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Welcome to the Dungeons of Fear and Hunger.
#Fear and Hunger#D'arce Cataliss#Cahara#Ragnvaldr#Enki Ankarian#Unlike Dungeon Meshi - I cannot in good faith recommend this game to a broad audience.#My background with F&H goes as follows: I am hanging out with a friend. He says “hey try this game I've been playing.” I say “Okay!”#I have never heard of this game. I pick the mercenary. I go through 5 min of character history and background. I am mauled to death by dogs#It took me 4 resets to even get in the dungeon. But I finally get there. I am caught by a guard. He cuts off all but one of my limbs#I am forced to crawl around in a blood and corpse pit until the game tells me 'give up idiot'.#I reset. I am mauled by dogs again. I realize this is not for me but I am intrigued enough to go home and watch some playthroughs#And WOW what an interesting game it is! I really do appreciate games that blend their design philosophy with the theme it wants to set#This is a game about fear and hunger. And persevering. And penis (my god is there a lot of penis)#I recommend this to people who like extremely challenging games and can handle the many *content warnings* within this series#If the idea of Bloodborne/eldenring and undertale having a little RPG maker baby sounds appealing to you - give it a shot#It's made by ONE GUY and it's a great horror game. I am just really bad at it.#My friends just enjoy putting me in situations where I scream and yell. We don't talk about the corn mazes. Or the other horror game nights#Apparently I'm funny when I'm Scared!#As people who follow me on twitter might know; I am deep in the pits of this series right now. I will be back with more art.
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#this might be the most scribble thing I post here yet bahahahahahahahahahahaaha#I still like how the hands turned out even though I didn’t finish them😇#but it’s pretty messy and the hands might be the only part I like🥲#but since this blog is my art journey documentation here you are#I was pretty busy today so no good art but maybe tomorrow we’ll see#I am preparing things to FINALLY answer my asks🥹#& if you tagged me in anything I actually have been meaning to respond!!!!!!!! my notifications are the WORST and so confusing on here😵💫#and I’m technology grandma…#hope u all have had an amazing day !!!! 🫶#my brother in law has been fishing and catching SO MANY sargo#(sargo = sea bream for the animal crossing playing English speakers😙)#AND ITS LITERALLY SOOOOOOOOO DELICIOUS !!!!!#i cook it in the weirdest way possible#you just have to gut the fish and cut off its fins etc#then you put it in a wet salt bed and cover it up…cook it for 30 min…AND VOILA ITS DONE !!!!!#I don’t add any spices…NOTHING…and this fish literally has the taste and texture of crab covered in butter#LIKE…😳 it might be my favorite food/fav thing to cook these days bc it’s so easy and fresh caught fish is just delicious😫#well that was my grandma cooking show of the day👩🍳#now you know how to cook sargo a la sal 👩🍳#also going back to the drawing🥹 I just love these two so much…#I love thinking of sweet moments…most of my angst is confined to writinc😆#the chapter I’m writing right now is SO ANGST DEPRESSING (sorry Eloise)#it will get better…I promise…#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy oc#hogwarts legacy mc#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x mc
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me stoically navigating my way through drama bc bigger things are ahead and it’s not my fault people are dumb
#kissed a guy at a kickback and thought we caught a vibe only to find out he just wants to fuck me. next#friend’s bf of 7 years drunkenly hit on me at the same kickback (I was not ok w this). they ended up beefing over me. he denied everything.#do I want to be involved in this? no. and so I simply ignore it and keep it pushing#and the guy I kissed is cancelled. like he is dead to me. so that’s also taken care of#it’s back to studying full-time for the mcat#going to the gym/taking walks daily#volunteering at the refugee center + clinic#getting published in orgo research papers#and trying to snag the opportunity to shadow doctors at a massive cancer research center. like I’d kill for it#december was such a mess but I’ve finally made peace w the fact that most of the stuff that happened I couldn’t prevent#but I’ve mourned it enough !! whatever drama comes out of it I’ll handle just fine#i literally want to be a multitasking academic weapon everyone is intimidated of this year#i am not letting something as puny as a dumb man (both of them btw) stop me. goodbye#also everyone involved is older than me (they’re both 23) but it all just feels like such high school behavior#this is not a euphoria episode like I’m literally just not entertaining any of this#had to get this off my chest. i feel better#p
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I really do have love to give. I just don't know where to put it. - Magnolia (1999)
#ted lasso#tedlassoedit#tedlassosource#ted lasso spoilers#rebecca welton#m*ne#mine: lasso#i just think it's so important that we're getting to see how she's grown into her ultimate unfettered bestie and beloved leader self#that her big heart that had been locked up for years can finally spill out over everyone around her#she's not caught up in rupert or dating apps or her brand or how she's *supposed* to be#she's FREE and LIGHT and honest and so wholly present and supportive and generous with her heart#SHE HAS SO MUCH LOVE TO GIVE AND SHE HAS PLACES TO PUT IT#the wise up of it all i SWEAR#and with roy that she's like it's time for rebecca to be rebecca#she knows who she is and she's choosing it#not holding her tongue or staying out of things because of fear about how people might react to her honesty and how she presents herself#trusting that people she loves like roy and ted aren't going to punish her for telling them the truth#oh i am soooo emo about it i love her so much
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I said “It might blow up in your pretty face”
I’m not saying do it anyway… but you’re going to
With the title for funsies!!
#FINALLY I LIKE THIS ONE. ITS SO PRETTY I THINK#that’s in part because this album cover is really really pretty but still!! My painting looks pretty!!#anyway im officially caught up on system swift and am READY for rep tv#cough cough. any day now /j#total drama#total drama vito#td vito#taylor swift#1989 tv#1989 taylor's version#system swift#Starry makes art#id like to add that I limited myself to the vault tracks for the caption lyric and will continue to do so for rep tv and debut tv#and that slut! is. a good fit for Vito in my opinion. If he’s all dressed up they might as well be looking at him you know
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nonbinary doctor #confirmed back in '71
#absolutely whooshing through 3rd Doctor#he's my favourite and season 8 is also all his gay little slapfight/mutual saving lives/offering to run away together with the Master#*favourite so far of the 3 pre-reboot doctors i've met#please don't ask me for a final ranking until I am truly caught up#I miss Liz though - she was the best companion so far and I'm not even biased because of her name#doctor who
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the immense rage i felt while watching this entire scene go down was so strong. the gall to find joy in someone's misery, misery that cant even be stopped by them even if they wanted to change it. i feel so sad for him seeing this go down
if u need like... a brief explanation on what happened, heres how it went
these two miners probably knew that he gets so excitable when he sees money, so one of them throws a coin to catch his attention which he does, and nor.ton desperately tries to catch it. the coin lands on one miner and they step on the coin and they laugh at him as he tries to lift his foot up and then they continue to toss the coin around until they were done with him :((((((((((( he keeps the coin but you can already understand how hes feeling there :(
#its so sad that throughout the entire play- nor.ton keeps getting memories and flashbacks from the past. especially leading up to the moment#where he exploded the mines. its so sad how hes constantly ridden with the past and he even caught spacing out a couple of times by his#fellow survivors. poor guy just carries so much burden of guilt and it all stemmed from his desperation to live better#one person in the chat said he's basically reliving the events in the mines as he stays in the manor. because he believes he'll win big#and its all at the cost at... outliving or exploiting the others.#i am so miserable dude. this is so well executed#~ rambling#see this is the chunk of lore to explain why i adore his story. its so complicated. hes not a good or bad guy. he tries to be good but fall#for the bad deeds because... what better is there for him to do? good isnt coming his way- it feels like the only option he ever has left i#the more dangerous route#:(#its 7am so ill try to sleep but. im so happy#im so happy to finally watch his play. even if theres no subtitles i was able to understand it. ill wait for the day subs are ready#but for now. im so happy. all the hype build up was really really worht it#ill try to give ithaqua's a watch someday because i hear its even more sadder than this one and im interested
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I mentioned this in the AO3 comments, but:
What does Fuuta think about how Es treated Amane at the end of her interrogation? (Still not completely sure what happened)
And in trial 2, what does he think now that Kotoko has joined the ranks of "people who have been hit by Es" while he has not? (And Amane, if she didn't already count)
Yessss thank you :3 I always enjoy LCSyS questions (even if I take forever to reply to comments and things LMAO) Though, some details apply outside of the au too
Well. I don’t know if it really needs to be said for Fuuta, but yeah, he is pissed 😅 Even if she wasn’t directly hit, he would be just as riled up that she was treated so roughly. (Ah, I’m once again tempted to write up my mv machine post, but) basically I picture the machine itself locking the prisoner in place with sudden restraints. There were reactions of shock and fear, as if it were affecting them immediately, and prisoners like Fuuta and Muu would definitely run from it if they could. So I believe that moment in Amane’s first interrogation is just Es standing over her and rubbing it in. There’s no direct harm, but the fact that they are so smug about her helplessness is just as psychologically painful.
I don’t know if Amane would really go into detail about her interrogation (the others who were hit seem the type to come right out and say it), but she mentions it during the trial hiatus debriefing. Fuuta is furious: “why didn’t you say something sooner?? I would have kicked their ass right then and there!” His outburst is the very reason she doesn’t tell him that she was hit in T2. She knows he’ll get himself into more trouble, and she feels pressured to bear it on her own. She ends up pulling him aside and telling him during the second hiatus. He has to tone down his explosion a bit to focus on comforting her more than cursing Es. Though I don’t know exactly what will happen, the knowledge that she was hit drives him to stand by her side in T3 and defend her every chance he gets, affecting whatever changes we already are getting hints of.
He feels equally upset when Kotoko mentions getting hit, and Kotoko's nonchalance allows him to do a full rant. She doesn’t seem that phased, and admits it makes sense they would have an extreme reaction to her violence. She says that she deserved it, and Fuuta of all people stumbles over his words to tell her that she didn’t – violence does not deserve more violence. (He’s learning, folks!) In the privacy of his own thoughts, the poor guy is mortified. He would be grateful if he didn't keep comparing himself with the others who didn't get hit. “Do I look as fragile and girly as Yuno, Muu, and Mahiru?” “Do they not see me as a threat?” “Do they pity me or something?” He makes up his mind to be a big, manly threat in T3 and be taken seriously enough to get hit. (He can only learn so much at a time, folks.)
#milgram#lights camera sing your sins#thanks for the question! im glad you asked on here too because i probably wouldve held back on ao3#also right after im done posting these i am sitting down and writing my mv machine post!!! no one else will care but i keep wanting to!!!#outside of the au fuuta would think kotoko getting hit Was deserved but i think hed think twice about it#hes starting to pick up on the whole cycles of violence thing: es hurting kotoko for hurting fuuta for hurting killcheroy who was doing har#but he cant fathom why amane gets caught up in all of this and hes LIVID#it draws him closer to her even without the religious aspect#they both just want to protect the other in the way they think is best :')#and yeah even in canon i think kotoko isnt too phased by the hit -- her language is force after all#she may not think she deserves it per se but she respects es for showing their power like she did#and hey who knows! maybe fuuta comparing himself against the girls is what finally kicks off her transition <3#fuuta kajiyama#amane momose#kotoko yuzuriha
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And just like that, I HAVE FINISHED PENACONY!!!
#YESSSSS#I AM FINALLY CAUGHT UP!!!!#now all I need to do is do the new adventure#and then the event#and all of the quests I missed out on#AND THEN I AM READY FOR THE NEW PLANET#WOOOOOO#ladye plays hsr
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he heard you were calling him short
#my art#fanart#vtuber#vtuber fanart#virtual youtuber#nijisanji#nijisanji en#iluna#kyo kaneko#drawkyo#I've finally caught up posting art to tumblr after so long omg#I've been behind for months#I'm finally free#anyway omg. kyo. his new model is so good. omg.#I am an appreciator of all kyos both big and small#still wild to me that he's taller than ren now omg#but yeah he looks so good fr!! aaaaa!!#my oshi's growing up I feel like a proud mother#lmao jk jk
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Happy SOTE day everyone we are 4.5 hours from launch here and I am just about ready to keel over with excitement amen ✨️
#sin speaking#(played demons souls this week!! now im all caught up on the entire catalogue and ready to go)#(i wish i had art to post but alas. ive been artblocked like crazy again. i shall return to my morpho books and remember who i am)#(my tarnished and i are for now eagerly awaiting our next adventure tho.)#(black knife set is the best one idc)#(finally god take me)#(i am a basic blunt object of a woman when it comes to builds but esfir is also packing some beefy faith stats too rn)#(v excited for that one crucible incantation U KNOW THE ONE.....)
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rejuvenation has made me cry twice now and it was both about dying mothers </3
#pokemon rejuvenation#ive been running around doing sidequests all day before continuing chapter 15 and i just wrapped up the lost souls one and man.#man.....#anyway i am once again way past my bedtime but at least i finally have ... most... of the sidequests caught up#can progress onwards with chapter 15 yippee
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[PALISADE 55 spoilers]
.............. well despite the MANY misfortunes of the Questlandia epilogue, at least we can say that Clem IS off Palisade. godspeed to the galaxy's most pathetic girlboss and i hope you continue to see many, many hammers in your future
#mine#f@tt liveblogging#friends at the table#palisade#f@tt spoilers#(and there are more spoilers in the tags)#hi yes i'm somehow still alive despite grad school's best efforts#i haven't listened to any more of sih but i AM caught up on palisade#all of it (question mark?)#it sounds like. ''a palette of colors'' may Not be the finale after all?#don't get me wrong i am SO HERE for a mission to stop motion from getting to perennial#but i am just a tad confused as to what's going on#still this episode was a WELCOME companion through post-4th of july weekend traffic
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i always forget i have Healthcare System Anxiety until i have to interact with The Healthcare System and immediately just start screaming internally for days
#my mom obliterated her bones and the pre-surgery surgery post-surgery experience. the ER situation. moving 2 the woods#this is a vent post i forget my complaining tag#waited 30 mins for an ambulance & when we called back they were like ''yeah it hasnt been assigned to anyone & might be hours''#so i drove her to the ER with a migraine & ran over some pylons (cool).#stuck in the ER for 9 hours. took 4 hours for anyone to give her any kind of pain management. i caught covid#was supposed to get a call when she was out of her 2 hrs max surgery. was told i could call if i hadn't heard anything#5 hours later i called and was transferred 6 times - told she had been discharged - told she had never been registered at that hospital -#yelled at by a nurse for asking for patient information - eventually got the right department and was told oh yeah sorry she's in recovery#was supposed to find out if she could come home or not in 30 mins. 3 hours later theyre like OK come get her#i show up and the doors to that wing are. locked? and no one's there to unlock them?#apparently i was supposed to pick up the wall phone? and call a code they hadn't given me? spent 30 mins getting help from other department#to GET THEM TO OPEN THE DOORS. FREE HER RELEASE HER#finally i get in and she's OK SHES FINE except morphine doesn't work on her so that's. fine. bodies are good to have#we have reached shrimp colours levels of anxiety i am a walking talking stress migraine but she's doing ok. but holy fuck#kayvswords#also like she's black and all of her nurses and doctors have been white so feeling normal about all of it all around
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every time i think about john and arthur being known as one entity and that entity being called dies irae i want to literally scream and explode
#like are you KIDDING MEEEEE. catnip. catnip for me as an individual sicko person#makes brain go brrrrrrrrrrrr but at like 100000 decibels#like even leaving out the day of wrath of it all. ONE ENTITY. ONE BEING. CHEWS FIBERGLASS#oh i am not immune to the we are venom of it i fear#can you tell who finally caught up on the last malevolent episode yesterday and is unwell about it#aster chat
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#awful day guys. truly awful.#my buddy doctor is away for the second time in three weeks AND i was away a couple of days in between#so I'm covering all her patients and i haven't caught up from the LAST time she was away#i am also very bemused by her decisions. you know what i am NOT doing anything with that test#you ordered it last time (a test i would never do in a baby) and it came back weird so i called paeds and they said i would never do that#test in a baby#WHICH I WROTE DOWN#i do not know WHY you ordered it again and i am NOT making it my problem this time around#anyway. very long day. then my coworker set the alarm on me. then i finally went out to my car and to cap it off#it had been raining and my door leaked??? the driver seat was all wet!#what an end to a day#i have ordered curry but i had to order from the kinda flaky place bc most places are closed on a Monday#so hoping it doesn't take forever and i can enjoy a curry at the end of a terrible day
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