#i am about to be so unwell over this :)

[lotus-pear]

learning to love

[dis-astre]

i love love love the quote "tu sais que je crois à toi" ("you know i believe in you") in les miserables cause it hold so much meaning for grantaire's character cause he's a cynic, he's not supposed to believe in anything but he believes so much in enjolras that he's willing to die for the cause etc

but at the same time i can help but to think that this line is just a lie. he doesn't believe in enjolras, because believing in him means believing in the cause and in the revolution and everything enjolras' character symbolizes. he doesn't believe in him, he loves him. he means "you know i love you", but obviously doesn't say it (and so enjolras doesn't know it). he doesn't go to the barricades because he believes in the cause. he goes to the barricades because he loves enjolras so much he can't do anything else.

[modgirlyreposts-revamped]

“You’re so quiet, what’s on your mind?”

My brain for the past few hours:

[a-sentimental-man]

genuinely can't get over how this panel is like an honest to god fanfic premise but better because it's ACTUALLY canon. they really did just lock eyes across a battlefield and time slowed down. horikoshi what the fuck kind of fruity shit is this. i am in ur fucking WALLS

[hellishgayliath]

Pico will treasure this moment in time

shaking them vigorously in my mind ahHH

[suddencolds]

finding vanilla sickfic on ao3 for the exact character you want to see whumped 😭😵‍💫😣🥹☀️🌱

[veyronvenus]

those two twinks from the orange team want me dead

[lmaster37]

To his credit, the Aglionby boy didn't speak right away. Instead, he thought for a moment and then he said, without heat, "You said you were working for a living. I thought it'd be rude to not take that into account. I'm sorry you're insulted. I see where you're coming from, but I feel it's a little unfair that you're not doing the same for me."

"I feel you're being condescending," Blue said.

richard "dick" campbell gansey the third, the boy you are. i need to shake him. i need to put him into a small enclosure for three to four business weeks. i need to force him through a Feminism 101 (How To Stop Being A Polite Misogynist) class.

all of the characters in trc are deliciously horrible but there's something about gansey specifically that fascinates and enthralls. like he is genuinely kind and his family are genuinely kind and also they're in the top 500 richest families in the world and it shows. they're all nice. they're all horrible. you could have dinner with them and they would ask about your interests and genuinely care and then you would go home and feel like the scum of the earth and they wouldn't even realise

(i think it's so interesting how gansey, even when he's in the wrong and HE KNOWS HE'S IN THE WRONG, apologises Like This. like, yeah, he fucked up, but blue's being a bit impolite about it, isn't she? it's not that he isn't open to criticism, but it's not exactly Proper Feedback Protocol to be so blunt about it, now is it.)

[wow-an-unfunny-joke]

Is there a mechanisms discord server???? Im seeing stuff about a semi-official server, my current assumption is that there WAS and no longer is (they’ve been dead for five years so it makes sense) but im stalking the lore archive and seeing the silly memes and such and now im sad

[kalirya]

genuinely don't know what to do with myself post jayvik because I became frothingly rabid over a ship I barely registered as something I'd be into featuring a character I did not like in the span of like two hours and now I just have to live with the fact their ending was so perfectly transcendent and universe-rendingly beautiful and tragic that I don't even know if I could consume normal content about them now, I'm just left with insane feelings and a desire for more that will never truly be fulfilled

[cultivating-wildflowers]

I am a strong independent woman. I will not cry until I'm alone in my car.

[relicsongmel]

Do you guys ever think about Iris' blushing sprite?

Do you ever think that the first time we see it. is RIGHT AFTER she hears Phoenix use her real name for the first time?

Imagine loving a man. that didn't even know your REAL NAME until five years after you "broke up." Imagine that man loving you back despite him not knowing a thing about who you really are. And you're okay with that

Because you don't really like who you are anyway.

And once the illusion shatters and fate forces the two of you apart?

None of it matters anymore. If anything it's what you deserve for thinking you could live out your lie with no consequences. It's what you deserve for daring to try to find happiness in a world that has cast you and the people you love aside time and time again.

And then. When against all odds he blindsides you by entering your life again

You hear your name escape his lips. And in that moment you realize

Maybe being seen for who you really are isn't so bad after all.

Maybe. JUST MAYBE. With time. You could learn to finally drop your facade and live in earnest. To fight for what's right the way he told you he wanted to do.

And it shows on your face. It's shown by your rose-colored cheeks and a shy smile that's impossible for you to hide. And for the first time in several years

You don't feel like you need to.

[the-witch-of-woods-beyond]

actually kills me every time i start losing my mind over a ship only to find out they have no fans and i can’t binge read incredible fan fictions or metas on them for days on end.

[menlove]

some days you just have to put "(just like) starting over" on repeat and just stare at a wall for a few hours about it

[rooniper]

Finally finished The Week Before today and I’m actively vibrating, like I honestly might post an entire essay about it sometime if I get to it because I already have two pages worth of notes and so many thoughts, there’s just so much to talk about

It’s just?? So good?? Like it has so much heart and soul put into it?? You can really tell the writers tried to flesh Phone Guy out, he’s such a fun point of view character (to be fair, I was already attached to him, but I bet if I knew nothing about him I’d feel very similarly about it). Coppelia is also just a really good addition, their interactions are so sweet and also surprisingly funny at times (no spoilers but there’s a specific high-tension scene at the very end of one of the routes in which the dialogue between them actually made me laugh out loud). It’s honestly just also funny in general, it’s got that FNAF absurdity humor down so perfectly, but also the more dramatic and/or sad scenes are also executed so well?? And and and

I’m just

[barb-l]

I am both very flattered and irrationally anxious over being perceived outside of my blogs