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#hope if u see this u are doing well i am in a torture maze#ill post again soon as always i am drawing a lot i just never post anything#i wanna start using instagram bc i love the impermanence of stories.. and im sick of twitter lol i want another way to interact w ppl#ok <3 gnight#jerma#jerma985#jerma fanart#tree art
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how do you think jason would react if he knew his best friend replaced him twice, once with percy and once with thalia
one grace sibling traded in for another.
#reyna probably wishes she could hug the other grace sibling sometimes#reyna accidentally calling thalia “jay” or making references only jason understands with her will make me cry#reyna has full rights to have the same reaction nico had in the titans curse no because stop it#rick let her grieve PLEAAAASSEEE#let a girl be sad i beg of you#hoo#pjo#jason grace#heroes of olympus#thalia grace#the burning maze spoilers#the burning maze#why are the third books in ricks five book series always the most heartbreaking and depressing#tbm spoilers#reyna ramirez arellano#reyna avila ramirez arellano#i am just a girl but also let her cry because her childhood best friend just fucking died pal-o LET HER BE SAD#RICK PLEASE LET A WOMAN CRY!!!#as a former woman i cry all the time! let her cry!
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jason and hazel's beef in hoo was always way more interesting than whatever percy and jason had going on sorry. the differences in gravity and intrigue in the jason/hazel beef vs jason/percy are only further compounded by the ways they're connected and the ways that their stories are similar
because 1. they have a HISTORY they knew each other before he went missing!!!!! they were in the fifth cohort together!!!! yes they didn't know each other well but I really think that was a bad writing choice rick made. can you imagine if they used to be friends/if jason had been a big brother figure to hazel only to go missing for months and then they have a very awkward reunion on the argo because he barely remembers her and then she's even more betrayed because he doesn't wanna save nico initially. the drama. we could have had it all man
2. beef between a son of poseidon and a child of zeus/jupiter from the grace family? yeah been there done that why are we doing this again. god I wish we had gotten a big fight between a son of jupiter and a child of pluto instead
3. their beef regarding nico was way more high stakes than the silly alpha male posturing rick was trying to force between jason and percy especially considering how mega nerfed jason is written in hoo because no one's allowed to be on equal footing with percy
4. the tacit layer of betrayal in jason being hazel's ex-centurion/praetor only to end up choosing chb (this is a more interesting conflict between jason/reyna but since hazel is actually on the argo and reyna isn't she can still be an opportunity for this camp jupiter/camp half-blood conflict to be explored with jason)
5. I'm just gonna say it - I think hazel ought to have complicated feelings about white authority figures in a military camp as a black girl from the freaking jim crow era (not that this would have ever been explored satisfactorily in the books because as far as rick is concerned hazel is colorblind and hardly ever thinks about race despite growing up segregated. which is crazy unrealistic but whatever)
6. something something about the parallels that jason and hazel have about making hard choices about their pasts in order to have a more fulfilling future
7. this isn't necessarily interesting in and of itself but I just think it's neat that they're both big three roman kids with greek siblings that they didn't grow up with. what could have been interesting is jason seeing how close hazel and nico are and feeling some type of way about everything he never got to have with thalia and some exploration into how that impacts his feelings about the rescue mission
8. they both have really awkward romantic conflicts in their pasts that intrude upon the present (whether he and reyna were ever even slightly romantically involved or not) because the jason/reyna thing is written as a initial source of conflict/uncertainty for jiper in the same way that hazel/leo (sammy) was a conflict for frazel to grapple with. this is interesting to me because hazel is connected to reyna and jason is connected to leo. like there could have been a moment of connection over letting go of pasts loves to wholeheartedly pursue new ones in the way that both of them are (were) with piper and frank
(unrelated but having no frank or hazel pov in mark of athena sucks So Bad and I hate it. it was the first time they ever have relationship problems and we only see it through someone else's pov. I am going to bring this up forever because I'm still mad about it)
9. they both died. this bullet is a joke but I just thought I should put it here
10. percy is a well-established character and hazel and jason are new in hoo. percy has 50 povs in hoo and hazel has 28. economically speaking it would just be a more effective use of your limited pages to spend more time developing important interactions and conflicts between two new characters (esp new big three kids) who already have a more interesting foundation than the one involving our previous protagonist of 5 entire books
imo hazel and jason are the most weirdly written new additions to the main cast but I strongly feel that rick severely underutilized the way that characters like those two could play off of each other. hazel isn't just a sweet little cinnamon roll she is passionate and contemplative and morose and guilt-ridden and jason isn't just a bland rule-follower he is kind and committed and loyal and conflicted and they're both painfully self-sacrificing and I just think it's such a shame that these two characters with great concepts on paper and so many obvious threads to connect them didn't get as much as attention as.... whatever happened in kansas did
and I mean if you like the jason/percy conflict that's fine, but I think it's worthwhile to compare the merit of them because rick chose to centralize and build up to one more than the other when he had such perfect material to expand on the other instead and I think that says something about his biases. and I think part of the issue is that rick struggles with strengthening tension and applying complexity to conflicts between male/female characters that aren't romantic or onesidedly antagonistic like clarisse/percy. we have several noteworthy conflicts between male characters but when women are involved it's like rick doesn't know how to put them on equal footing and apply platonic depth. imo this is just another reason why big three girls (hazel/thalia/bianca) don't get to be as powerful and transformative in the overall narrative as big three guys (percy/jason/nico)
#make no mistake I am Always thinking about jason and hazel#jason and hazel's most popularly discussed dynamics are with other people but I just think jason fans and hazel fans need to come together#and chew on this for a bit because hoo failed them and they're so interesting#pjo hoo toa#percy jackson and the olympians#heroes of olympus#hazel levesque#jason grace#leo valdez#nico di angelo#reyna avila ramirez arellano#toa spoilers#the burning maze spoilers#the trials of apollo spoilers#rr crit#piper mclean#thalia grace
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I’m going to be real, reading house of leaves i was fascinated but incapable of fully understanding. The solutions were just out of my reach. I needed to know what x meant, what y symbolized. It made my head hurt but I was desperate for answers. It was beyond frustrating. I was trawling house of leaves forums from 2002 looking for any type of theory that unified the experience.
Within hours of officially declaring the book finished, having exhausted all of the appendices and footnotes, I got the phone call that my brother died. Needless to say, my search for answers was on hold. Later, I’d learn that one of the main catalysts for the book was the death of Danielsewski’s father. Reading that, it just clicked. I no longer feel any need to find answers. Theories are meaningless. It’s grief. That’s it. This is what grieving is like, this book, and you will never find something that makes it make sense (either the book or grief).
#house of leaves#watching a video on my house.wad and same thing goes there#even now that door is still in my mind and I can open it and stare into the endless inky hallways#and I have to decide if I want to go through the labyrinth or not#nothing good may come of it but I am tempted always because that door is there and it’s in my house#and there’s this maze deep inside me that will always be there
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Making one of these because I won't be consistent without it. I know this.
Fanfiction edition
[Also means TMR edition bc hahaha...]
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— 10 notes and I will write Maze Runner headcanons for new obsession ships 🥰
— 50 notes and I shall write a short story about picnic fluff. [Bc I always say I will write fluff but won't]
— 100 notes and I will make a text fanfic
— 200 notes and I shall write a 5+ chapter, multiship thingy (probably in an AU idk we make these when we get to it guys)
— 350 notes and I shall make a majority of moodboards (don't ask why this is so up, it's personal)
— 500 notes and I shall.. idk. Make a most-voted story with 20+ chapters and major character and stuff??? Probably also in AU.
Didn't add more because even 500 is a stretch LMAO
#notes#notes and i shall#...yeah#tally counting#the maze runner#tmr#tmr fandom#the death cure#GIVE ME NOTES!!!#(im speaking in tags now)#(what am i talking about i always speak in tags)#(im ranting now)#list#to be productive#if you read tags#tell me what your fav color is
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Tag drop: Jingliu
#[ jingliu. ] and so i wield my blade to the very end. until the 'stars' have been cut down from the sky. this oath: i will never forsake.#[ jingliu: ic. ] trapped in childhood nightmares; she tore off a spread of black silk from the edge of her skirt and covered her eyes.#[ jingliu: inquiries. ] ice waves as sharp as knives spreading like transient flowers in the air. freezing all and everyone they contact.#[ jingliu: countenance. ] when you live to be a thousand years. each day is carrying the weight of a mountain through an interminable maze.#[ jingliu: introspection. ] why do you wield a sword? / this is like asking a poet why they wrote poems. this is the only way for me.#[ jingliu: meta. ] this sword in my hand... naught but a needle compared with the heavenly bodies. how can i use it to cut open a star?#[ jingliu: etc. ] to the xianzhou; i am but an abandoned pawn: a wandering swordmaster.#[ jingliu: the sword. ] if there comes a day that the quivers run empty; and starskiffs crash… who will protect you and i then; or the xian#[ jingliu: florephemeral sword. ] a sword: 3 feet; 7 inches in length. weighing nothing. and it glowed as if a sliver of moonlight.#[ jingliu: shattered sword. ] a sword: 5 feet in length. weighing 3000 catties. unyielding: mirroring the defiance; hubris of its creator.#[ jingliu: cangchang. ] . when devoured; we had to face the truth that our lives were but a grain of sand in the river of time.#[ jingliu: hcq. ] their faces still linger before my eyes like a bygone dream. yet dreams will eventually fade. like clouds from the sky.#[ jingliu: memories. ] given the choice between staring at the abyss with a troubled mind and marching blindly: i choose the latter.#[ jingliu: the mara. ] do you know how to deal with the mara-struck? the answer is: there is no difference. The sword pierces the body and#[ jingliu: jing yuan. ] in an endless night; there is nothing closer than the bright moon. always hanging in the sky.#[ jingliu: imbibitor lunae. ] even after your rebirth. your techniques haven't changed a bit. / when i move it's like… / … like you never f#[ jingliu: baiheng. ] the things that we said and did together have all been shrouded in a layer of mist. a mist i cannot see through.#[ jingliu: yingxing. ] some are born with unparalleled foresight; intelligence; but make the ill-advised choices at destiny's crossroads.#[ jingliu: blade. ] that broken sword... you don't want to let go of the past. do you; blade?#[ jingliu: yanqing. ] that move was a token of my appreciation; young man. we were fated to meet this day and in days to come.#[ jingliu: v. youth. ] you can use this to vanquish those that took everything from us.#[ jingliu: v. sword champion. ] she knows it all. swords are a part of her body: the intake and release of her breath as she walks.#[ jingliu: v. traitor. ] and i will suffer my eternal punishment. that is the only way to keep the memory of the pain from fading away.#[ jingliu: v. present. ] whether it be you or I; or the generals of the reignbow arbiter. we are all just pawns in a game of the gods.#tag drop
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the labyrinth/maze/spiral as a metaphor for the mother’s womb and the underworld, the one being the microcosm of the other. a metaphor of the earth as mother and of burial as a re-entry....of the grave as a return to the mother for rebirth.....“The object of the tomb-builder would have been to make the tomb as much like the body of the mother as he was able, since to enter the next world, the spirit would have to be re-born.”.......“Into the womb for rebirth.”
#i am losing my mind reading this book.......the symbolism of the labyrinth or maze or spiral has always existed..... it's everywhere#text
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I'm in one of those weird creative ruts where I have an idea, and some threads of what could happen, but I have no idea how to start it
#i could take a thread and write a scene that takes place anywhere in the plot#but i normally do bits like that as a bit of stretching excercise#to warm up or take a break from the main body#rarely if ever do they actually contribute to anything#in this case kick starting it#im a start to finish beginning to end fly by my pants writer#i get an idea start walking with it and eventually head into a full on sprint#twenty to thirty chapters later i slow down to a crawl and collapse#and i pick it back up later#because i always go back#even if it takes literal years#for a good few months that story is half of what i am#but anyway#i can't quite find the way to the starting gate for this#one#i see it#but the path is all foggy#I also see a few barbed wire fields and a couple of mazes and a pond on the track from where I'm standing#i digress#im grasping at air right now
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Don‘t you love it when you have a comfort character and just copy and paste their personality to be like them? Yeah me too
#But I think it is basically always the same character but different fonts#tim stoker#Glenn close#stiles stillinski#Minho (the maze runner)#Stan marsh#Percy Jackson#peter quill#dr bright#Gavin reed#Ethan Winters#kenny McCormick#Hermes#and way more#i don‘t even know who I am anymore#but the true me probably sucks#so yeah#RELATABLE CHARACTERS!!
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*Watching Death Cure*
My friend: Gally?! He’s alive?
Me: Brandon?! From high school?
#so good to see— baby!!#it’s always in my head#why am i like this#maze runner bloopers#the maze runner
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trying to decide if i should go ahead and read the sun and the star now despite not having read the last two trials of apollo books or to just go ahead
#the only stuff ive seen about it is from 2 pjo blogs i follow and listen. love them great posts but also#they do tend to always skew negatively and i love them for it but i also am taking with a grain of salt#bc some of the shit that bothers them i dont really care about lol#again love their blogs thats why i follow but#anyways from what ive seen and i ahvent seen any actual spoilers#but i have seen the fact tah apparently rick disregards the plot of the toa books#which idk if im mad at bc i havent finished them lmao#also something doesnt follow a canon detail but its rick riordan that man does that so many times#also tumblr people despise solangelo and that is their right#im more neutral on them but like i like the potential of them#they just werent developed enough and thats what they use as an excuse but in like a mean way skadaj#anyways all this to say. idk if reading the last two toa books are important#i did read the Big One (burning maze ifykyk) so i wouldnt be spoiled there#i know piper gets a nameless girlfriend in the end that we dont even properly meet at the end of the series#which so true sapphic piper is so real but also thats not proper rep babe#the two lesbians that house leo (and calypso? i cant remember) are better rep#give piper her own book pls#...maybe write it with an indigenous person tho bc uh. we dont want a hoo repeat#IM RAMBLING ABOUT PERCY JACKSON ON MY SIMS BLOG IM SORRY#I JUST HAVE THOUGHTS#i placed a hold on the order on the book at my library and im 23rd in lines#so maybe ill get the last two toa books and read them in the meantime idk#ivy rambles
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Caught up with the current Batman run....Is somebody going to help this man. um yikes. poor bruce is all i can say
#big spoiler warnings for like the last 5 batman issues#this man fell from the MOON... got his HAND cut off.... had to see the joker return to all multiverses...#after surviving essentially a suicide attempt sent from his past self conscious#only to just come home and go 'i am fine. i am batman batman is always fine. yes bruce is dying on the inside but i am not bruce! i'm batman#BRUCE GET THERAPY PLEASEEEEEE#that panel of him seeing his family happy but on fire really is an understatement on what his mental state currently is#at least damian and cass were finally included!#maze speaks
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tag dump.
#🐸 keep moving forward || interactions.#🐸 who can blame a girl? call me hot not pretty || mirror.#🐸 but i hear sounds in my mind; brand new sounds in my mind || musings.#🐸 shut up and dance with me || tunes.#🐸 life is a maze and love is a riddle || hcs.#🐸 can you play a song with a fucking beat? || ask memes.#🐸 i am always right; even when i'm wrong i'm right || inspiration.
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i’m sick rn but yesterday i had to go to class because the professor only accepts physical copies of our papers (understandable since he’s old as balls) and the downtown 6 was so packed it was unbelievable. wtf is going on at 6pm in lower manhattan on a tuesday that would require my train to be so full the doors had to try to close at least 3 times at every stop before we could go. but the moral of the story is to anyone who was on that train with me i hope you didn’t catch my horrible illness and maybe next time take the express instead of the local
#i can’t take the express unless i want to go all the way down to grand central which i will not do because its a maze#i was masked up obviously as i always am so hopefully that helped but i felt bad because yall don’t want to be experiencing this#living after midnight
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nothing like blazing through the cazador fight with almost 0 damage taken, not even on baby mode, perfect party dynamics for once, and then immediately picking the wrong astarion dialogue so i have to do the damn fight over again. love that. thanks fangs, love that for me, i have nothing but time and energy to baby you out of your homicidal impulses, please let's do this five more times, it's so much fun
#i'm not actually dismissive towards vamp boy's arc it's just [through tears] i fucking hate this fucking fight#it's so exciting to do a really good job on a boss fight and then have to save scum so i don't lose sneak attack. like. babe.#i never remember the path through the maze of talking him off the mass murder ledge the first time around#i don't think i've ever done this fight just once#i've never even gotten AA he just always LEAVES. i just get the pathetic ending every time. it's incredible#you'd think i'd learn + remember at one point but nah!#aster plays baldurgame#i'm doing my first durge run and my first kind of self-insert so it's fun i should show them off sometime#their name is aster obviously and yes i HAVE gotten vamp boy and myself mixed up sending items between the party#multiple times. i am. possibly. an incompetent
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Okay so 👀 curiosity question for my fellow giffers:
Bonus points in the tags if you tell me when picking between footage variations, what file size you like to actually go with for comparison.
#polls#poll#tumblr polls#if anyone is wondering >.> 61.3 GB for me. Uncompressed Maze Runner 4ks my beloveds <3#and my go to really depends on if I'm giffing 1080p or 4k. 1080p if I can get anything higher then 5 GB I'm celebrating#like we can't always get what we want but god 5-20 gb on 1080p footage my beloved actually#4k? um I'll take whatever I get but I'm sad if it's below 15 gb. 20+ ideally.#and if anyone is wondering why this matters - lower files size equates to more compression and compression brings quality loss#how much depends on the compression method used - technical stuff out of the way though it's really not that deep and I better not see#anyone be dicks to anyone about any answers lol (unless you're affectionately roasting me for my answer that's fine#bc I made this poll fully expecting most people aren't giffing 50+ gb movies like... I love doing it but would I rec it? NO???#IT TAKES 20+ MINUTES TO LOAD THE FOOTAGE IN MY CLIPPING PROGRAM AND CRASHES 10+ TIMES WHILE CLIPPING THE MOVIE???)#the gif output being so nice from those 50+ gb uncompressed 4ks comes at the price of your sanity ngl#mostly just wanna see how insane i am for doing this btw i'm expecting the average answers to be near the top
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