiet to protect themselves and their livelihood#it’s obviously not all black and white#it’s complex#but the sooner more people in power step up#the sooner it will be over#the longer they stay silent#who tf knows how long this will go on
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Between Dropout being so “progressive” and having people like Brennan preaching anti-capitalist ideology all while locking their content behind a paywall, to now Watcher doing the same thing? I hate it here.
#look shit on Critical Role all you want#the reason I’ve never gotten into Dimention 20 is because I can’t afford it#at least Critical Role is free#and now Watcher is quite literally following in their footsteps#we live in a fucking recession#I can barely make rent#let alone this bs#watcher#dropout
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Ooooo you wanna give me a box of cookie sooo bad dont you you know you wanna
damn its like ive spent my life on this website or something
#happy birthday to me :)#not really planning on doing anything to celebrate lmao and yet birthday insomnia STILL snipes me right at 12 AM#stag#kitscribbles#I got me some tattoos!! They are so scrungly :3#they are my 1/3 sonas from when i was a little child trying to pick apart my personality freudian-style#like legit i was shocked to learn about the id ego and superego. that was wild. for a moment i was scared i reincarnated from that guy#god i hope not. guy was interesting but crazy#these guys dont really represent that anyway. they're just me :) picked apart into 3 in various ways that i can represent with color#Now part of me forever uwu#i can barely afford them but life is for living and im doing pretty alright#anyways. 22!! only 4 more years before the military isnt looking to enlist me anymore#*raises a can of ourple fanta* to a long future enriched by the little things. And a few really big things#i think ill redraw them later with more careful details
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i hate how entitled I end up feeling bc this is my sentiment but . Really really resenting that my parents aren’t going to help me with school or rent or anything while they super can
#230k income and they say they can’t afford to help. bull fucking shit#I work full time and make 30k a year and my mom said#and I quote#‘that’s it?’#YES THATS FUCKING IT HOLY SHIT?#I had to beg her to help with medical expenses for the cat she LEFT US WITH#and she says her and my dad can barely afford their house but she has never had access to their financials#so how would she know all of a sudden#I don’t know I’m struggling and I’m making a budget spreadsheet and I don’t have time for hobbies trying to do both work and school#and it makes me so angry because all my friends get help from their parents and mine just. I don’t know#I feel abandoned and hurt because it was like my mom and us against the world but she chose my dad in the end and that meant shutting us out#like whatever it is what it is. but it’s also not and I have so much hurt and anger pent up because I feel fed to the fucking wolves#btw out of their 3 kids I’m the only one they would have to pay ANY tuition for#and I’m going to a state school in the state which I was born and currently live. it would not be financially devastating.#(for them.)#fafsa is going to give me nothing unless I get married to my boyfriend so I can be an independent#bc fafsa is so fucking awful and is like mmmmm your parents will pay :) but they WONT THATS THE FUCKING POINT
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saw a post about projecting your ethnicity onto a character and started missing vespa ilkay. so so bad
#pov u grow up in a 3rd world country(/planet) where healthcare workers are exported by the thousands like cheap produce to richer countries#it's your ticket out of poverty as long as you can deal with the loneliness the separation from everyone you know the discrimination etc#ive never talked about my hc that vespas mother was one of them sending money every month visiting every couple of years until it just stop#like why return to the swamps when youre doing fine working on a richer planet w much better living conditions#cost of living rises every year. sending home a % of your salary used to be enough to support your husband and daughter and then it isnt#you know how it goes#vespa is also dead set on this path until ranga realizes that hemorrhaging healthcare workers leaves them with little to none of their own#students on scholarships or in community/state universities are bound by return service agreements and are forbidden to leave the country#until theyve rendered a few years of work on ranga to pay back their tuition + as a really shitty solution to the brain drain problem#this is real in my country btw but my professors say a lot of ppl do break their rsa's and fucked off to work in other countries LOL#our state unis can barely afford decent facilities they do nottt have the budget to chase down their own alumni in other countries!#but the mental image is a bit funny#vespa ilkays first crime: tinakasan ang rsa#i do also think it lines up with her having a network of med friends everywhere in the galaxy (heart of it all) you kind of go into pre/med#expecting most of your classmates to leave to work in other countries eventually. mine are aiming for the usa / uae / europe / japan etc#anyway whether vespa breaks her rsa or not she leaves ranga asap decides to switch careers and the rest is history#i also deeply love the fact that she's superstitious i'm very sad it wasn't highlighted more (i've only heard s1-3)#as someone who did grow up in a rural area and went to more albularyos/folk healers than doctors in my childhood. (they never failed me)#lots of folk illnesses (ex. balis; pasma) local medical superstitions (dont eat noodles in hospital; youll have a really toxic shift) etcc#theres also a lot of potential in tying her past as a rangian + med student + assassin to me idk how to word this properly#being raised on cautionary tales of not to touch/disturb anything in the swamps then being given free reign to poke & prod at things in her#lab classes (now with the proper ppe)....she was having so much fun with the curemother prime too lmao#years of walking hanging bridges docks boathouses in ranga etc gave her great balance & stealth#cracking open alien shellfish in the swamps to cutting open bodies for studying then for assassination....#I MISS HER SO MUCH BALIK KN SAKEN 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i get why most people + the canon focuses on her being an assassin bc people find that cooler i guess#but vespa being a swamp girl > 3rd world med student > assassin is so personal To Me. the whole pipeline. eugh.#skl.txt
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honestly if you live in a blue state and can afford a decent home and all your meds/food/utilities i want to hear NOTHING in regards to us in red states
i live in greg abbott's red texas. you know, the largest state that borders the most vilified neighboring country and receives the majority of latino immigrants + has a huge black population + a lot of arab and asian immigrants
i will not tolerate blame put on the people in red states who are constantly harassed and belittled because of their race, origin, religion, gender, and economic status
you want someone to blame? blame your party who did nothing to get people out of poverty, did nothing in response to police violence and killings, did nothing for palestine/lebanon, did nothing in response to abbott and desantis' vitriolic anti-latino racism and policies
democrats did what they do best, follow the right-leaning trend and lose to republicans
#literally there are more and more homeless people everytime i go into the city#doesnt matter which city#we have homeless people here in my town which is a hell to travel on foot because we literally have a highway cutting through everything#there are no sidewalks and barely any places for camping that arent private property#majority of people i check out at work use ebt cards for food#and even then its mostly white people that have access to those government funds#most of the latinas that i check out are vigilant in their coupons just to make sure they can afford necessities for their homes#using money that their husbands are breaking their backs for because its the only job available to them#shits been getting worse and worse here no matter who was president#and it will continue to get worse#people are already dying it will be an epidemic#and im trying my best to better my family's situation so i can be quicker in helping my neighbors#but even then i fell like itll be too late by the time it comes down to that#just#do more#be a good person to everyone regardless of if they share your political views#cus ill tell you something when people are in survival mode and wanting to claw themselves out they will find any justification for bigotry#they will find someone to blame for their circumstance because its not normal to live like this#some blame the government and some blame immigrants#feed them and show them that people are not their enemy its the fucking rich assholes in government keeping them at the bottom#so that rich assholes stay on top no matter what happens to the world around them#the entire world could be burning and they still will be wasting money because its nothing to them
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I just don’t have the strength to keep myself going
#i can barely feed myself and keep my house clean#I don’t know how much longer I can keep going#I’m so tired#I can’t afford to keep living with all my health issues#i feel so fucking alone#and like my life is already over
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ngl something in my gut told me watcher entertainment was going to get fucked up somehow. i literally didn't think it was going to be them setting up a subscription service for 6 dollars a month or w/e (btw netflix charges this same price but with ads now) and fucking themselves over. hell! including the taxes alone would make it approx. 8 dollars, and i can't even account for the international audience who's equivalence of 8 bucks can equal up to them being able to eat, afford transportation, etc. (seen one international person say in an ig comment, not sure where they were from tho).
so yeah, sorry if i my heart isn't in it for the company. i got over rooster teeth. this is just another flash in the pan. so yeah. so long and thanks for all the laughs.
#watcher#watcher bootlickers dont interact#this really bothers me like. girlies we cant keep doing this.#like sorry i dont feel much sympathy towards people who had 55 thousand dollar weddings. own a tesla. and more#im not saying they Cant have these things. i just dont think you can do something like this and a large percent of your audience-#- be older teens/university age#i can barely afford to eat dude. i live w my aunt while im going to school full time wtf...#literally got on my laptop for this one
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I just got the letter with the estimated monthly bill for my health insurance for next year and it doubled again
#I paid like $36 for basically 2 years straight then this year it hiked up to $80 after they said it'd probably be like $45#I ain't trusting that projection time to get new health insurance#vena vents#not art#I can barely pay $80/mo you fuckers think I can afford to shell out double that???????#And no I can't get govt assistance I live with my parents and they make too much#At least I got sterilized on this plan jfc#if worst comes to worst I'll end up weaning off wellbutrin because I can NOT afford that shit on shit insurance
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cali taxes and the cost of living are so ridiculously expensive yet so little of that is going towards relief for natural disasters which we are routinely slammed with + horrible infrastructural issues esp in socal. the roads here are cracked and riddled with horrible potholes in lower class areas due to thr severe heat and sunlight but rhe solution seems to either be a.) ignore until enough people die/get into accidents or b.) build more roads ??
#and banks are always swooping in to open even More shitty housing that is built to withstand maybe a soft gust of wind.#i am grateful to live here given i understand how horrible it can get in other areas esp on a global scale but are you fucking serious.#it is so insanely hard to survive here. my parents were able to move out by the skin of their teeth in the early 2000s with minimal help and#baby me in tow..meanwhile i am 23 and still lving at home and i can barely afford groceries let alone meds and im saving up to just.#hop ship.
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