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gayymomgod · 6 months ago

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you should share some sebastián and andrés lore if u got any………. :33

OOHHH HAI REX !!!! this is so exciting oh i have a TON of lore for the two!!!

i’ve been working on their characters since my Junior Year (2021/2022) and their actual story a little more further in ^_^ they have their own tag i use 4 them !! #Sebastian and Andres , without the accent marks 2 make it easier 2 search for LOL i’ve shared things of the two already under there, so feel free to take a looksie !!

the silly part of it is how Sebas n Andrés are in their own separate universe from my other characters, all of which live in the same universe together LOL so compared to the others, there isnt rlly a lot of like . outer world or fantastical lore ^_^ literally their story takes place in 2015

they r both aroace! i have lil comics n whatnot that i mainly keep 2 myself (bc theyre never finished) so here u get lucky n get one of my wips

their actual main story i wanna work on touches more on their struggles as a whole but i have been wanting to work on more comics regarding their orientations! sebas had more troubles accepting being aroace bc of being mexican n the expectations placed on them by their parents !! andrés deals w a similar situation regarding their parents, but have an easier time accepting it themselves bc they already go against what people expect of them so !! it's a thing i hope 2 explore more, and i so do hope i get 2 do more regarding their queerplatonic relationship ... (they literally move in together !!)

thank u 4 asking about them tbh i just rlly love sharing what i can about the two i love sebas and andrés they're literally apart of me

#ask #antidawg #i barely get sent asks....#so this was def a treat !!!!!!!#feel free 2 ask about anything else regarding them or my other ocs !!#i'm always 100% willing 2 talk about them :3 #n feel free 2 share ur ocs w me too !!#esmé sillies #esmé art #sebastian and andres #aromantic #asexual #aroace

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buwheal · 4 months ago

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How is your hand doing? Is it still bleeding, at all?

#This is a bit of an unusual one i think #I couldnt get it off my mind.#Short one also. like a certain someone... /j #Its sweet. that they sent an ask to check on it. I wouldve never thought of that.#Plus it definitely shows him that you care more than barely surface level. Which fits into the whole “drill it into him” thing-#i want.#every time he asks something along those lines. and you answer to tell him you care. he gets it a little more.#If you go back in YGM! his behavior towards you is different and out of everything thats changed #that goal has stayed the same throughout everything #His shift in behavior as you talk to him and build a relationship #you have no idea how crazy i am about this if the tags paragraph wasnt a very small peek into it #[you've got mail!]#spamton #spamton g spamton #deltarune #deltarune spamton #deltarune chapter 2 #i think drawing hands has finally clicked for me while i was working out the first hand pose on paper #obviously the paper sketch looks a little better cause of ygms style but YYIIPPEESS i think i am Starting To Get It !#Woawie youre all done for when i get hands down better

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elderwisp · 9 months ago

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Atlas: Taryn? Hey!

Atlas: What happened-

Taryn: Please don’t.

Atlas: Can you talk to me?

Taryn: [ strained ] What is there to say that you don’t already know? I keep asking myself why you’re so nice to me all of a sudden. Why would someone like you be around someone like me and it’s such a… Mind-fuck.

Atlas: I swear to you, it isn’t like that-

Taryn: Am I just a one night stand?

Atlas: [ stammers ] N-No!

Taryn: Convincing.

Atlas: I’m sorry it wasn’t a good enough response, I’m just caught off guard. Why would you assume that?

Taryn: Because my questions made sense the minute you walked out of that building and there was lipstick smeared all over your face. Then you gave me this look, something about it made me realize I wasn’t the first and I don’t think I’d be the last.

Atlas: [ flatly ] We didn’t even catch each other's name, that’s how little it meant.

Taryn: [ barely a whisper ] Oh now that’s incredibly fucked up… Was that supposed to make me feel better?

Atlas: Bee-

Taryn: [ voice breaks ] Was it worth it? [ pauses ] Don’t… Answer that. I’m… Gonna go now.

#♪ underneath the midnight sky together we’ll be set free ♪#what a horrible way to end march #the discord is gonna beat me up #JUST A FEW NOTES IN THE TAGS IN CASE U WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THE BRAINROT FESTERING MY MIND #SO did u notice how atlas maintained eye contact up until the tenth panel like he's being seen and it's uncomfortable #also the fact that all he musters up is the most ruthless comment like DAWG DAWGGGGGGGGG A STAB TO THE CHEST MATE #also to the anon that sent the ask about atlas and taryn i was just barely starting to map out this whole arc so when you sent that ask #i was like gAH GAHHHHH #nefarious machinations have commenced #fellas lemme tell u somethin it gets worse #this is just a lil dip in the pool #tessellate #sims 4 story #show us your story #tessellate: atlas #tessellate: taryn

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icewindandboringhorror · 3 months ago

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I occasionally wish to reach out to old friends/acquaintances I haven't spoken to since high school/some other even earlier time in my life, but I have SOOO little social energy even for required tasks (like making dr phone calls or etc), I never have any leftover for extra ones, and it would be very odd to message someone I haven't spoken to in like 5 years out of the blue but then take 4 entire months to respond back lol.. My natural curiosity with nostalgia/collecting details of the past/etc. (literally if I were born a little earlier I would definitely do scrapbooking or something lol) is very strong, but, alas, not strong enough to beat out the Social Issues Demons apparently

#facebook always does that 'here's a post from this day 8 years ago' thing. and I see old comments interacting #with people and it's so like.. OOOOO~~ where are they now?? what's going on? how much have they changed as people?#how much are they the same? this is fascinating. i should contact them!!' but then it's like... take that to it's logical conclusion though #you would contact them and then IF they even responded it would take you 80 years to respond and then they would #think there was something wrong or that you were trying to be insulting or something. To contact anyone I need to include an 85 page #disclaimer of all of my social issues & mental illness things. 'If i take 3 weeks to reply I promise it has nothing to do with u' etc lol #THIS is why more people need to be into phone calls/voice calls/some form of audio real time communication/etc.#I think one of the main things that's hard about messaging through text for me is it's so unscheduled and open ended #(plus it takes forever if you're talking about anything in detail and gets very long very quickly)#because like you can send a message and then just get a reply whenever. and then you're expected to reply back whenever #so it's like you never know when the response will come or when a new obligation to reply can come up? so it's like this sudden thing with #no outline?? if that makes sense. whereas a phone call is very like 'hello let's schedule a call from 10am - 2pm on thursday'. And you know #EXACTLY when the interaction will start and EXACTLY when it will end and you can plan around it in your schedule easily.#I have the reverse thing of a lot of people (how people don't pick up phone calls/hate calls/only text)#I would literally talk on the phone with a stranger. I would have a discord voice chat with someone I barely know.#if someone I hardly even remember from elementary school asked to have a voice call with me out of nowhere I would do it.#but if a stranger MESSAGED me?? or someone I barely know sent me a TEXT or something?? I will never reply probably #It's just too vague and weird. and you can't read voice tone over text. and the interaction could last forever with no clear end #point and etc. etc. But a call is like. set. established. clear boundaries. you can read the flow of conversation better. rapport. etc. etc #I get that I guess people feel more anonymous or distanced over text?? but you can have fake phone numbers on the computer. or do like disc #rd calls. or zoom without a camera or etc. etc. Also the distance that's present in text is BAD distance because it just means that tone is #not conveyed properly and you will never truly get a sense of the person's conversational vibe or mannerisms or how well you really click.#ANYWAY ghgjh...... I'm so so so interested in concepts of like.. How did that one kid I used to talk to in elementary school #but then they moved away in 5th grade - how did they end up? what are they doing now?? etc. etc. Like despite the severe social anhedonia #and general lack of connection with others I'm just really fascinated in like.. idk. the human development of it all and like #the concept of how we're actually a million different people through the course of our lives ever evolving in different iterations and etc.#PLUS again. i love nostalgia. sometimes old peple you know might remember a shared memory or can tell you about something you forgot #or etc. like it's SUCH A COOL THING in CONCEPT but I am too socially inept generally speaking lol. which people I still talk to today are #familiar with my 'phone call once every few months' communication style. but strangers would just be like... wtf. And I don't blame them #Sure I literally cannot change the physical health + brain issues i have - but also I know enough to not put others through that lol

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isekyaaa · 1 month ago

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I think someone that follows this blog mentally connected with my mind and caught wind of me playing with the idea of deleting my writing blog and starting anew.

#rambles #bc i don’t think i mentioned it on here did i?#i just…..#deep down i don’t think majority of my followers even deserve to red what i have to write #i write primarily for myself and i share it as a courtesy for others #but i don’t like the way i’m treated #not that i’m getting treated badly #but i feel like i’m getting treated like a content creator and that really grosses me out #if you’re going to treat me like that i’d rather not feed any of you #i’ll just feed myself and the one (maybe two) people that care to read my works #it’s really odd to put a finger on exactly how i’m being treated tbh #i think verbalizing that post i recently made on that blog really so.idofied things in my mind #*solidified #what i really want is a sense of community in some way #but the truth of the matter is that most people do not care #they only care about what you have to offer #i’m trying to communicate and i’m barely getting anything in return #honestly i said this before but i really have a bad view of most of my followers #leeches is what majority of them are #ungrateful leeches #i need to answer really nice asks people sent me but i’m not in the mindset to do that right now

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francixoxoxo · 5 months ago

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I’ve been struggling with writing and motivation lately to be totally honest

#I feel so bad bc I feel like I haven’t been putting things out as frequently as I used to #but I just can’t bring myself to write without it being word vomit shit #i don’t know how to explain it #I just can’t get motivated #I feel like I’m writing too many drafts at once #like just barely picking at them all and I’m not getting much done in the long run #and I feel bad to make people wait so long for the next fic to come out #ESPECIALLY the people who sent me asks #and ESPECIALLY bc when school starts again for me (August 13) I might have to slow down even more on writing bc I’m in all advanced classes #and it might be a lot more work and take a lot more time out of my free time #but I won’t disappear off the face of the platform DEFINITELY #idk I feel so lazy #vent #francescas anthology

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guinevereslancelot · 8 days ago

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talking stage is the worst. just want to be securely in love already 😔

#i hate the talking stage bc i get my hopes up way too fast and then it basically never works out anyway 😂#just want to skip to knowing someone well and being comfortable with them and not over analyzing every interaction #he said he was heading home from work and made a joke abt not making it home alive bc of the roads #and that was 1.5 hours ago #and it seemed like a bid to stop talking for a bit 😂#but at the same time im lowkey like should i text and ask if he got home safe? he almost certainly did but is it annoying to ask?#or is he hoping i ask?#kill meeeee #i texted him several times today and i dont want to be annoying lol #truly dont know him super duper well he's more of a lowkey friend i barely text with generally #and off and on the past two years there's been a vibe he's interested but when i act interested he backs off again so i don't know #but this time he for sure is he literally asked me out and he sent two wink emojis yesterday #but that doesnt mean im not bothering him lol #anyway dating is the worst in general but early stages are awful #was juuuust getting out of awk early stage w a guy over the summer then he broke up w me #which literally hasn't happened since my first bf at 13 lol #wasnt in love w him yet but i already have such a hard time believing someone is actually interested and cares so it did some damage lol #so now im extra paranoid #but i want to be cool and lowkey and comfortable already this sucks so bad 😭#i hate not knowing

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gwalch-mei · 13 days ago

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realizing my remarkable playlist can be divided into three categories.

i love you so much and i’m gonna go feral abt it bc you make me 🥰

let’s have weird kinky gay sex

and

DIVORCE. DIVORCE. IM ALSO MAIMING YOU.

#this is it this is just remarkables bare essentials #also hey if you’ve sent me an ask i see it and ily and im not ignoring it!!! i just can’t give you a thought out answer like you deserve si #since i’m still at work <3 #so when i get home ill answer!!!!#sir gawain #sir lancelot du lac #remarkable #beep beep richie

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anotherpapercut · 1 year ago

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CORRECT THANK YOU FOR SHARING

#submission #I actually have seen this meme because someone sent it to my supervisor at some point and she showed it to all of us ajdbkajs #working with a bunch of gay autistic math nerds fucking rules lmfao y'all have no idea #one of my bosses is super into sci fi and is also a math teacher and puts star trek and firefly and buffy and hitchhikers guide etc etc #references in EVERYTHING he makes. I took a math class from him once and all of the test questions were about some fuckin show #whenever he runs meetings he asks us questions based on star trek usually. recently in a meeting he asked us to choose the best captain #I'm one of only like 3 people who watches all of this shit so I looove going to meetings when he runs them #bc he'll ask some fuckin question like who's the best star trek captain. and the 3 of us who knows what's going on will just start arguing #while everyone else looks around like what the fuck is going on right now (this one always gets the newbies)#my ALL TIME favorite Jake moment tho was when I was there one night and there were no students so we were all just hanging out #and Jake walks out of his office and he looks kind of annoyed. and he's a big dude like super tall and broad and loud as hell #so I can hear him like mumbling shit all annoyed and I'm like hey Jake what's up? you doin ok?#and he sighed and was like no. the schools internet filter started blocking my FAVORITE board game forum #and now when I have a thought I can't just look it up to see if anyone's said anything about it. and that's like ALL I do. it's so annoying #and I was like Jake maybe that's why they blocked it akddjkansbdjsdbebs #god I love that dude. and this barely mentions my other supervisor who is autistic and pansexual and married to a woman #and both of them foster several kids. Jake has like 10 fuckin kids or smth bc he was fostering a couple of kids and then he got married #and she already had children and then they had a baby together. idk he's got like a whole baseball team they're very cute

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one-vivid-judgment · 1 month ago

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Let's play "Is the seasonal depression coming back strong or am I just days/hours away from getting my period and my serotonin levels are, therefore, below the Earth's surface?"

#literally nothing excites me anymore rn #i turn on my switch to play and I'm exhausted barely two minutes in #i can't watch a series cause I'm not in the appropriate mood/headspace #i don't even bother opening the fic doc these days cause i know I'm gonna give up after like. 10 words #haven't gotten any more comments asking for updates on L&L thank God #but i did get a very guilt-trippy anon like. a few weeks ago or so? when someone asked if I still did yakuza hcs #i didn't see it until now #said smt like 'now imagine all the people who sent you requests crying and going HOW COULD YOU DELETE THEM? :)'#which like... fuck you then #i wish my hyperfixations could stay still for ten fucking minutes but guess what. that shit ain't up to me #and those kinds of asks are really NOT an incentive to come back to writing yakuza stuff if I ever jump back to it #like. girl I deleted all my hc posts before. you don't want that to happen again #but in any case that ask is the reason I've taken anon privileges away #I'm already hanging on by a thread and have barely functioned as a normal person this past week—#one more guilt trip and/or someone asking for fic updates and I'm gonna go ham on somebody

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thegreatimpersonator · 10 months ago

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#its like... i can't even go a week without wanting to take a hiatus again #i barely even did anything and i've gotten hate all day #just nonsensical parasocial nonsense and people calling me names #i had such a shitty day and have just been truly fighting the urge to cry #and i cant even escape to my blog for a distraction #using this blog has become so exhausting solely bc there's no way to control what gets sent to me #i cant block anons from being weird to me or harassing me #i get an unimaginable amount of troll asks that just want to get attention #i want to keep my inbox open because the nice ones are so nice but the bads ones are starting to outweigh them by far #im genuinely so.... tired #im going to bed

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enigmatic-jinx · 2 months ago

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Mentally i am shaking my boss (dm) and the people in charge of the company i work with

Mild fit of rage rn, sorry

#cuz like how the fuck am i actually applying the “tips” yall suggest anyway. and still just barely not reaching #the percentage yall fucking ask for after quietly changing it on everyone #NOT TO MENTION YALL DONT TAKE IN ACCOUNT OF THESE STUPID. BROKE HALF THE TIME. ASS MACHINES WE GOTTA STRUGGLE WITH #THAT YALL WONT FUCKING ACTUALLY FIX OR STRAIGHT UO REPLACE #“oh you have to be hitting this percentage as company policy in 90 days or we'll have to let you go”#THEN FUCKING FIX THE DAMN THINGS #MAYBE MAKE IT EASIER TO CONTACT HR?????? OR TO BE ABLE TO ASK ABOUT HELP OR ACCOMMODATIONS???????#cuz I'm stiiiiiill pissed that our employee pages have a fucking tab. FOR HR. BUT IT DOESNT ACTUALLY HAVE A WAY TO CONTACT HR?????#what do you meeeaaan we have to go to the Public webpage to be able to do anything hr related????????#WHY HAVE THAT TAB THERE THEN #ugghhhhh #and the worst part is. i really do enjoy my job actually. its just bullshit with the machines and the harrassment to “be better”#that fucking sucks #and like. i didnt know until a couple months after working with the company that they changed to uph requirement to 75% vs the 65% when #i was hired initially. that was a silent change some of my coworkers didnt know either #and the fuckign print outs they make for orientation still say 65% to my knowledge #cuz they havent updated that shit since like. 2018 or something like that #anyway. ranting over now dhkdhkdhe i just get very heated over this cuz its not something me or my coworkers have any control over #even when we're already doing all the things in the very not helpful tips pdf sent w the reports

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romantically-yours · 5 months ago

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YALL A GIRL BOUGHT ME A DRINK YESTERDAY AND I GOT HER NUMBER!!!!

#oni talks #thoughts #idek what else to tag this as but like #raaahhhhbim so excited and happy!!! we swapped Spotifies too and she even asked my sign #also we’re getting together again this Friday! also I’m technically supposed to find other stuff for us to do but im indecisive/unsure what #All she’d like yet?? also I wore like 6inch heels and barely came up to her height #she was so nice and cool!!! and we’re in the same/similar situation!!#also she actually takes some level of initiative which like idk if yall have noticed but that’s lowkey RARE AS FUCK #my one regret that night (aside from the man that broke my purse) is that I forgot what artist she asked me about #it’s funny I was originally gonna leave early but then she appeared!!!#I don’t wanna be TOO hopeful bc it’s early but like!!! I have so many activity ideas!!#also this is really hammering in that I desperately need to clean and organize my place omfg #coz how tf am I gonna invite her over for shit if it’s like this aahhh #also I hope she likes the music I sent/is on my account aahh #she texted me as soon as she left that she wanted to hug me and I just AAAAHHHHHH

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fuckwatari · 9 months ago

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I just read your latest fem!L/watari fic on ao3 and I loved it sooo freaking much!! The way you write L being jealous absolutely makes me go feral also, I lose my mind every time

Also the watari gilf appreciation, delicious every time. Thank you for writing omg💖😭🙏

thanks hehe, glad to hear! though you should really go thank @vriskarlmarx for that one, because i wouldn't have written any more of watari/fem!L if they hadn't decided to blow up my fics' comment sections and discussed ideas with me <3

#this just in: interacting with your local writer may get them motivated to write things. who'd have thunk!#also i mean this in the nicest way possible but i‘m fascinated by the fact that you sent this ask to the sideblog i barely use #instead of my main which is linked on ao3 and where i can be seen actively Doing Stuff lmao #i guess the 'horny for watari' theme on here seems more appropriate for discussing my work

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arcadequeerz · 3 months ago

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Whars up I'm sick as fuck.

#i fewl like dog shit rn and all i wanna do is lie ib this bed and rot away.#its prob juat a cold but i still feel horid.#hell is having my nose leaking constantly and coughing uncontrollably to the point ur throat n chest hurtsm #also tumbles ate mre asks. so im so sorry to anyone that sent me anything.#i need to check more opften but i e been sleeping mostly rn so i am v sorry.#and dealing w the usual bullshit w my family. great times.#im not gonna get into shit but its hard. snd bad. and exhausting.#September was supposed to be kinder and its just been awful.#sorry im barely here anymore. i barelt feel here ever. just kinda struggling to exist right now at all.#Cade.vnt #also have photo of bigfoot as a reaction image. hes fine he just looks like thatm.

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lycanthian · 11 months ago

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i need to fuckign explode

#i need to talk tohim i need to talk to him i need to talk to him i need to tlak to him but i caaaaaaaaaaaaaaant bc im too scared of that lol #it was on my mind two months ago it was on my mind a month ago and its on my mind now and it is driving me insane #bjt k dont want to say what it is because thats a can of worms of potential for people to Know i dont want #so glad the guy in question is locked out of tumblr and the other guy involved barely looks at tumblr #only fucking place i can get this thought out even vaguely #i need to talk to both of them bt i cant because i feel like i will die trying to. heart attack on the spot #as much as i dont want him to i hope he gets a notif for this and asks me sbout it #even though theres no way hed knownim specificslly talking abt him #bc at leas that way it spares me the fucking nightmare kf bringing it up to someone #and its like. objectively not s problem #if i just used my words and talked it out it would be done so fast.but the problem is even though i talk to both of them so much #the thought of talking to them abt this specific thing scares me so bad that #i think if i sent a text about it i would close discord snd not open it for 2 years #sighghhggggghhghgghhhggh ive been rlly good abt not venting on tumblr lately bc i didnt like doing it in the first plsce but #there is literally nowhere else for me to complain about this in a spacethat i am comfortable complaining sbt it in #that does not include one of the affected guys #lycan howls

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