#i am going FERAL over these two
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*dying pterodactyl noise*
"Chance or Something More" already had me in a chokehold but the English dub!?
I thought for sure we'd get the frantic over-the-top Jinshi when he sees that Maomao saved him, but instead we got the quiet, disbelieving, heartbroken, terrified voice of a man who is so so scared to lose the best thing that's ever happened to him.
And then his resolve carrying her out of there, calmly? Not making eye contact with anyone, pace unbroken, thousand-yard-stare of a man who almost lost everything?
He doesn't even care that he almost died. He doesn't care who's around to see him carry a low born servant girl out of the temple. He doesn't care about propriety or cultural expectations.
His Maomao is injured. She is his priority. Always.
#i am going FERAL over these two#FERAL do you hear me#gnawing at the bars of my enclosure#Kaiji Tang does it again#surprised the hell out of me with the terror in his voice#i expected frantic#i received broken#i am UNWELL#Maomao if you do not marry this man IMMEDIATELY#I'm 100% behind Maomao being somewhere on the ace spectrum#big AroAce vibes#but please marry this man#he'll be one hundred percent okay with never laying a finger on you ever just as long as he can stare at you all day i promise#the ability to call you his wife? all he needs in life#just give the sad pathetic sparkly man what he wants#jinshi#maomao#chance or something more#the apothecary diaries#spoilers#my last remaining brain cell
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Simon Ghost Riley.
#Simon Ghost Riley#Call of Duty Modern Warfare II#Call of Duty#COD#COD MWII#COD MW2#cod ghost#ORGANIZING TAGS:#my so called art#artists on tumblr#COD fanart#Ghost fanart#am I going absolutely feral over a character from a game I haven't even played yet????#you bet I am#have I been consuming an ungodly amounts of ff in the last two weeks???? Hell yeah#I cannot be normal about this guy#I can already tell tumblr is going to absolutely destroy the quality#sigh sigh sigh#anyway#can you tell I hate drawing details.
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pitched battle inside my brain between the part of me that's desperately shaking myself by the shoulders going "YOU HAVE GOT TO ACTUALLY LIVE THE KIND OF LIFE YOU IMAGINE INSTEAD OF JUST SITTING AROUND IMAGINING IT UNTIL YOU DIE!!" and the part of me that's clutching my face going "is this allowed? is this allowed?? is this allowed???"
#trying to plan a solo cicada pilgrimage and getting brainworms about it yeehaw#'making a lot of plans and never actually doing things in real life' has been a problem for literally as long as I can remember#but I also feel like I've developed a learned helplessness over the last several years that's gotten worse as I've gotten older??#me age twenty: I think I'm gonna take myself to chicago next week because I feel like going to the zoo#me age thirty: am I allowed to go camping alone. am I allowed to do a solo road trip. I need a grownup#to be extremely clear I am very much allowed and this is not justin's fault and I don't know where it comes from#like I'll run things by him lowkey seeking 'permission' that I don't even need and he'll be like 'yeah that sounds good to me'#and then I STILL won't do the thing because like. my brain keeps insisting there needs to be a grownup in charge?? HELLO I'M GROWNUP#anyway I'm doing cicada trip solo BECAUSE-- the drive is so long I want to do five days because two of them will just be driving#and he can't get that much time off work right now#AND because I literally only want to Be Camping and Looking At Bugs but he'd get bored of a week of that he likes Activities#me this morning getting insecure and weird: what are your thoughts... on cicada voyage....#him after at first not even understanding the question: I'm SO excited for you?? you deserve to get to go absolutely feral???#I do.... ;n; 💕 why am I so scared to be a person.......#about me#cicada quest
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Self insert drabble based off an rp with a friend, this features Rowan (my oc).
I want to do more self inserts eventually, whether that's my own or mutuals. It's great writing practice. I already have one in the works for a trade with a mutual of mine. If you're a mutual and want me to write a self insert x Canon for ya, hit me up!
MTMTE Rung X Rowan (OC)
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Enjoy!!
Rung was hunched over his beloved partner, their face was a mesh of pink and hair stuck to their forehead as they laid out on his desk, legs wrapped around his thin waist and crossed behind his back.
Their hips connect with soft plaps of metal on skin, soft moans leaving his Rowan as they arched their back and pushed into him to try and get as close as they could as he had his way with them. His vents were roaring as his heated frame chugged to cool himself down, but with how they looked all spread out below him, he couldn't hold back. Not when they looked so delicious like this.
His digits dug into their skin as his pace quickened making their moans break into sobs as he sped up his pace, his spikes unique shape caught on their walls just right to leave them a mess beneath him. His lips were quirked with love and a cockiness to it that made them love him anymore.
"P-Please~" They whispered, he leaned down closer to them, pressing his body ever so closer, a servo pressed against the buldge from his spikes position within his lover, eliciting a cry so beautiful it was a melody that he would repeat to himself on his own time.
"I'm not leaving dear, you have me all night. I'm not stopping until your pussy is filled and dripping with my fluids. Soon enough you'll be round with my sparking, can you imagine it? " He purred before he shifted and ground his spike into their cervix.
"That's a good boy~ Take my spike as deep as you can, feel me deep within you." They sobbed in response as his spike was practically thrusting into their guts at this point. He was bottomed out fully inside of them!
"Let's make sure not a single drop is wasted. Shall we?"
#transformers#valveplug#maccadam#rung#mtmte rung#self insert x canon#transformers self insert#rung x oc#transformers smut#rowansmuts#cybertronian x human#I AM GOING FERAL OVER THEM#i love these two so much!
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abi’s three hundred one hundred follower celebration: choose your three favorite charmed ships | chris halliwell & bianca atwood
the absolutely chokehold these two have on me. enemies to lovers. changing sides and becoming a better person. finding love when you didn’t think yourself worthy of it. finding this one piece of happiness is a world destroyed and having to sacrifice it to the save the world that never did anything for you. risking your love on the hope that you’ll meet again in a new world.
#charmed#chris halliwell#bianca#chris x bianca#abis100fc#aesthetics#charmed edits#ogwork#usermargaret#hi! sorry i know i didn't ask before tagging you but i saw you going feral (affectionate) over chris and bianca#and you're the one who initially requested my three favorite ships like. two years (oops) ago so uhhh yeah#hopefully that's okay! okay cool yeah#fun fact here is my initial tags from like. two years ago when i fucking finished this bitch (current thots in pararentheses)#i spent eight hours on this on accident without moving#it's now 1:30 (i am queueing this for context)#the middle shippy bit isn't my favorite but i spent about four hours legitimately just trying to find aesthetics for them#and like i got a fair amount of quotes and stuff but actual aesthetic pictures? nope#which is why i ended up with the two edited screenshots in there#so if the middle bit looks bad: pretend it doesnt#the other two will. not be this detailed bc again EIGHT HOURS#(current me note: ha ha ha ha YOU DUMB BITCH)#i need to eat. and pee. and go to bed i have ignored literally every part of being a person for the last eight hours on accident.
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do you ever just sit there thinking about your favorite ocs while violently shaking. god. clenches fist. They're So.
#every time a song from their Joint Playlist comes on i go fucking feral#the betrayal the refusal to Let Go the haunting the persisting love the renunciation the resentment the abandonment the resignation#the overwhelming desire to do good vs the fear of admitting you were wrong vs the two people you love most tearing each other apart#AGHHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK IM SUDDENLY DEEP IN THE ORIGINAL SAUCE#five seconds i was Normal. scribbling welcome home#then One Of The Songs Came On and now im losing my fucking marbles#perceived betrayals leading to real betrayals....#going too far and now its too late you're Committed you cant go back#he came to you thinking he could make you understand and you could work together to make things Better#and instead you ripped his heart out and left it bleeding on the floor for everyone to see#THEY MAKE ME MORE INSANE THAN LITERALLY ANYTHING#absolutely unprompted#the oc Unwellness comes and goes in waves but its the only true constant obsession with my life#god those three... my dearest darling Trio.... how old are they turning this year?#is it year eight of having them? year nine?#one of the two is for sure how long ive had My Specialest Boy Light Of My Life The Reason I Am Still Alive#the other two came after... maybe only mere months after but he was the first and he is just. i love him so fucking much#he is so so personal to me. he has a permanent place carved out in my chest#he sleeps on my ribs <3#the other day i was reminiscing about his development over the years. his changes his different Versions#and fuck... he's really changed with me huh??#his past selves are echoes of my own self over the years#like he is Very different from me but at the same time. i created him with little pieces of myself sewn in#we hold the same views the same beliefs. im not him and hes not me but we're Kindred yk yk#i think i need to go listen to his playlist.... how long is it now... let me check... 15 hours 13 mins... 228 songs...#my gay 5'2 powerhouse of a guy. him <3#maybe 'them' too he's played fast and loose with gender over the years. holy shit wait#his development echoes mine... i characterized him as 'fucks with gender norms' long before i realized my own gender fuckery#god damn. i love him even more now. i didnt think that was possible. im going to cry. hes so important to me#he has been with me through my worst years... and will be with me through all the hard times to come <3
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#demlonzo#extemporize back chat#listen to me look me in the eye: if i have to give every last penny i have to bring back this version of cats i will gladly do so#please bring it back i am on my knees#like imagine just throwing that in there and expecting me *not* to go completely feral over it#the level of connection there is unparalleled especially if the two of them are in *exact sync*#have i made this before? i feel like i have but also there is never not a time to remake it#or maybe someone else made it and i reblogged it and if so i apologize#but maybe i am also just making this up XD
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WAIT SINCE WHEN DID FURY OF A SHATTERED MIRROR UPDATE HELLO HELLOOOOOOO??!!!!?!?!?????? (POSITIVE)
#OH SHIT!!!!!!! SCREAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!#chemi chats#HAND/EYE MY DARLING HOPE YOU FIND THAT GUN SOON XOXO#man. fuck. im in too deep truly. i see ''VOLITION -'' in purple and my singular braincell goes feral.#how am i meant to read in these conditions!!! its just his name!! dial it fucking back blorbo brainrot!!#[loud yelling] /ECHEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!/ [EVEN LOUDER YELLING] /EMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!/#inland my friend inland. waugh. okay going to that one post in my drafts where i type voli's name over and over so i can be normal.#everyone be FUCKING NICE TO PERCEPTION!!!!!! EVERYONE BE NICE TO INLAND'S POETRY!!!!!!!!!! oh perception honey. something's wrong.#''YOU - Walk into the void'' ''VOLITION [SUCCESS] - NO THE FUCK YOU DON'T!! SIT YOUR ASS DOWN''#fury is always like. it does NOT disappoint with the humor aspect and i cherish it for that#HOLKY FUGKJGH9NG SHIT HOW DID THEY CODE THAT#FUCKING HELL THIS FIC IS SO GOOD#LMAO REITERATING ON THE HUMOR ASPECT. GOD. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS CHECK.#THESE ARE SUCH GOOD CHOICES FOR THE TWO PARTS OF THE CHANT
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bill never expected him to stay. they eat, kiss, fuck, fall asleep in each other's arms, and wake up the next day, carrying on as if they didn't just meet yesterday. his whole world got turned upside down, but he couldn't bring himself to question it because what if frank leaves.
bill was many things, misanthropic and repressed being two of them, but he wasn't stupid so he kept his mouth shut and accepted all the little ways frank started asserting himself. he cleaned the house, helped him cook, started planting flowers simply for decoration instead of food, took care of the chicken and of bill with so much ease and adoration it made bill tremble when he thought about it.
after a week he lost count of all the times they had kissed and touched and loved each other. after a month, frank said i love you and something inside of bill broke.
he couldn't say it back, not for a long time, but he showed it with every touch, every gift, every measure to keep them safe. bill couldn't say it, but he built them a piece of heaven on earth and that was enough for frank.
#alex yells at the void#tlou hbo#tlou#episode 3#bill and frank#ficlet#kind of#i am still obsessed#going feral over two old gay men like i'm not a lesbian in their twenties#tlou frank#tlou bill
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For the end of season 1 have a sketch i did last night waiting foe the last two episodes to release
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor hazbin hotel#the radio demon#Ok but i am going feral over the theories#If not lilith then maybe Eve has his soul#My poor deer they did him justice but also dirty#I already want season two and it hasn't been a day since s1 ended#send me help#OK BUT THERE AREN'T ENOUGH PEOPLE TALIKNG ABOUT HIS VOICE WITHOUT THE RADIO!!#i dont need sleep i need answers!!!
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Anyone spotted this cutscene?
Hey SWTOR folks--
I've been spending a lot of time on the TorCommunity dialogue database for fic purposes lately, and as a Shara Jenn/Imperial Agent shipper I'm legitimately haunted by this allusion to a Chapter 3 scene with her--I've never ever seen a recording of it, and apart from here the only mention of it I've turned up is a passing comment on a nearly decade-old Reddit post, so I'm curious if it's still in the game and if anyone's encountered it!
Based on context clues, it seems to be triggered by this set of choices when you talk to her at the beginning of Chapter 2:
Agent: [What about our relationship?] And what happens to us? With the promotion, the assignment, all of it… Keeper: I know. I didn't mean it to go this way, Cipher. But it's over. There really isn't another choice. Agent: [I don't accept that.] So we just forget each other and walk away? It doesn't work like that. Keeper: What do you suggest? Partners in the field are one thing, but a Cipher and Keeper--it can't be allowed. Agent: [Give it a chance.] I'm not asking for the world. I'm asking you to keep an open mind. Keeper: I'm not--you need to leave for Nar Shaddaa. There's a meet set up with Ardun Kothe's men. I'll…think about what you've said. But focus while you're out there; I want you back alive.
And then here's a route through the scene itself with maximum flirt options (if I'm parsing it all correctly):
Keeper: Cipher, don't say anything. I'm walking out of the Citadel, and I'd like to discuss the…personal matters you've brought up before. Can we meet in the Nexus Room? For a drink? Agent: [Flirt, Of course.] I've been waiting to hear you say that for ages. Keeper: I'm aware of that. Five minutes, alone, please. [Scene break, she sends your companion away] Keeper: Hello, Cipher. Thank you for coming. You know, I don't often drink--the headaches and nosebleeds are part of the price of my heritage. Agent: [Flirt, You look nervous...] Are you uncomfortable? Can I help you relax? Keeper: In a manner of speaking. Quite a while ago, when I took this designation, I said we were over and you said I should keep an open mind. I did, and I thought, and I realized I don't know why you were being so persistent. Agent: [I care deeply about you.] I was being persistent because you mean the world to me. Keeper: Strange to hear you talk like that. I like you, Cipher. I like that you're an effective agent, I like the way you make my brain fuzz over. I'm not going to resign as Keeper, and we can't--but I'm willing to hope, and watch for our chance to be together. Agent: [Kiss her, What about now?] Some chances pass by quickly. Keeper: They do, at that. They'll be expecting me in the Citadel. Please be careful on this mission--I can't predict what's ahead. Agent: [We'll make this work someday.] I swear to you, you won't regret choosing to try. Keeper: That's not your promise to make. Get to your ship, and we'll have the future when it comes.
#swtor#star wars the old republic#shara jenn#watcher two#imperial agent#cipher nine#god i am feral about this#that feel when you ship something with minimal content and go fully insane over every detail that does exist
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Was in an “I need to do something fun, novel, and mildly dangerous right NOW or I am going to self-destruct” kind of mood so I got a waffle cone locally then walked an hour or two to Target and Big Lots, bought some stuff I needed, and carried it back from 8:30–10:00. I saw the moon! It is very orange. Very beautiful. Very powerful.
I got a file folder for important documents and some Command strips and hooks from Target; and a denim chindi rug, an over-door organizer, and some pretty butterfly depression glasses, which I assume are for liquor from Big Lots.
I also helped some kids cross the street because they were unsure how crosswalks worked; and I gave a few dollars to a lady holding a sign who needed it to support her kids. Honestly I liked doing those things more than the actual shopping but I am quite pleased with my denim chindi rug. It’s pretty.
#Adventures with Tarrie#I hate it when nothing interesting happens on the way to the store so this was a treat getting TWO interesting things.#And of course there’s the whole walking home at night thing where it’s basically me marching through town at 3 mph#threateningly staring down cars and any crevice in which a person could possibly hide#When it comes to normal social situations I freeze up#but when it comes to potential danger I’m like “Where the FUCK are all the creeps#Come and GET ME. I dare you to lay ONE finger on me. I DARE you. See what happens. I will bite your entire fucking HAND off.”#I’m not afraid of walking at night. It just fills me with bloodlust and makes me want someone to try me more than usual#I am such a feral animal. As soon as I step foot outside the mask drops and all social norms go out the window#I saw someone’s little surveillance camera turn on with a green light on the way home so I stopped and waved at it#with my two giant bags of purchased items on each arm#I stopped and ceremoniously bowed to the moon in front of passing cars#I always haul ass on crosswalks#Constantly talking to myself and the animals and occasionally trilling at things#And I walk FAST over any kind of terrain
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I want to WRITE but nothing is HAPPENING I am frothing at the fucking MOUTH
#I'm fine and normal this is fine!!!#it really is fine (not rn but in the long run) so i am not seeking advice just venting#i do really start to go feral when i dont write for a bit but I will get over it (by writing)#tbh i am actually reaching critical mass of feral vibes plus building up Stuff To Write again which is really just like what has to happen#it's about how it went for two months after i finished luminous worlds#and i am not really surprised it's been like four months of this given i finished both tiefling fic and also semi-finished a book draft#so it'll be fine soon and then i will be chilling 😎
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spectragus dont get enough credit for being a sun and moon ship but like. destructive sun and moon ship. sun and moon ship but they're the forces of nature the sun and moon actually are. the sun is harsh and relentless and unpredictable in its evil but also it's kindness, the moon is sharp and cold and cruel, a harsh light that doesn't allow you peace, but can also guide you, a light in the darkness. even on nights with a new moon, with no light in the sky, the moon is always reflecting the sun, and it'll be that way until they come to their end.
#spectragus give me a dopamine high that any sort of drug couldn't even come close to giving me#its the loyalty. its the seeing each other at their worst and still staying.#its the being the only person still around who knows and understands what youve been through#its the being so important to each other's characters that u cant mention one without recognising the impact the other has on them#i dont rlly do shipping unless its funny but also im a huge gus fan so like. yea. plus my view on romance is a bit all over the place anyway#something something my skrunkles deserve complicated relationships that are more than romantic but something else#its the trust thats the most important thing to me. trust and loyalty and devotion and#im sorry but i would have exploded if i like. didn't write down these thoughts#anyways fucked up gay people who are a package deal and that is a threat thats them#ik the majority of my posts are hee hee funnie and i usually dont take things too seriously#but these two have taken up part of my brain permanently since i was 8. like. they just live there. rent free.#i am like rabid rn. i am feral and i am insane and i am crazy and there are so many things wrong with me#i cant even write down all my fuckin thoughts there's so many my brain is going to Explode pray for me#idk if u understand how important it is to me the times they show kindness even while at their worst#they're not good people but they have people they care about and they care abt each other and that matters SO much#i take 0 criticism on my posts i only take cash. however there is no possible criticism to be made bc i am RIGHT#also this all kinda sparked from me getting obsessed with a certain kh character who has a connection to the moon#who is also one of my favourite characters ever#and if u know who it is and u also like him ur very cool#im not tagging this w character tags. im like. very shy. but#i love gus i love spectra i love spectragus#anyways see u next time where i should hopefully have art maybe potentially#i found the brushes i used to use back when i did lineless art so i am rlly happy
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Caleb for ask game
Opinion: The perfect character. The way they've given him such a clear personality and character while NEVER SAYING A WORD and only visibly being in like 3 episodes for not even a minute at a time? top tier character writing what the FUCK. you can tell what parts of the story were Most Important for Dana to show akljhfLFJALSJFKA. I love how they did the whole "all he did was love too much" trope while allowing his character to be shown as seeming mournful and almost bitter at his brother for killing him. I feel like usually with that trope, even in the ghost-way they're often shown as this angelic, forgiving being after death (i.e. early seasons mary winchester ghost), but Caleb is shown looking down at his brother is disgust and disappointment. I LOVE it i LOVE Caleb, would love to hear him talk one day but god if he sounds like Hunter I might have a full on meltdown
HC: I know it's basically canon, but he loves his wife so much. Evelyn is off shaking down travelers for snails and eating little critters Eda-style and Caleb is just over there like
I also really want him to have been Ghost Caleb, not Hallucination Caleb because HC that he has watched and welcomed home once killed each and every Golden Guard. His colony of sons. Sometimes they remind him a little to much of Evelyn or their child he never got to meet and it Hurts, but instead of being bitter he loves each and every one. Watching over Hunter without being able to do anything to warn him of the abuse that's to come or be able to stop his brother. The joy of him seeing Flapjack for the first time after 400 years when he finds his way to Hunter. Just. SO MUCH LEFT TO KNOW ABOUT CALEB AND I ALREADY LOVE HIM SO, SO MUCH.
#STILL GOING THRU THESE SORRY IM BAD AT EXISTING#asks#anons#ask game#toh#the owl house#caleb wittebane#I DONT TALK ABT IT MUCH HERE but i literally. am feral over caleb and evelyn#i just dont like how half the fandom portrays them so i am very Picky abt the art i interact with lmao#evelyn clawthorne#and to go further. my joke post from a year ago of prev gg ghosts watching after hunter and teasing him. about his human partners#only to find out. yes canon supports your goof. they most certainly did#obsessed with all the new gg's love lives#how many prev gg's were killed for falling in love with a witch? for philip to over time see them as less and less human to the point where#his last gg falls in love with two humans but now THATS a problem bc this Creation of horrific Wild Magic is now corrupting-#two Innocent Humans#Not to rant and rave about the time in the castle but.
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I honestly am thinking on this again as someone with a major speech impediment but wow people are assholes over not being able to pronounce names. Especially European words or names.
TLDR: don't be an ass to people with speech impediments they are trying don't be an asshole to someone trying.
I personally cannot speak most sounds that require harsh rolling or accented notes. Physically cannot. So learning new words or yet alone speaking them is a geniunly painful thing cause everyone else seems to be able to do those things sort of thing.
I actually love katakanization of names and the sort for that reason since it gives me a spring board to try and pronounce it in English. (Also I can in fact speak Japanese a bit smoother than English due to my speech issues)
But it does baffle me the amount of mockery and rudeness people have over me not being able to pronounce the name of something right. Literally the most damning thing besides me having seizures from a piece of media is if people are rude about me trying to talk about it. If I'm passionate about it I don't care but if I'm engaging with someone else and I say something and your response is to derail the full conversation to mock my issue of saying something I'm not going to want to discuss it again.
Like sorry I can't say Mc white boys blorbos name I can't even roll my letters yet alone say a good chunk without lisping the full word or 15 pause breaks for the word.
#rambles#personal rambles#speech impediment#no seriously i really hate the way people act towards others with speech impediments#i literally cannot change the way my mouth does stuff why mock me for it?#its beyond stupid and not funny to be an arse#like this is a noteable thing that people who speak PURELY ENGLISH do to me#its never people who speak mutiple languages also cause they get the nightmare of accents and speech issue with other linguistics#but still like its the equivalent of the saw meme#before you is a person with a speech impairment he is going to say the name of some European blorbo who you are feral over#if you laugh at him for not being able to say it the 'right' way your head explodse#now i am someone to try my best and learn notes of linguists just to try to speak better but that doesnt make me able to#i can tell you that i can in fact only speak japanese well on a good day due to the lack of constanants and years of practice#you tell me to say a common french word and my mouth will explode trying the first two letters cause i cannot
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