#i am missing him so bad rn.
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if we're asking for nanami thoughts then i just wanna know how he'd act if you came home llate from a mission or work jwjbsbs i need this rn
.𖥔 ݁ ˖ SAFE & SOUND — nanami kento
contents: gn!reader 🤍 heheh i didn't mean to write a whole little drabble but i cannot resist something like this ! sfw & a little bit of angst for kicks and giggles — 700
given the nature of being a sorcerer, nanami can't help but get worried when you're running late. he watches the clock tick, minute after minute passing while you still haven't answered his calls.
he's nervous, of course he's nervous. but he doesn't want to be annoying. he knows you can take care of yourself, knows you're strong and capable; and he doesn't want to seem like an overprotective boyfriend. even if it terrifies him that he can't get a hold of you.
instead, he'll just wait for your response, pace the apartment with his phone in his hands and pretend like everything's fine.
kento tries to stay calm. but 45 minutes have passed, and you still haven't answered him.
he's not usually an anxious man, not usually one to let his emotions get the best of him; but his palms are sweaty, his hands shaky, and he can't remember the last time he's felt so on edge.
the dinner he made earlier is already cold, even his own, which he can't bring himself to eat now.
kento's beginning to wonder if he needs to start making calls. there's no need for him to overreact, not when he hasn't been informed that your mission went awry. perhaps satoru knows where you are, shoko, one of the students.
or maybe not. if he doesn't get an answer soon, he'll consider going out after you.
he waits for ten more minutes. the seconds drag on and on.
kento's finger hovers over gojo's contact name. he contemplates.
but the door unlocks just before he can click it, and you're stepping through the threshold, shaking off your coat like nothing's wrong. your hair's a little wind-blown, but otherwise, kento can't spot anything off about you. there's no noticeable wounds, no pain in your expression other than exhaustion.
he's to you in just a few steps, dropping his phone back on the table to take you into his arms. you don't even have time to take your shoes off before he's crushing you to his chest, a heavy hand on the back of your head, pressing it near his heart.
you can hear it hammering in his ribcage, an erratic rhythm that makes guilt flower in your stomach. already, you feel so horrible, you'd been in such a rush to get home.
"kento," you say softly, apologetically, and he swallows, kissing your forehead. he's trying to pretend like nothing's wrong, like he wasn't just scared out of his mind, but you can see right through it. "i didn't mean to worry you."
it doesn't take a genius to realize he'd been afraid, not with the way he can't take his hands off of you.
he breathes, kisses the top of your head. "you didn't call me back."
"my phone died. i didn't get the chance to." you feel so, so awful, especially since you know that this has always been his greatest fear.
time after time, he's lived while other sorcerers die, and you know, even if he doesn't tell you, that he's just waiting for it to be you next. for it to be you lying on that steely table, leaving kento all alone, hardened to the world, perhaps forever.
"i'm so, so sorry, kento," you say, pressing your hand against his chest, feeling as the rhythm of his heartbeat dies down. "i was going to call you back as soon as i finished the mission, and then–"
"shh," he squeezes you tight once more, reassuring, "it's okay. it's not your fault, sweetheart."
"i should've been more prepared." your features pinch together. "i should've charged my phone before i left."
"it's okay," kento says again, and you're not sure when you became the one that's being consoled. "the important thing is that you're home safe and sound."
you swallow down your guilt, kissing his collarbone, the closest part of him that you can get your lips on. "i don't like worrying you."
finally, kento pulls away. you can see the distress that's slowly fading, the way his hands stop their nervous shaking. he brushes a piece of hair away from your face, smiling softly. the expression is almost sad, but there's so much love there, so much affection that you ache.
"well there's nothing we can do about that," he says, kissing your forehead before slinging an arm over your shoulder. "i worry about you all the time."
you open your mouth to argue, but it dies quickly. your rebuttal is futile, hypocritical. you worry about him just as much.
"i'm going to be just fine," you tell him as he leads you to the kitchen, where the cold food is sitting there, waiting. "i'll always make it home to you."
he smiles, and squeezes your hand once. "i sure hope so."
#i am missing him so bad rn.#yearning fr#nanami fluff#nanami angst#nanami x reader#nanami kento x reader#xoxo rylie 💌 ୧⋆ ˚。⋆#໒꒱ rylie's angels#xoxo rylie 💌 ⋆ ˚。⋆
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CHAPTER TWO | The Scientific Method
FORGETTABLE-AU (page 73-77)
* His brother is annoying.
[BEGINNING] [PREVIOUS] [CONTINUE]
#alahskwj FINALLY#okay so I HAD TO DO HALF OF THE COLORING AND SOME LINEART ON MY TABLET AND IT WAS SOO ANNOYING#BUT!!! I FINISHED!#akshwkdjwj#SAANSS#I missed making him talk with lowercase#It feels like a crime making him use proper capitalization sometimes😔😔😔😔#just wanna clarify#Flowey knows Sans but Sans doesn't know Flowey#Flowey used to reset a LOT when it came to him so#in Sans memory he only know Flowey from that one time he tried to steal their souls and from what Papyrus has told him#He doesn't really trust the guy but#He does trust Papyrus#Flowey is so funny#He is SO bad at not sounding suspicious LMAOO#dumb#I don't know how Sans is using sunglasses either🤩#he's trying to enjoy the sun#he spends a lot of time there lol#QKWGWKDJ#So glad the comic is back but I am SO BUSY rn#I think the next pages might come late too.....#forgettable-au#forgettable-au-comic#undertale au#undertale#sans#flowey#sans undertale#undertale comic
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i want to play with satoru's hair and give him a head massage and i want to trace his scars and kiss his temple i want him to fall asleep on top of me i want him to feel safe and protected and loved i wanna cradle him and keep him in my arms i just want to take care of him:(((((((
#gonna buy a three sizes too big hoodie and wear it for a while and then give it to him so it smells like me#and then i wanna see him wear it#i wanna baby him so bad#my big kitty cat:(((((((#i miss him so much i am feeling very sappy rn#i love him#i love him i love him i love him#angel boy#mickey is daydreaming
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anyway yeah fr i miss ordo theoritas. i miss the theory crafting i miss the hugeass meetings before/after Big Lore Event to brief/debrief everyone involved i miss the chaos and confusion and laughter and teamwork. i miss the cellbit, bad, and phil (key-keepers my beloveds) being the heads of the ordo working together to untangle the mysteries to the island. they were hardly ever on at the same time bc schedules and time zones (WAILS) but in my head they had so many late nights down in the evidence rooms like this
just. yeah. yeahh.
#qsmp#ordo theoritas#qsmp philza#qsmp cellbit#qsmp badboyhalo#i might have a fic idea but rn it’s just archivists bc they live in my head rent free#also im not too comfortable writing bad bc (1) i don’t watch him as much and (2) his lore is like?? so complicated??#as an outside viewer its pretty intimidating lol#it’s the vibe of late night working w your friends on a project/lab/whatever slowly losing your minds tying to figure it out#it’s 2:30 am you’ve been talking in circles the theories are getting more out there but ya don’t rly care bc hey it’s Something#and then someone says smthn that’s just like Woah. wait Actually?? and it kicks you all back into gear to get you chugging along again#anyway i miss them i go sleepies now gnnnn#dont mind me im just rambling#god so much for me going to bed at a decent hour lmao
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Mickbell Tomas it seems I’ve grown quite fond of you you come to me as a long lost friend whom I once picked apples with in papa’s orchard
I headcanon his nose scrunches up and he bites his tongue sometimes when he’s reallyyy laughing… And he’ll snort sometimes of course. Free serotonin. Yk I connected the dots recently that since my twst 2nd top fave is Ruggie it was truly only a matter of time before the Mickbell brainrot got to me. Little "shhh-shh-shhh" laughs please and thank you
#Process pics/alt in reblog#Just a thing i did to unwind and practice my painting style rendering. I loooove painting skin my favorite thing to do. Oh the hair……? Um….#I’m still working on my mickbell omodoki plush btw and omfg his hair color is so hard to find an accurate fabric for#Mickbell Tomas#Dungeon meshi#The hands here are really emblematic of how inconsistent I am in style both lineart and rendering ueghhh… but both look fun……#Don’t mind his pose. I wanted it to be like lightly grabbing his stomach from laughter and a hand going to his mouth in ~disbelief#But it kinda just looks like nothing lol. He has his beautiful beautiful sneer which is most important tho#Still dunno how to handle lips while rendering tbh….. trust the process tho. The face was took quite a while and reworking my approach#after my third attempt of his skin making him look like a buttered smoothened baby lmaoo#Should have added more lineart to the hair… gnawing on my handkerchief. Anyways this was always meant to be loose free me#I really do prefer the noticeable opaque splotches shading painting style as opposed to just smooth and gradients is what i confirmed#I should paint a portrait traditionally i want to sooo bad rn. I missed many character bdays….#Omg right. Inktober right. I am definitely on schedule for inktober yes#Dunmeshi fanart
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did anything actually end up happening with theo's fake parents ever? that was such an attention-grabbing scene that teased so much with theo and then nothing came of it at all. like i know it was to signal that he's not a good guy and a liar, but there are many ways to do that without hiring two new actors. makes me wonder what the original plan was for that storyline.
#teen wolf#theo raeken#miss him so bad rn#maybe i should rewatch#thats funny#i never make it more than like 4 episodes on a rewatch#i'm actualy super out of the loop on tw so maybe this is known and i just am living under a rock
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My New Years goal/hopes and dreams: have a baby or a baby on the way by the end of the year ❤️
#personal#i am so ready#bf is not#we are still fresh into the relationship (~3 mos) but not BRAND new#so not ready for that conversation yet#weve had the “do you want (more) kids?” talk but not the “do you want to have a kid with me?” talk#but i already know my answer#i may sound stupid#buy yall he is so GOOD#good to me#a good son#a good dad#a good person#good everything#hes gotta get his custody situation straightened out with his ex#there is no custody arrangement rn#no court proceedings or written arrangements have happened#his kids live 5h away and his visits with them are hard on him#the anxiety of the lead-up and then missing the girls bad afterward AND the exhaustion of the trip#and then hes distant from me for several days afterward but thats a conversation for a different post#😂#long story short in tags#im ready to be a mama and start my family
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#nobody read these tags I'm very vulnerable rn#oh I am SO about to start my period huh? cringe ass emotional ass night 👎#feeling a lot of pizzazz (jazz x peppino) feelings rn#I should not have made that post earlier. reminded me of them :(#I'm sorry I took anton from you. I'm sorry we both kind of left you behind for one another. I'm sorry#I know these are silly little fictional guys in my brain. I know they are not real and do not care.#but I am emotional rn and thinking about the things I'm thinking about is not helping at all#do you think he misses me#do you think it's hard for him#:(((#:((((#god I'm feeling SO guilty#they're not real they're not real#being ficto and autistic is biting me in the ass HARD rn#no bad blood. I said it myself I just need to remember#but I am so vividly imagining a ''I want you back. just for a night.'' scenario that is fucking me up more than it should be#1000% a ''it's late and some hormonal shit is happening'' combo that I will be over when I wake up#but goddddd... :(((#delete later maybe#idk yet. idk.#I gotta go#gotta sleep so I don't shed more stupid lame tears over some crap I made up
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#I haven’t been well#an understatement to say the least#I have isolated myself from all my friends. bitten my tongue where there are indents more apparent than tastebuds.#I work all the time and when I’m not working I drink#I miss my friends#I miss being a little kid#i wish I could disappear man#my birthday is coming up and it’s scary#I’m having a bday party but day of my bday I’m gonna spend it alone#bc I know my expectations from others would be too high and it would be a let down#so it’s best I spend the day of it doing things I wanna do on my own time and having fun and dressing cute#so that’s the plan#but idk I’m not well#like bo burnham said.#I am not. well#I think he said that idk I may be lying cuz I’m drunk lol#I want to be cared for the way I care#things have been so bad.#haven’t seen my therapist in almost a year bc I can’t afford him rn#ab me#this is mine#sick#tw
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I FUCKED UP !
#RUINED MY PLAYTHROUGH. SCREAMING CRYING.#do i reload a save. no. no no no. cannot. must continue forward.#for context. i was worried so i looked it up and i missed a key flirt option with lucanis so that romance is out the window. fuck.#i have another rook on the wings rn thats on level six but i KNOW he and taash are perfect for eachother so i cant change that#am i... gonna make a whole new character for this man......... maybe so.#its fine its fine its fine. I'll continue this playthrough with harding like originally intended and i'll be just fine.#i DO love harding. i was just completely blindsided by lucanis.#thats why i missed the romance thing. bc i genuinely didn't think i would want to romance him this bad#da#veilguard#veilguard spoilers
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SORRY NOT SORRY
I understand the reasoning behind Hunter's doubts...but come on!! DAMN IT HUNTER! NOT AGAIN!
#spoilers the bad batch#the bad batch season 2 spoilers#the bad batch spoilers#tbb s2 spoilers#tbb spoilers#tbbs2spoilers#spoilers#sw tbb s2 spoilers#bad batch crosshair#the bad batch crosshair#crosshair bad batch#tbb crosshair#crosshair#I fear that Hemlock is going to do something really bad to Crosshair and It's going to be too late to save him. A point of no return.#I don't know if I'm missing something about the relationship between Hunter and Crosshair. Was Crosshair really that bad?#and of course I know the context behind Hunter's stance Cross tried to kill them. The chip etc. He made his decision#I think I need more context of why their relationship is like that and not what they showed us before order 66.#Hunter must known him after all those years he must known if Cross was lying#I am so confused rn. Like Hunt...babe you have to know if he is lying.#It is for your own good and for your precious child good. It's for Omega's sake! You have to know!#It's a meme don't get too serious about this#I love Hunter and I know he is doing what it's the best for the team
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not in a good mood rn..... god give me the strength to not cry in front of the director when we chat privately
#.txt#i do not like one of the actors. partly just right now and partly in general.#they cannot learn their lines he paraphrases fucking everything#also very chatty when we're trying to focus the cast#and said some stupid shit last night about how my asm was the real stage manager in his heart which The Production Stage Manager#does not like to hear.#it was late and sort of related to a bit i don't think it was malicious but i don't have the energy to take it charitably#also they made a seventy slide forty-five minute presentation for powerpoint night and god knows how much time that was#that they could have spent actually. you know. learning their lines.#and they are friends with my asm who kind of sucks...#hes better than the last one i had who sucks. but still#not going into that one rn so i don't make myself more annoyed but let it be known he is chronically late bad at being on book and misses#his cues#but i gotta train this kid in because i am graduating and there aren't enough sms to take up the mantly#mantle#which probably means i have to bring him onto the musical too :/ i want to have fun!#long story short it is past my bedtime i am overworked and this is my blog so enjoy <3#AND i found out i didn't get a part in a short film by hearing cast members chattering excitedly about their emails getting parts#which ok i am an adult i can deal but sucks to hear that way
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the only thing stopping me from writing a fucking charlie slimecicle + elmariana + juanaflippa family centric time loop fic is the fact that i missed every single flippa stream live (finally plunged into qsmp a few days after tallulah appeared) and i don't have the time to watch back through the vods because HOLY SHIT CAN WE GET 30 FUCKING SECONDS WITHOUT SOMETHING HAPPENING ON THIS SERVER WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
#qsmp#the venn diagram of my awake time and bad's livestream time is a fucking circle#and i also WORK. I HAVE WORK. i can't watch vods for hours!!!#like i worked this afternoon. i got back home right as bobby's fate was sealed for the livestream. i had to watch an hour of vod to catch up#and WHILE I DID THAT#MORE LORE HAPPENED#LIKE THINGS HAPPENED WITH QUACKITY. TAZERCRAFT SCOOBY DOO'D ONTO A DRAGON SKELETON.#PEOPLE GRIEVED. JAIDEN ENDED STREAM ABRUPTLY. APPARENTLY SOMETHING HAPPENED WITH SOFIA.#I STILL HAVEN'T CAUGHT MAX'S POV FROM TUESDAY BC I WORKED THEN TOO GODDAMNIT#LIKE. APPARENTLY BAD KNOWS ABOUT SOFIA? DUNNO WHEN OR HOW. I MISSED THAT ONE. I WAS EITHER AT WORK OR CATCHING UP ON VODS#i. am. screaming.#like i understand why people watch live#it was soooo much easier to keep up when i just kept three distinct povs open and could hop between them like tv channels#oh forever just went down and richas is with him? no worries i have his stream open rn lemme just unmute#hmm cellbit is getting pretty animated let's see what he discovered i'll just unmute rl quick#quackity's saying some sus shit in chat lemme pop his stream open#instead of 'ok i want to see what foolish was doing at chume labs after bad stole his banana so lemme find the time stamp in foolish's-#HUGE FUCKING GIANT LONG VOD and watch thru that but oh. perhaps i want to see what mike was saying after foolish yeeted him.' actually uh#i don't think mike's pov was up that day (unless it was just on yt idk i'm not familiar w how tazercraft's stuff works yet)#BUT YKNOW. I'D HAVE TO VOD SCAN. ITS ANNOYING. so yea its way easier to follow#long tags#block game brainrot#shut up vic
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the solidarity stage of my life's game is super boring i can't wait to get to the next level.
#my phone is so dry i have no one to talk to#as always my best friend (the only one i talk to) is busy fighting her depression/living her life and she has no space for me#i sound so selfish rn but it's been a month and i miss her#i want a constant relationship in my life#i want someone to hold me physically and mentally#i crave human presence lol#but it's not that bad it doesn't hurt much#i don't feel much pain i don't cry much anymore#i kinda miss crying at least I'd feel better after#i want friends that are the opposite of all my ex friends#i want people that last#i want a hug#i need a hug#i want him back#i also try my best to support her but she is living her best life trying to survive and she won't set aside some space for me#but I'm happy she is fighting her best fight and doing her best#it's just hard bc she lives on a different continent#i just feel like an abandoned orphan when she is not around#she is my soulmate basically#she is the only one in my life (that is not my mother) that accepted me for who i am
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I hated the Switch so fucking much, I gave mine away so I didn't have to have it around, anymore.
That said, very excited for the people who intend to play that new pokemon, when it comes out.
#em.txt#it's important to know first & foremost. i am a hater.#i hate that console so fucking bad. I can't stand it. the price the drift the battery the PLACEMENT OF THE WIFI CARD#the shit internet connection BECAUSE of that placement. it is not a console. it is a fucking handheld that can stream to tv.#i want to like ot so fucking much bc i like that concept but the execution is shit#& the only game i owned that i legit miss playing is PLA bc it's good. everything else can burn#for further context. the man i gave it to was my older brother#who has shared many things with me when i was young & had no consoles of my own.#i gave it to somebody because he had done the same for me & i refused to charge him when he gave me so much#I am interested to see what this new game will be like & will definitely watch lets plays#but if you think i am rebuying that pos console again you must be out of your damn mind#I'd rather keep the 300 dollars & put it towards a gaming pc so i can emulate that shit.#my interest in consoles had always been towards nintendo but i cannae stand this co. or its products rn#i hope legends continues to be a series. i hope they can do literally anything with kalos.#the switch was in its box w/ the games taking up space i wanted that shit gone bc every time i saw the box#i remember that i was a chump that forked over 300 dollars (not uncluding games) for a console#i never fucking touch bc it's more annoying than its worth
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youtube
max - mugshot // hOO 🕺🎶 it's max here
#when he opened for big time rush this was what he closed the set with#it was a wise choice#traffic was so backed up our eta was 657#opening acts were said to start at 7 but we were backed up <2 miles outside the venue for like 45 minutes#we missed all of jax and the beginning of max's set but he was really#really good#i forgot i cant put a comma in tags right that's okay#i didn't know this guy was also on nickelodeon but that makes sense. if i were a huge network i would want him too#i made a text post monday morning that i deleted about some bad news i received basically regarding my healthcare#and i am trying to fix it and there's not much i can do and im not venting about it to friends rn bc there's nothing they can do either#buuut update im still not having the best week and having a chronic illness in this country absolutely sucks. im reminded of that#max#max schneider#mugshot#song rec#pop#tbt#neo funk#shut up kaily#Youtube
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