#i am rewatching this for a third (3rd) time

[mudblockz]

Martyn mentioning a group recording on stream..... Cleo having to cancel her stream due to a mysterious group recording...... 

dear lord it’s happening 

[wh0reforcoriolanussnow]

Billy the Kid set (insta feed) || Tom Blyth x actress!reader

Summary: this is literally just a bunch of insta posts of you and Tom on set of Billy the kid also mixed with abit of Dad!Tom cause I couldn’t resist myself <33 THIS WAS SO FUN TO MAKE

Warnings: fem!reader noneee

Wc: 743

divider by @pommecita

y/n_y/l/n

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Got dragged in to this 😐 fishing is not my forte.

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tomblyth: darling, you loved it.

↘️ y/n_y/l/n: did I though?

danielwebber: specifically loved the part where you tripped and landed on your ass in the water, very entertaining 👏👏

↘️ y/n_y/l/n: maybe if you guys had told me that we would be going fishing, I would’ve worn more appropriate foot attire 😃

alexmroe: a day I will never forget!

↘️ y/n_y/l/n: please do.

user24: I love this cast smmm

user947: who else is here from tbosas after finding out that these two are each other’s love interest once again 🙋‍♀️

↘️ user109: yup.

↘️ user13: MEEEE 🙋‍♀️

↘️ user005: I couldn’t get enough of them in tbosas so here I am 😂

user464: I love it when y/n posts bts content, she knows what we want.

user87: y/n feeding us more Tom content 🫡

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y/n_y/l/n

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My fav look <33 (fun fact: the dress was hand painted 🥹)

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tomblyth: my gorgeous gorgeous girl 😍

↘️ y/n_y/l/n: 🥰

user86: AHHHHHH HIS COMMENT

user150: ‘my gorgeous gorgeous girl’ he’s actually talking abt me hehehehe

user328: Dulcinea was serving looks the entire season, and that’s on periodt.

↘️ y/n_y/l/n: 🤭 couldn’t agree more

↘️ user328: YOU RESPONDED AHHHH ILY

↘️ user25: FACTS

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tomblyth

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Past couple of weeks 🎬

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user672: oh to be y/n y/l/n 😫

siobhan: will miss u all!!!

↘️ tomblyth: it was nice knowing ya Mrs Riley 🤠

↘️ siobhan: wish I hadn’t gotten shot in the head by my dbag husband (all your fault @shaunmbenson)

user19: the last picture awhhhh @y/n_y/l/n

↘️ tomblyth: she’s actually a horse whisperer

↘️ y/n_y/l/n: I am 🤫

↘️ user19: NO WAY YOU BOTH REPLIED OMFG

user465: Billy the Kid makes me weak in the knees oml

user348: omw to rewatch BTK for the millionth time 🏃‍♀️

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tomblyth

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Elsie when I first started filming s1 of BTK in 2021 and Elsie now during s2 🥹 Happy birthday my love <3 love you with all my heart!

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y/n_y/l/n: time flies 😭

↘️ tomblyth: our little girl isn’t so little anymore!

billythekidmgm: happy birthday Elsie! we LOVE seeing your happy face at set 💞

danielwebber: i remember holding her for the first time as a baby like it was yesterday 🥹

rachelzegler: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELS! I need to see you soon sweetheart 😭

↘️ y/n_y/l/n: she misses u and josh like crazy!!

user287: STOP MY HEART CANT WITH THIS

user932: Elsie is so freakin cute!!

user02: imagine being able to say Tom Blyth and Y/n Y/l/n are your parents…. nepo baby!

user461: the first picture of y/n and Elsie 😭 this post is too adorable!

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alexmroe

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Yeehaw 🤠

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y/n_y/l/n: i took the fifth pic 🙋‍♀️🤭

↘️ alexmroe: yes, yes, fifth pic creds goes to u

y/n_y/l/n: oml my tan in the last pic……

tomblyth: we’re so cute @y/n_y/l/n

↘️ y/n_y/l/n: we are aren’t we 🤭

↘️ user287: DAMN RIGHT. THE CUTEST COUPLE

↘️ user109: u guys r literally so wholesome i cant w it

user88: AWEEEE the last pic!!!

user163: excuse me- the third pic- DAMN TOM IS FINE

user847: I love seeing Tom in a cowboy hat 🫶

↘️ y/n_y/l/n: same.

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y/n_y/l/n

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life recently. Alberta, ily!

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ashleyjliao: 😍😍

↘️ y/n_y/l/n: Miss u bb x

joshandresrivera: 3rd pic 🤣

↘️ y/n_y/l/n: yk how he is with the cold 🥶

↘️ tomblyth: oh hush, I was being reasonable unlike you who was wearing a tank and shorts.

user63: Tom and Elsie 😭

user912: Y/n wearing Tom’s hat in the first pic 🤭

↘️ tomblyth: she steals it all the time

↘️ y/n_y/l/n: SHHHH

user108: why do I sometimes forget that Tom has a literal 4 year old daughter

user143: yessss keep feeding us Tom x Elsie content!!!!

user622: she’s hot, she has an even hotter boyf, a cute daughter, she’s rich, popular, an AMAZING actress, she’s literally winning at life 😫

user150: lol I wondered why their chemistry was so good in tbosas and btk. ITS CAUSE THEY LOVE EACH OTHER IRL.

[goldstargloww]

canary curse things. thinking about canary curse things

i'm hesitant to say the canary curse has been broken—what, no, of course it has been, jimmy died second instead of first, and the canary curse is all about dying first— okay hear me out i swear i make sense

my thought is that patterns can change. patterns aren't always static ones. just because something new happened this time around doesn't mean the pattern's been broken, it may have just changed its rules a bit.

joel had a pattern of having no true allies up until double or limited life, where it instead became a pattern of being isolated, for example

now, before we get into the canary curse specifically, let's talk about some other patterns

scott and martyn tend to drag themselves as well as their allies up the leaderboard. they both tend to outlive their allies. grian tends to kill his allies. ...i feel like i should put more here but that's all i can think of right now

now, the way i see it, is scott, martyn, and jimmy in particular all have some sort of weight to them. positive meaning they drag themselves and their allies up the leaderboard, negative meaning the opposite. scott and martyn have a positive weight, whereas jimmy has a negative one.

what i think's happened here is that martyn and jimmy's weights have tugged on each other, and as a result, martyn turned yellow and red first instead of much later on, and jimmy died second instead of first.

jimmy's pull is strong, i think, and so he tends to die first every time. just because he tends to die first every time doesn't make that a rule, though - it just makes it a pattern, one that's been broken. the pattern that hasn't been broken, though, is jimmy being one of the earliest to die, and jimmy dragging his allies down the leaderboard with him.

jimmy died first in 3rd life, and dragged scott down to 10th, and scott finally turned yellow right before jimmy died. jimmy died first in last life, and dragged mumbo down with him, and they were a similar color pretty much the whole time. jimmy died first in double life, and dragged tango down with him. jimmy died first in limited life, and joel died quickly after. jimmy died second in secret life, and dragged martyn's color down with him.

martyn, though, doesn't die yet, because of his positive weight. he's often tugged further up the leaderboard, and so while jimmy may drag his color down and martyn ends up first yellow and red, martyn still manages to stay afloat.

martyn is stubborn is the thing, lmao. he stays alive out of spite and just because he wants to, and so he does, and he makes sure he does. now that the stakes are higher and one wrong move could mean losing everything, he's being a lot more careful than he was earlier on.

and let me just reiterate for a second - he's stubborn. once he's got an idea, he's locked onto that idea until he gets it done or literally can't anymore. martyn will drive himself up the wall before he gives up on something and even then he'll need convincing or more likely a distraction. he didn't give up on ren in third life til he died and couldn't do anything anymore. he didn't give up on trying to kill scott in last life til he died and couldn't do anything anymore. he didn't give up on getting a diamond chestplate in secret life until he got it despite how much it cost him in the end. outside the life series, even, i'm rewatching rats right now- martyn will try to climb a wall over and over and over until he gets it or something gets in the way. he'll be texturing a model and complain to chat about how painful it is and still decide to spend the next hour and a half getting the damn thing done even though he should've logged off for bedtime 2 hours ago. (yes martyn i am calling you out, enjoy)

and so martyn doesn't die! he's yellow first, he's red first, and all other red names die, but martyn doesn't. because yeah, maybe he's impulsive, but he's in this for himself and himself alone and there's no way in hell he's dealing with a wither and a warden that's just killed three people. (he did try and steal the kill though. martyn do you remember what happened last time you tried to steal the kill, you fell into the void and died)

jimmy isn't as stubborn. jimmy's a lot more forgiving, a lot more lenient, and as much as he's being more aggressive this season, he's reckless about it and impulsive and his reputation isn't helping him here.

jimmy lets things happen to him. as upset as he might act about it, he never actually does anything about it, and it gets him killed. he's afraid to break the rules, he's afraid to make people uncomfortable or upset or hurt, he starts genuinely tearing up at the thought of pulling a bait and switch on skizz, and that's the kind of thing martyn does on a daily basis lmao

jimmy is forgiving and passive, martyn and scott don't forget so easily and aren't afraid to make people upset, grian's somewhere in between.

[rogue-coyote]

ten people i'd like to get to know better

thanks for the tag @jacerys-velaryon

last song: jackie and wilson (hozier) has been playing on a loop in my head for the last two months. before that it was goodbye, eddie, goodbe (phantom of the paradise soundtrack)

favourite colour: purple...

last book: oughhh i'm balls deep in three uni textbooks atm (developmental bio, animal physiology and biochemistry lmao) but the last book i finished "for fun" (read: writing research) was "radio hitler" by nathan morley. an interesting pop-history look at the influence of radio broadcasting shows for third reich propaganda both domestically and abroad.

i did start "the brothers karamazov" audiobook but i was having a really hard time keeping track of what the fuck was happening :( i might try to read the physical copy instead but honestly i haven't had much time or brain capacity to read for fun lately because prepping for my thesis is consuming my life!

last movie: PHANTOM OF THE PARADISE 50TH ANNIVERSARY ORIGINAL DE PALMA CUT...

last tv show: i'm about 2/3rds done with HBO rome. before that i was rewatching fellow travellers for the 2nd time. contemplating a mad men and/or babylon berlin rewatch...

sweet/spicy/savoury: spicy and savoury!! i'm a dark chocolate slut, don't really care for sweet.

relationship status: single and tired of people's bullshit tbh

last thing i googled: "never thought i'd get to meet the devil" it's a 1 min transition song in phantom of the paradise that is extremely catchy but not on the soundtrack... i wish they'd expanded on it

current obsessions: i am always thinking about my ocs tbh... idk i don't really get obsessed these days like i used to, but i do have a rotating spectrum of things that i find interesting; history, classic lit, film, art, cellular biology/epigenetics, FISHES (!!!!), travel, food. i obviously have a particular interest in wwii... specifically the experiences of the average person, largely wehrmacht focused but allied airborne too.

for media, rn i am thinking A Lot about alan wake ii and phantom of the paradise.

looking forward to: i'm maybe a week or two away from being short-term debt free which means i can finally start planning and saving for a solo europe trip (aka do a bunch of stupid oc research) :-)

also it's almost reading week and i desperately need to lay face down on the floor for a little bit. and also write gay porn sorry (i'm not).

extremely no pressure tag @fooltofancy @muffinpines @wehdile @presiding @georges-lecointe and literally whoever is reading this its whatever

[prpfz]

deep into these three fandoms and would love to do an oc x cc (happy to double as well!). rules before starting: please hit at least 4+ paragraphs, i love when roleplays have details. 3rd person only. 🥀 when we end up doubling give the same attention to both sides or i will just leave if i noticed you're only caring for your side. 🥀 i would also love an rp partner that enjoys ooc chatter because i'm always ready to send headcanons, edits, and just chat with one another! 🥀 i can play just about any character from these fandoms just let me know who you would like! one of the fandoms is One Piece; i'm currently on sabaody archipelago, while i do know a lot of what goes on through the show bc idk how to avoid spoilers, i would prefer if we start at the beginning of the sabaody arc or anytime before that. for love interests i'm mostly looking for: Sanji, Ace, Zoro, or Crocodile. the second fandom i'm looking for is Once Upon A Time! i'm rewatching it after years of seeing it. i just finished the Frozen/Snow Queen arc so i started the second half of season 4 with them trying to find the author and all that good stuff. for love interests i would love: Rumple/Mr. Gold, Emma, or Regina. third and final fandom i am looking for is My Hero Academia. on the first war arc, like i just got to Dabi's Dance i'm pretty sure. love interests i'm looking for are: Shota/Eraserhead, Toshinori/All Might, Enji/Endeavor, Tamaki, Shoto, Keigo/Hawks. discord or tumblr preferred, i may be cool with google docs but honestly i'm not entirely sure how to work it so either of the other two preferred! will message each like as soon as i can!

give a like and anon will get back to you

[sans-ified]

me when hyperfixate on lego ninjago to the point of rewatching it the third time. Anyways have possessed lloyd from season 5 possession.

(I am currently on my 3rd rewatch and on S7:HT E7 and finished skybound earlier this day.)

[roleplayfinder]

💚 Things have really slowed down with my roleplays (not replacing anyone, though!!!), so trying something totally different this time – I offer up the grungy, kind-hearted and sensitive musician Trent Lane from the 90s MTV cartoon series ’’Daria’’ for muses from any of the following:

- any and all ‘Daria’ characters, including well-written OCs

- Beavis, Butt-head and Mr. Van Driessen

- Rick & Morty and any of the rest of the Sanchez family

- the main cast of Gravity Falls

- men and minors please don’t interact!

-Please be at least 21.

-only third person, detailed long- form and long term, enthusiastic female writers, please!

-knowledge of ‘Daria’ would be appreciated but not required (I have the fandom wiki, an extensive gif blog and three hour video essay link to give a deep dive summary if you need it)

I have no plot in mind, this would be more character and introspection driven, as Trent has left Lawndale without saying a word, heavily down in the dumps and depressed over his secret, not-to-be-realized feelings for Daria Morgendorffer; feel free to get him involved in whatever is going on with your muse, though! A small heads up: Trent is in love with Daria and therefore very unlikely to have romantic or sexy time interest in anyone else.

I wrote a 500+ word character introduction / plot setup, so if you don’t know Trent, please read more about him here.

Dark mental health topics would be included! 🕊 No doubling!

Disclaimer: I have never really watched Beavis and Butt-head due to the gross factor, BUT I have watched clips, read the wiki, several fanfics and checked out video essays due to their connection to Daria, so I think I have a pretty good idea of things. It would be great if someone could flesh out those two blockheads (and the lovely Mr. Van Driessen!)

It’s also been ages since I watched Gravity Falls and Rick & Morty, but I’m willing to do a rewatch if you want me to! Please someone just let me write Trent! 😭

This is a long-term request, please don’t drop me in a few months, and please be actually ready to write. Hiatuses are fine, but ooc chatter is definitely nice even then! My pacing is anywhere from leisurely to once or twice a day; if we mesh together well, I’ll let you know of any frequency changes if they happen on my end. Replies often exceed discord character limit, 3rd person POV, all from a very wordy chick in her 30s. Since my other partners are on hiatus, I am looking for someone who’d be able to start writing in the next few days, after we’ve laid out our initial thoughts and ideas. Only contact me if this is the case!

[hikikomoriaesthetic]

˗ˏ✎*ೃ˚ (3rd repost) day two and third post of writing down these feelings. today was somewhat alright, turns out i have covid- i didn’t even notice lol. i thought my fever and fatigue was because of a mental breakdown i had. luckily since i don’t leave the house, so i can’t pass it on to anybody else.

i’m rewatching demon slayer, seeing Tanjiro suffer more than me and still being able to be so empathic, caring and kind makes me tear up. i feel so disgusted with myself that i can’t become like him. anyways, once again i am filled with anxiety and dread at the fact i keep aging, i wish i could turn back time and force myself to continue my education. but i am now forever doomed to be forced to live with my mother as my caregiver with the money i get for my mental health issues. at least i love my mother and she is the kindest person alive. i just hate myself and the mistakes i made.

i feel so utterly pathetic. i have no friends, no partner and i’m twenty-one. i have never done anything that others my age have done, i just waste away slowly in my room as i try to escape reality with fiction. being a hikikomori is like walking into a bridcage, locking it and swallowing the key and then when you try you leave, you just can’t.

thank you for reading, if anybody sees these, so once again, i hope you have a good day or night. ♡

[othergaywarbler]

Sooooo close to the 3rd anniversary of “glee moments i will still be thinking about at 60” I’m so sad it won’t hit 5M before then but also cannot comprehend that it’s at 4.2M?????????? Like huh???? The way gleeks have claimed a compilation I made to kill an evening of lockdown while I was rewatching the show for the third time EVER is insane to me considering where I am now in gleekdom

[findroleplay]

💚 Things have really slowed down with my roleplays (not replacing anyone, though!!!), so trying something totally different this time – I offer up the grungy, kind-hearted and sensitive musician Trent Lane from the 90s MTV cartoon series ’’Daria’’ for muses from any of the following:

- any and all ‘Daria’ characters, including well-written OCs

- Beavis, Butt-head and Mr. Van Driessen

- Rick & Morty and any of the rest of the Sanchez family

- the main cast of Gravity Falls

- men and minors please don’t interact!

-Please be at least 21.

-only third person, detailed long- form and long term, enthusiastic female writers, please!

-knowledge of ‘Daria’ would be appreciated but not required (I have the fandom wiki, an extensive gif blog and three hour video essay link to give a deep dive summary if you need it)

I have no plot in mind, this would be more character and introspection driven, as Trent has left Lawndale without saying a word, heavily down in the dumps and depressed over his secret, not-to-be-realized feelings for Daria Morgendorffer; feel free to get him involved in whatever is going on with your muse, though! A small heads up: Trent is in love with Daria and therefore very unlikely to have romantic or sexy time interest in anyone else.

I wrote a 500+ word character introduction / plot setup, so if you don’t know Trent, please read more about him here.

Dark mental health topics would be included! 🕊 No doubling!

Disclaimer: I have never really watched Beavis and Butt-head due to the gross factor, BUT I have watched clips, read the wiki, several fanfics and checked out video essays due to their connection to Daria, so I think I have a pretty good idea of things. It would be great if someone could flesh out those two blockheads (and the lovely Mr. Van Driessen!)

It’s also been ages since I watched Gravity Falls and Rick & Morty, but I’m willing to do a rewatch if you want me to! Please someone just let me write Trent! 😭

This is a long-term request, please don’t drop me in a few months, and please be actually ready to write. Hiatuses are fine, but ooc chatter is definitely nice even then! My pacing is anywhere from leisurely to once or twice a day; if we mesh together well, I’ll let you know of any frequency changes if they happen on my end. Replies often exceed discord character limit, 3rd person POV, all from a very wordy chick in her 30s. Since my other partners are on hiatus, I am looking for someone who’d be able to start writing in the next few days, after we’ve laid out our initial thoughts and ideas. Only contact me if this is the case!

-

[aria-ashryver]

August is nearing and so are the release dates of the two shows I am personally extremely excited about: Heartstopper s2 and Red, White and Royal Blue. I was in love with the first season of HS, Nick Nelson is an angel 🥹

As for RWRB, I'm currently mid-book and having watched the trailer just this morning can't help but feel a bit disappointed they changed a couple of my favourite lines, but that's fine as long as they stayed as true to the original story as possible.

So, my questions are: did you maybe watch Heartstopper too? What about RWRB? 🙃

IS THAT WHAT RWRB STANDS FOR i have been seeing that acronym all over the place lmao

thats awesome, I've been looking forward to finding a new show to sink into!! I'm currently bouncing between Attack on Titan and The Untamed, I'm watching both of those with my fiance (The Untamed is a 3rd time re-watch for me lol)

I did watch Heartstopper, yes, and I remember thinking it was adorable (though it's been long enough now that I'm due a rewatch ha)

It's always interesting seeing what folks do with book-to-series adaptations (and how well they honour the source material). I'm suuuper hesitant to watch the third season of The Witcher for this exact reason 😬😬👀

[gustingirl]

tagged by @senor-hoberto love you sm!!

Name: nella (if you speak spanish u can call me neshi too, it's the nickname my bff gave me and lowkey love it)

Sign: aries sun, sagittarius rising, leo moon (astrology masterminds come explain this to me)

Height: 165cm last time i checked

Time: 22:17

Birthday: april 3rd

Fav band/artist: bts, greta van fleet and fito paez

Last movie: i started rewatching metegol for the fifth time (oh this is another comfort movie hehe)

Last show: los simuladores as always (are we even surprised?)

When i created this blog: so it was like 2015 but i accidentally deleted it when trying to delete a side account around 2016

What i post: whatever pleases monkey brain (aka mine)

Other blogs: @akpopdump (where i’m posting all these kpop pics i have in my camera roll that i wanna delete), @simustiktok (where i gather tiktoks of los simuladores that i find). i have a third one but i abandoned it

Do i get asks: from my lovers and my mutuals (that could be my lovers if they want to 👀)

Followers: your mother

Average hours of sleep: i’m on vacation so this question does not have a simple answer

Instruments: not even one, not even in my imagination

What am i wearing: tank top, skirt and shoes cuz i’m supposedly gonna go hiking with my family

Dream job: taking care of pandas (that's what a dream job sounds like)

Dream trip: a whole trip around argentina

Favorite songs: at the moment, it's the shoop shoop song by cher and me gusta by ciro y los persas

tagging @peachy-101 @napo-con-fritas @loser-user-noaccuser @smythecriminal @chaesonghwas @almuerdesayuno and @palewhitehorse

[herefortarlos]

Hello! Nice ask week asks for you! 1) What are your top three Tarlos moments? 2) Have you ever been the same again since discovering Tarlos? 3) If you could hang out with TK and Carlos for a day and you chose the activities, what would you get up to?

Awww, thank you for the ask, Cig 🥰 I can answer question 2 real quick; no I have not been the same since discovering Tarlos 😆! Tarlos is my 3rd extreme hyper fixation I've had over a fictional couple, but it is the first time that I've not only found 2 characters I absolutely love but they are also canonically a couple! It is becoming more common thankfully, but it is still so hard to find a well written AND canon gay couple in media! Tarlos has been such a nice change where I don't have to imagine these two wonderful characters being together and only having fanfic and some scenes to base that on, they are officially together, they have many on screen kisses and they're married!! And I've made so many wonderful friends and have also been more open about my sexuality and who I share that with because of Tarlos! 🥹 So I hope my obsession is here to stay for a long time!

Oh jeez, my top 3 Tarlos moments?!? But there are so many to choose from and it's always changing 😆 Get ready for my long winded thoughts! I do think my #1 has to be the wedding! I still can't watch the vows scene and listen to them without crying, I just loved their vows to each other sooo much, they were perfect to me and who TK and Carlos are as people and how they have grown since season 1 to now! And I loved TK asking Tommy to sing Being Alive for him as a gift to Carlos and to me that's not a spur of the moment thing, that is a, TK asked Tommy weeks ago if she would do this and why this specific song was so meaningful and I cry just thinking about that conversation and how honored Tommy felt that TK went to her 🥹. And the way TK and Carlos cry and hold each other during her singing is just too much and I love it! I'm so happy they're married!

For my second top moment I am including the entirety of s3e13 Riddle of the Sphynx! I rewatched that episode and skipped to all the Tarlos scenes the other night and I was a wreck! I loved all the domesticity and flirty Tarlos we got, I loved jealous Carlos and that dinner table conversation is still one of the absolute best scenes that Rafa and Ronen have acted together. TK trying to explain to Carlos why he can't help with this and Carlos begrudgingly accepting it and then fully realizing, when TK is looking through photos of his mom, that he is out of his depth and if he wants to help TK then he needs to get in contact with the person that can truly empathize and help him, and that is nothing against Carlos! Him realizing that this isn't about him, it's about the man he loves, and that little "I love you. I know" moment, TK knowing then for sure that he is going to marry Carlos, and then Carlos' little happy, satisfied smile as he leaves the loft, all of it made me a mushy, blubbering mess and absolutely blew me away again, after seeing that episode like 10 times now! Oh and the use of Transatlanticism was amazing as well!

Phew, and finally for my third moment, I am going to cheat and say TK's and Carlos' proposals!! TK's proposal being at 3 in the morning in their bed, where it's soft and quiet and just meant for TK and Carlos 😭 absolutely perfect! I loved that TK was no longer afraid of love or losing it and it was such a pinnacle moment to show that TK is done running from Carlos and then he proved that time and again in season 4! I also loved him petting Carlos' hair and rubbing his ear!

Then at the end of season 4 we get the gift we didn't know we needed in Carlos proposing to TK! Them saying that they have saved each other, Carlos realizing that TK and wanting to be married to him are the only things in his life he is 100% certain of! TK getting the joy of being proposed to and Carlos smiling for the first time in days when he sees that he made TK smile 🥹 My favorites may change again but these are the moments that first came to mind and I love them all so much!

Okay and finally, if I could hang out with TK and Carlos for one day and do anything, I would honestly want them to show me around Austin! We would need to go to a cat cafe, I looked it up and Austin has a couple! (I am currently watching a stream of a cat cafe and that is influencing my choice 🤣) because Carlos could finally pet an animal and TK and animals are a match made in heaven, and can you imagine how cute they would be surrounded by cats 🥹 I would also want to go clothes shopping with them because Carlos needs some more variety aside from all the plaid dad shirts, just a little bit of style and color! And seeing some of the research that people have put into looking up TK's clothes, that man has expensive tastes and I want to know if he actually looks at price tags or just grabs all the things he likes without looking 😆 And I would want to go back to the loft and eat some of Carlos' cooking! Give me some ropa vieja and tamales, please 🤤. And then I would want to go out to a queer club where this supposed night life is that we haven't gotten to see 🤣 Ohh, what a dream that would be!!

[canonrpfinder]

💚 Things have really slowed down with my roleplays (not replacing anyone, though!!!), so trying something totally different this time – I offer up the grungy, kind-hearted and sensitive musician Trent Lane from the 90s MTV cartoon series ’’Daria’’ for muses from any of the following:

- any and all ‘Daria’ characters

- Beavis, Butt-head and Mr. Van Driessen

- Rick & Morty and any of the rest of the Sanchez family

- the main cast of Gravity Falls

- men and minors please don’t interact!

-Please be at least 21.

-only third person, detailed long- form and long term, enthusiastic female writers, please!

-knowledge of ‘Daria’ would be appreciated but not required (I have the fandom wiki, an extensive gif blog and three hour video essay link to give a deep dive summary if you need it)

I have no plot in mind, this would be more character and introspection driven, as Trent has left Lawndale without saying a word, heavily down in the dumps and depressed over his secret, not-to-be-realized feelings for Daria Morgendorffer; feel free to get him involved in whatever is going on with your muse, though! A small heads up: Trent is in love with Daria and therefore very unlikely to have romantic or sexy time interest in anyone else.

I wrote a 500+ word character introduction / plot setup, so if you don’t know Trent, please read more about him here.

Dark mental health topics would be included! No doubling!

Disclaimer: I have never really watched Beavis and Butt-head due to the gross factor, BUT I have watched clips, read the wiki, several fanfics and checked out video essays due to their connection to Daria, so I think I have a pretty good idea of things. It would be great if someone could flesh out those two blockheads (and the lovely Mr. Van Driessen!)

It’s also been ages since I watched Gravity Falls and Rick & Morty, but I’m willing to do a rewatch if you want me to! Please someone just let me write Trent! 😭

This is a long-term request, please don’t drop me in a few months, and please be actually ready to write. Hiatuses are fine, but ooc chatter is definitely nice even then! My pacing is anywhere from leisurely to once or twice a day; if we mesh together well, I’ll let you know of any frequency changes if they happen on my end. Replies often exceed discord character limit, 3rd person POV, all from a very wordy chick in her 30s. Since my other partners are on hiatus, I am looking for someone who’d be able to start writing in the next few days, after we’ve laid out our initial thoughts and ideas. Only contact me if this is the case!

[mcrmadness]

So I saw the Deadpool & Wolverine film a couple of days ago. I haven't been able to stop thinking about it, and I might go to see it in the theaters for a second time eventually. There was so much to see that with my ADHD and memory issues, I keep getting new flashbacks about scenes in the film all day long, and there are several conversations I wish I could rewatch because they spoke to me but I DON'T REMEMBER WHAT THEY SAID :DDDDDDDD

So I either go see the film again (let's see what my executive dysfunctions says to that), or wait until it's released on bluray which is probably gonna take a couple of months still.

Anyway, since this is an MCU film now, I started thinking about, well, MCU. I wanna say "a few years back" but it was probably more like, almost 10 years ago cos wtf is time; anyway, back then I at some point had a flu and when I'm sick, I usually spend my time sitting on a sofa wrapped in blankets and watch movies. That winter I was bored and decided to give a try to some earlier MCU films that were on Netflix back then (I had already seen Iron Man, which I liked; and The Avengers, which I hated, and only liked Loki because I just like antihero-type characters and I related to him a bit too much as I was a bitter 21-year-old who was so bored of living in everyone's shadow lol), and I kinda hyperfixated on those. So much so I grew so desperate that I bought the missing movies on DVD only because I NEEDED to see more in order to see the rest on Netflix, and a few from the middle was missing, and I in no way could watch them cos I needed everything to be in the chronological order.

Later I ended up buying every single MCU film on bluray despite hating the Phase One apart from the Iron Man films. Also my sister kept buying me them for Christmas etc.

This ended somewhere in 2019 or 2020, because the last MCU bluray on my shelf is that second Spider-Man film that I don't remember the name of because they all are named so similarly it took me ages to realize there even was a third film out there. And I still don't like majority of the films until Phase Three, where I thought the films started to finally get some character. But there are still some films that just... are not that good. Some of them I have watched multiple times, but with some it makes my ADHD kick in and I just want to roll on the floor in agony when I just think about watching them for the second time cos they are so uninteresting or boring.

So looks like I have not seen a single film from the Phase Four on. The first film was released in 2021 (according to Wikipedia), and honestly, looking at that list of films makes me go both "WTF??????? WHO TF IS THAT???" and "oh whyyyyyyyy D:" and I am torn between my obsession with chronological order - in order to watch something, I HAVE TO watch anything that got released before it. Except that I don't want to. I don't give a fuck about most of those characters and their own movies. Also I have heard so much shit about many of these later films that I feel like they would not even be worth my time.

So might actually change this and maybe one day I will watch the ones that truly interest me. Especially the 4th Thor film. I hated the first two so much (they are not very romance-repulsed-friendly as they literally focus on nothing but Thor and his girlfriend), but the third film was really good because they left out all the useless romance nonsense and made an actually funny and interesting movie. And since the 4th is from the same director, I feel like it could be an okay film too.

I also like Antman's character in MCU and the first film, but I don't remember shit from the second one and I don't know if the third one is any good. But might check that out eventually. Oh and Guardians of the Galaxy films I have always liked, so the 3rd one sounds interesting as well.

Anyhow, Deadpool & Wolverine literally was the first MCU film I have seen since that second Spider-Man (oh and would like to see the third one too!), and then I did watch both seasons of Loki, which I did like actually. So apart from those, I know absolutely nothing about the current state of MCU. I'm sometimes a bit annoyed that DP got added to MCU, but at the same time it gives him so much more freedom to refer to different characters or even meet then in possible future films, just like what happens in the comics all the time. Tho, even with comics I'm often getting annoyed when they put Avengers in the stories cos I'm not here for Avengers, I'm here for Deadpool, so fuck off from my phone screen. Honestly would like to see DP interact move with the X-Men, or even Spider-Man, cos these were THE older Marvel films I grew up with and which I'm way more attached to than the dumbster fire called MCU.

[trash-bats]

Trash Bat Char's 2023 Spooky Season Movie Marathon

As is tradition for many around this time of year, I try to cram in as many seasonally-appropriate movies as I can starting around September and going til Thanksgiving (Halloween is a 3 month holiday in my mind, leave me alone). I try to mostly watch new-to-me films, with the occasional beloved rewatch thrown in. Movies will be a mix of classic horror, anything involving monsters & creatures of the night (especially vampires because I am nothing if not predictable), and some family-friendly Halloween & autumn romps.

I'll include my personal rating & some brief thoughts, but I'm so bad at rating things so please don't come at me if I give something a whack score, lol. I also track everything on my Letterboxd. I'm always open to suggestions to throw on my future lists!

(updated: 10/12/23)

1. Crimson Peak (2015)

-first-time watch, viewed on Sept. 6th

-70/100; this film was a visual treat, from the set design to the costumes. I craved a little bit more out of the ghosts of the house, but I also get what they were going for.

2. The Vampire Lovers (1970)

-first-time watch, viewed on Sept. 18th

-60/100; this is the third Hammer vampire film I've seen, with Dracula & Dracula A.D. 1972 being a part of last year's marathon. I was definitely invested in getting to see a classic piece of lesbian vampire media, but the plot pacing & the ending left me a bit disappointed. However, Ingrid Pitt was absolutely captivating.

2. Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-Rabbit (2005)

-first-time watch, viewed on Sept. 21st

-60/100; first off, loved the claymation. I've been aware of Wallace & Gromit's existence for a long while, but this was my first time actually watching them. There uh, sure were a lot of jokes about """melons"""! It was a pretty ok watch though, got a few chuckles out of me.

4. Blood & Donuts (1995)

-first-time watch, viewed on Sept. 24th

-60/100; the title and premise of this little vampire film intrigued me, but I'm not sure I would call it...good? I was entertained in some capacity. Maybe baffled by the acting & character choices of the cab driver, he was like a mix of Christopher Walken & Tommy Wiseau. A unique little vamp film though. Gains bonus points for usage of Concrete Blonde's "Bloodletting" in a graveyard scene.

5. The Thing (1982)

-first-time watch, viewed on Sept. 30th

-70/100; I know, I know, giving this acclaimed & beloved film only 3 1/2 stars is a crime. I certainly recognize why it's held in such high regard, but I also gotta rate things based on my own personal enjoyment, and I just wasn't super gripped or blown away. And maybe that's a me problem or can change in the future, but I did still like the film! The scene with the guy whose head disconnects from the body & becomes a spider and crawls away genuinely shocked me.

6. Scream (1996)

-first-time watch, viewed on Oct. 3rd

-90/100; This was a very fun watch, and I'm glad I waited until I've seen a lot more horror movies before watching it - a lot of it would have gone totally over my head if I had watched as a teen. I've gotten two Ghostface-related art commissions this month, so it felt only appropriate to watch it myself to "catch the vibe". I might try and watch the first sequel soon.

7. Monster High 2 (2023)

-first-time watch, viewed on Oct. 6th

-50/100; the first musical movie was a mix of being a mess & having fun, and this one was pretty similar. I still don't like the majority of the musical numbers, and I'm still not a fan of how generic the background students are. Live-action non-binary Frankie Stein is still an absolute delight though, and as "mid" as I've found these movies, I REALLY need them to make the third since the plot hook they left at the end of this one implies a Frankie-centric story next time.

8. Coraline (2009)

-re-watch, viewed on Oct. 9th

-90/100; damn it's been over a decade since I last watched this, but I was in love with it when it first came out. Laika stop-motion films are just so, so visually stunning to look at. The way they tackled the topic of emotional neglect & the escapism of wanting a different life than the one you have is just...oof!

9. It Follows (2014)

-re-watch, viewed on Oct. 10th

-80/100; I saw this one in the theaters when it came out, and I remember feeling so unsettled upon leaving the theater and riding with my friends down the dark, empty roads home. Watched it this time with a group of pals on Discord this time around, and I mostly knew what to expect, but the concept & execution still just leaves you feeling uneasy after!

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Other films I hope to get to this season:

The Ring

The Exorcist

Ginger Snaps

An American Werewolf in London

We Are the Night

Happy Death Day 2 U

The Lost Boys (rewatch)