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could I request a moodboard of the 1984 winter olympics mascot with themes of snow and happiness
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#.•⇔🌘sarge���s|sideblog🌒⇔•.#.•⇔🌑requests🌑⇔•.#nonhuman#fictionkin#otherkin#therianthropy#cladotherian#therian#I hope that is the right mascot#I am not quite sure
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While lying in bed trying to sleep, I've had a thought.
I've seen some people on here talking about zombiekin in the way where you are the parasite controlling the body. I personally don't feel that way, I feel like I myself am the energy-drained corpse that wants to return to nature.
However, something just controlling the body is a perfect way to describe how I feel machinekin. The best way I would describe me is a computer program, but it is really more than just that. I am a computer's worth of programs, yet I am stuck running on the system that is my body. This unfortunately rends me to operate inefficiently.
As my machinekin parts, I don't quite see myself as having an actual external body outside of code, such as a computer. The closest that possibly feels right would be a server room, but even that feels wrong in a way. I am just myself, a mess of programs stuck in this inefficient hardware, that came preloaded with some ADHD malware.
#alterhuman#otherkin#zombiekin#machinekin#robotkin#computerkin#core speaks#core: lacking humanity#core: rotting outside#core: wires within#writing up both this post and tags made me think that maybe computerkin would be a better term for me#compared to robotkin or machinekin that is#i am not quite sure#i also dont know if anyone else shares these same experiences
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need to share an experience i had 30 minutes ago
(edit: thanks to @walks-the-ages for providing and reminding me to put alt text, sorry it slips my mind alot lol)
#my hands are still shaking to be quite honest i could not put a lot of effort into this.#but like. brain. why did you do that#literally i have been like hopelessly obsessed with de nonstop thinking abt it for the past couple of days it is Scaring me#it is terminal its soooo fucking chronic#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#for anyone who wants to know i bumped into some guys car that was stopped for a school bus. i think my brain errored and thought#my foot was fully pressing down on the brake pedal but it wasnt.#i am like 99.99 percent sure neither of us had any major damage to our cars but we still filed a police report just in case#because insurance do be a bitch. dudes back bumper was scratched lightly and my front license plate has a dent now#also literally my first ever car accident that ive had ever yippee yay
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My no-good masochist of a husband
A man comes for Cecelia.
We don’t hear from her for months.
(The root of my surprise, of course, does not stem from the fact of someone taking Cecelia, dear no, that would be impossible considering her habit of making enemies quite eagerly, no, it stems from the sheer notion of no one taking such logical action sooner.)
Months after her disappearance we are generously graced with a letter, which accounts for all that transpired from the night of her departure to her current state of being.
Hello, Father, Mother and, unfortunately, Sister. (I feel the love)
I have been well. Though I cannot feasibly know how you have fared, I have been told that you have been given the best comforts of the world, as consolation for the Bastard’s kidnapping. He wishes that with this, all his heinous transgressions are to be forgiven while also arrogantly hoping of you allowing him to ask for my hand in marriage. Rest assured, with your forced approval or without it, I shall reject all advances he shall endeavor to make. I am a woman of virtue, and he is a most despicable man.
I am certain that you are most bewildered, for The Bastard that had so heartlessly taken me away, now most ardently imagines myself the bearer of his children. My charming wit has turned against me – is all I am to yet disclose.
You shall remember when he first appeared before your eyes, that he claimed to have known me, giving me the lovely name ‘witch’, and dearly dreamt of me paying ‘for my sins’. He had decided to rudely skip my long line of adversaries, who had been patiently waiting for their right to torment me, to, instead, complete his own selfish desire. I find that this further lowered him in my eyes, as one has to be a barbarian to not conform to basic social etiquette.
After he crudely took me, he locked me in a carriage with the worst possible person – himself.
I assume, that, at this point, you are rather intrigued as to how I have made such a powerful enemy and it absolutely pains me to leave your curiosity unsatisfied, for, I shamefully confess, I have no recollection of crossing paths with the rotten Bastard. When I informed him of this, language abandoned him; thankfully, so much so, that uttering a word proved difficult for him and I was left with the much preferred company of silence.
With our arrival at his estate I had come to a beautiful conclusion.
Father, Mother, and, yes, even you Sister, I have made an enemy of an important figure, a Duke.
Sincerely, I have hit the jackpot.
From that moment on my plans came alive. It was all very simple. I shall annoy The Bastard Duke into insanity and claim all of his possessions, with a contract to seal the deal. However, as I have stated above, all went awry.
At first, everything was sailing smoothly. His thoughts of me were anything but pleasant, and never was it more apparent when he attempted, vigorously, to set me ablaze with his gaze. Around that time I found a friend in his younger brother, Julius – a sharp-minded intelligent, whose sole purpose for breathing was to drag his brother down to the pits of hell. We may as well have been soulmates.
I enlisted his help in the torture of his brother, and Julius’s exuberance seemed greater than my own. We switched the milk with oil, the sweet sugar with bitter powder; the whitest of shirts became as dark as coal; and the Bastard's perfectly-maintained dignity plummeted in front of a lively audience when soiled with chocolate cake (which was done by yours truly).
But through these trials I had discovered a horrifying fact: the Duke was a masochist.
My constant irking has caused an undesired effect – The Bastard, after every humiliation, demanded more and more.
I have met my match. I admit defeat. This is a foe I cannot conquer. I cannot beat into submission. All is futile. In the face of his, and it murders my soul to say, love, - I am at a loss.
The Bastard is intent on driving me to the brink of insanity.
Now I have a not-quite sane Bastard Duke hanging onto my every word, as though Christ compelled it. (When he asked me to make a request of him I replied with ‘All of your earthly possessions, Bastard.’He did the unthinkable – he smiled, and stated in a grand voice all of his would be mine in the event of our marriage. Our. Marriage.
I am definitely leaning towards purifying his corpse when he meets his demise. But I keep having the horrible thought that he might as well rise from the grave just to put a ring on my finger.)
That is all. Please do enjoy those luxuries, for they came at a horrible cost.
Everyday, I suffer greatly.
Sincerely yours,
The future duchess through shady means,
Cecelia Harrow (I hope this surname shall remain for a long time).
#husband#creepy#suffering#obssesive#love#maybe#i am not quite sure#masochist#run away#manhwa like#funny#joke#strong#female lead#annoyed#fancy#story#novel#realistic#not really#jokes
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it's time to go, my love (ID in alt)
#vashwood#trigun maximum spoilers#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#ruporas art#been in a very bad Art rut lately... the fatigue is finally catching up so i turned to my very trusty muses#to bring me somewhere. somehow its vol 10 i always return to. though i thnk this is the first time im posting v10 art#i have so many in my drafts but this vol always made me emotional. It's been a year now so my emotions#They've cleared up. Somewhat.#i think i just delusioned myself into a place where ww is always alive bc i draw him well and healthy all the time. his death is such an#essential part to the narrative though... i'll never be able to run from it completely :']. anyway. im not too sure how to elaborate my#Thoughts on this one but i am quite Happy with the blueness of it all.
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there's something here. I don't know what. but something
#not quite “they're the same picture” but same energy for sure#maybe Origins poolverine idk#pain kink 4 humiliation kink maybe#I haven't connected the dots but I sure am pondering them#x men#logan howlett#wade wilson#deadpool#wolverine#poolverine#water logs#image description in alt#kink positive#spicy
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another saw doodle dump!!
#i really butchered logan i'm sorry :(#i am not sure if someone did demon days cover as apprentices before#but this idea haunted me for quite a while#also regarding the breakfast and the punching doodles!!#these are actually redraws of scenes from players 1997!#you know that video where costas is in a dress#that's actually from players 1997#it has been lost media for some time i think??#but it was found and uploaded on youtube in full!!!#pls i really need players 1997 fandom to be a thing#it was like genuinely good imo#mark hoffman#hoffman saw#lawrence gordon#lawrence saw#amanda young#amanda saw#logan nelson#logan saw#peter strahm#strahm saw#lindsey perez#perez saw#saw#saw franchise#hoffstrahm#coffinshipping#украрт#укртумбочка#украртпідтримка
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(Previously ☞ 1 , 2 , 3)
(part 1)
#james fitzjames#francis crozier#fitzier#amc the terror#the terror#the terror fanart#ghost fitzjames au#the terror amc#my drawings#haunted terror au#the terror ghosts#are the links confusing?#because they all happen in the same universe#but i’m not quite sure on the chronology yet#except that this is definitely a ‘part 2’ to the other boot comic#so that’s why i set up the links like that#and not just because i am an affront to the very idea of coherence
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that "net zero information" experience but it's my own post while i'm writing it. i started composing a post about how i wish individual fandoms had fanfic style guides, you know, like magazines and brands do. so that if i'm posting in a new tag, i don't have to do research to know what to capitalize, how so-and-so's name is spelled if it never appears in print, generally accepted conventions on how to denote telepathic speech, that sort of thing.
then i realized that if i knocked on that devil's door and he happened to answer, you would be able to see the fandom wank from space. forget the problem of people policing fanfics for not adhering to the style guide. friendships are ending well before that. the star trek guide can't get out of the What Do We Call The Fucking Bathroom committee. "do we use an apostrophe if stargate is abbreviated to 'gate or not" causes a fandom schism over generational lines and we haven't even gotten into capitalization yet. i type fast but not fast enough to avoid seeing the error of my ways. fanfic style guides. do not do this.
#on fanfic#i am quite sure someone will say that They Tried This back in the day and it did not go well#even better: 'we tried this back in the day and it went GREAT until........' and it did not go well
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One of the strongest points of Mass Effect, if not the strongest, is just how well written the characters are. From Shepard, to the squad, to the side characters like Anderson and Bakara, to barely-there NPCs like Ereba and Charr the lovers, Etarn Tiro the enthusiastic turian merchant, Kargesh the krogan who wanted a fish, Lia'Vael, the quarian who gets falsely accused of theft, and the Salarian who wants to buy a memento to his asari lover to remember him by once he's dead.
I feel like so many of them are memorable, and they all serve a purpose to the overall world building. The krogan show that they are not the violent thugs the galaxy has made them out to be. The salarian shows the struggle born out of building relationships with people of a species with a life expectancy so beyond your own. Lia'Vael illustrates what Tali says about the quarians being treated like second class citizens. Those small little side quests have a meaning and a purpose, it doesnt feel like they are Just There, and they add more to the lore of them game to those who care about that stuff.
#Romance is an exception- I am 100% an outlier here but most of them are hmm. not quite as developed as they could#Most shippy feelings I've acquired are more like headcanons based off the stuff that happens in canon#Than canon things that happen during the game (but MAYBE it's because femshep can't romance talizorah)#That's just my opinion though lol and I don't think it makes the game bad. I think it's logical#You can't make space for too many branches based off romance or it'd be madness#So to keep the story more or less linear they have to be independent of the story by default#Mass effect#Mass effect liveblog#Txt#Of course I'm sure there are exceptions. And contradictions (ahem samara being the mother of all ardat yakshi)#But overall and taking into account just how many there are it's pretty good
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🎉 Happy New Year 🎉
🎊 2025 🥳
#splatoon#splatoon 2#octo expansion#commander tartar#Agent 8#sanitized octolings#my art :o]#🥳 Happy New Year 🥳#fun fact: the voices you hear when the blender gets assembled is actually a countdown & Happy New Year message in reverse 🎉#that's the inspiriation for this image#feel free to dissect the details & interpret this art piece however you like#well this turned out very rushed... I am not that thrilled about the end result but oh well#it is what it is#this month has been extremely exhausting so I sure as hell am not gonna be too hard on myself for not perfecting this#2025 here we come 🥳 I am actually quite excited for the new year!#I hope everyone will have a wonderful New Year's Eve
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DCxDP AU: The Ultimate Enemy + The Flash
One of the speedsters (doesn't matter which really) is one of the few survivors of the apocalypse and he just figured out who Phantom is. He can save the world, all he has to do is go back in time and kill Danny Fenton.
Which seems like a great idea, right up to the point where he finds Danny and realizes he is just a 14 year old kid......
#kill your greatest enemy? No no ADOPT your greatest enemy.#Which Flash? Idk the plot works no matter who honestly#And if you are thinking 'he would never plan to kill Danny!'#Well sure under normal circumstances but quite literally the WHOLE WORLD ended. No one is thinking straight after that.#He changes his mind quickly enough.#And yeah the speedsters know better than anyone how dangerous time travel is but desperate times and all that!#dc comics#dc#the flash#danny phantom#danny fenton#dp#dpxdc#dc x dp#dp x dc crossover#dc x dp crossover#dp x dc#barry allen#wally west#my post#if this already exists i am begging you to send me the link#and yes this is more or less boxed lunch's plan but the flash would be way more competent about it#clockwork in the background like 'ahhhh yes all according to plan'
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I've seen a fair bit of discussion so far on how the old power dynamic and imbalance between Blitzo and Stolas has been effectively flipped after the events of Mastermind. With Blitzo now being the popular, socially-well-regarded figure and Stolas now looked down on, along with Stolas now being the one to be reliant on Blitzo.
But the funny thing is, I think 'flipped' doesn't even fully cover this new dynamic between them. Because, quite ironically, Stolas is now actually even MORE reliant on Blitzo than Blitzo ever was on Stolas.
Like yeah, Blitzo very much relied on Stolas for his livelihood through much of the show up to now. Blitzo simply could not run his human-murder-business WITHOUT Stolas's grimoire and the transactional relationship that came with it. If Stolas were to ever dump Blitzo and permanently take back the book, then Blitzo would certainly lose his current business.
But only his current business.
As we saw in Ghostfuckers, Blitzo was actually running what seems to have been a decently successful assassin-gig in Hell for some time even before getting the Grimoire from Stolas and starting up I.M.P. proper.
Loosing I.M.P. would certainly be devastating to Blitzo and the others, but they would at least still have OPTIONS. They probably could go back to their old Hell-based assassination business. Sure, it probably would still be a major downgrade, but it would at least pay the bills.
As for Stolas on the other hand; right now Blitzo is quite literally ALL THAT HE'S GOT. Without Blitzo, Stolas has NOTHING. No home, no money, no livelihood, no friends*, no family, NOTHING.
In the past, Blitzo was extremely reliant on Stolas.
Now, Stolas is ENTIRELY reliant on Blitzo.
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*Well, he probably still has at least one other friend, as we saw this episode, but Stolas likely doesn't know that yet.
#helluva boss#helluva analysis#helluva blitzo#stolas goetia#stolitz#one of the reasons why i am quite sure that stolitz are nowhere NEAR out of the woods yet#cute moments or not they still have SO many problems
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If you’re doing pride animals still do you think you could make a pan tiger maybe? If not that’s ok ofc :)
I can absolutely do that for you, my friend. Here you are!
#ask#art#art request#my art#tiger#sumatran tiger#(or should i say sumat-pan tiger...wait why are there crickets here and when did they get so loud. don't you like pan puns?)#(or should i say pa— *i am forcefully dragged from the room*)#pansexual#pan#pan pride#queer art#animal art#digital art#pride art#pride month#lgbtqia+#lgbtq+#queer#critter series#i'm actually quite happy with how this turned out. i wasn't sure if such a big animal would translate to my style well but i think it worke#and the colours ended up being really well suited for a tiger (well i took some liberties with the shades obviously but still)#i hope you like your pan tiger! :D
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#bahhhhhhhhhh I’m just obsessed with them🥺#I’m going to post my next chapter tomorrow this is my promise to myself#it’s literally written !!!!!!!!!! but even though I *know* where I’m having the plot go etc etc#I just want to think a bit more and make sure how I’m portraying everytbing/the scenes I include are moving the story in the right direction#maybe it would have been easier for me if I just followed the game plot#but I HAD to go and add mythology and intrigue and angst and change it completely🥲#I’m also introducing a new character I’m SO excited for bc he’s so awful🥹🥹🥹 and I’ll draw him soon I think#well now I’m going to find a way to add a scene like this drawing in the future🥰🥰🥰#bc right now they only exist happily in my imagination and this art😆😆😆#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc#also I literally LOVE Eloise’s hair when it’s down#but a) she finds it scandalous bc of her time spent with muggles#and b) I the artist am quite lazy and it takes FOREVER to draw it like this bc I don’t actually know how to draw curly hair
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@deathnotetober day three: task force
Redraw of this:
This is. Technically not finished but I am so sick of looking at this so I’m giving up and posting it
#death note#death note fanart#light yagami#touta matsuda#soichiro yagami#shuichi aizawa#hideki ide#kanzo mogi#deathnotetober#deathnotetober2024#chara’s art#i don’t have a consistent art style and i am generally quite reliant on references (and tbh i am really not that confident in my abilities)#so whenever i redraw something i feel like i need to make it as close to the original image as possible#so i have spent many painstaking hours analysing the details of the original#i’m sure you can imagine how fed up i am with drawing this lmaoo#i think i’ve spent like thirty five hours in total?? which is wayyy longer than i usually would take to draw something
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