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hello! i just wanted to let u know that i love you as much as church loves jem carstairs <3
(i love you a lot is what i’m trying to say)
art: @cassandrajean
#i appreciate everybody on here#and thank u for creating such a nice community#it’s so fun being on here and chatting to people who also love tsc#i’m having the time of my life thanks to YOU#so hell yeah i’m sending u huge church to jem carstairs vibes right now <3#*fires a love heart your way*#church#jem carstairs#cassandra clare#the infernal devices#ghosts of the shadow market#tid#gotsm#tsc
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Confession? Not bad, confession! Last one. Come on!
Yin Anan as JACK and War Wanarat as JOKER JACK & JOKER | EP. 6
#yin anan#war wanarat#yinwar#jack and joker#jack and joker the series#jack and joker u steal my heart#jack & joker#jackjoker#jackjoke#lana.gifs#jack&joker.gifs#the horrors i went through in order to bring this set to life... god. only she knows.#everybody appreciate the commitment to my own brand as a slow gifmaker the new ep comes out in just a few hours and here i am#esmetracks#rinblr#raeblr#forfive#aejeonghae#clairedaring#tusermona#tuseryoo#tuseralexa#tuservic#userrlaura#userbon#userlinnea#uservix#userpharawee#userspicy#userspring
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#warframe 1999#amir beckett#maaan having this lil guy appear in my backrooms right on christmas sure felt like a gift#he's so romantic and kinda kinky ngl#i wasn't expecting that lol#here are some of my favorite screenshots to end the year#tried recreating the 6th one but forgot which frame did that pose🥲i kinda hate it but listen... i know you know why im posting it#amir beckett appreciation post#is amir brainrot a thing?#merry christmas everybody
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greg not only being tom’s attack dog, but his therapy dog, sheepdog, guide dog, watchdog, service dog
#tomgreg#just having a bit of fun with this episode :)#i just can't get over the scene where everybody is coming at tom at all angles#mirroring what he says at the beginning and he fully exposes how dependant he is on greg and how much he leans on him#and greg steps up and tries to corral the siblings bc tom can't breathe#and then tom begs him please PLEASE and greg tries to lead them all ESPECIALLY shiv bc he knows tom is vulnerable right now and#shiv is dangerous re: guard dog#ALSO THE NOPE YOU CAN GIVE IT TO ME BILLY I DIDNT NOTICE THAT FIRST GO ROUND#and tom looks and POSSIBLY smiles at him??? :(( sigh. he appreciates the readiness in which greg is acting in his side of the partnership#something tom hasn't really gotten before...... sigh. sigh#and the end like i Know it was for greg himself but it was for tom too i'm putting my foot down#especially with fry her ass up at the beginning here it's even easier to associate the two#plus the whole information is like fine wine etc etc. it was for himself And for tom#iwould go so far as to say Especially For tom. don't @ me
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can people be nicer about the solar eclipse because i've had people irl laugh at me when i express disappointment over the bad weather forecast and online i see tons of people being rude about it too? like where is your whimsy and sense of awe at the universe and how dare you insinuate that i'm being frivolous to be sad about potentially missing what is, for my area, a once in a lifetime event?
#like everybody is like oh well that's a good thing because if it’s cloudy everyone will STAY HOME!!!!#and im like???? yeah the highways are gonna be insane but??#why laugh at the misfortune of us potentially missing something INSANELY COOL?#be nice to our guests who traveled to see it. be nice to those of us who live here who are thrilled about it.#idk man i think traffic being bad for a day or two is a trade-off for something that i will literally have no shot at seeing ever again#unless i specifically travel in upcoming years to another location#it's cool! this is cool! space is cool! i feel annoyed that yall are acting like you're Too Cool to appreciate astronomy!#idk some people seem to have made it a personality trait to not care about it. as if it's frivolous
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not an ask, but I saw ur post and relate a lot to it.
anticipatory grief sucks. people will tell you not to think about it, not to let it steal from today, but some days are just so hard. sometimes it feels unavoidable, like it’s some goliath mountain in the distance or even the sky and you can’t not look at it. it’s like you have to keep trying to distract yourself not to think about it, and it’s exhausting, and you’re so fucking scared of the inevitable.
like how does anyone even function? the idea of the world continuing to spin when there’s this terrible, horrible thing that will happen some day is unfathomable but it does, and it’s horrible. Some day will mark the before and the after. nobody can ever be ready for it.
I hope the love you have keeps you strong. wishing you the best.
this is literally it. i know thinking about it Now wont make the actual day it happens any easier. but it's impossible to not think about it, especially since there's no tangible way to preserve memories or feelings or the like forever. i cry easily and get emotional over most anything and everything, which is another layer of difficulty wrt it because I spiral. I want to squeeze out of my body. im not meant for any of it
#skunk mail#Anonymous#ill be in a car with my dad fighting tears thinking about how ill miss it one day and there's no way for my brain to capture the moment and#make a simulation of it. and even then that wouldnt help. ykwim#sometimes i sit in my parents room while my parents and brother are there and i cant stop thinking about when ill see them for the last tim#and how i wish i could full really truly wring every last drop of ''appreciation'' from the moment.#i think about that time isnt linear thing. how everything that has happened or will happen exists on its own#and i think about the cheye experiencing the After tragedy. and i cant handle it. not now or then. i envy the past cheye#even the one of 5 seconds ago. because that was 5 seconds ive lost. 5 seconds closer to events that will#separate my life into Before and After. over and over again#(like you said anon. i think abt that all the time too)#i think this is also why im struggling with the thought of moving out#we all have so little time. dont even get me started on the fear and grief i feel for my own life#not only fearing dying but fearing the lead up where ive lost and cried over much. just me. alone.#ill never see them again. it will never be today again. we'll never be in my parents room like today again. i cant take it.#even if i spend every last second with everybody i still wont be able to take it. i cant believe it#human beings that were all somebody's baby once. tomorrow it will be like they were never here at all. all their memories#go with them. it hurts so bad. i cant take it#i cant even breathe rn ruminating abt it *peace sign emoji*
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In light of recent events: aroace Adamai, for the funsies
(btw feel free to use these as banners or icons or whatever your soul desires)
#still hope they didn't butcher him further in s4 bc I hadn't checked it out yet#wakfu#wakfu adamai#adamai wakfu#wakfu season 3#wakfu season 1#wakfu season 2#wakfu season 4#aroace#aro#ace#asexual#aromantic#arospec#acespec#everybody say 'thank you adamai wakfu'. I know he's had his stumbles here and there but I still appreciate him
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"Huh? Which one did I like best?"
happy birthday to the girl who started it all!! arle nadja my beloved darling I wish you only the best and only the spiciest of curries on your special day. I'm sorry I couldnt integrate curry into this piece
#puyo puyo#arle nadja#carbuncle#wanted to pay homage to some of the most iconic designs (imo) with this <3#some of the iconics and some of my favs#looks at the draft with only quest alts before i had second thoughts#that one was cute too. maybe ill repurpose that#anyway yeah!! i tried emulating the render styles of the appropriate games to this and i think it turned out good!!!#the yons were a bit of a struggle (neither followed the same shading rules and agh please)#also doppel is here bc i love her and also cause Hypothetically Arle And Doppel Share A Birthday Right. They Are The Same Person#So They Have.... The Same Birthday. Correct#thats my personal thoughts anyway#sega cowards give everybody birthdays for me :)#so i can appreciate them all :))#ok thats all of the thoughts tonight#glad i got this out before midnight and not so glad i cut it this close even tho i started this yesterday#how does that happen. i didnt even start it day of and yet#god ok that is enough now. as always thanks for reading if youre here bc my tags are always the most#time to listen to the yon soundtrack on repeat cause im feeling it tonight goodnight#my stuff
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Wait.
Holy shit...
Prototype Moe........ with the backwards hand 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I remember liking this pose SO MUCH TOO I was DEVASTATED when I realized. Wait. NOOO..... 💔💔💔
This is so crazy though like. That is fully just a different guy. But it is SO funny you can See the elements, here...
You see the golden bangles (only a Glimpse, in the first one, but they're there!). You see the funky gloves (little less funky, just standardly edgy now). The painted nails. The wings on the back of the outfit. The idea that Moe itself customized its clothing to its liking. The red ribbons tying off the shoes (I imagine Moe's are more like leather straps, though!). The orb and feather motifs (now stored entirely in the staff). Pretty sure this Moe had a ribbon tied in front, too! It definitely did, when wearing the robe. That has always been the case, even waaay back when I'd attempt to stick to canon (hooded "Kiran").
AND. AND. THE FANGS. Changing the fangs into angel fangs piercings was HUGE for Moe's development!! Goes CRAZY with the storytelling -- the way that Moe wants you to believe that it's sharper than it truly might be. The way Moe postures itself to be a Monster -- some sort of complex about otherness and having fangs and claws so scary no one dares touch you, no one dares to even come close. See also: autism.
Hm. Thinking about this actually. Because the monster complex/body mods runs in tandem with the transgender metaphor, too. "Still painfully human"...? Doesn't feel quite right in this context. Born human, without fangs, but somehow still Wrong. Othered for it, dehumanized. Was only able to "earn" humanity, through learning it and performing it (see: Mani). Was unable to keep performing it. Lean into the wrongness, subsequently othered and dehumanized, but Not This Time. This time, I reject the "humanity" that has rejected ME. MY choice, now.
Something something autistic masking and cisnormative gender expectations/norms/roles have done a number on poor Moe. Oh, poor thang! In my heart, it truly is just some Thang. The Thang has personhood, but I honestly cannot say it's "still human" as like. Any sort of validating statement. Low-key feels like when somebody tries to reassure you, by putting down other people who are Like You who you may even identify yourself closer with than the person doing the "reassuring" ("Oh, but you're not like THOSE [Insert Statement Here that only communicates that you've deemed me palatable enough to earn your "respect", and if I Didn't meet your threshold of palatability, you would ostracize me too. Also those are my friends, you asshole.]")
Anyways, WAY off topic, the BIGGEST REASON THIS PROTOTYPE MOE IS A FAKE ASS MOTHERFUCKER.
IT DOESN'T EVEN HAVE ITS HOOVES!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU BITCH‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
#moe tag#i. didn't mean to infodump so much here LMFAOOO I JUST. ENDED UP HAVING THOUGHTS.....#honestly. every day i have thoughts. never about anything practical. but i shouldn't be so shocked.#MOE LORE JUMPSCARE#moe lore#my art#ALSO 2021?!?!?!!?!!!! THAT WAS YHE MAIN REASON I WANTED TO DRAW ATTENTION TO THIS.#bro moe is like.... four years old.......... AS A CONCEPT. AS AN ETERNAL BEING that spawned into existence at 20 something.#that's so crazy though. what four years of development does to a motherfucker.#four years oc hrt.#THAT'S THE JOKE I WANTED TO MAKE GOD DAMNIT. FOUR YEARS OC HRT‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#really really funny to say that too bc this proto moe DOES look like a pre med transition moe. low-key.#everybody appreciate moe's scruffy facial hair. RIGHT NOW‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
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i forgot how weird people get sometimes when you add minnie to clemvi situations :/
#she is NOT a threat to their relationship. she is barely a blip on the radar#shes literally just here to cause problems#vi makes it ABUNDANTLY CLEAR that clem is her top priority she is so disgustingly painfully in love with clem its embarrassing#like girl i never doubted you for a second dw 😭#but its like people want to see vi hate minnie.. like they cant grasp that shes moved on without her saying she hates her or smth#all the conflicting feelings are just so narratively juicy :) some people cant appreciate this it seems#and then theyll use it as an excuse to say clemvi sucks like okay everybody pack it up#people projecting their insecurities perhaps? (i know the answer)#and like even a captured vi who was manipulated into trusting minnie ends up getting her eyes burned out for it#like they both went down there but only vi got hurt?? and separated from minnie? hm interesting#clem fighting her own trauma of trusting the wrong people with vi continuously reassuring her nothings changed she loves her#clem would appreciate that. i definitely think shes fighting jealously demons but is just good at pretending she doesnt care#she makes too many Faces about it for me to think shes casual about the whole thing#but i think after their conversation in the dorms in ep3 clem isnt worried anymore. and vi proves she can trust her again and again#THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH theyre disgusting its disgusting :)#minnie isnt a threat to their relationship shes just a threat to their lives :)#twdg#it speaks
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i saw the end (it looked just like the middle)
(the jamie tartt character study. at last)
Jamie isn’t stupid. He knows that when he stops loving football it's a bad sign. Because he knows, rationally, that he does love football. If he woke up one day and someone told him you can never play football again, he’d be fucking devastated. He needs football. Needs it like water, like air, like a heartbeat. Most of the time, it’s the only thing keeping him going.
#its here!!!!!!#its posted!!!#i do not know how to think or feel anymore but i would very much appreciate it if you gave it a read#thank you so much to everybody who has been so so sooo kind throughout this whole experience#yall are the best#jamie tartt#ted lasso#ted lasso fanfic#jamie tartt fic#jamie tartt character study#i saw the end (it looked just like the middle)
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if i'd known that ya'll were gonna eat that jayce speedruns viktor's trauma post sm i would have made it better lol :3
#i saw it reposted to twitter too like#i'm afraid#we're nearing on 20k notes and it's been pretty peaceful#and now there's almost 600 of you here#viktor arcane#jayce talis#jayvik#i really appreciate everybody reading it <3
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Literally just the same anti circle trying to tear you down lol
They're just fake fans anyways. If I told them that the whole troll species literally exists because of incest, they would throw a tantrum
Love you as well!
--That one old Stridercest fan
LOVE YOU MAN !!!! running out of thank you doodle ideas and its 10am on an all nighter for me but heres auhhhhh dave w a blåhaj
#seriously tho. appreciate all the support i get from literally everybody here whether i am recieving hate or not#you guys r great#mwamwuamwa#fux doodles#i also alwaysss think abt the trolls and mountain of cest jokes in hs when i encounter hs antis. gotta rub my head about it later
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She's a very professional senior manager and she was owning up to a mistake where she didn't attach the file that she said she was going to attach! So you're #valid for doing something similar in my opinion!
thank u,,,,,,,, tumblr,,, my therapy,,,,
#it's sooooo exhausting being surrounded by numbers technical skill logic and suduko ppl sometimes#i knew it wouldnt hit the same expressing my surprise on like any other site#tumblr is like. everyone loves to read here#we'd rather read over watching videos!#so this is my comfort and relaxation from all the statistics and stuff sometimes#like dont get me wrong. ppl who excel at the math side are amazing. wish that was me. fr !#but not everybody can be valedictorian excel at everything and sometimes our strong suits and our less paid attention to suits rlly show#in terms of contrast 😭#and it's so tiring sometimes being the outlining 'wtf did u say' of the group thinking#so thank u. i rlly Rlly do appreciate that validation#i love being known as the funny.little Creachure but.. sometimes.. funny little creachure want.. Love.. and. Understanding#respoct#life is fluctuance#im a leo so u know my lust for validation is none to be trifled with#i need ur boss to kill my boss pls#IM KIDDING#telling me her credentials is also such a comforting tidbit like omg. tysm fr#sometimes u have to say i am not a simple sponge !!!!!!#i love my anons so much and my mutuals#i love this sm .. like fr this means a lot#i appreciate this!#i am the ground squirrel and u are the flower i am hugging btw#ted tumbunity things#THE HAHA EMAIL INCIDENT OF 2024....
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It's so stressful the way people joke about aging, as an autistic person who cannot tell how much of it to take literally.
The way people talk, it has me believing that as soon as you turn 30, you just have chronic pain by default? And that I must be weak and bad at handling pain, because I'm 29 and turning 30 soon and if everyone else is 30 is in pain and dealing with it just fine, why am I complaining?
But people who are 30 or over obviously still get real medical conditions, some of which cause pain. So how do you tell the difference between being in pain just because you're over 30 now and everyone over 30 has chronic pain, and being in pain because you have a medical condition?
Like, one of the EDS criteria is chronic pain. How would I tell if my joint pain is qualifying for EDS/HSD or if it's just because I'm almost 30?
#i am talking#like I have to assume that people don't mean this as literally as I am taking it#but Google searching for does everybody over 30 have chronic pain is not as helpful as I was hoping it would be#so if someone has answers here genuinely I would appreciate it#sometimes it kind of feels like if you're disabled it doesn't really count if you're over 30#because I feel like the disability community sometimes focuses a lot on how when you're young you're seen as too young to be disabled#but does that mean that if you're 30 or over you're just expected to be disabled?#or 40 or over? what's the age at which you're expected to be in pain?#also pet peeve - I hate when people say “never get old”#like what do you think is my other option here. I am not a vampire
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I’ve been taking a bit of an unofficial break for a few months but i just want to make it clear that i’m likely not coming back here for a while, and if i do try to share my art again i want to be at a place i feel more comfortable in my ability to be respectful of other people and my platform. i don’t feel confident in my ability to create a safe space on my page that i’m proud of yet. i do hope i can share my art again online someday, but currently i’m focused on working on myself more and taking space from the internet.
#i’m sorry for the radio silence#it’s taken a lot of space to get to a semblance of level headedness about everything and i’ve been worried about saying the wrong thing#i think space has been the best course of action for me#im considering restarting on another page and building a more intentional and fresh space for myself and those who follow my work#i’ll feel it out#but anyway i appreciate everybody who’s loved my work so far#give love to the creators who are still here
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