#i am unlovable

[st4rvingsunfl0wer]

how to be someone who can be loved no glue no borax

[desideriumorsa]

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Forgive me for what I am.

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[l1x1fur-666]

Are you single or taken? totallyyyyyy asking for a friend👀

screams and cries get away

[angelicstalker]

You don't miss me at all.

[liesmultixxx]

tell me why one of my relatives deadass laughed when someone suggested that i may be in a relationship in the future and therefore may be a bit busier

is it that hard to imagine that someone could love me?

i suppose it is

[folklorepoetsdepartment]

for who could ever learn

to love a beast?

[loverrrworld]

i know there is love everywhere. why can’t i feel it?

[panprincess111]

He promised

He said he wouldn’t leave me.

[freetalegardener]

Burden

I am but a shattered vessel, unworthy of holding love. My darkened future looms ahead, and I cannot bear to burden another with its weight

My love for her is a burning flame, its light would only cast shadows on her joy. For who would willingly choose a life of struggle and sorrow, with a man such ?

[thespacialvoid]

i don’t give a fuck anymore my grandparents were right

[littlehunterintraining]

WELL ISN’T THIS A WHOLE ASS MOOD THIS EVENING

why do i feel like i am so hard to love

[desideriumorsa]

Your life is not about being loved by others.

[sodigjsrg]

glad you haven't had to face one of your deepest insecurities in real time, over and over again, but please for the love of Christ stop making fun of me when I do.

[xetch]

♤ I feel as though it truly wouldn't matter.

Most people I've ever interacted with are long gone.

There's more fingers on one hand than how many people who talk to me currently. None of them care the way I need them too.

I am sick. I disabled. I am traumatized. I am struggling.

I have used my childhood to try and make myself lovable and acceptable to people.

I have used my youth to try and prevent the issues that I saw in my future.

I have used my adult years desperately trying to get help and begging for people to listen to me as my health declines and I feel my body continue to fail me.

I have worked my entire life to try and fix everything that's wrong with me, everything that other people have done to me.

Why is it that even now that when I have nothing left to give, fucking nothing, am I still the bad guy?

I could have been such a great person. I could have been so happy. I wanted to do so much.

Why?

Why wasn't I allowed that?

Why am I not allowed to be happy?

Why am I not allowed to be comfortable in my own fucking body?

Why am I not allowed to have a safe home?

Why am I not allowed to have people in my life who don't fucking make me feel like shit?

Why am I not allowed to be tired even now?

Why?

Why?

[ethangelical]

me and who bro

Storyteller x Listener

[prettyseaveins]

You watched me.

You watched me cry.

You watched me sob.

You watched me lose it all.

And yet you still cannot give me the decency.

The decency to text or call or even give me the time of day.

You cannot give me the effort that I begged and pleaded for.

And yet you still watch me beg for more.