#i am gonna break in half

[etulf]

Back at it at it again. Gotta love pain and suffering.

I was NOT expecting the end of the Subz stream to be a fucking sign room what the actual fuck. But anyways he loves them both and can’t just choose one of them.

Him and Zam have done so much together this season like when they rebuilt spawn and just eclipse in general. But him and Vitalasy are also glued to the hip and always somehow find themselves crawling back to each other even after everything.

Subz has said in a past stream I believe that he doesn’t enjoy being on teams specifically because of differing opinions. Everyone wants to do their own thing and there isn’t much you can do to stop people from doing their thing.

That leads to infighting and many more problems and eventually betrayal. Don’t get me wrong I love ourpleduo and I want them to be together forever and ever but if it comes down to ANYTHING I personally think it is best for Subz to just.. Run away. Be his own team.

He has tried that before with the pacifism arc sure but would it hurt to try again? He can live on his own terms, make his own plans, because he has things he wants to do to. He should be able to do them without having to hassle with a team about it because they also want to do their own thing.

So I think he should just leave them both, except that is ALSO HARD because that is like abandoning them both and it sucks and this situation suck and I hate this server.

I’m evil I’m gonna be the next person with a sign room all to myself. I hate this smp…. Why do these little minecraft men affect me so deeply

[bixels]

While I do think anon was rude, I do think it's pretty shitty to set up all this stuff you were going to add the au and then just drop it. It's disappointing. Definitely unfollowing.

Bye.

[omtai]

made a pros and cons list of staying at my current job and going back to my old job…

[swordmaid]

companion shri’iia au and you meet her in the blighted village where a couple of goblins are cowering around her, at first she’s wary at the group’s arrival but when the bluetooth worm connection happens and player character is like oh you’re tadpoled like us she’s like yes true… and when you ask her about how did she get here she will say the goblins took her here, mentions something about an absolute etc. you ask her who she is she’s like im shri’iia, an adventurer 🙂. if you ask her if she’s good at fighting she’s like yes im a paladin after all 🙂 and you can recruit her bc she agrees that getting rid of the tadpole is the priority and the odds are better if u stick together. alternatively if you point out that it’s strange to see a drow in the surface she’s gonna be like the same way it is strange we have worms in our heads no?

but if you walk around one of the damaged houses there’s gonna be an opened discarded book that regales the tales of this paladin adventurer and she basically mimicked what was written when she was introducing herself. if you point it out to her later she’ll be like oh that’s a fun coincidence ☺️ and leave it at that

[crossbackpoke-check]

Why I Am Not Coming In To Work Today [abridged], Jess Zimmerman

part one | part two

[zebratimw]

Spirit animal SQH

[buttsonthebeach]

The World Was Wide Enough Chapter 4 is here!

(...I did the chapter number wrong on Tumblr last time but then decided I WASN'T wrong because the first chapter is a prologue so... there.) The World Was Wide Enough contains both my retelling of Veilguard from Ellana's POV, as well as now several chapters of Ellana and Solas slowly healing, confronting Solas's past, and figuring out how they can come back together after everything they've been through while in the Fade prison. We're back to Solas's POV this chapter, to face what he did to the Titans. Preview below the cut!

“I went as far as I could go in the forest,” she said. “Then I started to see eyes. Titans’ eyes.”

Solas didn’t feel fear at her words. Instead he felt distant from himself. Like he was watching something from far away. A sin so ancient, with so many others piled on top of it, that he had forgotten its true weight. A long, deep wound that had simply scarred over, with no care or attention to the knotted tissue beneath the surface.

“They didn’t try to harm me,” Ellana added. “But I didn’t try to go further than that. It seemed like they were there for you.”

He remembered drifting through vast green spaces, watching the Titans, watching the dwarves who served them quietly, admiring their union of purpose, delighting in the song of the lyrium whenever he could hear it.

“You are right of course. They are not here for you.”

He tried to move his feet, to head in the direction of the forest, but they wouldn’t move.

“Solas?”

“I do not believe I am ready to face them,” he said finally, and then he felt something. Shame, a familiar tide, washing over him.

“Is there anything I can do to help?”

“Being here is enough.”

Ellana went to one of the shelves and began examining the books he’d summoned, and eventually Solas stopped being rooted to where he stood. He picked up his charcoal and paper and began sketching ideas. No regrets, this time. Places and people he wanted to honor and remember.

They stayed like that for two days, keeping to their new home, puttering around the forest and the library, sleeping under the stars. He began to get used to sleeping beside her again, even if it was in separate bedrolls still. It was a familiar and unthinkable luxury, having her there.

Then on the third day, the Titans’ eyes began appearing in the parts of the forest even closer to their new home. Still, unblinking, silent. Waiting.

[vaguely-concerned]

I've been devouring the first few seasons of star trek deep space 9 recently and folks... after several false starts we might finally have found the trek that will take my brain down like the weak gazelle of the herd. I love this shitty little space station and the cast of exclusively weirdos that inhabit it so much

[b0nelessdoodles]

You alive man?

Just wanted to check as it's been bout a month or so since your last post

no i'm dead but don't worry about it. tis the season and all that shit ya know?

(all that shit includes, but is not limited to, seasonal depression, art block, retail and food service worker hell, the election, 5 stress induced nightmares in the space of a week, managing a new relationship [first time], living in a capitalist nightmare, etc.)

[more rambles in the tags, as i am often to do]

[antisocialgaycat]

DONT SAY THIS TO ME QUEEN PLEASE IM ACTUALLY DYING HERE

[gothteddiesdotcom]

the constant battle of trying to be as respectful as humanly possible while also being as desperately horny as fucking possible

[alaskan-wallflower]

i haven’t even started school yet and i already want to kill myself 😭

[sejjiplinth]

Saw your post about opening the chapter doc for your Sejarcus fic, sending well wishes and hope your having fun writing it!

I am so excited for the next chapter:)

this is so sweet thank you! 😭❤️ i appreciate it so so much

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[cemeterym]

i'm begging my uni to stop making every fucking student social activity something where you have to walk around a bunch if you are a slow walker who cannot help it they literally want you dead

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

friendly reminder that self harm is lying to you