#i am BEYOND words
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Another one I’ve seen today from the tumblr online left: “Could you stop despair posting in spaces where a vulnerable and suicidal minority are present? A minority whose lives I gambled with this past election and wrote off because I decided that their futures weren’t that important compared to my moral purity. It’s gross.”
I am sorry. We know what’s coming. Let us weep. We have a right to cry for what has been lost and what will be lost and the suffering that is baring down on millions of people.
After you decided that this was fine, you do not get to ask us to shut up as our lives and futures are compromised.
Fuck you.
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Just finished Emesis Blue.
.....what the hell.
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Yeah, no. I'm going on an indefinite Hiatus. In the background, I'll be writing and getting things up to date for you all, but I simply can't focus on posting and getting up to quality because of everything going on. Writing is truly in the back of my mind right now.
I'll be archiving posts on Ao3 but that's about it.
Please be safe and hold each other close. Never stop loving each other and never stop being yourself, if not out of the will to keep living then out of spite of the people waiting for us to fall.
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I hate clay actually
#the amount of betrayal this clay season has encompassed#i am beyond words#i know people are still playing this tournament and all#but i am so done with clay#get rg over with plz I can't take this anymore#tennis
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I am officially seeing Oscar Issac and Rachel Brosnahan in The Sign in Sidney Brustein’s Window.
jkksjejejwjdjejjsjw
#I am beyond words#The Sign in Sidney Brustein’s Window#oscar issac#rachel brosnahan#I’m going to lose my absolute mind away
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impulsively buying ninjago books again but PLS look at this one its so cute...they are taking terrible selfies im crying
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Biggest mischaracterization people have about Stan and Ford is that Stan is the weird feral one and Ford is well put together.
Like? They are both massive weirdos, but one ran a successful business for 30 years, takes pretty decent care of two children for months, and showers regularly.
The other one fell into a situationship with a demon bc the demon called him a good boy, drank human blood just to see how it tasted, gave a child he barely knows a crossbow, and got banned from the library because he stank too bad.
Ford is "racoon with rabies" coded.
#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#saw a post and immediately lost it because huh???? what???#what about ford seems put together beyond that fact he uses big words and has a nice sexy voice#because otherwise I am sometimes in AWE by how fucking crazy this character is#Stanley is the stable twin change my mind
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In the right moment I will come back to post and to open my heart , to tell y'all that I survived through a though time , that the "new," me is stronger than ever .
to everyone who is grieving now , if you don't know what to do with yourself, you're not alone !!
that darkness is a long road which we need to take until we see the sun again .
take as much time you need to process as I have been doing, don't pretend you're strong if you don't feel like that , don't pretend you don't need others , because we all need people. ♥️
#again I'm sorry for not replying the messages i got on my previous posts#i read them from time to time and i am grateful beyond words
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rereading some of my favorite classic fan fics and again just so struck by the fact that mainstream fiction could never give me what you people give me every day for FREE. you're all the exact level of poetic and deranged that i'm endlessly searching for. no one is doing it like fic writers.
#architecture of the minotaur's heart is something i have always wished i could write#i am utterly obsessed with every part of the animal even though it's a movie rewrite#i think about love take your toll all the time#some of the lines from ergative/absolutive are so close to my heart they feel just like a disney movie or my dad's favorite song#do you GET WHAT I'M SAYING#like so many of you people have influenced me and my tastes beyond words#thank you to fic writers i love you weird little freaks!!!!!#text#about
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"And perish."
A Quiet Thunder by @renaerys
Art by @hallous
#shisaku#shisui uchiha#sakura haruno#uchiha shisui#haruno sakura#a quiet thunder#hallous#shisaku rodeo#commission#fanart#I AM BLOGGING FROM BEYOND THE GRAVE#this is so beautiful i don't have the words#luce you really outdid yourself like my god#absolutely perfect on his expression here#and the susano'o is GORGEOUS#god i'm crying#i'm so normal about them#i love you so much#thank you thank you THANK YOU for doing this#and for putting you entire heart into it#it really shows
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SFDDSADAJZHDJHAHJAD ITS SO PRETTY!! They're kissing!!! and you did the chromatic aberration thingy!!! And the red/blue glow on the hands!! Thank you so much!!!
This is a fun thing I did for @vavoom-sorted-art's (Zoey's) Draw This in Your Style for her 5000 Followers celebration!
Zoey's original after the jump!
Zoey's original challenge piece:
CONGRATULATIONS, ZOEY!
#I am beyond words#vavoomdtiys#good omens#good omens fanart#crowley#aziraphale#ineffable husbands#reblog
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this might be mean but. it really ticks me off when people respond to authors and artists wishing for actual community and engagement with their works by saying "oh but you see im just so anxious i cannot offer you any kind words." with the optional "but do please keep making things for me anyway!" because like...
a) do you understand how anxiety-inducing it can be to pour a little piece of your soul into a work of art and share it publicly? i feel like you don't see the people creating these things as people like you and that is an issue. we are people who just really love a thing and want to talk about it with other people who also love that thing.
but moreover, and this is the part that might be mean, b) damn why doesn't your anxiety prevent you from making excuses to us then? i wish it did! like if you're SO anxious about a fic author blocking you for saying something nice, why are you not anxious about getting blocked for telling that author "okay but i don't want to comment on your works though"??? because i can tell you which of these two things is way more likely to piss me off and it isn't the comment.
like. idk man. if you really don't want to comment on and engage with people's creative works, no one can force you to. but also consider maybe not commenting on and engaging with those people's posts just to explain that you don't want to comment on/engage with their works. if you are so committed to staying quiet and being a passive consumer then commit to the bit and stop asking creative people who put way more of themselves out there than you are to pat you on the back and reassure you that you'll still keep getting free content even if you can't do so much as drop a "this was really good!" in the comments.
#rimi talks#like. maybe its just me but i just do not care about passive consumers#someone can love my fic more than anything in the world and reread it every single day for a week and i literally would not care#if they don't talk to me! because i have no way of knowing. they are not real to me.#like functionally someone doing that is NO different than 7 different people opening the tab and going ''i hate this nvm'' 2 sentences in.#and the people who go ''ohh but im sooo anxious i cant comment (but i can fsr tell you about how anxious i am about commenting'' are so.#newsflash i have anxiety too and i just shared 30000 words so forgive me if i kind of don't give a shit#it's just like. if you're not going to comment then don't. but don't ask me to reassure you or give you a medal for it!#sometimes the politest thing to do is simply shut the fuck up <3#like there's a time and place for talking about how you're anxious or burnt out or exhausted#and it's simply NOT when people are shouting into the void about wanting a sense of community bc they feel taken for granted.#that is not the time or place. please learn a sense of shame if manners are beyond you.
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I haven't done one of this in a while but...
Obikin AU set in the regency era where Obi-Wan is a Lord too set in his own ways and who has never felt the desire to be tied down to another, happy to continue the rest of his life as a bachelor.
Despite constant pressure from his grandfather (Count Dooku) to find a spouse and have heirs, Obi-Wan is content to stay as he is. He does not want to stop his dilliances, and even enjoys the fact that they have earned him a reputation of sorts.
(Every girl who is not looking to becoming Lady Kenobi is looking for a night in his bed. And he welcomes them all, uncaring of their marital status.)
Anakin is his housekeeper's son, his pageboy, and a constant presence in his life. He doesn't need to turn around to know that Anakin is nearby, always at the corner of his eye, never out of his sight.
(Anakin loves Obi-Wan, but knows it can never happen. His Lord is too marriage-phobic for him to follow Anakin to the altar.)
Obi-Wan's life is perfect as it is, and he loathes the idea of changing a thing from it, even if it means his family name dies with him.
But then, at a masquarade ball, he meets an alluring young man who takes his breath away. They dance all night — something he never does during the Season — until the bell rings midnight and the young man runs away without looking back.
Obi-Wan becomes obsessed with finding out the identity of the man he can't stop thinking about. But, at the same time, Anakin asks for his help, wanting to learn the ways to win a noble's heart, as the younger man longs to marry and fall in love, something that doesn't sit quite right with Obi-Wan, who always taught Anakin would forever live in his house.
#obikin#obikin au#regency era au#obi-wan kenobi#anakin skywalker#despite what it looks like#i have not seen bridgerton#i have seen the carriage scene from s3 and a couple of gifs from said season#but 't was enough to inspire this#[i am not sorry i laughed at the orchestra arrangement of that pitbul song while penelope gets fingerbnged in a carriage]#unlike the other aus i post in here this one actually has words beyond this in the wip document#[looks at my unfinished fslseaes chapter] it will be fine
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An addition to the cocktail chapter of the @worldsbeyondpod Unofficial Cookbook:
Honey With A Note Of Song
an absinthe wash (the green fairy, for your roots)
2 oz. rye (your liquor of choice, strong and spicy)
1/4 oz. pine and rosemary honey syrup (you cannot go home again)
1 barspoon of saline solution (for your first divine smite, where you found your breath once more)
1-2 dashes of peychauds bitters (because this is a play on a sazerac)
a grapefruit twist (a touch of the bitterness age has brought you)
serve in a glass reminiscent of a chalice
#worlds beyond number#wbn unofficial cookbook#Eursulon#the wizard the witch and the wild one#for absinthe wash: swirl a small amount of absinthe around the sides of your glass#for honey syrup: 2:1 honey to water ratio#i used pine in the common sense foraging various evergreen needles including pine fir and cedar (and rosemary)#for saline solution: 20g of salt dissolved in 80g of hot water#when foraging for needles make sure u know what ur grabbing and be wary of yew especially#in the words of Alexsis Nicole happy snacking don’t die!!!#cw alcohol#your honey is quiet (non-alc drink with honey syrup) and Ame cocktail coming soon#no idea what to make for a Suvi cocktail i’m so sorry Aabria#Ame cocktail will be slightly impossible to replicate bc it uses local ingredients but that’s the point u will have to brew ur own potion#if u make this ur not legally obligated to tell me about it in the tags or comments but it would make me really happy if u did!!!!!#update after staging the Ame cocktail with a little extra ✨✨ i wish i put more ✨✨ into staging this one as well#put my thing of bark behind it#¯\_(ツ)_/¯ o well
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So I just finished the Creep Cast episodes on Borrasca and I'm not coping well.
#borrasca#i haven't been this fucked up by a creepypasta since penpal#i am feeling feelings#feelings i have no words to describe beyond upset#i am equal doses of sad and raging and i have no clue what to do with myself now#ck walker#creep cast#wendigoon#meatcanyon
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I have wanted to make a 'harvest lest' for actual months, and a friend finally pushed me into picking up the new tablet to take it for a spin - and now harv-lest sticker is real.
Harvest Moon belongs to @venomous-qwille !
#gitm au#damn man i need an art tag i guess#anyways hey these are the tags for behind the scenes chat#originally his hand was gonna be posed a little more uh#coquettishly#you know like a kiss on the cheek type beckon or mirroring the fool lest a little more closely#but then i spent half an hour with those grabbers#i could have yelled#cried#begged#harvest i said through tears we have gotta get you some mittens#anyway harvest is great love him can't wait for him and his charm point grabbers to come wreck shit#oh also yeah he has fab 'hair' because of bean#thanks bean#i really like the art you did of him with a bouquet it was very charming#i love this sticker and i am so pleased with it beyond words and i am tickled pink folks like him too#spritedraws
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