#i also have seen it said that they dont have misunderstandings and thats just. not true textually

[getyinyusedtoit]

i love hualian's specific brand of misunderstanding because it happens due to their internalized feelings of inadequacy and self denial, and these feelings remain self contained. there is no betrayal or argument of any kind, no big catalyst that changes the dynamic of their relationship in some awful way, no negative assumptions placed upon one by the other. they just happen as they are both testing the waters and working through what they're allowed to want, allowed to have while their individual inability to see themselves as worthy of taking want they want, of being loved gets in the way every time.

and it's so good, seeing them fumble these moments that are clearly veiled or outright confessions and yet continue to grow closer in spite of it. to watch them have this journey and watch them teach each other the things they themselves need to learn. it's good because centuries of self denial wouldn't go away overnight, no matter how perfectly they slot into each others lives. instead we get to see both of them learn that they can start to give and take what they want more and more over their journey, until it culminates in less of a confession and more of an acknowledgement, finally having the ability to reach out and embrace love you feel you don't deserve while also giving love to someone who equally fears they don't deserve it.

[xhopelesslyromanticx]

Rumor has it - Lando Norris x Leclerc!Reader

Social media AU

My first social media au! I‘m back guys, took some time off because of studies.

Disclaimer; no hate to the girl who‘s in the picture with Lando! It’s literally just for the plot.

Face claim; jade_distinguinn on instagram

Masterlist

summary: Lando is spotted with a blonde model, who clearly is not his girlfriend. It leads the internet to question everything.

f1gossip

Monaco

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f1gossip Drama Alert! Lando was spotted chatting it up with a blonde model in Monaco today. Just days ahead of the Monaco Grand Prix while Y/n is in Cannes. Is there trouble in paradise?

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user23 ouch, poor y/n

lando.y/n we dont know anything yet!

y/nstan the pictures say enough

f1.fans the leclerc brothers would surely kill him

user14 yes, hope its just rumours

y/n.fans apparently the girls friends with Pierre, so could just be a misunderstanding

y/n_leclerc

Cannes

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y/n_leclerc living the dream

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charles_leclerc Arthur said the second pose is weird

y/n_leclerc tell him to shut it

arthur_leclerc Charles!? no wonder Lorenzo is her favourite

username1526 You gonna just ignore the rumors?

y/n.stans let her live! why don‘t you all go harrass Lando?

f1gossip maybe she‘s as confused as we are

carmenmmundt looking gorgeous love!

y/n_leclerc thanks Cami…see you soon🫶🏼

f1gossip

Monaco

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f1gossip So Y/n has deleted a couple of posts with Lando, but she still has these up? And even pinned at the top if her instagram? I‘m as lost as you are🤷🏻‍♀️

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norris.4 see maybe they just done with the media

f1.fans yes but they could at least adress it?!

y/n.stans if she stays with him imma throw a fit

norrisupdates we don‘t even know if it‘s true? there could be an easy explanation

f1gossip yes maybe they just need time, hoping for the best though

landonorris

Monaco

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landonorris it‘s monaco time ladies and gents

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charles_leclerc

Monaco

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charles_leclerc family first

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y/n_leclerc awww Arthur looking so innocent

arthur_leclerc i am?!

charles_leclerc stop it guys

leclerc.fans family? where‘s Y/n?

y/n.stans she‘s not gonna be in Monaco

user6282 liked by Lando?!

y/n_leclerc

Ibiza

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y/n_leclerc finally feels like summer

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f1gossip

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f1gossip Confirmed: Y/n has not attended the Monaco gp. People have peeped her posting the second photo right after Landos circulated on twitter. It‘s also confirmed that the girl who was seen lunching with Lando is still in Monaco and attending the Grand Prix.

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y/nismommy she‘s in ibiza thats why she didn’t attend

f1.fan but her whole family is there?

user415 I think they broke up

norris.news what if the model is there? the whole world is there?

leclerc16 yes, exactly. I heard she even has a bf!

y/n.lec but why is Y/n not there? she always supports Charles and Arthur in monaco

y/n_leclerc

f1gossip

Barcelona

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f1gossip News: looks like the youngest Leclerc is currently in Barcelona ahead of the GP! She has been spotted hanging out with Charles as well as attending a football game with Lorenzo. We hope she‘s also there to see Lando.

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y/nismommy so glad it‘s not true

f1.fan we don’t know, she could be there with her brothers

norris.updates Lando has been spotted kissing her in the Mclaren hospitaly. Save to say they are fine!

user678 they probably were just done with all the rumors

y/n.stans i still think him with that model is fishy

y/n_leclerc

Circuit de Barcelona

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y/n_leclerc Supporting my fav reds today. Swipe for legendary Arthur content + Charlie looking like he couldn‘t hurt a fly

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f1.fansss what about Lando?

norris.updates leave them alone! They will adress once they are ready

y/n_leclerc maybe there is nothing to adress?

landonorris you look gorgeous

arthur_leclerc she‘s not even on the picture?

pierregasly you can see her from the back

charles_leclerc gonna punch you for that Gasly

y/n_leclerc Hey! leave my behind out of this 🫶🏼

landonorris

Barcelona

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landonorris P3 babyyy. couldn‘t do it without my girl by my side. Not a day goes by where I don’t think about how lucky I am. It‘s all for you my love @y/n_leclerc

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georgerussell63 parents

landonorris son

carlossainz55 Charles wants his leather jacket back

y/n_leclerc shhh

arthur_leclerc she changes teams like I change underwear

y/n_leclerc so almost never?

[zee-has-commitment-issues]

"Also Wilhelm was just trying to keep the conversation going because Fredrika decided to just, like, kill the vibe. " - this exactly!! I haven't seen anyone mention this but thats exactly it. Im not sure if he would have even mentioned it otherwise. To me it wouldn't matter even if he did even though i did feel the second hand embarrassment for him since everything was awkward anyway and this seemed to make it worse and then add to that the whole phone picture misunderstanding situation with that guy. I do also think simon reacted the way he did because he was pissed of at Frederikas comments about not having gone to the US and it made it worse. Anyway not sure whether i had a point here but i just liked your point about this. And i really dont see what Wilhelm could have done differently in the situation.

(Not talking about the argument with Simon. With that there's ways i would have liked them to have handled it differently but im not surprised they didn't, nor even with how either of them acted tbh).

Yeah there was a lot going on in that moment. As Simon later said "it wasn't the right time for everyone to meet." And it really really wasn't. As much as everyone would have loved for their groups to merge without incident, they're all very different people.

Fredrika literally cannot comprehend that Rosh and Ayub haven't been to the US. That isn't a thought that has ever crossed her mind.

Rosh and Ayub cannot comprehend that, to them, Wilhelm working for the summer is working. Because, to Rosh and Ayub, it isn't a job.

There was always going to be incident. Though, if I'm being honest, I thought the problems were going to come from Stella, not Fredrika. I was pleasantly surprised that Stella was chill. Henry and Walter weren't very chill - giggling about the guy with the phone. And, I hate to say it, but Rosh and Ayub weren't the most chill about their judgements either.

Everyone meeting at once was a bad situation. The picture incident was a bad situation. The conversation was a bad situation. It was a bad situation that happened too soon and too publicly.

Moral of the story: sometimes it's better to ignore the music and lights you see in the middle of the woods and mind your own business.

[goth1c-pinki3-pi3]

Okay so to the two people who said they would listen/read my ideas, this is for you two before i go to sleep and expand on a later date.

•So for galra keith I would definitely think that he had a lot more galra traits then the show gave him.

• For example his nails were typically stronger and grew in a curved shape

• For another example, his hair was naturally a dark/deep purple but his first foster family after his dads death dyed it black thinking keith had dyed it young to the purple color

• Speaking of purple, i would also think that his eyes were a deep dull purple/plum color

• moving to the scene where Krolia suggests the name Yorak, i personally think that Keiths dad would have included that in his name after she left earth

• so Keiths full name is "Keith Yorak Kogane"

•In terms of galra, he'd probably be seen as a late bloomer to the blade of marmora because he hasn't grown in his ears or tail, not knowing that his tail was surgically removed by one of his foster familys (theres a very rare chance of a human being born with a tail, and I think the tail wouldn't have grown much because the human body has evolved to not need a tail and half his biology was against the tail)

Now onto the good stuff, ergo the trans stuff

• i'd say he's transmasc who's known since he was a young boy, but that could also be me projecting, who knows

• my big thing was what about periods? because i know that everyones is different, i'd say his started at 15 give or take a few years, but before he ended up leaving earth

• With his period, because Galra most likely dont have anything quite as similar (based on cats, i suppose. With cats all their internal bleeding is reabsorbed), his periods would probably be very light as half his body (might/) will absorb the blood and the other half will shed it out.

• I'd say for the same reason he uses cloth pads, simply for the reuse ability and his light flow would have made it easy to clean

• i also head cannon that him growing out a mullet is the result of him shaving his hair at some point, and regaining enough confidence to grow his hair out while knowing that he could easily cut his hair if he felt dysphoric

• with the chest situation, it can go two ways. with the episode when keith and lance are going to the pool, Keith is shirtless, so that is a point to small-chested keith

• but we could also just, ignore that and pretend that he was in a compression shirt that was meant for trans people to swim in. because if there was shorts with them then im sure there was something for compression (ignoring how the alteans could shapeshift)

•One of my biggest head cannon when it comes to trans!keith, is that only Shiro knows, and that if they're ever overheard talking about it (like shiro lecturing keith about working out in a binder or something), everyone just completely misunderstands the conversation

Keith: Shiro it's fine (Shiro just said he can't work out safely in his binder)

Shiro: No it's not keith, you can't keep doing this. You know why. We're in space, you can't avoid the consequences anymore than you could on earth. (Shiro is talking about Keiths ribs, and how if Keith breaks a rib or something akin to that, then there is nothing in space that can help him as opposed to earth where at the very least he could have fixed his ribs)

Lance or Coran overhearing and thinking that it's just about keiths little pick pocketing habit (another head cannon): Huh, i didn't know Keiths been a pick pocketer when he was on earth.

Anyways, thats all i can come up with right this second, if i feel like i'm able to i'll expand on a couple of my head cannons / thoughts

[the-sappho-of-lesbos]

hi, sorry if this isnt a good blog to send this to i just dont know where to turn atm (if this isnt a good blog to ask for help plz lmk where would be better, soz). im 22 and figuring out im sapphic & im trying to join online lesbian spaces but everyone seems so anti-babydyke and im starting to notice that being a lesbian is more about discourse and infighting than it is about wanting to kiss a lady. i thought it was about kissin ladies and thats what i want but how do i make other lesbians not hate me? i feel like all of the other lesbians expect me to have a PhD in lesbianism before i call myself that, before i consider a femme attractive, its like i have to pass thru all these hoops to prove myself even to other queers that im a real lesbian because i can name every lesbian historical figure. again super sorry if this is a bad blog to send this to i do not have a clue who to ask about this or anything im totally lost rn lol (genuinely sorry for literally being that annoying baby dyke ppl complain about rn. ignore me if you want im not gonna be tilted. thx for listening

This isn’t a bad blog to send this too. I’m just genuinely sorry you are going through this and I’m sorry if I don’t have a way to help. But I’ll try my best!! And maybe some more people in the comments will be able to help in ways I can’t.

But just know I’m sending you lots of love and that there isn’t anything wrong with you. At the end of the day, regardless of whatever else is happening, your sexuality really is just simply who you are attracted to. And that’s okay. You are enough ♥️♥️

(I’m also going into this assuming you are at least 18+, so I apologise if I’m wrong on that )

Firstly , you aren’t just seeing things. There is definitely a lot of infighting in the community. Like a lot. I would say it’s typically more intense and in your face online then it is IRL, but I’ve also seen IRL gay groups go really deep off the end with with this stuff.

From what I have read and from people I have talked to, this has sadly sort of always been a thing. We just have different waves of it and different things it might be focused on based on the time period and the world events affecting that at the time. I think in general it’s a very human thing that allllll groups do, but when you are in a marginalised, oppressed and small group of people it can feel a whole lot more concentrated and obvious because there is less room for it to go.

Again, this is just based on conversations I’ve had and things I’ve read, so take it with a grain of salt. But there has also been misunderstandings, disagreements and different beliefs on what things are , what they mean and who should do what in the community. Ranging from politics to fashion to marriage to sex to identities around butch/femme and what it means. For one piece saying something you have another saying something different.

This can cause a lot of confusion and infighting amongst people. A lot of tension at times. And because of trauma a lot of people tend to want to be around people with similar alignments in understanding and belief.

A lot of things can affect that like age , location etc.

But none of that is a reflection of you or your worth or your sexuality. And there ARE people in the same boat as you. Even when it doesn’t feel like it.

There have been waves in the past of some women using and or claiming lesbianism to be a response to sexism. We are currently living in the time after that. And because of that a lot of opinions and thoughts and actions taken place are in a response to that wave. Be it people trying to push it , denounce it , confused by it or hurt by it.

I think this has lead to some of the scaffolding of the current culture we have today.

I understand that need and drive for community and the horrible feeling that can come along when the said community feels like it is in shambles. I feel that way a lot too. And I’m sorry I can’t take that away.

I feel like I’m rambling at this point I’m sorry.

I just want to say though there is nothing you have to prove to anyone. We all figure this stuff out at our own pace. Anyone who treats you poorly for not knowing something or just genuinely not showing interest in it is on them. Your lesbianism doesn’t mean you owe anyone an opinion or a certain way of dressing or feeling. The only person you owe is yourself and that is to show kindness to yourself and be around people who respect you and love you for the wonderful lesbian that you are.

EDIT : I just re-read and you said you are 22 I’m so sorry I missed that 😩

[priceforrottenjudgement]

I didnt want to be negative about natla, i didnt want to hate it, i was really really rooting for it at first, even when the original creators exited the project i was still being positive about it.

On its own this is a good show. Ive seen ppl criticise acting or cgi, but i thought both of those were good. The casting (with one exception) is amazing.

And thats what makes me so mad, the show really had all the requirements to be great, but in their idiotic attempt to appeal to "Fans of got" they committed the exact same mistake the got writers did, namely thinking they can or need to improve the original.

Natla is chock full of unnecessary little changes, but these changes add the fuck up. Taking away so many of kataras lines or actions and giving them to someone else? Removing her anger about sexism, but not the sexism itself? Aang can fly? Aang didnt run away from his Avatar duties, taking away a big part of his character development? Cutting out ALL the slapstick humour? The weird ass first 5 minutes? Fucking making us watch the airnation genocide? And thats just ep 1.

Also why why whyyyyyyyyyyyy the fuck did it need to be dark and gritty?? WHY. they said they wanted to appeal to the original audience and got Fans, like, i dont even have words for this, why??? Why even try to adapt atla when you plan on fundamentally changing the vibe and style of the original Show, why not just pick literally any other grimdark fantasy instead??

I feel so bad for this cast, they truly deserved better, but the producers of natla clearly only had profits on their minds and tried to 'widen' the intended audience by adding dark and edgy shit (as if the og atla Fans werent enough) while also removing amything deemed too controversial (the sexism discussions, character flaws, putting sokka in make up,...). Also "show dont tell" is dead i guess.

This sucks man, i wish the cast all the best and a successful career, but i skimmed through reviews of the show and needless to say i wont watch more than the first ep. This is genuinely disappointing.

Again, on its own this would be a great show, but as an adaptation of atla it falls completely flat bc it misunderstands whst made atla so good to begin with. Youre ofc free to enjoy it, but dont accuse ppl who didnt like it of being haters or purists or overly critical, bc i really really wanted to enjoy this, i wasnt gunning to hatewatch the show :/

Man, fuck grimdark adaptations, all my homies hate grimdark adaptations.

[pommunist]

So sorry for the random vent in your ask box Pommunist, but I just keep seeing peoples posts about saying goodbye to the fandom and while im so glad to see so many people had such positive experiences with interacting I myself didnt really see much of it. I dont know if its cause im just more of a lurker and so I wasnt really making friends and memories with people around the qsmp but I honestly saw an overwhelming amount of negativity and even negativity mascaraing as positivity. Being in this fandom did not teach me togetherness it only taught me just how cruel and mean people are. Over all I honestly dont feel like qsmp reached its goal to bring communities together if so much of the fandom is volatile and actively will attack fans, ccs, admins, just about anyone. There was so much zenaphobia both in the fandom and in the studio. Purgatory was so poorly put together the streamers were having live disagreements and fights (that they thankfully usually got sorted quickly but was still DEEPLY awkward to witness and many people would just leave, wait for the fight to get worked out and come back) and not to mention how angry the fandom was over EVERYTHING at the time. And all that was done ON PURPOUSE. How can we say the the QSMP reached its goal of brining communities together when that simply did not happen? People are still split up in "the Brazilan fans" "the French fans" "the English fans" ect. Like im sure SOME people feel like THEY got something out of it and thats great but dose that mean that OVERALL as a full whole that the QSMP did that? Id argue no.

I’m going to say something that I almost never say lmao but I think a lot of it isnt Qstudios fault.

A lot of it is tied to the nature of twitch stream in as a storytelling medium. Take a normal TV show, people will still find ways to argue all the time about which character is in the right, whether or not a plotline was good etc. And they’re all watching the exact same thing.

With twitch streaming, people have their favourite characters and everything they see is from their pov, which is biased by nature and ultimately lead to a lot of misunderstandings, especially when everything said goes through translation.

Now add to this the second thing which is that some people got into qsmp with zero interest for it and its goal. They were first and above all else a fan of their favourite ccs, and never had any intention to open their mind to anything more than that.

Meaning that for them, everything that was beneficial to their fav, they liked, and everything or everyone that wasn’t, they hated.

Purgatory was the perfect event to lethally mix these two together, which wasn’t helped by that it was a poorly thought out and poorly executed competition event with high stakes (or so we thought at least lol).

Then you also have the xenophobes/mysoginists/shitheads who will just throw hate based on discriminatory reasons or simply because they’re assholes. I’ve seen takes that genuinely had my jaw touching the floor, but that’s the thing when you merge communities, the bad ones come along everyone else sadly.

On top of that they also ruin the fun for other people which lead to some just wanting to stuck with the community they were already a part of before qsmp.

On the other hand, QSMP still allowed people to share parts of their cultures with each other, pick up and learn each other languages, make people who would have never met without it befriend each other.

Personally before it I had never watched English or Portuguese content on Twitch, and now do regularly. I didn’t know any of the streamers besides the French speakers, Fit (watched his vids) and Rubius (only bc he was against the french in the pixel war), and now I’ve discovered many amazing ccs.

I was able to discover and learn a lot about how people do things in other countries, met cool people that I would’ve never met. My opinion on this is probably partly biased due to the fact that the specific communities I’ve been active in are almost comically all peace and love but I’ve also seen a lot of shit, just chose to focus on what was good.

I think QSMP fandom is kind of like if you and a bunch of strangers from around the world were shoved together in a bar. Most people are going to talk and drink and have fun together, but some of these strangers are bond to be assholes who will talk loudly and look for a fight, making the night a bad experience for those who stood near them.

So yeah I think QSMP achieved its goal to an extent, and built bridges between communities but the experience was soured by some who either didn’t care about crossing that bridge or even tried to actively sabotage it.

[lactoesfreee]

not to defend Harlow, but his verse does not strike me as misogynistic AT ALL.

the line people refer to when they say that he is misogynistic says:

I had one girl (One girl), too boring Two girls (Two girls), that was cool for me Three girls, damn, dude's horny Four girls, okay, now you whorin'

People don’t seem to get that he’s calling HIMSELF a whore. He’s calling HIMSELF horny. Not the girls.

When I seen that body, you would think it was a dead body. The way I told my boys, come look

This lyric could definitely be said in a different way, but basics what he means is that the girl is so gorgeous it shocked him, like how how a dead body would shock a person. Like you’d think he’s looking at a dead body when you see the expression on his face when he sees her. It’s also a Boyz 2 men reference. Anyways, He’s so shocked at her beauty, that he tells his friends to come look and see for themselves.

Please don’t take this message badly, I didn’t mean to send this with the intention of offending you or anything, I’m just seeing so many people misunderstanding the lyrics it’s almost funny to me. Also, as someone who listens to a lot of hip hop, don’t ever take Jack Harlow seriously. He’s the most unserious rapper out there right now, so when I heard he was on the track, I already knew this song was gonna be campy.

Sorry for writing a whole book in your asks!

Ah, i figured theyd be talking about that line about being a whore hahah. for me, i knew he was referring to himself as a whore, but it grosses me out because he's collecting women like dolls because having just 1 is boring to him. and in the music video, theyre all wearing the same exact thing and following him around which feels like he doesn't care that theyre individuals, he just sees hot women to fuck yknow? thats my personal take tho, i assume its standard Jack Harlow stuff and he's not the only one that does it of course lol.

the dead body one surprises me, it doesnt feel misogynistic just a bad line skjdfsdf like i interpreted it as a play on 'drop dead gorgeous' but said really corny hahah.

i dont take it badly! i like having these conversations, and since i deleted twitter yesterday ive been dyin to know what people think of it so i've been seeking out opinions! im not someone that enjoys overtly sexual songs myself usually, so im kinda picky with the songs i listen to since it seems like so much mainstream music is sexual. but i respect people who make sexual music and listen to it! i think that theres better ways to go about it than how jack did, but i suppose it coulda been worse pff

[izmaddieyt]

hey so

First of all, if I’m on anon, it’s for a reason, mainly my own protection.

Because not only is flowey just uncomfortable to me but has hurt my friends in the past, has been ableist and threatening. I would appreciate if you took down the posts with me mentioned in it and you block me as well and we can move on from this.

Your response to my question came off as hostile and scares me a little

I get that, its just the ammount of those who do abuse anon is worrying enough, i didnt mean for it to seem that hostile or hostile at all, but moreso a question as i was slightly confused and confused on who it whould be, i have and had no intention on it being agressive or to be agressive, im not the best at answering those kinds of asks as they are concearning to say the least. I dont mind takeing the posts down at all if thats what you wish, but i am happy you got the confirmation i wanted you to have!

I get the uncomfortableness, and to answer the previous question, i really am unsure if the friend thing, never truely messaged them about it or anything and either have they, and mostly @ them due to being a mutual i find it fun or easy to get along with, ive interacted with them before any of the drama around such things had started and i just didnt want any of it on my blog.

Im not one and never will be, i do find it weird and such but im just not one for drama and misunderstandings so ive never said anything about it just to not be put into the drama it holds and held, as i personaly dislike the dangerousness of the drama and those who took things quite far as to go doxxing others and sending them death threats to even there direct homes and as far as going TO there homes, and much more that i rather stay away from, since those who were doing that sort of thing were either being supported for it or asked to stop, i assume you had seen those posts about it at the time the drama started with the whole thing and it is scary for many, so theres much concearn when getting asks that are potentialy related to it and not knowing who its from can also hide those who dont have good intentions.

I hadnt ment to scare at all, that i do apologize for haveing it seem. I was not known of them being threatening to anybody, but its nice to get confirmstion sorted.

[kath-artic]

other thing thats pissing me off is the way she goes about insisting i find happiness where we are. sure, i'd love it if i had local friends just so that i wouldn't have to spend so much time alone, but it's the fact that whenever i say "i miss [insert friend name]" all she says is "just make new friends." like i love meeting new people and making new connections, but it's the fact that she uses it as a way to dismiss my pain that bothers me. because she also says it in ways that fundamentally misunderstand who i am and what i'm looking for. like she consistently undervalues or overvalues the people in my life. when one of my best friends punched me at a party because i had rejected his advances in high school, all she said was "maybe he was going through something. i've always liked him and dont understand why you never went out with him." when i came crying to her because someone i loved had found someone else, she offered me no comfort and said i should just find someone else because he "gave her a bad vibe" (she had never met him and was only saying this because he had dropped acid once, which is something she has also done and that my brother has done IN THE HOUSE). it just feels like she doesn't care about my experience, she just wants to reshape it into something she can understand. and now with this neighbor who she was SO insistent could be my "new friend in the area." i knew going in that this lady is an alcoholic w serious problems. doesnt take a genius to see that. but she was so kind to me in my moment of crisis and helped me so much and now that my mom has seen her at a lowpoint she's not letting her come around the house?? am i just supposed to live in a padded cell of only people my mom has vetted for me?? i'm not even that invested in being friends with this lady, she's just done me a huge favor so i'm returning it by helping her find a counsellor. i don't understand why that's such a big issue, i'm not property and i know how to take care of myself in complex social situations

[theuniverseawakens347]

DDG! Ya miss read halo as Halle he look like her right now cuz … when ya miss read her in ur relationship projecting ur own insecurity “failure” misunderstandings* on her..ya need make right with Halle BUT FOR YOU. … what you been doing w him up til now his yr bday… why ya celebrate it he a baby not going to remember except photos … I’m training a genius but read his body… he sleep,when you walk in the part … also little shit said okay … you hear fuck you… mama Tawana what was DDG like when 1-2 dub n other brother n dad n grandparents WHATS the vibe the .. forcing the now to mental stuck … sooo cows brain ready to roam loose.. mama energy.. trust me MY KIDS KNOW ME.. he doing his damn job right now enjoy his energy n work ur mental mind n stop project UR mistakes w Halle onto him.. ya talk rude to her when you shud have been calm even if she’s wrong… practice on mom or tee.. ya leave one woman out.. THATS WHY ALL YOU NIGGAS FET ME.. - THATS hotly weird but understand8ng now … he’s a sight sore eyes a quick learner playing stupid cause daddy being depressed n doing dumb YouTube videos he don’t wan actually be making.. YOU THROWING OFF THE VIBE HE WANA PLAY.. YOU WANA lay n bed n coddle by gg taking him cause he not dancing to the music ..OKAY FINE THE THE

Music in being a baby again… crawl with this nigga roll.. ITS ABOUT YOU BUT YOU NOT THE IMPORTANT MAIN CHARACTER RN YOU A TANGENT IN HIS STORY HE THE MAIN ROLE MODEL … YOU FOLLOW HIS LEAD MISTER NOT BRUSHING TEETH RN… THANKS WE IN THIS TOGETHER BUT HALO IS UR OR CUH STRAIGHT OR… if he wants to aimlessly roam in his walker leave em you don’t need to Hoover .. see side eye peep what he do… then bring some fun into that … is he going to sit there n stare at hands… learning how to use em… put a toy on the table part of the walker n see … EYE CORDNATION… but break it down to baby… like coach watching n building a team.. where are you weak how do I get u stronger muscle wise what ya need for the team to move as glue…. TALK PAST TO PRESENT BUT DONT HOLD GRUDGES STOP W THE DAMN SAGE .. GET INCENTS .. BUT WHERES UR CALM SPACE ALONE.. WHERES UR CALMS SPACE FOR FAMILY TIME AND CALM SPACE FOR SLEEPING… HE DONT NEED TO HOLD EM… - BABY JACK JACK … get em a small stress sack see what that does grippy grippy… file his names.. learn to be gentle w em.. he’s a boy yes… Neffi a pit aggressive breed WHEN PROTECTION NEEDED BUT A COMPANION FIRST AND ALWAYS - sore spot for what someone over looks BUT THATS MY BABY - kitty Cosmo.. ya come to me when you need mommy love n ya just know .. take being a boy out of it …. Inga WANA cry asses the environment if ur around what lead up to it.. if you off chilling he out of sight.. COOL HE NEED YA ENERGY KNOW SOMEONE AROUND.. IM MAKING NOISE NIGGA CAN U SEE ME.. HELLO JOYCE ARE YOUNTHERE COME SAY HI REAL QUICK - SIGHT ON HELP So vocal loud… or diaper or teething… or them nasty as chick films meal… ya seen my feed carrots to Neffi… THATS alarming .. SHES A DOG W TEETH THIS NIGGA JUST LEARNING A HAND BY SIGHT.., MOTOR SKILLS BEFORE SIGHT COMPREHNSION. that’s weird… yeah so are babies regress ur self he leads.

[gloaming-sometimes]

@cerialslasher replying to this comment in a reblog bc my reply is waaay to long for a comment lmao so get ready for a long rant below the cut. also my opinions and way of thinking about things have changed since i made the original post given that its been over a year since making it, if i were making it now id word stuff very differently. ive actually thought about remaking this flag, mayhaps ill get around to it some time

trigger warnings: "syscourse"/system discourse, (non-graphic) trauma mentions/discussions of how did/osdd-1/etc form

note: the "etc" in did/osdd-1/etc means polyfragmented did, programmed/highly complex did and partial did

where in this post was plurality mentioned? there is a very distinct difference between non-disordered/non-traumagenic plurality and did/osdd1/etc systems. as a person with did i fucking HATE the term plural in the context of systems and or did/osdd-1/etc because of how people use that term in the non-disordered/non-traumagenic communities, and i know many other people with did/osdd-1/etc feel similarly. so yeah, i agree not all plurals are systems. the only systems that are plural are people with did/osdd1/etc who self identify as plural, the same way not all people with did/osdd-1/etc are systems unless they self identify that way. you can have these disorders and not be a system or not be plural. non-disordered/non-traumagenic plurality is real and a fine term to use in theory but literally every single person who ive seen use these terms use them to mean system and or did/osdd-1/etc without the "scary symptoms". "plurality" that is not attributed to did/osdd-1/etc is something many people experience regardless of if they are in the non-disordered/non-traumagenic plural community (for example having multiple internal monologues, feeling like a different person with different people or in different situations, structural dissociation that doesnt result in alters but does result in parts, you get the idea). the difference between that stuff, which is normal and i dont fucking care if you want a community or term for it as long as you arent trying to conflate it with the disorders or de-medicalize them in general, and did/osdd-1/etc is that the latter is a severe, sometimes disabling disorder that is caused by childhood trauma. all of the people who identify as non-disordered/non-traumagenic plurals that ive seen have a sore misunderstanding of the psychology behind these disorders, why they form and how similar the two experiences are. no, you cannot have alters that have specific roles like trauma/memory/symptom/emotion holders, persecutors, caretakers or anything similar because without the childhood trauma and disordered/dissociative part of the equation these alters have no reason to fracture off in the first place. and because online communities have made plural synonymous or, at best, adjacent to did/osdd-1/etc this adds stigma to the disorder and harms people. plural is not a good description of did/osdd-1/etc because these disorders are less like multiple identities and more like a fractured identity. youre still one person if you have these disorders, it just doesnt FEEL like it because thats the whole point of the "disorder" part in the name.

and before someone says "but what about people who are traumagenic but dont remember their trauma so they use endogenic" ive got news for you! a major part of the disorder is not remembering trauma! so that's entirely normal! doesnt mean youre not traumagenic though! if you are self diagnosing or suspect did/osdd1/etc but dont remember trauma that is more than fine, but a part of self diagnosing is doing thorough research on said disorder and similar disorders that could explain the root symptoms better. and all the scientific evidence (which is overwhelming at this point) points to trauma among other prerequisites (disorganized attachment style, predisposition for dissociation, etc) being required for did/osdd-1/etc symptoms to form.

system unity flag 🫂

pride flag for osddid systems because i can't find any that i like that i can confirm arent pro-endo or otherwise problematic. c-did/did/osdd1/p-did are disorders formed in early childhood as a result of repetitive trauma and beyond that symptoms / similarities can vary greatly across the disorders. endo/xeno origin "systems" fuck off this isnt for you. systems who don't remember their trauma, dont know the disorder causing their multiplicity and undiagnosed systems may use this flag.

[genuinehc]

from a whumper, about your post:

(sorry in advance if this comes off as aggressive, i really dont mean it that way, just bad at talking)

i am aware of the fact that, for some people, whump is a sexual thing, but the idea that its like that for a lot of people is a bit..odd? (at least thats how i read your post, sorry if thats not what u meant)

whether anyone likes it or not, 'kink' is automatically associated with sexual content. one of the things i see most often from whumpers is that whump isnt a sexual thing for them (often stated when explaining to non-whumpers)

yes we get whumperflies but for me at least its akin to the feeling i get at other things i really enjoy. its just a really excited/satisfied stomach feeling, something id also get when playing a high-energy board game or even seeing a non-whump trope i really love in film/tv! for me id say its sorted under the umbrella is excitement, but its not the same at all as sexual excitement like kinks are thought to be. and saying that it has specific feelings (stomach butterflies, twitching fingers, etc.) is kind of.. obvious i suppose. every emotion has that; we pace and bounce our legs when nervous or bored, we get tense and our hearts race when scared or angry.

for me, intimacy has nothing to do with whump. (in fact thats one of the reasons i usually dislike intimate whumpers because they usually venture too close to romantic or sexual content for my tastes)

like someone else said, i think the main reason that whump blogs dont like interactions from kink blogs is that it shifts the idea of it being nonsexual whump to sexual whump (which, given how many people ive seen with rape/noncon as squicks, could be unsettling) (and even for whump blogs have post/reblog sexual whump, the whump community heavily confines whump to fiction rather than reality in a way that isnt followed or obvious that its followed by kink blogs. which may also make people uncomfortable)

sorry for the long ask, just had a lot i wanted to say

You’re totally fine. :)

I do feel like I want to give further context to my frame of reference, though, because I feel like it’s central to why I’m asking:

I am 1000% a neurospicy internet old who is returning to fandom and fandom adjacent spaces after almost 20 years away from being an active participant in them. An entire subculture of a subculture grew up while I was pursuing other nerdy interests and I am equally delighted and curious about what the standards are and how they came to be.

This line of inquiry is an attempt to bridge something that feels very intuitive to me with my observations of the whump community. There is a gap in understanding or terminology or both, and that gap is with me: I’m the one misunderstanding the culture. After nosing around the edges for a couple of years, rather than try to understand through observation alone, I’m finally just asking: what is up with this?

What I’m learning from the lovely people who have been kind enough to take the time to share their opinions and experience is that there isn’t a single answer (and tbh, I wasn’t expecting that there was and would have been disappointed if there had been). The last 30ish hours have had a lot of really good discussion and I’m enjoying getting more insight, especially from thoughtful people with more experience in this community.

Thank you for taking the time to respond!

[attila-werther]

me 🤝 stannis

[jyndor]

just AGGH I gotta rant for a minute

I just saw someone else say this and I have to say, at this point just say you don't actually listen to palestinians and read what they've said and maybe, just maybe, you need to do some work on yourself to not be so racist, and also you need to examine your politics and actually understand why you say you're fighting for what you're fighting for. because I have seen too many so-called progressives clutch their fucking pearls over things they don't really want to understand or engage with and CHANGE THEIR MINDS ABOUT WHOSE RIGHTS THEY SUPPORT to have much more patience when people hem and haw about things that should be NON-NEGOTIABLE.

the amount of liberal cis women who have turned their backs on trans people because they don't like the terms "birthing person" or "people who are pregnant" or they've been tweeted at by a mean trans person or whatever the fuck. or white people who get hurt by "black lives matter" because the slogan doesn't include the "too" at the end of it like that isn't fucking obvious to ANYONE with a fucking brain

like of course there are arabs who have said antisemitic shit, arabs are people and people can be antisemitic. And I bet you there's a person who has said from the river to the sea and meant that jewish israelis should get out of palestine, in fact I know there are people who have said that and similar antisemitic shitty things.

I remember when journalist helen thomas said "the jews should get the hell out of palestine" and she's of course not the only one, and I am not a moron, no group of people has uniformly perfect politics. I dont essentialize groups of people because thats weird as fuck. and as I was reminded on october 7th, people don't have to have my politics to be victims of violence that I should care about! and that's true and important for all of us to keep with us. yeah, a majority of israelis have really shitty politics on palestinian rights and are racist, but they absolutely have the right as human beings to live in peace.

but that's just for israelis, not for palestinians who have to be SOOOO careful with everything they say, and they have to remain so fucking pure and keep their slogans out of shitty people's mouths or they don't get to have rights. or they don't get to even express their desire for a pluralistic, democratic country that doesn't fucking dehumanize and try to erase THEM from the fucking planet. just for being in the FUCKING WAY.

like can we be for fucking real for a minute? do we drop a slogan or a political movement because some idiot who supports it says something shitty? or is shitty? are we serious about a liberatory politic or do we need victims to worry about every single fucking shitty thing that has ever been done in their name????

from the river to the sea means palestinians will be free from oppression and apartheid and have fucking equal rights under the law. it is about connecting palestinians in the west bank and gaza, it is about equal rights for all in israel/palestine.

have any of the people who say this shit ever fucking read a book???? I have to wonder because the calls for a secular one nation are everywhere in the literature! here's one!

I will say i forgot about marc lamont hill being fired for saying this a couple years back, so people have always been lying or misunderstanding this phrase.

agh I'm so tired of people not being serious about politics. grow up and open a book.

it's embarrassing.

from the river to the sea slander will not be tolerated jfc it's giving "anti-white racism"

[vyladromeave]

hi!! i absolutely love your takes on mcd, especially what you said about it inverting classic fantasy tropes while still very much being a fantasy series. what’s your take on garroth’s betrayal? personally i love that it happened, but the way we got there (the whole jealousy thing) was really weird, and just never felt like great writing. what would you have done? i personally would have brought more of the jury into the situation (and into the whole series, frankly, cause i love them), specifically lillian, who i feel like would have made an excellent spy. but what do you think would get garroth to betray them?

YES exactly. Like the fact that Garroth, the big classic knight in shining armor, is the one who ends up betraying them? Its perfect its incredible and it HURTS in the best way since he's been there by Aphmau since the beginning. Garroths betrayal is a really strong moment narratively, but why it happens and how they resolve it is... less lol. Mostly because they push the jealousy angle really really REALLY hard which liiike... while we've seen that he's a jealous person, I don't think he'd be the type to turn a blind eye to Phoenix Drop's war efforts and side with the person escalating things because of it.

(Ok post-writing edit this got so so long im sorry. I have a lot of feelings about Garroth as a character actually oops. just warning you ahead of time. also there's a readmore now.)

Theres a couple different angles i feel like you COULD go with instead. You're right in involving Lillian in things more for sure, because she actually was involved quite a bit originally, but the series did a really bad job of showing it. But it could be argued even in the original series that Garroth betrayed the others less because of his jealousy, and more because he felt like he was being lied to/left out/replaced by Aphmau. And while I feel like thats at least a more valid reason to betray the group, it also feels less strong narratively? Garroth's betrayal is strongest narratively when it's entirely his choice, and the Lied To By Aphmau angle only works when it's something he's being manipulated into believing by Lillian and Zane, therefore making it more of a misunderstanding than anything. And thats definitely not as fun.

The problem relies in being able to balance everything. Lillian and Zane working with him and manipulating him definitely should be a contributing factor to his betrayal, but it also still needs to ultimately be his choice and not something that can be cleared up with just a couple words. It needs to result in doing some truly terrible actions of his own volition, but also needs to leave him in a place where he can still be properly redeemed later. It needs to be something he would realistically choose for himself, and not something like jealousy blown way out of proportion, so building off a different flaw of his character would probably be a better choice, but what? and how?

I don't want to get too far into how I would handle it just because well. thats going to be going into my own rewrite lol, and i dont want to spoil it. but i will say that an angle of Garroth that people dont really cover well is how much of a coward he can be, especially when it comes to his own family. He's very scared of his father and the threat of O'khasis looming over his head. He doesn't want to see the people and places he cares about destroyed because of his own inaction, but is also too scared to confront O'khasis directly, meaning as long as he runs away from them people are going to get hurt around him regardless. And while we retroactively know that Phoenix Drop does ultimately overcome the threat of O'khasis, in the moments leading up to that war...

Well. Like. hold on. ok. lets look at this from Garroth's perspective.

Garroth has very personal experience with O’khasis, Garte, and Zane. He knows how they run things and he knows they won’t stop until they get what they want. He also knows that O'khasis' military force is much greater than Phoenix Drops. They sent a fraction of it to the battle and Aphmau had to scrape together forces from every single one of her allies to be able to even moderately match it (and it's likely that if they hadn't found Nicole in time and Scaleswind hadn't pulled out that Aphmau still wouldn't have won). He knows that even if, by some miracle, they manage to win the battle, they won't win the war. That O'khasis has the power to keep this going as long as they want, which is not something Phoenix Drop and their allies can afford. If his brother comes along and says hey, I can ensure your friends safety if you play along with me... If it seems like Zane is genuinely trying to help him and make amends with him, even after all their time apart... If the engagement really seems like the only option for peace, and if following Zane is the only way to get to that point safely... well. It kindof becomes this conflict of Garroth's fear vs his confidence in Aphmau, knowing that as long as he sticks with her things will only get harder to handle. And then being given the option to just have it all stop...

On top of all this, Garroth is shown time and time again to be a very compassionate and merciful person (which is another reason why the vengeance/jealousy angle doesn't work at all). I believe it's Laurance who comments on how this has been turned against him as a weakness before, Garroth is unable to fully stop Zenix when he threatens the village and likely won't be able to stop him in the future because he cares about Zenix too much. I think extending this mercy to Zane as well isn't something too out of left field for him, especially given that they're brothers and Garroth did kindof... leave him to handle Garte alone when he faked his death and ran. And Especially if teaming up with him does lead to the end of the war, because there's no way he can stand just watching the village continue to fall apart around him if he refuses. And if Garroth has to hurt the people he cares about a little in order to ensure that they will never be hurt by O'khasis again, well... Its a difficult choice. But it's one that I think he would definitely take under the right pressure.

(And as a sidenote, I do definitely want to bring the jury further into my rewrite as well, though they'd definitely need a lot more buildup to be able to start properly including them earlier. But also I'm not sure if putting a bunch of them into the S1 finale is the right option for me, again because that requires a lot more time and buildup for something that I think at this point would work better as the whole "looming threat who might be called in next if Garroth doesn't work with Zane instead" deal. Like you can't call in the whole force right away, two of them have already technically been called in to deal with the situation (Katelyn and Lillian) and thats already a lot. And I think I'd like to leave some of them as S2 problems to deal with, as I definitely want to get into Garte as taking up a more threatening role in S2, and control of the jury would probably fall to him with Zane missing. That's just me personally though more jury inclusion in general is always a good thing. I just gotta figure out exactly where and how to work them in ahdjfsgjhkdsfjgh)