"You have never faced a death" is possibly the most patently insane thing possible to say to James T. Kirk, who has
survived a famine and genocide at age 13, in which over 4000 people died
survived an attack on the Farragut which killed half the crew, including a captain who he cared about, and which he blamed himself for failing to stop
been forced to kill Gary Mitchell, an old friend of his
lost numerous lovers, including a woman carrying his child, and including some he was at least partially responsible for the deaths of
arrived too late to save the lives of his brother and sister-in-law
lost too many crewmembers to count, and you know he held himself personally responsible for each and every one of those
probably more that I'm forgetting about
and then Spock dies, and Kirk fucking AGREES.
He says, yes, you're right. I haven't faced death. Not like this.
Not like this.
All of those deaths he's lived through, and blamed himself for? You're telling me that none of them mean as much to him as the death of Spock? And you want me to read this as. what. Normal friend things?? When he calls Spock the more noble half of his soul?? And says that Spock's katra is his responsibility, just as much as if it were his own???
And what if I screamed??!???
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not to be all "omg they touched!!!!1!!!1!!!!!!!11!" but OMG THEY TOUCHED !!!!!!
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i think about this hmmm every day
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uh yeah, between "If we all go in, we're not all making it out." with shots of Hunter behind it and then "Abort the mission!" "Negative." um. we're so dead. we are so dying. and by 'we' i mean hunter.
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approaching the point where A&M can finally be beta read oh god oh lord
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Get me out get me out get me out get me out please someone get me out I don't want to be here I am crying in the bathroom locked myself in because I don't want to be out there please someone fucking help me...
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[extended sounds of brutal knife murder]
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y’all fr how the fuck did we do that
oh my fucking god we’re seeing luke hemmings
holy shit @mashtonasfuck @nostalgiabones @highscal
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“what i need is for him to be nowhere near me and the precious, peaceful, fragile existence that i have carved out for myself here.”
“i thought we carved it out for ourselves.”
“so did i!!”
???????????????????!!!!!???!!!??????!?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i have a 10.5 hour shift today….. i’ve completed 30 min thus far and i don’t think i can do anymore but i kind of have to between finances and that there’s no one to cover me
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