#i already said this on a discord before.
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"we want more weird queers" there are weird (/pos) queers. everywhere. there's the transhets, the cisgays, the aro/ace cishets, the aspecs who are involved in kinks or anything related to sexual acts — especially the aspecs who are involved in sex work. there are cis people who use pronouns that aren't associated with their sex. there are trans people who use pronouns associated with their sex. transhet t4t exists, it's somewhere and everywhere. transfem butches exist. fem transmasc exist. alloace people exist. alloaro people exist. queerplatonic relationships exist between various people of the entire fucking spectrum. don't forget about the trans queers who don't wanna go on hrt or get top/bottom surgery, who want to present themselves in their own way. the queers who look wildly different from their past selves, the queers who look the same. there are so much of us here, and we all exist on a spectrum. we are hiding but we are also open.
there are so much more of us here. support the weird queers that already exist. please.
#i already said this on a discord before.#but it surprises me and pains me greatly to see queers who aren't accepted in their own community at all just because they were “too weird”#or some bullshit like that or contrasts that.#it doesn't matter if they're “too weird” for you; support them anyways.#we are human and we are exploring in any way possible and thus this includes identity (queer or not).#i have so many words i want to say that aren't included in this post but i am way too brain foggy right now.#but yeah.#- 💨#🫐 - ramble txt.#transgender#queer#lgbtqia#trans
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releasing this from the hj discord dungeon because the public populace was in agreement also i'm chronically offline on tumblr and need to fix that for my chronically online ahh
#hand jumper#webtoon#sayeon lee#she couldn't even enjoy herself once she gets into the decent university because she got sent to the corps sayeon lee my giiirl#SHE'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO BASK IN THE GLORY OF VALEDICTORIAN BECAUSE SHE WAS CONSCRIPTED 😭#bro she's built like those kids in school who dump social interaction the moment exam season comes around#she's built like and earned that first honours fr.#but the corps said nah so she did the one thing those kids do make life even HARDER for themselves#even if in context it's no even hard it's just a matter of survival in the corps so success is the only option lest you die#hj reminds me of kaiji a lot with how they handle this but they're like two different genres but i digress#so she created TWO short term goals that forced her to hammer down her if not reinforce her previous values/beliefs#and if you read fp or wait until this tuesday lemme tell you rn it gets worse#which force her back into her shell and wall she's built#which is fucked up bc juni's wall is coming down when cell 4 didn't die as quick as she'd thought and surpassed her expectations#sayeon try not to be any characters narrative foil/parallel challenge fail 1000% speedrun#this only gets worse in fp and while this was in my drafts since the morning#i will say i literally just had a conversation abt this with my g bigbrainmanyvibes before prematurely leaving for lunch#but i set an alarm to actually post all the memes i made here so imma do this one now then the rest later#JOIN THE HJ DISCORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WAY EASIER TO USE!!!!![to me......]#PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#that's it for my obligatory plug for the hj discord you can stop reading now i you haven't already stopped because i make this thing a diar#anw GLORY TO SAYJIN NATION!!!!!!!!!
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Also I got a job at a candy shop
#it was seasonal tho and my last day was. already today so that blows#I had a lot of fun tho as evidenced by the fact I wanted to draw me#my chonk arts#Saturn //#i said I'd post more finished things so. here's something finished while I continue to scrounge up my lost wips from discord#but this was honestly mostly practice shading on multiply layers i dint know how to do that before#couldn't decide if I liked pink or purple better so YOU 🫵 decide
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I think if yaelokre took a step back from interacting fully with the community it would be beneficial for everyone
#like we already knew they weren't the best at handling the discord sever drama#like I don't think what was happening in the server warranted an entire server deletion#I think it just cares too deeply about things that are out of its control#obviously I think sexualizing child characters is creepy and gross#but I think every artist in this day and age has to realize that your work will be misinterpreted and taken in ways you don't like#or even want#its unfortunate but its the truth#ive said it before and ill say it again one of the only reasons why yaelokre is so popular is because since its music#people just won't read#or think critically#thus it has a wider audience
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gundam story instead of fighting and robots its a slice of life story that takes place online in UC (in a colony) where it has people trying to be edgy by saying "gihren was right" and "SIEG ZEON" with a zeon flag pfp on gundam-discord and people making humanized art of all the sides and the moon and the earth with angst drama between them like some gundam version of hetalia or countryhumans, ... colonyhumans
#WOEST FUCKING POST YET ALLISON#gundam#sorry i dug this one up from my drafts too#some of these points i’ve already said on discord. leonz has seen these before
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I hate when my phone won't let me have 2 audio sources running at the same time (depending on the app). I know what I'm doing, let me hear the discordant noises. My brain has built-in audio separation for music. It came as compensation for auditory processing issues. Don't make me pause the music.
#i also go absolutely fucking feral when my phone lowers the audio to play a notification sound#I CAN SEPARATE THE AUDIO. I CANT UNDERSTAND THE VIDEO IM WATCHING IF THE VOLUME SUDDENLY GOES TO ...#... 1% TO PLAY MY NOTIFICATION SOUND#wish i could turn that off more than the 2 audio sources one but i already tried researching how and its not possible with my means#i want to hear the notification sound but not at the cost of understanding what was just said on a video#especially if my hands are covered in paint and i cant rewind it#like i said. audio processing. often cant understand whats said under normal circumstances#suddenly lowering the volume makes it worse than having the notif and video play simultaneously#same with music and a video going. i dont wanna stop the vibe to play a video/short video/moment of video to bookmark the link#its not a phone ability issue bc i can play music while my battery-draining phone game plays!!#((usually dont tho bc i like the game music but if im playing while walking i need other music on even if its discordant))#((sometimes its not discordant which is fun))#oh correction before i post: i can usually understand whats said by understanding the other words spoken and mentally filling in the blanks#...for the words i missed. but when the audio goes to like 1% for a full like 5 seconds i miss an entire convo worth of audio#...on top of being pissed ab the audio being lowered for something easily filtered like a little 1 second chime#its hard enough to focus on what words people are speaking even face to face in person#im tired idk where im going w this now#ShitPost.exe#Cori.exe#seriously tho i love putting a song on repeat for hours and doing whatever. if i pause it its like. idk#in the middle of a shower. ur phone holds u at gunpoint to step out and take a shot of ketchup while u still got soap in ur eyes#then once u shoot the ketchup u can go back to showering and ur phone loses its ability to hold u at gunpoint.#like. i may not historically be opposed to a shot of ketchup for the meemz...#...but i dont want my shower interrupted at gunpoint by my phone to make me shoot ketchup...#...and then have to finish the shower with the taste of ketchup still lingering.#im tired i promise im not high thats just the best analogy for how wrong it feels to have to stop the music vibe thats been going for hours#man these tags went on longer than the post deserved and now im too tired to read what i wanted lmao#prob doesn't even make sense goOD NIGHT#delete later / /#((future cori can be the judge of that present cori is too tire))
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@godforsakcn replied to your post:
Zassy: <3
"Szre'iil, aren't you going to come over here and give me a kiss? Today was so stressful, I might just collapse if I don't get a pick me up!"
#godforsakcn#[Enoch -threads-]#I don't remember if I've ever said this here before (because I'm not sure it's popped up before now?)#though I know that I've said at least some of it on discord before so morsh already knows#But szre'iil is angelic for 'One and only' essentially-- always a possessive and always in a romantic context#it's a very very serious endearment that is honestly rarely used anymore#if someone uses it and other hear it usually causes a lot of shocked looks and such#because there's more to the connotations of it than just that...but that's a ramble for another day alskdnfa#ANYWAY YEAH ENO LOVES ZASSY
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#love having explosive diarrhea for 40 mins which is then followed by a passionate debate with myself abt kyle mccarleys approach to voicing#mob the main character of mob psycho 100. and then getting into bed to continue watching the episode where reigen gets cancelled on twitter#ouch my stomach T_T#no more toast with cheese (with lactic acid) and lettuce for me :((((#mine#OK LISTEN IVE SAID IT BEFORE AND ILL SAY IT AGAIN. UNPOPULAR OPINION BUT I DONT LIKE KYLE MCCARLEYS APPRPACH wait#i should just harass fen on discord to make sure they watch mop cycle in japanese#im sure he was already planning on doing that lmao
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I have made. Many mistakes,,,
I've gone from 'eh i never do anything dont worry we can play videogames!' To 'Sorry cant talk i have the next 3 weeks scheduled to the second and am actively having a panic attack. Bye!'
How did this happen? Christmas. And divorce, but that's less impactful.
I will now proceed to rant in the tags gootbye forever.
#ghosti talks#OKAY.#I HAVE A MILLION AND ONE PROJECTS AND HAVE CHOSEN THE WORST TIME TO RANT ABOUT THEM.#HERE WE GO#first off i decided a month ago that christmas holidays was art study time!! all two weeks just hand studies and chill#then my dad moved out and my dumbass said 'oh heck yea i need a project ill come help with literally everything!'#then forgetting i already had a project went and told some other people 'oh you wanna fix the jrwi wiki? i am so down fuck fandom! i need a-#project anyways!#boom. millions dead.#i also decided hey why not do a bunch of art before christmas for all my online friends i only have *checks discord* 30..?#boom. trillions dead#wait theres only 7billion people uhm#whatever im fucming dying#AND GUESS WHO JUST TOOK A SHOWER#all the thoughts and ideas are rushing into my brain all at once and i cannot afford to fail even one of these tasks ive given myself#because im me.#dear god save my soul i will get no sleep tonight. pain pain pain..........#oh yea these are the main 3 projects btw im also having too deal with my trillion hyperfixations and the fact that my notifs are constantly#full and i have to completly tidy my old room at my mothers and the whole house cause hey why not its productiv month#aka. burnout month!!#so yeag#sorry for spilling literally all my personal life stuff on this public site whoopsie#is ok no one gives a shit *gets shot in the head with a sniper*#*is bleeding out on the floor*#okay goobye :3
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the art piece goldfish blender guy planned where he was going to give the audience the choice between feeding some fish human corpse flakes or letting the fish die was so silly the person is already dead and turned to flakes at that why would the audience not feed the fish ..?
#i have said this before.. but i am thinking about goldfish blender guy again bc of something someone said in a discord server. ok#(note: maybe they were pellets not flakes. in which case The person is already dead and turned to pellets at that &c. &c.)#art history
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anyone have anything about the resistance they wanna share in my inbox
#i know the answer is no but AUGH#im having Thoughts but i cant get them into words and it's aggravating me each time i try to type it lol#im sooooooooo normal about the new lore that dante had no choice in this war#he never believed that. he never believed anything. he did what he was told#maybe he did believe that stuff to some degree but he was never told there was another option#the resistance probably did surprise him. why would anyone dare oppose shen? oppose ME?#do you think he could have been a better person if he had been saved from all that before the resistance#or do you think he was just as messed up in the rift#i like to think there was hope for him in some reality out there#jhksdgnsdglsdl..... i need to beam my thoughts directly into someone's head#ark get over here im having a moment we need to be in a 7 hour discord call#chat#sorry (not sorry) for the sudden activity after not posting much the past few days#im pretty much immobile today so i have nothing else to do#and i cant sit at my desk so no games either. hurts too much :/#i already said all that but im saying it again bc if i stop typing i will explode
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Vaush almost seems manipulative in the way he talks about religion, like i feel very strongly that he doesn't actually think religion is *quite* as bad as something like toxic masculinity but he wants his audience to feel that way, so he keeps drawing comparisons between religion and all these other fucked up things like antisemities or whatever, to give the impression to his audience that he genuinely thinks its that serious, and knowing how a lot of ppl can be in his audience, whatever vaush thinks they decide to take as like the best most intellectually and well thought out take ever, no self analyzing, no questions asked, and i feel like hes manipulating that fact to his advantage, he literally said in his debate w oceankeltoi (which i wasnt gonna watch but did eventually bc i heard vaush kinda sucked in it (and he did)) that hes okay with using peer pressure to try to discourage people from being religious. It seems like hes going to try whatever he can socially to like. Shun anyone whos religious or any of their beliefs and is probably even totally okay with ppl bullying religious ppl so long as the social pressure gets people to stop. Which. Uh. I feel like i shouldnt have to say is a pretty fucked up philosophy
#you are already putting too much work to control ppl just existing#social. political. systemic. wherever you're putting this energy to control it will only end badly.#anyways this whole stuff kinda made me look at him in an entirely different light.#i think hes become too convinced hes always right and has got really into his ass. idk if hes changed since that debate tho bc#i stopped watching him for a while even before it#the problem w that debate is that vaush is doing the thing where hes actually debating the beliefs of certain audience members#whereas ocean is actually just trying to debate him specifically w/o changing the audiences mind quite as much#oceans here trying to understand vaush and vaush is just here to try to make ocean look stupid. not actually understand or come to a#mutual understanding or literally anything. idk. but its pretty frustrating how he devolved to JUST doing that in debates.#hes decided religious ppl are evil or whatever and thus refuses to meet ocean on an equal and respectful level. theres so much lack#of respect here.#i also sorta feel like vaushs 'what about those ppl who think their gods are always in the right' thing was bc perhaps one of his audience#members decided to screenshot one of my posts where i said 'ppl need to accept that their gods arent inherently good' but accidently#typed are instead of arent and idk. maybe its a reach to decide thats why he brought that up but yknow. i do sometimes feel like yall#(hi vaushs community whos probably stalking me online bc i used to be in the community and you think im cringe bc i love#my main boy shiv)#well. ig obviously i feel like some of yall stalk me to poke fun at me and prolly posted that in his discord or smthn#idk but. its gotta stop if its happening bc im literally just some guy#I WANT TO MAKE CLEAR THAT I DONT THINK VAUSH IS ABUSIVE BC IDK HIM LIKE THAT AND CANT MAKE THAT CLAIM#just bc someones being manipulative does not make them ABUSIVE which is a whole different and bigger step towards Bad
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Being on Tumblr is just like. Going into a fandom tag. Reading like 3 posts. Vowing to not go into that tag again.
Going back into it the next day.
#at least today was uhhhhh. less bad.#honestly kinda funny bc there were so many#''It's so obvious Ship A is canon and not Ship B because of these things.'' - ''Ship B is clearly canon Ship A is not''#One after another#As someone with low to no stakes in either it's just kinda like. lmao. chill.#Like yeah ship whatever and it's always nice to see things that imply your ship#(I still smile over ''Dig in there Mr Spock'' and ''Captain please. Not in front of the Klingons.'' :) )#But you don't need to like. argue against other ships.#Fandom is a playground and y'all are not gonna run out of sand lmao#But god yesterday or the day before was. Oof.#Though also a bit funny bc there were two posts right after another like#''Character A is NOT badly written y'all just suck'' - ''Gosh I wish Character A wasn't so badly written 😭''#from different people obviously but still skfjwkfj#But uhhh yeah I think I should stay out of the tag.#The fandom can be 1 mutual; 1 close friend I spam on Discord; and a few online pals in a Discord thread#... i plan on writing fanfic for it tho and i'm already. curious. whether that'll finally get me hit by fandom drama#I'm usually good at avoiding it but I do not trust this fandom in particular#Also a lotta people in this tag that go ''Their relationship can't be X because clearly no one in X relationship would act like that''#which just made very clear they have probably never experienced said type of relationship lmao#Had to add some tags but I'm done now. maybe this time I'll manage to stay out of the tag skfnskfns#I should before the Shipping Arguments make me dislike the ships I enjoyed or was at least neutral about lmao
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WHY DOES IT KEEP FUCKING GETTING WORSE
#she accidentally revealed that my dnd character for the new campaign is a reborn#i’d told her in confidence over discord and been dumb enough to assume that because we’re girlfriends and i’d told that to her one on one#that it was between the two of us#(and the dm by the very nature of the game but not the point)#but NO#she just fucking BLURTED IT OUT to the whole group because she thought i was an idiot who didn’t understand my own custom race#(reborn centaur with a few tweaks approved by the dm)#like yes!!! i didn’t know how to calculate damage correctly for more than a year because the player’s handbook is needlessly obtuse!!!#I CAN UNDERSTAND MY OWN FUCKING CREATION THOUGH#also. i SPECIFICALLY said my race is a centaur to the group. REPEATEDLY.#don’t you think i’d MENTION the reborn part if i wanted people to know?#GOD FUCK YOU honestly#flower#also THIS ALREADY HAPPENED BEFORE#SOMEONE ALREADY REVEALED A BIG SECRET ABOUT MY CHARACTER THAT I WANTED TO SLOWLY HINT AT AND LATER DO A BIG REVEAL FOR#I LIVE FOR THIS KIND OF SHIT BUT PEOPLE KEEP RUINING IT#I FEEL LIKE A FUCKING TOY THATS JUST. *THERE* FOR EVERYONE ELSE’S ENJOYMENT#EVEN WHEN THEY PULL ON MY PLASTIC HAIR AND DRESS OR CHIP THE PAINT OFF MY FACE
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does anyone have any art based discord servers that they'd recommend? the servers I'm a part of currently... idk about sharing my art in them. just not exactly the right vibe. and I'd love to interact with people more with art and oc things!
#discord#could even be a discord that's technically for another artist but they have an art share channel#as long as i like the artist. lol#I'm a part of one but... idk like i said vibe was off#most of the shared art is fanart for the main fandom they're in and I've never posted before so#I'd feel like i would be intruding or something lmao#and all the rest are just... streamer discords. and the best one is of my friend's. who all already follow me#for the most part
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IIII HATE THE POSITION I'M IN RIGHT NOW
#when there's a guy your in a discord server with and one of your mutuals mentioned said guy by name to be shitty and you don't know if you#should say anything because you're pretty sure ?? They suck but you don't know the full story and you're not close enough with anyone to as#so your just backseating this shit and like . Ough I just started being active over there again .#But also what if they don't suck?????????????????#because you don't have all the CONTEXT and augehgehe#and then the server will probably side with that guy because your mutuals not there and bias and mskdndksmmsjs#I already feel bad because I accused my mutual of something before and they were DEFINITELY innocent of what I accused them as before and#explodes explodes explodes explodes#I'm deleting this later just gotta vauge post a little#Hi Welcome To The Circus I'm Wearing Clown Makeup And Have A Moral Dilemma
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