#i am goin through it rn
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"Would you set yourself on fire to warm me?"
"No. but you would set me on fire, and I would let you."
#i am goin through it rn#anyway#codependent relationships#toxic relationship#self distructive#self sacrifice#martyr complex#mr darcy#will#abed#b topher#bruno#dan#my post#prince andhera#sam#aziraphale#the bentley#johnathan#wash#evan
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The show that pulled me out of a very dark place in my life and became one of my biggest special interests has just changed its studio and style suddenly with basically no warning
Of course I’m (more than a little) upset 😭
#I’m obviously gonna give it a chance#no way in hell am I dropping it like that#but my god I realllyy don’t handle change well#especially when it’s something that has had this much of an effect on my life#I’m just really shocked and disappointed and kinda mad rn#goin through the 5 stages of grief over here 😔✌️#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk season 5#text post
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The weather was nice and I felt pretty yesterday ☺️✨💜
#itme#mine#about me#my face#it’s like 80 degrees again today but yesterday was perfect#also I’m goin through it rn so I am clinging to this moment lol
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How do you even create like genuinely
#I never feel like anything I make is like actually original#like everything I've ever done has just felt like a weird frankensteining together of random shit I'm just ripping off#I just feel rn like I've never had an original thought in my head and am just ripping off shit I like#how do I avoid that? how do I make things that are actually original and cool?#how do I do things that haven't been done before?#I'm goin through it rn#pun's text posts
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my reoccurring need to infodump about various horror series that i keep binge-watching is extremely and immensely inconvenient considering the only people in my general vicinity is my two very christian parents that explicitly ordered me, even at the age of eighteen years old, to never, ever, watch horror movies....
#so yeah#im goin thru it rn#this has been me specifically with#scream#saw#and#american psycho#but that list will grow eventually because i am getting through more and more horror movies now !!#wish me luck lol#me#horror films#cryptposting
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why do fire alarm batteries
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ever need replacing when you are dead fucking asleep
did i enrage god? does she hate me now as i too hate this creation of ours? when will she replace MY batteries
#THEYRE ALWAYS CONVOLUTED AS SHIT TOO 'oh 1 beep this 3 beeps this its plugged into the wAll but also has batteries and you can press this#'button to make it stop beeping for a min but only MAYBE cos it might also just make it start shrieking or speaking in a very loud voice#how do you *get to* the batteries you ask? it would make perfect sense if you were awake but theyre only going to go off middle of sleeping#so!! who knows. this says you need to insert a pin for batteries but theres a label over it but the label has a handy little dot printed#where the tunnel for said pin is under so u can just push through the label ig. but where tf do i get a pin-#*remembers i have actual like pushpins. is unsure if thatll be long enough but all i can think of without further bothering either roommate#*they are not long enough*#*digs into closet trying to be quiet to get to my sewing box for a needle cos thats the Only thing i can think of that might work and#that i know definitely where it is* needle fits but fits....loosely-#*reexamines the beep machine* the pin. for some reason. is supposed to be inserted to LOCK the battery tray so it doesnt open#why you need to Lock a battery tray with a little stick on a device that is already going to be up on the ceiling or top of a wall idk#but in my soggy state i became jared 19 and could no longer read#anyway the reason i hadnt been able to just pull the tray out was because fool that i am i tried to just pull it..yknow....out? but#its a fuckin swivel out to the side thiing#AND WHEN I FINALLY GOT IT OPEN YALL. YALL. MOST RIDICULOUS SIZED FUCKING BATTERY THAT WE DO NOT HAVE. SO WE CANT REPLACE IT RN.#istg istG#THERES NO REASON THAT THESE THINGS CANT BE MORE UNIVERSALLY SIZED#BATTERIES WALL PLUGS PHONE AND LAPTOP CHARGERS AND PORTS#CONSISTENCY *ESPECIALLY* ESPECAILY ESPECIALLY FOR SHIT THAT IS IMPORTANT AND CAN BE LIFE SAVING LIKE THIS#WHY ARE THERE SO MANY STUPID DIFFERENCES FOR NO REASON oh good the devils lettuce has hit me praise be thank fuck#SMOKE DETECTOR<<<<thats what theyre called i rememebered ik it was smth different#anyways#just me#smoke detector#no muscle memory this ones not goin in queue jail for 2 months it is free
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Five laps at freddy's looks s o fun.
#Cade.Txts#am slowly goin through all the stuff bein released rn.#but ouuofuug i wish i could play it.#i hope the carts r semi customizable.#or theres upgrades n some of them r sillyyy.
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I start my big boy dream job on Monday and I am already an anxious fucking wreck
#this is the type of job I have been working & fighting towards for years#and it’s finally here. and I am very emotional abt it#I know it’ll be good and I’ll be fine but my brain is really goin through it rn lmao
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tumblr: hey there, welcome to our community survey, got any suggestions for how we can make the site better me, staring directly into the eyes of my personal fbi agent in my webcam:
bring back p*** you cowards
#ooc.#I don't even post spicy content and never rly did when it wasn't banned aside from joke posts/allusions#but tumblr could so easily solve their dwindling userbase problem with one simple hack#but they're too cheap to hire actual moderators instead of poorly-trained bots#or hash out actual robust content guidelines#checks the 'can we contact you later' box like yeah bet#send one of ur employees over to my inbox to hear me rant abt how s*x work is real work and the family-friendly-ification of the internet#is a smokescreen to allow bigots to impose even more restrictions on vulnerable communities#anyways g'mornin friends that awful kosa bill is goin through the house rn and I am Full of Dread
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#beafy#my art#why does it look like weed plants#(i do not know what weed plants look like)#also made with kidpix i am goin through my folder rn
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i cannot stop reading jimmys twitter (SolidarityCoUk) as SolidarityCock please help me
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In a mood right now, so I figured it’s about time I shared some of my writing on here lmao. Excerpts and summary under the cut.
Cal Kestis was a mystery to you, even after knowing him for five years on Bracca. The pieces start to fall into place when you're woken up to an emergency broadcast, demanding anyone with information on jedi fugitive Cal Kestis to come forward with it.
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An exploration of the dynamics between a character who only knew Cal on Bracca, and the consequences that come after he leaves.
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“Nice job,” you chuckled, playfully bumping your shoulder against his. He responded by draping an arm around your shoulder, squeezing slightly before letting go.
“I can’t take all the credit,” he responded, turning his gaze to you. “I wouldn’t have been able to do it without my amazing mentor.”
You rolled your eyes, scoffing. “You’re a dork, you know.”
He only chuckled, bumping you with his elbow before switching off the skeleton.
“You’re the one who decided to keep me around.”
You chuckled again, shaking your head as a response because he technically had a point. You pretty much had to force your friendship onto him when he first showed up. He was smaller then, both physically and metaphorically. He was quieter and kept to himself to the point no one even knew his name. That isn’t to say that he’s not secretive now, he’s just a little more open, especially when it came to you.
“Don’t act like you don’t appreciate me, Kestis.” You rolled your eyes, taking a quick glance at the sky. It was lighter, and you knew that you would have to show up to the scrap heaps soon.
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He stuttered, catching your gaze for the first time since he started rambling. Your eyes were wide, surprise and fear mixing in your irises. You were scared, plain and simple. You were afraid of letting Cal go, letting him leave, but you were also afraid of joining him. You were afraid that you would join him and things would be different. That you had both changed to the point where your previous relationship was now unattainable. You were afraid of letting go of the version of Cal that lived in your head. The one that woke you up at unreasonable hours in the morning to take a look at his droid or watch the sunrise or stand out in the rain, just taking everything in. The one that loved ponchos even though you made fun of him for it, the one that made jokes about you doing a bang-up job as a mentor and laughed when you called him a dork and grinned because you still adored him for it.
You were afraid of losing the Cal Kestis that existed in the little moments on Bracca, and you hated yourself for it.
#writing#star wars#star wars fanfiction#cal kesits#cal kestis x reader#cal kestis x you#cal kestis fanfic#fanfic#ace writes#am I just fucked up because survivor releases tomorrow?#perhaps#but also other shit has me goin through it rn lmao#i might start advertising my writing here idk#maybe ill be more active again who knows
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Anyone got some motivation to spare? I gotta get through this nightmare clusterfuck of a room
Too much visually goin on I can't focus
#quit eavesdropping toots#equal parts questionably destructive choices in the amount of caffiene i have the last month#and genuinely good lifestyle changes like pickin up a physical activity casually again and stretching and carin about my space#and takin care of like. body stuff. vitamins and tryin to eat more healthy stuff yknow. both things at the same time#environment space. bein a mess... is the next hurdle. tryin to declutter without bein upsetting about it#like yeah i know legos aint my thing rn but its not worth the headache to bury them on the attic#but they do gotta be somewhere nice and not on the floor#im procrastinatin. i need to either start pickin up stuff and goin through it or have a nap on it and untangle the thinkythought spaghetti#like. i am not takin my flags off the wall or ditching my chaos rug. i mean like#half opened storage boxes too much stuff#txt
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*googles sexuality quiz*
*googles gender quiz*
*googles gender quiz actually made by faggots*
*googles sexuality quiz for people whos gender its more complicated than 1 of three selections*
*googl
#goin through it#and this is without the whole “actually theres a couple of fellas who contradict eachother” thing#i am in a mini phase rn ig#or somethn idk
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he’d died and come back. there was still more for him to do , more fingers to consume before his inevitable ( and final ) death. okkotsu wasn’t at fault for this and , if he was honest with himself , he held back in the fight. after shibuya he deserved it. if anything he was surprised anyone would want him to continue living. he had disrupted countless lives and taken too many. his hands remained stained with blood , a constant reminder of the destruction he had caused. he hated that his body had been used to cause such chaos. even now , he felt numb , detached from it all. he understood his role and resolved to follow that path until it led him no further. he’d fight until a stronger enemy comes along and puts him down for good.
“ this is all my fault. ” / @chosouh
❛❛ it’s not your fault. don’t shoulder the blame. ❜❜ as he sits , slumped forward , he contemplated the situation and he found it oddly peculiar. since choso referred to himself as his onii - chan , they hadn’t really had a proper conversation. did he believe it ? at that moment , he couldn’t be certain. almost killed by someone , only to be regarded as family afterward . . . it felt perplexing and inexplicable. however nothing truly surprised him. after all , wasn’t he already halfway a curse himself ? in a sense , the specifics didn’t matter much , as long as they were aligned on the same side. having choso as an ally rather than an adversary provided a certain degree of solace. itadori found some comfort in knowing he had another person supporting him.
❛❛ besides , i’m fine. still alive and kicking. ❜❜ barely.
#answered.#verse / culling arc#hi hello!!#so yes this is after yuta 'kills' him#i am so sad over them#yuji is goin through it rn RIP
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got 2 hours of sleep and now ive been lying awake in bed for 4 hours. might kill myself
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