#i am noT OKAY

[br0nzefox]

I wanna talk about the scene with Hannibal and Bedelia after Hannibal’s sees Will say he forgives him. Cause I have a lot of thoughts and most of them are *incoherent screeching*

So a while back I made a post talking about the scene where Will said it wasn’t “good” to see Hannibal. And how I think he said it because good is a word that just doesn’t do the emotions he felt justice. Because their relationship is far more complicated than good and bad.

And I just realised it parallels this scene:

“It was nice among other things”

They both understand that what they feel is much more complicated and conflicting than good or nice.

But the difference is Will is still wearing his person suit. He is still repressing what he is and along with/because of that he is denying his feelings for Hannibal. So he completely denies the word good. Because he doesn’t allow himself to associate anything positive with Hannibal. He knows good isn’t the right word so he doesn’t want to give it any space at all instead of acknowledging that good is just a part of what he’s feeling.

But Hannibal fully accepts every part of himself, including his love for Will. So even though he also understands the complexity of their relationship and he understands that nice just doesn’t cut it he doesn’t outright refuse the word. Because nice is still part of the bigger picture, nice is a part of the beautiful and complex emotions Hannibal felt when he saw Will. Hannibal is okay with letting himself associate positive feelings with Will, he is okay with letting positive feelings coexist with the negative.

I also think that this is also the scene where Hannibal finally understand that they are well and truly doomed to each other.

Hannibal understood that even after a separation Will still understood him enough to know where to look. And Hannibal understood that he wanted Will to look and find him.

And it’s also the point that I think he understands that he can never forgive Will and Will can never forgive him. Not really. They have inflicted too much pain upon each other.

Hannibal realises that forgiveness, both his forgiveness of Will and Will forgiving him, doesn’t matter to him. Forgiveness is meaningless to him. What he and Will did to each other is unforgivable but what they feel for each other is beyond forgiveness, is above whatever they have done to each other. But Hannibal doesn’t know how to process that. He doesn’t know how to process his unconditional love, his willingness to close his eyes to their past, to overlook everything they both did and so he tries to take back that control in the only way he knows how. He reverts back to what usually makes him feel powerful, to what makes him feel in control - cannibalism. That’s why he decides to eat Will.

[noble-crimson]

Can’t talk, still recovering from that absolute UNIT of an episode……oh my gosh, Kingerrrrrrr 😭✨

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Pompeii by Bastille fits them so well and it won’t stop playing in my head 😭

[thatzmemars]

I’m not ok :]

[peblezq]

Good Omens 2 was like reading a 100k fanfic in the middle of the night that you realize was left unfinished and last updated 5 years ago, and you are left alone with this earth-shattering cliffhanger

[syrcinus]

Maybe in another life, things would be different.

[hansoeii]

dear ed, I love everything about you.

[ace7librarian]

That scene was gay as fuck

[starsofang]

simon was the only one who could understand you. of course, he understood your interests and your distastes, but he was the only one who could understand you.

on days where you couldn’t get out of bed, couldn’t shower, couldn’t live, simon was the one who understood. he’d lay in bed with you, bathe with you, even when he barely fit in the tub and would have to maneuver his legs in an uncomfortable position to fit the both of you.

when the world was against you, simon stood tall by your side.

when you didn’t have it in you anymore to keep on going, simon gave you a second chance.

he knew how you felt. how when things got bad again, nobody was there to pick you back up, to tell you things will be okay, to hug you. simon never had that for himself, so when he met you, a shattered reflection of himself, he provided you with what he didn’t have.

unconditional love. undying affection. admiration on days where you felt you didn’t deserve it. everything he didn’t get before you, he gave you twice as much.

simon glued back your broke pieces with the utmost care. and when you broke again, he’d do it all over.

simon loved you for you. he loved every fragment that cracked along the way. loved you on days where you didn’t love yourself, and loved you on days where you felt like you were on top of the world.

where most people saw an ugly flower, shriveling up into rotted petals, he saw the garden of eden blossoming right before his eyes. he watered every intricate flowers, providing you with warm rays of sunshine in order to assure you would grow.

he took his time with you. he remained patient, because love always is. after all, you can’t bloom a garden without the occasional parasite or weed, and simon would get on hands and knees, fingers in the dirt if it meant tending to you.

[mxrizza]

I am in shambles

[captainsaltypear]

for legal reasons caine needs to give pomni her own marketable gummipoo plushie. as a treat.

[lovertm]

pins by dannybrito

[raven-at-the-writing-desk]

l*ona 😶

(Consider this a spiritual sequel to this post, lol)

Leona: gets in a foul mood the INSTANT he sees Malleus, is completely fine with the idea of pummeling Skully, thinks Jack Skellington is suspicious and threatening them (despite Jack not really doing anything to suggest he has ill intent), is pissed this entire event with Skully’s mere existence/j

Also Leona: calls Sally a lady, fetches grass for her, is willing to eat anything she makes (yes, even if it doesn’t have meat and the main ingredient is just GRASS), praises her for poisoning her caretaker to escape her captivity (he says he RESPECTS her for doing this and that she’s strong 😭), offers Sally his arm to escort her to dinner which explains all the fan art I’ve been seeing—

THE JUXTAPOSITION…

[themistdragon]

Spoilers for S6

- THE FACT THAT VIREN, DESPITE ALL ODDS, LIVED, ONLY TO DIE PROCLAMING HIS SERVITUDE TOWARDS HIS HOME

-THE FACT THAT RAYLA RECOGNIZED THE BEHEMOTH'S PAIN BECAUSE IT MIRRORED HER OWN

-THE FACT THAT RAYLA IS CALLUM'S DEEP TRUTH, AND FULLY ACCEPTING HER BACK INTO HIS HEART WAS THE CURE FOR THE DARKNESS IN HIS SOUL

- THE FACT THAT RAYLA HAD TO LET HER PARENTS GO BECAUSE SHE COULDN'T SEPARATE RUNAAN AND ETHARI, OR HER PARENTS FROM EACH OTHER

-THE FACT THAT RUNAAN WAS CORRUPTED NOT BECAUSE OF DARK MAGIC, BUT BECAUSE OF HIS OWN GUILT AND REGRET

-THE FACT THAT RUNAAN, THE MAN NOT AFRAID OF DEATH, JOYOUSLY AND INCREDULOUSLY EXCLAIMS "I... I'm alive!"

-THE FACT THAT EVEN THOUGH TERRY STUCK BY CLAUDIA AND WANTED THE BEST FOR HER, SHE STILL CHOSE AARAVOS AND HIS BULLSHIT OVER HIM

[spineless-lobster]

Eurylochus saying “I’m just a man” before fucking everything up forever is making me so insane

[wtfmils]

the helmet taps 😭😭😭 what if i die