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Okay yall time for my quirky venting X3
I would not hesitate to throttle a billionaire
more money than I have ever touched or seen wasted on greed. so wretched are the rich, born as drunkard kings, never have they faced the pang of true hunger, never have they fought another mortal man for right to shelter, never have they labored in the ice to make the town accessible for no return in wealth but assurance their elders can walk safely. yet all of those pains are caused by their greed, what right do they have to inflict this upon others, and those are the more fortunate of the poor's pain, i am glad things weren't worse for me as a child yet they should have never gotten their in the first place.
a fraction of their wealth could revolutionize the technology of humanity, yet we all live in squalor as more and more people join us. is it too late? are our nations too large and prepared to revolt against? will not the disorganization of the political divides cause us to sink further into hell if revolt does happen? what political view if any is truly sustainable?
I am truly filled with rage at the state of mankind because of greed.
Money is fueled by death, those who hold the most disserve nothing more than to experience what their wealth is fueled by. be haunted o' rich by the lives you've ended by hoarding those green scrolls of death, those tokens of metal forged straight out of the blood of slaves, who were merely born in the wrong place to have good lives
Let me rend thy flesh from your body with my teeth, o' the holders of billions, you wretched liches must taste as lovely as sewage yet it is the only accurate way you could experience my fury, countless lives are sacrificed by every move you make and you do not even bat an eye. i need to tear one of them open, i need to bludgeon one with a stone, i need to hold one under the water until its thrashing stops, until its feeble cries and promises of capitalistic glory if i only just let them live cease, your money cannot protect you from death forever so i might as well end you before you can divide your demise a thousand fold upon the poor you wretched gluttons.
it is immeasurably simple
if you have more than you need to survive comfortably and live with luxuries, you should be satiated, you are human.
if you have more than anyone else, if you have more than could or should be reasonably spent on improving your own life quality and do not spend the rest to improve the quality of other lives. then, in all seriousness, you should be brutally tormented with every method of pain for a year for each dollar you used that indirectly ended a life, and then violently put down by an astronomically large crowd of raging, brick wielding civilians
we are all born into a world of money, a world where we spend death and inequality, none of us are innocent yet we are all forced into playing by the top of the deck, the glutton kings perpetuating more death than any war or plague could on its own
I would not hesitate to throttle a billionaire
#vent post#tw hating on money and capitalism#eat the rich#i am not looking for arguments#i am not looking for political speeches#i am angry and in pain#i am not looking for whatever nazi jargon the internet loves to prepetuate#nazis are just as evil and wretched as billionaires in my eyes#dystopia
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ANTAGONIST FIDDLEFORDâď¸âď¸âď¸âď¸đĽđĽđĽ FUCK SHIT UP BABYGIRL, I BELIEVE WOMEN'S RIGHTS AND WRONGS <33
30 years ago, during Ford and Bill's fallout; instead of threatening to steal Ford's eyeballs, Bill just goes ahead and steals Fiddleford's! Which then further leads to Fiddleford parting ways with Ford as his research assistant.
In my perfect world, where my AU is a 40-episode fully animated show; this episode would reveal the seemingly unsuspecting Old Man Mcgucket as the leader of a powerful secret cult of memory erasure. Mcgucket, believing Ford to still be under the influence of "the demon that stares," kidnaps him and attempts to "exorcise"/erase the so-called demon out of Ford's brain.
However, with the metal plate bolted into Ford's skull not only keeping out demons such as Bill, but also keeping them in; Bill is forced to instead take over Ford's body with nowhere else to go. Together with the twins who've come to rescue their Grunkle Ford, they frantically run from a hoard of cultists and their terrifying leader.
The twins discover that their Grunkle Ford's past goes much deeper than they had originally anticipated, and that their Uncle Bill isn't who they think he is....
#my art#gravity falls#gravity falls au#HWINEBHABWNAJCAHOWEEATOWEUB AU#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#fiddleford mcgucket#ford pines#stanford pines#grunkle ford#dipper pines#mabel pines#gravity falls fanart#gee Stanford- how come you get to have TWO murderous bitter exes??#Fiddleford going through his villain arc and I am ALL for it <3#i love making unsettling men#you KNOW Ford and Bill have such a big argument later about the possession#I completely improvised the perspective in that first frame and the entire comic so my apologies if it looks like wack#POV you are the twins and you discover that your Uncle was lowkey a piece of shit back in the days- what do you do#the Bill redemption arc is still there somewhere in the plot but it's one that sucks for everyone involved and is SLOW#YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO WORK FOR THAT TRUST MISTER
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i feel like people are sleeping on the occam's razor situation of how buckwild it is to outright accuse a guy of being a clone of your friend even if you DO have a lot of circumstantial evidence. there's other options is what im saying. they could just be like. a guy. that's a sensible deduction. you should explore that deduction. ignore my shirt that reads I <3 RED HERRINGS.
i still think odile has the correct theory on lock but she's smart enough to know it needs like... a real smoking gun to be able to bring it up without sounding insane.
anyway. (mirabelle voice) i know its rude to speculate but has anyone else noticed the grieving? they seem to be grieving. does anyone have any thoughts on the grieving? i have some thoughts on the grieving.
#[isabeau voice] am i insane or does sometimes loop talk like they might have killed their whole family. is that just me? just checking.#nille design highly inspired by @kiwibrain's since its the one that imprinted in my mind. liberties taken since i didnt look @ reference#anyway i have a lot more thoughts on this? i guess ill hide them in the tags...? scroll down i suppose.#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#isat act 6 spoilers#isat loop#isat siffrin#isat bonnie#isat nille#isat fanart#in stars and time fanart#doodlebyte#----------------------------------------------------------------------#anyway the extra thoughts. are literally just my general thoughts on postcanon. (and thus are the context for all of my postcanon doodles!)#which is i think nille joins the party before loop reappears for a start (either from a period of nonexistence or just wandering around)#and that like. i think the party should be able to integrate loop as a completely new person. because they are! the secrecy isn't great but#They and Siffrin shuffle into different ecological niches in the party (eg. i think sif is more squeamish after it all but loop isnt)#and while it's not *exactly* what Loop wanted they get that beggars can't be choosers. and its pretty good#(i am glossing over how i think loop's reappearence drags both them and siffrin into a massive behavioural backslide and is likely a bit#distressing to watch go down. cycle of argument -> lovebombing -> normalcy -> repeat. etc etc. but since they are no longer literally#stewing in the worst pressure cooker of all time they do resolve it via productive conversation on their own time. its fine)#the party well-meaningly tries to deduce things from loop's vagueries and are able to pin down the DEAD FAMILY vibe pretty quickly.#but eventually the question of their prior identity falls by the wayside because well! they're just their friend loop! (also change belief)#as for how The Truth Come Out... this is what i mean by The Isabeau Torment Nexus(tm). which is that i think... isiloop should almost occur#BEFORE isabeau knows who loop is. he's just genuinely charmed by them eventually and tries to close the open end of the polycule#which FREAKS LOOP THE FUCK OUT because thats just too genuinely sick and wrong. and obviously w emotions high its not a great confrontation#ANYWAY told u i had more thoughts. if i were normal itd be a text post but.
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Well someone has to give it its driver updates, Gabriel
#driver design and development ft. gabriel#why do i keep making gabriel look like a tech nerd?#idk don't ask me#but come on they're robots they don't need just blood right???#ramble time#i don't know what i am doing about that rendering and that's all i'm gonna say about this topic#i don't really play ultrakill anymore#apex + d2 take most of my playing time i simply don't play any other games#their idea list was never empty tho#i like their contrast i guess#they can have a lot of argument#that tends to make coming up dialogues easy#yeah#i don't know why i ramble this much#maybe just because i don't really have the chance per se#but i really seldom do ultrakill stuff now#ultrakill followers best time to unfollow starts now#ultrakill#ultrakill v1#ultrakill gabriel#my art
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Jason when Batman is here: I kill people and I don't care! I will kill as much as I want! Do you have a problem, old man?!
Jason when he is with the Outlaws: Can you guys try to not kill people? My father isn't a fan. Thank you.
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Jason when he is with anyone from the Batfam: Fuck Batman. Fuck Bruce.
Jason when he is with the Outlaws: I want Da- Bruce to love me so bad.
#Jason Todd#batman#bruce wayne#red hood#dc comics#Jason when his father is there: look how rebellious I am#Jason when he is with his friends: I'm the goodest boy on Earth#he did it with both team btw asking them to not kill people#my ramblings#this boy has issues#it's the way he is always thinking âI'm not good enough for B I need to be like himâ#while B told him multiple times that he loves him and wants him to be himself#but everytime they have arguments Jason takes it as a sign he is a failure and B hates him#he starts fights with B because he is so sure it will happen anyway and he hates himself
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Just in general I think trying to look to pre-late modern period history for validation of LGBT+ identities is an absolutely useless venture. Every single underlying human experience defined through the lens and framework of LGBT identity has always existed, but it's impossible to pin down Exactly who and what a figure might have been if they existed in this contemporary context and decided to self identify via these labels.
It's also a wildly reductive lens that flattens the complexity and variety of how sex and gender has been constructed across time in different cultures, how sexual norms have varied, etc. This is not a constructive approach to learn about history and you're never going to be able to fit historical figures neatly into little identity categories.
#I think people really really really need to get it through their heads that LGBT+ identities exist largely as an interaction with#mostly western gender norms and VERY specifically in our contemporary context and these labels do not objectively describe#innate underlying qualities neatly applicable to and distinctly separated in all contexts#Like there have always been men attracted to/who have sex with the people defined as men in their culture but that description#is not Always going to neatly match up to how you conceptualize 'being gay'#Or like. WRT the 'I will sodomize and facefuck you' poem. I saw people just absolutely WILDLY missing the point of it#at its face value of a man describing engaging in sex acts with other men and it's like. the message here is 'you are accusing me#of effeminacy and I am rhetorically threatening to exert my masculine dominance over you via penetrative rape to show you#who the real effeminate man is'. Like most people clearly at least got the message that it's intended to be insulting but like#it's not just that. It is straight up Normative Roman Masculinity (albeit notably aggro) and is not implying actual interest in sex#with men in a recognizably 'gay' sense#See also most arguments over 'was this '''woman who disguised herself as a man''' a trans man/lesbian/cishet woman escaping misogyny'#like YOU WILL NEVER FUCKING KNOW. JUST REFER TO THIS PERSON HOW THEY WANTED TO BE REFERRED TO AND STOP ARGUING#I think there's a very understandable drive to look to history to say 'see? we've always been here' but the mistake is trying to do that#for SPECIFIC identities defined in HIGHLY SPECIFIC AND CLEARLY SEPARATED ways.#Rather than as proof that yeah the western cis/heteronormative conceptualization of what sexuality/gender is and should be has#never been right and people who diverge from this (and from other cultural gender/sexual norms) have always existed
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daniel 'i need my gay content to be overtly gay' howell
#look am i here for dnp yoi arguments yes#was i expecting it? no#theres implications sir#dnp#c.text#dan and phil
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Totally not the sounds of me posting face for the sole purpose of winning a disagreement
Cough cough @xenasaur cough cough
Oh also something something tgirl tummy Tuesday moment
Oh also ig if this gets like 500 notes Iâll post boobs or whatever people do on here
#yes I am that petty#I once edited a Wikipedia article to win an argument I was wrong about#i look horrible#lmao#tgirl tummy tuesday
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Got Temeraire on the brain
#just playing with shapes and practicing different angles#haven't read the books in forever and I didn't use a reference so no accuracy or consistency here#he's supposed to be yawning in bottom left but the way bottom right is looking it kind of looks like he's having an argument with himself#I love the social justice dragon#stake conference doodles#I might clean these up and color them someday#his majesty's dragon#temeraire#my art#dragon art#I am fighting my homework and losing
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too slow <3
#this is canon to me. no arguments will be heard. the prosecution is dead.#iâve had this idea for weeks but didn��t think iâd be able to doodle it out the way it looked in my brain but here i am#everyone applaud. i actually finished a mini-naruto comic for once in my life#naruto#naruto shippuden#hatake kakashi#kakashi#sarutobi asuma#uzumaki naruto#haruno sakura#uchiha sasuke#team 7#doodles#my art#digital art
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Once you remember that one of Yoojin's primary hobbies before getting too famous was "answering spam calls" his relationship with Sung Hyunjae makes so much more sense.
#the s classes that i raised#s classes that i raised#sctir#tsctir#my sclasses#han yoojin#sung hyunjae#I was going to add more to the argument but honestly it speaks for itself#just look at any bit of dialogue between the two and tell me I am wrong
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[ID: a drawing of pye from outer wilds, standing with her writing staff. she's wearing an orange nomai space suit without the helmet, and she has a light brown face with curly darker brown fur. end ID]
figuring out how i want to draw the nomai, so here's a pye since i am obsessed with her !!!
#outer wilds#pye#she was one of the easiest to start recognizing across text because she is involved in so many different things#but then i saw the scroll where she was calculating trajectories to the sun station and i Was in love immediately#and i love that the sun station was designed (by the game artists not by pye) to look more weapon-like than anything else the nomai built#as a way to show how it goes against their nature to do something so destructive and high risk#and since pye is the one kind of leading that and being so vocally For it it implies that she is also acting against nomai nature#but i dont think thats necessarily true!! a majority of the nomai agreed or else the idea would have been voted down#(even tho it did spark arguments)#and the oldest nomai recording we have access to is from escall making a split second decision to warp to an unknown place#just to follow a signal the group was curious about and it put them in danger!!! that killed people!!!#like i know its more about the potential damage to the solar system and the life there but#throwing caution to the wind for scientific discovery is very much nomai nature From What I Saw !!!#not that i am saying the game creators are wrong lmao but i mean like. i think it is against their nature AND so very exactly their nature#at the same time and thats why there Was so much debate about it#and i think pye is the embodiment of trying Everything Possible (and impossible) to find answers and learn#AND SHE IS SEXY FOR IT#ANYWAYS. clears throat#blow up that sun girl hashtag women in stem
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#huehghhhuheugh i was hesitant to post this one#dont think im gonna tag it though#but man. im getting kinda tired of seeing the same argument over and over in the tag#and its like! ok! thats a valid reason! you're fine not to watch it! no one is forcing you!!#please stop putting it in the tag and on my posts!! ive seen it 1000 times!!#honestly this goes for nearly any series btw#dont put your anti-series post in the MAIN TAG#people go into the tag to look for content not to see people going ohhh im never gonna watch this because of XYZ#whats the point of it? who wins out of this?#of course its your blog and your tagging system but i am asking nicely not to flood tags unwanted#ok ok ok rant over sorry i just needed to get it out of my system for a bit
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Fluent Freshman - Part 29
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ďťżâNeil, why do you have Smithâs phone?â Andrew asks as the two of them are setting out plates for lunch. Neil startled and looked down at the phone that he had just sat at the table and furrowed his brow.
âWhat do you mean? This is mine?â Neil asks. He knows his phone even if heâs not really the best with them.
The one that Andrew had given him his Freshman year had died after it got run over by the Maserati when Neil left it on the roof of the car by accident. The second one Andrew had gotten him had been destroyed in rather spectacular fashion earlier in the year when heâd had a bit of a freak out on January 19th. The team knew better than to text him on that particular day now but Andrew had said that heâd take custody of his phone this year. Wymack had stepped in with a phone that same day before Andrew could buy him a new one and that phone had been launched at the Baseball captain that summer.
All this to say, Neil is now looking at the phone in concern because it is highly likely he swapped his with FFâs.
âNo itâs not.â Andrew sighs and points to a corner, âYou cracked yours up here.â He opens the phone and then the contacts and sure enough Neil doesnât see his own contacts but the ones that Nicky had programmed into FFâs the day before.
âOh, I guess I switched them at the hospital.â He says with an embarrassed blush. Maybe he should get a little accessory to differentiate his phone from the other ones that Wymack has gotten.
Thereâs a slight commotion in the kitchen, âKevin, stop trying to add vanilla protein powder to Smithyâs soup!â Nicky shouts.
âHe needs protein to heal properly! That nutritionist might just feed him a loaf of bread since he is using an outdated model!â Kevin argues back.
âKevin the doctor said clear soup also do you want to make Smiths sick? Vanilla protein powder and chicken broth?â Aaron asks disgust evident.
âIâd use unflavored but this is all thatâs in the house and I am not going shopping until this weekend is over.â Kevin argues back.
âSmiths went out shopping on Black Friday and came back unscathed. He even went out into the worst of it just to get some groceries for baking and breakfast.â Aaron says with a huff.
âHe still got stabbed!â Kevin returns.
âKevin, he was definitely not grocery shopping when he got stabbed.â Nicky shoots back.
âHe needs-â
âPrzywiÄ
ĹźÄ ciÄ do krzesĹa.â Neil hears Smithâs Grandma cut Kevin off. Her tone is so sweet just like it has been the last couple times she has interrupted an argument between them all. She really has warmed up to them since Andrew confessed.
Nicky lets out a loud bark of laughter.
âAre you okay?â Aaron asks.
âYeah, cutting onions make me laugh.â Nicky returns quickly.
Kevin walks out of the Kitchen with the same gooey expression heâs gotten every time Smithâs Grandma has said something sweet to him but considering how often and how hard Nicky laughs at what she says he wonders if sheâs just sassing him in a sweet tone.
He really needs to pick up a phrase book.
He might like her even more if his theory is correct.
âIt shouldnât be a big problem.â Neil says but he is a bit more careful as he moves FFâs phone away from where it could get damaged. âSmith is definitely asleep. He looked really tired.â Neil says and it twists his own stomach to think about how FF looked in his hospital bed. FF wouldnât take anything more than the bare minimum when it came to pain medication.
Each âIâm fine.â He gave had him coming to a deeper and deeper understanding of how frustrating it is to have someone who is CLEARLY not fine say they are.
âIâm more concerned about who might text you.â Andrew says.
Neil shrugs, âIchirou is more the type to just show up.â Because itâs true. Every time heâs met Ichirou there had been very little warning.
Andrew frowns but then Nicky is coming out with lunch. It was nothing fancy but a home cooked meal always made Neil feel warm. Smithâs grandma had just been using what was in their pantry so far but the two other meals (and her pie) had been amazing.
âLunch is ready. Weâll head back to the hospital afterwards to see when Smithy can get discharged.â Nicky says putting a large bowl of pasta in the center of the table. Aaron came out a moment later with the Parmesan shaker and the protein powder bottle.
âHere you go Kevin, add as much as you want to your own meal.â Aaron says in a sweet tone just like Smithâs Grandma.
âEat shit Aaron.â Kevin scowls now knocked out of his gooey expression as fills his plate with pasta and reaches for the Parmesan.
Neil canât help but let out a puff of laughter at the interaction and lets the worry of being away from his phone slide away. FF was sleeping, he was safe, and Ichirou had not expressed any interest in talking to him.
âPass that to me when youâre done.â Neil asks pointing at the Parmesan as he fills his and Andrewâs plates.
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There had been a plan.
Nathaniel Wesninski was supposed to be at this hospital at least according to his cell phone location. His future investment was not the best at keeping that device on him though so he was willing to wait when there were no signs of the Wesninski. There would, of course, be a cost for his patience. He had his men go seek out the uninvolved civilian. If Wesninski came back and found his friend threatened due to his lackadaisical nature with his phone perhaps heâd remember to keep it on him.
Except now that very uninvolved civilian is sitting in front of him. The âSmithâ that Wesninski had spoken of.
He sees Wesninskiâs phone sat on the table and his eyes go back to the young man in front of him. He wonders if this was some ploy by Wesninski, some statement. This young man in front of him took out one of the Butcherâs top men on his own.
Heâd confirmed it when heâd gone to see Jackson earlier that day. He went to remind them what would happen if they tried to turn over anything to the Federal agents and to see how two of his biggest headaches had been taken out so suddenly.
Jackson talked about how Wesninskiâs friend hadnât seemed surprised to find him in the alley, had seemed like he had been expecting it and how swiftly he had been taken out. Wesninskiâs guard dog had gone out afterwards and theyâd lead Romero into a trap that resulted in his arrest and this civilian swearing up and down that Romero was the one that stabbed him even though Romero asserts that he never had a firm grip on the knife.
A great way to ensure he was held by the police while they were fully investigated. They wouldnât have much time to investigate either of the Butcherâs remnants. Ichirou was only offering the choice between something painful or something easy.
The young man in front of him offered nothing, waiting for Ichirou to begin the talks. His expression clearly showing that heâd happily wait Ichirou out as if he was long used to tense silences. There is no doubt that this man in front of him knows exactly who he is but he still has the audacity to wait him out.
âWhere is Wesninski?â He tightens his fist at having to ask first.
âThatâs not Captain Neilâs last name anymore.â FF returns with the first hint of expression on his face being a frown.
The first piece of information given. So, loyal to Nathaniel and not to the Wesninski line. Loyal to Captain Neil.
âCaptain Neil is getting lunch.â He answers, âIâm the only one here for you to talk to right now.â He adds after a moment putting his hands on the table.
Ichirou can understand what isnât being said.
âDoes, Josten, realize youâre here?â He asks taking care to use Wesninskiâs new last name knowing he wouldnât get his answers otherwise. He has a hard time imagining the man who was so loyal to his friends purposefully leaving this one to act as defense for him.
Wesninski had been very clear during his brief phone conversation with him, âSmith was just caught up in all of this. Heâs not a threat to you Lord Moriyama.â He had said voice steady and without a hint of a lie.
âIn the hospital? Of course.â He returns, âDown here talking to you? Heâll probably be upset.â he says after a moment.
âAnd yet, youâre here.â He says mirroring the manâs own relaxed posture.
Loyal but willing to do something that might displease the one he is loyal to if it would keep them safe. Ichirou stops himself from looking to his left where his most loyal man stood. Connor had stepped in front of threats he hadnât seen coming plenty of times, had questioned him even when Ichirou had threatened to cut out his tongue for it, and had always had the courage to look Ichirou in the eye when he explained himself no matter how injured he was or how irate Ichirou was.
Itâs something rare and it seems like it is something Wesninski has found unknowingly.
âYes, Iâm here to talk about Friday night.â He says, âI assume youâve already spoken with Romero and Jackson.â He says moving the conversation away from Wesninski. Bringing Ichirouâs attention and possible ire to himself.
A truly rare find in his world.
âYes, letâs talk about Friday night.â He agrees.
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What was it about the Smith family and making great food?
It was just a simple combination of canned tomatoes, butter, pasta, onions, cheese, spices and garlic but it had Neil going for a third serving. Smithâs Grandma had really made enough to feed an army and when heâd commented Nicky had just reached over and tried to pinch his cheek fat only for his fingers to find little to grab onto, âYouâre too thin! Eat more!â He exclaimed before repeating it to Smithâs Grandma in Polish who nodded earnestly.
Wymack was at the table after he took a shower. Kevin was still trying to convince Aaron of all people that he should be allowed to put protein powder into the clear soup that was simmering on the stove top for FF. The dietary restrictions someone faced while they were healing from stomach surgery was no joke.
The other Dealer had dropped despite Wymack and Neilâs best attempts to get Lisa to stay. Seemed determined to head back to her small town and rejoin the family cult she had escaped from. Heâd been worried about her going home but she had insisted sheâd be back.
It was unfortunate but it was also Lisaâs choice.
His stomach twists wondering if FF is going to go back to Washington with his Grandma when he gets released. There had barely been a whisper of danger from Neilâs past since Ichirou had put that bullet in Rikoâs head and now one of his few friends that had been entirely uninvolved in that nightmare was in the hospital because of him.
Andrew elbows him.
Neil turns to look and Andrew is carefully putting a penne pasta on each prong of his fork, âI can hear you worrying.â He says in Russian.
âWhat if Smith leaves?â He responds back in the same language.
âHe has the right to.â Andrew shrugs and shoves the pasta into his mouth.
âI donât want him to.â Neil admits, FF is a friend. A good friend.
âHe still can leave even if you donât want him to.â Andrew says as he proceeds to once again put a penne pasta on each of his forkâs prongs. âI donât think he will though.â He adds before shoving his fork into his mouth again.
Neil blinks, âWhy?â He asks.
FF isnât like how Neil was his Freshman year, heâs steady and sure but Neil wouldnât blame the Freshman if âpossibly being killed off by remnants of my Captainâs crime familyâ is a step too far for FF. Wouldnât blame FF if he runs.
âHe still calls you Captain Neil.â He says reaching over and squeezing Neilâs knee with his hand.
Neil blinks.
He thinks.
FF laid out on the concrete as Andrew worked to stem the blood from his stab wound, âItâs a weird sex alley Captain Neil! I donât know WHAT to tell you!â He exclaims ready to make a joke even as heâs bleeding because of a situation Neilâs existence put him in.
FF still floating from the initial large amount of pain medication he was on pulling on Neilâs sleeve, âIâm glad youâre okay Captain Neil.â Before falling back into his drugged sleep.
FFâs eyes softening as Neil offered to get a nurse to give him more pain medication, âReally Captain Neil, Iâm fine.â He says.
He lays his own hand over Andrewâs.
âI guess he does.â He offers a small tentative smile.
âEat your pasta Junkie.â Andrew says in English now.
âYouâre too thin!â Nicky reminds him and Smithâs Grandma must have picked up on the terminology since she nods earnestly in agreement as the two of them were packing up leftovers and the soup Smithâs Grandma had made for him so they could head back to the hospital to keep FF company.
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âWhy did you go out into the alley?â Ichirou asks.
âIsnât it better that I was in the alley?â The man across from him asks with a raised brow, as if Ichirou was asking a strange question. âIf I had stayed in the club, who knows what would have happened or how many people would have been hurt.â He explains without Ichirou needing to lower himself to asking.
Thereâs truth to that.
Itâs been on the news that the remaining Wesninski inner-circle had been captured but since thereâd only been one injury it had been largely overshadowed by news regarding the mass injury incidents surrounding Black Friday. If Romero had started had gotten the general public involved this would be much harder for him to silence the ones involved.
StillâŚ
âThis has caused me quite a bit of trouble. It does not look good that I am not the one who found them.â He says because thereâd been talks from some of the old men he had yet to rid himself of from his Fatherâs time. They had wanted the remaining Wesninski men to be brought back into the fold but there was little chance of that happening now. Ichirou planned on disposing them after showing that they were worthless and using it as an excuse to start removing some of the dead weight from his fatherâs time.
Ichirou was not a man who tolerated incompetence.
âIsnât it better that they were taken into custody like this?â The man across from him asks, âThey were some of the Butcherâs best from what Captain Neil has told me. The fact that it only resulted in me going to the hospital and they were taken out by Andrew and I is one of the better outcomes.â He says.
Ichirou pauses and considers it.
The two men that those relics had wanted for their âcompetenceâ and âabilityâ had been taken out in a way that showcased what Ichirou had thought of them. They were sloppy, they were over-confident, and worst of all they were incompetent.
âBefore I forget.â Smith says and his hand goes to the bulge in his jacket pocket.
Ichirou can feel Conner tense behind him and he wonders where this had gone wrong or how the conversation had broken down but he doesnât have long to wonder about it as Smith pulled something out that was unmistakable as a toy with itâs bright yellow coloring. Smith sets it on the table between them and Ichirou cannot help the confusion that must show on his face despite his many years of training to keep his face blank.
âWhat is that?â Conner asks sounding utterly bewildered behind him.
âI used this to temporarily blind Jackson during our fight. I figure it would be useful evidence for you.â Smith says.
He hears a bark of laughter to his right as Michael reaches for the toy.
Useful evidence indeed.
It would be easy to show this as a sign that those relics could hardly be trusted to have an opinion in how he ran his empire. Those men they so prized taken out by a childrenâs toy.
This has gone to his benefit.
âSo it would seem.â He finally says, âI will make sure to reward your assistance.â He says wanting a stronger hold over the man in front of him, a tie of some sort to the Moriyama family.
Smith shakes his head in the negative. âI didnât do anything noteworthy. Whatever it is should go to Captain Neil.â He argues.
Rare find indeed.
âIt will be done.â He says and figures with the additional cash flow eliminating the search for the Wesninski men, the removal of his fatherâs hanger-ons, and the blood he can squeeze from the family Romero and Jackson had intended to go to ( a supposedly allied family) he could more than afford to drop what his three Exy investments owed him as a percent.
His eyes shift over to Smith across from him and finds that he was even more willing to lower those percentages if he could not only drop the dead weight of his fatherâs empire but perhaps gain someone useful. âStill, I like to reward those who have directly benefitted me. We will take care of any and all hospital fees related to this incident.â He looks to his right and Michael nods.
Smithâs face doesnât give much away, his pokerface was quite exceptional.
âThank you." He accepts and says nothing else so Ichirou decides to make his offer.
âI have heard that you are studying languages.â He says.
âI am.â Smith says.
âWhich ones do you know?â He asks.
Smith blinks, surprised by the question, âFluently? French, German, Spanish, Polish, Dutch, Italian, R-â he pauses and shakes his head, âRecently, Iâve been studying Japanese, Chinese, and some Korean.â He says strangely stumbling over a word for the first time this entire conversation.
A useful skill.
âIf you ever find yourself looking for work,â Ichirou snaps his fingers and Conner had a card in his hand in an instant, consider reaching out.â He says before he offers it with both hands and is pleased when Smith accepts it with a slight bow before taking it with both hands. âI see you are also studying the etiquette.â He adds.
Smith looks up from the business card and he looks paler but Ichirou chalks it up to the fact that bowing slightly with his current stomach status likely hurt far more than he had let on. âIf you donât know the etiquette you only know half of the language.â He says and Ichirou quite likes the sentiment.
âTell Josten that I no longer need to speak with him. Our conversation was satisfactory.â Ichirou says as he rises to his feet.
âI will do thatâŚLord Moriyama.â Smith says bowing his head politely.
***
The sight of Ichirou Moriyama was always going to be one that made Neil nervous.
The only good thing about seeing him right now was that Kevin had gone with Coach and Aaron in a separate car so that the two of them could continue their argument about protein powder in FFâs soup and Andrew had snagged a spot up front while Coach would have to park farther back.
âLord Moriyama, I did not expect to see you here.â He greets head down and he almost goes to his knees if it wouldnât have attracted the sort of attention that Ichirou hated from the public. He just hopes that Andrew isnât scowling and that Nicky and Smithâs Grandma can keep quiet.
âPerhaps if you kept your phone with you then my appearance would not be such a surprise.â Ichirou comments idly, âThough I suppose I did have a very beneficial conversation with Smith. Quite a bright young man you have as a friend.â He compliments and Neilâs head shoots up in surprise at it.
Ichirou had spoken with FF.
FF who was fading in and out of consciousness.
âI have faith that he will not reveal anything.â Ichirou adds and Neil clenches his fist and wants desperately to ask what happened. Wants to know what state heâs going to find his friend in. âI have not done anything to harm him, you are lucky to have aâŚfriend like that.â Ichirou says as if physical damage was the only thing that Ichirou Moriyama was capable of.
âYes Lord Moriyama, he is a very talented and skilled defenseman.â He says hoping that if nothing else Ichirouâs desire for Neil and Kevinâs future profitability would have him reconsider doing anything in the future to FF to ensure they would have good showings for the professional teams.
âYes, he was quite talented in your defense.â Ichirou nods, âI will reach out with details of our new deal once some affairs have settled. Take care of your friend, Josten.â Ichirou says before continuing out of the hospital.
New Deal?
Neil banished the thought from his head. They needed to get up to FFâs room and he needed to make sure his friend was okay and find out what exactly had happened.
Andrewâs hand came to the back of his neck and squeezed, âCalm down.â Andrew ordered voice soothingly blank even if Neil could feel the way his grip stuttered. âLetâs go.â
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The Nurses were saying something about âaggravating stitchesâ and âlucky nothing toreâ but it was all white noise to FF as he continues to think about the business card burning a hole in his pocket.
Ichirou Moriyama.
Heâd just had an entire conversation with Ichirou Moriyama.
His stomach was already hurting from his ill advised walk but the moment heâd seen that name on the business card he had accepted his insides had been pure acid. He missed his Pepto Bismol more than anything right now, what he would give for just a single hit of the sweet pink relief.
He couldnât figure out what was worse.
The fact that he had given over EVIDENCE to the head of a Yakuza group (was it a yakuza group or was it a mafia group?).
The fact that heâd been right in his thoughts from the abyss that the man in the cafeteria looked like a Yakuza member (was it a Yakuza or Mafia?).
The fact that heâd just seen a Japanese guy and thought âOh, must be the Japanese FBI guy Iâm supposed to talk toâ which means heâd still been kind of racist.
The fact that he just realized that he had Captain Neilâs phone and not his own meaning that Ichirou had been telling Captain Neil to come to the cafeteria and FF just showed up like a dipshit trying to pitch their lie about the alley.
Finally there was the fact that Ichirou Moriyama had apparently been impressed enough to offer him a spot within his Yakuza group (Yakuza or Mafia?)
Would it be weird to ask during the interview process? Is there an interview process to join organized crime? Do they have benefits? Wait a crime family is paying for his hospital stay right now. This is too much.
He considers asking the nurse to yes please crank up the pain killers and just let him slip into a nice not embarrassing coma but then Captain Neil and Andrew were rushing into his room. âSmith!â Captain Neil exclaims.
Well, too late to ask for that coma.
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#Fluent Freshman AU#MAN that was a long one#Also just like having to build that misunderstanding took forever#I need a nap#which is to say that I'm going to bed since it's 2 AM#Not pictured is Michael pointing the McDonald's Happy Meal Toy at Conner and pulling the trigger#And Conner going Shit that's bright#And Michael now has to drive the car#The Moriyama men who were looking for Smith absolutely got a talking to#Like a man of THAT caliber got within spitting distance of Lord Moriyama? Unacceptable#Just be grateful he wanted to TALK.#Also not pictured is Kevin and Aaron continuing that argument in the car as Kevin tries to rope Aaron in#to making the perfect protein supplement for Smith's recovery#Kevin is thankfully so focused on this that he just flat out misses that they parked like four cars away from where Ichirou Moriyama is#Neil may Velcro his phone to him now.#Man can you imagine Neil having his Josten Jorts(tm) and he's added a velcro strip to all of them#Andrew just looking on like yeah I still think he's hot and sighing to himself#This is where you've laid your affections Andrew#DEAL WITH IT#Alright it's like 2:20 AM after doing the tags and @-ing everybody#AFTG#AFTG AU#AFTG OC#Andreil#FF - Pt. 29
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IS ANYONE ELSE FEELING KIND TODAY!!! IS ANYONE ELSE FEELING GENEROUS TOWARDS OTHER PEOPLE!!! IS ANYBODY ELSE BEING KIND AND TRYING TO UNDERSTAND EVEN WHEN ITS HARD!!! IS ANYONE ELSE ASSUMING THE BEST OF OTHERS INTENTIONS AND RESPONDING IN KIND!!!! CAN ANYONE HEAR ME
#having a day ^_^#I love being kind I just wish other people loved being kind more#people on the internet are SO FUCKING MEAN TO EACH OTHER???? its a terrible phenomenon#I have never seen people in real life treat others badly with the horrifying proportion of hate I see online#please. try to be kinder try to be more patient even when its frustrating#I have changed minds and deescalated arguments SO many times by being kind.#if someone is spouting misinfo in a furious rage and they're saying hurtful things? try responding with patience and kindness#even when you don't feel they deserve it. because one of 2 things usually happens#EITHER. they immediately shift their tone because you're talking to them like an equal and not an idiot#OR they continue to be horrible and it makes them look really nasty. its not a good look!! most people won't do the second thing!!#hateful online arguments has turned my mental health into a disgusting stew in the past#since I started being kind out of sheer frustration my mental health has improved a thousandfold#listen. sometimes its okay to be mean. if someone tells you to kill yourself I dont think its appropriate to give them patience and kindnes#BUT. if you treat someone like they're stupid. even if you're right!!! they won't listen to you or consider your words!!#because admitting you're right means admitting that they're stupid like you think they are. that feels bad so people won't do it#my wisdom. today I am so tired
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genuinely, if you're one of the people who believes it's the palestinian people who are committing these crimes and who is excusing them because of it, unfollow me. its hamas. you're making excuses for hamas. i can not believe we have reached a level of stupidity and glorification of violence where people will look you in the eyes and tell you that this is just how oppressed people act. that they just go on killing sprees ever so often. that is gross and untrue.
#and if you think any person deserves to be r*ped killed etc? fuck off.#i genuinely dont really care anymore. looking at this websites reaction to violence aimed at a the population of a country they don't like#has shown me how trult deranged some of the people here are. like i had an argument with someone who said civilian deserve hamas' violence#'no one will miss you'#and i had a full on s*icide bate#complete with a description and the good ol' no one will miss you#and like. i dont really care. that person is clearly doing worse than i am#but if that is the reaction you get for saying 'k*lling people bad' i truly dont know if i can stand this website any longer
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