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words cannot describe how much i love ichi and jyushi’s dynamic like seriously bro their dynamic is so cute like RAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH 😭💜💛✨







sorry abt that i just love these two soooooo fucking muchhhhhh 😭🙏
apologies for the lack of posts in the past few weeks— luckily i just finished my finals few days ago and i’m finally on winter break yippee
#osomatsu san#mr osomatsu#ichimatsu#jyushimatsu#i love their dynamic#like seriously its very much the cynical calm sibling and the energetic hyper sibling#they’re so cute RAAAAAAAAAAH#istg the upcoming fourth season better feed me more episodes with these two#i just want more epiodes with these two bro#their personallities are just so different#and i fucking live for it#they are besties ur honor#i love how ichi really cares about jyushi#that shows how he’s actually a good person even tho he can be a dick at times#tbh the matsus can all be dicks but they’re still genuinely good people#thats what makes oso san such a good and funny show#BLMATSU DNI#i am still alive btw#just not very active#plus focused on other sites too#but i just finished finals YIPPEEEEEE
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hey i don’t think we appreciated my zoro costume enough


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no. 53
(she/her for this james btw thank youuu)
#mary shepherd sunderland#james sunderland#silent hill#mary sunderland#jim unitedair#silent hill 2 remake#sh2 remake#daily mary#hello all. i am still alive. college has just been beating me in the face + ass#as well as being low on mary draw ideas.... sosorry#thank you for 100+ followers btw wtf.....!!!
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Was this the moment he realized he was not going to see his daughter again?
#stolas#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss#helluvabossedit#octavia goetia#stolas goetia#blitz and loona#stolas doesn't deserve this#he had zero time to plan how to defend blitz#which is probably what stella and her brother wanted right?#octavia doesn't even know he's still alive#grief moment#someone give stolas a new phone so he can still call his daughter#RIGHT NOW#I am sure octavia would love to go have magic lessons at imp city#this could poison stolitz btw#maybe not too much but they have to adress that right away#does loona still have octavia's number?#she could call her sis
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they hated illario because he was a d1 yapper who was bad at assassinating people and was so annoyingly drunk and grief stricken at his cousin’s wake that viago had to drug him to shut him up (so what if he was also the guy who set his cousin up to die/disappear) . and also for working with the venatori and selling out the antivan crows i guess.
#illario as a guy who regretted his power grab but had no choice but to double down after lucanis came back is interesting to me btw#not entirely canon compliant to how the story is set up but yeah#even illario going WHAT . when he finds out lucanis is alive i am choosing to believe is him panicking because#zara did not in fact get him to die. illario thought he would die there. he did not. (what has he done) (shit. he has to do it himself)#and double on that . caterina didnt trust him enough to tell him#once again reminded he is dellamorte the lesser !#and still he knows hes not even a good crow. he couldnt actually kill lucanis. he cant actually bring himself to kill lucanis!#so ofc he spends the next act trying to manipulate him into leaving and for lucanis to believe its his own doing#and only when all of this fails (too soft to even kill his grandma btw) he has a public brawl w lucanis#that ends so badly for him that he is humilated in front of all the remaining talons#hes literally my babygirl#illario dellamorte#dav spoilers#dav#txt#rook: im sorry abt illario :/#viago: dont be. he had many unredeeming qualities from before he was a traitor
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How pk figured out void can be made into babies: An essay in four panels
#hollow knight#comic#pale king#the soup#hi hello i am still alive btw#i was real busy teaching but now that the semesters almost over hopefully i will return to posting more regularly :D
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WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE
No but seriously THANK YOU this is absolutely crazy. Only a little over a year ago I finally started posting my art, after years of lurking like a little hermit.
Miscellaneous questions: What do you want to see more of? Would you be interested in some merch, like prints/stickers etc.? Which of your favorite OSTs do you want to hear me mangle into the FFVII soundfont? On what other social media sites do you think I should spread my Cloud Autism Strife Propaganda, assuming there are even any that remain unenshittified? Let me know what you think!!
#AGAIN THANK YOU?????#i'm kinda just floored LMAOO#pssst. commissions are always open btw. and i mean literally Always. they're open today they'll be open 60 years from now*#*given i am still alive and/or uploaded into a cool cyborg body#thinking of joining bsky but i'm Nervous because. ~New And Unfamiliar~#i'm also thinking of maybe starting a patreon but i have no clue what i would post there??? maybe... exclusive plesioth pics.......#also if it's not obvious my brain is fried so bad today that it's got that sizzling hot anxiety flavor. i gotta take a nap cya
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he wanted to grow old with jack 😐😐😐😐 even if jack couldn’t grow old with him 😐😐😐😐😐😐
#you’ll see me die of old age SHUT UPPPPPPP#bro doomed himself with this line btw#torchwood#ianto jones#captain jack harkness#janto#i hate stupid gayass shows why do they do this shit to me#then he says they better make the most of it ?!!!!??!!#he’s not even saying like Oh You’ll Still Be Alive By The Time I’m Old And Dying#he’s literally saying I Want To Make The Most Of My Time With You Until I Die Of Old Age#SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPP#i haven’t even finished s3 i’m still in the middle of this episode i just. had to post about it#update: finished season 3#i am going to end everything. goodbye#❤️#ianto you did not deserve that
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𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚒𝚗
#royai#roy mustang#riza hawkeye#fullmetal alchemist#fma#fmab#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fanart#fma fanart#smoothshine draws#yaaaay i am alive for a bit again and i still can draw!#i am having my exams in the beginning of July so i needed a distraction between studying and eeh not studying x))#but hey it's angsty royai hugs time!!#i wasn't quite able to take part in the royai week this year (which i feel kinda bad about btw)#but i still wanted to draw something involving my favourite war criminals during June and here it is!#tbh i just wanted to work with messy traditional stuff again and i ended up liking it#i have quite a lot of older sketches by now and maybe i'll post them with time if they grow on me ahah
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Waiting for chapters to come out for a novel is a Sisyphean task. Read new chapters, wait for chapters. Read new chapters, wait for chapters... everyday I walk into this hell of my own free will and leave with nothing but a deeper obsession that threatens to ruin me.
Whether it's the MTL, official or fan translation, the guarantee of tested patience is no different, only that some will bless you with a little more time spent in a world where time is unbound by reality.
Yet the desire to know more sooner draws a greater allure by the day, sometimes waning only to explode in raucous applause at the time of posting, reading ravenously, blessed in morsels, then being left starving as if the food had been oxygen to a smoldering flame, consuming the sanity faster.
I will wait for new chapters. I will read them and stoke the fire without regard of the damage, only understanding the cold in my bones, so I alight and burn to ashes. Those ashes will be gathered to a semblance of humanity as time passes, with a blistering, bubbling patience like boils on my flesh and skin, twisted healing that resembles disease. Then, I will be offered more to read, and I know the flames will burn but there is a numbness that comes with scorched nerves and I am left with warmth unimaginable. It can convince even a human that they are an immaterial fire.
I was born with an inferno in my heart, and just as it burns me it also births me anew, in a twisted and broken reenactment of the myth of the phoenix. Lacking wings or claws, I have only the feebleness of a human body.
Torn asunder, I read.
#k novels#this is about waiting for more chapters for GSGW#am I overdramatic? yes. this is the best part of me#this applies to anything that updates regularly btw not just novels.#Ao3 and manhua/webtoons can also invoke these feelings#I feel like I'm burning alive when I am waiting. still I wait#not a reblog#I don't usually post anything like this so pls be nice with me I am delicate#got dropped into a ghost story still gotta work#mtl#fan translation#it's incomprehensible but I wrote it in tumblr so I'll post it here too
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"Despite everything... It's still me, right?"
Pit without his cape looks so different (ᵕ•_•)
AU-lore-dumping information with rambling below: ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧
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The CORE, which was once full of pure magic, turned corrupted and unstable after a bomb made it explode. Pit's and Chara's souls were sucked into the remains of the CORE, corrupting the CORE's magic even further. While Chara's soul stayed untouched by the CORE's corruption, Pit's soul and magic got stained. But he is still himself, despite those new funny voices and hallucinations feelings, right? ... Right?
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While the last Pit-got-corrupted-part is still a concept, the first half is set in stone in this AU. I'm close to finding a name, I swear!
The CORE does not directly provide them with magic, like in Horrortale, for example. It was once built to take all the monsters into a self-made-built dimension where -theoretically- humans cannot reach them anymore. It drains the magic from the human world to power up and to transfer it to their dimension for the monsters to use.
I say theoretically since there was still a way for Chara to got sucked into their dimension.
Because of reasons that would be too long to explain, humans found them and attacked while the monsters were celebrating a festival that they hold every year.
That's actually the day I'm focusing on the most right now since everyone's life changes after that. It basically revolves around the CORE's explosion, the reason for the festival's existence, Chara's real dad, and Pit... Papyrus is a depressed mess and will probably never recover from this.
But uhm... I really don't know how to properly show everything. Maybe I just make more lore-dumping posts and put them later inside my pinned post or something. This AU has a lot to unpack, and I didn't even really start with the other's character designs! Except for Chara, but her design has lore reasons.
#undertale#utmv#undertale au#pit sans#weirdghostcat#artists on tumblr#clip studio paint#digital art#original art#timeline-tale#I tried making a lore post a few times now but everytime I create one it ended up in the most unprofessional rambling mess#Not that this post is any better to be honest-#My AU actually has a name now! But I'm not sure If I wanna keep it - It's called Timeline-Tale (for now)#Since the CORE's explosion messed up the time inside the dimension- it created different what-if timelines#Maybe I keep it#I haven't found any AU that's named like that#The story of the beginning and the end is more or less finished although it's only a rough sketch#It's the middle part I am struggling with#“Someone” will lure Frisk inside the monster's dimension in hopes that the child will fix that mess or at least save the remaining monsters#Yes It will be more than a monster-got-stuck-underground story#Cause they're not underground-#But they are stuck#Pit is still alive btw#Just not I-can-walk-around-freely alive#Gosh I should make a Masterpost or something for this#It's a lot I could share#I looked over this mess at least 6 times to correct some grammar while my cat made my laptop crash#how? idk#I didn't even know that there is a keyboard shortcut that crashes everything#If I missed some ugly looking grammar: just eat it ಥ﹏ಥ
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dr3 future arc is trying so so so so so hard to convince me of THH survivor polycule. It's working
#I am not immune to propaganda#and to be clear I still see Hina as a lesbian#but she and Makoto are besties who know that sharing is caring#and I do have a bit of a soft spot for Kirihina#in a world without Sakura alive this works#Toko's not in the cule btw she's busy being lesbians w/ Komaru in Towa City#kirihina#naegami#tonaegiri#naegiri#togakure#dr3#dr3 future arc#crane-talk
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hi these are my ocs
SOCIAL - (a) Shifting of Character—Internally—Ambiguous Location
“antsy we don’t want to see your ocs..” i know im just posting these to show that i AM alive and i WILLLII get back to my fandom things soony. sorry 😓😓😓very busy
u can ignore this post ^^” immm goingggg crazyyyy
btw they’re all aromantic. this is because i want them to be
YAP FEST INCOMING💔💔
Sunflower Helianthus Annuus (she/her) and Receipt Gratuity (she/they) have been friends since 7th grade! They hate being apart. Sunflower is very friendly, while Receipt is very reserved. Either way, neither of them see the importance in making other friends. Their logic is, “Why spend time with other people when there’s one who gets you so well?”
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- Sunflower is a Ring of Fire Sunflower.
- Receipt gets 4 hours of sleep on average.
- The reason why they have so many classes together is because of Sunflower. She begged her counselor to change everything the second she sees they have far too little classes together.
- They’re not like obsessive about each other, just codependent. there’s a difference i think point is they’re just STRANGW i love them…
CT (Concert Ticket Admit-One) (she/her) and Steamie Geysir (she/they) have had a long rivalry—since 5th grade! Is it really a rivalry though? It’s more like CT makes Steamie upset to get her in trouble. CT has LOTS of “friends” to fulfill the need for attention she has (um parents), and Steamie only has her Mamma (Geyser) and her sister (Torrent/Lindarvatn). Steamie hates attention, while CT can’t get enough. Steamie gives her negative attention (which works), and any advisors that come to break their banter up also bring attention!
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- The angrier Steamie gets, the hotter her temperature. She usually keeps everyone away, as in a certain vicinity they could get burnt.
- CT loves fish. She has a very large fish tank. Don’t ask me what fish is in there, bc i need to research fish. Just CT named all of them.
- The only reason why they don’t have one of those “No Contact Contracts” (idk if this is only my school?? tell me your school did these…) is because CT pretends she and Steamie made up.
Toothbrush Lauryl (she/her) and Tigerpop “Chroma” Lolly-Pop (he/they) don’t depend on other people to give them validation or support, they just focus on their interests. They met in Science class (8th), neither of them having a partner for a lab, being put together for groups. They found that they both loved biology and always partnered together after that. They became friends!! (9th) Though, Toothbrush doesn’t exactly care for maintaining relationships as much as Tigerpop does.
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- Tigerpop loves entomology (bugs), Toothbrush just likes general biology. (i tired to give tigerpop bug-like legs did it work yay or nay…)
- Toothbrush has Type I Osteogenesis imperfecta (OI, or Brittle Bone Disease). She really should look into hearing loss, but she adamantly refuses anything’s wrong. (pls lmk if i mess up or anything disrespectful/wrong i did like hours of research but im still scared AHHH let me know; ;)
- Tigerpop is a triplet! Technically, they are all Tigerpops, that’s why they have nicknames. Tigerpop’s is Chroma because tigers appear green to their prey due to their dichromatic vision. im calling him Tigerpop for the main part because um idk my sister owns one of them and we share the third one i guess
#oc#osc#osc oc#osc oc art#osc ocs#osc art#my art#this is my new art tag because my sister forced me#antsyworks#i don’t know#i’m still alive#i think#not fanart sorry🕊️🕊️💔#why aren’t they normal#they’re all based off of me btw#am i cooked#say no#pls#original characters#how do i tag this????#antsySOCIAL#a Shifting of Character—Internally—Ambiguous Location#you can ignore this#just know i still do things#i’m just raising a sheep and stuff so i’m busy#lalalaa#SEND POST!!!
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Might see if i cant do a little reload to the neve/bellara choice in act 3 (??? Or is it late act 2 i fr do not know) just so i can record davrin stopping deirdre from going after bellara bc that scene and the 3 of them in general live rent free in my head and i was paused right after for so long that the recording i thought i saved was just. My paused screen of elgarnan lmao
#dragon age#datv#dragon age the veilguard#datv spoilers#dragon age the veilgaurd spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dragon age davrin#bellara lutare#ship: blight polycule#im sooo obsessed with them btw#immediate post game deirdre sobs into bellaras lap fun fact 🤓#its the first time i think they breakdown in front of everyone#bc they were so worried about bellara#and even though she isnt fine per se#shes back and ALIVE and thats all that matters in the moment#the three of them are just in like. a group hug/cuddle/sob session for a minute#i think davrin finally has a moment where hes like ‘him alive#theyre alive. i didnt need to die holy shit#and while yes he does have that moment in a sense#you cant tell me he wasnt still seeing a world where one of them died#the fights never over and wardens have focused on sacrifice for so long#which is why i find his and deirdres dynamic so interesting in game fun fact#deirdre refuses to die in any way#they WILL survive no matter what its why theyre a warden to begin with#meanwhile davrin is so sure he’ll die#mainly early-ish game but still. hes focused on the sacrifice. on the whatever it takes#hes like. ‘i have to live to do my job but what will i go back to. am i a warden if i dont sacrifice all i am’#anyway. blight polycule my beloved.#this is not a good analysis by any means btw. im half rambling and im worried im gonna have a nosebleed#i love them sm. i a post in the works about how they approach the blight btw
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Your Turn To Die fans.... its no use.... im... im becoming........ ranmaru/sara/joe pilled... raugh.... RAHHHHGGGGG

#carols.txt#i would have to elaborate with the super contrived dynamic i have conjured in my mind. i wont#i have been thinking nonstop about an AU where joe makes it to chapter 3..................... and ranmaru and sara still get paired up......#i have to put my brain into it#i need to replay chap 3#get a full view on ranmaru before deciding anything....#I WONDER IF SARA'S DEVELOPMENT COULD STILL BE ADVANCED EVEN WITH JOE STILL BEING ALIVE...#im crazy.#by ranjoesara i dont necessarily mean romantic btw... at least not on all sides#i AM intrigued by ransara but i see joesara as strictly platonic....#RANJOE/JOEMARU HOWEVER...#many complicated feelings#yttd
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It's important to know that Solas never gets exactly what he thinks he wants in the end.
He wants to be the one to undo his mistake, to tear down the Veil, to make the world anew. Because it will fix him, fix his mistakes, undo the harm he has done to the world. His pride tells him it has to be his hand that does it.
In this version of the story he isn't alone in wanting the Veil gone, and many of his reasons for it he shares with the people loyal to his cause, but he does also hope it will cure his wounds that are now scars.
But the world that was is dead. Because Mythal is dead, because Felassan is dead, because countless others are dead, because he has been changed by the world for better and for worse. And there is no bringing it back.
So Ian ( @theshirallen ) tears down the Veil. The new world is not born out of Solas's pride, but Ian's love and hope for the world that will come next. Not the world of Elvhenan or the Thedas we know, but one that can have the chance to be whole again.
#( headcanons )#v; prisoner of his past ( veilguard )#v; stronger where it breaks ( post vg )#da4 spoilers#[ where thora is involved she and solas will go on to help the titans. who are still alive btw! still tranquil.#and it may be easier to leave them that way but that does not make it right. just as it might have been easier to leave ian tranquil ]#[ ultimately at the end of trespasser i was hoping that solas would be proven wrong through methods and not ends but here i am#making the change i want to see in the world. or supporting ian's ]
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