#i am. Stressed.
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Christ I need a fucking cigarette
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This is a post that I really don't want to make, but I need help. I've been just barely making ends meet for most of the past year; my roommate was forced to leave his job in March because his employer was stealing his wages, and at least a quarter of my income has consistently been going towards Uber to get around since my car has been unusable since April. I have not been able to put much, if anything, in savings. Our lease ends next month, and I have enough money to pay for this month's rent where I'm currently living, but I don't have enough to do that And cover all of the financial obligations that moving requires. My roommate is unable to assist me because he has his own finances to worry about, and he's only been at his current job for about a month. Renewing my lease is not an option; the building I live in is EXTREMELY unsafe. The property manager has been MIA for going on two months now so it's highly unlikely I'll be getting my security deposit back.
I need roughly $1,400 to make this happen.
~$400 for costs related to my car
$170 for pet deposit
$30 to update my cats vaccinations + rabies shot
$750 deposit on new apartment
If you are able to help, I will do my best to pay you back when my finances are better.
c*shapp - $ weevilgxth
p*ypal - @ ccurculio
v*nmo - @ weevilgxth
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It's one of those days where I'm like "If my teeth were very large and sharp and my ears long and narrow with little Tufts on the ends and I had hackles I could raise like some kind of beast it would be a better world"
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well i'm so overwhelmed i just burst into tears ✌️
guess i'm not getting anything else done today. i have Reached My Limit.
#the bookkeeping has been untouched for a full month and i'm in the middle of untangling it#i'm also answering all the phones and draling with anyone who walks in#i'm also driving someone to various places periodically so i have to straight-up leave the office every 2 hours#and the stoplight between here and there is apparently being worked on so every trip involves a massive detour#and i was just told that ppl are going to be by at various times to pick up some things and sign a piece of paperwork i know nothing about#and last i heard at least one of them was an antivaxxer#and then i have to go check someone's pool after work#and i'm also monitoring the bakery for a cake i promised to try and pick up for this weekend#anyway i feel like i can't adequately hold onto a single fucking thought and i'm 2 seconds away from dropping all these balls#if the phone rings again i'm gonna start biting people#i am. Stressed.#i've been trying very very hard all day and i think that's it for me. i think i'm done.#can't even have a good nervous breakdown because people keep calling and coming in and i have to switch to Cheerful Customer Service Malay#i'm gonna mcfreakin lose it
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So part of what's been so stressful lately is that my mom has been having health issues, which is a major trigger for me. She had surgery the other day and the site got infected and so she has to be in the hospital longer and even when she gets out she can't go home, she has to stay at her boyfriend's apartment in the city near the hospital bc a nurse has to come to her to do more antibiotics etc etc etc. My dad spent a few days at my mom's last week while she was having surgery and recovering, but now that she's not going to be back tomorrow as planned my dad unexpectedly has to spend most of the coming week at my mom's house in order to take care of my brother and the alpacas and stuff. So. Yeah. Just. Unexpected changes in plans suck, not having my dad around when I'm struggling with psychosis sucks, and my mom having surgeries and serious infections is a major trigger of mine. This whole thing is just. Very unpleasant. At least this time around we know what to look for if my mom's antibiotics start to have dangerous side effects. And I finally have therapy for the first time in two and a half weeks on Tuesday.
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Here's a life update:
My dumbass toddler-brained cat decided swallowing floss would be a fun activity, I discovered last night. So I've been fucking stressed about it, right? Because I love my cat and I don't want anything to happen to him
The good news, my sister checked his stool and found the floss. So hopefully that's all of it. He's not acting sick and is still his normal hyper punk self, so I'm trying to remain optimistic that he's fine and that was all of it. It was a pretty long piece and I'm just floored that he swallowed all of that
I did not need this stress holy shit
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guess who has no internet At All right now
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well, you see, the thing is: (instead of finishing my sentence i curl up comfortably in bed and go to sleep
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My baby daughter got her adorable puffin-print dress absolutely CAKED in mud crawling around the yard and my first thought was "oh no her beautiful dress"
And my second thought was "oh huh it really WOULD be easy to unconsciously steer her away from playing in the dirt. Unlike my son, whose outfits are usually some kind of solid dark easily washed pants plus a shirt that doesn't trail in the dirt like a dress does."
Anyway something something gender roles start getting shoved on kids from literal birth, but with a little time to think about things, YOU TOO can let your children of any gender absolutely destroy their clothes in the dirt pit they're digging in your garden
#all clothes provided through hand me downs and grandparents#we asked for non strongly gendered or branded things and that mostly worked for firstborn boy#but baby girl has gotten nothing but the cutest little dresses#that I am absolutely not going to stress if she destroys because it's not like they'll last until next summer anyway#at which point she'll be big enough for her brother's dirt-compatible pants#now if we can get her to stop EATING the dirt that would be GRAND#her pronouns are om/nom#literal definition of a baby
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Ten in his unlucky tux 😊
#doctor who#tenth doctor#david tennant#10th doctor#my art#I am stressed out of my mind and channeling it into so many doodles of David it's almost pathological
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new feature unlocked! System messaging (ゝω・´★)
#yqy: shidi r u okay#two posts in one day?? how stressed am i#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#shang qinghua#cumplane#the haters that they are
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long way home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#megumi#yuuji#maybe doing bg studies is the activity of choice while waiting fr leaks its so good 2 zone out n not think fr hours#can't stress about canon if you're busy studying window grates and ac units#this ws gonna start as a more train station-y piece#but as i am wont to do i got swept up during my pinterest dive#brought me further and further in2 small town train crossings and i thought they looked so cute#so i am like. puts itfs there :)#i love the idea of them just . meandering whatever quiet town they end up settling down tgt in post-canon#discovering hidden alleys n meeting all the strays holding hands th entire time....#i am manifesting PEACE and TRANQUILITY goddamn it#also i realized after the last domestic itfs series tht my use of red is at an all time low?????? leaning heavy in2 the green/yellow lately#here also . but i like the lil pops of red i included i think it centers them#happy w this!! happy w my me!! as long as i ignore the fact that indoor environments exist maybe backgrounds arent all tht bad :3
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I HATE how this turned out WITH A PASSION.
#art#fanart#my art#original art#splatoon#splatoon art#splatoon fanart#Splatoon fan art#I’m stressed#Splatoon Marie#Marie splatoon#Marie#marie cuttlefish#Splatoon Marie fanart#squid sisters#hypno Marie#hypnomask marie? bc Callie is hypnoshades idunno ugh#I’m gonna rip my eyes out with a spoon this is so awful I HATE THE CLOTHES#I COULDVE DONE BETTER#one thing I do love though is my art style and more especially the shading part#ugh eating my shading#I’m noticing that I didn’t shade some parts lmfao but it’s part of my charm#some things are better left unfinished <3 because I have adhddddd#oni masks oni masks oni masks oni mask oni teeth oni teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth teeth te#don’t ask me why I’m so obsessed with teeth I do not know myself. I just am.#labeling this as ‘something I did when I was bored after having a crisis’ because those are usually not that good.
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happy pride month or something
#trafficshipping#treebark#3rd life smp#rendog#inthelittlewood#stressmonster101#fanart#art#trafficblr#3lsmp#stress is there bc shes usually the doctor™️ in hc fics#how do i tag this. help#guess which one of them is pregnant#its like 1 am over here man gn#yyuusart
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。゚゚・。・゚゚。 ゚. August will bring blessings.
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#let’s manifest this shit!#like we do every month#I just gave the keys to my former apartment to its owner#I am now free!!#woohoo!!#moving is stressful AF#anyway. august! I believe in you <3#august#positivity#cottagecore#blessings#affirmations#light acadamia aesthetic#classic academia#month#manifesting
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My mood be so fine for most of October, then BOOM
#Hayley Speaks#There's something going on with the pipes which means maintenance guys have to come in and out of my apartment#I am. STRESSED.
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