#i am about to be so unwell over this :)
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learning to love
#they make me so fucking unwell i feel so ill whenever i think about them#it's OVER for me i'm done#teen skk is going on my fucking suicide note thanks for everything asagiri#something something your bloodied hand in mind something something by you i am forever undone#something something to the world we may be villains but to each other we're two halves of the same soul#head in my fucking hands#sry for getting all emo i rewatched pmmm yesterday and i've been feeling existential about everything#i actually listened to the pmmm ost while drawing it saved me i love you yuki kajiura😍 (i died)#nothing like a haunting latin chorus echoing through my empty head while i draw tragic yaoi 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#big shoutout to sis puella magica i had that one on loop for like two hours‼️#anyway enough about the doomed yuri anime back to skk#forget everything i said i actually hope they explode i'm sick of their asses#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#soukoku#skk#posting at ungodly hours again this is gonna catch up to me 💔#lotus draws
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i love love love the quote "tu sais que je crois à toi" ("you know i believe in you") in les miserables cause it hold so much meaning for grantaire's character cause he's a cynic, he's not supposed to believe in anything but he believes so much in enjolras that he's willing to die for the cause etc
but at the same time i can help but to think that this line is just a lie. he doesn't believe in enjolras, because believing in him means believing in the cause and in the revolution and everything enjolras' character symbolizes. he doesn't believe in him, he loves him. he means "you know i love you", but obviously doesn't say it (and so enjolras doesn't know it). he doesn't go to the barricades because he believes in the cause. he goes to the barricades because he loves enjolras so much he can't do anything else.
#i am unwell#i swear this two keep me up at night#i can't get over this tragic little gay men#no fr i have just so much thoughts about les mis and about r and enj like i can't help thinking about them#their story is just so tragic and beautiful#les miserables#les mis#the brick#victor hugo#enjolras#grantaire#enjoltaire
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I NEED TO SAY SOMETHING
Out of all scenarios to make Maggie and Nina fall in love, Crowley thinks of a sudden rain. They go under a canopy, lock eyes, vaboom.
A sudden rain.
#he 100% found that SO romantic#yeah he put his wing over Aziraphale first but MAYBE THAT'S WHEN HIS FEELINGS SPARKED#grrr I want to analyze so many scenes#the way the music changes when they're together alone is so sweet#like the violins when Crowley saved Aziraphale's books#or the little twinkle in the music when Crowley said “my god you're gorgeous” and Aziraphale thought he was talking about him#I am so unwell#i love overanalyzing scenes#god he sounded like he was about to cry when he said “I lost my best friend” to Aziraphale when he thought he died in that fire#bluebun talks#aziraphale#aziracrow#crowley#good omens
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“You’re so quiet, what’s on your mind?”
My brain for the past few hours:
#i am so unwell about them#this part made me grab my head an’ jus’ scream#they really do care about each other sm-#if you’ll excuse me i’m gonna go rewatch this sequence several times over-#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc spoilers#tadc pomni#tadc ragatha#tadc kinger#tadc gangle#tadc zooble#tadc jax#tadc headcanon#tadc hc#tadc digital adagio#modgirly txt
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genuinely can't get over how this panel is like an honest to god fanfic premise but better because it's ACTUALLY canon. they really did just lock eyes across a battlefield and time slowed down. horikoshi what the fuck kind of fruity shit is this. i am in ur fucking WALLS
#mha manga spoilers#bakugou katsuki x midoriya izuku#bakudeku#bkdk#bnha bkdk#i am so unwell over them#WHAT THE FUCK WAS TBIS CHAPTER???#i feel like i need to get sedated i am STILL thinking about this panel#the amount of brainrot i feel rn...#my hero academia#bnha#bnha 403#mha 403
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Pico will treasure this moment in time
shaking them vigorously in my mind ahHH
#rottmnt#rottmnt todd#rottmnt oc#my art#my ocs#dont think about their bad future dont think about their bad future dont think about their bad future ahhhhhhhhhHHH#he wasnt comfortable calling todd his dad at first; it was always mr. todd#chewing on them like a dog going ham on a chew toy i am so unwell over them#i love my son and so does Todd#pico opossum
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those two twinks from the orange team want me dead
#like first of all#LANDOS ON POLE OMG I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE LEAD INTO TURN ONE YOURE SPECTACULAR#and on the other hand#i am deeply unwell#oscar wtf was that bro ily but pls never do that again#(baffled hes got me feeling like this over a p5)#unbefuckinglievable#now excuse me as i will go nap about it#landoscar#twinklaren#singapore24
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genuinely don't know what to do with myself post jayvik because I became frothingly rabid over a ship I barely registered as something I'd be into featuring a character I did not like in the span of like two hours and now I just have to live with the fact their ending was so perfectly transcendent and universe-rendingly beautiful and tragic that I don't even know if I could consume normal content about them now, I'm just left with insane feelings and a desire for more that will never truly be fulfilled
#jayvik#arcane#arcane s2 spoilers#like im so unwell about this ship right now#i havent had a ship ruin my life like this in a long time#and they did it in fucking zero hour of the show#it was literally everything i love in ships#the undying loyalty#the saving each other over and over again#choosing each other over the fucking world and saving it in the process#in every timeline!!#what the fuck!!#what am i supposed to do with this now!!#i hate it here i dont know what to do with myself dhsvxndbskhssk
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Do you guys ever think about Iris' blushing sprite?
Do you ever think that the first time we see it. is RIGHT AFTER she hears Phoenix use her real name for the first time?
Imagine loving a man. that didn't even know your REAL NAME until five years after you "broke up." Imagine that man loving you back despite him not knowing a thing about who you really are. And you're okay with that
Because you don't really like who you are anyway.
And once the illusion shatters and fate forces the two of you apart?
None of it matters anymore. If anything it's what you deserve for thinking you could live out your lie with no consequences. It's what you deserve for daring to try to find happiness in a world that has cast you and the people you love aside time and time again.
And then. When against all odds he blindsides you by entering your life again
You hear your name escape his lips. And in that moment you realize
Maybe being seen for who you really are isn't so bad after all.
Maybe. JUST MAYBE. With time. You could learn to finally drop your facade and live in earnest. To fight for what's right the way he told you he wanted to do.
And it shows on your face. It's shown by your rose-colored cheeks and a shy smile that's impossible for you to hide. And for the first time in several years
You don't feel like you need to.
#mel's musings#feenris#iris hawthorne#iris fey#iris of hazakura temple#phoenix wright#aa#idk if this is coherent or not but i NEEDED to get this off my chest because i am So Unwell About Them#fun fact: when i saw this sprite for the first time i said out loud:#“i'm not sure if i ship this or if i'm just really gay for her?” turned out to be both whoops#iris my dearest love <33333 she's so everything i will never stop adoring her#local woman going feral over sister iris ace attorney for the 261478th time. more at 11
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It feels like getting pulled underwater—the sharp sideways tug, the slight drag of resistance, then falling, falling, till the waves close over his head. But Logan can breathe when he rights himself again, even if the light has a watery filter to it and the voices have a distant echo. // Sometimes Logan gets a glimpse of guys who've been long gone from the teal, clustered at the far end of the bench or sitting in the box across the ice. He heard Jason's voice in the hallway loud and clear, that infectious laugh. And he could have sworn he saw Raffi fucking Torres getting out of a car in the players' lot. Something tells him not to look up the rosters.
Commissioned @impmakesart to make a painting based on the Sharks' Cali Fin hype reel + the flip side by frausorge. Imp was amazing to work with and I could not be more emotional about this piece and so, so pleased with how it turned out!! 🙇🏻♂️🙇🏻♂️ Commission him here. Thank you Imp!
#as i am sure has been very obvious i have been incredibly unwell this year for a variety of reasons#and i read that fic right after my uncle died suddenly and unexpectedly so i was thinking a lot about hospice while i was reading it#and i was going to about 8 million sharkuda games per week to just not be at home bc everything has fallen apart there#(also for a variety of reasons. but there is a lot of intense grief over my stepsister's death involved)#so today having signed a lease on an apartment on the entire other side of the country to be closer to career stuff and#get a fresh start and a hopefully happier and more stable life (even if a huge move and a career change makes me nervous)#while also the first thing said to me is that another family member had passed this morning (expectedly) and a relative#who became very sick recently (unexpectedly) and who due to advanced age does not have a great prognosis#it became a uniquely precious gift to have this completed and sent to me by imp this afternoon.#the fic + the ensuing games of seeing that reel hit a very tender part of me that has dealt with death and instability my entire life#and it is amazing to see an image of logan's similar loss and instability so perfectly realized!!#his troubled face!! the way it feels both underwater and in another world!! the lights all around that could be anything!!#looking up at the indistinct faces of his teammates who could be so so many people at this point but who he misses nonetheless!!#also PLEASE zoom in on the mist - the texturing and color gradients are SO cool. and the reflection on his helmet is so sick#the color scheme in this is freaking amazing and i just love it all so much man!!!#anyway i don't have a concluding thought. i was going to make this into a puzzle (i'm back on my bullshit)#but i will probably get it printed and framed too#if any of u come visit me know. know that your chances of seeing haunted logan couture are non-zero#and he could be ANYWHERE#art#san jose sharks#logan couture
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some days you just have to put "(just like) starting over" on repeat and just stare at a wall for a few hours about it
#i hate them so badly it actually makes me incredibly depressed teehee!#they never got the chance to heal or be together for real bc of a bitch w a gun like it's fjasdfjasfsf#soooo genuinely unfair and i am unwell about it like at least once a day#he wanted to start over with him so badly imf msdfjdfs JFASD GOD. I CANT DO IT TODAY !
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obsessed with this. April doesn’t know what happened to her boys except that they were attacked and are now MIA, so she got out all these pictures of them and an old newspaper (which im going insane over btw it isn’t always addressed in the show but like!!! so many people know of them!!! theyr in the newspaper!!) to look over
please take note Raph’s huge smile, Mikey yucking it up for the camera, the candid shots of Leo, Don’s professional little pose, and the picture of Splinter as well
#TMNT 2003#TMNT 2k3#TMNT#April O'Neil#20s musings#2k3#april#yall i am unwell....#the fact that she has all these in the first place makes me emo#like they have to be kept so secret and hidden im sure they get nervous about pictures to begin with!!#and she has all these#probably keeps them in a lock box#and she pulled them all out because she misses her weird little mutant family sm!!!#crying and screaming forever over this
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Finally finished The Week Before today and I’m actively vibrating, like I honestly might post an entire essay about it sometime if I get to it because I already have two pages worth of notes and so many thoughts, there’s just so much to talk about
It’s just?? So good?? Like it has so much heart and soul put into it?? You can really tell the writers tried to flesh Phone Guy out, he’s such a fun point of view character (to be fair, I was already attached to him, but I bet if I knew nothing about him I’d feel very similarly about it). Coppelia is also just a really good addition, their interactions are so sweet and also surprisingly funny at times (no spoilers but there’s a specific high-tension scene at the very end of one of the routes in which the dialogue between them actually made me laugh out loud). It’s honestly just also funny in general, it’s got that FNAF absurdity humor down so perfectly, but also the more dramatic and/or sad scenes are also executed so well?? And and and
I’m just
#fnaf#fnaf the week before#phone guy#i might post a series of analysis/breakdown posts in the future because i simply have so much to talk about#or i’ll just rant about it to my friends#whatever i feel like doing there will be unwitting victims involved in the process#i went on a roadtrip the day i found the pdf and when i tell you that if we didn’t arrive at our destination i would’ve kept talking#for well over two hours#i’m not joking#and i very easily could’ve kept going#i’m just honestly really really happy#like years without content for this character i love and then the canon content drops and it’s#good??#really good???#i am extremely unwell
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actually kills me every time i start losing my mind over a ship only to find out they have no fans and i can’t binge read incredible fan fictions or metas on them for days on end.
#nikolina#my first OTP 😢#alinej#omgggg they never leave my brain#percy x reyna#percy x jason#dont even get me started on themmmmm#like perachel is everything to me but they actually havr a following#i can never find anything on the other two#princess mechanic#when they were close they were CLOSE#clarke x echo#the writers knew theyd be too powerful together so they made them “enemies” over a man ☹️#inej x linnea#SO. MANY. HEADCANONS.#like stop shipping her with dunyasha !!! nina is also right there !!!!!#kendra x buffy#i am UNWELL#i need everything to be about them !!!!!#thominho#like yea newtmas is good but COME ONNNN#they said i love you 😭😭😭#also#brenda x thomas#13 year old me almost died over them#serena x nate#only skimmed the latest season cos i couldnt be bothered anymore why does chuck get to be happy 😭😭#if u have any recommendations pls lmk im STARVING 🙏🙏#quakerider#OMG the writers legit gave daisy the best love interest and then WROTE HIM OF
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I am both very flattered and irrationally anxious over being perceived outside of my blogs
#like whoa#everytime people say they talk about me to other people outside of fandoms im like#so happy#but also omgomg people are being made aware of how unwell i am over fictional gayssss
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rewatching Bride of Reanimator and God I'll never get over the scene where Herbert is literally giving Dan a heart
yes it's Megs but you know damn well that was his way of giving Dan his own heart
I see so many people headcanon Herbert as super mean to Dan and unable to understand affection but he did shit like this and is constantly giving Dan physical affection
he's not nearly as cold as people make him out to be, especially to Dan
He is so fucking in love its crazy
#reanimator#bride of reanimator#herbert west#dan cain#danbert#dan cain x herbert west#hes misunderstood i think#like guys come on he comforted Dan when he was in shock#he dragged his ass away to safety in peru#he actively shares his work with Dan and sought him out to help him#hes genuinely hurt when Dan wants to move out#he makes the bride for Dan#Herbert loves Dan there is no doubt in my mind about that#also i love the headcanon that he made the bride so Dan could love Herbert through her#I remember reading that and losing my mind over it#i am unwell
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