#i am. ill.
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my screentime on spotify is now two and a half hours. because i just laid down and listened/read along the lyrics to the entirety of the epic musical sagas. in order. and i am very much so ill about it now
anyways heres my favorite song list in no particular order
(its a lie. no longer you is my favorite methinks)
#No Longer You is such a banger#i kinda regret that i didnt keep up w it as it was coming out now#cuz i listened to the first EP when it came out#because one of the songs was trendy#and i just was too pea brained to understand it#and the fact that it was gonna be a part of a bigger project#looked hella overwhelming to listen to like. what was it 7 EPs???#but. yeah#odysseus and the terrible no good awful 2 decades#maybe the real friends were the people he killed along the way#or something idfk#btw aaron yes this is 100% your fault and i love you for it#chess shh#i am now gonna like. get up. but i am oh so very much thinking about it now#and the butcher = odysseus allegations are basically unbeatable#yeah. he would kill 600 men + others just to get home to his family. he so would#i am. ill.#in the best way possible
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EVIL....
#throwing up. can i get 5 more of these rosemary bitches#tfw both had their child taken away by a conspiracy#however terry didnt give up on el until she was physically unable to#differs her from virginia who willingly gave henry up#I AM UNWELL NOW THAT I THINK ABT IT. TERRYS STORY IS LITERALLY. ROSEMARYS#and the newspaper clipping that has joyce instead of terry... both mothers who had their child taken from them and didnt stop trying#to get them back#joyce and terry are brunettes... karen is a natural brunette too...#i am. ill.#rosemarys baby x st
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Having sinuses is gods punishment for mankind’s hubris
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my sinuses are trying to kill me i think
#i am. ill.#was up until 5am last night because of it#i took a nap just now#the horrors are unending#i’m being dramatic i feel better than i did last night but it’s still ugh hours#ran out of ibuprofen at one point#shout out to my dad who bought me the expensive ibuprofen thanks dad
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the sam & dean animatic that exists in my head set to mal blum’s new year’s eve…
#it’s glorious I swear I just can’t fuckin draw#or know how to make an animatic alskfjkahd#but like. that last bit. the repeated ‘I DON’T LIKE YOU ANYMORE!’#set that to the end of swan song. to sam saying yes. to lucifer beating the shit out of dean. yeah.#and also to sam jumping into the cage.#two sides of the same coin.#i don’t like you anymore (I’m going to end you and the world)#I don’t like you anymore (I’m going to save the world but I’m going to do it by leaving you forever)#I don’t like you anymore (fuck you)#I don’t like you anymore (I’m sorry. I love you.)#I am. ill.
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the jokes write themselves
#donutarts#sonic the hedgehog#sth#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#twitter takeover#im sorry chat the joke was too obvious for me not to make as a gay sonic fan#this game should not have come out.#i am going to make up for the years i spent avoiding the sonic games#maybe ill get into the comics too#who knows#i already made an oc#but he hasnt been revealed here yet so hush
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i am trying really hard to nail them down in my style
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#laios touden#kabru of utaya#labru#dm#my art#fanart#i am trying so hard you guys#im starting to think ill never boil down kabru to my style
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fun fact about me! I have hyperadrenergic Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (hPOTS). this means I am prone to fainting when I change positions or when I feel a strong surge of emotion, positive or negative. for me, laughing is my worst non-postural trigger.
this is a clip from playing lethal company with friends a few months ago. you can hear the eerie silence of presyncope at 0:19, and the sound at 0:23 is my face hitting the keyboard lmao. I played this for my mother and she literally pissed herself laughing and DEMANDED I show every single person I know (including my doctors, who thought it was funny to see and surprisingly helpful, especially for being audio only).
#lethal company#pots#postural orthostatic tachycardia syndrome#hyperadrenergic pots#FOR CONTEXT#we have this silly little goof#where whenever we pick up a flashbang of any kind we ask#hey is this bright to you#it's like playing peekaboo with a baby man it gets em every time#anyways i love being chronically ill#chronicillness#i am sickly and not meant for this earth
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I feel like there are a lot of people out there who needs to hear this:
If you dropped out of school because of diagnosed (or undiagnosed) ADHD, Autism, ADD, OCD, Dyslexia, Anxiety, Depression, Bipolar disorder, psychotic disorders, schizophrenia etc… You did not fail. The education system failed you.
#neurodiverse stuff#i cannot say this enough#neurodivergent#actually adhd#adhd problems#autism#just autistic things#actually autistic#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#actually disabled#depressing shit#this gave me more emotional damage than my dad#i am going to rant#i am going insane#dropping out#school problems#send help#you can do this#you cannot convince me otherwise#you can't change my mind#you can do it#i believe in you#i believe in their healing powers#i believe in myself#academic assignments#assignmentwriting#assignment help#in this essay i will
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almost blown out bsky / twt / ig
#illustration#digital art#original art#artists on tumblr#character art#marcia#marciaillust#lowkey a rkgk but a true Marcia rkgk would not be getting posted at all#ive had this babygirl in the dumpster folder for a while but i fished her out to finish her#dumpster folder is where drawings go to play with other drawings and run around the farm before i move them to the external drive#the reason she was in there was um i gave up when drawing her feet#truly feet are the hands of the legs#i wouldnt say i mastered hands but i feel pretty comfortable drawing them nowadays#feet on the other hand? jesus christ#someone make them make sense#I MIGHT HAVE FINISHED MY WORK SEASON FOR 2024 BTW#work as in dayjob as in brawl stars#it depends on what my boss will say monday and if there is any actionable feedback#i am in desperate need of free time#bro you have no idea the way ill go to SLEEP WHEN I CAN#OHHHHHOHOHOHOHO#orion hit on the head has nothing on the speed with which i will collapse#the alternative caption on this post was 'you best not be trying to blow out my flame bro' but i chickened out
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nothing can break the bond between a friend who loves spoilers and a friend who just watched an amazing show and needs to tell someone the entire plot from start to finish
#respectfully i think youre a bit crazy if you love spoilers but ill allow it bc it means i get to yell about one of my favorite shows#i did this with st to my friend#it was very fun#1k#10k#post 10k tag: i am shocked theres more people in the tags saying theyre the ones that likes spoilers#im the one who tells someone everything
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'what do u want to draw' 'idk, megumi?'
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk megumi#when in doubt . megumi#almost drew more free i was *this* close to a makoto or makoharu sheet u have no idea the effort it took pls applaud my restraint#regardless tho im having lots of fun w this way of doing hair#fr the longest time the heavy chunked layers were always a look tht i could never get right#but i think ive gotten there finally!! or am getting there#it was easier w haru than with megu but ! still pleased#also idk if i will have time to draw anything else before i leave so i rushed a bit 2 get this up#maybe ill have time fr another sketchy doodle in between packing and prep dgsdfj who knows !! i will try tho
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to anyone missing my writing please know i am also missing my writing
#about me#long span depression episode#plus tired#plus family issues#I'm looking after myself but I do miss just being able to get the words down#writing#right now I am also ill so that sucks#but hey#got an autism diagnosis a few months back which explains so much#oh god 10k notes
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DAY 27- NORTH LOMEI LABYRINTH ISLAND
I can’t believe Purah finally gave them more of the main quest (Purah’s defense is it’s hard to herd our heroes when they hold the collective brain cell of a bag of cats.)
This totk au is called familiar familiar! It’s a what if zelda doesnt go back in time and draws from elements in botw a lot more then from its source material. Flourish with me.
((Wanna support this work and look at my sketchbook at the same time? Check out my patreon!))
Bonus treat:
#critdraws#lonks diary#familiar familiar au#art#linktober 2025#botw#totk#breath of the wild#tears of the kingdom#the legend of zelda#loz#tloz#totk link#totk zelda#link#zelda#purah#zelda au#artists on tumblr#botw link#botw zelda#totk purah#flux construct#lomei labyrinth#north lomei labyrinth#flux construct 3#they demolished that robot like two beavers against a fir tree#anyways giving zelda magnesis because in this au they didnt find the ultrahand rune (and i am not good enough at the game to dismantle the#constructs WITHOUT ultrahand so)#anyways i prommy ill get back in the depths one day. today is not the day
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Just a man and his muse :)
A shameless plug for something I drew last night!
(I think I'll do a separate post for a proper Patreon update, cuz I've gotten so much support, and I've been doing a lot with it this past week and having a really good time!)
#NOTHIN TO SEE HERE FOLKS MOVE ON 📢#anyway I had so much fun drawing that thing for patreon last night oh my god#was I up until 3 am? Yes#BUT IT MIGHT BE THE SILLIEST THING I'VE EVER DRAWN#A hint. Ford has a very.......... intrusive. sleep paralysis demon#THATS ALL ILL SAY DSKJSJSGHKJ#billford#billford fanart#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#sketchbook#pencil drawing#traditional art#traditional drawing#bill cipher#stanford pines#bill cipher fanart#stanford pines fanart
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🎤🎶.
#twisted wonderland#twst#ツイステ#ツイステッドワンダーランド#mmarts#twst oc#twst yuu#twst grim#ace trappola#deuce spade#idk what to draw so i just drew the song i was currently listenin to#goofy poses cause theyre all goofy#i love them#also uwahh idia bday i didnt draw a bday art but i do have one of him lol ing... maybe ill post that lol#also his groovy tho omg#computer enhance on his lips nyeow#wtf am i talkin abt in the tags this is not related anyymore kek bye
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