#i am going to run into the wall
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UMMMMMM. dallon image 🤲
#i have been looking at pictures of him on pinterest ALL DAY. here are my favorites#what if you wanted to study for your exam on monday but your brain said dallon image#mx weekes i am having Thoughts and/or Feelings about you#experiencing the whole range of emotions rn. its fine im sooooooo normal#i am going to run into the wall#okay bye#dw#idkhow#the brobecks
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i've connected the dots
#bill cipher#william afton#OH MY FUCKING GOD I'VE ONLY NOW REALIZED THEY ARE LITERALLY BOTH FUCKING WILLIAMS. I AM GOING TO RUN INTO A WALL#fnaf#gravity falls#the book of bill
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im just imagining nandermo in a very enclosed space like for some reason they gotta be chest to chest pushed up against a wall and its awkward for a moment but then nandors eyes are just boring into guillermos and guillermo has that uncertain but unwavering stare too, and is this what is gonna take for them to kiss?
#at this point im just running all scenarios in my mind and spilling all my thoughts about them into the ether#i swear i am not fine#they kiss nandor blurts out i love you please dont ever leave me please dont die#and they share their feelings while kissing and bang against that very wall while telling the other how much they mean to them#nandor expecially is a flood of YOURE SO AMAZING GUILLERMO I LOVE YOU PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE#im going INSANE over them hahahaha#guillermo is too stunned and enjoying the physical sensation to be so close to nandor and to see nandor be so vulnerable#nandermo#wwdits#what we do in the shadows#atp im just saying whatever insane shit is passing through my head at any given moment. but thats what tumblr is for basically you will#forgive me about it. i just am a very physical person and i think a physical moment is always very good to unfuck a totally fucked dynamic#like talking of course would be preferrable but these two have so much shit under the bridge#that theyre sort of stuck in this ‘the love is requited they are just idiots’ cycle#annnnyway#bye#some messy liveblog tag#comment#*
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Scareware jumpscare
O H DEAR-
#O HDEAR OH GOODNESS O H FUCKIBG CHRIST OH KAY#OHHHH MYG OD#H AJDHDKSHGSGAJDHSNXHSNCHSBXJSHCNSH#OH MY GODDDDDDDDD#OG H#U F HS#O UGDJS#HSHDKDHSJS#LOOOK A T HIM OH MY DEAR HEAVENS ABOVE#I AM . STARING NOT RESPECTFULLY IN THE SLIGHTEST I AM IN FACT DROOLING VIOLENTLY#OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDSSSSSSSSSS#JH ESUS CHRUST#LOOK AT THE THIGHS ON THIS MF HOL Y SHIT#HES SOSO O GODDAMN FINW?!????'!-':???????!!:?:!!!!!!?'!'!'??!'#I NEED TO UNDO HIS CLOTHES WITH MY TEETH#WHO SAID THAT#FU KC DUDE IM SO COOKED OH. MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD#STARES AND STARES AND STARES AND STARES AND STARES AND STARES AND STARES AND STARES AND STARES AND STARES AND STARES AND STARES AND STARES A#HDKSHDKDHDNCJDMFMCNXKDHKDFHKSHFKDHXJDDSHDJEYEJBSKCHRKWBXNXHDKDYRJWHSJDBALXBSEYAKFBSMCNSJHSDNSKNXJDHRUEHSHEBSNCHSKCBSKCNSJCNDKSHEJSHFIWBXKDHC#IM . NOT NORMAL AT ALL ACTUALLY IM GOING ABSOLUTELY FUCKIN BODONHONKEROS JESUSUSSSSSSSS#RUNNING AROUND MY ENCLOSURE BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS#BITING THE BARS OF MY CAGE#HDJAHDBSCNSKBFKSHDKRHWJFNSKHCJSHAMCHSKFHAHFMEAKCHDJEVCJSGNEHSKHSFJGDJYDJJDKDBAJCBSKCHSYWHKDBXSHXJSBLCJSNXLAHDIRHAHDSNCLNXHZJSHSJCHSKXHDJSHXK#JZHSJDDJSJFKXBXUSHDKWHDJANLCBSYDWJBSJFBEXBSIUCSJXDNSNCJDHSDHSKBCDJDBJXBDDJXNSXBDHDMCJSUTWWHSBDJVHSBSNXLDBEUCHSNCISHDKSBXJDBSKXBDKFHEJSHXUSHF#BSHSJXSUDIEYEJWHSNCKDHUWWJBDKSCBJSDUEHWHDJWJCNRKWYCMFKCBAYWLAJFPWHWKCBZKHAKDCBSJQHDKXBAOHCKAHCJSHCNSJXHSNXEIWHDKWHCSHEUSHUFJEBCSNCJSHSKXBDJA#MALWARE MY BELOVED
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I am actually sitting here with a huge stupid smile and giggling and just. Shaking OH MY GOD
#tma podcast#the magnus archives#mag 160#Thomas liveblogs#JON CRYING? LAUGHING? BOTH? AT THE END#IM GOING TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK IM GOING TO DIE IM GOING TO EXPLODE#I AM BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS I AM RUNNING ON THE CEILING#JON BEINGING THE ACTUALLY APOCALYPSE MY GOD THIS IS AMAZING#THIS IS SO HYPE#OH MY GOD#MY GOD#HELLO??????#AND IM SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL AFTER THIS?????#OH MY GOD JON#THIS IS SO COOL
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in the mood for something spooky
i was thinking, the other night, "what if mickey made the blot because he was trying to create a replica of himself?" and it brought a lot more things together than i expected
i dont think the blot is truly evil, just an unfinished toon with a hunger for a Heart and universal adoration. but there is some baggage in that, from creator to creation.
#sigh. i put lots of little easter eggs in this room but there werent enough wide angles to get them in view :(#makedy#epic mickey#theres a lot of layers here with the 'people' the blot referring to being the corporation#wanting him to be their perfect little marketable mascot#but also with his fans. people who play epic mickey too. the blot will do whatever the people want#because it is created from a desire for love and adoration#and in that regard if you want mickey to go around the wasteland destroying things and being a prick#well#the blot will make it happen#and if the world wants a cute little unquestioning mascot as the face of its megacorporation#well...#Perhaps i am overthinking it but watch THIS (runs straight into a brick wall)
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@naffeclipse
Them ❤️
#HOLD ON IMMA RAMBLE IN TAGS#my ârt#fnaf daycare attendant#cryptid sightings#naffeclipse#OKOKok so maybe I got busy with school for a few weeks there and couldn't keep up#BUT last week I finally sat down and read like 6 chapters in a row#and my stars I am bouncing off the walls#naff naff listen these demon guys live in my brain#this is exactly how I got excited during sleuth jesters naff you have sorcery#good lord you know how to write tension and foreshadowing#I have theories I have thoughts but I truly just want to see all the guns placed on stage and they are about to go off I can feel it#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh their emotional conflict is killing me and ripping my heart out#they want to say something so bad but also protect the bean bc they're clearly scared and they're gonna freak out but#can they calm the heart down before it runs away?#naff I am not joking this is literally my favorite thing rn#anyway it's almost 2am have a lovely night!!!!#friend fanart#tw blood
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Lads you're not going to believe this, but. there's a new robot I'm obsessed with
#friends at the table#thisbe#palisade#f@tt#images#I've been really into physical art lately which is great but also I am going to run out of wall space soon lol
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ah yes! the joys of executive dysfunction and something being Fundamentally Broken In Your Braincase!
#quick vent Look Away Nothing To See Here#i just needed to place my emotions somewhere before i really started to spiral#texts from cherished friends should not cause nausea-level anxiety! and yet!#here i am! running away from the ever-present miasma of guilt and stress!#you know a few months ago i was like 'im going to be better about responding im going to do better'#i Immediately started doing Worse!#i think i stressed myself out too much#pretty much every relationship i have ends up completely deteriorating due to my own insecurities and guilt and fucked up brain <3#ah yes and how could i forget the Commitment Issues and Emotional Block#mentally i am banging my head into a wall#but its fine Its Fine#i mean its not. its really not. but sometimes it seems like the harder i try the harder i fail#which is something i should be used to by now!#okay so it looks like i Am Indeed spiraling so#i am going to go... list some good things in this world and uhhh#well i dont have the car this weekend so cant go for a drive and some boba. um.#i need to organize my room table Yes that sounds distracting and falsely productive#not gonna tag this with anything actually.#love treating tumblr like my personal diary#ah yes its just me. my personal feelings. and the couple thousand people that follow me.#perhaps i will also buy something online with one of the gift cards i found the other day#buttons from michaels!!! i need buttons! i will go do that!#with the knowledge that i have unopened messages to respond to looming in the back of my mind like a noose! yippee yahoo!!!#gonna... turn of replies/rbs just this once since its just a Vent#i just needed to get it Out yk? not looking for anything other than relieving pressure on my brain#ok it looks like i cant turn of replies for individual posts#just... pretend you didnt see this for both our sakes <3#look away look away
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fox yearning hours today boys
#i will never breed that man...#i am literally going insane#punching a hole into a wall#i can't do this shit no more#i need to get him pregnant#do vile gross things to him#make sure he never walks#throwing 1) a fit and 2) up#ugly crying nose running#world is cruel and unfair
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Been a while since I've posted a selfie, things have been good! 💕
#selfie#selfies#I feel like I use selfies to document where I am at different moments of my life hahah#Today my friend and I watched most of over the garden wall because she's never seen it!#We got cute Halloween mugs and drank snoop dogg wine she got me for my birthday lol#The bf is cute and sweet and wonderful we've been playing through cat quest 2#The work friend I work with the most is leaving which is scary because I'll now be solo running some large projects. But I also feel excited#Things are going to be new and exciting and different and I'm along for the ride#I'm so thankful that the weather's begun to cool down! I'm always so tired in the summer but yesterday I got to smell rain on the sidewalk!!
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forcing a girl with a hyperfixation to work for 8 hrs should be punishable by death
#I have my office door closed bc I can’t stop doing my stupid little smile and thinking about them and I have to go run an hr long student#meeting and AHHHHHHHHHHHHH#I am bouncing off the walls!!!!!!#gonna start pacing handflapping giggling I’m!!!!!!!!!!!!
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not to be crass but has anybody on this blue planet written tregear topping taro or do i have to do everything myself
#null havoc damage#walking through ao3 tags silently gaping in shock and then running into a wall and going THATS IT? THE DUNGEON?#thats how dire it is. and was it worth it? no. am i going to do it myself? possibly also no.#nebula m78#tagging this one less for tracking and more for the poor souls who have it filtered .#chaos chew toy
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i don't know how to be merely acquaintances when we used to be friends. or i think we used to be. i don't know how to yearn for a simple hello when you've been heaping your affection on me months ago, and i don't know how to talk to you when you won't say anything. when suddenly it's all about me. you know i have nothing to say, you know my brain is void of everything but horribleness and i cannot tell you about my day because i don't even know about my day. i cannot tell you about my day when i know you won't listen, when i know you'll apply your philosophy to my world and don't believe me when i say that everything is terrible. i don't know how to be the person you seem to think i am, or the person you want in your life. i don't know if you want anyone else in your life now that you're in love and sappy, found another recipient for your affections, leaving me empty and wounded and yearning.
you said you missed me. said it many times, while i was gone. now i'm back, have been back, and i wonder how you missed me, why you missed me, when you won't talk to me. i think you mistook missing for worrying. i think you mistook caring for a feeling of obligation. i think you like missing me more than talking to me.
and i think i can't breathe with how much that hurts
#how do you miss me when you won't talk to me? how do you like me so much and then go to just. not?#how did i let you in when i try so hard not to let people do that because i know that once they get past the walls all i'll be left with#is the idea of them rotting and withering inside me. polluting the space i create to keep myself safe.#why does everyone leave? leave in silence too. leaving behind so many questions and so many words engraved in my brain#i am so tired of *grieving* when those i grieve are still alive and well and thriving and i'm reminded that it's versions of myself#that i'm grieving instead. how do you grieve yourself? how do you not fucking fall apart over it?#just. fucking talk to me. don't make it be true that all i'll ever be is nothingness and the memory of someone you liked once#but never never never liked enough#i'm so so cold already. i'm a shell. i want to be warm again but it always leaves me so hollow and hurting#i grieve the dio who was warm. i grieve them i miss them i am so so angry that he had to leave. to hide. with no way out#i'm happy for you. i'm happy you're happy. but you're no better than anyone else and it makes me want to run away again#but i have nowhere else to run and no one else to be. and it's so fucked that it doesn't matter who i am i'll never be enough#for someone to just. stay. to see me and to stay. to hear me and to sit and listen and just. just fucking stay.#maybe i'm not worth staying for. maybe there's nothing to know nothing to hear nothing to see nothing to listen to nothing to find#maybe all i'll ever get is one/two good months paid for with a lifetime of grief. and i'm at the point where i don't want the good months#anymore with you or anyone else who tears down these walls with affection that is so endlessly addictive and leaves me yearning.#on the off chance that it will keep the grief away too. but that's the thing about grief isn't it? it's here to stay. unlike you#god this is so fucked up and i'll delete this later but for now i just need to. let it out. poe said i should make a side blog for the grie#but poe's not there anymore. poe has stopped starting fires. so this goes on main until shame makes me take it down#blah#personal#not st
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if you draw enough monster ocs, when you go back to drawing a human character, it feels like "sameface syndrome" everytime, by virtue of their face being. human.
#toy txt post#or maybe i am just sameface syndrome#but also different face syndrome#two characters will have the same face but then the next time i draw those characters its a different face than they had last time!#i know part of it is being out of practice but also there is definitely an element of feeling constrained by human facial structure lmao#the monsters have Their Own Problems but like. no one has a face like bokrae no matter how inconsistent i am about drawing her#her features are iconic enough to her that you can tell everytime#birdie???? i faceclaimed eartha kitt for her and im still struggling cos i feel weird about faceclaiming as a concept#but even then 😭 one time i was trying to give headloose a face and someone was like wow he looks like birdie!#me 😭😭😭😭😭 what!!!!!! hes not supposed to!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i need to practice. features#you know the worst part about coming up w a bunch of fuckin Scenarios in my brain for ocs is that i have even fucking Drawn them yet#to give them like. iconic staple features and figure out what their faces look like. which feels like it would really help to have that#knowledge and muscle memory before i jump into trying to draw intense scenes with difficult poses!!#not to mention. listen. i can do the monster faces. somewhat. the bodies??????????? well for one. theyre too big everytime#im convinced i could be trying to draw bokrae on like a full ass wall size paper like a mural thing and run out of room. it just keeps#happening. i have no sense of scale for them either. by which i mean i struggle w scale already and also cant decide what i want it to be#and ive tried to handwave it away by being like ohhh uh. birdie casts spells on them to change their sizes for convenience but also#no. perhaps that explanation works for other ppl. @ myself tho its not good enough i Know Better!!!!!!#agh!!!!!!! i really need to figure out bokrae's Teeth also. like i dont. i coukd get away with it. but i should. and i want to.#anyway all this to say that i need to give these characters faces and body designs (actually the body designs for humanoid ocs is the easy#part. the faces are whats stumping me? well. i need more practice w all the body types again but like i Know what im Going For at least.#for the most part anyway. havent fully figured out heights. struggling w characters that i want to make short but give imposing tall energy#on occasion? birdie can be short all day long no problem. I want Alasdair to be short enough that he has a bunch of short boyfriends that#feel tall around him? bytte was going to be like 6ft max but then i thought about making her taller and like. what if i made her taller#headloose is not that /short/ but he is Not Tall and prolly pretty lean? twink build for sure#and of course all these short /tall distinctions come with a bias of relativity to my own height which i categorize as medium height#but short ppl call me tall and insist its not average and tall ppl call me short. (5'6) and then i have to factor in how the gender changes#the dynamic of a height like my height is Short For A Man but medium to tall for a Woman. which id argue is medium height bc mens heights#are socially held to high standards (hehe) and also i know ethnicity/race is also a factor? but im out of tags. rip. bye
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some of yall gotta learn how to find the block button instead of giving obviously smug bigots the time of day
#sef speaks#like i get it tbh#i do#but how many times am i gonna see “its like arguing with a brick wall ugh” ab a smug bigot before you just stop giving them the time of day#at a certain point its just like. why put yourself & others through the run around#arent there more productive uses of our time than shouting at someone whos made it clear theyre not going to listen?#and is obviously just trying to argue with you for arguments sake#like cmon now
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