#i am being the bigger person here
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when everything on the internet starts to annoy me i just do this to myself
#like some things are very insignificant#but some people are just annoying and dumb like i am sorry#i shouldn’t be wasting my time but i am tired TIRED#of being bombarded with stupidity lately you guys don’t understand 😭😭😭😭#i am being the bigger person here#tris.txt
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being like 5’2” - 5’4” is so attractive to me like omg ur head fits right under my chin and right in my tits ♡ let me hold you. i love being a tall girl
#im not picky about height. i do have a preference for shorter ppl tho 🙈#i just like being bigger hehe. like augh i love how u fit in my arms i love how i curl around u when we spoon i can hold u so close#im basically a giant teddy bear that holds u back n keeps u cozy. but also being small means ur so easy to fold n toss around 😩💕#i want to be big and comfy like.. my arms r always a good place to relax 💆🏾♀️#we can trade places sometimes‚ i won't say no 😏💕 but i wanna take care of you 💐🧎🏾♀️ this is already fulfilling for me#literally the most peaceful thing in the world#also luv to lean down or get on my knees sometimes for someone shorter than me. i am a hugger i am wrapping my arms#around ur waist and squeezing us together (but not too much). i enjoy being pressed against each other#having to hug someone over the shoulders out of convenience is always like nooo i give really good hugs i promise#lost the plot here folks.. this is a short person appreciation post ♡ that was very hot of you#my easily excitable heart thanks u 🙈 im so drawn to u like waow 👉🏾👈🏾 hi#god..
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wait, why can’t a decent amount of the members in proto-thunderclan not hunt?
A lot of them have serious physical disabilities! It's enough that it poses a logistical problem, which they are committed to overcoming together.
Thunder Storm's three legs makes him slower than his companions. He's ferociously powerful, but like a male lion, he has to rely on his "lionesses" to slow a large animal.
Bright Storm has asthma from her heroics trying to save SkyClan cats from a fire. She's taking that from Gray Wing, who is famously the first major death now. Like her son, she has a difficult time with chasing prey.
Bumble is dyspraxic. She's a terrible hunter and fighter and struggles with self-worth because OTHERS used it to dehumanize her, and continues to, even after an entire society forms out of love of her.
Sunlit Frost has permanent nerve damage in his arm from the fire, and ends up working so hard that it makes his disability worse. A bite on the good paw from Snake becomes infected after he refuses to sit out from digging graves after the First Battle; I am planning a chunky B-plot about Sunlit coming to terms with the fact he has to retire early.
That's FOUR major members of a small group with physical disabilities that make hunting hard or impossible. They have a lot of logistical problems that I will actually be exploring solutions to.
#One of the solutions will probably be a hog hunt which I'm excited for#As there's a bunch of things each person can do to help with that#It's really such a shame that canon is so hyperfixated on disabled cats feeling like they 'need to be useful' in a very well established--#Society where they CAN just be comfortably cared for#It frustrates me that the series keeps portraying that as a Good Thing and not either a tragedy of self-worth OR an exploration of--#SOCIAL ableism.#So for BB!DOTC I'm going to try and take aim at both#Ok then; let's TALK about a small underdog group who needs its members to contribute#And let's talk about how even THIS little group INNATELY values its members. How that is good and natural#And how there's NO excuse for the bigger group to be so cruel. It's not neccesity. It never was. It was spite.#Thunder Storm says 'The point of having a group at all is to care for each other. NOT to have it serve you.'#Man really comes out here like FROM EACH ACCORDING TO HIS ABILITY. TO EACH ACCORDING TO HIS NEED#And I am trying to think of how to stress how MUCH food SkyClan has. Like how I'll show that...#I'll definitely need to make sure to set up a lot during the time Thunder Storm is Clear Sky's acolyte.#Btw does that sound like a good word? Trying to figure out what Tribe cats call their apprentices#Because fuuuuck no I'm not calling them To-bes
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my anger is a slightly wet towel that will still feel wet when you dry your hands with it and because of this your hands aren't really dry. if you leave the fuck alone however you might have a better trip to the pool
#problems!#i just am not in the mood for really anything#small stuff turning into bigger stuff throughout the entire goddamn day#and i cant sit here and act like im not bothered by anything when many things bother me#im the last person who needs to admit they have problems because we all fucking get it i have shit going on#but when someone keeps pushing my buttons when im not in the button pushing fucking mood#i tend to seethe and wallow. because any external expressions are just me being violent and shouting or self harming#i cant wait to be left alone#cutting contact with everyone in my family once i am for like a year minimum and then i will choose who i allow back in
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Okay obviously we all love to babifie xie lian but what if we made it literal. Baby xie lian ascending at 14 getting banished at 17.
#heaven official's blessing#tgcf#Xie lian#Baby girl xie lian#But like#Literally#This is just me finding ways to make this angsty series more angsty#Actually literally child xie lian#Omg omg wait hold on a moment I am having big brain moment#Xie lian and hua cheng being the same age#Tiny little baby xie lian playing jun wu at ten catching a child he's barley bigger than#Just to really drive point home that xie lian wasnt allowed to be an actual person#And was instead a treasure#To be clear everything that happened during the war and first banishment still happen#We are on an angst kick here#Omg omg wait baby mu qing who just wants his mom I'm going to cry#Baby Feng xin who just entered gaurd training
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i'm always trying to be soooo brave and (a) bigger person but !!! ARGHHHH being the bigger person hard
#mhac.txt#i mean it's not exactly being a bigger person here. just trying to respect boundaries.#but argh. SOMETIMES i am too curious about how my ex is.#and have to be a good person and try not to annoyingly reconnect.#i don't think they care about me anymore. or wouldn't care to reconnect so. i have to not be a bad person.#someone explode me.
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He thinks he soo fuckin pretty, smh (he is)
#this was the ballin' option from that poll btw#he calls Henry “dork” a lot#but not in a mean way ofc#he just likes to use nicknames a ton#also new canon things imma hide here#he is SO CRACKED at Dance Dance Revolution#he went to the arcade a lot as a kid and played it every time#he's had that jersey since high school btw#and more Toppat!Cameron lore I'll put here#ofc his personality is gonna differ slightly from the og so#he picked up a lot from Reg#he's a BRAT and he's a STINKY SPOILED RAT (AFFECTIONATE)#he's got an even bigger ego and he's even more full of sass and sarcasm#he's still strong but not as strong as og Cam because no military training n such so he's more puntable#on the other hand he's a bit smarter#also he crushes big time on Sven and somewhat Burt OoOOOOoOoo#Toppat!Cam is very good at lying and being sneaky#meanwhile og Cam is in the kitchen at 4 AM BEING THE LOUDEST THING EVER AND ENDS UP WAKING EVERYONE UP#bags crinkling loud footsteps cabinets closing and maybe a “dammit” every once in a while when he drops somethin#back to og Cam I think his cat is gonna be named Max#he's got one of those 1 braincell orange cats and he loves that thing to death#he got the cat about 5 years ago when he decided to take a break from dating to cope#okok last thing I promise#I've been working on yet another version of Cam lately and I'll draw him very soon I think ya'll will LOVE it#I sure do already#/#cameron calvin#henry stickmin#thsc#the henry stickmin collection
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happy disability pride month i am too sad to go to work so i will be calling in
#in fairness i called into my day job for tummy troubles#i was going to go into my night job if my stomach felt better. but it does and the rest of me does not so i am thinking of not going#lol i just realized all of my managers follow me on here. sorry!#i am doing this instead of showing up fragile and upset and having a breakdown and havign to leave#and then not being able to get myself home in the event of said breakdown since i can’t fucking drive still#and thus having a bigger and messier breakdown about how i’m getting home#personal
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Several things about the **** and **** drama is how many people have hopped out to go omg so is the lady we have decided is the only big bad villain responsible for planting all of the hate against insert group/idol here when I watched in real time for all of those examples their own fans jumping on their favorite idols for things that were clearly just scraps of bad rumors they just completely made overblown THEMSELVES under the guise of trying to look 'critical about their faves'
#yeah it was min heejin that randomly made you think le ssera sucked and you all completely fucking ran with it to the point i even saw...#...fearnot accounts being like wow they can't sing all of the sudden :/ and the tweet would get hundreds of thousands of likes#and i am still pissed off about the you know who situation#weeks and weeks they leaked videos of him (which probably fucking was her in hindsight) and tried to misconstrue words#only for them to finally land on he watched problematic anime :( and i saw so so many txt accounts on here and twitter immediately hop on..#...without knowing anything about anything immediately denounce him as a freak for watching a SHOW and commanding people be 'critical of...#...their faves' despite using any critical thinking skills about the situation at all. they heard third hand he had watched an anime...#...with a scene that show literally framed as bad and were like i'm not parasocial!! he's a creep!!#like you guys did that i watched you guys do that in real time to yourselves#it's like that post i rbd about kate middleton a few weeks ago where everyone acts like becoming part of an internet mob is always...#...someone else's fault like they were being compelled to post about her against their will like you guys did that too#someone like redacted may have planted the seed but you guys are always stupid enough to run with it and blow it up#oh i forgot this bit but i see kpop fans pride themselves on not being parasocial and are all OFC i am critical of my faves 💅#and then being critical is believing the first person on twitter that says something bad about them like that's not critical!!#obviously there are bigger problems with **** and idk this lady but the amount of fans that have been like so she's the kdrama villain...#...and i am a poster lead innocently astray by everything! is so. yeah sure.#pat yourself on the back for that one
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every time i've gotten into a popular series or franchise i've always been disappointed by it because like. its so hyped up and i watch it and find it mid and it appears we are not watching/playing the same thing
#reasons i wont like. get into ace attorney or fma or anything else#and by popular i mean like. ubiquitously popular. like an 'everyone at least knows of it' type#like ik enstars is popular especially in asia but in the west its a lot more niche#for whatever reason one piece is more niche ime than naruto or bleach despite arguably being bigger and literally still ongoing#and then jjk. god help me jjk is awful now#i was going to say idk if jjk is at that level but i've had easier times finding merch for that than some series here#so its certainly up there.#umu not to say its not good but i just find them being so hyped up leads to a lot of disappointment especially#since i didnt get into them at the same time as everyone else ie during formative times in my life#in middle/high school so it holds a completely different context for me being in my early 20s#anyway. idk where i was going with this. im not not into popular media/anime specifically#obviously. i run a semi popular one piece blog.#but compared to other things i am certainly less drawn to popular series#and find the uber popular ones have. declined in quality recently#what is going on in bsd even these days i should catch up. no i shouldnt. someone tell me when kouyou shows up again#the only redeeming thing in that series is my beloved kouyou you dont understand#and chuuya but mostly kouyou#but if its not just me and 20 other bloggers on this godforsaken site then i dont want it#shay speaks#again this is. just about my personal taste dont try to take this out of context so help me god
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thank you chkdsk, she's like a sister to me
#lmao a computer at work got stuck on an update bc it ran out of storage space so i had to clone to a bigger hard drive#and all i had to do to get it to pick up where it left off was run chkdsk once 🙏🏾#girl i was looking for stuff to delete on here before getting to that point‚ WHY do these installers take up 50GB??#why did the old IT manager only use 120GB hard drives?? why did they only use 4GB RAM on the laptops??#stop being so frugal do u know how wasteful modern operating systems are..#૮ – ﻌ–ა my job has been a lot of cleaning up and actually trying to fix things that ppl have avoided for at least 8 years.#buck stops w me kinda thing (as a personal choice). some of these ppl r like im trying 2 work but things keep crashing n lagging#and i take a look at task manager and their RAM's all used up (〒﹏〒) i am so sorry. PLEASE take this newer laptop#if we don't have any then at least let me upgrade the memory for u.. this is unacceptable..
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That is wonderful news, a rare W from Genshin.
Now I need him to die. That's all that's left.
#out.#elliot gindi cw#wank cw#sb: be the bigger person#me: i'll be the bigger person in hell#i'm not gonna be nice to that piece of shit#i am do ne being nice#he's done enough#i need him out of here#karma do your shit come on#natural selection its time to kick in
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anyway. i think more people need to stop reacting to "this post leaves out people like xyz" type additions with "i'm literally xyz shut up!" when the post itself literally does not mention people like xyz even once and reads as though people who are like xyz were not even considered. like, just because you are xyz doesn't mean that's clear in your post. people are not automatically accusing you of hating or not caring about people like xyz for bringing up that a specific post leaves them out. (and also people are not reading every inch of your blog before responding to a one-off post they encountered on someone else's blog.)
if you make a post about abc and leave out xyz, then people who live at the intersection of abc and xyz are allowed to mention that the intersection exists. just because you also live at that intersection but didn't point it out doesn't mean people are attacking you or whatever.
whatever happened to assuming "yes, and"? why does everyone assume (and react in kind with) "no, fuck you" nowadays?
#stfu blue#this is about that person who threw a fit over my addition to their post about considering mobility aids#like. there was not an iota of text WITHIN THE POST that addressed the intersection of disability and Being Poor#just said if you're considering mobility aids you're probably only considering a cane bc of internalized ableism/not feeling 'bad enough'#and like. it didn't seem complete! the post *as written* implied that internalized ableism was the only reason someone would choose a cane#over a better-suited mobility aid! there was nothing IN THE POST that said otherwise or even acknowledged there may be other reasons!#like fuck do you really think a fellow disabled person has the fucking spoons to check every fucking post on every blog on this website#before making 'here is an additional factor to consider _that your post did not mention_' additions#on a website where people routinely forget that some people are in fact poor and do not have money or access to support.#i wasn't even talking to the op is what gets me. i was adding additional context to the bigger picture for people reading my posts#if i'm addressing op i'm going to say 'op'. otherwise you can safely assume i am talking into the void or to my friends or something
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i'm about to throw hands with this yt poll.
this is the zelda version of that twitter butch post to me.
#the best zeldas arent even here!!! if og 'i was like 8 y/o when i SHATTERED the triforce and hid it ALONE in a monster infested land' zelda#and st 'the only one with a character arc u see play in real time & goes from i'll wait here to i will STAB malladus with my own 2 hands#and alone if i have to' zelda were here they'd obliterate the competition. maybe not in votes but just in terms of correctness#BUT EVEN IN THIS CASE. ur not voting for ms. 'i saw my family home and kingdom be systematically destroyed over the course of 7 years &#stood back up said no & changed my ENTIRE self to try to save everyone largely on my own for 7! years! as a child!! only to at the end of#it all be the only person who can truly empathise with the hero who had his childhood stolen from him and return it even though i will#never have mine again'????????????#or even ms. 'i was normal & happy & loved until i wasnt and i learnt i was the orchestrator of my own and everyone else's misery because im#not even myself & im so much bigger yet lesser than who i thought i was and if i cannot be divine then i will be less than worthless i will#be a blight who couldnt execute the plan i had tossed everyone into and they will have lived in my lie and died for nothing so i will be#divine even if that means sealing myself away for an eternity. even if i will never know happiness the way i did again'????????#i cant say anything about twipri. i barely remember her bc i watched that playthrough ages ago and she was barely in the game idk what ur#voting for#but botw???????? /BOTW/?????????????????#girl wasnt even the best princess in her own game and she only had one other competitor smh#(<-THAT'S A JOKE. THAT'S A JOKE. I AM JOKING.)#this whole thing is half a joke. i love botw zelda (dont look at me like that. i do) and i get why she's winning but like. come on. that's#way too big of a divide. how are oot and skysw losing that much. botw zelda's voice alone should have cost her half her votes#WKSHDKSDHKKA#anyway this whole thing is for funsies so dont be weird on my post ok <3? ive had a shit three days and if being fake mad at a silky video#game poll makes me laugh then that's fair ok? and if you're weird i have the license to explode you with my mind and curse your family for#3 generations ok <333?#freya talks loz
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finally legitimately sorting out my shit around my shop i have NO IDEA how ive been running my etsy since like 2019 and havent organised this before,,, i was relying on shitty little checklists in lost notebooks
#legit have no idea how things have been running so semi smoothly#im hoping that ill be able to do more cool things cause im trying to Organise myself#also sadly having to look at legit financing and profit/costs breakdowns....#previously ive kinda just threw myself into it and hoped it was running at a profit#which it has been luckily!!#im just trying to generally... organise myself a little here#Im going to divide up my time with portfolio stuff and like running everything over here#which means maybe more youtube vids!!! im trying out tiktoks/reels a little#feels strange to speak of these things here cause i feel like my tumblr presence is so different than everywhere else#tragically i am trying to actually make money from being an artist... making a living and all of that#i would also like to afford to do bigger and cooler projects!!#desperately want to afford printing some risograph zines#and prints#i also so so so badly want to do consistent youtube vids but god they take work#lots of ambition rn#okay this got so rambly#personal#piierrotes clown house
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#either my. eyes are really bad or grocery stores need 2 make the labels/tags bigger#my eyes hurt from squinting SHDKFHGKH i was looking 4 pork butt and the moment i decided 2 ask for help#the. person working there pointed 2 it being right in front of me#anyway#today has been really nice!! a day 4 me :] didn't expect 2 go back home today but man did i need it#i really miss it here. i'm excited to move back in july#forget how comfy i am here n how nice it is to be surrounded by a diverse group of people also just. goin abt their lives y'know#also. boba <3 i'm waiting on my boba rn it smells so GOOD in here i'm glad this place has stayed all these years#ough. serotonin (*´ω`*)#sap says
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