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I kissed a girl…
#music#frank sinatra#teenage dreams#i kissed a girl#i am 14 again#51 going on 14#best day on the planet#happy sisyphus#it has changed the whole mood of the night#i have been singing at the top of my voice at people#they think I am insane#i am#fuck everybody#wyrm in love
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red lips and glittery gold eyes is The Look of fall and winter and I’m so happy to be wearing it again
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Omg Hazbin Hotel season 2 poster real?!
(Please click for better quality!!)
#drag's art#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel fanart#oh boy here comes the tags#hazbin hotel charlie#hazbin hotel vaggie#hazbin hotel alastor#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel keekee#hazbin hotel niffty#hazbin hotel cherri bomb#hazbin hotel angel dust#hazbin hotel husk#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin hotel valentino#hazbin hotel velvette#hazbin hotel lute#hazbin hotel lilith#hazbin hotel sir pentious#chaggie#huskerdust#radiosilence#this took near 14 hours and finishing it on April fools was a complete coincidence 💖#I am never drawing again lmao#1k#1.5k#2k#2.5k
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The Third Promise
#woop woop here i am on the baby wuk lamat train lets go#the image of her holding on to galool ja ja's enormous hand would NOT leave me#i have a follow-up sketch i debated putting with this one but it is huge spoilers so i decided to wait#dunno when ill post it but yknow. eventually.#flight's making things again#ff14#ff14 dawntrail#final fantasy 14#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#wuk lamat#galool ja ja
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pick your battles
#my art#my stuff#art#comic#original art#pride 2024#pride month#trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr#i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe#so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles#this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat#my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc#i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14#but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020#from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember#and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery#and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far#and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community#that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean#that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else#so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes#about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves#you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you
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'Dead Poets Society' gang
Headcanon that these four drop poetry and literature quotes on their conversations unprompted.
Jason 'English-major-I-only-visit-the-manor-for-the-library' Todd-Wayne
Damian 'I-master-liberal-arts-unlike-you-plebs-PHD-holder' al Ghul-Wayne
Cassandra 'I-learn-English-thru-Shakespeare-as-god-intended' Cain-Wayne
Duke 'only-title-holder-of-vigilante-poet-and-will-cuss-you-just-as-poetically' Thomas-(future) Wayne
#My background is ass#I promise to practice but omg i am losing motivation coz its too ugly#started putting some on coloring that i started being happy about it#But my background is level toddler i hate it#the patience and discipline to make my lines straight and clean is nonexistent gdi...why did past me choose library gdi#Just writing some Duke in my fics and this image of them all just made me wanna do art...Duke is a poet and writes stories u kno?#Duke is not a wayne yet...and is not dead yet...but with how comics goes then its just a matter of time lol#They're all in school here...Cass and Jason are college watching over their juniors in high school#everyone use cardigans but Jason like his leather so no thanks lol#Duke and Cass in outsiders are cute#jason todd#dc comics#damian wayne#fanart#robin#cassandra cain#duke thomas#inking & background study#Damian is now 14!!!! He's getting old...he's like a baby yesterday omg#I need to stop obsessing over this so i posted a WIP so i can continue writing my fic!!! argh#Im gonna watch youtube tutorials again on drawing bookshelves coz i cannot do this without guidance
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Home Away From
I love hopeless agony almost as much as tooth rotting fluff??
Post-kidnapping Angel adjusting (badly) to the new normal.
might do a part 2 where it gets even worse idk ← my last words before i get thrown out of the plane
Kidnapping, imprisonment, codependency, etc.
proceed with caution
Eyes straight forward, you had to keep yourself occupied fiddling with the edge of a couch cushion. Every single one had a few loose threads from how often you worried away at them.
Twelve… thirteen… fourteen neatly aligned book spines on the lowest shelf behind the dark haired man kneeling in front of you. A full, hardcover collection of your favorite webcomic, each book signed and dedicated to you. Maybe you'd force yourself to read them all again. For the third time since your arrival.
"Angel."
It was hard to keep track of how long you'd been here—in this house far removed from Corland Bay, with everything you ever wanted in a forever home. All those wild, fantasy-ridden dreams you joked about with Ren, and then [REDACTED], were true now.
And yet your supposed fiancé carried you over the threshold of that forever home kicking and screaming.
"Still not talking?"
His hand reached for yours, fingers gently lacing between your own before you eventually pulled away. You saw their real reaction in the corner of your vision. By now, you knew him as obsessively as he knew you—there wasn't much he could hide anymore. The pain in his blue eyes lingered for too long this time.
It hurt. You hated to see that look on his face. But you hated being trapped here so much more than that. Why couldn't he understand?
Realistically, a silent treatment would get you nowhere. A few hours had turned to days, then weeks, and he was still soft-spoken and doting towards you. There was hardly a difference in the man you proposed to, and the one that bolted the front door shut from the outside on the few occasions they left for supplies.
You were too used to domestic life, too docile compared to that first day—sometimes you'd lose yourself and forget you were a prisoner. All your old hobbies still occupied your days while he sat nearby, and it just felt natural to include the only person you ever saw. To call his name and read a passage from a book aloud for him to laugh, or casually scoot closer to him for warmth during a movie.
Those moments when you forgot felt like they could slot in between all your old memories with ease.
"I'm sorry, love. I only wanted t'keep you safe," he whispered.
His breath almost tickled your legs, followed by the feel of his forehead resting against them. The urge to brush a hand through their hair—an innocent gesture you did at least daily back home—hurt just as much to ignore.
Were it not for their words of apology, even now could've been another memory. Who could fault you for falling into habits of comfort with the one who lived for you, and you alone?
The silent treatment was the best you could do.
💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤
Tired and disoriented, you woke up alone in your bedroom. The pink haired plushie you normally cuddled had disappeared somewhere, probably tossed to a corner of the room in your fitful sleep. Your usual replacement for a space heater was nowhere to be found, either.
Had he stayed up late? You called their name. "Ren?"
A muted commotion in the hallway outside, then the door creaked open. "Angel?" your beloved hacker answered back cautiously.
"Are you coming to bed?"
There was no response for a long moment. But soon enough, his familiar footsteps sounded against the floor.
You sat up and pulled the blanket to the side for them. As he settled in, you cuddled close, resting one arm over their chest while your head laid in its rightful place atop his shoulder. You managed to lean up and find their lips for a quick kiss before closing your eyes.
Though you couldn't see his face, you imagined the blush that painted his cheeks at every piece of affection you gave. With the thought fresh in your mind, you drifted off.
💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤
Hours later you woke again, your rest this time far more peaceful in their embrace. A pitiful, lazy groan left you as you stretched, then opened your eyes to greet your partner.
[REDACTED] was silently looking down at you, propped up on one arm.
You reached up to cup his cheek and smiled at him. He leaned into your touch like always, but their usual loving gaze was laced with hesitation. As if waiting for something. Anxious of what could bother him, your hand followed the line of his jaw down to their neck, past the tattooed heart of your name, and settled on a piece of jewelry.
Was that correct? It felt off. A long moment passed as you fiddled with it, trying to figure out what was so out of place about that silver chain, until it hit you.
The golden ring was back on his necklace, instead of on your finger where it belonged. Where it used to belong.
Weeks, or maybe even months ago, when they kept you in a careful hold while locking the bedroom door behind them—you'd thrown that ring in his face the second he let you go.
For all the scratches and bite marks you'd put on his arm, tearing at skin that was already long scarred, he hadn't shown a hint of worry. Not until they bent down to get the ring that hit their chest and clattered to the floor.
It was the same worried face you saw now.
Your hand stilled, and before you could even whisper the words you wanted to yell, he slipped from the bed to give you space. The door clicked shut behind them to trap you in with your thoughts.
How could you be so stupid? Weak? They didn't have to try at all to wear you down; you did it all on your own. He tore you away from friends and family, yet here you were, forgetting yourself to play house with him. Then you took it a step further and let him sleep in your bed.
Nails dug into the pillow under your head, but instead of throwing it you squeezed it tight to your chest. You bit your lip to hold back the tears, glaring down at the empty spot on your ring finger that had only now begun to match the skin around it.
Another foolish dream to pile with all the others.
As much as you wanted to hope they would see reason one day and bring you back home to make things right—a thought far past irrational by now—you had to mourn the life taken from you.
You knew them, you knew them. Always seeking your favor so quickly that any argument quelled before it had a chance to begin, but stubborn when he felt it necessary.
If the first answer was a no… the next one and the next one wouldn't change. You should've accepted it the second he locked the door.
Ren was the only person you'd ever see again.
#14 days with you#14dwy redacted#14dwy#14dwy ren#momo writing#this is self indulgence too but the kind where i hate myself???#<- i mean this in a nice way ok#red title = no one has a good time not even ren#da color coding is mostly for me actually#since i WRITE TOO FUCKING MUCH i can't even find my own shit!!!#not using my own pinned post bc i just wanna scroll endlessly ooo i'm a little clown#yet again why am i like this
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do not squander it. the legacy i leave you.
#final fantasy xiv#final fantasy 14#ffxiv#ffxiv art#emet selch#hades ffxiv#once again i am thinking too much about flower symbolism#lily's fanstuff#lilyart: paintings
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I regret to inform you all that Deadpool & Wolverine is actually very good and just gay as everyone says
#I do tragically recommend this movie#it pisses me off a little because I thought I had sworn off anything related to Marvel but here I am#feeling the urge to rewatch the early movies#it was genuinely very good and I had a great time#I feel like im 14 again Jesus Christ#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#deadpool 3#poolverine
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messing around with clara's design
#peep the scarf that looks like a rat tail thankss#this 14 year old girl can really there i am. there i am again. i am the rot and ache beneath your skin. and so forth#this basicly p1 clara with p2 colors smiles#anyway let me tag the character now#my art#pathologic#pathologic art#pathologic fanart#pathologic 2#clara saburova#clara pathologic#clara the changeling#its 2 am i can finaly sleep
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𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐅𝐢𝐥𝐦|Have you ever seen ‘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐌𝐀𝐍’?
#svtgifs#svtcreations#svtsource#svtdaily#fywonwoo#seventeen#wonwoo#wanted to add noise but the first gif jumped from 6mb to 14 LMAO#anyways i am back once again with mid gifs and i will dissapear again#b.edits
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"You feel real to me."
#SCREAMING SHAKING CRYING SOBBING THROWING UP#THE LINE DELIVERY? THE HAND ON HIS CHEST?#BUNGIE.#gosh FUCKING DAMNIT IM CRYING AGAIN.#please PLEASE do not do anything that will do lasting damage to their relationship#PLEASE THEY HAVE BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH JUST GIVE THEM A HAPPY ENDING#i am going to take the Conductor tf OUT. you do not fucking get to tell saint his existence is a lie and get away with it#destiny 2#destiny 2 echoes#destiny 2 spoilers#echoes spoilers#destiny 2 echoes spoilers#saint 14#osiris#destiny osiris#o14#destiny o14#the final shape
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Utopiosphere
#once again i am pushing my Mili propaganda#ooooh you wanna listen to mili you wanna listen to mili sooooo bad#anyway. the ancients had a hell of a time huh. 'utopia' my ass#venat#azem#tethys#oh yeah i finally gave her name :)#meteion#athena#erichthonios#emet selch#hades#hythlodaeus#elidibus#themis#hermes#lahabrea#final fantasy#final fantasy 14#final fantasy xiv#ff14#ffxiv#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art#btw the caption is the title of the song the lyrics are from :) u will never guess who the artist is (its mili)
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odile wip that happened to be a bit prettier than usual...
#what am i cooking? you will never know.#isat#isat odile#in stars and time#unless i actually finish this which is unlikely considering its#*checks again* about 14 pages#day 79#eh screw this i aint countin no more
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hidden inventory!
#hi this took like. somewhere between 14 and 16 hours. probably more#but I am a jjk fan once again#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#geto suguru#amanai riko#kuroi misato#stsg#nibeul art
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Phil: [Reading a chat message] "Phil's gonna migrate to Kick on this stream lmao."
Phil: I will sooner kill myself – in real life, on stream – than do that.
Phil: Sorry, got a bit serious– [Laughs] I need you to understand– I need– [Laughs] I need you to understand that right now, in its current state, that fcking website is AWFUL for this community. It is awful in general! So yeah. No. Never happening. Unless some huge changes happen, which, I dunno if you can make any huge changes when your website is literally owned by Stake dot com, an evil fcking betting company. So– [Blows a raspberry] Yeah. I dunno dude. It's kind of rotten from the ground up.
Phil: For the second time, I have been offered to join a very not-so-great streaming website! And for the second time, I've said no! The website is dogsht! And fcking terrible! Specifically for my community. Why the fck are they still asking?! Go away! [Laughs] Go awayyyy! Stop! Stop your sht! Fix your fcking website! It's terrible!
#Philza#Phil#August 12 2024#August 14 2024#Tw suicide mention#suicide mention#tw suicide joke#suicide joke#I try not to post clips that have those kinds of jokes but Hoo Boy! I Sure Am Feeling Mad About Kick Today#Phil has talked about how much he Loathes Kick on multiple occasions#but for these two clips the second one was prompted by them literally emailing him (again) in the middle of stream
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