#compared to robotkin or machinekin that is

[the-rot-outside]

While lying in bed trying to sleep, I've had a thought.

I've seen some people on here talking about zombiekin in the way where you are the parasite controlling the body. I personally don't feel that way, I feel like I myself am the energy-drained corpse that wants to return to nature.

However, something just controlling the body is a perfect way to describe how I feel machinekin. The best way I would describe me is a computer program, but it is really more than just that. I am a computer's worth of programs, yet I am stuck running on the system that is my body. This unfortunately rends me to operate inefficiently.

As my machinekin parts, I don't quite see myself as having an actual external body outside of code, such as a computer. The closest that possibly feels right would be a server room, but even that feels wrong in a way. I am just myself, a mess of programs stuck in this inefficient hardware, that came preloaded with some ADHD malware.