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baby go to sleep toji will give you a gmorning smooch -3-
.... technically... he could already give me the good morning smooch... considering how early it is 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈
#i am trying though#watched my beloved asmr for like an hour and a half and nothing#😔😔😔😔😔#sooooo sick and twisted#woww#friends!!
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and is the productive day in the room with us now?
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i feel like its okay to let the neurodivergent people on the neurodivergent website have fun and say silly things tbh?
like if a thing doesnt apply to you thats fair then it just doesnt?? apply?? to?? you??
not everything has to be a federal offense. not everything has to be a moral crusade.
sometimes people just want to say something goofy like "neurospicy" to make themselves feel better about their stuff or because they like the vibe and thats
okay.
if you don't like a thing, filter it. then you dont have to worry about it! because it just seems weird to get upset with neurodivergent people calling themselves a silly phrase they like because you dont.
its a lot like queer. its been reclaimed longer than ive been alive and im getting on up there. if you dont like using that word, thats okay. but getting upset and yelling at the people that do like it is kind of weird, and your energy and time would be much better spent doing literally anything else.
anyway, heres a raccoon
#i still dont know how tags work#i am trying though#neurospicy is a cute word#also i am very queer#neurodivergent
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Also I don't think anyone reading my dovesso fic actually follows me on here but if you do!! I am sorry the latest chapter is so late I am working on it I swear
#the lesbian herself#dovesso#that's just how the story goes fic#i'm so sorry#motivation for this fic has left me#i am trying though#the next chapter is hard
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The more I think about it, the more I'm coming to want an au of Chongyun as a student in the Akademiya. He'd definitely study under the runes Darshan (I can't remember what that one is called), and probably travel a lot to study said runes too.
I haven't put too much thought into this yet, but I think having him enjoy being a student in an au vs him loathing it in mainverse would be a really interesting change of pace, I might have to think more on this and come up with an actual plot.
#/ ᴇᴠɪʟ ᴍᴜsᴛ ᴄᴏᴡᴇʀ ɪɴ ғᴇᴀʀ / ooc#mobile#okay listen i have had negative spoons for a couple of days now#i am trying though#thank you so much for being patient with me#i love you all so much#ill try to be back soon but enery is hard to come by
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Me, who has never played an MMO before, playing ESO: why are the gods so cruel
SO, who has hundreds of hours on ESO alone: You're in first person
Me:
Me: Third person sucks tho
#elder scrolls#elder scrols online#first person is best pov#I am the blundering idiot running into trees. because I panicked and fucked up my camera angle#how does third peron camera work anyway#I am trying though#gods help me
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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Just wanted to send you some kind words and hope that stuff gets better for you soon. Finding therapy is always a bitch and a half (going through the same rn) so wishing you the absolute best with that!
Also just wanted to say while I don't know you personally obviously, I feel the need to say that you are absolutely enough, your posts make me smile several times a day and your art is an absolute inspiration to me. And from your posts I feel like you're a very nice person and I always enjoy seeing you on my dash. Hang in there, stuff will get better, I promise
Thank you very much for such kind words of encouragement.
Universe knows it gets better, but I need it to happen sooner rather than later.
#> tired asks#i don't know if I am a good person#i don't really think I am#i am trying though#and this attempt is commendable#also i am happy you are inspired by my art#it does mean the world to me#its really hard to overestimate that#thank you again that you took your time to write me these sweet things
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couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead
#calne ca#hatsune miku#VOCALOID#cw: body horror#<- And I Fucking Mean That We Are Not Fucking Around Today#well we are. as in I drew this as a fuckaround treat for myself#but the body horror tag is the most warranted its ever been on this blog#ask to tag#I am as ever on my journey to make calne ca Worse. her OG version is too cool. even the crab ver is too cool#I need her to be worse to look at. I am also getting myself into to mood to test my hand at boarding a pmv for my friend's cover#I think my thought for this was ''I should try and give her a more insectoid bodyplan''#which in this mostly means gently three-part body and six limbs (my favourite amount of limbs to draw rn)#actually almost gave her eight but didnt like how that silhouette came out so I mermaided her uh. abdomen I guess#though maybe next time I do this I should push that idea more. the head and torso are still very distinct for one unified part#I feel like one of my old attempts was onto something with like. a more horizontal body plan... well! live and learn etc#happy late mid autumn I guess. I should play with touys about it... I miss model kits. mayhaps...
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Brennen's description of Evan's room was so wild, I had to try my hand at it.
#dimension 20#d20#misfits and magic#evan kelmp#my art#I am not a precise artist and boy did this show me some stuff to work on#it was good to try an environment though
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Pangur is THRILLED that I have mono! her favourite thing in the world is napping with me
#pangur#now that I have a diagnosis I feel a lot better about how tired I am#I've been forcing myself to stay awake with espressos trying to stay productive#but now I'm like nah........let's just sleep.#(THOUGH I DO STILL NEED TO HAVE SOME PRODUCTIVITY IN ORDER TO PAY OFF ALL OF BELPHIE'S MEDICAL BILLS)#(AHHHHHHHHHH!)
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Trapped in a vicious cycle of pining? Try gay sex! (More things to learn over at Tiger Tiger!)
#tiger tiger#jamis arlesi#remy bonnaire#Arno#through a series of unfortunate events I will be posting this after the update will be out so my timing will be more so:#“Alternate take on how that scene played out” Rather than my funnier “My prediction for how it will go down”#I truly think Remy would rather admit to crimes he didn't commit than confess he has a thing for men.#It would be funny! It would be so funny if this is how Jamis found out. Alas...Not yet...Not yet...#I do love the idea that Jamis completely overlooked the all the elder god horror to get right down to the question of 'HOW DO YOU KNOW HIM'#Remy knows him. Knows him carnally. Wouldn't you like to also know your captain better? In spirit and body and mind?#Jealousy looks good on Jamis. Now he just has to do something about it.#Poor Remy though...He love Jamis so much he'd do anything to prevent losing him.#Which entails never giving Jamis a chance of rejecting or accepting his feelings!#Meanwhile...Jamis is a bisexual disaster man who is at his *limit*.#(For the MDZS fans looking at this Tigers comic who still have no context:#This is like Lan Xichen finding out Jin Guangyao hooked up with Nie Mingjue after LXC spent all that time thinking JGY was straight.#Better yet. This is like WWX just starting to realize his crush on LWJ and then finding out he and JC hooked up in the time skip.#'Nice to know you're into men but why did I have to find out like this' moment.)#((Yes I am trying to bridge the gap between the fandoms I am in. Yes I am still on my propaganda train. Choo Choo!!!))
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talking with a character chat ai and
so im having fun i sent it btw
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I thoroughly enjoy the stage of huskerdust where they have yet to fully admit their feelings to each other uvu <3
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#doodle comic from yesterday#because i am once again thinking about them#THEY ARE SO STUPID#ok no fr though i LOOOVVEE seing ppl draw them in a relationship dgmw#BUT#I juts find it SO much more fkin amazing when they are still trying to figure out how to go about their feelings and whether to act on them#or not#hehe#tribbleart#husk#angel dust#hazbin hotel#huskerdust#hazbin hotel comic#hazbin hotel fanart#<3
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To all my long-term followers: You have to look through all of my art and deduct exactly what's wrong with me. I know you can do it by now.
#If Sugar Rush is based on MK64 then he'd still be 2D sprites (of prerendered 3D graphics) just at a higher resolution and color count.#+ would also have more sprites BUT I am not insane and particular enough to try and replicate that. Maybe one day I will be though.#wreck it ralph#king candy#turbo wir#wir#beebfreeb art tag#*walks around in a circle autistic-style* I need to see his textures z fighting I need to corrupt his color palette I need a pointer to get#flung around in memory and start reading garbage texture data onto him. I need to softlock him. I need to cause an overflow error. Shut up.#turbo twins#turbotwins#zip and zilch
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Apparently much-needed reminder that reposting artists' art (by saving the images or screenshotting them and reuploading them yourself) on other platforms without the artists' expressed permission and without credit is theft and an insult to their passion and craft. You are profiting (in views, in attention, in feedback) from someone else's work and ideas, who do not get that feedback for sharing their creation.
If you are an art reposter, you are a thief and I have no respect for you.
#learn basic internet etiquette i am begging but also holding a knife. yes i'm mad. more about others than myself.#do you know how many artists i have seen leave social media because their art started being reposted all over?#tip: way too fucking many#i've had many people tell me about people reposting my art on tiktok#no one ever asked to repost my art on tiktok. ever. they just save super fried bad crunchy jpegs of my art and repost them#they get 20k likes and don't even bother naming me#also a reason i started signing my name more legibly and why my blog web address is always there but apparently no one can even read that#a few people got an ok for translations on other platforms though#i'm going to be annoying with this post and reblog it a few times to try to catch the people who apparently need to be told#tiny skk adventures#nawy's comics#nawy's doodles#apparently those are reposters' favourites so here look at this
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