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jjwolves · 2 days ago
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You know what? Lemme add onto the mythical creature readers and request Ena x a Phoenix Reader! Round out the cats and wolves and horses with a bird; particularly a bird that is frequently reincarnating and/or on fire.
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AETHER PORTAL ⋆.àłƒàż” ʁ ˖*àŒ„â‹†.àłƒàż” ʁ ˖*àŒ„
What: ENA the Worker X Phoenix Reader
Who: ENA the Worker from ENA Dream BBQ (By Joel G)
How Much: ~1100 Words, ~6 Mins
Credits: Image Banner -> Joel G, Divider -> @thecutestgrotto
Warnings: None
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You weren't sure at first that ENA should know about your special ability. It's not that she hasn't seen weirder or anything like that, but. While death carries far less weight than the permanence of alteration and transformation in this world, it can still be a pain that really sets you back. Everyone's looking for efficiency, time saved from having to navigate the afterlife, and your special power has been used and abused before as such. You don't think that she would, but you really don't want to gamble on ENA learning about this and taking your enhanced immortality out for a test drive. Not that you have much opportunity to hide it if you're going to shield her from a pixel-perfect lasso grenade dropped by a particularly violent customer. You just moved on instinct, shoving her out of the way and tanking the incoming cut-and-paste. Yeah, even something like you would be sliced to ribbons, but a blaze of glory like the glow of morning fever meant you could rewind moments forward and be fine. ENA was standing still at the edge of the crater you moved her away from.
You're hoping that you two can just continue on without mentioning the incident, but ENA doesn't seem to be able to parse the invisible lines you've inaudibly drawn for this conversation. "I must say, I am quite thankful for you steering me away from my brush with termination." Here it comes, like always. Hey, can you die for me some more? But she says something differently than expected. "Let it not be said that I'm an unfair partner. Next time you're in mortal danger, I'll be sure to parallel park." That's an odd way of saying it, but you think she means she'll die for you. It's a lot scarier hearing such a promise be directed to you, especially from someone as special as ENA. Bur she's quick to reassure you. "Your display was quite beautiful, you know. We ought to make a logo, but that's neither here nor there. What I mean to say is, while mine might not be as new of a model as yours, I have a similar business strategy, you see. If there's trouble, I owe you a check." ENA's head subtly motions to a broken mannequin, one of several you've seen on the road. Your flames burn low and vivid with rumination. Was ENA like you? Was ENA offering to die for you?
One day, you two are running late for the half-quarterly meeting that the Company has whenever someone finds a half-quarter. (They're pretty rare, after all.) ENA seizes your wing and drags you into a jog, but a few minutes into it, it's clear that you two aren't getting there in time. There's too many ghosts standing about in lines to the various stands near here to make much progress on foot. You have an idea, but you don't want ENA to freak out about it. "Be more specific, feathermind! We don't have time for shadowy subtext, so cut to the point before we get canned!" You oblige and fly into the sky with ENA in tow, who gives a surprised yelp and makes sure to hold onto her hat. Your passenger is looking pale, but you're pretty sure that just means she's going to yell. You say that you hope she isn't scared of flying--it's the only way you two are gonna make it. "Haha! Scared of flying?! It should be scared of ME! I hope gravity has a good lawyer, because I'm comin' for EVERYTHING!" She starts off the flight boisterous, but a short while after liftoff, the height becomes less exciting and more serene. Striped cones rest atop spike-edged clouds, ever rotating like painted drills digging into the atmosphere. Your flames don't burn ENA, despite the bright and colorful streak they leave in the sky behind you. They curl around her and warm her. She sighs and shifts her weight, and suddenly the meaning of the hug that she was using, you assumed, to keep herself from falling had shifted along with it. You felt ENA give a sigh. One of annoyance? Of relief? You couldn't say which one it was. You couldn't say which one you were hoping for, either. "Permission to speak on company record, chairman?" You chuckle and say yes. Oh, how delightfully her she always is. Her softer hand of the two rubs some of your feathers under her thumb to really feel them, wind pulling them back as your flight continues. "I believe I'd like to invest in your beautiful world of nitrogen. Could I have your whole supply? I know we have the meeting, but--oh! Maybe we could schedule it!" You fire burns a little brighter, a little warmer. There's nothing to say except that you have a window open, and that you'd like that.
You're not really sure what this is. ENA calls it a meeting, but the way her eyes sparkle as she clings to your wing and blushes deeper into her colors makes you think that it's a date. That and the aviator goggles made from eldritch treebranches. She hurries up to you, striking several odd poses before finally chuckling with confidence, "Tell me it's true! The day of our merger in the sky is at hand, yes?" Well, that's pretty early, isn't it? You two could spend the first part of the date doing other stuff, and then you could fly later, you explain. ENA is pretty set on it though. "NOOO! Flying first! I got goggles and everything. Do you know how much I have invested in this part?! Five." You don't ask "five what"? With how serious she seems, it's best if you just let her have her way.
ENA lets out a hearty laugh as you dive through clouds and loop around fatigued angels who don't have enough coffee in their systems yet to give you a moral lecture. You think you're falling in love with different parts of her every time you get to see this side of her. She has a distinct, hearty laugh when she's having fun--not a squeal or a snicker, but a "HA HA HA" that she puts the whole of her lungs into. It makes you want to earn more of it from her. Like an outside incentive. It can't last forever, at least not this part; you'll both have to return to your job, of course, where you often fall into pits and get melted before having to emerge back into the world again. But you'll always meet in the future, over and over. The moment may yet die but it's also soon to be reborn, blazing. And if that's not the nature of the world as is, well... ENA will call some people and circle back on that.
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A/N: I had a funny idea where ENA tried to mix drinks with the reader's flames to create different colors (like how copper burns green) but I thought about it and... That really feels more like something Taski would do than ENA. Hmm... Ideas for later. Honk.
A/N: This fic traveled years to find you, and now it's here.
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serensama · 2 days ago
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A Word with Friends: Of Houses, Hearts and Hidden things
Ahhh finally, this thing has a name.
Thank you @hedwigoprah you wondrous creature, I am a fan of this amazing game and this week's word. I may not use it as often as I should but gee when I read it in something, I do enjoy it quite a lot hahah. My thanks to @woundedsoul12 and @jenn2d2 who tagged me in their awesome work too <3 This week got away from me (yes, again, I have a problem) at 3.1k so yeah- LONG POST.
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Avarice
1. Excessive or inordinatedesire of gain; greed for wealth 2. Inordinate desire for some supposed good.
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Enduring the Fifth Talon’s cane was nothing; the man was barely putting half of his strength into his hits. He had almost taunted Viago by saying that Caterina could still hit harder than him, but thought better of it; it wasn’t as if he wanted the man to hurt him more. 
Illario had been prepared for his reaction, knowing what would happen when they were found out; it was a certainty that someone would notice them. It wasn’t even cloudy when Lilya led him by the hand through the front door of her shared home with Viago. He knew the moment he agreed to follow what was to come. It was only a matter of time.  
“What were you thinking?!” the older man hissed, striking him again out of fury. “Don’t! You can’t talk yourself out of this one, Dellamorte. You knew I tolerated this idiocy because it made her happy. If you’re deluded enough to think I wasn’t aware of you sniffing around her since the Antiva City mission, you’re more of a fool than I thought. I let this happen because some part of you makes her light up, and I am not yet completely without mercy. But to protect what is mine, I will be. Do not force my hand, Illario. This ends, now. And for Maker’s sake, put on your underwear man, and get out of my House.”
Illario knew that things would be set in motion, and he would either have to accept and live with them, or be incited to rally against them - and he knew which he intended to do. He was well aware of what people thought about him. That he was capricious. That he was materialistic, callous, shallow, and only liked to gamble, duel and fuck. They were not wrong. Those things were all true to a degree, he was as they said- but he was also more. And it was times like these that he was grateful for people continuously underestimating him. 
He put on his underwear and picked up his leathers, reaching into the pouch to pull out a velvet drawstring bag, about to throw it to Viago, but the Talon squinted at him with distrust and shook his head. “Open it, and put whatever is inside on her dresser,” he ordered, not foolish enough to catch something thrown at him by another assassin. 
The younger man sighed and pulled at the strings, then tugged at the fabric to show Viago a small, glass bottle. Even from across the room, Illario could see the way recognition fell upon his face, his eyes glued to the crystal atomiser. He knew what it was. He knew the effort it took to get one, the time and the expense. What people in his position meant by giving someone a bottle of bespoke perfume. 
“Do you even know if she feels the same way about you? Are you so sure in your affections that you would doom two Houses to bloodshed? Do you want to see Lilya hurt?” he asked, still staring at the bottle.  “There are only three certainties in my life, Fifth Talon,” Illario replied, pulling his pants on one leg at a time. “That I will become the First Talon, that I will one day die, and that I will do both with Lilya by my side.” Viago said nothing or deigned even to give the other man another look, moving past him to pick up the bottle before he left the room. 
Illario jumped out of Lilya’s bedroom window, easily hopping down from the second-floor drop. He hoped she liked her perfume and understood the meaning behind such a gift. Viago certainly had. Effortlessly, the Crow bounded over the rooftops and made his way to the building where all the chatty little fledglings congregated, smirking to himself. He didn’t care if he forced Viago’s hand or Caterina’s- he would suffer every blow for both he and Lilya, and then he’d return the favour to them tenfold.  ---
He had never wanted for anything. He’d been a happy enough child- except during his time with Caterina. Even then, he couldn't claim he had it harder than any other Crow. The hollowed out Villa was miserable, Caterina even worse, but he would never insult his brethren like that. Not after he’d borne witness to the training facilities in their capital. 
When he became a full Crow and was deemed worthy to be treated as an actual member of his house again, he gained access to luxuries that would make even the most decadent nobles burn with envy. In a life where everything lay at his fingertips, he regularly indulged in new and exciting pleasures: the finest wines, custom-made livery, and exclusive experiences that could only be afforded by those with the right connections and obscene amounts of coin. And for a time, it worked- a patch over the gaping wound in his chest that never seemed to close, no matter what he did.
He knew there was more to life, even if others thought he cared only for his superficial diversions and his relentless desire to succeed Caterina. But his true avarice did not lie in ambition alone. It ran deeper. It was a hunger to be seen, to be wanted, to be accepted. Perhaps even loved
 if he dared admit it.
So imagine his surprise when, after years of searching, he found something that made the ache subside. He still remembered the first time he saw her; he had taken a contract in Antiva City when he happened upon someone who made him stop dead in his tracks. She stood quietly in the corner, stoic, more focused on the children in front of her than on the senior Crow who had entered the training yard. Curious, he stopped one of the trainers from his House and asked about her.  “Hey, Gianni, who is that?” 
“Who?” 
“That one over there, with the black hair past her waist,” he grinned, unable to tear his eyes off of her for more than a couple of seconds. Gianni scanned the yard and scoffed, rolling his eyes at Illario and laughing, thinking the Master Assassin was merely joking. When Illario did not join in and continued to stare at the woman, Gianni sobered and gawked at him, completely baffled. 
“Are you being serious?” 
“What?” he asked, still watching the girl as she corrected her sparring partner’s grip on their dagger. 
“You’ve got to be kidding me. Have you been living under a rock back there in Treviso? That’s Viago’s girl.”  Illario finally tore his eyes away from her and back to his stricken acquaintance, who appeared to be afraid on his behalf. Typical Gianni, how he had managed to survive as a Crow for so long was anyone’s guess. “What, like Viago’s girl or Viago’s fledgling who just so happens to be a girl?”
“Yes.” Gianni sighed and shook his head, utter disbelief plastered on his tattooed face. “She’s the most promising one of the bunch, escorted here by Viago himself about five years ago. Used to come up here every few months to check in with the instructors, but now she’s close to becoming a full Crow, he’s been coming up much more often to check in and mentor her personally.”  Illario whistled and nodded appreciatively. He had never heard of Viago purposely taking time to directly manage any of his House’s fledglings, either he really did have a special interest in her or he was already making moves to be considered for the next Fifth Talon. 
“So, for once, be smart, Illario-” “I am always smart, Gianni-”  “Yeah, a smartass. Viago isn’t someone you cross, he’s actually eerily similar to your grand-”
Illario pinned the trainer with a sharp glare that made the man swallow his words, coughing nervously as he excused himself. And whilst he didn’t pay any heed to Gianni’s words, he did not approach her for years, until they were chosen to take part in the same contract. 
A member from each House had been handpicked by their Talons and sent to Antiva City for a reconnaissance and assassination contract arranged by the royal family. So, everyone was concerned when Viago had his little paramour stand for House de Riva in place of one of the other Master Assassins under his command. They all wondered if it added credence to the rumour that the Fifth Talon was finally tired of the pretty young thing now that Teia Cantori was in the picture. They all looked at her with a mixture of derision and pity- stupid, little girl- a Talon and bastard son of the King was never going to be her means to a happy ending. What truly impressed Illario was that she didn’t let their not-so-subtle snickers or whispers affect her at all; the youngest of their team acting the most mature. It was laughable. 
They had to form two-man cells to complete their missions, and he raised his hand immediately to be paired with de Riva. There was no contention; they all saw her inexperience as a liability rather than the potential for excitement she might bring. Their comrades rolled their eyes at him and sent knowing smirks his way, assuming he was only after one thing- and happily let him chase after her. She had been quick to voice her displeasure at being paired with him. The first words out of her mouth after leaving the meeting were that Viago would kill her for getting partnered with him, and he laughed, flattered, not at all offended that the Fifth Talon had even thought to warn her about him. He found it absolutely hilarious. “Really? Pray tell, please tell me what Viago de Riva had to say about me.”   Lilya eyed him warily but relented, seeing no harm in his knowing. “He told me to keep my wits about you. That there was more to you than what most people saw.”  Well, well, well. Perhaps he had been too harsh on the man. As much as he kept to himself, he certainly did know how to read people.“He also said that when you tried something, and that you would, I had his permission to kill you.” 
Yes, he really was a great judge of character.  
“Oh really, Baby Crow, you think you’d be able to kill me?” he asked, genuinely entertained by the confidence the little chit had. If he weren’t already intrigued by her, it would have been the beginning of his fascination. Lilya shook her head and smiled up at him, her posture relaxed as she stood before him at a polite distance.  “No, of course not, Master Crow,” she said plainly, both maintaining eye contact for long enough for him to realise her eyes were the exact same shade as his mother’s favourite emerald ring. She stepped forward and invaded his personal space, an audacious thing she was, her hands locked behind her back to show that she was no threat, even leaving her front open, practically welcoming him to try to attack her underhandedly. “I know I can kill you.” 
Lilya smirked up at him. The vixen. He didn’t know why, but he believed her, and he knew it said something about himself that it somehow made her more alluring. Illario wasn’t afraid of her threats, no, he was much more concerned with the fact that this small thing had managed to captivate him by doing so little. It was not just because she was stunning, but she, too, had more bubbling under the surface, and he was ever so curious to find out what. 
Illario tapped her on the nose, Lilya crinkling it slightly which amused him to no end- he almost wanted to ask her to do it again. What in Maferath’s bloody balls was happening to him?  
“I look forward to seeing all you can do, de Riva,” his voice huskier than he intended as his eyes roamed down her form.   
“Oh, I’m sure you are,” she replied wickedly, “but I’ll make sure you don’t.”   
A challenge. That’s all she was. Just a tantalising challenge wrapped in leather and smelling like the flowers his father would give to his mother whenever he’d return from a contract... What were those flowers again? 
She was about to turn and walk away from him, but she thought better of it and locked eyes with him again. He opened his mouth to say something undoubtedly witty when she returned the favour, and tapped him softly on his nose, stunning him. She grinned and wished him a good night and walked away with a sway he wasn’t sure could be taught. Even by the Crows.
Oh, he was going to have so much fun with her, for however long it lasted between them. 
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But it didn’t end. 
He had waited for the illusion to fade, for her veneer to dull. Waited for his desire to be sated, for the thrill of the chase to slow down into banal routine, for the smile she drew from him to lose its warmth and become just the practised curling of his lips. But it never happened. Each time he returned, he wanted more. She shone brighter, each touch and taste of her sweeter than the last. Everything- both familiar and new- remained vibrant, intoxicating, and effervescent. His smile for her never faltered, not once.
It was enough to drive him mad, if he weren’t already half-mad from whatever spell Lilya had cast over him.
She cut through all his bullshit, had seen him more bare than anyone and still wanted to be around him. It was unheard of, unthinkable, unbelievable. Yet there she was. She tried to convince him (her, it was always her that needed convincing) that it was just for fun, just good sex, that she enjoyed spending time with him, and it really wasn’t serious. That they were able to walk away at any time, no strings attached. Like good little Crows.
And there they were, four years later, more entwined than ever. Neither knew where to begin cutting away at their attachment without tearing into themselves, only to find pieces of the other still clinging, impossible to remove, without leaving something important behind. There was no clean break for them, only the painful truth that moving on would mean losing parts of themselves they could not bear to part with (each other, they did not want to lose each other).
Illario didn’t know how to go back to the time before she became part of his life. To return to the dull and the dreary- the contracts, the mindless games of craps at the Diamond, and the endless waiting. Always waiting, for Caterina to make up her mind.
How was he supposed to go from sipping cappuccinos at CafĂ© Pietre in the mornings, as they sat back-to-back, both of them reading the latest serials from Tevinter... to nothing? From cuddling on a random rooftop, far from prying eyes, watching the skyline of Treviso shift and shimmer as the city changed. From those days when he came back from a contract feeling tainted, scrubbing himself raw, only for the noise in his head to quiet at the gentle brush of her hand through his hair. The sound of her humming, steady and soft, easing a pain he hadn’t even known he carried.
How could he lose all of that?
He couldn’t.
He wouldn’t. 
The sound of a carriage drew near, his ears picking up on the horses’ hooves on the street just in time to start moving, his introspection almost causing him to miss her after waiting for her for the last four hours at the least-travelled passage to get to Antiva City. He thanked his gut for knowing the overly paranoid bastard would send his right-hand through there in case there was to be a confrontation, and Lilya was forced to reveal where her real talents lay; there would be little risk of witnesses. 
He threw caution to the wind and leapt between the buildings to descend from his perch, losing his footing when one particularly loose tile slid down the roof, causing the assassin to fall short of his intended landing and almost swearing loudly enough for the carriage driver to hear. Illario crouched low to the ground, pressing himself into the shadows so the man wouldn’t see him as the carriage rolled by. He grabbed onto the railing just behind the driver’s box, and Illario could feel his ire grow at the old man who still hadn’t noticed anything amiss. If the man had been in charge of her safety, Illario would have slit his throat to save the driver from the embarrassment of doing such a poor job.
He was close enough to the door to hear Lilya swearing and cursing his name, and he almost barked with laughter. There he was, dangling like an idiot to see her- and he was probably the last person she wanted to see, especially after he was the reason she’d been sent off on a useless contract. Illario tapped on the driver’s arm; the man jumped at the sudden contact, pulling the carriage to a harsh stop. The Crow flashed his knife at the shaking man and mouthed for him to stay. The driver nodded frantically and dropped the reins to his feet. Illario smiled and tipped an imaginary hat to him.  
“You called for me, Paloma?” he chuckled, opening the door to one of the most beautiful sights he had ever seen- Lilya, staring at him with her mouth slightly open and eyes so full of hope that he knew, without doubt, he had made the right choice that day. Following her to her house, risking what could become another Crow civil war, he would do it all again. He would follow her into the Void itself and call it the Maker’s side, so long as she stood by him.
Caterina might never name him as Talon, but he’d be damned if he let her take the one good thing he had left, the one thing he knew was his. She could choke on her pride and the archaic rules that were written in the blood of others; he wasn't giving her up. Not now. Not ever. 
He left Lilya, knowing that she could take care of herself without him or Viago bothering her and hovering on the sidelines. He had to hold up his end and begin his preparations. He didn’t know if six months was enough time for everything he had to do, but he’d do the impossible for her homecoming- oh, it was going to be one hell of a party. 
Softly tagging: @rookamell @mythals-whore @talkmagically @selennes @serstolas @davrinsleftpectoral @thedissonantverses @himluv @hightowerqueen and anyone else who wants to play- im super late this week so I don't know who has been tagged or not TT__TT
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shkika · 1 year ago
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trying to roughly conceptualize a wicked beast
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himasgod · 2 months ago
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Hi hi, i saw that requests are open so can i ask for Diasomnia reacting to reader being a dragon rider like the Targaryens please? Reader’s dragon is also super aggressive to anyone that isn’t her rider.
DIASOMNIA X READER
Where you are a dragon rider
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Malleus literally blinks twice when he sees you flying in on a dragon just as big or even bigger than him.
I mean
 how come he wasn't warned there was another powerful dragon in the region?!
He stands there, arms crossed, watching you land, your cape flapping and the dragon breathing fire as a warning.
"Interesting creature
"

and you can't tell if he means you or the dragon.
He tries. He really does. He approaches you with all his fae princely elegance, but the dragon immediately blows smoke out of its nostrils.
"Don't worry. I'm used to being feared
 though they don't usually bare their fangs so quickly."
A little offended, but even more intrigued
He's fascinated that you can control such a temperamental creature. He looks at you with respect and mild infatuation.
"Could it be that you can control this dragon too
?" he says, pointing at himself with a smile 💀💀
He's amused when the dragon roars at him if he tries to get too close to you.
"Are you that jealous, old friend? Can't you see I just want to talk to your rider?"
The best part is when you stroke his arm, easing the tension, and Malleus gives the dragon a triumphant look as if to say, "She's touching me, and you can't help it."
He's not bothered that the dragon doesn't want him around. In fact, he takes it as a romantic challenge.
"In time, he'll accept it
 just as I've accepted that my heart burns when I see you."
10/10 rizzler Malleus.
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Sebek watches you descend from the sky with that imperial air, wrapped in fire, ash, and the wind blowing
 and the first thing he thinks is:
“A WARRIOR WORTHY OF SERVING MY LORD MALLEUS!”
Seriously he's so impressed he's speechless for a few seconds.
Which, considering it's Sebek, is quite a feat.
The way you control that enormous beast with a single command, the way the dragon turns its head to follow your every step
 it's terrifying, majestic, and wonderful for his sense of honor and discipline.
A flash of flame two feet away from him. Your dragon barks a warning that leaves him paralyzed, his hair standing on end and his pride trembling.
BUT
 then he tries to get closer. Like a good bodyguard knight, he wants to make sure you're not a threat to Mal. He takes one step. Another. And then

“U-UNACCEPTABLE!! HOW DARE THIS CREATURE THREATEN A FAITHFUL SERVANT OF MALLEUS-SAMA!?”
It takes him weeks to stop yelling at the dragon.
But he keeps trying. With his chest puffed out, he tries every diplomatic method he knows to get close without getting charred.
He speaks to it as if it were a troop:
“Listen to me, scaly creature! I seek no harm to your rider! I am here to protect her in the name of honor!”
He fails. Mostly.
The dragon hates him, especially because he screams so much and has such intense energy.
Still, Sebek respects you greatly. He says only someone with an unbreakable will and a soul forged in fire could tame such a beast. He even starts training harder to “be worthy of a dragon rider.”
Sometimes he gets jealous of the dragon tho.
“Why can that creature always be by her side and I can't?! It's not fair, damn it, it can't even speak like a decent knight!”
Over time, Sebek begins to see the dragon not just as an obstacle, but as a symbol of your power. And while he'll never bow his head to the creature, he will accept that it's part of your honor, your life, and your heart.
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Silver sees you fly for the first time when he wakes up to the sound of wings. He looks up, half asleep
 and gasps.
It's like seeing a dream. A colossal creature soaring through the sky with fire behind it, and you riding it like a goddess of war.
When you land and walk with that serene air, while your dragon protects your back like a jealous guardian, Silver feels something inside him

as if he's recognized your soul before. As if he's already dreamed of you.
"You're like the legends my father told me when I was a child
"
He tries to get closer. With calm steps, without raising his voice, with soft eyes.
But your dragon doesn't allow it. He steps between you two, growls
 and immediately throws a flame at the ground a few steps from Silver.
The funny thing is that Silver doesn't get angry. He just bows his head and apologizes, respectfully.
"I understand
 you're looking out for her. And that's okay."
Of course, every time he sees you, your dragon watches him as if evaluating him. Silver stays still, let it smell him, doesn't defend himself. He's willing to slowly earn your trust.
In fact, there's a precious moment when Silver accidentally falls asleep near you, and your dragon
 doesn't attack him.
He lets him be. He watches him, even shades him with one of his wings.
When you wake up and see that, you realize your dragon has silently accepted it.
If there's ever a battle, Silver is ready to fight by your side. He won't ride your dragon, because he respects the sacred bond you have, but he will walk in your shadow, sword in hand, confident that you and your creature are the closest he's ever come to the fantasy he dreamed of as a child.
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Lilia sees the dragon snarling, breathing fire into the air, and you sitting on its back as if you were on your throne. And his first reaction is,
"How cute! Look at those sharp little teeth! And that temper! I love it! He does look like Malleus when he was still in his shell, baby boy~"
The dragon blows a flame at him, and Lilia
 laughs.
“Ohhh, you sure know how to give a warm welcome! You're so polite!”
Unlike the others, he doesn't get offended or frustrated. he treats it like a game.
Sometimes he even brings the dragon fresh meat as an offering, though she only drops it from a safe distance.
“Now, now, don't be so cold. I promise I won't eat your rider
 unless she wants it.”
Please tell me I didn't just write that.
But seriously, deep down, Lilia admires you greatly. Your bravery, your connection with a wild creature, your strength and grace
 he finds it all fascinating. And yes, sometimes he casts flirtatious glances at you from afar while your dragon jealously watches
"Do I also have to win over your guardian to win you over, my dear?"
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quimichi · 9 months ago
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... [ADOPTING A YUMKASAUR] â—Œàł„
KINICH X READER
Kinich lets his eyes drift from the Yumkasaurs to your face. He watches you as you watch them, mesmerized all over again.  This seems to be a habit with you— becoming enraptured with the most mundane things. It is almost endearing.
Almost.
He glances to the side as a butterfly lands on a nearby branch, wondering idly how many days would pass before you noticed its presence. Kinich can't help himself, not really, and slowly, quietly, he moves closer to you. He shifts closer to sit by your side, watching your face as the Yumkasaurs hop around in the small clearing.
Kinich lets out a small sigh of resignation as he sits down next to you. "You are aware," he starts, "that they won't do anything other than jump for
 probably the rest of the afternoon?" "Cute..." you mutter, you're amazed by them every time, they feel surreal. Kinich lets out a dry laugh as his eyes watch the Yumkasaurs.
"Of course you would think they're cute," he says, tone light with amusement as he continues to watch the creatures. "They're just hopping." He deadpans. As though to prove his point, one of the Yumkasaurs trips over its own paws and falls flat on its side. It stays there for a moment before it rolls over onto its back and blinks at the two of you with those wide-eyed stares of theirs. Kinich stares at it, amused. "...you're not going to say it's adorable are you?" Kinich asks, glancing down to look at you beside him.
"Please tell me you're not going to tell me it's adorable because it's on its back," he says, his tone just as dry as it was before.
"Kiniiiich, please! I wanna have one!" you say excitedly as you shake him. Kinich sighs, watching as you shake his arm. "Of course you want one," he mutters. "You want every creature you see."
He tries to look stern, staring at you with a frown, but the corners of his lips are fighting off a smile he's trying to suppress. He sighs again, the smile on his face slowly becoming more obvious as he watches you. You're staring at him now, eyes wide and hopeful.
"You can have one."
He says it as a compromise, though he knows you'll have an entire swarm of the things before the day is out. His words bring a bright smile to your face, and he lets you drag him to his feet as you start toward the one Yumkasaur still lying on its back on the grass. "One," he says again. "One." He emphasizes the word, knowing you are likely to ignore him.
The smallest of the group had been left behind while its companions had escaped into the brush. It's lying on its back, legs wiggling awkwardly. The two of you watch it in silence for a moment, before eventually Kinich lets out a heavy sigh and goes to scoop it up.
"Does it...have a mother?" you carefully ask, surely they didn't left it behind...right? The Yumkasaur makes a small noise as Kinich holds it against his chest. It curls into him, seeking out his body heat. He turns his gaze to look around, checking to see if he can spot any sign of its mother nearby.
"No," he says, shaking his head slowly. "It's probably been abandoned. "From the corner of his eye, Kinich notices you watching the Yumkbasaur, a small smile playing on your lips. He lets out a little sigh, knowing that this is a fight he won't win.
"If you're going to take it with you," he says, shifting it in his arms to get a better hold of it, "at least give it a name. I am not calling it 'the Yumkasaur' for the rest of its life."
"I'll name it...."
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Azriel: Going Gray
Premise: Azriel loves his chaotic, friendly, yapper of a wife. Even though she’s the reason for a few of his gray hairs. 
Notes: reader is very open, optimistic and a yapper. She talks about bodily functions so if you aren’t a fan about that
..this aint for you lmfao 
Listen to rollercoaster by perrie!
Nobody ever expected you two to get together. You and Azriel had been friends for years before even pursuing a relationship. Honestly, Rhys and Morrigan were betting you and Cassian would get together. You’re two halves of one chaotic monster. 
But you and Azriel are two sides of the same coin. 
He’s quiet but super observant, you’re loud but kind of oblivious to certain things. You’re smart, you’re one of the smartest people Az knows, but when you’re around him you let your awareness fall. 
No matter where you two go, you will make a new friend. Especially waiting in line for food or at Rita’s. You love to compliment women especially, anytime you can uplift or bring a smile to a woman's face you will. You don’t compliment men because one too many times they thought you were flirting with them. 
You also think women deserve empowerment. 
You are also for sure that woman in the bathroom that is constantly uplifting others. 
He’s a giggly drunk, you are sleepy. 
When you two go out to Ritas, you both sip your drinks in moderation. You knew he would protect you if you got drunk and sleepy as you would him, however you personally weren’t a big drinker anyway (the taste wasn’t your favorite) But you make friends everywhere. 
-You also were very
.open about bodily functions and stuff like that. 
-One time he was in the kitchen and heard you sneeze, then heard you groan. 
“What happened?” He walked up your stairs into the bedroom. 
“Babe, I queefed, farted and sneezed at the same time. And got a charlie horse. Am I dying?” You were massaging your calf. 
He laughed, full belly cackle. “I don’t think so. But I do think your body needs to have a rest day.” 
You batted your eyelashes and gave him puppy dog eyes. “Will you have a rest day with me tomorrow?” 
I will do anything you ask. but instead he said, “of course my love.” 
-The only negative, and he wouldn’t even really call it a negative, is that you stress him out a bit. 
-You’re always getting some type of injury or sickness. 
-One night, he had come home late, much later than he would’ve liked or that was normal. You were in the bathroom, he used the downstairs one to clean himself as he knew you were in the middle of your bedtime routine. Despite you telling him to tell you when he gets home so you can get out of his way, he won’t disturb you no matter what.
The little shit. 
When he got upstairs you were still in the ensuite. He got underneath the covers with his comfy clothes and shouted. “I’m home baby.” 
“I heard ya!” You were chipper. “I’m coming to give you kisses gimme a second.” 
“No problem.” He said from the bed. 
“But Az! Guess what I did today?” 
Oh no. He thought, this could range from you getting a kitten, getting bit by some creature in Velaris, buying something impulsive, a new tattoo, or you hurt yourself someway. 
Or a new hobby, that was last weeks “guess what I did.” 
“What’d you do, love?” 
“I fell down the stairs.” You declared, opening the en-suite door. That’s when he saw the brace on your foot. 
He knew it. He sighed, lovingly of course, but you stressed him out. “What happened? Are you hurt?” 
“Just sprained my ankle.” You said, hopping on one leg as you came out of the bathroom and walked, sorry hopped, around the bed. “Nothing extreme.” 
He snorted. This was your third ankle sprain and it was only the second quarter of the year. You had a sprained wrist a few months back, then a dislocated finger, and now this. 
He doesn't even want to know the amount of injuries you’ve had over the course of your 500 years alive. 
You plopped your cute self at the head of the bed, he looked at you fondly, yet exasperated. “How’d you do it?” 
“I was reading the last page in my book while walking down the stairs.” 
He almost let out a full belly laugh. “Baby, we’ve discussed this.” 
“I needed to know who murdered the character and why!” 
“So you couldn’t have waited to walk down the stairs?” 
“My tea was boiling.” You said as if that answered all the questions. 
He was honestly shocked you hadn’t burned the house down yet. 
-When you were sick, you were deathly. You always got more than you bargained for when you got sick. Usually it was a cold, then it would morph into an ear infection. 
-Or you’d get sick with a cold then get a stomach flu. 
-You are loud with your love. You definitely give him kisses in public, he prefers cheek and anything other than the lips if you’re in public. In private though, you practically jump him. 
-He’s never had someone so excited to see him come home. Even if he was gone for a few hours. 
-In public you never leave his side. You accidentally drag him into social things but he truthfully doesn’t mind because he’s always attached to you. 
-You love him wholly and happily. 
-After a few too many drinks at Rita’s he brought your sleepy sweet self home, pampered you with your skincare and wrapped you in your favorite pjs. He pulls you close to him. 
“I love you Az.” You whispered. Your voice still held the inflection that you were tipsy. 
“I love you baby.” 
“And you know why I love you?” 
“Because I’m amazing.” He said dryly. 
“Oh of course. But also, it’s that I’m able to relax and be myself, I don’t need to be on guard around you Az. I know no matter what, you will be there for me. You will be watching and making sure I’m okay.” You pressed a kiss to his chest. “My love, my light.” 
Tears welled in his eyes. He didn’t know what he did to deserve you. This beautiful woman, who is part of the reason his hair is going gray, who loves him in his highs and lows. 
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Hi I saw your request box open and I’m sure it’s full so feel free to ignore!
Can I request with Sae, Chigiri, and Nagi? So basically I have a huge dog that likes to sleep DIRECTLY next to me. Like he’ll let other people sleep on the bed too but he NEEDS to be right next to me. Can you write jow the boys would react to that?
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a/n: THAT IS SO CUTE UGH I COULD NEVER WITH MY FEAR OF BIG DOGS AND ALLERGIES 😭💔
THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE LOVE YOU TOO QUEEN
ft. itoshi sae, chigiri hyoma, nagi seishiro, kaiser michael, isagi yoichi, shidou ryusei, bachira meguru, itoshi rin
itoshi sae
sae already had a very specific vision for sleeping arrangements. he was gonna hold you. arm around your waist, leg over yours, maybe nuzzle your neck if he was feeling extra affectionate. 
instead, he’s lying on the edge of the bed with a great dane’s ass in his face. 
“why is your dog spooning you?” 
“he always does this, sae.” 
deadpan stare. “do you want me or the dog?” 
he’s not mad per se. but he is reevaluating his rank in your household. 
he tries to move the dog once. gently tugs on its collar like, let me just scoot you over a bit, buddy– 
nope. no budging. your dog stares at him with the authority of a thousand ancestors. 
sae just sighs and gives up. he sleeps like he’s in exile. sometimes he mumbles, “i’m the national treasure and i’m the one sleeping on the edge. insane.” 
but he’ll sneak in extra cuddles during the day to make up for it. and occasionally bribe your dog with expensive treats so he gets some space at night. 
eventually forms a bitter alliance with your dog. they both silently agree that you’re the most important one and tolerate each other for your sake. 
chigiri hyoma
the first time he comes over and sees your big-ass dog curled up on your bed like it pays rent, he just blinks. 
“he sleeps with us?” 
you nod and kiss his cheek. “only if he’s in the middle.” 
he’s internally like: oh. okay. cool. love this for me. 
chigiri adores animals. he really does. but when it’s midnight and he’s trying to pull you closer, and your dog growls just a tiny bit when he gets too close– 
he whispers dramatically: “your dog hates me.” 
you’re half-asleep like, “he just likes to be near me.” 
“so do i, babe.” 
eventually he starts sneaking in gymnastic-level maneuvers to at least hold your hand under the dog’s chin. 
sleeps with his head pressed to the pillow so close to you that you can feel his breath on your shoulder. like he’s trying to out-snuggle the dog. 
starts bringing your dog those fancy hip-and-joint treats, brushing its fur, taking it on runs just to earn brownie points. 
dog still chooses to lay between you two every night like a brick wall. 
chigiri accepts his fate but tells your dog every night: “i’m watching you.” 
nagi seishiro
he just wanted to nap with you. he didn’t sign up for being third-wheeled by a 120-pound fluff monster. 
“this bed’s not big enough for all of us, y’know.” 
lies down anyway. just lets your dog take over like a defeated man. 
one time he woke up to your dog laying on his legs while you were curled up next to it. “
 am i furniture now?” 
doesn’t move though. just sighs and pulls the blanket up higher. if the dog lets him stay in bed, he considers it a win. 
occasionally whines like a child: “it’s too hot
 can’t we train him to sleep on the floor?” 
“he’ll cry outside the door.” 
“ugh. guilt-tripping me like reo.” 
tries to out-lazy the dog. if the dog is snuggling with you, he’s gonna snuggle harder. full-body drape. you’re buried under nagi and the dog like a human sandwich. 
ends up loving the dog secretly though. takes pics of it sleeping on your lap. starts letting it nap on his chest during the day. 
tells reo: “i have a roommate now. he’s fluffy and possessive.” 
kaiser michael
this man thinks he’s the dog. 
seriously, when he finds out your giant creature of a dog has been laying claim to the spot right next to you, he scoffs like, “that’s my seat, fluffball.” 
the first night he tries to sleep over, he struts into your room, sees your dog already curled up on the bed next to you, and just freezes. 
“what is this, the boss level of cockblocking?” 
attempts a power move. 
flops onto the bed and lies directly on top of the dog. “move. daddy’s home.” 
your dog does not move. does not care. it just sighs. 
eventually, kaiser’s the one who rolls off and grumbles while spooning a pillow instead. 
he glares at your dog every night like they’re rivals in a romcom. “go ahead. enjoy it while it lasts. one day you’re gonna get tired and move, and i’ll be right there.” 
but during the day? oh he spoils that dog like crazy. buys him a designer collar, steak treats, luxury dog bed (that the dog never uses), even a little hoodie with “kaiser fanclub” embroidered on it. 
you catch him once whispering “you and i both love her, huh? let’s truce.” into the dog’s ear. he denies it. 
isagi yoichi
he was so excited to finally sleep over and cuddle you. brought his little overnight bag, brushed his teeth early, already picking out which arm he was gonna use to pull you close– 
and then he sees your enormous dog already hogging 80% of the bed. 
“uh
 where am i supposed to go?” 
you gesture to the remaining sliver of mattress. “right there, if you don’t mind the edge.” 
bless his heart, he still tries. 
he lies down sideways, twisted like a croissant, arm half reaching over your dog just to hold your hand. 
every time the dog shifts, he flinches. 
“did he just growl? was that a growl?” 
you: “no, he’s just breathing.” 
“he breathes like a tank.” 
after a few nights, he gets used to it. even starts whispering “goodnight” to the dog. 
one time he found himself spooning the dog by accident in the middle of the night. he was like “well. this is my life now.” 
secretly proud when your dog lets him nap next to both of you. like it’s a test and he passed. 
shidou ryusei
“awww, your dog loves you more than i do. how cute.” 
immediately beefs with the dog. 
brings a tennis ball to the bedroom, throws it down the hall, and tries to trick your dog out of the bed so he can claim the spot. 
your dog doesn’t even budge. just stares at him. 
“damn. alright. i respect that.” 
ends up just plopping down on the other side of the bed like a chaotic little gremlin. spreads out like a starfish. 
if the dog kicks him in his sleep? he kicks back. lightly. lovingly. 
“c’mon, pup. let me spoon your mom.” 
probably tries to bribe your dog with bacon. ends up accidentally training him to bark at shidou on sight for treats. 
laughs about it like it’s the funniest thing ever. 
calls the dog his “furry rival” and “fluffy side chick,” but still gives it head pats. 
totally fakes a pout in the morning like “ugh, i didn’t get any cuddles last night. so unfair. i need compensation, babe.” 
bachira meguru
“OH MY GOSH LOOK AT HIMMM. LOOK AT HIS BIG FLOOFY FACE. AAAA.” 
absolutely obsessed with your dog. immediately drops to the floor and rolls around like he’s trying to become part of the pack. 
you leave the room for one second and come back to them doing zoomies around the house. 
he fully expects to sleep in a giant cuddle pile with both of you. 
when the dog wedges himself between you and bachira in bed, he just smiles like “cute!!!” 
lays one arm over the dog and uses the other to hold your hand. 
whispers to the dog like “we’re her boyfriends now. this is a throuple.” 
if your dog snores? bachira harmonizes. 
if your dog farts? “mood.” 
he even starts copying the dog’s expressions like he’s trying to become his best friend. 
sometimes you wake up and he’s got your dog on his chest like a weighted blanket, mumbling: “he loves me. i knew it.” 
itoshi rin
rin thought you were joking when you said your dog "has to sleep right next to me or he gets upset." 
he was like, "cool, me too” 
 and then he met the dog. 
rin lies down carefully, like he’s sneaking into enemy territory. the dog gives him a side-eye. rin gives it one right back. 
you fall asleep in like 10 minutes, cuddled up with your dog. but your boyfriend is wide awake. 
“what the hell is this mutt’s problem
” 
he doesn’t move a muscle all night. he is stone. frozen. clenched jaw. silently fuming. 
wakes up with a crick in his neck and a burning need to prove himself to your dog. 
eventually, your dog stops sleeping between you two
 and just sleeps on top of rin’s legs. 
rin: “
 fine.” 
never says he loves the dog out loud. but one time you walked in on him letting the dog rest its head in his lap while he scrolled through his phone and scratched behind its ears. 
he saw you, glared, and muttered “don’t say anything.” 
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Tormented Spirit | 13
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"Is it such a sin to stand up for yourself?" you mutter as tears blur your vision. The way he reacted was visceral, instinctive even. "You never have to stand up for yourself ever again," says Daemon, reaching a hand to you, "come."
Daemon Targaryen x Hightower!Reader | 6k+ | cw: fem!reader, reader has brown hair, wife!reader, twin!Gwayne, arranged/forced marriage, canon divergence, alternate universe, slow burn, DD:DNE, pregnancy, miscarriage, panic/anxiety attacks, suicidal ideation, attempted suicide, daddy issues/child abuse/family problems, mentions/depictions of mental/physical/psychosomatic illness, ye old misogyny, angst, typos, etc.
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Caraxes was never fond of being holed up in the pit, and yet, as King's Landing became apparent on the horizon, the dragon found himself beating his wings faster than normal. When the stench of the pit the creature's nostrils, he knew then, he was home.
Perhaps it was still because he was in his armor, but for Daemon, it was not until Viserys looked upon him, first warily then happily, and embraced him that he felt the realness of it all.
As the entirety of court watched the brothers' affectionate exchange, most thought the display touching... then there were the Hightowers. The only reason Alicent was here in the throne room to greet him was because she was queen and it was expected of her. And Otto did not want to look upon the dastardly prince's face, but he had to see what state he was in for the sake of his eldest daughter.
"My brother has returned!" the king announces, enticing cheers from the onlookers. Lord Hand promptly leaves after this, intent on going to you.
Otto asks the first servant he sees where you are, and is immediately directed to the garden. He is unsurprised to see that not one, but two of your wards are there, evidently on high alert. The moment they spot him, they freeze to greet him in unison, "Lord Hand."
"Does she know?"
The twins share a quick glance, and again, in unison, "everyone knows."
Otto releases a sigh. You know of your husband's return and yet you chose to remain in the gardens. He was about to ask the twins to step aside, but then he hears the sound of giggles. He peers past the two, finding you laughing with your nephew in your arms. He rubs his forehead and clenches his jaw, "what did she say?"
Erryk and Arryk stare at Otto's distressed face. The former speaks, " 'he did not wish that I see him off, I should not see to his return'. "
Otto sighs deeply and wipes his face, "Seven save us."
Arryk almost pities your father for how worried he looked... but almost is not enough; he'll never forget the tears you shed because of him. No one in your family seemed to grant you grace.
"As it is," Lord Hightower raises his hands, "the prince is in good spirits, and I am sure he will not so soon look for her as he would the cups of wine he wishes to share with the king. Do not impose upon the prince if he does come around," Otto raises a finger, "but do not let his entitlement get into his head."
The Cargll twins nod in sync, "my lord."
With that, Otto walks off.
Once he is gone, Erryk turns to his brother, "I would sooner fall on my sword than have her husband ruin the happiness she's so delicately built for herself."
Arryk gives him a look, "do not forget yourself."
"I do not," he snaps, "but perhaps you do."
Arryk does not take kindly to his accusatory tone.
"I cannot forget even if I wanted," Erryk looks off, "it my shift when she miscarried," he grits his teeth, "mine, when she tried to fling herself off the eastern tower."
"And it was mine when she locked herself in her bath," Arryk quips, "and when she threw herself at Caraxes, only to have the beast take her under his wing. Do not feel self-righteous in your suffering, for it is not yours," he points, "it's hers."
Erryk clenches his jaw so hard it's a wonder his teeth do not break. He spare his brother a glance.
Arryk turns forward and sighs deeply before repeating, "do not forget yourself."
"Do not forget yourself," he counters.
All three of them are wrong, Arryk, Erryk, and Otto. Otto was wrong to think that Daemon would not look for you before anything else. The prince notices your absence the very moment he notices your sister. He asks Viserys, "where is my wife?"
Viserys looks over to Alicent, who clutches her belly and finally approaches, "ah... she's probably with her boy."
Daemon pulls his head back.
"My prince," Alicent smiles half-heartedly to her good-brother, "I trust your travels home were smooth."
He completely ignores her, "her boy?"
Viserys thinks nothing of Daemon's words as he takes his wife's hand, "where is your sister, dearest?"
Dearest? Daemon's expression curls.
Alicent turns to the king, rubbing her swollen belly, "last I saw her, she was in the gardens with Aegon."
Aegon? Daemon's eyes narrow.
"Oh!" Viserys smiles, turning to Daemon, "you should go to the gardens and fetch them then. Your wife has brought forth new life to the Keep. I encouraged her to write about it to you, but she did not think you would find care to learn it through letters."
Daemon's face falls. New life? You brought forth new life? Without a word, he sprints off to the gardens.
Viserys is momentarily taken aback by this. Alicent is agitated by it, especially because she catches on to the ambiguity of his words. She squeezes his arm, "do you think this is a good idea?"
"What?" he pulls his head back, "that he see his wife and nephew?"
"He might not take kindly to Aegon. You called him her boy."
Viserys chuckles, "but he is. She loves him so dearly."
"I know, but you made it sound like my sister had a babe."
The king pulls his head back and chuckles. When he realizes Alicent's worry was apparent on her features, he thinks about what he said and shakes his head, "I was talking about the flowers she planted in the garden."
"I know," Alicent repeats, "but does Daemon?"
"Don't be silly, Alicent," Viserys squeezes her hand, "Daemon is not that slow-witted. Besides, does your sister not write to him everyday?"
She clenches her jaw, "yes."
"So," he shrugs, "why would he be so sorely mistaken?"
Except he was; Viserys is also wrong. And as Daemon makes his way toward the gardens, it becomes apparent why Arryk and Erryk too are wrong. Both of them immediately forget themselves upon seeing the approaching prince. They block his path instinctively.
Daemon stops in his tracks, "out of the way."
Erryk stares blankly at him. Arryk shifts on his leg, "allow me a moment to announce your presence to the princess."
"Why would I need to be announced? She is my wife."
"She is with Prince Aegon," Arryk raises a hand and steps forward, "it is in her best interest that I ensure you are welcome while he is present."
Daemon is flabbergasted. He clenches his fists, "why wouldn't I be welcome around my own flesh and blood?!"
"My lady has only recen-"
"Do you deny it!?" Daemon snaps.
They do not reply.
"Do you deny the boy is my flesh and blood?"
The twins know the prince is riled up. If they persist, a fight will surely break out. Though they cared little for the consequences of quarrelling with the newly returned prince, they did care greatly for your peace of mind. This was why Erryk replied, "no, ser."
"Then get out of my fucking way," he snaps.
Arryk and Erryk stare at him. Eventually, they reluctantly step aside.
Daemon, in all his rage and pettiness, makes sure to knock into them as he passes. It was good he was still in his own armor, or else the collision against their steel shoulder pads would have hurt.
"Right, shall we go back now?"
The sound of your voice makes him stop in his tracks. How was it that he was so angry to be denied going to you just now, yet he now can't seem to move from his spot.
"No, my love, we do not pick roses so carelessly."
"Flower!"
Daemon's breath hitches at the sound of the boy's voice.
"You want the rose?" your voice is soft but audible, "you want to pick the rose for mummy?"
Mummy? Daemon slowly inches foward.
"Mummy?" the small voice repeats.
Daemon witnesses the moment the babe reaches for your curls. You brown hair is completely undone, spilling all the way down to your waist. A gentle breeze makes your tresses and skirt flow. His lips part at the beauty of you.
You chuckle when Aegon tries to eat your hair and pull it away before he manages to, "silly boy. Shall we ask Ser Arryk to pick the flower for us?"
"Flower for mummy!" he bounces in your arms.
You bounce him back, making him giggle as you repeat, "flower for mummy!" You flip your hair back, "Ser Arryk, could you-"
Your mouth goes dry when you see Daemon staring back at you. His hair is short and his eyes shine. You nearly choke on your breath, feeling your knees buckle as he slowly walks over. Your hold on Aegon tightens as he reaches out.
You step back. It takes him off-guard. It feels just like when an arrow was shot to his chest. Daemon moves towards the rose bush, picking out a flower, carefully removing its thorns.
"Flower!" Aegon coos and reaches out.
Daemon turns to him, handing the blushing bloom, "rƫklon, ñuha tresy." Flower, my son.
You freeze. You freeze because you understand him.
Aegon gives a gummy smile; he shows all his teeth but he only has two at the bottom. He happily groans and grins at you when he has the flower in hand, "FLAWOW!"
You turn to the boy. His shining face instantly shatters the tension and unease you feel. You huff and brush his silver hair back. You freeze again when Daemon's hand comes upon yours.
You turn to him with wide eyes. His eyes are fixed on Aegon, "Rƫklon, Aegon. Kostagon vestrā rƫklon syt kepa?" Flower, Aegon. Can you say flower for father?
Daemon takes Aegon's chin, making him look to him, "rƫklon, Aegon. Rƫk-lon."
Your initially shocked expression melts into molten anger.
Aegon looks at his uncle, "rƫklon."
Daemon is surprised but immediately pleased. He lets out a rich laugh as he turns to you, "he is good."
"Daor kirimvose naejot ao." you snap, pulling Aegon away from him. No thanks to you.
He pulls his chin back. He watches in shock as you turn to move the prince away. You glare as you do so, eyes beady and pink. His forehead wrinkles.
"Eman gĆ«rēntan Valyrio Eglie sÄ«r bona kostan bodmagho zirÈłla. Emā daorun naejot jiƍragon zirÈłla." I have learned High Valyrian so that I can teach him. You have nothing to offer him.
Your frosty words make him pull his head back again. "daorun?" Nothing.
"Kessa," you nod, "daorun." Yes. Nothing.
His eye twitches as he shakes his head in disbelief, "iksan se valītsos kepa." I am the boy's father.
The severity of your laugher is haunting. His eyes widen and his skin pricks with goosebumps. You throw your head back, feeling a tear run down your face. You sigh and shake your head as you turn back to him, "you are completely devoid of both heart and mind, aren't you?"
Daemon is too stunned to do anything but stare.
You turn. Daemon finally sees Aegon playing with the flower. You catch his attention by brushing his hair back, "my love," you start, "qilƍni iksis aƍha kepa?" who is your father?
Aegon looks up at you with little interest.
"Kepa, Aegon, kepa."
"Kepa?" he repeats.
"Kessa, skoros gaomas kepa gaomagon?" Yes, what does father do?
Aegon raises his rose, "dārys!"
King? Daemon's face falls.
You smile and bounce the child in your arms, "rƍvēgrior!"
He tenses at the sound of the word. Rƍvēgrior. Excellent. There was a time where you could not say that word at all. He taught that to you. And yet as you turn to him, your face destitute of any happiness that you had offered Aegon, it felt at though it was a memory he just conjured up.
"You are no more related to the boy than I am," you quip, "she is my sister's first born."
"Viserys said you brought for new life in the Keep," he mutters, as if he was afraid he heard wrong.
Your jaw feathers, but as the wind blows, you catch sight of the flowers, "he meant the roses," you turn to the said blooms. You laugh, bitterness pulling out a mocking smile from you, "how could you expect a son from me?"
Daemon shifts in his spot, ready to argue, but he quickly finds he had nothing to say to that. He thinks of all the seed he's spilled on your skin. He thinks of his persistence in leaving your womb empty. He thinks of the discipline he employed to ensure he would never finish in you. He clenches his jaw.
You turn to him; tears begin to fall from your eyes. Aegon notices and reaches for your cheeks; his flower falls to the floor, forgotten.
You and Daemon stare at each other. You feel your breath begin to shorten the longer you do.
Your expression falls when you hear Aegon begin to fuss. You immediately steel yourself away as you turn to your nephew; the boy looks like he is on the brink of tears. You sniffle and shush him, "no, no, no-"
It's too late. He begins to cry.
You push past Daemon with little regard. Your wards turn to you upon hearing Aegon's cries. You say nothing to them, your full attention on Aegon as you rock him in your arms, "the fishes swim in seas of blue, and dragons breath fire so red..."
Arryk and Erryk follow after you.
Daemon is left alone in the middle of the garden.
He has no word to describe what he felt in that moment. He was stunned, hurt, saddened, torn. He was angry. How could you do this to him? You had begged him not to go, and now that he's returned, you treat him like... like you hated him.
He laughs dryly under his breath. Was this a game? Was this your way of getting back at him? He laughs louder as he walks off. He could hate you back better.
Daemon joins the luncheon the king throws in honor of his return. He does not waste his time and makes a show of himself.
It is easy for him to fall back into his old ways once he is in his princely garbs. He openly and unabashedly flirts with all the ladies he can set his eyes upon and eagerly annoys and offers backhanded compliments to all the lords present.
It gets so bad that Viserys has to intervene. Even Alicent and Rhaenyra, who had not spoken to each other since the king's wedding, find each other's company just to momentarily agree that Daemon is being completely callous and tactless.
The king pulls him by the shoulder and Daemon manages to snag a cup of wine as he is pried away from the offensive conversation he instigated.
"I understand that you are overjoyed to be home," Viserys leads him off, "but please, control yourself."
Daemon pouts, facetious, "kessa, kepa." Yes, father.
He bristles, "iksan issare dokimare. Emagon mirri iotāptenon syt aƍha ābrazÈłrys." I'm being serious. Have some respect for your wife.
Daemon immediately shoves Visersys's hand off him at the mention of you. He snaps, "gaomagon daor Èłdragon naejot nyke hen bona aspo!" Do not speak to me of that bitch!
The queen and princess, along with the rest of the people present, turn to the brothers upon hearing raised voices.
"Uncle!" Rhaenyra calls him out, offended by the conversation only she and they could understand.
Daemon turns to her, chucking his drink to the side before storming off.
Viserys rolls his eyes and sigh, "Daemon."
Alicent walks over to her husband.
"Daemon!" the king snaps.
"Leave it to me, father," Rhaenyra says, following after her uncle.
Daemon is back at the gardens. He snaps over his shoulder, "fuck off!"
Rhaenyra rolls her eyes, "what has gotten you so sour?"
"HER!" Daemon whips back around, eyes red and glassy, "THAT HIGHTOWER BITCH!"
Rhaenyra recoils and pulls her head back in shock. She carefully mutters, "you can't possibly mean Alicent, can you?"
"Her and the whole lot!" Daemon throws a hand out, "they can all drop dead for all I care."
The princess watches him pace around. Her brows knit, "I would say I am comforted that you share in my offence over my father and Alicent's union, but I cannot say I do. I know you have long hated Otto, and Gwayne, as he's bested you in tourneys—"
Daemon steps forward, "have you followed me to further spur-"
"But what has -"
"Don't you fucking speak her name to me!"
Rhaenyra is taken aback by this. The two stare at each other, and as Daemon heaves. Her face hardens, "what could you possibly be angry about?"
"She did not even greet me!" Daemon points to nowhere.
Rhaenyra laughs. It goes dry when she realizes he was being serious. Her face contorts, "Daemon."
He looks away.
Her lips curl, "she just got better"
His brows furrow.
"You do know that?" she tilts her head, "right?"
Have you been sick?
"Seven hells," Rhaenyra's face falls, "you don't know."
"..."
"She writes to you everyday," she motions vaguely, "I have not been in King's Landing for many moons, but even I know this."
"War makes time for-"
"Then why are you angry?!"
"..."
Rhaenyra raises her brows at him. Daemon remains unable to respond. She rolls her eyes, "welcome home, uncle."
Daemon is left alone in the garden for a second time. He goes back to his personal quarters.
You see him from across the hall just before he enters but he does not see you. Before you can take another step, Arryk and Erryk each take hold of your arms.
"Release me."
"Why should you be the one to go to him?" Arryk asks.
You turn to him, "you know why."
"If he does not want to go to you, do not waste your grace on him," Arryk says, just as you pull away to turn to them.
"He does nothing to understand you," Erryk adds, "and he will misunderstand you so long as it suits himself."
Your eyes immediately water, "why are you turning against me?"
"We are-"
"You think I want to live like this?"
Erryk speaks your name, "he is not ready to face you."
"It's been three years!" you chuckle dryly.
"Let him come to you," Arryk adds.
You scratch your eyes and shake your head, "the bodies of my babes remain unburied, wrapped and sealed in a crypt, because I insist that they be given but one respect due to them in the tradition of their house, and you would deny me-" your voice breaks. Tears run down your cheeks as you try to compose yourself. You clear your throat, "you would deny my son and daughter this?"
The twins do not speak.
You wipe your face roughly with your hands, "well? What say you?!"
Arryk lowers his head. Erryk cannot look at you, but he cannot keep his peace either, which is why he says, "I say they would not want their mother to suffer at the hand of their father."
"Damn you, Erryk!" you shove him back.
Erryk looks at you in shock.
"You dare presume to know my children when I-" gasp, "did not-" gasp, "even-" gasp.
Your guards reach out for you when you begin to topple. They keep you upright and you find yourself too stubborn to faint. You wrangle out of their grasp and lean on your knees as you struggle to catch your breath.
When you straighten up, you look and see Erryk's teary eyes. You feel terrible. It nearly makes you lose your breath again. You groan and sink your face into your hands, "I can never win, can I?"
"Princess," Erryk mutters, "forgive me, I-"
"Enough," you raise a hand to him, "I will not have my children be the cause of conflict."
Erryk nods and keeps his head bowed. Arryk turns to him before doing the same.
You sigh, belly churning with sadness and guilt, "come," you take their hands, "my twins waited this long for their father. They can wait a little longer."
Daemon, though in his adamant refusal to read your letters, kept every single one of them, even the ones he trampled on in his anger. Three sacks of letters, there were three sacks that contained all of the letters you sent him, one for every year he was gone. He empties them out on his bed. He walks to his trunk of clothing and grabs the only one he ever read and rereads it.
He walks back to his bed and sits a the floor. He flattens out the parchment beside him, then haphazardly reaches for another one.
𝔇𝔞𝔱đ”Șđ”Źđ”«, ℑ đ”„đ”Źđ”­đ”ą đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č 𝔞𝔯𝔱 đ”„đ”ąđ”žđ”©đ”±đ”„đ”¶ đ”žđ”«đ”Ą đ”Žđ”ąđ”©đ”©. â„‘đ”± 𝔩𝔰 đ”Șđ”¶ đ”«đ”žđ”Șđ”ąđ”Ąđ”žđ”¶ đ”±đ”Źđ”Ąđ”žđ”¶. ℑ đ”±đ”ąđ”©đ”© đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č đ”±đ”„đ”Šđ”° 𝔣𝔬𝔯 đ”«đ”Ź đ”Źđ”±đ”„đ”ąđ”Ż đ”Żđ”ąđ”žđ”°đ”Źđ”« đ”±đ”„đ”žđ”« đ”±đ”Ź 𝔰𝔭𝔱𝔞𝔹 𝔬𝔣 đ”„đ”Źđ”Ž 𝔰đ”Čđ”Żđ”­đ”Żđ”Šđ”°đ”Šđ”«đ”€ đ”Šđ”± 𝔩𝔰. ℑ đ”«đ”Ź đ”©đ”Źđ”«đ”€đ”ąđ”Ż đ”Łđ”ąđ”ąđ”© đ”±đ”Šđ”Ș𝔱 đ”±đ”„đ”ą 𝔰𝔞đ”Ș𝔱 đ”Žđ”žđ”¶. 𝔜𝔬đ”Č đ”©đ”ąđ”žđ”łđ”Šđ”«đ”€ đ”Ș𝔱 đ”„đ”žđ”° đ”Ș𝔞𝔡𝔱 đ”Šđ”± 𝔰𝔬. ℑ đ”Ș𝔩𝔰𝔰 đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č. ℑ đ”„đ”Źđ”­đ”ą đ”±đ”„đ”Šđ”° đ”Žđ”Šđ”©đ”© 𝔟𝔱 đ”Șđ”¶ đ”Łđ”Šđ”«đ”žđ”© đ”«đ”žđ”Șđ”ąđ”Ąđ”žđ”¶ đ” đ”ąđ”©đ”ąđ”Ÿđ”Żđ”žđ”±đ”ąđ”Ą đ”Žđ”Šđ”±đ”„đ”Źđ”Čđ”± đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č. 𝔜𝔬đ”Č𝔯 𝔚𝔩𝔣𝔱.
Daemon flattens the parchment, stacks it on the previous one, and grabs another letter.
đ”“đ”Żđ”Šđ”«đ” đ”ą 𝔇𝔞𝔱đ”Șđ”Źđ”«, ℑ đ”„đ”Źđ”­đ”ą đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č 𝔞𝔯𝔱 đ”„đ”ąđ”žđ”©đ”±đ”„đ”¶ đ”žđ”«đ”Ą đ”Žđ”ąđ”©đ”©. ℑ đ”šđ”«đ”Źđ”Ž đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č 𝔡𝔬 đ”«đ”Źđ”± 𝔯𝔱𝔞𝔡 đ”Șđ”¶ đ”©đ”ąđ”±đ”±đ”ąđ”Żđ”°, đ”¶đ”ąđ”± ℑ đ” đ”žđ”«đ”«đ”Źđ”± đ”Ÿđ”Żđ”Šđ”«đ”€ đ”Șđ”¶đ”°đ”ąđ”©đ”Ł đ”±đ”Ź đ”°đ”±đ”Źđ”­ đ”Žđ”Żđ”Šđ”±đ”Šđ”«đ”€. 𝔜𝔬đ”Čđ”«đ”€ 𝔏𝔬𝔯𝔡 đ”đ”žđ”ąđ”«đ”Źđ”Ż đ”™đ”ąđ”©đ”žđ”Żđ”¶đ”Źđ”« đ”„đ”žđ”° đ”Žđ”Żđ”Šđ”±đ”±đ”ąđ”« đ”±đ”Ź đ”Ș𝔱 đ”Šđ”« đ” đ”Źđ”«đ” đ”ąđ”Żđ”« đ”±đ”Ź đ”±đ”ąđ”©đ”© đ”Ș𝔱 𝔰𝔬. ℌ𝔬𝔮 đ”„đ”žđ”­đ”­đ”¶ ℑ 𝔮𝔞𝔰 đ”±đ”Ź đ”©đ”ąđ”žđ”Żđ”« 𝔮𝔬𝔯𝔡 𝔣𝔯𝔬đ”Ș đ”±đ”„đ”ą đ”–đ”±đ”ąđ”­đ”°đ”±đ”Źđ”«đ”ąđ”° đ”„đ”žđ”° 𝔠𝔬đ”Ș𝔱 𝔣𝔬𝔯 đ”Ș𝔱, đ”žđ”«đ”Ą đ”„đ”Źđ”Ž đ”€đ”Żđ”ąđ”žđ”±đ”©đ”¶ đ”Șđ”¶ đ”„đ”ąđ”žđ”Żđ”± đ”žđ” đ”„đ”ąđ”Ą đ”±đ”Ź đ”šđ”«đ”Źđ”Ž đ”Šđ”± 𝔮𝔞𝔰 đ”«đ”Źđ”± 𝔣𝔯𝔬đ”Ș đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č. ℑ đ”„đ”žđ”łđ”ą đ”Žđ”Żđ”Šđ”±đ”±đ”ąđ”« đ”±đ”Ź đ”„đ”Šđ”Ș đ”Șđ”žđ”«đ”¶ đ”±đ”Šđ”Ș𝔱𝔰 𝔬𝔳𝔱𝔯 đ”°đ”Šđ”«đ” đ”ą, đ”±đ”„đ”Źđ”Čđ”€đ”„ đ”«đ”Źđ”± đ”ąđ”łđ”ąđ”Żđ”¶đ”Ąđ”žđ”¶ đ”©đ”Šđ”šđ”ą đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č. ℌ𝔱 đ”°đ”žđ”¶đ”° đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č 𝔞𝔯𝔱 đ”žđ”«đ”€đ”Żđ”¶ đ”Źđ”Łđ”±, đ”žđ”± đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č𝔯 𝔞𝔡𝔳𝔱𝔯𝔰𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔱𝔰, đ”žđ”«đ”Ą đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č𝔯 đ”žđ”©đ”©đ”Šđ”ąđ”°. 𝔇𝔬 đ”«đ”Źđ”± 𝔟𝔱 đ”žđ”«đ”€đ”Żđ”¶ đ”žđ”± đ”„đ”Šđ”Ș; ℑ đ”Żđ”ąđ”€đ”žđ”Żđ”Ą đ”„đ”Šđ”Ș 𝔞𝔰 𝔞 đ”Łđ”Żđ”Šđ”ąđ”«đ”Ą. ℑ đ”Șđ”ąđ”«đ”±đ”Šđ”Źđ”« đ”„đ”Šđ”° đ”«đ”žđ”Ș𝔱 đ”Šđ”« đ”Șđ”¶ đ”­đ”Żđ”žđ”¶đ”ąđ”Żđ”° 𝔞𝔰 ℑ 𝔡𝔬 đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č. đ”–đ”Šđ”«đ” đ”ąđ”Żđ”ąđ”©đ”¶, đ”đ”žđ”Ąđ”¶ â„Œđ”Šđ”€đ”„đ”±đ”Źđ”Žđ”ąđ”Ż
He knits his brows, flattens the parchment, stacks it on the previous one, and grabs another letter.
đ”“đ”Żđ”Šđ”«đ” đ”ą 𝔇𝔞𝔱đ”Șđ”Źđ”«, đ”đ”ąđ”žđ”«đ”Źđ”Ż đ”„đ”žđ”° đ”Žđ”Żđ”Šđ”±đ”±đ”ąđ”« đ”±đ”„đ”žđ”± đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č'𝔳𝔱 đ”€đ”Źđ”±đ”±đ”ąđ”« đ”Šđ”«đ”±đ”Ź đ”žđ”« đ”žđ”Żđ”€đ”Čđ”Șđ”ąđ”«đ”± đ”Žđ”Šđ”±đ”„ đ”„đ”Šđ”Ș. ℌ𝔱 đ”±đ”ąđ”©đ”©đ”° đ”Ș𝔱 đ”±đ”„đ”žđ”± đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č đ”«đ”ąđ”žđ”Żđ”©đ”¶ đ”žđ”±đ”±đ”žđ” đ”šđ”ąđ”Ą đ”„đ”Šđ”Ș 𝔣𝔬𝔯 đ”Źđ”Łđ”Łđ”ąđ”Żđ”Šđ”«đ”€ đ”žđ”« đ”Źđ”­đ”Šđ”«đ”Šđ”Źđ”« đ” đ”Źđ”«đ”±đ”Żđ”žđ”Żđ”¶ đ”±đ”Ź đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č𝔯𝔰. ℌ𝔱 𝔭𝔯𝔬đ”Čđ”Ąđ”©đ”¶ đ”ąđ”«đ”Ąđ”ąđ”Ą đ”±đ”„đ”žđ”± đ”„đ”ą đ”Șđ”žđ”«đ”žđ”€đ”ąđ”Ą đ”±đ”Ź đ” đ”„đ”žđ”«đ”€đ”ą đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č𝔯 đ”Șđ”Šđ”«đ”Ą. ℑ đ”ąđ”«đ”łđ”¶ đ”„đ”Šđ”Ș. ℑ đ”±đ”„đ”Šđ”«đ”š đ”Źđ”«đ”©đ”¶ đ”Șđ”¶ đ”Ąđ”ąđ”žđ”±đ”„ 𝔠𝔬đ”Čđ”©đ”Ą 𝔱𝔳𝔱𝔯 đ” đ”„đ”žđ”«đ”€đ”ą đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č𝔯 đ”Șđ”Šđ”«đ”Ą. đ”“đ”©đ”ąđ”žđ”°đ”ą đ”Żđ”ąđ”­đ”©đ”¶.
His face falls at your sentiment. You think this? He wonders for a moment what he and Laenor argued over, but he cannot recall anything for the life of him. The next letter he opens makes him sit up straight.
ℑ'đ”Ș đ”Ąđ”¶đ”Šđ”«đ”€. đ”“đ”©đ”ąđ”žđ”°đ”ą 𝔠𝔬đ”Ș𝔱 đ”„đ”Źđ”Ș𝔱.
This letter drives him mad, because it is the only one like it. He rips open more than a dozen letters, yet all of them are like all the rest. He reads some more about Laenor, some of Gwayne and Alicent, some of Otto, some of Arryk and Erryk, some of Viserys, but most of them are about the mundane things you busy yourself with. Mundane things you do to distract yourself from him.
He does not know what to make of it.
Then, he unfolds a piece of paper with hastily written script.
đ”–đ”ąđ”łđ”ąđ”«, 𝔩𝔣 đ”±đ”„đ”ąđ”Żđ”ą 𝔩𝔰 𝔞 đ”©đ”ąđ”±đ”±â„Żđ“‡ 𝓎℮𝓊 đ’Ÿđ“ƒđ“ˆđ“…đ’Ÿđ“‡â„Ż 𝓂𝓎 đ’œđ“Šđ“ˆđ’·đ’¶đ“ƒđ’č 𝓉℮ đ“‡â„Żđ’¶đ’č, 𝓁ℯ𝓉 đ’Ÿđ“‰ đ’·â„Ż đ“‰đ’œđ’Ÿđ“ˆ. ℐ đ’œđ’¶đ“‹â„Ż 𝓃℮𝓉 đ“Œđ“‡đ’Ÿđ“‰đ“‰â„Żđ“ƒ đ’¶đ’·â„Žđ“Šđ“‰ đ“‰đ’œđ’Ÿđ“ˆ đ’·â„Żđ’žđ’¶đ“Šđ“ˆâ„Ż ℐ đ“Œđ’¶đ“ˆ đ’¶đ’»đ“‡đ’¶đ’Ÿđ’č 𝓉℮, đ’·đ“Šđ“‰ đ’Ÿđ’¶â„Żđ“‚â„Žđ“ƒ, ℐ đ“Œđ’¶đ“ˆ đ“Œđ’Ÿđ“‰đ’œ đ’žđ’œđ’Ÿđ“đ’č. ℐ đ’žđ’¶đ“ƒ đ’·đ’¶đ“‡â„Żđ“đ“Ž 𝓈ℯℯ đ“‰đ’œâ„Ż đ“…đ’¶đ“…â„Żđ“‡ đ’¶đ“ˆ ℐ đ“Œđ“‡đ’Ÿđ“‰â„Ż đ“‰đ’œđ’Ÿđ“ˆ đ’¶đ“ƒđ’č ℐ đ’»â„Żđ’¶đ“‡ ℐ đ“‚đ’Ÿâ„Šđ’œđ“‰ 𝓃ℯℯđ’č 𝓉℮ đ’žđ’œđ’¶đ“ƒâ„Šâ„Ż đ“‰đ’œâ„Ż đ“…đ’¶đ“‡đ’žđ’œđ“‚â„Żđ“ƒđ“‰ đ’¶â„Šđ’¶đ’Ÿđ“ƒ. 𝒞℮𝓂ℯ đ’œâ„Žđ“‚â„Ż. ℐ đ’Ÿđ“‚đ“…đ“â„Žđ“‡â„Ż 𝓎℮𝓊, ℐ đ’·â„Żđ“ˆâ„Żâ„Żđ’žđ’œ 𝓎℮𝓊— 𝒾℮𝓂ℯ đ’œâ„Žđ“‚â„Ż.
"I was with child?" Daemon repeats to himself.
He frantically grabs a bunch of letters and skims through them, desperate to learn more of this. He goes through 5, 10, 20, 50, 100 letters, but none of them ever mention such a thing ever again.
At some point, the letters become singular.
đ”đ”¶ đ”„đ”Čđ”°đ”Ÿđ”žđ”«đ”Ą, ℑ đ” đ”žđ”«đ”«đ”Źđ”± đ”ąđ”žđ”±. ℑ đ”­đ”„đ”¶đ”°đ”Šđ” đ”žđ”©đ”©đ”¶ đ” đ”žđ”«đ”«đ”Źđ”± đ”Ÿđ”Żđ”Šđ”«đ”€ đ”Șđ”¶đ”°đ”ąđ”©đ”Ł đ”±đ”Ź đ”ąđ”žđ”± 𝔬𝔯 𝔹𝔱𝔱𝔭 đ”Șđ”¶ 𝔣𝔬𝔬𝔡 đ”Ąđ”Źđ”Žđ”«. ℑ 𝔞đ”Ș 𝔞 đ”Ąđ”ąđ” đ”žđ”¶đ”Šđ”«đ”€ 𝔠𝔬𝔯𝔭𝔰𝔱 đ”Žđ”Šđ”±đ”„ 𝔞 𝔭đ”Čđ”©đ”°đ”ą. ℑ đ”šđ”«đ”Źđ”Ž đ”Șđ”¶ đ”Șđ”Źđ”±đ”„đ”ąđ”Ż đ”Ș𝔩𝔰𝔰𝔱𝔰 đ”Ș𝔱 đ”łđ”ąđ”Żđ”¶ đ”Șđ”Čđ” đ”„. đ”–đ”„đ”ą đ” đ”žđ”©đ”©đ”° đ”±đ”Ź đ”Ș𝔱, đ”±đ”„đ”Źđ”Čđ”€đ”„ đ”Șđ”¶ đ”Łđ”žđ”±đ”„đ”ąđ”Ż đ”Ąđ”ąđ”«đ”Šđ”ąđ”° đ”Šđ”±. ℑ đ”„đ”Źđ”­đ”ą đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č đ”łđ”Šđ”°đ”Šđ”± đ”Șđ”¶ đ”±đ”Źđ”Ș𝔟 đ”Źđ”«đ” đ”ą. 𝔜𝔬đ”Č𝔯 𝔚𝔩𝔣𝔱
They all speak of your apparently imminent demise.
đ”đ”¶ đ”„đ”Čđ”°đ”Ÿđ”žđ”«đ”Ą, ℑ 𝔞đ”Ș đ”Żđ”Źđ”±đ”±đ”Šđ”«đ”€. đ”„đ”©đ”© đ”Žđ”„đ”Ź 𝔰𝔱𝔱𝔰 đ”Ș𝔱 đ”±đ”ąđ”©đ”©đ”° đ”Ș𝔱 đ”Źđ”±đ”„đ”ąđ”Żđ”Žđ”Šđ”°đ”ą, 𝔟đ”Čđ”± ℑ đ” đ”žđ”« đ”Łđ”ąđ”ąđ”© đ”Šđ”±. đ”‰đ”Źđ”Żđ”€đ”Šđ”łđ”ą đ”Ș𝔱 𝔣𝔬𝔯 đ”Șđ”¶ đ”±đ”Żđ”žđ”«đ”°đ”€đ”Żđ”ąđ”°đ”°đ”Šđ”Źđ”«đ”°. ℑ đ”©đ”Źđ”łđ”ą đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č. 𝔜𝔬đ”Č𝔯 𝔚𝔩𝔣𝔱
It goes on for far too long.
đ”đ”¶ đ”„đ”Čđ”°đ”Ÿđ”žđ”«đ”Ą, ℑ 𝔞đ”Ș đ”«đ”Čđ”Ș𝔟. ℑ đ”«đ”Ź đ”©đ”Źđ”«đ”€đ”ąđ”Ż đ”Łđ”ąđ”ąđ”© đ”­đ”žđ”Šđ”«. ℑ đ”šđ”«đ”Źđ” đ”šđ”ąđ”Ą 𝔬𝔳𝔱𝔯 𝔞 đ” đ”žđ”«đ”Ąđ”©đ”ą đ”žđ”«đ”Ą 𝔟đ”Čđ”Żđ”«đ”ąđ”Ą đ”Șđ”¶ đ”„đ”žđ”«đ”Ą. ℑ đ”Łđ”ąđ”©đ”± đ”«đ”Ź 𝔮𝔞𝔯đ”Șđ”±đ”„ 𝔣𝔯𝔬đ”Ș đ”±đ”„đ”ą đ”Łđ”©đ”žđ”Ș𝔱. đ”“đ”ąđ”Żđ”„đ”žđ”­đ”° đ”Šđ”± 𝔩𝔰 đ”Șđ”¶ đ”Ąđ”ąđ”°đ”±đ”Šđ”«đ”¶ đ”±đ”Ź 𝔡𝔩𝔱 đ”Ÿđ”¶ đ”Ąđ”Żđ”žđ”€đ”Źđ”« 𝔣𝔩𝔯𝔱. â„‘đ”± đ”Žđ”Šđ”©đ”© 𝔟𝔱 đ”­đ”žđ”Šđ”«đ”©đ”ąđ”°đ”°. 𝔜𝔬đ”Č𝔯 𝔚𝔩𝔣𝔱
Daemon's stomach rolls. He cannot bare to read any more, and yet his guilt urges him to drink up this pain, as if it would make it go away, as if it could make up for what he had done.
The moon begins to fade as the sun begins to rise. He reads hundreds of letters that speak nothing but your pain and desire for death. His face is wet with tears and bitterness linger in his mouth. He no longer is on the floor. He lies on his bed, surround by his wife's misery.
He wails. He can do nothing else as he takes in your words.
Then, for the final time, the tone changes.
đ”“đ”Żđ”Šđ”«đ” đ”ą 𝔇𝔞𝔱đ”Șđ”Źđ”«, đ”—đ”„đ”ąđ”Żđ”ą 𝔩𝔰 đ”«đ”Ź 𝔭𝔱𝔞𝔠𝔱 đ”©đ”Šđ”šđ”ą đ”±đ”„đ”ą 𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔱 𝔬𝔣 đ”Șđ”¶ đ”°đ”Šđ”°đ”±đ”ąđ”Ż'𝔰 đ”°đ”Źđ”«. ℌ𝔱 𝔩𝔰 đ”Șđ”¶ đ”Ąđ”ąđ”ąđ”­đ”ąđ”°đ”± 𝔰𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔬𝔮 đ”Șđ”žđ”«đ”Šđ”Łđ”ąđ”°đ”±đ”ąđ”Ą đ”Šđ”«đ”±đ”Ź đ”±đ”„đ”ą đ”Ÿđ”Żđ”Šđ”€đ”„đ”±đ”ąđ”°đ”± đ”ąđ”¶đ”ąđ”°. ℌ𝔱 𝔮𝔱𝔱𝔭𝔰 đ”ąđ”žđ” đ”„ đ”±đ”Šđ”Ș𝔱 ℑ đ”„đ”Źđ”©đ”Ą đ”„đ”Šđ”Ș, 𝔣𝔬𝔯 đ”„đ”ą đ”©đ”Źđ”žđ”±đ”„đ”ąđ”° đ”±đ”„đ”ą đ”Ÿđ”Šđ”±đ”±đ”ąđ”Żđ”«đ”ąđ”°đ”° 𝔱đ”Șđ”žđ”«đ”žđ”±đ”Šđ”«đ”€ 𝔣𝔯𝔬đ”Ș đ”Șđ”¶ 𝔣𝔬𝔯đ”Ș. ℌ𝔩𝔰 𝔠𝔯𝔩𝔱𝔰 𝔞𝔯𝔱 đ”Žđ”Šđ”«đ”Ąđ” đ”„đ”Šđ”Ș𝔱𝔰 đ”±đ”Ź đ”Ș𝔱. ℑ 𝔮𝔬đ”Čđ”©đ”Ą đ”„đ”žđ”łđ”ą đ”©đ”Źđ”łđ”ąđ”Ą đ”±đ”Ź đ”„đ”ąđ”žđ”Ż đ”Șđ”Šđ”«đ”ą đ”Źđ”Žđ”« đ”°đ”Źđ”« 𝔬𝔯 𝔡𝔞đ”Čđ”€đ”„đ”±đ”ąđ”Ż đ”Ș𝔞𝔹𝔱 𝔰đ”Čđ” đ”„ 𝔞 đ”±đ”ąđ”«đ”Ąđ”ąđ”Ż đ”«đ”Źđ”Šđ”°đ”ą. đ”đ”žđ”Ąđ”¶ â„Œđ”Šđ”€đ”„đ”±đ”Źđ”Žđ”ąđ”Ż
... mine own son or daughter. Daemon wipes his face.
đ”“đ”Żđ”Šđ”«đ” đ”ą 𝔇𝔞𝔱đ”Șđ”Źđ”«, đ”„đ”ąđ”€đ”Źđ”« 𝔩𝔰 đ”Șđ”¶ 𝔹𝔱𝔱𝔭𝔱𝔯. ℑ đ”Ąđ”ąđ”±đ”ąđ”°đ”± đ”±đ”„đ”žđ”± đ”Šđ”± 𝔩𝔰 𝔰𝔬, 𝔟đ”Čđ”± đ”Šđ”± 𝔩𝔰 đ”±đ”Żđ”Čđ”©đ”¶ đ”„đ”Šđ”° đ”©đ”Šđ”Łđ”ą đ”±đ”„đ”žđ”± 𝔰đ”Čđ”°đ”±đ”žđ”Šđ”«đ”° đ”Șđ”Šđ”«đ”ą đ”Źđ”Žđ”«. ℑ𝔣 ℑ 𝔠𝔬đ”Čđ”©đ”Ą, ℑ 𝔮𝔬đ”Čđ”©đ”Ą 𝔟𝔞𝔯𝔱 đ”žđ”©đ”© đ”±đ”„đ”ą đ”­đ”žđ”Šđ”« đ”žđ”«đ”Ą 𝔰𝔬𝔯𝔯𝔬𝔮 đ”±đ”„đ”žđ”± đ”„đ”ą 𝔮𝔬đ”Čđ”©đ”Ą 𝔱𝔳𝔱𝔯 đ”„đ”žđ”łđ”ą 𝔰𝔬 đ”±đ”„đ”žđ”± đ”„đ”Šđ”° đ”©đ”Šđ”Łđ”ą 𝔩𝔰 đ”Łđ”Šđ”©đ”©đ”ąđ”Ą đ”Žđ”Šđ”±đ”„ đ”«đ”Źđ”±đ”„đ”Šđ”«đ”€ 𝔟đ”Čđ”± đ”©đ”Źđ”łđ”ą đ”žđ”«đ”Ą đ”§đ”Źđ”¶. ℑ đ”©đ”Źđ”łđ”ą đ”„đ”Šđ”Ș đ”Ș𝔬𝔯𝔱 đ”±đ”„đ”žđ”« đ”žđ”«đ”¶đ”±đ”„đ”Šđ”«đ”€ đ”Źđ”« đ”±đ”„đ”Šđ”° đ”Ąđ”Żđ”ąđ”žđ”Żđ”¶ đ”Žđ”Źđ”Żđ”©đ”Ą. ℑ đ”šđ”«đ”Źđ”Ž đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č đ”Žđ”Šđ”©đ”© đ”©đ”Źđ”łđ”ą đ”„đ”Šđ”Ș đ”±đ”Źđ”Ź. đ”đ”žđ”Ąđ”¶ â„Œđ”Šđ”€đ”„đ”±đ”Źđ”Žđ”ąđ”Ż
He knits his brows and sits up. All the remaining letters are about Aegon.
𝔇𝔞𝔱đ”Șđ”Źđ”«, đ”—đ”Źđ”Ąđ”žđ”¶ đ”Ș𝔞𝔯𝔹𝔰 𝔞 đ”¶đ”ąđ”žđ”Ż đ”°đ”Šđ”«đ” đ”ą đ”Șđ”¶ đ”Ÿđ”ąđ”©đ”Źđ”łđ”ąđ”Ą đ”„đ”ąđ”€đ”Źđ”« đ”„đ”žđ”° đ”Ÿđ”ąđ”ąđ”« đ”Ÿđ”Źđ”Żđ”«. ℌ𝔱 đ”žđ”°đ”±đ”Źđ”Čđ”«đ”Ąđ”° đ”Ș𝔱 đ”ąđ”łđ”ąđ”Żđ”¶đ”Ąđ”žđ”¶. ℑ đ” đ”žđ”«đ”«đ”Źđ”± đ” đ”Źđ”«đ”±đ”žđ”Šđ”« đ”±đ”„đ”ą đ”„đ”žđ”­đ”­đ”Šđ”«đ”ąđ”°đ”° ℑ đ”Łđ”ąđ”ąđ”© đ”Žđ”„đ”ąđ”« ℑ đ”±đ”„đ”Šđ”«đ”š 𝔬𝔣 đ”„đ”Šđ”Ș, đ”Șđ”Čđ” đ”„ đ”©đ”ąđ”°đ”° đ”±đ”„đ”žđ”± 𝔬𝔣 đ”Žđ”„đ”ąđ”« đ”„đ”ą 𝔩𝔰 𝔞𝔯𝔬đ”Čđ”«đ”Ą. â„‘đ”± 𝔩𝔰 đ”Șđ”¶ đ”Șđ”Źđ”°đ”± đ”ąđ”žđ”Żđ”«đ”ąđ”°đ”± đ”Žđ”Šđ”°đ”„ đ”±đ”„đ”žđ”± đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č𝔯 𝔣𝔞đ”Șđ”Šđ”©đ”¶ đ”Łđ”ąđ”ąđ”©đ”° đ”±đ”„đ”Šđ”° đ”±đ”Źđ”Ź. đ”™đ”Šđ”°đ”ąđ”Żđ”¶đ”° đ”Žđ”Šđ”±đ”„đ”„đ”Źđ”©đ”Ąđ”° đ”„đ”Šđ”Șđ”°đ”ąđ”©đ”Ł 𝔬𝔣 đ”„đ”Šđ”° đ”žđ”Łđ”Łđ”ąđ” đ”±đ”Šđ”Źđ”«đ”° đ”žđ”± đ”±đ”Šđ”Ș𝔱𝔰; ℑ đ”±đ”„đ”Šđ”«đ”š đ”Šđ”± 𝔩𝔰 𝔟𝔱𝔠𝔞đ”Č𝔰𝔱 đ”„đ”ą đ”Żđ”ąđ” đ”žđ”©đ”©đ”° 𝔰𝔩đ”Șđ”Šđ”©đ”žđ”Ż đ”Ș𝔱đ”Ș𝔬𝔯𝔩𝔱𝔰 đ”Žđ”Šđ”±đ”„ â„œđ”„đ”žđ”ąđ”«đ”¶đ”Żđ”ž. ℑ 𝔡𝔬 đ”«đ”Źđ”± 𝔣𝔞đ”Čđ”©đ”± đ”±đ”„đ”ą đ”¶đ”Źđ”Čđ”«đ”€ đ”„đ”ąđ”Šđ”Ż 𝔣𝔬𝔯 đ”„đ”ąđ”Ż đ” đ”Źđ”©đ”Ąđ”«đ”ąđ”°đ”° đ”±đ”Źđ”Žđ”žđ”Żđ”Ąđ”° đ”„đ”ąđ”Ż đ”„đ”žđ”©đ”Ł đ”Ÿđ”Żđ”Źđ”±đ”„đ”ąđ”Ż; đ”°đ”±đ”Šđ”©đ”©, đ”ąđ”žđ” đ”„ đ”Ąđ”žđ”¶ ℑ đ”­đ”Żđ”žđ”¶ đ”°đ”„đ”ą đ”Łđ”Šđ”«đ”Ą đ”°đ”±đ”Żđ”ąđ”«đ”€đ”±đ”„ đ”±đ”Ź đ”Źđ”­đ”ąđ”« đ”„đ”ąđ”Ż đ”„đ”ąđ”žđ”Żđ”± đ”±đ”Ź đ”„đ”Šđ”Ș. ℑ đ”„đ”Źđ”­đ”ą đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č 𝔡𝔬 đ”±đ”„đ”ą 𝔰𝔞đ”Ș𝔱 đ”Čđ”­đ”Źđ”« đ”¶đ”Źđ”Č𝔯 đ”Żđ”ąđ”±đ”Čđ”Żđ”«. đ”đ”žđ”Ąđ”¶ â„Œđ”Šđ”€đ”„đ”±đ”Źđ”Žđ”ąđ”Ż
You speak of nothing else save him. You do not mention your affliction, you do not mention your everyday life, you speak only of your affections for Aegon.
The sun rises.
Daemon did not realize he fell asleep until a voice of a servant wakes him. It did not feel like he slept at all; he is still exhausted.
He groans as he sits up. He sees a servant girl staring at the thousand pages scattered across the room. He comes to a stand and begins pick up the papers, "do not mind this. Prepare me a bath. I will break fast with my wife."
The servant watches the prince clean up after himself. She curtsies and does what is instructed.
Daemon had stacked the letters by date as he read them and now tiptoed around the room, gathering the papers in chronological order. He grabs his trunk and files the papers there. By the time he is finished, his trunk is stuffed and his bath water is barely warm.
Neither did the bath wake him fully, nor did it refresh him. What's worse was the scent of his soap broke forth dam of memories for it smelled like you. Resentment for his own folly began to choke him with tears.
His face scarcely resembled him. His angular features were softened with woe, namely his eyes. He cared little for the puffiness rendered him by his tears as he made his way over to your room.
Arryk and Erryk instantly spot him, both of them raising their brows and curling their lips at the look of the prince.
"Is my wife awake?" Daemon asks once he is before them, voice telling of how he had clearly been crying.
Neither of them find sympathy, only disgust and irritation. Erryk particularly despises how readily he refers to you as his wife; he was just a stranger, an evil-doer you had tragically married, "do you see that she's awake?"
Arryk's jaw tenses at his brother's response. He slowly turns to him with knit brows.
Daemon is numb to their hostility, too wrapped up in his self-loathing, "it is nearly noon. Doesn't she wake earlier than this?"
"Yes," Erryk instantly responds, "she did three years ago."
The prince stills. He now recognizes the twins' acrimony. He takes in a breath; he has no desire to start a fight, not when he's freshly just read about your affections for them and how they cared for you in his absence. Daemon wipes his face then raises a hand, "alright. Let me pass. I will wait for her to rouse."
The twins' shoulders hit each other as they block the prince's passage. Arryk tilts his head, "rest does not come easy to her. It would be best if she is not disturbed."
"I will not disturb her," Daemon quips, "I said I would wait for her to rouse."
Erryk raises a brow and motions, "of course, my prince. Feel free to wait for her out here with us."
Daemon stiffens. He grinds his teeth as he debates the truth of the sentiment. He stares at them.
They stare back.
He shakes his head and storms off.
Erryk scoffs in disgust, clutching his scabbard. Arryk scowls at the prince then his brother, "you dunce. This is what we want, for him to go to her."
"Yes," Erryk eyes Daemon hotly, willing his body be burned by his glare, "yet watch how easily he retreats. He wants only to go to her for his own sake, not because he wants to see her."
"Erryk," Arryk places a hand on his arm, "you overstep."
Erryk turns to his brother, "I step my foot exactly where it should be." He looks forward, "if he really wants to see her, he would come back."
And he was right. Daemon really wanted to see you. Why then would he waste his time and patience in quarrelling with your wards when he could simply take the hidden entrance to your chambers? He knew the passages well, after all; this was his home.
Daemon's senses are flooded as he emerges from the darkness.
Your fragrance is nearly tangible to him. He walks towards your vanity and takes a vial of your body oil. He inhales deeply, feeling warmth cascade through his body. He smears a bit on his philtrum. He missed this.
He sets the vial down and brushes his fingers over your jewelry. He takes the robe hung on your vanity chair and smells it. His eyes begin to water. He hangs it back in its place and finally, finally, he turns to you, throat uncomfortably tight.
Your brown hair is fanned out behind you. Your skins glows with invitation to be caressed.
He kneels beside you the way you did before your beloved statue of the Mother. He scratches his eyes when his tears begin to fog his vision. He strokes the back of his hand down your cheek. He fixes the blanket around you.
He watches you intently. He so badly wants to bury his face into the crook of your neck, to feel you, to smell you, to kiss you, but even he knew it was selfish; even he could admit he was undeserving.
The memory of the very first time he had ever beheld your sleeping form plays in his mind as you act it out in real life. Your lips and forehead curl; you stir slightly in your spot. He sighs when the corner of your closed eyes begin to water.
Daemon wipes your tears away, speaking the same words he spoke you then, "amÄ«vindigon sesÄ«r isse ēdrugon." Tormented even in sleep. He strokes your cheek and hair, "mundagon riña." Miserable girl.
He cannot help himself any longer. He shifts on his knees and moves in to press a kiss upon your temple. He leans his forehead on you, closing his eyes to savor your presence.
All is still.
All is solemn.
That is, until you begin to fuss.
You mutter incoherences and begin to moan.
He squeezes your shoulder and kisses you again, "gīda ilagon, ñuha jorrāelagon." Calm down, my love.
You moan out in response.
He pulls his head back with and opens his eyes. You moan again and it becomes clear that you were moaning a name.
"Alyrie."
A line forms between his brows.
"Alaeric."
He feels his chest tighten. What?
You moan as your arms reach out, "stay."
Daemon pulls back, eyes burning with tears. You repeat those names and a pit forms in his stomach, deep and dark. You whine as you embrace your pillow. He watches you press your lips into your pillow. He hears you mutter, "love you."
His throat constricts and he clenches his jaw. He does not like this dream.
You speak those names again and he pulls back, deciding he's had enough. He repeats it, mutters under his breath what he thinks he heard you say, "Arryk and Erryk." After all, how would he know the names Alyrie and Alaeric when you couldn't bare to even think of them, let alone mention them?
And just as he did moments ago, he wastes no time.
Daemon storms away, grabbing a pitcher of water on his way. He is upon them the moment he throws the doors open.
Before either brother can react, one has a pitcher bashed to the back of his head, and the other is kicked from behind. Shrieks pierce the air; your incoming servants witness the brutal onslaught.
All that was not enough to wake you, nothing would.
You startle awake, terrified out of your mind. Not only did you wake from a melancholic slumber, you wake to the sound of screams and battery.
Daemon would have managed to knock out the brothers had they not worn helmets. Still, the blow to the back of Arryk's head left him in a daze and Erryk, who was kicked from behind and shot off to the parallel wall, was no better.
The prince focuses on the closer twin who managed to face him. He kicks Arryk on the chest, knocking him down. He quickly climbs upon his felled body and removes his helmet before splitting his knuckles on his face. He manages to land two punches before he is throttled to the ground by the other Cargyll.
Erryk did not mean to merely subdue him, he was eager to retaliate. He crushes his knee into the prince's back, squeezing the air out of him before flipping him over, intent on breaking his nose at the very least.
Erryk underestimated the raging sense of betrayal that fuels his opponent.
Daemon manages to grab Erryk's neck and squeezes it with all his might. The latter begins to choke but he thrusts his shin-guard into the prince's side, giving him little choice but to scream and loosen his hold due to the the pain.
Erryk finds the upper hand in no time. He pries Daemon's hands off him and launches a right hook. The prince shields his head, still, the knight manages to land some nasty punches.
"ERRYK!" Arryk shouts, prying his brother off. He drags his brother away, and in that moment, you emerge from your room, running barefoot in nothing but your shift.
You notice the twins first, for they were closer to your door. You release a horrified sound at the sight of them. They look at you with hard faces as you walk over, "what is the meaning of this?!"
Erryk shrugs his brother off and points an accusing finger, "the prince attacked us from behind!"
You turn to where he points.
Blood trickles down Daemon's face as he struggles to get on his knees. His lips are busted, nose ruptured, eye swollen. Your face falls at the sight of him. He looks horrendous, even worse than what Gwayne looked like when he fell from his horse during the tourney. A dozen horrible memories begin to flood you. You clutch your chest as you feel it tighten.
Erryk continues, "we would not let him disturb your sleep, but he managed to sneak into your bedroom-"
"What?" you turn to him.
"- then he attacked Arryk with a pitcher," Erryk points to the pitcher on the floor that laid beside a puddle of water, "then he kicked me on the back."
You turn to Arryk, finding his hair, neck, and armor wet. You whimper and wipe your face. You snap at Daemon, "what is wrong with you?!"
You watch your husband come to his feet.
He clutches his side and grunts out your name.
Goosebumps shroud you.
Daemon shudders as he walks over, "gaomagon ao jorrāelagon nyke?" Do you love me?
You instinctively step back where the Cargylls step forward. Your face curls in mortification. Your lips wobble and you shake your head in disbelief. You repeat, "what the fuck is wrong with you?!"
"Gaomagon..." Daemon lowers his head, "ao ēdrurys yno?" Do you dream of me?
You knit your brows tightly. You grit your teeth and clench you fists. You take a step towards him.
He lifts his gaze when you do.
A shiver runs down your spine as he speaks your name.
"ÄȘlē mirre hen ēdrurys nyke mi—" You were alll of the dreams I ev-
You slap him before he can finish his words.
The blood from Daemon's nose sputters to the wall. The action hurts more than the act. He does not look back at you.
You are trembling, neither from your affliction or fear, but out of pure, blinding wrath. You do not tear your gaze from Daemon though you do not speak to him, "the both of you go to the maester's ward."
Arryk and Erryk nod and regard you, "princess."
"Drag him with you," you blurt, turning to your open door, "I will be there shortly after dressing."
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suiana · 1 year ago
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(yandere! demon harem x gn! human reader) (reader is human)
"i think it's working! i see their shape-"
"cursed satan! our blood sweat and tears are finally paying off? we'll finally see a real human?"
"kya kya kya! I'm so excited!"
your ears ring loudly, your hands clutching the sides of your head as you let out a soft whimper. what the hell just happened?! one moment you were in your room lazing around, the next a magic ring formed below you and now you're... in hell?
is this hell? did you die?
you weren't quite sure if it was. it certainly looked dark and eerie with the current setting you wer ein Right now having skulls everywhere. but seeing the horribly demonic creatures in front of you talk in minecraft enchantment table confirmed everything you suspected.
that you were dead. probably.
"u-um... am i dead-"
"huzzah! the human has been summoned! they're so tiny!"
"oh my satan below! look at them..! they look just like an angel..."
"kya! i want to eat them! look at their confused face!"
you stare at the three demons who were surrounding you, blinking slowly before you let out a shaky sigh. were they talking about how many sins you've committed? the amount of times you jerked off to fictional characters? is that what the book in their hands were? a list of all your wrong doings?
you immediately submerged yourself in a depressive state, frowning as you begin to silently regret all your life choices up until now. damn it, you should've jerked off one last time before you died-
meanwhile, the demons were discussing what dinner they should give you.
"kya! do you think that the human will enjoy goat broth with human meat?"
"no no! allow them to eat elven tarts first! those are nice!"
"you fools, we should ask them first."
one of the demons mumble, arms crossed across his toned chest before the other two demons nod excitedly, turning towards you. their grimoire was immediately throw away, hitting a poor skull off the shelf.
oof.
anyway!
"ahem... human, allow us to introduce ourselves... we are-"
"kya! demons!"
"yes! and we're so excited to have you here!"
"worry not, you aren't dead. we just summoned you because we wanted to have a human for our experiment."
the three of them suddenly talk in english, eagerly looking down at you with wide grins. you wouldn't have been so thrown off if not for the fact that their teeth were so sharp and they looked like they were about to chop you up for their so called 'experiment'.
you gulp nervously, opening your mouth to ask them what type of experiment. but it looks like they read your mind or something.
"kya! it's a love experiment! don't worry!"
"yes! don't you worry too much cute human! we will never ever hurt you! maybe love you too much though..."
"mn, that's right. we are just conducting an experiment..."
the calmer of the three pauses mid sentence, approaching you as he suddenly bends down to your height, his demonic appearance closing in on your face. your heart races, feeling his hot breath on your skin before you feel your mind go blank at his words.
"where we see how long it takes for a human to fall for three demons. specifically three that are obsessed with said human already."
...
huh?
just... what the hell was going on?!
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ozzgin · 9 months ago
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I've kept my promise and returned with dino smut. Switch it to a dinosaur hybrid if you're too afraid of the full package. Content: gender neutral reader, NSFW (gangbang), monster dinosaur smut
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"You've got to be kidding me."
You kick the wheel and walk away, trying to steady your breathing. This can’t be happening. Behind you, the guide continues to tinker with the car engine. He has a reassuring smile plastered on his face, but you can tell from the cold beads of sweat that he’s just as terrified.
You are stranded in a desert filled with dinosaurs. Scientific miracle? Sure. Presently your death sentence, too.
“Don’t walk too far from the vehicle, (Y/N), otherwise I can’t reach you in time if something happens.”
“What, you have a black belt in dinosaur fighting or something?” you scoff at the man.
“Now listen, do you think we didn’t anticipate these scenarios? I am equipped with this little guy here”, he says, pulling out a small, electric device. “Has enough juice in it to shock a T-Rex.”
Maybe he has a point. The Jurassic Park proudly dons a reputation of flawless service and guaranteed safety. Surely they must be equipped to deal with something as insignificant as a car breaking down in the middle of a guided tour.
You attempt to smile back, gathering some courage. In your newfound peace you didn’t really notice that the massive rock behind the car has moved, or that it was never a rock to begin with.
A wide row of razor teeth engulfs your official tour guide, and the enormous mandible closes with a loud snap. The upper half of the man detaches in a surreal, surgical cleanliness. You stare, mouth agape. It takes you a second to process the execution you’ve just witnessed, but the ear-shattering screech swiftly wakes you out of your trance.
Escaping from an entire pack of ancient predators feels rather futile, but that doesn't stop you from crawling up the steep hill, hoping the damned creatures can't follow. Had you known your comfortable car ride required survival skills, you would've worn a different pair of pants.
What's even more ridiculous is the nature of your perpetrator. Of course, you tell yourself, you had to trust a company that can't differentiate between the Cretaceous and the Jurassic. What's one or two million years? What's one or two dead humans in the grand statistics of their park?
You finally reach the top of the hill, and trip over some overgrown roots. Your collapse is cushioned by the scarce bushes patching the ground. Suddenly, you feel the branches vibrating against your burnt cheeks. Dear Lord, futile indeed. The heavy, bulky legs of the Carnotaurus approach you in a chaotic trample, nonchalantly stepping over your last bits of hope.
Knees scraping against the rocks, you close your eyes and shield your face, bent over like some beggar awaiting punishment. You're petrified. Did the guide feel anything when his innards stretched and tore under the unforgiving mouth?
The rough, scaly skin of the monster brushes against the back of your thighs. There it is! Flesh coming undone, bones giving in to the...wait. What are they doing, exactly? You subtly tilt your head, trying to catch a glimpse of the strange event.
It seems that your resigned position has given them different ideas. The horned beasts investigate your scent with peculiar interest. A brief altercation ensues, in which they lock their horns together and their tails swing around threateningly, nearly crushing you in their blind aggression. You cry out and try to distance yourself from the thundering scene, but a clawed foot pins you back into the ground.
You suspect your present captor is the winner of the conflict, standing above you triumphantly as the others wait aside. Is this the part where you become a grand meal? Its enormous teeth graze your clothing, and the threads come undone.
In a most unexpected turn of events, it's you who ends up stuffed. You don't know what pain to focus on: your back hurts from the rhythmic swaying, bare skin grating against the parched earth; your privacy is burning from the sudden, invasive stretch, as the creature buries itself deeper with each hungry pound.
Eventually, a familiar knot begins to form in the pit of your stomach. The thrusts become smoother, your legs weaker. Shameless moans begin to roll out of your drooling mouth, and you hold onto the Carnotaurus' rugged hips. Its mouth is slightly open, panting and groaning, blowing hot air against your already feverish body.
Your own high is interrupted by a thick, hot wave of fluid abruptly crashing against your inner walls. The beast detaches itself from you, leaving you heaving, dripping and sighing in disappointment. The least you could've gotten from this erotic absurdity was a decent orgasm.
Your naked body is suddenly shrouded in shadow. You look up to see a different member of the pack positioning itself between your legs. Glancing at the others, a horrifying, perverted thought occurs to you: they're taking turns, fucking you relentlessly.
Perhaps you will get your chance, after all. Or multiple.
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d-targaryenshoe · 5 months ago
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Drunk On Love - Benedict Bridgerton
Summary: Love is beautiful yet when one is drunk it can rather be a little confusing and breathtaking.
Word count: 1210
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Benedict Bridgerton prided himself on many things, his artistic talent, wit, and ability to hold his drink.
Yet tonight, the second Bridgerton son was wobbling on his feet, his shirt unbuttoned halfway down his chest, a cravat dangling loosely from his neck like a sad ribbon on an overindulged present.
The Bridgerton house was alive with music and laughter.
Eloise had declared it a night for frivolity, dragging everyone into the drawing room after dinner to play a raucous game of charades.
Wine flowed like the Thames, and for once, Anthony and Kate didn’t step in to regulate the chaos.
“Benedict,” Colin chortled, pointing as his elder brother attempted to lean casually on a settee and nearly toppled over, “I think you’ve lost the ability to differentiate between horizontal and vertical.”
“I’m perfectly... perpendic... perpendicular!” Benedict slurred, wagging a finger in Colin’s direction.
“Indeed,” Eloise said dryly. She raised her voice, addressing the room. “I give it five minutes before he collapses entirely. Any takers?”
“Oh, stop betting on him,” sighed Daphne. “Where’s y/n? Benedict always behaves better when she's around.”
Benedict blinked hazily around the room.
His siblings’ teasing words blended into the merry chaos, but one name struck a chord, y/n.
Who was y/n?
And why did that name feel like a golden thread pulling at his soul?
He turned his head too quickly, the room spinning in response.
His gaze landed on a figure near the pianoforte—one so radiant it was as though the heavens had gifted them the very stars.
“Who... who is that?” Benedict whispered, stumbling toward Colin and yanking on his sleeve.
“Who?” Colin asked, bewildered.
“That divine creature,” Benedict gestured dramatically, “by the pianoforte. Look at her, Colin. Just look! She's perfect.”
Colin stared at him for a moment, then burst into uncontrollable laughter.
“Oh, this is too good. Benedict, that’s your wife”
“My what?” Benedict spluttered, recoiling as though he’d been doused in cold water.
“Your wife, you fool. Y/n. The person you married three years ago.” Colin’s grin was practically audible. “You have children with her, by the way.”
“Children?!” Benedict gasped, clutching his chest.
His mind raced. Surely, he would remember such monumental details.
A wife? Children? His heart thundered as he stared at you, as you were now laughing with Hyacinth and Gregory.
Every movement you made felt hypnotic, like watching sunlight dance on water.
“I don’t believe you,” Benedict declared, his voice rising above the chatter.
“Shall we fetch the marriage certificate?” Anthony drawled from his seat by the fire.
He smirked, swirling a glass of brandy. “Or the children?”
Before anyone could stop him, Benedict crossed the room with all the determination of a soldier marching to battle.
He nearly tripped over Daphne’s gown in his haste, earning a glare, but he pressed on.
As he approached, you turned to him, your face lighting up with warmth.
“Benedict,” you said, a fond smile gracing your lips. “You look like you’ve had quite a bit of—”
“Are you my spouse?” Benedict interrupted his voice a mix of awe and disbelief.
You blinked, glancing around the room as though to confirm this wasn’t a joke orchestrated by his siblings. “I am. Last time I checked, anyway.”
“And we have... children?” Benedict pressed, his hands flailing for emphasis.
“Two of them,” you replied slowly, your brow furrowing. “Are you feeling all right?”
Benedict staggered back a step, clutching at his heart as though Cupid himself had struck him anew.
“I don’t believe it. How could I have forgotten marrying someone so... so—” He gestured helplessly at you, his words failing him. “You’re perfect. Stunning. A masterpiece! Surely, I would remember creating something so beautiful with you.”
From the corner, Colin let out a loud snort of laughter, while Hyacinth whispered something to Gregory, both of them dissolving into giggles.
You, however, softened, recognizing the sincerity behind Benedict’s intoxicated declarations.
“Benedict,” you said gently, placing a hand on his arm. “You didn’t forget. You’ve just had a bit too much wine tonight.”
“I could never drink enough to forget you,” Benedict declared, his eyes wide with conviction.
“But I must have been a fool not to spend every waking moment worshiping you. Tell me, y/n—how did someone like me manage to convince someone like you to marry me?”
Your laughter was soft, your affection for him evident in every glance. "You painted me a portrait. You said it was the only way to capture what words could not. And then you kissed me.”
“I kissed you?” Benedict repeated, his voice trembling. “I kissed you and lived to tell the tale? Remarkable.”
The room erupted into chaos as the siblings could no longer contain their laughter.
Daphne leaned against a chair for support, Anthony pinched the bridge of his nose in mock exasperation, and Eloise whispered something scandalous to Francesca, who chuckled into her wine glass.
“You’re all horrible!” Benedict shouted, turning to glare at his family. “How dare you mock a man rediscovering the love of his life?”
“You’re rediscovering her because you’re drunk,” Eloise pointed out, her tone laced with amusement.
“Drunk or not, my love is real,” Benedict retorted dramatically, turning back to you. “Y/n, my muse, my heart—can you forgive me for not loving you loudly enough?”
“You love me plenty loudly, Benedict,” you replied with a smile, your eyes twinkling with mirth. “Especially when you’re drunk.”
At that moment, the door to the drawing room opened, and a pair of small children toddled in, guided by their nurse.
The eldest, a dark-haired boy of about three, immediately ran to you, clutching your leg.
The younger, a baby with Benedict’s dimpled cheeks, squealed happily from the nurse’s arms.
Benedict froze, staring at the children as though they were mythical creatures.
“Are these... mine?” he whispered, his voice barely audible.
“Yes,” you said, picking up the boy and balancing him on your hip. “This is Thomas and that little one is Edith.”
Benedict dropped to his knees, staring at his children in awe. “Thomas. Edith. My heirs. My legacy.”
“They’re not royalty, Benedict,” Anthony deadpanned.
Benedict ignored him, his eyes welling with tears. “They’re perfect. Just like their parents.”
You rolled your eyes fondly. “All right, darling. Let’s get you some water.”
The next morning, Benedict woke with a pounding headache and a vague sense of humiliation.
As he shuffled into the breakfast room, his siblings greeted him with a chorus of applause and cheers.
“Well done, Benedict,” Colin teased. “You fell in love with your wife all over again.”
“Most romantic thing I’ve ever seen,” Daphne added, her tone dripping with sarcasm.
Benedict groaned, sinking into his chair. “Please, tell me I didn’t embarrass myself too badly.”
You entered the room, setting a cup of tea before him. “You were charming, as always.”
“Was I?” Benedict asked, peering up at you.
“You were,” you said, leaning down to kiss his cheek. “Though I think you owe me another portrait. You did promise one last night.”
Benedict smiled sheepishly, his love for you as steady and enduring as the sunlight streaming through the window.
“Anything for you,” he murmured, vowing to remind you every day just how deeply he adored you—drunk or not.
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aingeal98 · 6 months ago
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More Jason and Cass thoughts (sorry but also not sorry) but if I was magically given full control over DC and could write what I'd want obviously I'd make Cass Batman but I've been thinking of what sort of reaction and role Jason would have in response. I think I'd write his version of "Congrats on the new job!" as a test, involving the Joker and civilians and gangs and Red Hood and a ton of explosives. Bruce failed me, and now he's given up. You're his successor, let's see how you handle this dilemma that freaked him out so badly he threw a batarang into my throat rather than let me avenge my own death in front of him.
So obviously Cass will overcome the traps and the puzzles. That's the fun part to show how competent both of them are and sprinkle in little character moments as we go. But then we reach the emotional crux of the matter, probably laid out as some sort of saw trap because it's Jason. Here I am, a victim of murder. You say nobody dies tonight but I did, and I want the man who did it dead. Not only did Batman fail to avenge me but he failed to stop the Joker from going on to create even more victims. What right do you have to stop me from getting justice for myself? What right does this man have to life after what he's taken from me and from countless others? I'm not trying to kill a random stranger, I'm specifically demanding justice for my own death that I never got while I was gone.
There are two ways this could go. The straightforward route if I knew my time on this run was limited would probably be a pyrrhic victory like the ones Cass's og series was so fond of. Just like Bruce in utrh, she acts on instinct and saves the Joker (and Jason this time) . A win technically, but she fails the test. Jason is once again vindicated but with nothing to show for it. The story ends with Cass sending the Joker back to jail and going back to the batcave, where the old Robin costume looms judgementally, highlighting her failure. It would be the most fitting end given their character molds, all tragedy and conviction and unstoppable force meets immovable object etc.
However... I think the option I prefer would be a little different. Cass levelling with Jason, a killer talking to a murder victim. She has no right to stop Jason from getting justice, she has no love for the Joker but she knows any death she allows to happen like this would devastate her, just like that death row inmate long ago she tried to break out but ended up letting go once the family of the victim talked to her and demanded justice. I think... In this specific situation, she'd just be honest. Morally she has no right sure. Personally she just really really doesn't want anyone to die. Give her one chance, please. Let her try it her way. Not demanding, not lecturing or insisting, just... Please. Don't do this. Let me try another way.
And then what? Jason asks.
In the end a deal is struck. Cass will take the Joker and lock him up, ensuring he never harms anyone again while also trying to rehabilitate him. But the second she fails and he gets free, Jason kills him and she won't stand in his way. It's the kind of deal that leaves both of them mildly disgusted and dissatisfied with themselves, neither of them naturally creatures of compromise when it comes to this specific topic. But Cass is willing to do anything to avoid death and Jason did not expect the new Bat to be so... Flexible? Kind of? Of course maybe she won't actually hold up her end of the deal and when the Joker gets loose she'll try and stop Jason from killing him and he'll get his miserable vindication, but right now this is something strange and new and he's mildly confused and curious about where it will go. He doesn't believe in her ability to contain the Joker forever but he's willing to let her try because her reaction to that future failure interests him. She's given him a sword of damocles to hang above her head and he didn't ask for it or expect it. It's the type of power he never thought the Bat would just... Hand to him.
The conflict ends with neither of them fully winning or losing. They both don't really know what to feel about this.
The thing is, the second Cass let's Jason kill the Joker she's hanging up the mantle. She's staking the Bat on this, because it's always go big or go home with her when it comes to saving others, even someone like the Joker. In this magical universe where I have unlimited power, Cass would lock the Joker in a secret bunker and have Leslie Thompkins talk to him daily, mostly because I think her pacifism speeches and debates in the comics would make a fun contrast to the Joker's evil sadism. (But what about his rights? Doesn't he deserve a trial and to be held in a regular prison? I'm going to be honest I think Cass would be very comfortable bending the rules on this specific situation. Morally questionable but I'd have fun with it. She's going to let Leslie treat Joker like her personal pet project to save his soul because yes she wants him to change but also she's got a city to save every night so go crazy Leslie, have fun.)
And the Batman series would continue with Cass as the lead, new challenges and new antagonists and every twenty issues or so for the first hundred we'll cut back to the Joker briefly if his chats with Leslie can help highlight some thematic element of the current arc. But bit by bit he'd slowly fade away onto oblivion, maybe getting referenced every hundred issues or so until eventually no one remembers or cares about him because there's so much else going on. Meanwhile Jason's got a good thing going as Red Hood, primarily based in Park Row and a tentative ally on the occasion when their vigilante work aligns. Unlike Joker he's a much more frequent character in the comics, and after say 10 years (this is my magical fantasy universe Cass's batman run is going to last for a very long time alright) when people think of DC characters they think of Red Hood long before they think of the Joker.
Is any of this realistic? Right now of course not. It's why I'd go with the pyrrhic victory if I actually got the chance, because it would be the best way to tell the story in the larger context of the Bat narrative. But it's my fantasy DC editor and writer daydream and I'm going to dream big. They're never going to be normal happy siblings, their personal demons will never fully let them be free and the looming possibility of losing everything they currently have narrative wise if Bruce comes back as Batman will always be there. But it's maybe the closest to peace they'll ever get. Unsatisfying and tame compromise that probably violates several laws and ethical codes but whatever. Cass has never read the Geneva convention and Jason's not going to shed tears over the Joker. Let him die relevancy wise if not physically.
#dc#cassandra cain#batfam#dc rambles#Jason Todd#In terms of the larger meta narrative ultimately whether the Joker dies or gets locked up is irrelevant#But Cass will never be willing to just let someone die without trying to the very end to make her case for their life#And I think it's entirely possible Jason would reject her proposal and we're back to square one#But I think the two main reasons to me that he'd accept is one. Cass betting her career on this. She doesn't need to do that.#She could save the Joker and fail Jason's personal test and that would be that. Her actually reaching out#Being willing to risk something precious just to try and compromise with Jason. It would be more than he expected#From a family that he understandably believes he does not matter enough to#And secondly is the long term consequence of the Joker fading into irrelevancy while Jason maintains his prominence as a character#A reverse of his death where he was turned into nothing but a footnote and a memorial for Batman angst#While the Joker went on to gain even more narrative power as Batman's Greatest Enemy#Now he is nothing. And Jason is alive and a solid part of the mythos#It would take time obviously but ultimately from a Doylist sense to me it's the most satisfying resolution#Maybe after like 10 years Cass can die again briefly the Joker gets out and Jason gets to kill him to give Maps some fun Robin angst#But ultimately it's very important to me that if Cass becomes batman the Joker must become irrelevant#He's just not useful enough thematically to be worth his current narrative weight when she's running the show
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cliosunshine · 7 months ago
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𝐎𝐟 đƒđ«đšđ đšđ§đŹ 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐁𝐚𝐭𝐬
Jason Todd x dragon trainer!reader
Summary: after a portal mysteriously opened in your world, setting all of your dragons loose, you must find a way to take them all back home before it's too late and before you catch feelings for a certain cute guy in a red helmet
Warnings: none; some mild cussing, reader wears glasses and jay's a bit awkward lol
Word count: 3.8k
A/N: first fic ever yay! I was rewatching HTTYD and this idea came to me and who am I to deny the muses of writing
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Jason knew this patrol was going to be a tough one.
The usual gloomy Gotham night had a sort of electric tension to it, putting everyone on edge.
As he finished securing the guns on his holsters, a deafening roar made him jump out of his skin.
It was nothing like he had ever heard before: the sound seemed like it came from above his building complex, akin to that of a thousand lions. A loud thump shook the whole building and Jason peeked his head out of the window, watching as people on the streets were running away from flames, screaming in terror.
He sighed warily, grabbing more magazines than usual and hurrying down the fire escape, too preoccupied to reach his bike and go to the Batcave to tell them what the fuck was going on than to look back out of the kitchen window, where a pair of giant eyes was watching him leave his apartment.
As he rounded the corner of his building in a hurry, so close to reaching his bike in the garage, he abruptly stopped as he was face to face - or better yet, face to snout - with the humongous muzzle of a giant lizard.
Or at least that's what he thought it was until the creature opened his mouth and emitted scorching flames too close for his comfort.
Jason backed up, his mind running a hundred miles an hour.
"Hey there, buddy..." He tried to coax the thing, who was eyeing him with a blood-lust gaze.
Jason gulped, not too sure about his helmet's fire resistance anymore.
The thing was at least 10 feet tall and just as big, if not more. The scales on its body reflected the streetlamp light, giving it a more menacing look and steam seemed to come out of every pore on its body.
As both of them kept looking at each other, none of them relenting, Jason swiftly pulled out his gun, aiming it at the creature just as quickly.
Frightened by the sudden movement, the giant lizard thingy that he didn't want to call a dragon but that looked scarily similar to one, screeched, causing Jason to let go of his gun and clutch at his helmet in pain, the noise unbearable.
The dragon -yes, he was going to call it that- stumbled again and zeroed in his fire breath directly on his garage door, melting the metal panel.
"Shit!" Jason took several steps back to shield himself from the heat.
The dragon kept at it for several seconds, but all the damage was already done. As it took one final look around, it flew away, its huge wings taking out the flames.
Jason stood there in silence, the chaos of the outside world drowning out all of his thoughts as he stared at his bike, just the two silver handles barely visible in the otherwise pile of melted metal and burnt leather.
His chest heaved uncontrollably, just know realizing what he saw.
Suddenly, his comms activated, the shrill of Dick's screaming making him frown in irritation.
"Everybody, we've got dragons in Gotham!"
"No shit, Dickhead," Jason deadpanned, still looking at what remained of his bike.
"Oracle, I need a ride to the Batcave. Now."
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You had spent the whole day tending to your dragon, Obsidian, as he had quickly gotten bored of his play buddies that he usually hung out by the lake with and had decided to bother you while you were studying.
"You big baby," you cooed at him, scratching his chin with your left hand as you continued typing on your laptop, one paragraph of your final essay almost finished.
After completing your bachelor's degree, you had decided to open a dragon sanctuary with your best friend from college after seeing so many of them getting mistreated and abused.
In the area where you lived, dragons were sadly thought of being more of a nuisance than loyal companions, thus leading everyone to think that they weren’t worthy of love and shelter.
The first dragon you had ever rescued was Obsidian, discovering him near your local park after a morning jog.
His little paws were sticking out of the half-burned box he was laying in and you couldn't resist his big amber eyes staring at you, so you took him home, much to your parents' chagrin.
Now here you were, nearly two years later and almost finishing your master's thesis with a huge, sassy dragon resting his head on your lap and demanding scritches behind his horns.
"You're so cute, Obi," you smiled down at him.
The dragon responded by gently nuzzling his head further into your lap, a low purring rumbling through your whole body.
"So cute, such a cutesy, lovely-" your cooing was cut short by a large swooshing sound and screeches coming from the lake.
You furrowed your brows as you felt the way Obsidian's body tensed up and started growling at the direction the noise came from.
You set your laptop aside as you made your way towards the lake, your dragon hot on your tail, his black scales reflecting the moonlight.
"What the hell's going on?", you muttered to yourself as you reached the premises.
Your eyes widened as you saw all the dragons of your sanctuary lose their minds, their wings flapping erratically as they screeched in fright.
Slowing approaching the flock, you noticed how they were huddled around a sparkle of some sort.
You took your utility belt and your trustworthy lasso from the nearby hut in case something came out to harm you.
The sparkle was emitting blue light and it kept keeping bigger and bigger, opening up like some sort of portal, and as it grew in size, the dragons freaked out more and more, to the point where you had trouble controlling Obsidian as well.
"Easy now, easy, Obi," you tried to reassure him. Your bond with him was extremely solid and transcended everything you had felt before, so you could calm him down enough for him to still listen to you, but it was too late for the rest of them.
Now too far gone, they became skittish and as the both of you approached them, they ran through the portal, one by one.
You ran after them, swiftly getting on Obi's back as you saw the portal getting smaller again.
"Shit, Obi, run faster!"
As you shouted at him, you felt his wings sprawling out and you took flight, passing through the portal.
You looked around as you took in your new surroundings, but you quickly had to clutch your nose at the pungent reek of smog and overall dirt that seemed to cling to the city below you.
You furrowed your brows in disdain as you saw skyscraper after skyscraper, not a single ounce of green in sight.
It all was so different from your home, but you quickly had to regain your composure as you saw your dragons already wreaking havoc through the city, squishing cars under their weight and setting things on fire.
"Obi, fly low," you instructed him.
He grunted in acknowledgement as he slowly lowered himself from his previous stance and you instructed him to land on a rooftop.
Getting off, you took a once over at Obsidian, checking for anything out of the ordinary that might have happened as he flew through the portal.
Reassured that he was all set, you released a breath you didn't know you were holding.
Everything here seemed so...strange.
It was as if a bolt of lightning had struck the city and you could feel the static that was left in its wake.
Where were you anyway?
You didn’t have much time to ponder on the question as you saw one of your wind dragons, Helix, making his way towards the outskirts of the city, gusts of wind quickly encircling him as he flew away. The white dragon couldn’t have been too far away from you, so you decided to follow him in attempt to lasso him back and tranquilise him. You hated carrying the tranquiliser gun, but you knew that it was better to be safe than sorry when dealing with these giant creatures.
As you hopped back onto Obsidian’s back, a light caught your eye.
It was being shone from a near-by building, and it represented a
bat?
You contemplated on the image a bit, but then got pulled back to reality by you dragon suddenly taking flight.
You yelped as you reached for his horns, trying to hold onto them, completely caught by surprise.
“Whoa, Obi, what has gotten into you?” you screamed at the dragon, who huffed in response, tailgating Helix.
You held tightly to your dragon’s back, the absence of a saddle not bothering you, as that’s how you first learned to ride.
You quickly approached Helix, the white dragon’s movements erratic and confusing you.
As you got closer to him, you let go of Obi’s horns and unravelled your lasso, positioning yourself upright, ready to catch one of his legs or, more hopefully, one of his wings.
The pursuit lasted several minutes and you couldn’t get a clear opening.
Just as you thought you had a clear view of his hind legs, Obi suddenly stopped and remained still, his black wings still flapping to keep the both of you in the air.
You were about to question him but the words died in your throat as you saw that Helix was headed straight to what seemed like a manor’s rooftop.
Your eyes widened in shock, but you knew you couldn’t do much and just looked with your mouth agape as he made full contact with the building, the great force of the collision seemingly rattling the manor.
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Meanwhile, Jason and the others were in the Batcave, contemplating what to do.
“You know,” chimed Damian, “if these dragons are anything like Goliath, we’ve got nothing to worry about,” he said as he looked up at his pet dragon, who was lazily lounging next to him.
Both Dick and Jason deadpanned at that.
Dick was the first to speak up, his arms moving all over the place, “Have you seen them?” he asked, incredulous at his little brother’s words, “they’re freaking huge, much bigger than Goliath and much, much scarier,”
“One of them set my bike on fire.” Was all that Jason said, his arms crossed in irritation, wanting to get rid of them already.
Stephanie wheezed, holding her stomach as she doubles over in laughter, “Is that why you asked Barbara for the Batmobile to be brought to you?”
All she received was a dirty look.
“If that’s of any consolation, another one of them almost stomped me to death,” added Tim, shivering at the memory of almost becoming a human patty mere minutes ago.
Bruce pinched the bridge of his nose, letting out a contemplative sigh as he thought on what to do next.
Before he got a change to open his mouth, a loud crash with a following roaring sound shook the Batcave's walls and the manor, making everyone brace themselves onto the console so they wouldn’t fall.
Jason locked eyes with Cass as he shouted a “what the fuck is going on?”, voicing everyone’s thoughts.
Bruce put on his cowl and gestured for them all to follow him, not waiting for them as they all put on their domino masks and helmets and got out of the cave as well.
“I hope to God that wasn’t a fucking dragon crashing right into the manor because if it was-”
Dick’s threat fell on deaf ears as they all reached the left wing of the building and saw a huge white dragon trying to wiggle out of his spot on the rooftop, as it had completely caved it in when it crashed.
All they could do was watch in horror as the creature seemed to flap its wings trying to escape, sending bricks and debris flying everywhere.
They all swiftly dodged the moving objects, when all of a sudden, a person’s screaming voice pierced through the chaos.
Jason looked to the left of the manor and could hardly make out the silhouette of another dragon, this time pitch-black, who had
a person on its back??
He had to do a double take to confirm that what he saw wasn’t something his mind was conjuring up: on the dragon’s back there was a woman with a glowing lasso in her hands, yelling something at the white dragon who continued to thrash on – or should he say in – the manor’s roof.
Her yelling stopped as she spotted them on the ground, all of Gotham’s vigilantes staring with a mixture of confused and awe-struck expressions on their faces as she told something to the black dragon she was on and quickly landed on the manor’s grounds, the dimensions of the creature really showing when its horns brushed against the top branches of one of the oak trees planted by the entrance.
“Fucking hell
” was all that Jason could mutter as he took in the creature’s large body, covered in black scales that reflected the garden lights in hues of metallic blue and purple. Its spiked tail swished back and forth as it started down at the group with its beady amber eyes, almost as if it was challenging them to try and come closer to you, now standing in front of it.
You held a hand to its snout and whispered something to the lines of “calm down, bub, I’m just going to talk to them”, and the dragon visibly relaxed but still kept a guarded stance.
You hesitantly approached Jason and the others, who were all sizing you up to determine if you were a possible threat or not, but upon reading your relaxed and submissive body language their shoulders slightly sagged.
You walked until you were a few meters from them, then stopped and pointed back at the creature on the manor’s roof with your thumb.
“My dragon’s on your roof,” you said with a sheepish smile, rubbing the back of your head.
No shit, Jason thought, but a small smile tugged at the corner of his mouth nonetheless.
He was admiring the way you purposely carried yourself with a calm and composed, albeit quite awkward, demeanour, having probably realized that dragons weren’t an everyday sighting here.
Your eyes sparkled behind your glasses as you latched your lasso back onto your utility belt. Jason noticed how you were wearing civilian clothes, quite similar to the ones you could find in most stores here in Gotham, so he wondered how on earth did you look like some sort of dragon-cowboy back there, up in the air, with the lasso hovering over your head as you swung it with expertise.
Bruce was the first one to talk, taking a few steps towards you. You widened your eyes in surprise, not having noticed the black-clad man until now. A shiver run down your spine as you saw the menacing cowl he was wearing.
“Who are you and why are you here.”
You released a shaky breath as you started talking, feeling everyone’s eyes on you.
“Listen, I don’t know where I am but I was just minding my own business when all of a sudden, a portal bigger than my house opened up in my backyard and that may have heavily triggered my dragons and they kinda went through it and are now here and I know they are wreaking havoc and are overall being so naughty I’m so sorry-” you said all in one breath, your apologetic nature getting the best of you as you pleaded them not to hurt them.
Dick held his arm up, shutting you up, “They’re yours?” He said, an incredulous look clearly shown on his face despite his domino mask covering his eyes.
You nodded as if that were the most normal thing ever, giving him a strange look.
“Uh, yeah?” You said, looking back at Obsidian, pointing at him, “Well, he’s technically mine, but the others are, too, since I’ve rescued them and they’re now staying at my sanctuary-” you got interrupted again, this time by Damian, who received a concerned gaze from you, shocked to see a kid.
“You have a sanctuary for dragons?” He asked, trying to sound nonchalant but feeling very excited to have someone to talk about dragons to.
You smiled in excitement, your sudden change in body language not going unnoticed by Jason as he kept quiet, memorizing your every feature.
God she’s pretty.
Jason caught Cass’ gaze and felt himself blush as she gave him a knowing look, having clearly read his body language as well.
He was so grateful to have his helmet on at that moment.
Your laugh pulled him out of his thoughts and he caught you answer to one of Bruce’s questions.
“-yeah, so I don’t know where it exactly was, I only was some skyscrapers after I passed through it,” you quickly explained.
Bruce nodded in contemplation, lowering his gaze to the ground, before your next question made him snap his stern eyes back at you.
“So, what’s up with the costumes and the masks?” You asked, slightly confused at the funny looking people in front of you. Maybe they were having some sort of party?
“You don’t know who we are?” Asked Stephanie in slight surprise.
You chuckled, looking at her, “Should I?”
“Duh, we’re Gotham’s best – and only – vigilantes!”
“What’s a
vigilante?”
Uh?
“UH?”
Everybody’s incredulous gaze snapped to you and sensing your discomfort, Obsidian growled in warning at the group, still not getting too close to them per your command.
“Easy, Obi,” you reassured your dragon, smiling to comfort him. He huffed and turned his head to look at Helix, who had since stopped struggling and was looking at you curiously from his place on the manor’s roof.
“Uhm, so
” you continued, staring back at the group, “where I come from, we don’t have vigilantes
so, care to explain what you guys do, exactly?”
Jason huffed a laugh at Dick’s defeated expression, his pride noticeably shrinking by the second as you stared at him as he were a lunatic.
“We fight crime,” he said, turning your attention to him. He noticed your perplexed gaze, probably caused by the helmet he was wearing, “but we do it in suits and masks to conceal our identity since, you know, we have day jobs and carry normal lives during the day.”
You mouth opened in realization, bashful for having mistaken them for randos but also relieved to have struck conversation with people who might be able to help you.
“So, you’re like dragon protectors!” you said in awe, “they basically do the same stuff you guys say you do, but while riding dragons so they can cover more land.”
“Wait that’s actually so cool-”
“I know, they’re the coolest people where I come from!!”
“Wait, where do you come from?”
You furrowed your brows, thinking of an answer that will probably help them understand your world better.
“Earth...?”
“What do you mean Earth, this is Earth”, said another one of the vigilantes, a quite lanky one with black bangs falling on his eyes.
You shrugged in response.
“We call it Earth, so I don’t know what to tell you, really”
“Well, then, we must figure out where the signal of the portal came from so we can understand if it was opened from your Earth or ours, and then we’ll help you bring the dragons back-” Bruce’s plan was interrupted by Helix’s roar, this time in desperation as he wanted to be freed by the bricks that were digging into his scaled body.
You signed, turning back to them with an apologetic smile, “I’ll get that.”
“Do you want us to help?”
You shook your head, thanking them, apologizing for the dragon-sized damage.
Bruce dismissed you with his hand, telling you not to worry about it.
As you walked back towards Obsidian, he turned back to the others, his tight-lipped expression evaluating the possible outcomes this situation could bring upon Gotham.
“So, what do we think?” said Tim, his gaze not leaving your figure as you hopped onto your dragon’s back.
“She’s nice, I like her.”
“We’re not talking about that. We need to know if we can trust her not to use the dragons to turn the city to literal ashes,” said Damian, receiving a groan in response by Stephanie.
“You’re awfully quiet, Todd,” Dick jabbed his little brother with his elbow, earning a stomp on his foot.
“What do you want me to say?” he responded, truly at a loss of words, “I mean, dragons? In Gotham?”
“What about Goliath, then?”
“Well, he isn’t from here as well, you know,”
“I should show her him! Maybe she could tell us why he’s been itching like crazy for the last few weeks-”
The banter stopped as Tim’s “Guys, look!” made everyone turn back around and watch with wide eyes at the scene before them.
You were now a good 15 feet from the ground, the wings of your dragon flapping steadily as you got up to your feet, positioning your body sideways to stabilize your core.
You took the lasso into your hands and started rotating it in a circular motion at the white dragon in front od you, who had begun to wriggle again out of fear of staying stuck there, his frightened gaze unable to clearly see you.
It was safe to say he’d never been the sharpest dragon amongst your flock.
Jason stared in awe as you swinged the rope one last time before flinging it at the dragon, catching him by one of his crooked horns. You secured your hold on it, tightening the rope quickly and then putting it in Obsidian’s mouth, who pulled once, twice, and at the third time successfully released his friend, setting him down onto the ground with a loud thump that shook the trees and bushes surrounding the premises of the manor.
You quickly got off of your dragon’s back and with some sort of weapon in hand and made your way towards the creature. Jason furrowed his brows in confusion at your “I’m so sorry buddy”, thinking the worst when you aimed the gun at his throat, but taking a breath in relief when he saw it was a dart gun.
The dart now jabbed in Helix’s throat had a quick effect on his, as he slumped over, his chin squishing a fine topiary, turning the squirrel-shaped bush into a sad blob of leaves.
You smiled to yourself and petted Obsidian’s snout, praising him for a job well done.
Turning back to the group, you shouted happily, waving your arms to attract their attention but stopping mid air as you saw them all already staring at you.
“Can he stay here for a while?”
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lips like hers
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taesan x fem!reader
summary: you lose yourself trying to become the girl taesan will never stop loving.
wc : 3.2k
the soft patter of rain thumped delicately against the glass of the window pane. taesan’s lip curled into a frown, his dark eyes narrowing at the sight.
he had never been particularly fond of the rain—its presence serving as a constant reminder of the tears that used to brim his eyes everytime he thought of the past. the past in which his heart was shattered by the girl he thought he would hold in his arms forever.
the girl he sought to marry one day. but it was over now—his dreams, his hopes, his aspirations. she had taken his fragile heart and crushed it into a lifeless and meaningless disarray of fragments.
and now who was he to trust? what was he to trust? nothing. nobody.
his slender fingers found their way into the stitched lining of his denim jean pockets, fishing for the familiar cardboard pack of marlboros. he knows he should quit—that he should have quit ages ago.
smoking wasn’t good for him. that’s what she’d always tell him. her soft whisper, lighter than a fluttering feather. her long hair, silky and smooth, draping over his neck as she softly angled her face to kiss him.
then she’d whisper sweet nothings—words of encouragement—to get him to stop. for her. for their future. but none of that exists anymore, not when she left him.
he finally finds it, forcefully smashing his thumb into the opening of the box before pulling a cancer stick out. he eyes it for a moment, holding it between his middle and index finger with practiced familiarity.
a lighter. he needs a lighter. his eyes scan the dimly lit classroom. neatly arranged wooden desks, all in rows of five vertically and horizontally. he knows he’s bound to find a lighter in someone’s desk, but he can’t feel it in him to get up.
his legs feel frozen—locked into place. as if someone had played a sick prank and dissected his body, disabling all of the nerves inside of him. his lips purse as he exhales in frustration.
who knew love could be so crippling? outside, the rain began to fall incessantly—harder—on the window pane as if mocking him. the roar of thunder sounded, as more clouds began to clump together, forming a blanket of gloom over the once clear sky.
what was the point of it all, he thought to himself. the ache of the dark bruise on his face permeated through his skull. his head pounded, and for a moment he was in disarray; completely unaware of his surroundings.
the cancer stick between his fingers wobbled dangerously, as if about to fall. his eyes fluttered shut, about to give in to the pain that his adrenaline had bid him to forget.
then everything went black.
—
taesan’s eyes felt as though they were being pinched shut when he gained consciousness. the pain on the left side of his eye had subdued, surprisingly, and beneath the splotches of colors that came from his eyes being shut too long, he could see light.
then he felt it. a ghost of warmth brushing against his thick layered tufts of hair. his eyes shot open at the feeling, a sharp pain coursing through his skull as he did so.
then he saw you. the girl he had only noticed maybe once or twice in his two years at the academy. you were quiet—almost invisible—mainly keeping to yourself and staying in the shadows.
come to think of it, taesan didn’t think he’d ever heard you speak at all. but here you were, your soft round features peering down at him as if he were a helpless creature. “where the hell am i?” he croaked, attempting to lift his body.
your palm gently pressed against his chest, your eyes shifting away from his cognac ones in embarrassment.
you had come upon taesan simply by chance. today you had stayed after school, deciding to spend a few hours in the library revising for an upcoming exam. a few hours turned into five,, and you weren’t even sure if the school was still open.
nonetheless, you packed up and headed out of the library. you had made sure to bring an umbrella, aware of the rainy forecast for the day. however, just as you stepped outside and into the rain, you noticed a slumped figure against the window sill of the classroom, prompting you to check it out.
it was taesan, his body seemingly lifeless, slumped against the window. his sharp features and high cheekbones appeared more relaxed in the dim lighting of the abandoned room, and yet you could still see the turmoil that stirred beneath his unconscious face.
the first thing you noticed was the angry purple bruise forming around his left eye as you dropped your things to tend to him. taesan had always been one of the more popular boys. he was good at sports, handsome, smart, and funny.
everyone liked him—including you. but you were the opposite. in the shadows, always making yourself smaller so as to not stand out.
you knew you probably shouldn’t have done it. that you probably should have left him there alone. you barely knew him, and he definitely didn’t know you.
but you couldn’t. not when he looked so vulnerable with his eyes clamped shut and his lips parted open as if he were in pain. not when you loved him.
you swallowed thickly, feeling his eyes burn holes into the side of your face. you couldn’t find it in you to look at him. to see the lack of recognition etched on his face.
“in the classroom.” you say almost inaudibly, your hand still lightly dotting the bruise on his face that had begun to subdue. taesan only studied you, his eyes blank with confusion.
he had no idea why you of all people were the one to find him here. or why you had him in such a compromising position—his head gently resting against your lap and the fabric of your skirt.
your fingers worked diligently, massaging the ointment from your first aid kit into the wound on his face gently. taesan clenched his teeth lightly hissing at the sensation.
“all done,” you whisper, your hands clasping the side of his head to lift him off your lap. taesan protests for a second before letting up, his vision blurring for a moment as he takes in his surroundings.
you’re busy packing up your first aid kit when he speaks. “why did you do this for me?” you avert your eyes to him, a pinched expression on his face as he questions you.
exhaling deeply, you simply shrug jumping off the ledge of the window. taesan’s eyes follow your every movement, the way you slightly cower under his gaze, pulling the ends of your oversized uniform cardigan over your hands as you hug yourself for solace.
he finds it surprisingly endearing. “i couldn’t just leave you like that
” you trail off, your voice low as you keep your head down stepping back a little.
taesan scoffs, his eyes drifting back to the window. rain still poured against the ground heavily, with bright streaks of lightning painting the dreary sky. he realizes he probably kept you from getting home, and despite himself he feels bad for it.
“got a lighter?” it’s the first words he speaks after a long silence. you nod at him, fishing in your bag for the familiar green decorated lighter you kept on you.
handing it to him, you watch his eyes gloss over in recognition before returning to their usual emptiness. you were hoping he’d remember it. it was the same lighter he had dropped a couple of months earlier.
you had tried to return it to him, racing after him, your lungs burning as you struggled to catch up to him. but he was so far ahead at the time—so far removed from you. even now.
holding the lighter to the end of his cigarette, he flicks the switch igniting it, before he inhales, tossing the lighter back to you. you nearly miss the catch, fumbling with it before tucking it securely back into your bookbag.
he exhales deeply, tilting his head back, his adam's apple on full display. you tuck a single strand of hair behind your ear, wringing your hands together as you gaze at him.
you hated cigarettes. you hated the smell, the look, the taste. everything about them. and yet taesan made them tolerable. so much so that you wouldn’t even mind if he kissed you right now, his cigarette ridden breath enveloping yours.
your cheeks burn at the thought, and you shift your weight from foot to foot, looking down as if taesan could somehow read your mind. taesan takes a few drags before jamming the butt of his cigarette against the window sill, a final billow of smoke seeping through his parted lips.
he looks down at you from under his lashes, studying you. just as he expected, you were nervous. fidgeting from side to side, your eyes never meeting his.
and he knows he shouldn’t, but he likes it. the feeling of having power—control—over something, anything in his life. even if it was you, the girl he never had a conversation with. the girl he never spared a glance at.
“what’s your name,” he questions, dropping the cigarette onto the ground as he steps off the window sill stamping it out.
“y/n” you answer coyly, your hands folded behind your back.
he merely chuckles, his molten eyes struggling to meet yours.
“it’s rude not to look at someone when they’re talking to you,” you shift uncomfortably, your cheeks burning at the condescending tone of his. you knew it wasn’t right for him to speak to you like this, but you were okay with it. because it’s taesan. the boy everyone likes. the boy you’ve liked since grade 6.
“i’m–i’m sorry.” you sputter, your hair falls over your face as you bow.
he hums in response, his shiny black loafers taking slow, measured steps closer to you. taesan knows he shouldn’t even think about doing what he’s about to do. but he can’t stop.
he’s drunk on the feeling of having access to you. the feeling of control.
he’s right in front of you now, the rich scent of ambrose wafting from his body infiltrates your nostrils as your breath hitches. his slender fingers cup just under your chin, lifting your head up to face him.
you’re close now. really close. closer than you’ve ever been to a boy.
“you’re cute. be my girlfriend.”
he says it casually, as if its not the question you’d been fantasizing about, daydreaming about almost every night as you lay your head to rest. your heart hammers in your chest, your mind running a thousand miles a minute.
“i–are you sure? no-one really knows–”
he cuts you off, leaning closer to your face. you smell the cigarette from earlier on his breath as he places his lips on yours–slow and smooth. his arm snakes around your waist, clasping it firmly as he pushes you into him.
your head tilts unconsciously giving him access to make the kiss deeper. his fingers scrunch the fabric of your cardigan, nails lightly digging into your back as he kisses you hunrgily.
he pulls away, his breathing heavy, and you swear you see a certain glint in his eye. one that sort of scared you. but you weren’t sure why.
“you’re my girlfriend now.”
—
taesan hadn’t meant it. he hadn’t found you cute, he didn’t truly want you to be his girlfriend. he just needed someone to fill the void.
you weren’t ugly, by any means. just plain. and taesan hated plain. he hated timid, he hated shy, he hated everything she wasn’t. and strangely enough, you were exactly that. you lacked any assertion—letting him speak to you in any way. when taesan told you to jump, you asked him how high.
it had gotten so bad that you even started smoking. he remembers it clearly. the two of you were snuggled up on the school roof, the cool crisp breeze creeping through the thin fabric of your polo causing you to shiver.
you were sat in taesan’s lap, your head nuzzled in his chest while he smoked a cigarette.
“why don’t you try one.”
his voice cut through the silence, soft and inviting. that’s how it always started. he would introduce you to something, make it seem like an option.
you shook your head, burying your face in his chest even further.
“c’mon don’t be a child, try one for me. just for me, baby,”
he’d always do that. call you sweet little pet names, make you feel like you weren’t enough if you didn’t do what he said. you sighed, your fingers shaking as you held your hand out to take the cancer stick.
“good job, that’s my girl.” he whispered into the nape of your neck, his long fingers closing around your own, situating the cigarette correctly.
“that’s it, just inhale. don’t choke, baby.” he coached you, his eyes glued to your lips as you pathetically attempted to inhale the smoke.
you sputtered out, coughing uncontrollably, tiny tufts of smoke leaving your mouth. your chest burned as you dropped the cigarette into his hands, leaning over to take a breath of air.
taesan knew he shouldn’t have been annoyed, but he was. it was like you couldn’t do any little thing the way she did. no matter how much he tried to change you, it would never work.
he thought you hadn’t noticed. that you hadn't noticed the bored and irritated look in his eyes. but you had. and it scared you.
scared you that you might lose him if you didn’t do everything to appease him. so you learned. later that night you went to a gas station, purchasing a pack of cigarettes by flirting with the creepy old clerk.
as soon as you got home, you snuck into the bathroom, grabbing the same green lighter before lighting a cigarette. you tried many times.
fail after fail after fail. eventually, you learned.
you practiced every night, coughing through each drag until the burn in your chest didn’t feel like hell.
you started wearing the lipstick he said he liked on his ex. let your skirt ride a little higher, your words fall more assertive. you even started laughing like her.
because even if he never said it aloud, you knew. he didn’t want you. 
he wanted her, repackaged in your skin. and still, you stayed.
because even an illusion of the love you so desperately yearned for from him felt better than the emptiness waiting for you at home.
the broken, sad excuse of a place you called home. where your parents acted as if you never existed, except to badger you with words more hurtful than life.
“why can’t you be normal?” and “no wonder no one likes you.”
you thought maybe if taesan liked you—if someone, anyone, liked you—you could believe you were worth something.
but love built on lies always sours.
—
you started noticing it in the little things. the way he never looked at you when he said “i love you.” the way his fingers twitched with frustration when you said the wrong thing. the way he flinched when you reached for his hand in public.
he never meant for it to be this way.
at first, it was just comfort. warmth. you were quiet, and quiet was good. quiet didn’t fight back. quiet didn’t scream or cry or throw things.
quiet didn’t break his heart the way she did.
but soon, your quietness became suffocating. you weren’t her. you never would be. 
and taesan hated that.
 he hated the way your eyes followed him like a lost puppy. hated the way you tried so hard to be someone he could love.
and hated himself even more when he started to notice. because one day, he noticed. the way you lit his cigarette before he even asked. the way your body curled into his like a puzzle piece that had always belonged. the way you’d say his name in the same tone she would.
he noticed. and it scared the hell out of him.
so he pushed harder. treated you colder. and waited.
waited for you to finally crack and let him go.
and you did.
not all at once—but slowly. like a fraying thread pulled too tight.
you stopped talking as much. your grades dropped. you came to school with dark circles under your eyes, eyes that no longer lit up when he entered the room. you looked like a ghost in your own body.
taesan barely noticed the shift. he was too busy convincing himself he didn’t care. until the day you stopped showing up.
at first it was just one day. you must have been sick, he convinced himself as he settled into his seat ignoring the joyful greetings of your classmates.
but one day turned into days.
days turned into weeks.
no messages. no calls. silence.
until he finally found the note.
the note you placed in his locker, folded neatly with his name written in your handwriting—before he had ruined you. 
he didn’t even realize his hands were trembling until he opened the note and read it.
taesan,
i’m sorry i wasn’t what you needed.
i thought if i tried hard enough, if i loved you enough, i could be. but i know now that i was never meant to be her. and i don’t want to be anymore.
i’m tired.
you told me once i was cute. that i was your girlfriend. you kissed me and made me feel like i mattered. but it was never real, was it? i don’t hate you. i think a part of me never could. but i hate who i’ve become around you.
so i’m leaving. not just school, but all of it. everything that’s made me feel small i hope one day you find her again. maybe she’ll be enough for you, because i never was.
goodbye, y/n
he read it once. then twice. the words swimming in his mind.
he laughed. a hollow, disbelieving laugh that got stuck in his throat.
then he crumpled it in his fist and pressed it to his lips, as if somehow he could still taste you there.
it all hit him like a punch—a punch that created the same bruise that ached incessantly that very day he asked you to be his girlfriend.
—
he missed you.
he was finally able to admit it. after days of convincing himself he didn’t care, that it was your fault, that he hated you.
he missed you.
not the fake version of you. not the replacement. not the obedient shell of a girl he had forced you to be.
no, he missed the girl who found him broken and still tried to fix him. the girl who lit his cigarettes with shaking hands. the girl who loved him when he didn’t deserve it.
but it was too late.
you were gone.
and you weren’t coming back.
and for the first time since his ex left, taesan cried.
not because someone broke his heart.
but because this time, he was the one who broke someone else’s.
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a/n: I love writing angst :( my bby taesan would NEVER act like this 💔 check out my wp: jaeyuniism and if you have any reqs, please feel free to lmk!
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cosmosluckycharms · 3 months ago
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can we get more incorrect quotes?
like this time with miguel + reader but also damion and penny
i mean like if you INSIST (i love making these)
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spider!reader, peni & damian : *screaming*
miguel: *runs into the room* What's wrong, damian ?!
spider!reader: Wait, why are you asking damian that when peni and I are also here?
miguel: Because damian wouldn't scream unless it's an emergency. You two scream whenever you have the chance.
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spider!reader: The scariest president had to be Rushmore because he had four heads.
peni: Yeah, it’s a good thing we captured him in that mountain, even if we have to live in fear of the spell wearing off.
miguel: Do you two still believe in that legend? Come on, Rushmore was killed a hundred years ago! We’re safe now.
damian : You people have clearly never taken a history lesson. His body was never found.
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miguel: Are you laughing at that video of peni and damian fighting?
spider!reader: No.
spider!reader: I'm laughing at the comments.
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*The squad is visiting a store late at night to return a DVD for spider!reader*
damian: I forget—what happens if we don’t return the DVD before midnight?
miguel: Then spider!reader gets charged extra. It’s called a “late fee”.
peni: Or was it zombie apocalypse? Eh, I don’t remember, but we can’t afford either.
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peni: *clicks pen*
spider!reader: *clicks pen in response*
damian: Stop that.
peni : Stop what?
damian: You’re talking about me in Morse code!
spider!reader: Yes, that’s what we doing. In our very limited time, we took a class on a very outdated, very unnecessary form of communication just so we could talk about you in front of you. Congrats, you figured us out!
*later*
spider!reader, to miguel: That’s actually exactly what we were doing.
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peni: Can I be frank with you guys?
damian: Sure, but I don’t see how changing your name is going to help.
spider!reader: Oh! Can I still be spider!reader?
miguel: Shh. Let Frank speak.
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miguel: I just watched peni jump off of a spinning chair. Luckily, she wasnt hurt that badly. But the whole time, damian was screaming for help, which caused spider!reader to run in to help peni. Just note that all of this happened in the span of six minutes.
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miguel: What do you three have to say for yourself?
peni:
damian:
spider!reader: Oops?
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damian: miguel, we're hungry!
peni: miguel! What's for dinner?
spider!reader: We're hungry, miguel!
miguel, frying a bottle of ketchup over the stove: *screams*
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miguel: Why are you two always out during rainstorms?
spider!reader: It’s so peaceful and refreshing. I love the smell of rain.
damian : peni bet me I couldn’t get struck by lighting, but she's WRONG.
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miguel: *points at peni* A human turtleneck, *points at damian * a narcissistic monster, *points at spider!reader* and literally the dumbest person I’ve ever met.
spider!reader: And who am I? Describe me now.
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peni, pointing to the wall: What color is this?
damian : Gray.
spider!reader: Grey.
peni, turning to miguel: Now tell them what color you think it is.
miguel: Dark white.
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spider!reader: What’s wrong? You look 10 seconds away from ripping someone’s throat out.
miguel: Fucking damian and peni were trying to invoke one of the minor gods again last night. I didn't get an ounce of sleep, thanks to their bloody chanting.
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*The gang when they drop food on the floor*
miguel: Aw man. *Throws it away*
spider!reader: Five second rule!
damian : Foolish germs, thinking they can stop me!? *Eats it off the floor*
peni: *Sobs on the floor*
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spider!reader: damian's out the will.
damian: That’s honestly fair. I deserve that.
miguel: Wait, you have a will? Already? You haven’t even graduated.
spider!reader: I’ve done some things in my life. Upset the wrong people. peni, you have a will too, right?
peni: Lots. Good luck figuring out which one’s real.
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spider!reader: Small creatures are much more vicious because they have a smaller body to bottle up all their emotions.
damian: Ridiculous. Give me some examples.
miguel: Wasps?
peni: Terriers?
spider!reader: damian.
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damian: What’s it like being tall?
peni: Is it nice?
spider!reader: Can you reach comfortably for the cupboards?
miguel: We live in constant fear of the short ones who, in my experience, will climb four chairs, two boxes, a small coffee table, and six oddly placed stools to get what they want.
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peni: Could you guys at least try to see this from my perspective?
damian : *crouches down*
spider!reader: *kneels down*
miguel: *sits on the floor*
peni: peni: I hate all of you.
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peni: damian got into a fight.
spider!reader: That’s bad.
spider!reader:
spider!reader: Did he win?
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peni: Hey, spider!reader, have you thought about having children?
spider!reader: ...
spider!reader: Does looking over you and the others not seem like I already do? Because I promise you, it sure feels like it.
peni: But we're not childr-
spider!reader, already distracted: DAMIAN, PUT THE FIRE EXTINGUISHER DOWN!
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damian: You're pathetic!
peni: You're pathetic-er!
spider!reader: You're both losers.
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damian: Comparing spider!reader and peni is like comparing apples and oranges.
spider!reader: We’re both unique in our own ways?
damian: Apples are superior in every way and all oranges should be eliminated.
peni: Which one of us is the orange?
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spider!reader: damian, peni, I love y’all and all, but can I ask what in the hell are you doing?
damian, trying to stabilize a tower of folding chairs that peni is sitting atop: Oh nothing much.
peni: I love you too :)
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peni: I know we’re not exactly friends, but-
damian: What do you want?
peni: I've been stuck with spider!reader for 2 weeks and they've been drinking all the soy sauce.
peni: Help.
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spider!reader: I will find us a covered wagon and horses. spider!reader: If you two can manage to not kill each other while I'm gone.
damian: Oh, please. We're not children.
*spider!reader leaves*
damian, casually: ...Eat shit and die.
peni, also casually: Yes, fuck you.
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spider!reader: damian, we need that!
damian, holding peni over a trash can: Nope.
spider!reader: Gimme it—
damian: It’s garbage.
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peni: How are we supposed to put a tracker the size of a penny on spider!reader without them noticing?
damian: Hey, spider!reader, I bet you 5 bucks that you can't swallow this penny.
spider!reader: *takes and swallows tracker* Pay up, loser.
peni: ...
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peni: What’s your favorite color?
damian: Stop asking stupid questions. Ask me something logical and mature.
peni: How many moles of sodium bicarbonate are needed to neutralize 0.8ml of sulfuric acid at STP?
damian: My favorite color is red.
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damian: We vegetarians love the environment. Carnivores are sick freaks.
peni: How can vegetarians possibly love the environment.. you keep eating all the fucking plants.
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haha i love damian and peni my sillies for weal
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starlostseungmin · 9 months ago
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a wedding and an unexpected meeting — han jisung.
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୚୧‎ đ–č­â €âș best man!han x fem!reader (she/her pronouns).
SUMMARY:  you caught his attention during the wedding ceremony and after that, he couldn’t stop thinking about you.
GENRE & WARNING/S:  fluff, strangers-to-lovers, han and reader’s characters are inspired by charles and carrie, han is smitten, skz members that were mentioned and the reader are in their late 20s, alcohol consumption, swearing, a few paragraphs of kissing, inaccurate description of places maybe? semi-proofread, lmk if i missed one.
WORD COUNT:  4.1k
୚୧‎ đ–č­â €âș inspired by four weddings and a funeral, if you haven’t watched it then you should! also note that the places mentioned are inaccurate, so please don’t mind everything. dedicating this to @starseungs for surviving a bad week and to han for it is his birthday today !! don’t forget to reblog and leave feedback.
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“Don’t be such a doofus! Go and talk to her!” Jisung heard Hyunjin say after he kept banging his head on the pole of a random tent at the reception. 
He’s been greeting everyone and received congratulatory messages that would later be relayed to his brother. With all smiles and handshakes, the draining social interactions, and trying to keep up with the conversation, Jisung just wanted to have his forehead get struck by the pole but then, the “you” situation happened. It created this burning urge inside of him that he wanted to make a move yet your presence being his top priority, he couldn’t move at all. 
“What if she won’t like me?” Jisung answered with doubt in his voice as he looked at Hyunjin worriedly. “I’m such an awkward person! You know I never approached someone before!” He added, grabbing Hyunjin’s collar making the latter almost spill his glass of champagne. 
“The woman won’t eat you alive Han! Man up.” Hyunjin groaned, trying to get his friend’s grip off from his expensive suit. 
“Easy for you to say! You’re handsome and people would swoon over you. I am surprised that you’re still single in your late 20s.” Jisung retorted as Hyunjin glared at him and sighed. 
“So what?” Hyunjin argued, rolling his eyes in annoyance. 
“Are you sure you won’t use your face to get laid tonight?” He asked with those eyes filled with sadness for his dear friend. 
“I don’t give a fuck about dating and leave my hopeless romantic ass alone so go ahead and make yourself useful or something!” Hyunjin shooed as he pushed Jisung away from him. The younger boy scoffed at him while fixing his white blazer and went ahead. 
“Such a waste of potential!” Jisung told him but Hyunjin just turned his back away and left the pole. 
It is indeed a special day for everyone in the reception but to Jisung, it’s not just his older brother’s wedding day. He stood at the altar as one of his brother’s best men as the bride glided gracefully through the aisle way back at the church two hours ago. You stood from one of the benches after the maids of honor, wearing that beige dress to match the motif. Jisung saw you there, all beautiful and elegant, a gorgeous creature he had never seen before. It’s not safe to say that it was love at first sight but he was captured by your bewitching presence. He stood there with confidence in the hope that you’d notice him too. Maybe not, for you didn’t know who he was. 
He asked for your name after the wedding ceremony but no one knew as you were new in town. You were clinging to your only friend at the venue, Jeongin whom you shared classes with when you were in college, and yet, he was out there hanging out with his other friends leaving you alone by the fountain. No hard feelings, aside from him, you were there for the bride. 
“Y/N! I’m so happy you could make it.” The bride beamed as she approached you with a hug. 
“Pleasure to be here. I can’t miss your wedding.” You smiled at her. “Congratulations on another chapter in your life!” 
Jisung stopped in his tracks as he stood two meters away from where you and the bride were having a conversation. He was drawn into how soft-spoken you were and the way you laugh is so elegant and classy. He also finds your smile pretty and the way you keep a pleasing eye contact with the bride somewhat makes him want to experience from you as well. A short exchange of words is not your best feature when it comes to socializing but having to understand the fact that you’re not the only guest around is acceptable and it wasn’t long after that the bride left for another guest to entertain as you sat down on the rim of the fountain, sipping on your glass of wine while enjoying the busy sight of people sharing gossip and laughs. 
It was his chance but shame and being bashful made him turn his back on you when the bride left as his heart started to beat faster than normal when he knew he was done waiting for you two to finish. It was crazy how his heart wouldn’t stop jumping as if it was going to rip his chest to get out from the excitement he felt the moment he laid eyes on you back at the church. He doesn’t know what to say to start a conversation and he hates himself for wasting minutes while you sit there, so beautiful in his eyes. But not until you noticed him being uneasy. 
You weren’t dense not to notice him ever since the wedding march started. His eyes were on you instead of the bride but you pretended not to put much thought into it because maybe he was looking at someone else. Another guest went to you and told you about a guy asking for your name but he was called by Jeongin (surprisingly) even before you could say your name. He was also going to approach you first but the bride beat him to it and when it was his turn, he couldn’t move, instead, you could see the shape of his back from where you were sitting. And that’s when you were sure, it was you he was interested about. 
“You know, you’ll never get the girl if you stay still on your spot.” You said making him flinch in response and slowly turning around to face you. 
“H-Hi?” Jisung greeted you with that sheepish smile of his as you stood up from the rim and walked toward him. 
“Hi.” You smiled and oh boy, he was smitten. It was like having to see an angel amid a large crowd. 
“I’m sorry if I ever made you uncomfortable, I’m not a creep or anything. I’m justăƒŒâ€ Jisung said, waving his hands in front of you implying that he has nothing but good intentions. 
“No, no, I totally understand.” You said cutting him off and offering your hand for a shake. “I’m Y/F/N (your full name), the bride’s college roommate and you are?” 
“Jisung, but everyone calls me Han. I’m the younger brother of the groom.” He said, shaking your hand and it was so soft that he didn’t want to let go. “Nice to meet you.” 
“Nice to meet you too, Han.” You smiled at him. 
He is cuteăƒŒthat you admităƒŒhe also stood out from everyone else as he wore that white blazer among the four other best men his brother had recruited. His long black locks were styled neatly with a bit of his bangs sprayed still on the sides of his face, a white polo shirt inside that white blazer, a cream-colored tie around his collar, the black slacks, and the shoes, he looked neat and attractive. Han didn’t want to leave a bad impression when this day ends and Hyunjin was right, he needed to man up to finally be able to get himself useful to society and flirt. He can’t blame the poor man for not having a lot of experience when it comes to finding a partner, and so do you. 
Despite his feeling of shame and you, not loving to interact with strangers, you are thankful that he came by albeit there was a long pause between you and him. To be honest with yourself, you didn’t know how to start a conversation either but Han most definitely caught your attention as well and you’re happy about it. The loneliness faded into thin air as his smile brought color into your gloomy and colorless solo flight. 
Maybe it was fate that brought the two of you together in the same place at the same event. The sounds of people coming and going, their conversations, the laughter, and the wind were making the atmosphere somewhat entertaining to listen to. Jeongin was talking with his old friends, and Hyunjin was with them. Everyone is busy with their bubbles leaving you and Han together. 
“So uhm, do you know anyone around here?” He asked you, finally breaking the ice. 
“Apart from the bride, there’s Jeongin.” You said pointing at your dear friend using your glass of wine. 
“Oh, you’re with Jeongin? I’m sorry!” He said, upon realizing you must’ve been taken and mentally wanting to slap him square on the face. 
“No!” You giggled. “I mean, not in that kind of relationship. We shared classes in college with the bride so we’re pretty close. We’re just friends and I came here with him.” You reassured as Jisung sighed in relief. “You know him?” You asked. 
“Yeah, he’s a family friend and a business partner. I thought you were together.” He blurted out making you laugh. 
“Oh, but it’s not that.” You smiled, taking a glance at Jeongin from afar. “Actually, it has been a while since the last time we saw each other since he started working and I’m on break from my masters.” You added. 
“Masters?” He asked, feeling intrigued. 
“Yeah, Liberal Arts in a university in (country).” You answered, sipping a few amounts of wine.
“Wow! You’re amazing. So you’re new in town?” Jisung must’ve been entertained in this conversation as he kept getting interested. With such beauty that also possesses a great mind, he is never going to turn his back away from this. 
“Well, you could say that because I have never been outside of Seoul before. It’s my first time to be here in Chuncheon.” You said as Jisung nodded thinking it might be a good chance to know you more. 
“Well, I could show you aroundăƒŒI mean
” Jisung wanted to slap himself for being direct and let the ground eat him because of embarrassment but he only earned another laugh from you which made it more degrading but endearing at the same time for he finds it cute. “I mean, if you’re not going to leave for Seoul or if you still have time before your break ends. I swear, nothing creepy though. I mean
 uhm
 it’s just that
well fuck.” He stammered with a flustered look on his face. 
“I get it, Han.” You giggled at his cuteness making him red as his hands got shaky and cold. “I’ll be back in Seoul by Friday afternoon so that gives you a day left to show me around.” 
“Really?” 
You know it wasn’t right to trust a stranger at first hello but the thing with Han Jisung is just so shielded. He’s the cute guy you met at the wedding and finally pursued a conversation. Not only that, he made a subtle way to ask you out and you answered. Even him got surprised. He wasn’t expecting you’d be up to it immediately. There’s nothing suspicious about those round eyes and cute cheeks with all the stammering and awkwardness. 
“Yeah.” You said. It seemed like you were desperate too but it’s been lonely since you arrived yesterday. Jeongin was with his friends and only accompanied you to dinner because you were too shy to go along with the other guests staying at the same hotel. “But I have to leave in a few minutes since I need to submit some paperwork to my professor before the deadline tonight.” 
“Where are you staying? I can walk you there or give you a rideăƒŒâ€
“It’s fine Han, I’m just at the bride and groom’s hotel until Friday after lunchtime. How about you?” 
“Well, they’re planning to have a yacht party tonight so I’ll be there with my friends and newlyweds of course.” He answered as you gave him a nod. 
“I hope you’ll have fun later.” You smile at him as you take a glance at your wristwatch. 
“Thanks.” He said as he noticed you looking at the time. “Is it okay if I walk you back to your hotel?” He asked as you look at him again. 
“Wouldn’t your brother and friends look for you?” You asked him.
“They wouldn’t. They know I don’t like big crowds and my friend just shooed me away before I came to you.” He said making you laugh again in response and place your empty glass of wine on the waiter’s glass tray who happened to walk by. 
“That wouldn’t be a problem.” You said. 
“Lead the way!” He beamed. 
You knew you had a lot to talk about while you were on your way to the hotel not far from the reception. It was a breezy afternoon and the sun was almost at its peak to welcome the night sky. Han is sure to have a lot of things to share as you listen to him. A long exchange of words happened and it is quite entertaining knowing that you (surprisingly) have a lot in common. He is the type of guy to smile a lot and gets really hyped when excited. You, on the other hand, got smitten with him and found it cute. The jokes he said and the laughs you’ve shared, he’s funny without making any effort. 
When it was your turn to say something about yourself, it came out to be unexpected with all the things you carried from the moment you met Jeongin and the bride. You made him laugh out of your clumsiness, for being forgetful nowadays because you get busy. After all, he can totally relate and tell you he would always carry a piece of paper and a pen with him despite having a notes app on his phone. The story of you being single for a while after a nameless, stupid, irrational guy dumped you during the anniversary of your university way back in college and how flings don’t work on you because the guys you tried to date were all fuckers. Jisung wanted to be different. 
It wasn’t the wine that you had earlier but minute by minute that you spent with him, Jisung became more handsome in your eyes. You could listen to his voice all day without getting tired of it and the fact that he also mentioned that he sings, made your heart leap even more. He came out to be somewhat nerdy but in an acceptable way and he is thankful for letting him talk about a lot of things without getting bored of him. The anxiousness of having a stranger beside you just vanished as you became comfortable with his presence yet you know that he’s not a stranger anymore but a new person you decided to open the door to your life even if it’s just for a short while. 
“Well, this is me.” You said as you both stopped at the entrance of the hotel. 
“It was nice spending some time with you Y/N.” He smiled despite the feeling of sadness he had inside because he didn’t want it to end. 
“Thank you for keeping me company, Han.” You smiled back and he knew he had to leave in a few minutes for the party tonight. 
“Not a problem actually but uhm
” He paused. “May I ask you out tomorrow? I mean, you mentioned you’re not so familiar with Chuncheon so maybe I can show you around? If that conversation and agreement is still valid of course! I mean, I won’t take it to heart if you’re notăƒŒâ€ He stopped when he felt your lips on his cheek making him turn red. 
“You may.” You smiled at him as he was utterly speechless. 
“S-so, uhm
 will 9 or 10 in the morning tomorrow?” He asked, feeling bashful as ever. 
“9 am would be great. Good night, Han.” 
“Good night.” He said. 
And with you disappearing across the double doors of the hotel’s entrance Jisung almost passed out. His heart was going crazy again but good for him, he finally asked you out. He may want to thank Hyunjin for shooing him away earlier just to get to you but for now, he wanted to keep it sane for himself and let the excitement burst later when he’s alone. A big and cheeky smile is plastered on his face as he takes his way back to the reception to meet his friends so he can get a ride to the yacht party later. 
“Where have you been?” That’s what Changbin asked the moment he arrived, still having that lovesick smile on his face earning a disgusted look from his friends. 
“Yeah, did you finally get laid?” Hyunjin smirked making him slap his arm in response as the smile faded and turned into an annoyed one. 
“With whom?” Jeongin asked, feeling intrigued. 
“Oh shut up you three.” Jisung sighs. “I met a girl, talked to her, walked her back to the hotel, and asked her out.” He said. 
“Finally! You made yourself useful for once, Han.” Hyunjin clapped. “Is it the girl in a beige dress?” He asked as Changbin and Jeongin raised a brow. 
“Yep,” Jisung smiled. “Thank you for leaving Y/N alone earlier, Jeongin, I owe you one.” He added, taking the younger one’s hands and shaking them violently. 
“You were with Y/N?” Jeongin gasped despite his disbelief. 
“Who?” Changbin asked, feeling completely out of place. 
“None of your goddamn business. I’m taking her out tomorrow and perhaps, show her around Chuncheon so you three can go hiking without me. Ha!” Jisung exclaimed and made his way to the car, dancing in joy. The three of his friends looked at each other in amusement and later shrugged the thoughts off to move to the next venue. 
It was already dark when they left the reception after getting everyone’s attention to announce that to those who wanted to attend the after-party at the yacht by the coast. Changbin was driving as Hyunjin and Jeongin were talking. Jisung was surprisingly quiet despite his excitement earlier and he was beating himself upăƒŒthinking about giving up the after-party to get back to the hotelăƒŒhe couldn’t wait to spend the day tomorrow and he could only decide to meet you halfway from his next destination. It’d be stupid if he’d ask Changbin to stop the car and make an excuse for having an upset stomach when in fact he walked out of the car and went back to the hotel. Hyunjin wasn’t convinced about Jisung being a pathological liar but they let him go anyway. 
Jisung didn’t get scared of the dark when he decided to leave and went straight to your hotel when all of the guests were heading to the yacht. You stayed behind because of the commitment to your masters and you didn’t want to fail. Jisung asked the front desk about your room being out of breath because of the running as you typed into your laptop by the windowsill, trying to get a nice view of this foreign place. You weren’t expecting any unexpected things to happen tonight aside from submitting paperwork not until you heard a knock outside your door. The laptop is soon left unattended on your couch as you make your way to the door and take a peek from the small hole. It was him.
“Han?” You asked, immediately after opening the door for him. 
He was still wearing his suit and was about to knock again. It looks like he was hesitating to get here but there was this unspoken spark and excitement in his eyes that he could not hold it in that’s why he ended up here. Also, he can’t get you out of his mind and seems to have a lot to say to you albeit in the conversation you had this afternoon. Being frozen on his spot, he couldn’t construct the words into sentences the moment you opened the door and just stared at you, thinking what he should say or just let his lips crash onto yours because of his goddamn feelings. He admits, he was curious and drawn into you the time he laid his eyes on you and now he’s here trying to make up the time he wasted after saying good night. 
“Han, what are you doing here?” You asked. “I thought you were going to the after-party.” 
“Changed my mind on my halfway there.” He said. “Well, I know I said I’ll be here tomorrow by 9 but I just couldn’t wait.” 
“What?” You asked again, confused but you couldn’t lie to yourself that you feel the same even though you just met hours ago. 
“Y/N.” He called as he locked eyes with you and there he realized it was indeed love at first sight. “Fuck.” He hissed, feeling his lips onto yours. 
It was unexpected but without hesitation, you returned the kiss. Your arms wrapped around his neck as you pulled him inside while he closed the door from behind. His kisses were desperate and longing at first filled with unspoken words as they became tender and exploratory with a hint of excitement and commitment. Your eyes shut at the slam of your lips together, the taste of wine and champagne getting mixed lingered upon the kiss. It was sweet as your lips molded together, feeling each other’s hot breaths at the tip of your noses as it got deeper. 
Your hands reached for his neat hair which was now messy and disheveled as your fingers played with the long strands of his black locks. He snaked his one hand around your waist to pull you closer to his body and let you melt against his kisses while the other hand was placed on your jaw to feel it better. The kiss is tempting and hot. It wasn’t like the kisses you felt before from the guys you allegedly dated, not even close to your first kiss when you were in middle school. Jisung’s kiss is so different as you feel sincerity and fondness. You didn’t want to break it, you wanted to feel a little bit more. 
Jisung doesn’t want to stop either but the fact that kissing someone he just met is a bold and shameful move. He loved your lips at first taste and now you’re getting pinned against your door hearing a loud thud as he continued to move his lips on yours. You hugged him again as he placed his knee between your legs so you couldn’t escape and you didn’t have the intention to. He could feel how eager you were that it made him smirk against your lips and he couldn’t stop himself from it. 
Your hands reached for his collar to pull him closer to yours to feel more although you know it’s not right for you to be this desperate. I didn’t matter anymore. The years of not being able to be kissed properly are something that you don’t deserve and now Jisung is the very first one to make your heart flutter like butterflies, you can’t just let him go after this. He also knew you felt the same the moment you got struck like lightning by his frantic kiss. Again, it doesn’t matter. You want him too, that’s all you both need to know. 
“I want to be with you,” He said, slightly pulling away from your lips upon trying to catch his breath. You locked eyes with him again as you placed a soft kiss on his lips before smiling at him. 
“Isn’t it weird that I want to be with you too?” You asked him as he chuckled in response. 
“No, it’s not.” He said. “Did I interrupt something before I
” 
“No,” You said cheekily and kissed him again. “Are you staying for the night?” 
“If I’m allowed to?” He answered between the kisses.
“You may.” You answered before pulling away. “But what about the party?” 
“I can’t go now that we’re doing this.” He giggled. “Let me stay here for a while. I mean my room is just above this floor so I’ll take some clothes and we can spend the rest of the night together and go on a date tomorrow like we agreed
?” He added as he caressed your cheek, still keeping that eye contact with you. 
“Sure, let’s do that.” You said as he gave you a forehead kiss before excusing himself to go to his room, leaving you all hot and a blushing mess. Meanwhile, he was out there by the hallway dancing while humming his favorite tune and being all smiley about what just happened. 
It is indeed a special day, a wedding, and an unexpected meeting.
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