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confirmed: the quintessential lesbian experience of falling in love with your best friend does indeed still happen during the apocalypse
#i am so incredibly unwell#ik this ep would hit me hard but jfc#young queer love stories have such a soft spot in my heart#tlou hbo#the last of us hbo#the last of us#tlou#tlou ep 7#ellie williams#riley tlou#mine
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i need some fic, ANY FIC out there featuring togachako to be named call me by your name
#q#something about the fact that toga literally turns into ochako#and how they profess love for each other by commenting on how similar they are#you are me and i am you romance#i am so incredibly unwell
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the four horsemen of Queer Agony
#can you believe all four of these are canon and two of them have kissed. can you.#hannibal#supernatural#our flag means death#ofmd#nbc hannibal#good omens#good omens 2#spn#good omens season 2#good omens s2#good omens spoilers#anyway. complex queer tragedy era go brrrrr#i mean ik that castiel got sent to superhell but bear with me#destiel#ineffable husbands#hannigram#blackbonnet#im also so incredibly unwell about the 'i forgive you' hannigram and aziracrow parallel i truly am#four horsemen of queer agony
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"MY CHILDREN YOU ARE FREE."
THEYRE FREE, IM SOBBING, ITS FINE. EVERYTHING IS FINE 😭😭😭😭😭
New behind the scenes trailer for Season Two of ROP!
"My children...you are free!!!"
I. Am. Sobbing. 😭😭
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There’s just something about this poster and the detail that Ongsa is as close to Sun as she possibly can be WITHOUT touching her.
She admires Sun from afar, but she can’t help the need to be close to her. However, she’s afraid to touch Sun because of the damage that would cause. The Earth orbits the Sun, always keeping its distance. If they were to collide it would be catastrophic not just for each other but for everyone else around them too. Yet, Ongsa is holding onto the edge of the desk, because despite her fears she wants so desperately to be close to Sun and maybe just maybe that’s stronger than her fear of the consequences…
And also Ongsa keeping her eyes on Sun the whole time to clock her reaction. If she were to open her eyes, then the veil would be lifted and Sun would know not only about her feelings but also that she’s Earth.
#I am officially going crazy over this poster#like all of them have been INCREDIBLE so far#but this one just steals the show for me#all the tiny details make me want to scream#and the little etching in the desk#I am unwell#milklove#23.5 degrees#23point5#ongsasun#23.5#23.5 the series#gmmtv series#gmmtv
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I'm not getting over this one any time soon
#HOLDNG HANDS YKNOW!?!?!??!!#you cant tell me otherwise. they are walking and holding hands.#idk this one is just so coupley like they genuinely look like a couple#also the hand size difference i am unwell#THEIR HANDSSSSS THEIR HANDSSSSSSS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#im just like. so incredibly unwell. over this. yeah.#i think ill make a compilation post of them clasping hands sometime#bcs i like the way their hands fit together OKAY#i like how its often one of their hands resting in the others rather than a typical bro hand clasp#its all very regal yknow....#this tho? this is couple behavior(TO ME)(...and C)#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2013 chinese gp#we do a little bit of f1
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Anyways the DSMP is the perfect example of ‘the love was there but it didn’t change anything. It was there and it mattered, so fuckin much, but it didn’t change anything. The love was there, for however brief a time, and for that, it mattered.”
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It feels like getting pulled underwater—the sharp sideways tug, the slight drag of resistance, then falling, falling, till the waves close over his head. But Logan can breathe when he rights himself again, even if the light has a watery filter to it and the voices have a distant echo. // Sometimes Logan gets a glimpse of guys who've been long gone from the teal, clustered at the far end of the bench or sitting in the box across the ice. He heard Jason's voice in the hallway loud and clear, that infectious laugh. And he could have sworn he saw Raffi fucking Torres getting out of a car in the players' lot. Something tells him not to look up the rosters.
Commissioned @impmakesart to make a painting based on the Sharks' Cali Fin hype reel + the flip side by frausorge. Imp was amazing to work with and I could not be more emotional about this piece and so, so pleased with how it turned out!! 🙇🏻♂️🙇🏻♂️ Commission him here. Thank you Imp!
#as i am sure has been very obvious i have been incredibly unwell this year for a variety of reasons#and i read that fic right after my uncle died suddenly and unexpectedly so i was thinking a lot about hospice while i was reading it#and i was going to about 8 million sharkuda games per week to just not be at home bc everything has fallen apart there#(also for a variety of reasons. but there is a lot of intense grief over my stepsister's death involved)#so today having signed a lease on an apartment on the entire other side of the country to be closer to career stuff and#get a fresh start and a hopefully happier and more stable life (even if a huge move and a career change makes me nervous)#while also the first thing said to me is that another family member had passed this morning (expectedly) and a relative#who became very sick recently (unexpectedly) and who due to advanced age does not have a great prognosis#it became a uniquely precious gift to have this completed and sent to me by imp this afternoon.#the fic + the ensuing games of seeing that reel hit a very tender part of me that has dealt with death and instability my entire life#and it is amazing to see an image of logan's similar loss and instability so perfectly realized!!#his troubled face!! the way it feels both underwater and in another world!! the lights all around that could be anything!!#looking up at the indistinct faces of his teammates who could be so so many people at this point but who he misses nonetheless!!#also PLEASE zoom in on the mist - the texturing and color gradients are SO cool. and the reflection on his helmet is so sick#the color scheme in this is freaking amazing and i just love it all so much man!!!#anyway i don't have a concluding thought. i was going to make this into a puzzle (i'm back on my bullshit)#but i will probably get it printed and framed too#if any of u come visit me know. know that your chances of seeing haunted logan couture are non-zero#and he could be ANYWHERE#art#san jose sharks#logan couture
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#andy serkis#once again i am unwell#the photoshoot that keeps on giving#the lighting is incredible#your honour i love him#how can he be so gorgeous it should be illegal#i don't need to touch grass i need to bury myself neck deep in moss and let the forest reclaim me#thinking about that old man again#planet of the apes
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some days you just have to put "(just like) starting over" on repeat and just stare at a wall for a few hours about it
#i hate them so badly it actually makes me incredibly depressed teehee!#they never got the chance to heal or be together for real bc of a bitch w a gun like it's fjasdfjasfsf#soooo genuinely unfair and i am unwell about it like at least once a day#he wanted to start over with him so badly imf msdfjdfs JFASD GOD. I CANT DO IT TODAY !
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i didnt watch unknown as it was airing bc i knew it would consume me so i decided to binge it all today. i was correct. it has consumed me.
#i am so unwell#and the thing is there is no specific moment or ep i can point to or rewatch to get out out of my system#there is something about the all consuming atmosphere of the show that’s so dense and heavy it’s impossible to escape it I don’t know how#and i find it incredible how they managed to established that atmosphere and built it so well and reached these peaks of emotion that you’d#think would break all that tension but it just returns 10-fold#like this is how you do storytelling this is how you plot a 12 episode drama#bc you get the peak in ep 6 that is the crux of the story getting revealed but you’re only halfway#there’s still so much story to go and they show all of it#they show that this is a thing that takes time and thought and it perfectly demonstrates how stuck in his ways wei qian is#and i find it incredible how both the actors were able to convey the passing of time and their growing up through their performance you can#really feel how wei yuan matures and how what’s perceived as this childish crush or obsession never leaves bc it was never that it was#always more serious and concrete but in his maturity he can show that#and there’s something so crushing about watching wei qian i swear i choked up so many times watching this show bc they both got to me so bad#but wei qian’s story and his outlook on life is so universal and so true to that older brother role that so many people have#i am rambling so bad i just wanna like��� exist in the vibe of this show forever#bc the heaviness of it makes you feel the weight lift in the moments of joy it’s beautiful#unknown
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Ive been binging One Punch Man and I just finished reading the Monster Association Arc and. Holy fuck
#so so good so fun so well drawin but HOLY SHIT THE ENDING FIGHT????#ohhhh my god. my god#Garou's story was incredible but what really got me bro. Saitama and Genos holy shit man#Saitama gently touching Genos' core in their gay scene when they reunite#Then Saitama holding Genos' core after he gets killed and refusing to let go of it for the entire battle#RAAAAHGHHHHH I LOVE ONE I LOVE MURATA I LOVE ONE PUNCH MAN#opm#rambles#i am extremely unwell about them
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JOHN C. MCGINLEY + KNIVES
↳ INTENSITY (1997) dir. yves simoneau
#john c mcginley#intensity 1997#intensityedit#this gifset is for Me#knives#originals#i am so so so incredibly unwell about this man how did this HAPPEN to me!!!!!!!!
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posted all these muppets i drew the other day and i FEAR THAT IF I SAY THE COMMONALITY BETWEEN THEM ALL EVERYONE WILL GET THEIR KNIVES OUT ON ME AGAIN LMFAO
#free my fkn man he aint do noTHINGGGGGGG#leave steve alone ill get the sword out#thats my baby 65yr old man but thats also i love him so horribly bad in a vampiric like shakespearean way#i feel so strongly about this#everyone was a hater lowkey on insta w this#my art#muppets#fraggle rock#frootbats#the muppets#deadass im sorry he didnt do shittttttt#im tired of this im abt to publicly enter battle over this man lmfaoooo#i cant know how to hear any more about how he sucKS BC HE DOESNT HES THE SWEETEST LEAVE HIM ALONE#me included leave him alone i need to not be a freak abt him#trying to turn whatever this is into how i feel abt wembley fraggle. incredibly overprotective for no reason lmfao#my friend met him this weekend and im so unwell about it#only pics ive seen of him recently where he looks like him thats an insane thing to say but his light is gone in a lot of pics w ppl#i feel so much for him and also jim and i literally cannot get into that bc i get ill abt it#i almost got into it in my video and i feel compelled to add some shit back in in a post edit section#oh my god his insta post the other day abt jim dont get me started im fucking sick#also idk what possessed me to draw marlon#im tinkerbell abt this man ive never had this happen so bad lmfao i dont know i cant explain i am drawn to him
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thinking about how arthur shoved a dagger into his own throat to save john from the king because john's his friend and he loves him. and then when arthur finally collapses beneath all of that pain and grief and guilt he's carried for years john saves him from being buried and then saves his life in the mines and arthur believes it's because john feels the same. they're friends and they love each other so of course. of course you would do anything to save the one you love.
so he trusts him. he trusts him all the way to new york and doesn't think for a moment that there could be something amiss. that john, his best friend who killed the last person he loved and whom he himself almost willingly died for, is lying to him. again.
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#call me cain because i am going to bash kayne's head in with a rock SO HELP ME#john bestie real quick on a scale from 1 to 10#how sad is whatever deal you made with kayne gonna make arthur just real quick#i am so unwell season 4 is coming straight for my jugular#i know john loves arthur but when arthur finds out The Truth™️ it's going to get either really ugly#or so incredibly sad i become terminally ill#and god i can't wait im living my 100k angst hurt/no comfort dreams right now#annd yes i would benefit from therapy thank you for asking#🪦
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Google search how to not have a bpd meltdown if you have bpd
#I'm trying to regulate sooooo hard#but i am feeling incredibly mentally ill#i dont want to blow up on him#so im using the ✨stop skill✨#and sitting on the floor away from the problem#it works right until i have to go back and it just triggers immediately#unwell#not mlm#dantes talking again#bod
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