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neeeooon · 7 hours ago
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6 | earplugs
ft. fem!reader & reo, ichika, rin
cw. cussing, mean ppl online
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you checked the strap across your shoulder for the fifth time in twenty seconds. it was the same as it’d been the first four times you secured it, but your palms were sweating, and you feared you’d drop your camera. making sure the strap was secure was important.
there weren’t exactly seats in the venue, but a spot in the pit had been marked off with caution tape for you. removing it with a guard’s help was so embarrassing, you though your shoulders would get stuck at your ears from how high you’d raised them.
ignoring the gossipy inquiries from fans around you, you filled the empty space and quadruple-checked your lens settings as you waited for the lights to dim. it was louder in the pit than it’d been on the outskirts, and your fingertips trembled slightly. you worried you wouldn’t be able to focus once the band started, given that their speakers weren’t too far from your head.
i should have brought earplugs, you internally complained. after all, you were a photographer, not a groupie.
when the lights dimmed, the screams were nearly unbearable. one girl behind you kept leaning into you and shoving you off balance with her chest and flailing limbs. you’d tried to ask her to stop, but never could steal her attention away from the stage.
someone strummed their guitar hard, and your hands flew to protect your ears. the ground trembled beneath your feet, and part of you wondered what would happen if it gave out. how were you supposed to do your job when your brain was trying to convince you that you were going to die?
the first song was over before you realized it started, and you cursed at yourself for potentially missing good shots.
the band transitioned into a quieter song, and you jumped when someone touched your shoulder. looking back, ready to use your elbow as a weapon, you sighed in relief when you saw the purple-haired weirdo from school.
you couldn’t hear him well enough to understand, but he shoved something soft into your hand and pointed at his ear. when you looked into your open hand, you almost cried when you saw two plushy earplugs in it.
“thank you!” you shouted over the band as you popped them into your ears.
the relief was immediate. reo flashed a thumbs up, and you returned the signal.
finally able to concentrate, you lifted your camera off your chest and took aim. you caught the lead singer, kaiser, grinning at you through your lens and snapped a photo. fans will love this one, you decided as you adjusted some settings to make the photos a little darker.
you moved along, snapping several photos of each member. you were too close to the stage to get certain angles and made a note to ask one of the bastardz of you could stand somewhere a bit further back or higher up next time.
the lights flickered violently, and, as rin explained, you assumed that meant the show was ending. multiple colors streamed across the stage, shrouding the members in rainbow glow. you zoomed in enough to take a few decent photos of rin before the lights went out, and the cheering shook you to your core.
the nudging returned, and you turned to find ichika now standing beside reo. you pulled an earplug out when you realized she was asking you something.
“did you get a lot of michael? can i see? he’s always been photogenic, right?”
you blushed, the questions a bit overwhelming, and ichika backed off with an apologetic smile. “sorry, i get really excited when it comes to my man. i’m sure all your picture turned out great!”
“thank you,” you hummed, fiddling anxiously with your camera strap as you flicked your gaze between her and reo. “um… next time, is it okay if i stand a little further back? i’m more familiar with those angles…”
ichika beamed. “yeah, of course! sorry, i know you wanted to set up away from the stage, but the guys really wanted you to experience your first show the right way.”
second show, technically. “that’s okay,” you forced a smile. “i got some good ones, i think. it’s up to them to decide if they want to post them or not.”
“i’m sure they’re all great! especially shidou,” rep added with a sigh, and you laughed when ichika nudged him in the ribs.
“were we that bad?”
you thought the increase in screaming was odd, but wasn’t expecting to see rin kneeling at the edge of the stage, positioned directly in front of you.
“huh?”
he pointed at his ear. you touched yours, flushing violently when you felt the remaining earplug still in it. hurriedly shaking your head, you pulled it out and said, “no! just a little loud… i’ll be more prepared next time.”
rin didn’t smile. you didn’t expect him to. but after holding you captive with his gaze a little longer, he pressed his hands to his thighs and stood, ignoring the way the fans screamed when his shirt fluttered and revealed a mere sliver of skin.
when he left to join the others, ichika hugged your arm between hers and pulled you close. “come on! i’ll show you how to get backstage. we better hurry before the others eat all the snacks.”
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ghost-proofbaby · 1 year ago
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Writers ask! 🐝🪐
writers ask game <3
🐝 ⇢ tag your biggest supporter(s) and say one nice thing about them
oh lord. i have far too many people to even begin to list them all without feeling bad for leaving anyone off!!! especially all of you <3
so i'm gonna cheat and do the one person i can't really tag, because she isn't super active on tumblr - my irl best friend, audrey. i met that girl in seventh grade, and it's 10+ years later, and she's still my favorite person ever. she's the first person i tell about my new stories. she's (usually) one of my first readers. she watched me write my first fanfic at 12, and was the one sitting with me in a denny's at 3 am when i was writing shire. not even posting it yet. just watching me go insane about eddie munson, and being my number one motivator for still writing the story, even if i never posted it. i can't even name just one nice thing about her. she is so fucking funny, she is so fucking smart, she is so fucking talented. her mind never ceases to amaze me, and how she carries herself through the world? just - i want to be her when i'm older. i love her so much, and she's genuinely my soulmate. she has seen me at my absolute worst, has listened to ramble about the dumbest things possible, has made me laugh so hard i've cried when i thought i was just going to finally break for a final irreparable time or that the earth was going to crack open and swallow me whole.
i can only hope that i'm half as good to her as she is to me. she deserves all the good in the world, and i really hope i help offer her a fraction of the joy she deserves in this lifetime.
🪐 ⇢ name three good things going on in your life right now
my friends! eternally grateful to all of them fr fr (i adore them so very much)
all the fun upcoming events i have to look forward to! a con to meet the voice actors of bg3, several concerts i'm excited to attend, a few trips to see people i miss dearly (looking at you, @big-ope-vibes), and even just little daily things like hanging out/talking with my friends. <3
my writing. even if my current life circumstances aren't the greatest right now, i'm still here and i'm still writing. i think that's pretty fuckin' neat. even if i were to burn this blog to the ground, retreat into a forest and abandon civilization, i've still got my words and i've still got stories to tell even if i'm the only one listening, and that's pretty good if i do say so myself.
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cheol-e-kat · 4 days ago
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𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬, 𝐟𝐭. 𝐤.𝐦𝐠
>>the one where he's an alpha who helps you through your heat
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warnings: explicit language, soft-smut (penetr@tion, knotting, mentioned m@sturbation, f!ngering), omegaverse
pairing: kim mingyu x f!reader
summary: you need an alpha to help you through your heat, and there just happens to be a service for that - mingyu arrives and seems like he may be something more serious, though
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[unknown sender]
hi, lovely i’m messaging you from 17th heaven about our alpha services we can handle all your omega needs txt us back and give us all ur heat
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You had stared at that message a million times.
It was so corny. 
You had marked it as spam before, even, but it always seemed to pop back up. It made you wonder what you had signed up for that had sold your phone number - you or someone you hated who wanted to kill you via mild annoyance. 
But there were billboards for it. Ads and flyers, too. It was everywhere. You saw it when you were commuting and buying groceries - there was no escaping the painfully cute ads about ‘alphas who just want to help.’ Whatever - that was your take on it. More like alphas just looking to take advantage of omegas.
But your neighbor had even mentioned it to you when you happened to both be poolside. 
“They’re really gentle,” she’d said, her face breaking into a soft smile. “I subscribed to their quarterly service,” she admitted in a whisper, like it was some guilty secret. 
You had shrugged it off, even if you did consider her fairly astute. You would suffer through your heats because alphas were … generally so ick. Their second gender was their entire identity. It was part of why you lived in an omega-only building. 
Even the buyer’s agreement included an alpha clause - alphas could only spend more than two nights if, and only if, they were aiding an omega through their heat, and never during an alpha’s rut. There was even a special entrance and elevator so everyone didn’t get blasted with pheromones when one of them visited. 
To you, it made life easier. You worked in an alpha-dominated industry, so you got enough of their side eye and disgusting, lascivious looks. 
Even when you had the same, or better, education, experience, everything - they still got to look down on you because of that stupid little box you were required to check in your HR profile. On your ID. 
Everywhere you went, being an omega followed you. 
You didn’t need an alpha in your personal life reminding you just how they got to constantly fail upwards and blame all their failings on their omega parent. 
Instead, you saw a hormone specialist to get blocks for your scent and monthly packs of control pills to balance your heat cycles. 
At this point, you had maybe two heats a year. And they only lasted for a few days at most. You weren’t dealing with them every single month. So why even bother having an alpha help with something so limited, you wondered. 
But then again, you hadn’t had a heat quite like this in several years. 
You’d woken up, knowing something was wrong. 
Your body ached, everywhere. You were certain you could feel it in your bones, even. You were drenched in sweat, and you had this horrible need that seemed to come straight from your womb and consume your mind and body like some demonic force. 
You needed an alpha. 
You needed your alpha - whatever the fuck that meant for someone without one. 
You tried getting off a few times, and each time you came, it was like a drop in an ocean. The pain was still there, surging through your limbs, unstoppable. You cried softly, just wanting it to end. 
And that was when your phone pinged and you saw the message. 
There was a number at the bottom that you quickly copied and pasted. You messaged asking about their services, and almost immediately got a call back. 
The male voice on the other end of the line was gentle, asking what part of your cycle you were in (the part that hurts!), what you normally did (not that much), what methods you used (meds and toys), if you’d ever been with an alpha for your heats (a few times / not recently), did you have any preference for an alpha type (not a dick head? no one bossy). 
You wanted to scream at this person for being so thorough in their job. You did start to cry a bit towards the end, which he seemed to clock, asking quickly if you were staying hydrated and eating (no, duh). 
Apparently, you were considered an ‘emergency case’, which meant you got one of their ‘standby’ alphas. You had no clue what that meant. But someone would be with you quickly. 
You were sent contact information for your alpha. His name, phone number, and a photo so you could verify him. There was also a code word that you provided for safety, since he needed to enter your home. You had decided on ‘mittens’ for some reason. 
And within the hour, you heard the soft knock at your door. You threw on your robe and made your way to the door, groaning and doubling over in pain as you reached the door. After breathing deeply for a few breaths, you glanced through the peephole and saw that he looked like the alpha in the contact details. 
You whined. “Can I just let you in or what?”
He glanced at the door. “You need to ask for your password so I can confirm it,” he said softly. 
You pinched the bridge of your nose. “What’s my password?” You asked, your annoyance growing at something so perfunctory, even though you understood the need for things like this. 
“Mittens,” he answered. 
You flung the door open and waved him in, any semblance of patience was out the window.  
He was dressed plainly, just jeans and a jacket over a tshirt - sneakers. His scent hit you hard, though. Salty air, and dried wood, and something a little citrusy - it was delicious. Your mouth started to water almost immediately, like your body had picked up on something from him - more than just his scent. 
He glanced back at you as you closed the door. And fuck if he wasn’t handsome too. The kind of handsome that was striking - even for an alpha, he was gorgeous in a major way. 
You whimpered, clutching your stomach. “Okay, what now?” You breathed.
He smiled, holding out his hand. “I’m Mingyu,” he said. 
You shook his hand. “Right, yeah, sorry, Y/n,” you groaned. 
“How is your pain, Y/n?”
You rolled your eyes. “I don’t know, horrible? 12 out of 10? I might be dying,” you concluded.
He nodded. “Okay, you probably aren’t dying,” he said with a soft smirk, “But you don’t have heats often?”
You shook your head, wanting badly for him to hurry through whatever this was. “No, maybe two to three times a year,” you answered flatly. 
“Has your doctor explained breakthrough heats, ones like this?” He asked, his voice entirely too polite, too soft and gentle. Much more understanding than even your doctor, which was its own frustration.
You blinked at him. “What? No, I - I had to change from one type of therapy to another recently, though,” you answered, closing your eyes, wishing that you had read all the pamphlets. 
He nodded. “Right, changing therapies can cause this too - it can happen this way for a few cycles and go back to being more manageable,” he said softly. More new information for you, making you whine again.
While he’d been speaking, he’d been walking closer to you. He reached out, his hand making soft contact with your forehead. You were surprised that he kissed your cheek too, a tender brush of his lips. “I’m sorry it hurts,” he murmured, his voice suspiciously sincere. 
You remembered what your neighbor had said about their service being ‘gentle’ - this was almost shockingly gentle. The way he cupped your cheek and held you for a moment, just gazing into your eyes. You told yourself it was just probably to know if your pupils were dilated. 
He stroked your cheek, though. “Have you eaten?”
You shook your head. 
He nodded, still gazing at you softly. “Will you show me where you’re nesting?”
You nodded, leaning into his touch, realizing how badly you wanted the contact - how badly you wanted him, maybe. Even what he was doing was soothing somehow. 
You didn’t want him to stop touching you. 
He kissed your temple, like he knew what you were thinking. “I’m right here, everything’s okay, promise,” he whispered, his voice low and sweet, as his arms looped around your waist, hugging you close for a moment.
You noticed the way he pulled you gently into him - the soft kiss he pressed to your temple. It was the first moment you felt somewhat relaxed. You held his shoulder, squeezing it. 
After a few moments, he let you go, and you led him to your bedroom. Your nest was unbelievably half-assed, just some blankets from your sofa - ones you liked, but still, it wasn’t the kind of nest you would see in any omega magazine. But you rarely had heats like this. You didn’t have a bunch of clothes from a mate or anything like that. You just had blankets that were cozy. 
You sighed and sat on the bed, glancing at him like he might be judging you for being a ‘bad’ omega. 
“Does this like go into my notes or something? ‘Bad at nesting’?” You asked. 
He shook his head. “No, and a nest - it’s just wherever you feel safe and comfortable,” he said, walking closer, reaching out, his fingers going gently to your temples, rubbing small circles. 
Your eyes closed. This was nothing like your last time with an alpha. 
“Is your pain still as bad?” He asked after a few moments. 
“It doesn’t have so much of an edge, but it’s still there,” you whispered, leaning into him again. It was a strange feeling to crave someone’s touch. 
“Do you want to try some different things?” He asked. 
Your brows knitted. “Different how?” You asked skeptically.
You could hear his small laugh. “Um, things like massage - touch that isn’t necessarily sexual,” he explained, “But it can also help calm you down and get used to me, too,” he added. 
You nodded, understanding what he meant. Some omegas could have intense reactions to alphas they weren’t partnered with - even if they were close to one another normally. Heats could be a strange time for an omega, though. 
“That sounds like a good place to start,” you murmured. 
You listened to him when he asked you to move back onto the bed. Lying there, you closed your eyes and listened to him moving around. 
You heard him undressing, the soft landing of his jeans on the hardwood. You felt the lightest touch against your ankle. “Turn over for me?” 
You did what he asked, and felt the bed shift as he joined you. 
“Is it okay for me to touch you?” His voice was soft. 
You nodded, still surprised by the careful way he was approaching you. He smoothed your hair to the side and pulled the collar of your robe down. You shifted, freeing your arms from the silk, feeling it trail down your back as he exposed your skin. 
He smoothed oil over your shoulders and down your back. His hands felt amazing as they traced over your skin, squeezing gently in certain places, like your shoulders. You could feel some of your muscles relaxing. And you understood what he meant about touch helping, as some of the pain began to ebb. 
You sighed, soaking in his touch. 
“Is it okay?” he asked. 
You nodded.
He wasn’t applying any intense pressure, just enough to soothe you, and for you to be surrounded by his scent. You were surprised by how much stronger it had become since he had arrived, actually. 
“Do you feel okay with me doing more?”
Again, you nodded.
When his lips brushed the nape of your neck, though, you felt a warmth tingle through you. You moaned softly. 
The sound seemed to work like an invitation for him. He kissed along your shoulder, biting you gently, just the pressure of his canines against your skin made you shiver and ache in a new way - a sweet way. 
You could feel how hard he was getting behind you. His cock heavy against your lower back. You wanted to feel that heaviness buried inside you. 
He moved, his lips trailing to your throat, kissing and licking. You gasped, mumbling his name as you reached back, letting your fingers catch in his hair. You felt his hips grind gently into your back. 
“So beautiful,” he murmured against your skin, kissing down your spine. “Lovely little omega,” he breathed, “want to breed you full,” he whispered, “give you all my pups.” 
You shivered, hearing his voice so close and his words that seemed to resonate deeper than you wanted to think about. 
His hands traced down your ribs and sides as he spoke - down and under your hips, pulling your ass back and up. You could feel his dick pulsing against you as his hands slid to grasp your inner thighs. You felt his hips rut into you more seriously. 
You tugged his hair gently, moaning and whimpering with need. “Please,” you asked softly, “hurts - needs to be full,” you whined with a gasp as you felt his fingers shift and start to tease you open. 
“I know,” he mumbled, “I can feel just how much you need me - so wet - smell so sweet, too,” he said, still teasing and kissing your throat. 
You shivered, loving his voice, his touch, the way his teeth grazed your sensitive skin. You wanted to sink back on his fingers, his dick, anything really. Whatever he would give you. 
His fingers pushed into you - you didn’t care how obscene it sounded. You were leaking slick, your pussy weeping to be full. You heard his breath catch as he forced his fingers deeper - the soft way he sighed as he worked his fingers deeper into your core. You hadn’t expected that - for him to be sound like he was enjoying it so much. 
“Taking me so well,” he said under his breath. 
You nodded, humming in agreement. “Feels so good,” you breathed. 
You weren’t sure why, but you had assumed it would be clinical and stiff, or someone who was rough, too rough, probably. 
But he was neither. 
He was gentle, listening to every sound you made for him, seeming to be just as turned on as you were and just as needy for you to come. 
It barely took a few minutes for you to orgasm around his fingers - you were dripping for him already. And it was such a relief. Such an intense relief - it was like you could breathe again. He hugged you, pressing close, his fingers still working inside you, knowing you could keep coming. 
“Tell me if it’s too much,” he said, swallowing loudly. You nodded, mewling softly as another orgasm started to build. 
You came with a small cry, “Oh, fuck.” You whined, shivering and trembling, his fingers still inside you. 
“Shh, doing so well, pet,” he said, his voice reassuring. “Just relax for me, let me take care of you,” he whispered. 
You nodded, already soft and pliant in his arms and on the precipice of another orgasm.   
You came again, almost soundless besides your breathing. He finally sat up, and moved to turn you over. You watched the way he looked at you, his eyes trailing down your body like he was memorizing you. It was almost like a caress.
He leaned down, kissing you. His lips soft against yours. He pulled back slowly, his fingers grazing your jaw as he gazed down at you. “Any cravings?”
You blinked. “Besides you?” You flushed, wondering where that response came from.
He smirked. “Besides me,” he smiled, looking pleased. “You need to eat,” he whispered, as he smoothed your hair. 
You nodded, trying to think. You hummed softly, leaning into his hand. “Name some foods,” you said, half-teasing, but he started to list things off anyway.
⊹ ₊ ݁.
You ended up with a burger and fries. It was perfect, though. A perfect break. He showered with you while you waited for food and sat eating with you in your living room. 
When you were finished, you climbed into his lap, still needy, still wanting touch. His touch. You nuzzled into him, you could swear his scent was more intense, almost slightly sweet around the edges. 
You sighed, nuzzling against his throat. “How does it work? Do you stay?” You asked, voice barely audible.
He nodded. “Until you’re through it, yeah,” he answered, his fingers trailing through your hair.
You hummed softly. You wanted to ask him things, like why he was so kind - why he was so gentle. You wondered what the job description was, even. But you didn’t. That small inner voice of doubt kept you from asking anything that might be meaningful.
He held you close the rest of the night. He slept next to you. And when you woke up crying during the night, he held you close, fucking you tenderly until your tears slowed. He held you delicately, filling you with every thrust. 
You could feel his knot growing. You trailed your fingers through his hair, staring up at him, holding his gaze. “Please,” you breathed.
He licked his lips. “You sure?”
You nodded. “Need it, need you, need my alpha,” you said, groaning at the way he started to push in further. You had no idea how big his knot was, but you could feel yourself stretching to take him. You wanted every bit of him. 
You whimpered, coming when he did, feeling your body finally relaxing, giving in as his knot filled you, calming you, keeping everything inside, just like it was supposed to be. 
You fell asleep like that. 
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You woke up to him still holding you. His scent surrounded you like a soft blanket. You didn’t want to move. It was strange, the feeling of not wanting to part from someone. Worse was the deeper feeling that it would hurt when you did. It made you anxious, the idea that he would leave after another day or so. You guessed that you would probably never see him again. 
He sighed gently. “Don’t worry,” he whispered as his fingers traced gently against your side. 
You swallowed tightly, knowing you hadn’t said anything out loud. You had only thought those things. And he had answered you. He nuzzled closer, murmuring for you to try to sleep, to rest. You nodded, hoping sleep would clear your mind.
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When you woke up for the second time, there was breakfast, and sex, and movies, and cuddling, and sex, and lunch, and so on. You fell asleep after he knotted you late that night. 
And things started to ebb the second morning with him. And by the third morning, you started to feel almost normal. 
You were still sad for him to leave, though. You tried telling yourself that you were just a client - he did this with other omegas. It was his job to be nice to you - he could hate you and be really good at hiding it. 
None of that mattered, though - you didn’t want him to leave. And you had no idea how to tell him either. 
It was painful to walk him to the door. You were still holding his hand, even as he crossed the threshold. He squeezed your hand gently, telling you it would be ‘okay.’ You managed to hold back your tears until the door was firmly closed. 
You sat in your hallway, miserable, a different kind of ache settling over you than what you had started with. You sat there for a long time, wondering if you were right about what you had felt. You closed your eyes tightly, telling yourself it wasn’t real. 
You stood up and tried going about your day, catching up on emails. But you were still feeling a bit tired and sore, so you’d taken a nap in what was left of your nest. His scent was still there, soothing you, even if he was gone. You prayed it would last, that his scent would linger. You weren’t sure you could sleep without it. 
And when you woke up to hear rain pelting against your windows - it was like the weather had decided to match your mood. You felt dispondent, lying there, knowing you needed to wash your sheets. 
You decided that you couldn’t hang on to him. That you were being unreasonable. And that you probably needed to eat.
But even walking into your kitchen, it smelled like him. The air smelled like him. You almost cried. Because you didn’t believe in mates and finding someone with that scent that stuck in your mind - that one scent that was only ever meant for you - the one that you could follow through a crowd of people if you needed to because it would always lead you to him. 
You leaned against the counter, wondering what you were even supposed to do - it was a service and not for matchmaking. You sighed, trying to collect yourself. Trying to forget his scent and the way he seemed to read your mind at various points. 
You finally started looking for food. And that was when you found his parting gift.
He’d left you food, something he made while you were sleeping. You were surprised to find the lemon cake waiting for you. Something citrusy and sweet. It almost hurt to look at. 
But then you saw the note he’d left, too. And there was his number written neatly, and a more hastily written message, like he’d been uncertain about leaving it at all - a last minute decision.
He’d asked you to call him if it had felt ‘real’ to you too. 
You stared at it, reading it more than once. Checking the paper to make sure it was real and not something your mind had created. 
You tried to play it cool. You told yourself that you would wait a few days. 
But that hadn’t lasted. You made it all of ten minutes before texting him and asking him if he had plans for dinner. 
Because it had felt very real for you.
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a/n: just something cute and quick - i've wanted to write omegaverse with him for a while now ^^
plus i love when he's being bg with his cuteness on display
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rockingbytheseaside · 3 months ago
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Hey 👋 there just wanted to say I really like your art and how you flesh out the characters of the fatui.
Especially pierro
I was wondering if you’re taking requests, if you could make one about how reader is deeply injured to the near point of death and the fatui (separate)
Have different reactions to seeing their beloved almost dying and find the culprit or culprits involved and have them tortured or whatever their reaction is. And they later on stay by their side making sure they return to full health not knowing what they did for them.
(but in way I like seeing their cruelty for their reader getting hurt come to light and how they would feel.)
You don’t have to acknowledge this ask but it’s just something I think about
This request was asked by several anons and @ghost3029 ages ago. Apologies if I can’t tag all the lovelies here
✦ Someone hurt you, and how they take care of the matter
(Pierro, Capitano, Dottore, Pantalone, Tartaglia) 
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(Slight tw: mention of injuries, blood, violence.) 
To be the enigmatic beloved of a Harbinger means to have eyes on you - some in awe, while others with ill intent. Luckily for you and your dear Harbinger, privacy is paramount no matter what his job entails. However, what happens when you venture too close to harm’s grasp, whether by accident or by someone’s design?
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✧ When Pierro saw the dangerous glint in your eyes, he knew two things were happening: you had just been embroiled in a lethal fight, and you would faint in any second due to immense fatigue. He doesn’t call out your name or contort his expression into shock or trepidation. Because in split seconds, he sprints towards you, catching your collapsed form right into his arms. 
Limp and marred with wounds, even your unconscious state looks worn out as The Jester swiftly lifts you in his arms. He was undeterred by the sight of your blood slowly seeping out onto his immaculate white suit. No, the Fatui Director is a calm but unfazed man. 
“You always took matters into your own hands, my divine. Ever so willful, always overexerting yourself.” - Pierro murmured to himself, before turning to face the monstrous culprit who dared to harm you, a remnant of Abyssal Corruption. “However, for someone to raise their hand at you is a sin. My beloved might be merciful when granting death, but I – don't.” 
You didn't hear or register anything; the last thing you remember is Pierro's hand shaking as he held you tightly. When you woke up groggy, wrapped in the ache of healing wounds, you weren't shocked to see yourself clad in clean clothes, resting by a spacious, comfortable bed. Beside you was Pierro; unmoving, sitting. He never once left your room.
“For… How long was I out?”
“For a whole day, dear. Do not fret, the best doctors and healers in Snezhnaya worked swiftly to patch you up.” – his palm gently rested on your forehead, brushing your hair aside as he ensured your temperature was stable. Even his gaze, so often sharp with command, had softened, devotion etched into every touch or glance.
“A-and the Abyssal monster I fought? Is everyone safe…?”
“Hm? You still concern yourself with that? This dread is not yours to bear, my divine. How many times must I remind you that it is not your duty to dirty your hands? Rest easy instead. No filth will tarnish the peace I have built for us.”
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✧ Il Capitano is aware you can defend yourself. He respects your might; he doesn't doubt your cunning strength. However, can he stand idle when the clash of steel begins and the threat of violence dares to draw near you? Can his heart bear witness as you endure blow after blow, even in triumph?
No, he cannot, and this is his weakness. His body cries out to quickly shield you whenever an enemy gets too close. Even when you're amidst the roaring chaos of a battle, he intercepts those who venture too close with relentless force. You were expecting that, but you groan in frustration either way:
“Capitano, this is not your battle. I can manage myself!”
“I will not let you barge into danger recklessly,” – he retorted. The Antumbra held steadily in his hands. “You're moving too fast.” 
He refused to move between you and the onslaught of corrupted abyssal monsters. For a man who often reprimanded you about being reckless, your beloved hypocritically used his body as a shield whenever you were in danger. 
“Thrain-!” 
He rarely hears your stern voice. But the call of his true name rendered him motionless for a minute, a tense silence riveting between you. Before either of you could add another word, an abyssal mimic wielding the form of a Ruin Guard aimed straight at Capitano’s back. However, you were quicker in blocking the massive creature, taking the blow instead.
After the waves of monsters dissipated, the battlefield was left in ashes. A few of the Harbinger's soldiers scavenged the aftermath in search of any injured. You, however, clutched your disheveled wounds. Turning to face Capitano, you were met with his eerily silent and pitch-black expression. 
“Listen, Capi,” - you began quietly, voice laced with guilt. “I'm sorry for… raising my voice like that. I only meant t-”
Before you could finish your mumbles, Capitano hoisted you up onto his broad shoulders and started moving away. 
“Hey, hey! Put me back! I was in the middle of an apology,” - you thrashed, wiggling against his back while he kept a very resolute grip on you. Being slung like a sack of potatoes after a harsh battle only doubled your shame. Especially when he gave you a tap on your hip to keep you still. 
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“Shush. I've heard enough. I am dragging you to the infirmary myself,” – he added sternly, one hand holding you while the other carrying his sword. “And if it means throwing you over my shoulders and reminding you how to be inert, then so be it. Either your recklessness will kill you, or my heartache will end me instead.” 
✧ For a man like Il Dottore, dissecting near-lifeless forms beneath sterile light was a ritual long devoid of novelty. But when fate laid his beloved upon that same table, the clinical detachment in his gaze curdled into something far more lethal.
Your cuts were sutured and your bleeding staunched by the deft encirclement of his bandages. As your shallow breathing mellowed down, teetering on and off your consciousness, you scarcely perceived the taut silence in the lab, or the meek voice of the Fatui soldiers that brought you back: 
“We have delivered them safely, Lord Harbinger. As per orders.” 
“Brought them you did, indeed. But safely…?” – his gloved grip retracted from your bandaged limbs, like a coiled snake slithering back. “Spare me your excuses, this is nothing but a horrendous job done. One command, and you botched it: return them to me unharmed.” 
The Fatui soldier stood rigid, hands clasped behind his back, though his head hung low. The Harbinger's eyes remained hidden behind the gleam of his mask, but the venom in his voice alone was enough to conjure the hell that would follow should any wretch dare to utter defiance.
“Tell me, if I shattered one of your bones for every drop of their blood spilled, would that seem just? Or maybe,” – he drawled, each syllable an iron weight, “For every stitch I had to use on their skin, and every roll of bandage used, you compensate by skinning your own limbs-”
The murderous tension was interrupted when your coughing echoed in the room – “... D-dottore?”
A single word, a call of his name, yet one that made The 2nd drop all his threats in an instant, kneeling on the cold stone floor beside your medical cot. “Yes, my dear, yes. Shh, I am here now. You're safe.” 
Your eyes fluttered toward him, the weight of exhaustion rendering your limbs motionless. Yet even then, you smiled faintly, reassuring him to keep his anger at bay, your fingers meekly reaching for his hand. You didn't say much, too drained to squander air that your body so dearly needed for healing. And Dottore didn't mind. Holding your single palm in both hands, he clasped it close and brought it to his lips. 
Like a heretic clutching an unworldly relic, he stayed there and held your wrist close to himself in a reverent prayer. As long as he could feel the quiet thrum of your pulse beneath his fingers, he would call down ruin upon Teyvat itself for every wound carved into you.
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✧ Pantalone leaned closer in his seat, hand deftly reaching for the vial of saline as he pressed a dampened cloth to your wounds with deliberate tenderness. The Harbinger, ever composed in his peculiar cheer, wore his usual merry smile, opting to dismiss the servants and tend to your injuries with his own hands.
“Walk me through it again, darling, how ever did you end up with such dreadful scrapes?”
“Well, I'm telling you!” – you began with animated exasperation. “I was on my daily expeditions, doing my usual exploration around Jueyun Karst. A nice farmer on the way pointed me to where to harvest fresh Qingxin flowers. So I went on, but a group of Treasure Hoarder bandits ambushed me.”  
As Pantalone listened patiently, he continued to clean your wounds, ensuring even the smallest cuts were secured underneath a band-aid, his thumbs softly gliding over the bandages to ensure they seal onto your skin tenderly.  
“And- And then…! I went Pow! And then slash! I defended myself because they tried to steal all of my Mora. Thankfully, some local heard the ruckus and came to my aid. So, all in all, I got out of it with barely a scratch, in my humble opinion.”
The Harbinger shook his head, tidying up the bandage wraps before reaching to pat your hair – “Tsk, tsk, tsk. This won't do, you silly. You must be more careful when adventuring in the wild like that. No matter how minor the danger may seem.”
You could only exhale a sigh of reluctant surrender. You knew he had a point, and you did feel the fatigue catching up on you now that you were back home safely. Thus, with a loving embrace and a goodnight kiss, you decided to retire for the night. Pantalone waved a cheerful goodbye, watching your personal servants following dutifully in tow as you left his study room. 
You’d sit and sulk, like a child reminded for the tenth time to be careful when playing outside. Even when you reminded Pantalone of the time you'd bested a Stonehide Lawachurl single-handedly, he'd merely sigh wistfully and kiss your cheek.  
“Oh, I know, I know, my love. But still, take it slow for a couple of days, will you?” - he kept his thumb gently running down your cheek, his smile imbued with quiet reassurance. “I’ve no desire to see you crossing paths with bandits again. Rest easy, darling.”
And the moment you departed? His charming smile immediately vanished. 
Without turning to face the bowing servant, he ordered courtly, his voice lacking the usual innocent warmth he used with you – “Report. Now.” 
“The intel came in from the operatives we stationed on route. The treasure hoarders they spoke of are being tracked as we speak, Lord Harbinger.” 
Pantalone drew in a measured breath, quelling the fire rising in his veins. Before you even made it back home to his arms, he had already received news of the attack. How was he informed so quickly? Simply because he stationed the best spies to blend into the backgrounds and keep track of your safety, so-called invincible bodyguards all bound by oath and coin to the Regrator himself.
The nice farmer you met in Jueyun Karst? The kind local who noticed the commotion when Treasure Hoarders dared to attack you? All Fatui Agents, steeped in stealth, honed in combat, disguised perfectly to serve as his eyes while you kept living the best of your life. Even the personal maids who help you with your usual nightly routines – the best of Fatui Operatives from the House of the Hearth, ordered personally to function as your closest bodyguards by the 9th.
Pantalone was no fool. He would never let his suffocating devotion eclipse your freedom, especially when you sought nothing from the Fatui. You deserved joy, unshackled and luminous, filled with wild adventures and quiet victories of your own making. He would never command the course of your life, instead, he would love you as you are, unperturbed by his status as a Harbinger.
But you don't deserve this worry. He would shoulder this dirty burden on his own.
“The Agents acted sufficiently,” – he noted dully, his ringed fingers intertwined elegantly. “Instruct them to continue tracking the Hoarders. It's clear they tried to use my beloved as leverage to get to me. Ensure each and every single one of them disappears. Make it quick and make it clean.” 
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✧ Smash. Tartaglia raised his arms up, the club-like piece of wood was but a crude piece of a fence he grabbed on the go. Smash. He didn't even register when he picked it up instead of his Hydro Riptide swords. No, his set of weaponry would've been much more precise. Too clean for this job. Smash. This club is slow and would deliver a much messier message. Smash.    
When did blood get on his face? 
The Harbinger had already forgotten the face of the person he had just clubbed to the ground, their limbs broken; crimson blooming in grotesque contrast against the pristine white of snow. The cries and pleas went unheard, like a static buzz behind his temples, drowning out everything but the pounding pulse of rage. All he could think about was how warm the vivid red looked against white.
That is until your voice pulled him out of his haze – “Childe… Childe!”
He turned to face you, disoriented as to why you're looking at him in exasperated horror, your eyes widened, and your voice breathless. Ah, he remembered now. Someone called you the 11th’s lapdog, had dared to treat you like a gutter-born wretch, and seized your wrist with rough, presumptuous fingers. That's why he chose a random piece of a wooden log. And that's why he delivered a slow, painful message to this person over a merciful end. 
“... Oh.” – Harbinger stated simply, leaving the club to sink into the snow with a dull thud. “I'm sorry, sweetie. Did I take too long?”
Walking away, as if the whimpers of a bleeding man on the snow did not reach him, Tartaglia smiled at you. The luster in his eyes is still absent. 
“I apologize, sweetheart, you shouldn't have seen most of that. I got too distracted.” 
You remained speechless. Your silence clung to you like frost, your body still trembling not only from what happened, but from the visceral sight of it. Even when your beloved noticed that, trying to soothe you by wrapping his arms around your shoulders, he failed to realize you were probably shaken from the blood around his hands. 
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“Come here, let's go home for now. I'm sorry, dearie, I'm sorry.”
Red, he thought again, warm like you against his cool skin. 
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kiame-sama · 3 months ago
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Humans Are Extinct (Yandere!TWST x Fem!Reader) Monster AU pt 48
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(Grim has a certain preference towards Leona given the fact Leona is a Nemean Lion and a feline species like Grim. Though he teases Leona often and has gifted Leona the nickname Lion-a-guy, Grim is actually extremely fond of Leona and enjoys spending time with him. Leona is fond of Grim- not only for his bond to the Human, but for his personality and temper- so he will often be much more patient with Grim than he would any other child. Leona also feels a kind of Kingly Pride when it comes to protecting the kit as it is the male's job in a Lion Pride to be the defender.)
Warnings; yandere, arguing, protective behavior, short creepy moment, cuddling, eavesdropping, more yandere behavior from the guys, Hellcat, Nemean Lion, Harpies, Shinigami, Dragon, Drider
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"So... Tell me how this happened?"
You stood looking at the absolute mess that was Vil, Eric, Leona, and Grim tangled up in the branches of a tree. Though you had been determined to give Grim space to spread his wings and learn to fly from the Harpies, the loud yelling that drew you in was impossible to ignore. There were several shouts that had drawn your attention and drew you over to the group, now you could see that the males and your kit were stuck in a tree.
"The stupid bird wouldn't let me give your cub a bath after he got covered in dirt!"
"Say that to my face, Leona! I'll give you another scar to think about!"
"Piss off, Birdy! If you just let me give the cub a bath, we wouldn't be in this mess."
You frowned, looking away from the two arguing Housewardens and over at Eric who seemed more than a little embarrassed about being stuck in the tree. If anything, he looked more put out than Vil or Leona by the whole situation. It would make sense, he had been extremely regal and refined whenever you saw him prior, so he was likely more embarrassed that you saw him stuck in the tree than if someone else saw him.
Malleus stood over your shoulder, observing the several males tangled in the tree. He seemed rather amused by the nonsense that must have taken place to result in the two Harpies, one kit, and one Lion being stuck in the tree.
You were almost amused by the situation as well before you realized Grim was extremely quiet and worry began to build in you. The Kit's eyes were glassy and he seemed to have a small hitch in his breathing that only became more pronounced as you looked at him. He was crying.
The second your brain registered the Kit was in tears was the second the humor you felt at the situation died. You were quick to act on instinct and not on sense as you immediately began scaling the tree, ignoring the splinters and cuts you got on your hands as you hurried up the tree to where the Kit was stuck. He began openly weeping when you got to him, gently disentangling his tail and wings from the branches and pulling him close to your chest.
"M-Mama!!"
"It's okay, Sweetheart. It's okay..."
"M-my wings hurt!"
"We can have Papa Hades take a look at them to make sure nothing is broken. I think we are done with whatever adventure you were having today. How about we go home and rest for a bit?"
"Okay..."
As you began to look at getting down, you realized Malleus had also scaled the tree behind you and was keen to keep you close. He had been trying to untangle the still hissing Harpy and Nemean Lion duo when Grim had begun to sob. The others went silent as Grim cried and set aside their argument to give you and Grim quiet.
The Kit snuggled into your shoulder as you got him to stop crying, rubbing his back and slowly swaying to help him calm down. The Kit finally began to relax which gave you the chance to look over his wings, only seeing superficial scratches and no swelling. It was likely he was crying in frustration and from the sting of the scratches on his new wings. Odds are he was terrified of ruining his wings right after he got them back.
"May I help, Mademoiselle Trickster?"
You almost jumped in surprise at the sudden voice of Rook who seemed to appear out of nowhere. Despite how he startled you, his offer was certainly not an unwelcome one as you looked back at the base of the tree and realized you were actually rather high up. The height paired with holding Grim made it obvious that getting down from the tree would be difficult.
"If you don't mind helping me."
"Of course, Mademoiselle! It would be my most esteemed honor."
The Drider gently lifted you and Grim from the branch, easily using a spindle of silk to lower you down to the ground without jostling you. Malleus abandoned his prior goal of helping the Harpies and Lion to join you on the ground, his leathery wings helping him glide down next to you.
Vil and Leona seemed to finally be able to untangle themselves and were quick to try and join you on the ground. Vil paused to help his father untangle from the tree as the three managed to finally return to the ground. Despite how embarrassed the three looked, you were more focused on Grim instead and that seemed to help soothe the others.
Grim was much calmer than he was prior, still cuddled into your chest as he mewled gently to you. His cheek was pressed into your chest as he continued to slowly move his wings in pseudo-flapping motions. It was likely that he was trying to self soothe as he nuzzled close and tried to relax himself as much as possible.
As you pet his forehead a sound in the back of your mind drew you attention. It was a deep rolling noise of breathing that seemed to overpower everything else. You slowly turned to look towards the nearby treeline and saw an odd shape staring out at you from the darkness.
Underneath the shadow of the canopy was the twisted face of a bear staring at you. The poor beast had no fur remaining on half of it's emaciated body, burns coated the creature leaving the remaining fur burned. It looked more skeleton than bear as it huffed out heavily from an obviously broken jaw.
"Mousey?"
"Hm?"
You refused to look away from the scrawny bear, hearing the sound of Leona speaking gently to you. Whatever it was he said in response was lost to you as that breathing sound only got louder as the Bear began to slowly draw back into the forest. Your legs moved unbidden as you continued to focus on the bear, not realizing how you were drawing closer to it like a moth to flame.
Something inside of you screamed as you drew closer to the beast, seeing the way it glanced back as if encouraging you to follow. Before you could walk farther towards the woods, a pair of wings engulfed your being, breaking off your stare and looking back at whoever it was that had stopped your dazed approach. Malleus had a frown on his lips and his brows were pulled together in confusion as if he couldn't understand what was happening.
"(Y/n), my Treasure, are you alright?"
"Why wouldn't I be?"
"Because you were about to wander into the poacher filled forests?"
"No, I was following the bear."
"What bear?"
"That one-"
As you pointed out to where the bear had been, nothing remained. There was no sign of the bear or that it had even been in the forest before you mentioned it. The sudden disappearance of such a large creature confused you, as there was no way they hadn't heard the beast huffing if you heard it so clearly.
"... Where did it go..?"
"Perhaps you aren't as rested and healed as you had believed. Maybe we should all return to your dorm."
"But it was there! I swear it was!"
Your insistence made Rook wonder if you were correct as he walked to the treeline. From first glance, there had been nothing disturbed. As the Drider took a longer look, he could see the indentations of large paws leading into the woods from where you had pointed. Indeed, there was a set of tracks that indicated the bear had stood for quite a long time before disappearing into the woods. Why it stood there and where it had gone was a mystery to the hunter, paired with the fact that he hadn't heard so much as a twig snapping, Rook was at a loss.
Only the Undying Ursus Minors would have left such tracks, but he had believed they kept clear of the school. One being present for so long piqued the Drider's curiosity as he turned back to regale his findings to you.
"It seems Mademoiselle Trickster is correct. There was a bear in the forest."
"I didn't hear a bear though. Mousey, what was it doing when you saw it?"
You glanced back at Leona before looking into the woods once more, your head tilted slightly as if the new angle would make the bear reappear. After a moment of watching the empty forest, your turned back to look at the Lion. He seemed equally concerned and you didn't miss the look that Vil and Eric shared.
"Watching. It was just... standing there watching."
Leona frowned at this, reaching out to begin herding you away from the woods. Malleus- for once- seemed to be of the same mind as Leona as the two ushered you away. Vil and Eric fell into step with the group while you were glancing back into the woods. None of them seemed as curious as you were and they seemed more perturbed than anything.
As you all made it back to the dorm, it was clear there was something more at play with how keen they were to get you to your room. You allowed them to lead you and Grim away with the promise of sending Hades to look at Grim's wings just in case. Once you were somewhat settled, the men were quick to leave you to your own devices as a hushed conversation kicked up just quiet enough that you couldn't understand what was being said.
If they weren't going to tell you what was going on, you would just have to go and figure it out yourself.
"Grim, sweetheart, will you do me a favor?"
~•§•~
"What do you mean it just stood there?"
"That's what Mousey said. That it was just watching us."
"And none of you saw or heard it? Just her?"
Vil nodded, standing with Eric as the two considered how long the bear may have been standing. They hadn't been in the tree long, but even still, none of them had noticed the beast.
The Harpies had both crashed into the tree after Leona jumped and grabbed onto Vil in an attempt to wrestle the kit away. Leona was nothing if not protective of his found Pride and Grim was a key part of that Pride as his cherished Mousey's cub. He was not about to let the 'prissy birdy' take away Grim's affection and attention.
There was also the fact that Grim wanted to go see Leona when he noticed the Lion, but Vil had tried to hold the Kit back and away from the rival Nemean Lion. Eric tried to stop the two from fighting but was pulled into the tree by the pair. It didn't end well for anyone, and it had ultimately upset Grim.
"I saw the tracks left by the Ursus Minor. Based on the depth of the first prints, it was standing like that for a while. It was odd though. Ursus Minor are clumsy and uncoordinated when their physical decay is that advanced. The prints were clean and deliberate leading into the woods. I would wager anyone could follow them with how precise they were. It was... Unusual."
Clay spoke up then, looking over his crossbow as he cleaned the weapon. The gleam of one of his Magestones sparkling in the interior light. Though he had been rather unassuming despite his grand reputation, it became unnerving watching the expert dismantle and clean the heavy crossbow as he spoke.
"I can look into it. Met my share of Ursus Minor in my day, and the last regular bear on Sage Island died years back. This kind of behavior is abnormal. If the Ursus Minor are changing, there must be an explanation as to why."
The Silverbacked Yeti grinned at the young yet adept hunter, seeing in him a common spirit. He had been hunting dangerous creatures for a while and was happy to impart his wisdom to the young adult. Perhaps he could even mentor the Drider that clearly had a decent repertoire of skills already.
"Shall we go follow the tracks and see just where this bear went? Perhaps it will shed some light on this recent shift in behavior that is also being seen in (Y/n). She may be healed from her illness, but her behavior of late is unusual. Sleepwalking. Frequent nightmares. This newfound interest in the Ursus Minor and Major. It could be coincidence. It could be something more."
Rook smiled brightly, seeming excited by the prospect of going on a hunt. Though he occasionally would hunt deer in the woods, he had learned to avoid the undead bears on his hunts. It was a thrilling idea to flip the script and hunt the bears instead.
"I'm honored! I shall work to be an adept understudy to your tutelage."
~•§•~
You frowned as Grim repeated the basics of what he heard to you. It was more than a little frustrating to be kept cooped up in your room instead of being able to see for yourself. Even if you went out, your collar would tell them you had wandered too far away and lead them right to you.
Of course, if you next got the chance, looking around the perimeter couldn't hurt, right?
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fatecantstopme · 1 year ago
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What I'd Give
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Pairing: Dean Winchester x plus size!reader
Summary: When Dean is gravely injured on a hunt, (Y/N) makes a deal to save him--a deal that might just cost her everything.
Warnings: canon violence, swearing, mentions of death/dying. SMUT, dom/sub vibes, choking kink, overstimulation, oral (F receiving), unprotected sex (P in V)
You screamed helplessly as you watched your best friend and fellow hunter be thrown from the window across the room. You'd just managed to stab the demon you were fighting a mere second before you heard the breaking of glass.
You yanked the angel blade out of the demon's chest and ran straight towards the demon who'd just tossed your friend out the window. You stabbed the demon in the back, bringing an end to the fight.
You looked out the window and saw the horrific scene three stories down. Your heart clenched in your chest as you raced to the stairs, making it outside in record time.
"Dean!" you cried as you reached his broken body. "No, no, no, no..."
You were almost afraid to touch him--afraid to search for a pulse and not find one. You exhaled sharply and pulled yourself together, placing a firm hand against his neck. You could feel a very weak pulse beneath your fingertips and you knew he was in trouble.
The fall had certainly broken some bones and he likely had internal injuries of some kind. The glass from the window had sliced his skin in a million places, and you were worried he would have severe head trauma as well.
Normally, you would call out to Castiel and he would come running to save Dean, but this wasn't a normal day. Cas had been missing in action for weeks, and neither you nor the Winchesters knew where he was.
Dean's safety--his survival--depended solely on you. The two of you had been hunting alone, while Sam was out helping Garth on a different hunt. You'd hunted together countless times, but neither of you had ever been this seriously injured.
You knew he was dying--as surely as if there was a neon sign screaming "death!" above his head. You couldn't stand the thought of losing him, so you made a decision that would change your life.
"Anyone who's listening, I need your help," you called out. "Please...I will do anything...just save him."
You waited in silence for a few moments, hoping against hope someone would hear your call and take pity on you. You weren't exactly on good terms with most angels, but you couldn't help but hope at least one of them would care.
You heard the soft flap of wings that always signaled the arrival of an angel and you looked up hopefully. You inhaled sharply when your eyes met the glowing red eyes of the man who had come to rescue you--or should you say, archangel.
"Well hello, (Y/N). It's nice to see you again."
"Lucifer," you hissed lowly.
"In the flesh!"
"What are you doing here?"
"I heard your call," he said simply. "And well, let's be honest, no one else is coming to help you."
"Did you come here to gloat?"
"Of course not. Even I'm not cruel enough to find joy in the death of Dean Winchester."
"Then why did you come?"
"To save him, obviously."
Surprise lit up your face. Out of all the responses you'd expected, that hadn't been on the list. "Pardon?"
Lucifer smiled darkly. "For a small fee, of course."
"Ahh," you acknowledged. "That sounds more like it. What do you want?"
"Nothing too extravagant."
"Lucifer..." you growled.
"As you can see, this vessel isn't doing so well." He gestured to himself and you had to admit, he looked like absolute shit. "In fact, it's dying...which means I'm in need of a new one."
"Absolutely not," you said instantly. "He would never say yes to you."
Lucifer smirked. "I wasn't referring to him."
Your eyes widened. "I'm not an archangel vessel," you whispered.
"No, but you are a vessel. And I think you're strong enough to contain me long enough to find me a better one."
You swallowed thickly. There was no way you were going to agree to this...you knew what being an archangel's vessel would do to you and you weren't exactly interested in being strapped to a nuclear bomb.
"No," you said firmly.
"Suit yourself," he said with a shrug. "But just remember, Dean's death will be on your hands now."
You exhaled in defeat as you looked down at the man in your arms. You knew he was close to death--no hospital would be able to save him. Lucifer was your only option.
"Save him first," you whispered.
Lucifer smirked, knowing he'd won. "I would, (Y/N), but this vessel is simply too weak. I would need your body in order to save him."
You looked up into his dark eyes and considered his words. "I don't trust you."
"You would be a fool to trust me after all we've been through. However, I need you...and I need Dean alive and well to help me find an archangel vessel. Possessing you is a good motivator for him."
You clenched your jaw as you thought about your options. It took you mere moments to realize you didn't have any. You would rather die than allow Dean to...so your decision was made in an instant.
"Fine," you murmured softly. You looked up at the monster standing before you and exhaled slowly. "Yes," you breathed.
Lucifer wasted no time--immediately exiting his vessel and entering your body, taking over in an instant.
It was painful, feeling his energy within you, and you knew with absolute certainty you wouldn't be surviving this--no way in hell.
To your surprise, you were fully aware of everything happening around you. You could still see and hear--but you had no control over your body in any way.
Lucifer--you--reached out to Dean and touched him. Your palms began to glow and you watched the various wounds on his body heal quickly. His bright green eyes slowly blinked open and he looked up at you in surprise and confusion.
"What happened?" he groaned.
"You got tossed out a window," your voice said, though it was not you speaking.
Dean sat up and rubbed at his head. He looked down at himself, clearly surprised by his lack of serious injuries. "I fell three stories down..."
You nodded.
"How am I not dead?"
You felt your lips curl into a smile--a slightly cruel smile you knew was not your own. "You're welcome."
Dean's eyes narrowed in confusion. "What?"
Unbeknownst to you, your eyes began to glow red, alerting Dean to the presence of someone else in your body--and there was only one creature you knew whose eyes glowed red.
"Lucifer?" Dean yelled angrily.
"The one and only," he replied.
"How the hell...why are you...where's (Y/N)?"
"Oh she's right here," he said with a smile, tapping the side of your head. "Watching and listening like a little creep."
"Well it is my head, you asshole," you mumbled.
"Doesn't mean it's not creepy," Lucifer's voice hissed inside your mind.
You didn't like the idea that Lucifer could hear your thoughts and speak to you like that...and it made you wonder what else he could see within your mind.
"Everything," he teased darkly.
"Fuck."
"Get the hell out of her body," Dean growled.
"Not a chance, buck-o. (Y/N) was kind enough to invite me in, so I think I'll stay a while."
Dean pulled an angel blade out of his back pocket and pointed it at you. You knew he would never use it if it meant killing you too. It was an idle threat and Lucifer knew it.
Lucifer simply laughed. "You're not going to use that, so put it away."
"Get out of her and I won't have to."
"Oh please, you won't kill her."
Dean's expression remained impassive, but you could see his resolve waning. You knew him too well to miss the small tells. Unfortunately, that meant Lucifer knew him just as well.
"Let's make this easy on ourselves," he began. "Everything (Y/N) knows, I know. Every memory, every thought, every feeling, everything. So put the damn blade down before I have to break your arm."
You could see the anger on Dean's face, but he lowered the blade and slipped it back inside his jacket. "Why the hell did she invite you in?"
"You were about 5 minutes from death and she couldn't save you."
"So what, she called out to you?" Dean asked in disbelief.
"She called out to everyone...I'm just the only one who responded." You felt your eyes glance around in slight concern. "Speaking of, we should probably get out of here, just in case."
Dean nodded and lead the way to the Impala, which was parked a short distance away. You got into the passenger seat like usual and you saw Dean tense up at your proximity. He clearly didn't like the idea of the Devil riding shotgun.
"So why did you heal me?"
"I need your help," Lucifer admitted.
"What makes you think I'd ever help you?"
"I knew you wouldn't, which is why I convinced (Y/N) to let me have her body for a little while."
"Convinced?"
"I may have told her a little white lie--that my old vessel was too weak for me to save you. She didn't exactly offer herself up, but she didn't fight very hard when she realized I was her only option."
"You slimy son of a bitch," you growled.
"I'm the devil, (Y/N). What did you expect?"
"You son of a bitch," Dean mumbled, echoing your sentiments. "What exactly do you want from me?"
"I need to find an actual archangel vessel. I'm getting tired of jumping from vessel to vessel...they keep burning out. It's rather tiresome."
"Well you're not touching Sam, or me for that matter."
"I wouldn't dream of it," he insisted. "I know there are others out there, but I need someone with your connections to help me locate one."
Dean raised his eyebrows. "My connections?"
"Well, Bobby Singer's connections, really...but the best way to him is through you, and the best way to you is through her."
Dean exhaled angrily. You knew he was mad at you just as much as he was mad at Lucifer. You were surprised he hadn't given you an earful yet, even with Lucifer listening in.
"Fine," Dean grumbled. "But the moment we find you a vessel, I want you out of her body. Do you understand me?"
"Perfectly," Lucifer answered.
"Now just sit there quietly until we get to Bobby's, understand? I want absolute silence."
"Well that's boring--"
"I can't stand hearing you speak with her voice, okay? So shut up."
Lucifer smirked, but fell silent, deciding instead to annoy you.
"He's mad at you, isn't he?"
"I said yes to you...of course he's mad."
"Does he know?"
"Know what?"
"How you feel about him?"
"I would really like you to shut the hell up now, Lucifer," you hissed.
"But I'm so bored," he whined.
"I don't give a damn and neither does Dean. It's about 2 hours to Bobby's place...can you be silent for 2 hours?"
"Fine," he grumbled. "It'll give me more time to dig around in your brain anyway..."
"Shit--no!"
You tried to shut him out of your mind as best as you could, but you could still feel him rooting around in your head...making himself at home and digging into memories and thoughts and feelings that were never meant to be shared with another soul.
**********
"What an unsightly place," Lucifer grumbled as he--you--followed Dean up the stairs to Bobby's door.
Dean shot an annoyed glare in your direction, but didn't comment.
"Bobby!" he called as he entered the house.
Bobby came into view and offered you both a tired smile. "Hey you two. What brings you to Sioux Falls?"
"We were close by on a hunt and now we need your help," Dean answered.
"Sure. Come on in."
Neither you, nor Lucifer, had said a word of greeting to Bobby, which struck the older man as odd.
"You alright, (Y/N)?"
"Oh I'm just peachy," your voice answered.
Bobby's eyes narrowed at you, immediately noticing your voice was off. Besides, you didn't tend to talk to Bobby like that.
Before Bobby could question you, Dean spoke up. "We need to find an archangel vessel...as fast as possible."
Bobby stared at him for a moment. "Dean, you are an archangel vessel."
"Yeah, well I need one to house the devil--and it ain't gonna be me or Sam."
"Why the hell do you need a vessel for Lucifer?"
Your hand reached out and tapped Bobby on the shoulder. Judging by Bobby's shocked expression, you assumed your eyes were once again glowing red. Bobby quickly took a step back, looking between you and Dean in confusion.
"It's a long story," Dean muttered. "But I don't want him riding shotgun in (Y/N)'s head any longer than necessary, so we need to find him another vessel."
"Preferably before this current one starts to rot from the inside out," Lucifer added.
"Seriously, Lucifer?"
"Well that is essentially what happens, you know. I wouldn't want to damage such a pretty face."
"Oh fuck off," you grumbled.
"Why in god's name would she say yes to you?" Bobby asked angrily.
"To save my life, okay?" Dean snapped. "Look--we don't have time for this. I need your help to find another vessel. Please."
Bobby sighed and crossed the room to his desk, which was covered in books and papers--an organizational system only Bobby understood. He eyed you warily, but he didn't comment on the situation further.
"I assume you know how to find an archangel vessel," Lucifer commented.
"Perhaps you could enlighten me," Bobby responded.
Lucifer sighed and began to tell Bobby what he needed to look for. You ignored the words coming from our own mouth, instead focusing on Dean. You could see how upset he was and it made you feel incredibly foolish. You hated seeing him like this, but you didn't regret your decision. The mere fact he was alive to be angry made this whole thing worth it.
"How long do you think it'll take?" Dean asked, interrupting your thoughts.
"A week or two--maybe a little more," Bobby answered.
Dean looked in your direction, eyeing you with concern. "Will (Y/N) last that long?"
"Might wanna keep it closer to two weeks," Lucifer replied.
"You're lying, aren't you?" you asked quietly.
"Do you want me to tell them the truth?"
You sighed internally. "I think Dean deserves to know."
"A week would be even better," Lucifer said aloud.
Dean stared at you, worry deepening the lines on his face. His gaze traced your face, searching for any signs of deception--or maybe signs of damage.
"Well then," Bobby muttered. "Better get started."
**********
You sat in the corner, feet up on another chair as you watched Dean and Bobby. You could tell both of them were extremely worried, but their focus was on finding another vessel. They didn't have time to dive into their fears for your life.
Lucifer, on the other hand, seemed to think he had all the time in the world. He was quite happy to torture you instead of providing the two hunters with any assistance.
"Why haven't you told Dean?" he asked for what had to be the 1,000th time.
"There's nothing to tell, Lucifer. Would you just back off?"
"You're really no fun, you know that?"
"Good. This isn't supposed to be fun for you."
"I can make it fun."
"I'd really rather you not."
"Too late!" he said gleefully.
You could feel him poking around inside your head again, searching for something he could use to hurt you with--or hurt Dean with. You tried to keep him away from your darkest secrets, from the things you'd never shared with another soul, not even Dean. But you noticed it was getting harder and harder to resist him. You weren't sure if it was because he was so strong or if you were becoming weaker. Either way, it was only a matter of time before Lucifer found something he shouldn't.
Unfortunately for you, that moment came much sooner than you'd anticipated.
"(Y/N)--fuck, I mean Lucifer...can I talk to you outside for a moment?" Dean asked suddenly, rising from his chair and heading outside without waiting for a reply.
"Well this should be fun," you mumbled internally.
"I assure you," Lucifer mocked. "It will be."
You felt your body moving, feet heading after Dean whether you wanted to or not.
Once outside, Dean turned to face you, eyes filled with a multitude of emotions you couldn't stand to see. "I want to talk to (Y/N)."
"Oh come now," Lucifer said. "You know that's not how it works."
"I know you can shut up and take a backseat. So that's what I want."
"Hmm..." Lucifer hummed thoughtfully. "You know, I'd rather not. Besides, (Y/N) doesn't really feel like talking to you right now."
"Fuck you, Lucifer. Let me talk to him!"
"Sorry, sweetheart. Ain't happening."
"Somehow I doubt that," Dean grumbled angrily.
"You can doubt it all you want, but I'm the one physically inside her head. I know what she's thinking and let me tell you, it's not very complimentary of you."
"What?" Dean asked in surprised confusion.
"You have no idea what she really thinks of you, do you?"
"Lucifer, what the hell are you doing?" you growled.
He ignored you, instead focusing on his conversation with Dean.
"She's my best friend," Dean responded. "What more do I need to know?"
Lucifer laughed cruelly. "I'm sorry, that's just too funny. You think she's your best friend?"
You could see the look of hurt cross Dean's face for a moment, but he quickly covered it up.
"Sorry," Lucifer said, laughter subsiding. "It's just hilarious that you think she cares about you that much."
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"She's tired of you, Dean. She's tired of your stubbornness, your self-loathing, your reckless behavior. She's tired of everything to do with you. She doesn't care about you--not really, anyway. You annoy the shit out of her, but she puts up with you because she feels like she has to."
You fought with everything you had to overpower Lucifer and take control of your mind and body. Not a single word Lucifer was uttering was true and you desperately wanted to tell Dean the truth.
"Stop fighting, (Y/N). You can't win," Lucifer whispered.
"Stop lying to him and I'll stop fighting," you insisted.
"No. I'm simply having too much fun."
Dean's face was impassive to the average person, but you saw through the mask on his face, and so did Lucifer. "I don't believe you," Dean said softly.
"You don't have to believe me. They're not my words. I'm simply relaying (Y/N)'s thoughts," Lucifer said with a shrug. "Haven't you ever wondered how she puts up with all your shit? You're not exactly walking sunshine, Dean. You're one of the most damaged humans I've ever met."
Dean inhaled deeply. "If she hates me so much, why does she stay?"
"Isn't it obvious?"
Neither you nor Dean knew what Lucifer was going to say next...and his words cut deeper than you'd expected them to.
"She's in love with your brother," Lucifer sneered.
"Lucifer, no!" you screamed.
Dean's eyes widened and shock settled onto his face. He turned around, his back to you in an attempt to collect himself.
You fought even harder...you needed to get this son of a bitch out of your body. It felt like you were locked inside your own mind with no way out. Lucifer was too strong and the harder you fought, the weaker you became. You quickly realized the more energy you expended, the stronger he became...there was no use in fighting him.
"You're a monster," you whispered.
"They call me the devil for a reason.'"
You didn't bother responding to him. Your heart was aching for Dean and all you wanted was to comfort him. You knew exactly where his head would be at right now and it was killing you.
He'd always compared himself to Sam--at least as long as you'd known him. He seemed to think Sam was better than him in a lot of ways and certainly more lovable. The mere idea that you agreed with that sentiment...that you loved Sam...it would break him and you knew it.
"Sam is better than you in every way," Lucifer added, stoking the fire. "Why would anyone love you when they could have Sam? He's everything you're not...sure of himself, confident, open and honest. Sam is better for (Y/N) than you could ever be."
Dean turned back around, face a mask of impassiveness once again. "Let's find you a vessel so you can get the hell out of our lives," he said in a low voice. "Besides, I wouldn't want to get in the way of Sam and (Y/N)'s love."
If you'd been capable of crying, you knew the tears would be streaming down your face in that moment. Your heart ached in a way you were unfamiliar with and you hoped Lucifer could feel the pain the same way you did.
"Why?" you whispered.
"Why what?"
"Why'd you say that to him?"
Lucifer laughed. "Simple...I knew it would hurt both of you. You're in love with him and if his reaction was anything to go by, it looks like he feels the same."
"We're both helping you right now. Why can't you just be grateful for 10 fucking minutes?" you hissed.
"Where's the fun in that?"
You knew the question was rhetorical, so you didn't bother responding. Instead, you quietly watched Dean walk away and you knew he was going to lose his shit. You could feel it as clearly as your own emotions.
"Let's follow him," Lucifer said happily.
"Let him take his anger out without an audience," you snapped.
Lucifer ignored you and quietly followed after Dean, keeping a distance to avoid being noticed.
Once Dean was farther away from the house and seemingly alone, he grabbed a crowbar from a nearby bench and began to beat the ever-loving-shit out of a junker car.
If you'd wondered about Dean's feelings for you before (and you had), you didn't wonder anymore. It was clear he cared about you in the same way you cared about him and you hated seeing him in such pain.
You wanted nothing more than to go to him, but Lucifer was much happier standing to the side and watching Dean suffer alone.
"Please," you whispered.
"You can tell him I'm a lying bastard if you manage to survive this."
"You and I both know that's not likely," you sighed quietly. "I don't want him to suffer and I don't want to die with him thinking I hate him."
"Pity. Guess you should have told him sooner..."
"Oh fuck off, Lucifer," you growled.
Lucifer's laughter echoed in your head and you hated him in that moment more than you could even begin to express.
**********
"You alright kid?" Bobby asked Dean when he returned to the house an hour or so later.
Lucifer, and therefore you, had returned shortly after watching Dean fall apart. When he'd dropped to his knees, tears streaming down his face, Lucifer had gotten bored and left.
"I'm fine," Dean lied. "Do you have any leads?"
"I've put out my feelers to every person I could think of. I'm sure someone will have something for me soon."
"Did you call Sam?"
Bobby shook his head. "I assumed you did."
"Call him and let him know what's going on. I'm going out."
"Where are you going?"
"Yeah, Dean," Lucifer chimed in, "where are you going?"
"The nearest bar. Don't wait up."
You tried to say his name, but your mouth refused to form the word.
As soon as Dean was out of earshot, Bobby turned his attention to you. "What the hell did you say to him?"
"Me?" Lucifer asked, feigning innocence. "Why would you think I did something?"
"Maybe because you're the devil?" Bobby answered sarcastically.
Lucifer smirked darkly. "I may have poked at all of his insecurities."
Bobby groaned. "You're a son of a bitch, you know that?"
"That's not a nice thing to say about my Father."
Bobby just glared at you and rolled his eyes. He got up and left the room and you assumed he was going to call Sam.
"I second Bobby's comment."
"I wear it like a badge of honor."
You knew exactly what Dean was going to do and it was killing you. He was going to drink until he couldn't feel a thing, pick up some random girl, and fuck her senseless--anything to feel something other than the ache in his chest. You knew him better than he knew himself...but in this moment, you desperately wished you didn't. You would give anything to not know what he was going to do.
**********
Three days later, one of Bobby's sources had a lead on a potential archangel vessel.
Dean hadn't spoken to you or Lucifer unless he absolutely had to. It was too hard to even look at your face and hearing your voice was a thousand times worse.
Sam was still out on a hunt with Garth, but he promised to be there to help as soon as he could.
"Do you want me to come with you?" Bobby asked Dean as the two of you were preparing to leave.
"The less people involved, the better. Stay here in case we need more intel," Dean responded.
"I don't like the idea of you traveling alone with Lucifer."
"I'll be fine."
Bobby didn't believe him anymore than you did, but neither of you commented on it--not that you could have if you'd wanted to.
As you/Lucifer and Dean climbed into the Impala, Dean didn't spare a glance in your direction.
"Isn't this fun?" Lucifer asked. "I've always wanted to go on a roadtrip."
Dean groaned. "What are the chances you'll be quiet during this drive?"
"Slim to none," Lucifer said with a smirk.
The response almost made Dean smile. It sounded like something you would say and technically it was your voice. He had to remind himself you weren't really talking to him--every word out of your mouth was Lucifer.
Dean took off without another word and you silently prayed this lead would pan out. You were extremely tired and it had only been about four days since Lucifer had possessed you.
By this point, you were having a hard time focusing on what was happening in the real world. You were in pain and you could feel your body weakening...you were dying and you knew it. You just hoped Dean didn't notice.
**********
By the time the three of you arrived at your destination, you were feeling terrible. You weren't even sure how much time had passed since you'd left Bobby's. In fact, you were pretty sure you'd fallen asleep very early on.
"It's been about 12 hours," Lucifer told you.
"I slept for 12 hours?"
"You're dying," he said nonchalantly. "So you're going to have a harder time staying awake."
"Great," you whispered sarcastically.
"Lucifer!" Dean growled. "You coming?"
"Of course."
Lucifer followed Dean into a building you assumed was an apartment complex. Sometime during the elevator ride, you must have fallen unconscious again, because when you opened your eyes again, you found yourself standing in a nice apartment.
Dean was talking calmly to a young man who looked moderately terrified.
"Is he the vessel?" you mumbled.
"Yes. I can feel it," Lucifer responded.
"Thank god..."
"I'm sorry, you want me to allow the literal devil to possess me?" the young man practically yelled at Dean. "That's assuming I even believe in the devil."
"Look man," Dean said with surprising calmness. "I know I sound insane, but it's all real. We need an archangel vessel and like it or not, that's you."
"What if I don't want to say yes?"
Dean grabbed him by his collar. "Then the woman he's currently wearing will die...and I will do anything to prevent that." His voice was low, barely above a growl.
The young man looked terrified, eyes wide with fear. "Are you threatening me?" he whispered.
Dean straightened out the guy's shirt and gave him a dark smile. "Of course not."
"So I have a choice?"
Lucifer chuckled. "Don't think for a moment he'll give you an option, kid."
The guy looked at you and you felt terrible for him. You understood his fear and apprehension...and it felt wrong to force Lucifer onto him. This kid didn't deserve it.
"We shouldn't be doing this," you mumbled.
"Too late, (Y/N). Dean knows he's an archangel vessel. There's no way he's going to leave without getting him to say yes."
You wanted to respond--to fight, but you couldn't. You were too weak...too tired. Everything hurt too much.
"What's it like?" the guy asked softly.
"Like being strapped to a rocket," Lucifer said snidely.
Dean shot him an annoyed glance. "You'll be fine. You were meant for this."
The guy's gaze remained fixated on you. "She looks like shit...am I going to look like that?"
Dean finally focused his gaze on your face and you saw the fear flash in his eyes. He could see you were dying. Your skin was pale, your eyes bloodshot, dark circles adorning them...your lips were cracked and there were slight lacerations appearing around your forehead and jawline.
"She wasn't meant to house the power of an archangel," Lucifer responded. "She's dying, but the same won't happen to you."
"Will she be okay if I say yes?"
"Yes," Lucifer lied smoothly.
The guy looked like he was contemplating what to do, so Dean spoke up again.
"Look, kid. She's important to me...more important to me than pretty much anyone else in this fucked up world. I would do anything to save her...she's--she's my brother's girl."
You wanted to tell him that wasn't true, but you knew it was fruitless to even try. Even still, your heart ached at his words.
"How long?" the guy asked, directing his question at Lucifer.
"As long as I want. You'll never age, never die, as long as I'm with you."
The guy nodded. "Alright. I'll do it." He stood up. "What do I need to do?"
"Just say 'yes'," Lucifer answered.
"Yes."
A bright white light filled the room and Dean had to shield his eyes. When the light faded, you were lying on the floor and Lucifer was now clearly possessing the young man they'd come to find.
"(Y/N)!" Dean yelled as he raced to your side.
Your pulse was faint and you looked even worse than you had moments before.
"Heal her," Dean demanded.
Lucifer's lips curled up in a cruel smile. "No."
"Excuse me?"
"I said no," he repeated. "I'm not interested in saving her."
"You wouldn't have a vessel without us. You owe her!"
"I'm the devil, Dean. What makes you think I give a damn about debts?"
Dean stared at him, anger and terror fighting for control in equal measure. He stood up and went to lunge at Lucifer, but the archangel simply disappeared, leaving you and Dean completely helpless and alone.
**********
Dean had rushed you to the hospital and was currently sitting in the waiting room, hoping to hear something about your condition.
Sam rushed into the room, eyes scanning for his brother. When he saw him, Sam crossed the distance and wrapped Dean in a tight hug.
"How is she?" Sam asked.
"I don't know," Dean said quietly. "But it doesn't look good."
"She's strong, Dean."
"I don't think that matters...her body was never meant to house an archangel and she managed to do it for almost a week. She's dying, Sammy."
Sam's eyes filled with tears, but he blinked rapidly to keep them from falling.
Dean's heart ached, seeing his brother look so upset. He would be lying if he said he didn't feel a broken emptiness in his soul--a space you used to occupy. But he needed to push past his own pain for his brother's sake. After all...you weren't his.
"For (Y/N)?" a doctor called into the waiting room.
Dean and Sam practically ran in her direction. Dean's heart clenched in his chest as he took in the doctor's sad expression.
"Are you (Y/N)'s family?"
Both men nodded.
"Come with me, please," the doctor said quietly.
They followed her to a private waiting area and Dean's dread increased significantly. "What's going on?" he asked worriedly.
"Please have a seat," the doctor asked, gesturing toward the chairs against the wall. She closed the door before taking her seat across from them.
"My name's Dr. Murphy. I'm (Y/N)'s treating physician."
"I'm Sam and this is my brother Dean."
"There's no easy way to say this," Dr. Murphy said gently. "(Y/N)'s injuries are quite severe and she's in critical condition."
"But she's going to be okay, right?" Dean asked hopefully.
Dr. Murphy frowned and shook her head. "Her organs have begun to shut down...it's only a matter of time now. The best I can do is try to keep her comfortable."
"No," Dean whispered. "No, she can't--"
Sam placed a hand on Dean's shoulder, trying to comfort his brother.
"I'm very sorry," Dr. Murphy murmured.
Dean suddenly stood up. "I can't do this. I need--I need air."
He practically ran from the room and Sam got up to follow him, but Dr. Murphy placed a gentle hand on his arm. "I think it's best to give him a moment."
Sam nodded as he desperately tried to push his own emotions away. He adored you, but he knew exactly how much Dean loved you...so he knew how much pain his brother was in right now. It hurt him almost as much as losing you.
***********
Once Dean was outside, he ran around to the side of the building, desperate to be alone for a moment. He collapsed onto the ground, back against the hard stone of the hospital exterior. All of the tears he'd been pushing back for days finally poured out.
He found himself falling apart in public--something he couldn't recall doing before. He couldn't bring himself to care. You were dying and it was killing him. It was all his fault. If he hadn't been so careless, he wouldn't have gotten injured and you never would have had to beg Lucifer to save him.
He knew it wasn't a rational way of thinking, but in that moment, it didn't matter. You were about to become just another name on a never ending list of people who died because of him. He couldn't take it--it was too much.
"I know I'm not exactly on good terms with any of you and I probably don't deserve your help, but I'm not asking for myself. (Y/N) is dying and I can't save her. I'm not normally the kind of man to beg, but I'm on my knees right now...begging for just one of you to find it in yourself to give a damn. She doesn't deserve this. She's the best person I've ever known...so please. Please someone answer me. Please..." His voice was broken by the end of his short speech.
He was desperate and there was nothing he wouldn't do to save her. If no angel would help him...he wasn't above making a deal with a demon. He'd been to hell once before, and he'd do it again in a heartbeat if it meant you could live.
"Hello, Dean Winchester," a soft female voice said from beside him.
He jumped up quickly, ready to fight if need be. He hadn't even heard the woman arrive, which meant she likely wasn't human.
"Don't worry," she said gently. "I'm not here to hurt you. My name is Aliraphael."
"Aliraphael?" Dean repeated. "I've never heard of you."
She smiled. "You don't need to know my name to know what I am."
Dean swallowed thickly. "Why did you come?"
"You prayed for help. I answered."
"But why? We don't know you...what would make you wanna help us?"
Aliraphael smiled. "You, your brother, and (Y/N) have sacrificed much for this world and all of the people in it. I think you deserve a miracle."
Normally Dean wouldn't believe her, but there was something in her eyes that made him feel safe. He was inclined to trust her, but he had to be sure. "What do you want in return?"
"Nothing. This is my gift to you."
"Nothing is free."
"I understand why you may be jaded, but sometimes a gift is simply a gift. This is one of those times."
Dean nodded. "I'm choosing to trust you, but just know if you betray me, I will kill you."
She smiled. "I would expect nothing less of the great Dean Winchester."
Dean led Aliraphael into the hospital and his eyes scanned the waiting area for Sam. He wasn't there, so Dean assumed he'd gone to your room.
"Excuse me. Can you tell me what room (Y/N) (Y/L/N) is in?" Dean asked the receptionist.
The woman typed on her computer without looking up and muttered, "Room 212."
"Thanks," Dean replied. He tried to walk slowly--normally--to room 212, but every instinct in his body was screaming for him to get to you as quickly as possible.
When Dean entered the room, he saw Sam standing beside your bed, his hand wrapped tightly around yours. He was speaking softly to you and Dean felt that ache in his chest intensify.
"Sam," Dean said softly.
Sam turned towards the door, eyes red from his tears. He looked between Dean and Aliraphael in confusion. "Who's she?"
"I am Aliraphael," the angel responded. "I am here to heal (Y/N)."
Sam cut Dean a look. "What did you do?"
Dean shrugged. "I prayed. She came."
"Okay, but what did you promise her in exchange?"
"Your brother has promised me nothing. I am doing this because I wish to. I have no ulterior motive."
Sam still looked worried, but he stepped back to allow Aliraphael access to your bed. Aliraphael gently placed her hand against your forehead and closed her eyes. A soft white glow began to envelop your body and your skin began to return to normal.
After several moments, Aliraphael dropped her hand from your head and turned to Sam and Dean. "It is finished."
You started to stir in the bed and Dean's heart beat faster.
"She will awaken in a moment," Aliraphael assured them.
"Thank you," Dean whispered, unable to take his eyes off your face.
Sam echoed his brother's statement and Aliraphael smiled.
"You are all very welcome." With that, the angel disappeared as if she had never been there.
You groaned softly and your eyes slowly opened. You blinked rapidly trying to clear them and focus on the room around you.
"I have to go," Dean muttered.
"What?" Sam asked in surprise, but Dean had already exited the room.
"Sam?" you asked softly, hearing the younger Winchester's voice.
"Hey, (Y/N/N)," he murmured. "I'm here."
Your bright (y/e/c) eyes focused on his face. "What happened?"
"What do you remember?"
You thought about it for a moment and the memories of the past few days came flooding back. "Lucifer..." you whispered.
Sam sighed and nodded. "Yeah."
"I was dying, Sam--I felt it. Why am I not dead?"
"Dean prayed...and some angel we'd never met before came to save you."
Your eyes widened. "Dean...where is he? I need to talk to him."
"He was just here, but when you started to wake up, he bolted."
"Shit," you murmured. "We need to go after him."
You started to sit up and tug at the IV in your arm, but Sam stopped you.
"Woah! Woah! Slow down, (Y/N). You were almost dead not even five minutes ago."
"And now I'm not, so we need to get the hell out of here Sam," you insisted.
Sam sighed. He knew better than to fight you, so he simply helped you remove your IV and untangle you from the web of other tubes and wires. He handed you your clothes and turned around so you could get dressed in privacy.
"Alright, let's go," you said as soon as you were dressed.
*********
When Dean left the hospital, he'd taken the Impala and started the long drive back to Lawrence. He just wanted to get home before you and figure out what his next move was. If you and Sam were going to be together...he didn't want to be there to witness it. He couldn't.
Dean's phone had rang several times, but he hadn't answered. Most of the calls were from you and a few were from Sam, but he couldn't handle hearing your voice right now. Especially if you were going to tell him everything Lucifer had said was true.
"He's still not answering his damn phone," you muttered, throwing the phone onto the dash angrily.
"I just don't get why he'd leave like that," Sam said for the fifth time.
You sighed and ran your fingers through your hair. "Lucifer said some things to him, Sam...things that hurt him deeply. None of it was true, but Dean doesn't know that."
"What kind of things?"
"Things about me...about how I feel. And about you," you admitted quietly.
"(Y/N), just tell me."
"Lucifer told Dean I couldn't stand him and the only reason I hung around was because I'm in love with you."
Sam scoffed. "And Dean believed him?"
"You didn't see his face, Sam...he believed every word. I wanted to tell him the truth, but I couldn't overpower Lucifer."
"Shit," Sam mumbled. "He's a goddamn idiot if he thinks you love me more than him."
You laughed dryly. "Lucifer played on Dean's insecurities and unfortunately, it worked."
Sam sighed. "Where do you think he'd go?"
"I have to hope he went home."
"Then let's get there before he does." Sam sped up, flooring the stolen car like he'd--well, like he'd stolen it.
You were about five hours from Lawrence and Dean had a head start. You knew it was unlikely you'd get there first, but you had to hope you could get there before he left.
**********
When Sam pulled into the Bunker's garage four and a half hours later, you were relieved to see the Impala parked where it should be. Dean would never leave without his beloved car, which meant he was still there.
Both you and Sam practically ran into the Bunker, calling Dean's name.
The green eyed hunter heard your voices, but he ignored both you and Sam. He couldn't face you...he just couldn't.
"Dean? Where are you?" you called again.
"Come on, Dean. We know you're here," Sam said in annoyance.
You headed into the kitchen and Sam went down towards Dean's bedroom. Both of you hoped to find him before he managed to sneak his way out.
Sam entered his brother's room without knocking and sighed in relief. "Dean. There you are."
"Sam," he said curtly.
"Why the hell did you leave? And why didn't you answer our calls?"
"I just needed to get out of there."
"What, before (Y/N) woke up?" Sam's tone made it clear exactly how stupid he thought his brother's actions were.
"Look man, I'm glad she's okay, but I can't face her. I don't want to have that conversation."
Sam decided to play dumb. "What conversation, Dean? The one where she thanks you for saving her life? Or where you yell at her for saying yes to Lucifer in the first place? Cuz trust me, we had that conversation already."
"That's not what I'm talking about, Sam," Dean said quietly as he started to pack his duffle. "But it doesn't matter. I'm leaving."
"Why the hell are you leaving?"
"I can't stay here. I can't--I can't see the two of you together," he whispered.
"Together?" Sam asked incredulously. "What the hell are you talking about?"
"It's fine, Sam. I know."
"There's nothing to know!"
Dean glared at his brother and shook his head. "I saw you at the hospital...you clearly feel the same as she does."
"Yeah I do!" Sam yelled. "She's my friend--she's family!"
Dean was about to snap back another retort, but Sam cut him off.
"Just talk to (Y/N), Dean. Let her explain...you owe her that much."
"I don't want to talk to her."
"I'm not going to give you a choice," you said from the bedroom doorway.
Both men turned to look at you in surprise. You crossed your arms and stood firm.
"I don't want to talk," Dean said quietly.
"Good. I don't want you to talk, Dean. I want you to listen." You turned your gaze to Sam and gestured with your head for him to leave the room.
He gladly exited, not wanting to be a part of this particular conversation.
You closed the door behind him and continued to stand in front of it, afraid Dean would try to leave if you moved.
"Lucifer is a liar, Dean. I shouldn't even have to say that. He's the devil, for crying out loud. He's kinda known for his lies."
"But he's also been honest with us before," Dean countered.
"Only when it benefited him. Just like he lies when it benefits him. Hurting you? Hurting me? That shit brought him joy."
"Really? Did it hurt you to hear him tell me how you really feel about me?"
"No," you said angrily. "It hurt me to hear him lie to you about how I feel! The things he said were cruel and terrible, but more importantly, they weren't true!"
Dean stared at you silently, clearly not believing a word you said.
"Do you really think I'm capable of lying to you for years? Think of every moment we've spent together, Dean...do you really think I pretended to care about you? Pretended to enjoy spending time with you? Think about all the times we've laughed together, the times we've had each other's backs, the small glances, the whispers in the dark when one of us had a nightmare. Think about all of those moments and then look me in the eye and tell me it was all a lie."
Tears filled his beautiful green eyes and you knew the same expression was reflected in your own. You took a step towards him, desperately wanting to touch him, but afraid it be unwelcome.
"You're my favorite person in the world, Dean Winchester. You. Not Sam, not Bobby, not Jodi...you. You hold my whole heart in your hands...you always have. If you don't want it, then I understand, but don't for a second think I love anyone but you."
His lips parted in surprise. "But what about Sam?" he whispered.
You sighed loudly. "Weren't you listening? Sam is my friend, Dean, but nothing more than that. I love him like a brother." You took another step towards him. "He doesn't compare to you--he couldn't compare to you. I love you, Dean...and I don't mean like a brother."
Dean inhaled deeply. "I want to believe you, (Y/N/N)..."
"Then believe me," you begged him. "I love you."
Dean thought about what Lucifer had said and he realized why he'd believed it so easily. They were all things Dean was afraid of...he knew he wasn't good enough for you and he was terrified you knew it too.
"Talk to me, Dean," you whispered, taking a final step towards him.
He looked deep into your eyes and found nothing but love there. The same love he held in his soul for you. "I've always been afraid to tell you how I feel because I know I'm not good enough for you," he admitted. "That's why it was so easy for me to believe Lucifer's lies...it was almost like a self-fulfilling prophecy. I couldn't believe you'd ever want me, so it was easier to believe you wanted Sam. He's better for you in every way."
"Stop," you whispered, pressing a finger to his lips. "I decide who is best for me and I choose you. I will always choose you."
"(Y/N)," he whispered.
You pressed your lips against his, trying to infuse it with all of the love in your soul. Dean's arms wrapped around your thick waist, pulling you closer to him. He deepened the kiss, lips hungrily devouring yours.
You stayed locked in each other's embrace for what felt like an eternity. Your tongues fought for dominance and your hands caressed any part of each other they could reach.
When the kiss inevitably broke so the two of you could breathe, Dean laid his forehead against yours. "This might go without saying, but I love you too, (Y/N). So goddamn much."
You chuckled breathlessly. "After a kiss like that, I'd sure as hell hope so."
He grinned and tugged you even closer to him. His lips pressed against yours again and he found himself wanting to feel every part of your soft body. He needed it, just as much as needed air to breathe.
"Let me show you how much, baby," he whispered against your lips.
"Please," you moaned softly.
“Strip for me, pretty girl,” he commanded.
You gently pushed against his chest, forcing him back against the bed. He dropped down onto the mattress, eyes never leaving your body.
You slowly began to remove your clothing, taking much longer than you needed to. You were teasing him and he was eating it up.
You finally got down to just your bra and panties, nothing fancy as you obviously weren’t planning on this happening, but Dean didn’t seem to care. In fact, you were about to be very glad you didn’t wear anything nice.
“You are so damn beautiful, baby,” he whispered.
You offered him a warm smile, appreciative of the affection in his gaze. He thought you were a goddess among humans, a treasure to behold.
“I think you’re a bit overdressed, Dean,” you teased softly.
“You know, babe, I think you’re right.” He stood up and shed his layers significantly faster than you had. He was extremely impatient, as he was dying to get his hands on you.
You admired his broad chest, thick arms, and sculpted form. He looked incredible, scars and all. You felt the strong urge to kiss every single one of them, if he would allow you.
He now stood before you in nothing but his boxers, his large erection straining against the thin fabric.
“Let’s get this off you,” he muttered, reaching behind your back to unhook your bra.
The moment your breasts were exposed to his gaze, he let out a low groan. “Fuck, baby. These are even better than I’d imagined.”
“You imagined my—“ your question was cut off by the feeling of his lips wrapped around your nipple and his hands caressing your breasts gently.
The gentle movements quickly turned more intense, and he began to truly knead and nip at your flesh. You moaned softly and gently ran your fingers through his soft hair.
You pressed yourself even closer to him, feeling his bulge press against your abdomen. He lifted his head with a small smirk.
“Impatient, are we?”
You nodded quickly.
“Oh come on now, sweetheart. Use those words for me. Tell me what you want.”
“You,” you whimpered. “I want you.”
His smirk widened. “I figured that much out on my own, darlin'. I want you to tell me what you need.”
You weren’t exactly accustomed to expressing yourself verbally in the bedroom. To be honest, a lot of your past experiences weren’t that great anyway. A lot of one night stands with men who only cared about their own pleasure.
You found yourself feeling kind of excited at the prospect of a man listening to you and what you wanted…even more so because that man was Dean.
“I want you on your knees, handsome,” you said firmly.
Dean’s eyes widened slightly, but he dropped to his knees obediently. His normally bright green eyes were dark with lust as he locked eyes with you.
You loved the powerful feeling you had as you stood over him. The great Dean Winchester, on his knees for you.
You touched his face sweetly and he leaned into your palm, eyes fluttering closed for a moment. “Do you wanna eat my pussy, Dean?” you whispered.
His eyes shot back open, a hungry expression on his face. “Yes,” he breathed lowly.
“Then get to work,” you commanded softly.
Dean was used to being in charge in the bedroom and it wasn’t often he found himself submitting to a woman. You were different than any woman he’d ever been with before—after all, he loved you. If you told him to do a damn handstand naked, lick your feet, and call you “your majesty”, he would have done it in a heartbeat.
His calloused hands slowly slid up your thighs, squeezing the supple flesh. His mouth followed, leaving sloppy kisses as he worked his way closer to your core.
“Baby?” he asked softly, glancing up at you.
“Hmm?”
“Do you have any particular attachment to these panties?”
“No, why—Dean!” you gasped as he ripped your underwear in half, tossing the remains to the floor.
He grinned and made a happy little noise deep in his throat before kissing your mound. He grabbed your right leg and tugged it up over his shoulder, giving him better access to you.
“Lean on me for support, beautiful. I got you.”
The moment you laid a hand on his shoulder and he was sure you were stable, he dove into your pussy with a deep growl.
Your head fell back in ecstasy and a series of moans left your lips. The hand not holding onto his shoulder immediately wound itself in his hair, holding on for dear life.
“Dean—feels so good,” you moaned.
His hands dug into your ass cheeks in response, tugging you even closer to him. He never wanted to stop—hearing those sweet sounds you made mixed with the heady taste of your sweetness was more intoxicating than any drink he’d ever had.
Your legs had begun to tremble and Dean’s grip on you tightened. He wasn’t willing to stop his ministrations, but he wouldn’t let you fall either.
Your nails scraped against his scalp and his shoulder as you clung to him. The pleasure was almost too much and not enough all at once, and you felt your orgasm approaching.
“Dean,” you gasped. “I’m so close.”
He smiled against your core and shifted his focus more heavily to your clit. You cried out and cursed softly, and he knew he’d made the right move.
“I—oh god,” you cried as your orgasm washed over you.
Dean lapped up everything you had to offer, his grip on your body never loosening. As you began to come down from your high, he slipped his hands up to your hips to ensure he didn’t drop you.
He gave your pussy one last lick before allowing you to pull him up by his hair. To his surprise, you mashed your lips against his hungrily, not giving a damn that he tasted like you.
One hand tangled into your hair and the other held you tightly. “What do you want me to do now, sweetheart?” He murmured against your skin.
“Take control, Dean,” you begged. “Make my legs shake. Make me scream. I don’t wanna be able to move for hours.”
“Holy fuck,” he groaned. “Who taught you to talk like that, baby?”
You smirked. “It comes naturally with you.”
"Well it's the sexiest thing I've ever heard," he murmured.
His strong arms wrapped around your waist and gripped you tightly. He spun you both around so your back was to the bed. He pulled you up into his arms and tossed you onto the bed.
You gasped in surprise, not used to being manhandled in such a manner. You sat up slightly, resting on your elbows as you looked at the gorgeous man in front of you. You curled one finger and beckoned him towards you with a smirk.
He quickly discarded his boxers and dropped onto the bed, crawling slowly up your body. He dropped kisses onto your skin as he moved, leaving goosebumps in his wake.
When he reached your mouth, you reached up and grabbed the hair at the base of his neck, tugging him down to you. Your kiss was hungry and needy, leaving no question as to what you wanted.
As the kiss deepened, Dean shifted his body to touch your soft curves. In doing so, the tip of his cock brushed against your pussy, eliciting soft moans from both of you.
Dean's hands traced softly up and down your sides, relishing the feeling of your skin against his. "I love touching you," he murmured in your ear. "You're so damn soft."
You smiled and turned your head to nip at his jaw. He groaned and turned his attention back to your soft lips, sucking the bottom one between his teeth and biting down gently.
Much like Dean, you loved touching his body, but you reveled in the firmness of his body beneath your hands. Every time he moved, you could feel his muscles tense and shift. His body was powerful and beautiful--a vessel carrying the most incredible soul you'd ever known.
Dean shifted again, nudging your head to the side so he could suck at your neck, leaving love marks on the sensitive skin. You lifted your hips up slightly, seeking some kind of friction to relieve the ache between your legs. Once again, his cock brushed against your core and you gasped lightly. Dean, on the other hand, bit gently into your neck to suppress a loud moan.
"I can't wait any longer, baby," he groaned.
"Take me. I'm yours," you whispered.
He sighed softly, kissing you sweetly before pulling away. "Roll over for me, sweetness. Hands and knees."
Your eyes widened in surprise, but you rolled over immediately. You lowered your upper body to lay flat against the mattress, ass high in the air.
"Holy shit," Dean murmured as his hands grasped your large, round ass. "Who said you could have an ass this incredible? I can't wait to watch it jiggle while I fuck you senseless."
Before you could respond, he smacked your ass with an open palm, causing you to gasp slightly.
He seemed to realize belatedly that he should have asked if you were okay with that before doing it, but he'd be lying if he said he hadn't imagined smacking your ass for years. "Is that okay, baby?"
"More, please," you begged softly.
He smacked your ass again with a grin. "You like that?"
"Harder, Dean," you moaned. "Like you mean it."
"Fuck," he groaned, hand coming down against your cheek again.
Each time you moaned loudly, reaffirming your enjoyment of the action. Your pussy clenched around nothing and you were beyond desperate for him to just fuck you already.
"Dean, I need you--please," you cried desperately.
"Where do you need me, baby?"
"Inside me," you whimpered.
Without warning, you felt one of Dean's thick fingers enter your pussy. "Like this?"
You shook your head rapidly.
"Words, babe," he said firmly.
"I want your cock, Dean."
"Yeah? Tell me where."
You turned your head to look at him as best as you could from your current position. "I want you to fuck my pussy with your big, thick cock...please," you pleaded softly.
Dean blinked rapidly and licked his lips. He pulled his finger out from inside of you and sucked your juices from it. "Yes ma'am," he murmured.
He leaned forward and kissed your cheek where he'd left a red mark from his slaps. You turned your head back around, forehead against the mattress, preparing yourself for what would come next.
Dean gripped his cock tightly, stroking it a few times before lining himself up with your entrance. He started to enter you and you gasped at the stretch. It was painful given his larger than average size.
"I've got you, baby," he whispered, running his hands up and down your back in a soothing manner. "Just relax for me."
You took a deep breath and tried to relax your body as much as you could. When he felt the tension leave you, he continued to push forward.
You'd never felt so full before and the pain had begun to subside into pleasure. "You're so big," you mumbled.
Dean smirked and chuckled softly. "I'm not all the way in yet, sweetheart."
"What?!" you gasped in surprise.
He pushed the rest of the way in, bottoming out so deep inside you, you swore you could feel him against your cervix. "Fuck!" you yelped.
Dean continued his soothing hand motions on your hips as he allowed you the time you needed to adjust to his size.
While you appreciated his gentleness, you desperately needed him to fuck you. Instead of telling him what you wanted, you moved your hips forward slightly before slamming back against him so your ass pressed firmly against his lower abdomen.
Dean's blunt nails dug into your hips and he growled lowly. "Fuck, baby."
His hips snapped forward and he held you in place by your hips. He set a brutal pace, unable to move slowly--it felt way too damn good.
Dean was completely mesmerized by your ass, watching it jiggle as he fucked into you forcefully. He slapped the opposite cheek from the one he'd hit earlier and you cried out in pleasure, pussy clenching around him.
"You feel so fuckin' good, sweetness," he moaned. "Tightest pussy I've ever had."
You couldn't formulate a good response to his words as you were already too far gone. His cock slammed into your g-spot with each thrust, making your legs shake and your head fog up.
"Made for me, weren't you baby?"
"Mhmm," you hummed.
Dean smiled, knowing you were overwhelmed with pleasure and unable to respond properly. He leaned forward and grabbed a handful of your hair at the base of your neck. He tugged back slightly--just enough to cause a little pain without truly hurting you.
His thrusts were almost violent, they were so fast and hard. He wanted to feel you come apart on his cock and he knew you were close.
"You gonna cum for me, baby?" he whispered.
You simply whined desperately.
"What do you need, sweetheart? Tell me what you need."
"More," you begged.
"Hmm," Dean hummed. He slipped an arm around your waist and tugged you back against him so you were sitting up as he continued to thrust into you.
One hand slid up to your neck, wrapping around your throat and applying just a tiny bit of pressure to gauge your reaction. His other hand moved slowly towards your core, seeking your clit for added stimulation.
"Dean!" you cried.
He bit into your shoulder. "I'm here, baby. I want you to fall apart for me."
He rubbed at your clit quickly, thrusts slower due to the new position, but nevertheless pleasurable.
You needed just a little more to push yourself over the edge, so you gripped his hand around your neck and put more pressure on it, indicating what you needed.
Dean got the hint and tightened his grip on your throat, just enough to push you over the edge. He didn't want to hurt you--he would never hurt you.
"Cum for me, sweet girl," he murmured in your ear.
You cried out as your second orgasm crashed against you and your pussy tightened almost painfully around Dean's cock. He helped you ride out your high before lowering you back to the bed and rolling you over onto your back.
He was immediately on top of you, thrusting into you more slowly. He put one arm on either side of your head to support himself, effectively trapping you beneath him.
He rolled his hips against you, the motion pressing his pelvis against your clit, causing you to whimper in pained pleasure. Your hands found purchase in his upper back, nails digging in as he repeated the action.
"I love your body, baby," he whispered. "So fucking perfect."
You smiled up at him, pulling him down for a heated kiss. "I like it too," you mumbled. "Yours isn't bad either."
He chuckled lightly, kissing you lovingly. "I wanna see you come apart for me, (Y/N). Can you give me one more?"
Your eyes widened. "I don't think I can..."
"I bet you can, sweetness." He grabbed your hips and pulled your legs up so your legs were wrapped around his waist. He began to thrust in earnest again and your head fell back, a moan escaping your lips.
Dean closed his eyes, focusing on pulling at least one more orgasm from you and keeping his own at bay. The way you were squeezing him made it a hell of a lot harder than he would like.
The harder his thrusts, the tighter you seemed to grip him, and the deeper your nails dug into his back. He knew he was going to have some serious gashes on his back, but he intended to wear them with pride.
"Come apart for me, baby. Let me feel you soak my cock," he begged.
"Dean," you groaned.
"Come on, my love--let go."
Your eyes fluttered closed and your body began to shake as waves of pleasure threatened to overwhelm you. You came for the third time that night, cries of pleasure mixing with Dean's moans of encouragement.
You started to come down from your high, body overly sensitive from the onslaught of pleasure that continued. "Dean, too much!" you gasped.
"Just one more," he begged.
"I can't!" you whimpered.
"Please baby--one more. Need it," he continued to beg.
You didn't think it was possible for you to cum again, but you began to feel a new sensation in your abdomen. It felt similar to the familiar tightening coil that signified an oncoming orgasm, but it was infinitely more intense. You weren't even sure if it was pleasure or pain--the feeling was simply too overwhelming to comprehend.
"Dean--I can't--" you gasped in confusion.
His hand slid between your bodies to gently massage your clit and you suddenly couldn't breathe. You began to writhe beneath him, hands gripping at the sheets to try and ground yourself.
Dean knew you were about to come undone again, so he didn't slow any of his motions. "Look at me, baby."
Your eyes met his for no more than a moment before your vision became blurry. You screamed his name as you came for a fourth and final time. The feeling was so incredible, you couldn't even begin to describe it.
Your vision began to return to normal as you desperately tried to catch your breath. You were practically limp beneath him as Dean began to chase his own orgasm.
He tucked his head into the crook of your neck and murmured soft words of praise against your skin. "Feels so good--squeezing me perfectly."
He kissed your neck as his thrusts became more erratic. "I'm gonna fill up this pretty little pussy, sweetness. Gonna cum for you."
You managed to press a kiss into his shoulder and wrap your arms around him, hands clutching his back. "Fill me up, Dean," you whispered encouragingly.
Dean groaned lowly. "This pussy is mine, baby. You hear me? Mine."
"Yours, Dean. Only yours."
"Oh--fuck--" he groaned. "(Y/N)!"
His hips began to stutter, thrusts faltering as he filled you up with his seed. He whispered your name like a prayer as his movements began to slow to a halt. You clung to him tightly as he came down from his high.
He finally collapsed on top of you, completely spent and breathless.
You rubbed his back soothingly, lips pressing gentle kisses to his shoulder and neck. As the two of you laid there quietly, you began to notice the bedding beneath you was particularly wet--more so than you had expected it to be.
"I love you so much," Dean whispered, lips pressed softly against your jaw.
"I love you too, baby," you said sweetly.
Dean began to lift himself up, each movement making you gasp--body too overstimulated to handle any motion.
"Sorry, sweetheart," he murmured softly.
"I'm not complaining," you assured him.
He grinned slightly as he pulled himself up completely, softened member sliding out of your excessively wet pussy.
He looked down at the bed and his grin widened. "We made quite the mess, baby."
"Yeah, it feels a little...wetter than normal."
He chuckled softly. "That's probably because you squirted, (Y/N/N)."
You gasped, cheeks reddening in embarrassment. You realized that must have been the result of the most intense orgasm of your life. "I did?!"
Dean noticed your discomfort and immediately reassured you. "Yeah, sweetness--and it was the sexiest fucking thing I've ever seen."
You bit your lip and looked up at him. "Really?"
He grinned. "Really."
"I've--uh--well...I've never squirted before," you admitted.
His chest puffed up with pride. "I'm honored to have been the first--and the last." He added a wink for emphasis.
You smiled softly. "Maybe don't make it a regular thing...I literally can't move."
Dean laughed. "Don't worry, babe. I'll take care of you."
You watched the handsome man cross the room and go into the bathroom, emerging several minutes later with two washcloths. He gently picked you up, moving you to the other side of the bed where it was dry. From there, he very gently began to clean you up with the warm washcloths.
You were moved by the loving way he took care of you, making sure you were clean and comfortable before leaving the room in search of another set of sheets.
When he returned, you found you still couldn't move, but Dean didn't seem to mind. "I can change the sheets with you in them, (Y/N)."
"But--"
"Hush," he insisted as he pressed a kiss to your lips.
He made quick work of removing the sheets on the other half of the bed and putting the clean sheets on that side. He then scooped you up again and moved you to the clean, crisp sheets. He removed the rest of the soiled sheets and finished making the bed.
As soon as he was finished, he crawled into the bed beside you. He reached out to grab your soft body and tugged you against his warm chest.
You nuzzled into him and sighed softly. "I could get used to this."
He smiled and kissed the top of your head. "I'll always take care of you, baby...so you might as well get used to it. I'm not going anywhere."
You smiled and pressed a soft kiss onto his chest. "I love you, Dean."
Dean tightened his grip on you and smiled. "I love you more, (Y/N/N). Always."
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beloveds-embrace · 3 months ago
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NOONA YOU HAVE ME THINKING THOUGHTS ABOUT FAE 141 GETTING A SECOND QUEEN
(Link to referenced post, for those curious: https://www.tumblr.com/beloveds-embrace/780652807174963200/i-lovee-your-faeau-and-being-a-sucker-for-angst?source=share)
So you get a little blurb on my thoughts :) uh mild sh reference, nothing explicit (queenie leans into pain a little bit too much to be normal)
You had changed the day after it was announced Price was to be married to a true fae - another princess. But she had nothing to do with the civil duties. Not like you did, you did all the paperwork.
You did the tedious items, the tasks you woke up dreaded, to keep this blasted kingdom running for them.
But you were different.
Your clothing became dark, red cloths that flowed like mortal blood. Far more loose around then legs than before, but tighter around the bust. Animals bones curved with your corset, twined in with the stones that sparkles like the light in a person's eye.
Thrain was even more present by your side now. Always a dark omen surrounding your presence. No more were you the polite, niave mortal.
Your words cut like chipped obsidian, wore down the finest of fae nobles. Even Queen Mother wasn't quite sure what to do with you now.
Yet, despite your dark aura, even more fae animals swarmed to you. You were able to communicate with them on a level no fae had seen before.
Whispers grew of you. People actively feared you now. But yet, they couldn't ignore the results you brung. The kingdom was even more prosperous than before. More food and magic to go around.
It reached their ears, eventually, too.
Kyle was the first to know, how couldn't he be? He was the closest with who used to be your attendants. Before you started actively refusing their help.
He saw how you carved a path for yourself, forced the kingdom to need you. To prove you were useful.
He also saw how you handstakingly carved runes into the bones lining your midsection, how the knives knicked your finger. How your blood trickled down into your clothes, and how you almost seemed to lean into the pain.
Johnny's attention quickly followed. His food never reached you anymore, always divided between servants. He wasn't sure how you ate.
Not until one night when he saw you in the kitchens by yourself, a single lantern by you. You were silent, even as Thrain stood by the doorway.
He watched as you cooked several meals, all small and meager, but healthy. Even as the hot food burned your hands, you never flinched. Just held on all the tighter.
Simon's eyes soon followed you. Eyeing the even present corsets you wore. A common fashion statement - yes - but not to the extent you wore them.
You were never seen without one. Always laced up in extraordinary ways, it was said your animal friends helped you. No way could a human tie such intricate knots.
But Simon saw the way you had to slow your steps, and take more shallow breaths. And whn you talked to others, you pulled the strings tighter.
John was last to notice. He was far too busy basking in the light of new love to pay attention to you. His new queen was everything you werent in his eyes.
But that made the blade sting all the more when she pulled back on the treaty. It made rage boil in his blood, earth crack with his anger, when she cried wolf at him.
However.
It made him go back to you.
What a mistake.
He saw you.
A mortal playing dress up for a fae. One who had become so detached from anything, your voice was never heard. Your eyes always unfocused. He saw the way you poured yourself into your work, to rectify the mistakes he had made.
And yet.
They all saw how you broke.
One night in the garden, you thought you were alone. Thrain wrapped around you, Glowy providing a gentle light. And you allowed yourself to feel.
Silent tears ran down your face, down your hallowed cheek bones. How you could never catch your breath even as sobs wracked your body. Your hair becoming a mess as your hands weakly tore at it. Carefully placed jewelry being slammed into the soft dirt beneath you with deceptive strength.
And even when your eyes slipped shut and your breathing once again evened out - it made them realize. You were everything they were looking for, even if you were just a mortal.
(They could change that, after they fixed everything.)
John looked to his boys, eyes unreadable, "we've got to fix this."
And when you woke up in the plushest bed the next morning, your lungs able to take a full breath and your hands wrapped in bandages as you tried to rub your eyes, you knew something had changed.
As always, not a request, merely a drabble of my own thoughts :)
-👽
(Kissing your brain Noona, I will be thinking of this for WEEKS)
No no no i am the one kissing your brain now 😩 this is sooo good ugh god i love the way you wrote her descent. I love everything abt this i love it ALL but i need these men to suffer through every ounce of pain she had gone through 😩🙂‍↕️
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justastraymoa · 5 months ago
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Something to be Soft for
Chapter 2
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Ch. 1
Warnings for STBSF: mentions of injuries, blood, gore, broken bones, depression, general sadness, swearing, fear, wolf bites. This is a ABO fic with full wolf shifts.
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Filled with worry and the desperate need to protect the pups he only just met, Lino ran home, still clutching his bleeding arm. The others could help him track the pups down and get them safe. It is far too dangerous for four Omega pups to be out in these woods alone! And one already stepped into a trap and is injured!
As soon as he opened the front door Chan was on him, alarmed by his running and the smell of blood. “What happened? Were you attacked?” He cradled Linos’s arm to look at the already healing bite mark.
Lino felt frantic with need and worry. He struggled to get his brain and mouth to cooperate to let him know what happened and what they needed to do now. All he could think about was the pups disappearing and what could be waiting to attack them in the dark woods. “We need – we need to find them!” He panted, wide eyes darting around the room, not stopping to focus on anything for more than half a second.
The last three members of the pack appeared, attentions caught by the commotion and the smell of blood now leaking throughout the manor.
As soon as he saw the wound Hyunjin spun to grab the first aid box. He was pack doctor only because he took a first aid training class once a year and made old school poultices and aids from an apothecary journal that was passed down through his family.
It was naturally really hard for wolves to trust anyone outside of their pack with vulnerabilities like wounds and illnesses, so a pack doctor was a necessity that naturally fell to him, just like security naturally fell to Changbin because of his physique and skills in fighting.
“Lino, your hurt!” Han cried, worried for his Hyung.
“Who do we need to find?” Chan asked Lino in full Alpha mode after seeing a member of his pack injured and in obvious frantics.
Hyune shoved to the front, paying no mind that it was his Alpha, he was shoving and taking hold of Linos arm to start to clean it. His brown was furrowed in concentration as he focused on the puncture wounds. He wanted to make sure they were cleaned really well, so no infection could set in later on. As it was it had been uncleaned for several long minutes that could have pumped god knows what into Linos’s bloodstream.
Linos’s mind was still running a mile a minute and he could only get small sentences out with little information or explanation behind them. “They are out there! And so small! One is hurt! Alpha, we have to find them!” He was desperately trying to get them to understand. They were wasting time! They needed to go! Now! Why didn’t they understand!
“We need to get your wound taken care of first.” Hyune argued. He was applying an antibacterial paste to prevent infection and promote quick healing before wrapping Linos’s arm.
Chan grabbed Linos shoulders, trying to get him to focus. “Minho, what happened? Who attacked you?”
“Alpha, his wound!”
“In a minute, Hyunjin.”
“Are we under attack?” Changbin asked, needing to know if they needed to get ready to defend themselves.
“No! They are just pups! They need help!” Lino almost shouted, frustrated beyond measure.
“From the beginning, Lino. What happened?” Chan ordered.
So, Lino took a steadying breath and offered Hyune his half pasted arm to finish up. “I was out looking for bunny girl again and I heard a wolf in trouble.” He began rushing because they were wasting time. “When I found him, he was caught in a bear trap. There were four pups, Omegas – all alone. One female and three males. They were so tiny and scared for their friend. I had to help!”
“And they attacked you?” Han asked in disbelief.
“No, no! He was only trying to protect his friend! He thought I was trying to take him away!” He defended them. He turned back to Chan desperately. “Alpha, we need to help them! They are all alone out there!”
“Now hold on a minute. How do you know they don’t have an Alpha or Beta waiting on them?” Chan asked, calm now that he knew they weren’t in immediate danger of attack or further injury.
But Lino shook his head, positive he was right. “There were no other scents on them. Not even a faded one.”
It wasn’t exactly a hard sell to the Alpha. What decent person left pups to fend for themselves? “Okay, we will go search for them. Make sure they are okay.”
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It didn’t take long for them to find the pups’ scents. Even if unmarked Omega scents weren’t distinct and strong, the obvious tracks they left, the trail of blood, and the scent of blood and pain would have tipped them off. It was the easiest trail for any predator to follow within 3 miles!
Basic survival is to cover your trail and scent to confuse anyone trying to track you. Were they too young to know that yet? What had their parents taught them? How long have they been alone?
“They don’t seem to have very good survival skills, do they?” Changbin commented idly, moving a broken, bloody branch out of the way.
“They are pups, what did you expect?” Han replied gently.
Lino ignored them, focused entirely on finding the Omegas. There was a lot of blood. They hadn’t even stopped to try and stop it or cover it at all. And he had such a tiny body and was so skinny, how much blood loss could he survive? There is so. Much. Blood!
Chan stuck close to Lino, worried about how his Beta was acting and how this would end.
When they finally located the pups, it was so sudden they almost ran right into them.
The pups looked like they were settling in for the night. In the worst possible location.
“Are they really staying here?” Chan asked, horrified.
They were upwind, scent traveling all over the woods. And they were on a cliff outcropping, the cliff at their backs and sides, leaving only one way of escape that would be cut off when predators came to attack. They literally backed themselves into a corner. Their only saving grace was that they didn’t start a fire, announcing their location even more.
Lino and his pack hid downwind, watching the pups from a safe distance. Changbin was disturbed by what he saw as they all observed them. “They are so tiny! No match for a threat!”
“You were right to have us search for them, Lino. We need to get them back to their pack.” Chan concluded.
“There must be a reason they are here alone. Maybe their pack abandoned them?” Han suggested.
“We will find out. We have to help them.” Lino growled, angry at the thought of anyone abandoning Omegas so cruelly – especially Omega pups who were so much more vulnerable.
Hyune was squinting at the group. “They still haven’t done anything with he wound.” He observed.
It’s true. The youngest’s bear trap wound was still open to the elements, both old and new blood caked in his fur. The closest they came to even cleaning it was the small licks female and another of the males gave to it. And those were too small and delicate to clean, meant only to soothe.
“Hyune, did you bring first aid supplies?” Lino inquired.
But Chan cut that thought off. “It’s getting late. Let’s observe them overnight and make sure they aren’t waiting for their parents or pack to come get them.” He didn’t want to risk starting an inter pack incident by messing with another packs Omegas and pups. Both were highly protected and cherished within a pack. Highly valued.
“But the wound may get infected!” Lino argued.
“They aren’t ours, Lino.”
“They could be though! They obviously aren’t being properly cared for. Left all alone, no survival skills, and just look at how skinny they are!”
“We can’t judge on that. There could be any number of reasons why they are out here alone.”
Lino glared at his Alpha. “How can you just sit here when there are pups in trouble?”
“Does seem a little heartless, Chan.” Han murmured.
Chan rolled his eyes. “I’m not saying we leave them defenseless. We will watch over them tonight, to make sure they stay safe.”
“Ill take the first shift.” Lino immediately claimed, eyes back on the small pups and knowing he will not be sleeping tonight.
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As the night wore on Lino never woke anyone up to relieve him of watch. It would be a waste since he would just stay awake worrying about the pups anyways. Instead, he watched over the Omegas, who all slept with no apparent guard to watch for threats. Their lack of self-preservation drove Lino insane!
How did they not know such basic stuff? It should be the first thing taught to pups in a pack. Standard learning. Right up there with learning to talk and walk! Sometimes even before learning those.
It was obvious the injured pup was getting worse with each passing hour. He twisted and whined in his sleep fitfully. And Lino could see the poor thing start shivering with fever from where he crouched in hiding.
It woke the female just before dawn. She whined and fretted over the younger, sniffing and licking at his infected wound before violently shaking her head. Lino was itching to take care of him. Of all of them.
When the girl shifted to her human form in order to gently help her injured friend drink water, Lino was shocked to see a full-grown woman and not a child. His jaw dropped. He hadn’t realized Omegas could be so tiny.
“That’s no pup.” Chan said making Lino jump. He hadn’t realized the Alpha was awake or right behind him.
“No one came for them, and his wound is now infected. We have to help now.” Lino almost demanded, still trying to be respectful of his alpha, but firm regarding his stance on this matter.
“I agree. Get the supplies from Hyunes stuff. They are more likely to let you approach since you helped before.” Chan gave in easily, having already thought this out when he was trying to fall asleep last night.
He didn’t tell the others, but as soon as he caught their scent Chan had an odd instant attachment to the Omegas that was identical to the attachment he had with his pack. He immediately knew that these four Omegas were theirs. That they belonged with them. But logic had him be cautious and wait it out a bit.
Lino approached the group slowly. Two of them were still asleep and the female was human. That would make it easier to communicate at least. He wasn’t close enough to them to understand their wolf language yet. That’s something that is earned and learned with time.
He held the first aid supplied in plain view and purposely made noise so he wouldn’t startle them. As soon as she heard him the female growled in his direction, waking the other two instantly. The aggressive protector immediately had his teeth bared and haunches raised.
Lino swallowed nervously. “Its me again.” He began evenly. “I’m just here to help. I have first aid for his wound.” He lifted the supplies to show them.
The female glanced from the supplies, to him, to her injured young friend, still shivering miserably, then back to him. She was considering the options carefully.
“Minnie, Innie needs help.” She said lowly to the aggressive protector/Minnie. Her voice was warm and soft, yet it traveled – like a mother’s voice.
Minnie switched pitch in growls, showing his opinion on the matter clearly, even to Lino. The youngest reacted to the growl, whining and weakly trying to lift his head. The female shushed him gently before looking back over to Lino, a hint of desperation in her eyes.
“You can help him here. You can’t take him.” She said firmly.
Lino nodded and started forward again. “I won’t take him from you. I only want to help.”
Minnie sniffed and snorted at him as he passed, probably packing up on the fresh scents of his pack and the first aid box. He even took a sniff at the covered bite mark he left on Linos’s arm.
“I’m going to treat his wound with the same stuff my arm was treated with. It’s all safe.”
The other Omega shifted to his human form. He was also not a child, but he did have a skinny frame, several ribs appearing on his sides. Closer now, Lino could also see a significant number of protruding bones on the female and Minnies wolf form. All too skinny, malnourished. No wonder infection set in so fast.
The newly human Omega took half a step forward. “Y/n – nie, are you sure. He tried to take him before.”
“No! I mean – I did, but only to help, I promise!” Lino defended himself.
He must have sounded a little too sharp in his panic to set things straight because both human Omegas flinched slightly and Minnies growl picked up again.
Lino paused in his agonizingly slow approach and crouched lower. “Sorry, sorry! I didn’t mean for it to come out like that.” He explained himself, purposely making his voice quieter, slower, and softer for them. He couldn’t be too aggressive with this. It was all going to need to be handled with patience and understanding on both sides.
It took a few seconds, but eventually the female – Y/n – urged him forward again with a sigh and sharp eyes. It was obvious she was the one the others listened to. The mother Omega of this small group of Omegas. Lino originally thought it was Minnie, because he was so aggressively protective and seemed to take charge last time. But it is obvious this time it’s Y/n.
He kneeled by Innies wounded leg, propping the first aid box open against a nearby rock. The wound was open, oozing, and still bleeding sluggishly. Hyune was the pack healer. He was much better equipped to deal with this kind of issue.
But the group of Omegas were already reluctant to let Lino close. There was no way they would allow someone else.
“The wound has dirt and debris in it. I need to clean it out.” Lino explained while grabbing some things from the box. “It will hurt.” He warned. He didn’t want to get attacked because they thought he was trying to harm Innie on purpose.
Y/n just pursed her lips and nodded, petting at Innies sweaty brow.
Lino got to work.
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mrsalwayswrite · 1 month ago
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Be My Shield (Liam Mairi x OC)
Summary: She did not expect to find an ally while waiting to cross the parapet, but she easily accepted his protection…and then offered her own.
This is my submission for @empyreanevents Liam Week- Day 2: Protective. Also this is my first time writing for Fourth Wing and Liam so i hope you like it! I read 'protective' and this is what my brain immediately thought of.
Quick note- in this fic, Liam and Bodhi are the same age and entering the Rider's Quadrant together, which makes Xaden a second year.
Warnings: violence, minor character death (its parapet, y'all)
Words: 5k
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The morning dragged by, the burning sun inching across the sky like an archaic form of torture to weed out the weak and unworthy. 
Unfortunately, it seemed to be working. 
Leyla peeked over the edge of the stone stairs, careful of the lack of railing and the chance of plummeting the two hundred plus steps to the hard ground below. She glanced down at the other foolish recruits standing idly in the long line of those waiting to cross the parapet and hopefully join the Rider's Quadrant. More than once, as the morning transitioned into midday, cries from recruits signaled another potential had fainted as they waited, the unexplainable heatwave taking its toll. 
“Can they move any fucking faster? It's fucking hot out here.” 
Staring at the stone steps beneath her feet, she allowed the eyeroll at the whining of the man-child standing in front of her. Zinhal was certainly punishing her for her lack of temple worship if he stuck her behind this asshat. 
“I bet it's those marked ones. I saw a couple ahead of us.” The one in front of the man-child spoke without heed of his loud volume. “Fucking separtists’ kids.”
Biting the inside of her cheek was the only physical indicator of her annoyance Leyla allowed to manifest. Even after all these years, her mother's training of keeping her emotions to herself still wrapped around her like a muzzle. 
“Ha! They're all cowards anyway. I'd bet they see the parapet and freeze, too fucking scared to walk it.” The man-child wiped sweat from his brow and his close-cropped hair.  
The line up the stairs moved forward two steps then stopped again. 
“Maybe I'll help encourage them along.” He chuckled darkly. “They're not technically cadets until they cross the threshold, right?”
“Nothing stopping them from encouraging you to see Malek then.” She muttered, wondering if her eyes would be permanently stuck in the back of her head from rolling them so much at this idiot's statements. 
Could he not see the massive target his haughty statements slapped onto his back? Even if most of the Narravians disliked the marked ones for what their parents did, that did not mean those same marked ones would not protect their own. And in a place like this…where murder was basically encouraged…she doubted he would live long if he kept talking like that. 
The sudden snort-laugh behind her made her eyes widen and her stomach drop as she realized someone overheard her snarky comment.  
The realization solidified when the man-child turned around to stare down at her, a thick jaw clenched reminding her of her old neighbor's bulldog. “Did you say someth–” His words cut off, anger draining away as he finally acknowledged the person standing behind him. In the span of two heartbeats, his entire demeanor predictably shifted. A sleazy smirk drew up one side of his mouth and his dark eyes scanned her body like it was a treat up for auction at the market. 
Leyla wisely kept the eyeroll internal this time, yet stiffened her spine at his unwanted attention. Unfortunately she was stuck, unable to escape as they stood high up on the stone stairs, almost to the crowded, open doorway of the turret. Man-child stood in front of her, looming taller as he stood above her, even though she guessed he was only several inches taller than her own average height, but it was his barrel chest and bulky form that reinforced her prior observation of a bulldog. Behind her stood a tall and very attractive blond, that she had briefly said ‘hi’ to when they first stood in line but she kept her focus on her feet, trying to keep her fears and doubts from strangling her. The only other way to escape man-child was to jump from the stairs and that was the last thing she was willing to do. Some asshole with the intelligence of a cracked walnut was not about to influence her future. 
He placed a hand on the stone wall between them, bicep flexing against his short sleeve shirt. “Hey, beautiful.”
She stared over his shoulder, her jade green eyes focused on the turret. 
“Are you Loial in the flesh because I think I might be falling in love?”
“The line moved.” She deadpanned, still refusing to look at him. 
He peered over his shoulder and sure enough, the line had taken two more steps upward while he was distracted. Of course, once he moved up, he turned back to continue his barrage. 
“What's your name, beautiful?”
“No.” 
“No?”
Ignoring him, she tucked her shoulder-length black hair behind her ear, allowing a moment to mourn her real hair. It was foolish of her to think cutting and dyeing her hair would repel unwanted attention. Stupid genetics. 
“Ohhh…is this one of those ‘you're not worthy to learn my name yet’ things? That's fine. It just makes the victory all the sweeter.” He nudged his companion standing in front of him in line. “Hey, Rus.”
“What is it–Oh fuck.” Rus said once he looked around his companion and noticed her, his blue eyes trailing over her with the subtlety of war horn. 
If their attention was not so wholeheartedly predictable and aggravating, she would have laughed. She had been standing behind them for hours and they just now noticed her. She knew those around her were twenty years old but gods, she had hoped for some sense of maturity from those wanting to protect their kingdom. 
“She won't tell me her name.” Man-child said, his dark gaze trained back on her. 
“Aw, come on, baby. You need allies in a place like this.” The other- Rus- smiled winsomely. “And I promise, Iver and I would be beneficial allies.”
“Yeah, we'd look out for you.” Iver reached out, trying to touch her shoulder. “You know…mutually beneficial.”
Leaning back, she twisted her body before he could make contact, ignoring how it brought her closer to the tall man behind her. “Don't touch me.” She flatly stated, even as annoyance burned away inside her to unearth anger. 
Iver blinked before chuckling in a way that was anything but humorous or friendly. “Don't be like that. We're just being friendly. A beautiful girl like you needs someone to protect her, who knows what might happen if she's all alone.” 
Leyla tried to suppress the shudder slinking down her spine. How was she already making enemies when she had not even crossed the parapet yet? She was supposed to keep her head down, blend in as much as possible and survive. 
“The line moved, asshole.” A deep, soothing voice spoke from directly behind her. 
Iver glared at the man behind her before turning and taking the eight steps along with his friend to the top of the stairs, bringing them directly to the turret's open door. 
“Are you alright?”
She turned to look at the man behind her. “Yeah.” She replied, selfishly allowing herself a moment to appreciate how handsome he was, especially under the midday sun. His blond hair shone, tousled with longer strands swept over his forehead. Even with her standing two steps above him, he still managed to be taller than her. Broad shoulders, an obviously muscular body that his short sleeve tunic could not fully mask, and toned arms, she wondered if Loial had a hand in creating him, especially with his sharp jaw, plush lips and bright blue eyes that stared at her like her answer was the most important thing in this moment. 
“Do you want to switch places with me?” He questioned, his soothing voice a caress to her ears. 
She hesitated, the word ‘yes’ on the tip of her tongue before she shoved it back down. How was she going to survive the Rider's Quadrant if she could not even handle a couple of assholes, let alone dragons? No, she needed to be strong…even if she felt anything but strong or prepared for what lay ahead. 
“It's fine. Thank you.” She took the first step upward before throwing back over her shoulder. “Unless he starts farting, then I'll definitely switch. He looks like he would smell like death.”
The blond behind her snickered as he followed her up. “Write that on my tombstone. It wasn't the parapet or dragons that killed me. It was a deadly fart.”
Slapping a hand over her mouth, she stifled the laugh that erupted at his blasé comment. She stopped at the top step, one down from the top of the turret, and turned back to the blond. Something fluttered in her belly at the genuine smile and sparkle in his eyes. “I'd never allow your reputation that disgrace. It'd be shameful. I'll come up with something more interesting.”
“What’s more interesting than death by fart?”
“Well, obviously, you wanted to make a reputation for yourself before you even crossed the parapet….it's just a damn shame that you decided to try and cross the parapet by walking on your hands the whole way. I mean, it would be very impressive if you succeeded but alas…” she sighed dramatically and shook her head in faux melancholy, “Malek found you amusing and stole you away. A real tragedy.”
She fully faced him as she spoke, giving herself front row seats as his smile grew, revealing dimples in both cheeks and she had to remind herself not to swoon. Loial definitely had a strong opinion when he was created. She lazily wondered if he was blessed by the goddess of love also or just a recipient of her favor in genetics. 
“That's the story we're going with?” He asked, mirroring her pose. 
“Unless you can think of something better?”
“No, I think that'll work.”
She opened her mouth to reply when a hand on her shoulder whipped her around roughly, making her almost lose her balance on the slick stairs and tumble off if the blond behind her had not latched his hands onto her waist to steady her. 
“Stop fucking ignoring me. You're too pretty to die this soon.” Iver stated, his eyes drifted down to the pair of hands on her body. His eyes widened for a brief moment before they narrowed into slits, directed at the man behind her. “A marked one. Makes fucking sense. You know what, beautiful, I wouldn't touch you since you let those dogs put their hands on you. I bet you fucking moan when they rut into you.”
“Shut the fuck up before I make you.” The blond snarled, his grip tightening on her as if that alone prevented him from lunging at the asshole in front of them. 
“Hey! The line moved! Fight on the other side!” Someone from further down the stairs yelled out. 
Iver turned around but not before sneering at her like she was shit beneath his boots.
Once he moved forward, Leyla started to take the final step up but the hands still on her waist remained, preventing her from moving. She looked up, above her shoulder to meet his furious gaze. 
“We're switching spots.” He demanded quietly. 
“Okay.” She breathed out, desperate to mask the tremor in her voice.  
Gently and carefully, he moved around her, keeping her body against the stone wall and purposefully putting himself towards the open air and the long fall down to the ground. It was as he switched with her that she finally took note of his rebellion relic. The mark traveled from his wrist and up his arm, the rest hidden by his tunic. The swirls and sharp lines stunning in their design but laced with the despair of what it represented. 
She had never met a marked one before, tucked away in the country like she had been. Of course, she had heard the stories surrounding the Rebellion and what had happened to the leaders’ children but…she was the last person to blame children for the sins of their parents. 
Leyla might not have a mark on her arm but she felt marked all the same. 
“He shouldn’t have said that about you.” 
She shrugged, gazing out over the expansive fields surrounding Basgiath. “That’s not the first time someone has tried to insult me. I’m sorry too. About what he implied about marked ones. I don’t think that.”
“I know.”
She turned her face to look up at him upon hearing his smug tone. 
Those dimples made a reappearance as he leaned down to whisper. “You wouldn’t have been checking me out earlier if you thought that.”
“Shut up.” She grumbled, heat warming her cheeks to an embarrassing degree. 
Luckily the line moved once more and she was momentarily saved from her embarrassment. The turret’s top was open to the air, allowing an unobstructed view of the ravine and river on the other side…and the two hundred foot drop from the stone parapet. 
Observations of the turret’s stonework or the three riders standing at the entrance to the parapet suddenly vanished from her mind as she stared at the long stone trail, only eighteen inches in width, that she was expected to cross to join the Rider’s Quadrant, or fall to her death. Success or failure. 
Gods, what was she thinking? This was a terrible idea, the absolute worst. Fear bloomed within her chest, tendrils slipping out to prick her with thorns, constricting her heart. A nauseating wave of understanding doused her in its icy chill. She had heard rumors and stories of what the Quadrant entailed, of the death tolls, the violence and terror it caused. It was not until this moment she truly believed it. And now she was going to voluntarily try to join. 
How could she do this? If anyone found out…. But what else could she do? This was her best chance to survive…or not. Either way, at least she tried. At least she could say she did not give up. 
“Name?” One of the three riders waiting by the entrance, which just looked like a gaping hole in the stonework, asked in a clearly bored tone. 
“Liam Mairi.” The blond stated confidently to the roll-keeper.
Anxiety and fear danced a tango in her belly as she watched him move forward to stand at the entrance, waiting for the signal to take his turn and prove he deserved to be a cadet. Two other riders loitered around, barely shifted their posture, but she could tell they were talking to him…to Liam. Staring at them, she belatedly took notice of the winding rebellion relics on their own arms. Two more marked ones, but ones that were riders already. A hint of something, perhaps gratitude, coiled in her belly in knowledge that there were others like Liam already in the Quadrant, he would not be alone. 
Unlike her. 
But she had to remain so to survive. 
“I said ‘name’, girl, or are you deaf?” The roll-keeper snapped. 
“Sorry,” she immediately apologized, ducking her head, “it's…ah, Leyla Rivers.”
The rider wrote down her name, barely sparing her a glance as he covered a yawn and gestured her forward. Taking a step, moving behind Liam, she wondered how embarrassing it would be if she vomited right then. Would they make her clean it up? Would they laugh and throw her off the parapet? The rolling of her stomach was about to make a decision for her when a gentle touch startled her. A large, warm hand wrapped around her own shaking one and squeezed. 
“Hey.”
Daring to be brave, she looked up and was greeted by those bright, blue eyes again. 
“I'll see you on the other side.” He said in that soothing tone, imbued with confidence. 
“Okay.” She took a deep breath, a poor attempt to soak in his reassurance and smiled softly, not wanting his last memory of her to be surrounded in panic, not that it really mattered if he remembered her. “No walking on your hands.” She teased. 
He chuckled. “I'll try my best.”
“Then neither of us have to worry about meeting Malek today.”
“Liam, stop flirting with the pretty girl and get going.” One of the marked ones by the entrance drolled, but with a familiar undertone to the remark.
Liam winked at her and squeezed her hand once more before releasing it. “Ignore Garrick, he’s always been upset that I'm obviously more handsome than him.” 
“For fuck’s sake.” The marked one that was as wide as a barn door and with huge muscles for days groaned, rolling his eyes. “Xaden, if I push him off–”
“You know he’d float with all the hot air in his big head.” The taller marked one with dark onyx eyes lazily said but smiled for a brief moment, turning his dark, broody aura into something warm before killing it once again. 
“Hilarious, the both of you.” Liam snarked back. Placing his hands on either side of the entrance, he froze for a moment, meeting intense onyx eyes and sharing a brief nod before stepping out onto the parapet and the open air surrounding it. 
Chilling anxiety and crippling nerves gripped her with an iron fist. She watched with bated breath as Liam casually walked across the stone parapet like it was a leisurely stroll, arms by his side and an dauntless swagger to his gait that would have been distracting if she was not terrified for his safety. 
Once Liam made it to the quarter mark, the marked one- Garrick- she thought, finally spoke to her. “Step up.” 
Wordlessly she followed the order, her gaze only drifting briefly to the massive second year and the one with onyx eyes. She startled at seeing those scrutinizing onyx eyes staring at her, gazing at her in a way that felt assessing, like he was trying to read her secrets. He was truly gorgeous with dark hair, tawny skin and a sharp jawline but something about him unnerved her and she quickly darted her gaze away, focusing on watching Liam continue to cross. 
It was when Liam was almost to the halfway mark that Zinhal decided to show his fickle hand. 
“Go.” She heard from beside her, shoving down the rising terror and taking that first uneven step onto the parapet. 
Yet when she looked back up, her heart leapt into her throat. 
Liam was warily taking steps back, dodging powerful swings from Iver who had gone before him but clearly turned back. 
As if on their own accord, her feet slowly moved forward, her own terror forgotten on the turret as her gaze refused to abandon the sight of the fight happening. She knew hardly anything about fighting, her training was more focused on being a lady, but she could tell Liam remained defensive, only blocking yet giving ground with each step. 
Everything changed in a split second. 
Iver overswung, losing his balance on the narrow stone walkway. Liam blocked the swing towards his side. Instinctually, Iver gripped onto Liam’s arm as if that would steady himself, like a drowning man clambering over another to try and stay above the deadly waters. 
Gravity, and Zihnal, chose otherwise. 
They both started to topple over the side, a petrifying shriek yanked from Iver's throat as he grasped at the taller blond. 
WIthout thinking, Leyla raced along the parapet, ignoring the two hundred foot drop on either side of her, outrunning the terror previously eating away at her. 
With a pained shout, Liam slammed onto the parapet, arms blindly reaching across to grip onto the narrow stonework as his legs and torso dangled freely over the ravine. Iver clung to Liam’s waist like a parasite, loudly cursing and screaming to be pulled up. 
Liam’s head shot up, mouth in a grimace, as his gaze locked on hers when she slid next to him on her knees. “No, it's too–”
“Don't let go!” She demanded, locking her arms around his shoulders, pressing her forehead against his temple, desperately hoping it would keep him from falling. 
“Wasn't planning on it.”
“PULL ME UP! FUCKING PULL ME UP!” 
Leyla lifted her head just enough to meet Iver's wide, panicked eyes. 
“DON'T JUST FUCKING SIT THERE! HELP US THE FUCK UP!” 
She dropped her forehead back to Liam's temple, her lips brushing against his ear. “Can you do it? Pull yourself up?”
“Just my weight…fuck!...not his too.” He grunted with eyes closed, the strain of hanging on evident. 
Realization settled on her like a boulder dropped onto her back. She knew the Rider's Quadrant was hard, that it was ruthless and death would be the shadow that followed all cadets…she just had not expected to taste its darkness so soon. 
“Fuck!” Liam shouted, torso jostling as he quickly readjusted his hold on the uneven stones. “Princess, let go. I can't– you need to let go.”
“No! Hold on…just don't give up yet, sunshine!” She commanded, mind scrambling on how to help. A renewed sense of panic bloomed in her chest but she valiantly tried to ignore it, logic warring with everything she had been taught all her life. 
Under the bright afternoon sun, a thin shadow wrapped around her wrist and fiercely tugged. At any other time, she would have gaped and screamed but with the adrenaline and mind-numbing panic coursing through her, her mouth remained sealed shut. Her gaze followed as the shadow guided her hand across Liam's back to his ribs, nudging her as it spread across a hard line. Acting on instinct, her hand wrapped around something hard, but it was not until she tugged it out that she recognized what it was. A slim dagger. 
Oh gods.
“WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING, BITCH?” 
She only allowed herself one heartbeat, one brief second before she changed her world forever. Or maybe once she stepped foot in the line to join the Rider's Quadrant, that alone set things into motion. She gave into the growing horror for the span of a breath then forcibly locked it away in her mind. 
Gritting her teeth, she leaned over Liam's back and stabbed one of the parasitic hands wrapped around his waist. 
A scream ruptured the air around them but she tried to pretend it was only a bird of prey's cry. Not because of her. Not because of what she was doing. 
So, she stabbed again. 
Just a bird’s cry. The wetness on her hands was only rain drops. Don’t focus. Just act. Don’t…
Oh gods. 
Making sure to avoid Liam, she solely focused on Iver's hands and wrists, stabbing one more time. 
With a pain-fueled wail, those bloodied hands released…
…and Iver dropped, screaming all the way to the rushing river below. 
“Shit.” She gasped, sitting back on her knees, bile coating the back of her throat. Blood splattered across her hand, still painfully gripping the handle of the dagger. 
“Princess?” 
“Can you–can you get up?” She sputtered, tremors racking her body at the knowledge of what she had just done. 
Liam nodded, back and arms flexing. “I think so…back up.”
She scooted back on her butt a little but refused to move more, terrified she would fall off with how badly she was shaking. 
Carefully he pulled himself up until his torso was over the parapet and then turned like one would to get out of a pool. It was not until he was balanced precariously on his knees facing her that she let out the breath clogging her lungs. 
“Are you hurt?” Those blue eyes scanned over her, the edge of fear still coloring his tone. 
She shook her head, throat tight like the very air was trying to suffocate her.  
“Come on, let's go.” 
“I can’t…” She whispered, terror and horror breaking through her mental box, freezing her limbs to the stone beneath her. Malek…she killed someone. 
“Hey, look at me.” He reached out, cupping her cheek as he forced her gaze to hold his. “I won’t let you fall, okay? We can do this.” 
Then he dropped his hand from her cheek and grabbed her clenched fist in front of her. Slowly he opened it, slipping his fingers into the empty space between hers. With a fleeting smile, he squeezed her hand before rising. 
Following his actions, she rose too. 
Above the horror and terror. 
Above the raging river that would claim dozens of bodies this day. 
She shoved it all aside and willed herself to survive. 
Still holding hands, they began to walk towards the other side, that distant entrance to the Rider’s Quadrant. She could feel her hand shaking in his, which only seemed to make him tighten his grip on her. She kept her eyes on his broad back, refusing to look down. The sun burned down upon her face but she welcomed the sting, anything to dilute the writhing emotions swirling in her body and mind like poisonous snakes. 
As they approached and then crossed the threshold to the Quadrant, those poisonous emotions slithered to the back of her mind, leaving her feeling drained and exhausted. 
“Well that was fucking dramatic.” The woman standing just on the inside with a scroll and pen stated flatly, making a rider standing next to her laugh. “Names?”
“Liam Mairi.”
The rider nodded and then pointedly eyed her. “And yours?”
“Leyla Rivers.”
“Find a spot to sit until formation. Welcome to the Rider's Quadrant, cadets.”
“You two are off to a good start.” The companion chuckled, nudging the roll-keeper. 
Without sparing them a second glance, Leyla silently followed Liam, allowing him to draw her further into the Quadrant. Almost as soon as they passed the roll keeper, Liam was bodily dragged into a fierce hug. He released her hand, slapping his companion happily on the back. 
“Took you long enough. I almost came out to get your ass, but they wouldn't let me back onto the parapet.” The dark-haired companion with a matching rebellion relic on his arm said, after smacking Liam one more time on the back. “You don't have to be such a show-off.”
Liam chuckled, taking a step back and returning to Leyla’s side. “I had to make it interesting. You practically skipped across it.”
“Well, Xaden told me if I did something stupid like fall, he'd wring my neck…can't imagine what he's going to do to you.”
“Oh fuck.”
The dark-haired companion chuckled. “Lucky for you, you had a gods-sent savior.” He finally looked at her, a smile growing on his face. “Thank you for saving his ass.”
“I'd say ‘anytime’ but I really don't want to do that again.” She softly murmured. 
He laughed, tawny skin catching the sunlight, before jerking his head towards where the crowd of cadets loitered. “Come on, let's find somewhere to wait.”
She paused as the two started to walk away, unsure if she was meant to follow them. When a large, warm hand wrapped around hers, tugging her along, she easily relented. 
The three of them secured a spot against one of the outer walls, dropping to sit on the dirt floor. She found herself sandwiched between the two taller men, but instead of fear, comfort skated down her nerves, even though she could sense the bone-deep horror and tremors only a heartbeat away. Right now, she tried to ignore it. To revel in the reality that she made it, she was a cadet! Amongst the sea of strangers and danger ahead, she relaxed into the cove of momentary peace her companions’ surrounding presence offered, soaking it in like parched ground. 
“Shit, you've got blood on you.”
Leyla startled as Liam gently grasped her hand, sliding the dagger from her palm. In the mental chaos of crossing the parapet, she had not noticed the dagger still in her grip. “Oh.”
“Are you hurt?” He asked, wiping off the blood on the bottom of his pants before sliding the dagger back into its sheath against his ribs. 
“Shouldn't I be asking you that?” 
“I'll be fine.” 
To her shock, he lifted the hem of his dark tunic and used it to clean the drying splatters of blood off her hand. She caught a glimpse of a firm core and the faint outline of abs before she quickly darted her gaze back up to his face, hoping what brief flash of heat she felt did not transfer to her cheeks. Now was certainly not the time to be ogling him. 
Then something hit her. “Wait…did you call me ‘princess’ back there?”
“Yeah.”
“Why?” Her heart raced at the potential implications of his answer. 
He leaned back against the wall, lips curled upward in a smirk that drew out a dimple in his cheek. “Well, you were quite demanding, telling me to hold on. I figured ‘princess’ fit.” He nudged her shoulder with his. “I'm fairly certain you called me ‘sunshine’ right back.”
What building tension whooshing out of her so quickly, she felt momentarily lightheaded. It was just a silly nickname. He did not mean anything by it. 
She ignored his latter comment, not about to reveal how struck she was by him at their initial meeting and how his warmth and their lighthearted humor reminded her of sunshine. “Well, I didn't feel like working on your tombstone today so I told you to hold on and Malek to fuck off.”
That drew a startled laugh from the men on either side of her and a responding, weak smile grew on her lips. 
“I think you'll be fun to have around.” The dark-haired man chuckled, then held out a hand in front of her. “Bodhi Durran.”
She took it, giving it a quick shake before wrapping her arms around herself again. “Leyla Rivers.”
“Who else made it across?” Liam asked in a hushed tone. 
Leyla zoned out as the two quietly spoke over her. Gods, she hoped she made the right choice. What was this place going to do to her? How was it going to change her? She had not even fully entered into the Quadrant and she had already murdered someone! The reminder made her breath hitch in her throat and horror clawed its way towards her lungs. She could not do this. She had literal blood on her hands. Someone died because of her. The back of her throat tasted of bile once again and she wondered if she had enough time to sprint for somewhere seclusive before vomiting. 
Before she could spiral further, a warm hand covered hers, tugging her into a broad chest. Without thinking, she leaned against Liam, absorbing his comfort and warmth. Taking slow breaths, she waited for the swelling nausea to subside, for the faint trembling of her hands to dissipate. 
She desperately hoped she had not made a mistake. She had heard it sworn once that those that attempted the Rider's Quadrant either came out on the back of a dragon or dead…but she silently rationalized to herself that either was a better option to the alternative. 
At least HE could not find her here. 
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Yes, this is feels like the first chapter of a series. My brain can't stop thinking about Liam & Leyla so we'll see if I continue and ignore all my other WIPs.
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favefandomimagines · 9 months ago
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Request: @mystargirl-interlude after watching the Dallas cowboy cheerleader show I can’t stop thinking about Tyler dating a Dallas cowboys cheerleader 😭😭 I was wondering if you could do like a one shot of his group meeting her and going to one of the games to see her preform?
AN: I love this request lol i love making masculine characters total simps for their partners
Tyler Owens had always been obsessed with two things: tornadoes and the Dallas Cowboys. His obsession with storms began when he was a kid, watching funnel clouds twist and churn on the horizon from his small Oklahoma town.
The Cowboys, well, that love ran just as deep. Sundays were sacred, filled with the sounds of the game on TV and a house full of cheering and yelling at plays. But as much as he loved football, there was one thing—or rather, one person—that had stolen his heart even more completely than any touchdown or tornado ever could.
His long-term girlfriend was a Dallas Cowboys cheerleader. It still felt surreal sometimes, like a dream he hadn’t fully wrapped his head around.
To see her out there, all eyes on her as she performed at the center of AT&T Stadium, was almost too much for him to handle. Tyler had met Y/N before she ever wore the blue and silver of the Cowboys’ iconic uniform, but knowing she was out there, dazzling crowds of thousands, was more than he ever imagined.
Tyler and his team of tornado chasers—Boone, Javi, Kate, Lily, Dani, and Dexter—had made a name for themselves online. Their YouTube channel, which documented their daring storm-chasing adventures, had gone viral several times over, gaining them a massive following.
There was something undeniably thrilling about watching them race against nature, capturing footage of tornadoes as they tore through the plains. The adrenaline rush was unmatched, though for Tyler, it still couldn’t compare to watching Y/N perform on the field.
When the Cowboys organization reached out to invite the whole team to the season opener, it felt like a dream come true. Not only were they being recognized for their storm-chasing success, but it was an opportunity for Tyler to see Y/N in her element, doing what she loved most.
The day of the season opener was electric. Tyler and the team arrived early at AT&T Stadium, their excitement palpable. Tyler had a permanent grin on his face, barely able to contain his enthusiasm. Sure, they had been invited because of their growing fame, but for him, this day was about Y/N.
“You’re about to lose it, aren’t you?” Boone teased as they walked through the stadium's hallways toward the cheerleaders’ locker room.
Tyler shot him a look. “I’m fine,” he said, though the nervous energy in his voice betrayed him. “I’m just…excited to see Y/N.”
Javi chuckled. “Dude, you’re not just excited. You’re a total fanboy for the Cowboys. Admit it.”
Tyler shrugged, unable to hide the truth. “I’ve been a Cowboys fan since I could walk. This is huge for me. But yeah, seeing Y/N is the real reason I’m here.”
When they reached the cheerleaders’ locker room, Tyler’s heart raced. He knocked, and after a few seconds, the door opened, revealing Y/N, looking absolutely stunning in her Cowboys cheer uniform. Her smile lit up the room when she saw him.
“Tyler!” Y/N exclaimed, rushing into his arms. He scooped her up, spinning her around like he always did.
“You look amazing,” he said, his voice soft with admiration. “I mean, you always do, but wow.”
Y/N blushed, brushing a strand of hair behind her ear. “You’re biased, but thank you. I’m so glad you’re here.”
The rest of the team gave them their space, letting Tyler soak up the moment with Y/N. Boone, ever the jokester, leaned over to Javi. “I give it five minutes before he cries,” he whispered, earning a chuckle from the others.
Tyler couldn’t take his eyes off Y/N. The excitement for the game seemed secondary now. It was all about her. “I’m so proud of you, Y/N,” he said, his voice genuine. “I mean, look at you. You’re living your dream.”
She smiled up at him, her eyes full of affection. “And you’re living yours too. Storm-chasing with your team and now being here with me? I’d say you’re doing pretty great.”
After a few more minutes of talking and catching up, Y/N had to get back to her pre-game routine. Tyler reluctantly left the locker room, but not before giving her a lingering kiss on the cheek. His heart felt full, and his mind raced with anticipation for the game. He couldn’t wait to see her out there, performing in front of the massive crowd.
When game time finally arrived, the stadium was alive with energy. The stands were packed with tens of thousands of fans, all buzzing with excitement for the Cowboys’ season opener. Tyler and his team had incredible seats near the field, thanks to the Cowboys’ invitation.
The moment the Cowboys’ cheerleaders took the field for their pre-game Thunderstruck performance, Tyler couldn’t help but get caught up in the moment.
As the music blasted through the stadium speakers, and Y/N and the other cheerleaders began their routine, Tyler was on his feet, clapping and cheering louder than anyone around him. His eyes were locked on Y/N, watching every move she made. She was radiant, her movements precise and graceful, her energy infectious. Tyler was completely captivated.
“Look at him,” Dani laughed, nudging Kate. “He’s so smitten.”
“He’s head over heels,” Kate agreed, shaking her head with a grin.
Tyler barely noticed his friends teasing him. His entire world was focused on Y/N, and he couldn’t help but feel overwhelming pride. He had always supported her dreams, but seeing them come to life on such a grand stage filled him with a sense of awe.
“She’s killing it!” Tyler yelled over the roar of the crowd, his voice filled with admiration. When the routine ended, he was the first to jump up and applaud, grinning from ear to ear. “That’s my girl!”
The game was incredible, a nail-biter that had the crowd on edge, but Tyler’s thoughts kept drifting back to Y/N. It was surreal to be in the stadium, watching his favorite team play, knowing that his girlfriend was one of the cheerleaders who had worked so hard to be part of this iconic experience.
After the game, Tyler and his team waited outside the cheerleaders’ locker room again, this time with a surprise in store. When Y/N emerged, looking radiant despite the exhaustion of a long game, Tyler couldn’t contain himself.
“You were amazing, Y/N!” he exclaimed, pulling her into a tight hug. “I’m so proud of you.”
Y/N smiled up at him, her eyes sparkling. “Thank you, babe. It means the world to me that you were here.”
Tyler hesitated for a moment, then grinned as he reached for the hem of his Cowboys jersey. “I have something to show you,” he said, pulling the jersey over his head to reveal a custom-made t-shirt underneath.
Y/N gasped when she saw it. Printed across the front of the shirt was her picture—Y/N in her cheerleader uniform, mid-performance, with the words “I’m here for her” emblazoned beneath it.
“I had to make sure everyone knew who I was really here to see,” Tyler said with a playful smile.
Y/N’s laughter filled the hallway, her face lighting up as she stared at the shirt. “You’re unbelievable,” she said, wrapping her arms around his neck and kissing him. “I love it. And I love you.”
“I love you too,” Tyler replied, pulling her closer. “You’re a superstar, Y/N. I’m so proud of everything you’ve accomplished.”
The rest of the team couldn’t help but watch the sweet moment unfold, a mix of admiration and amusement on their faces.
“Well, I guess we know who the real MVP is,” Dexter joked, gesturing to Y/N.
“Hey, I’ll take it,” Y/N said with a wink. “But seriously, Tyler, you being here today… it means everything to me.”
Tyler kissed her again, a sense of peace and happiness settling over him. Tornadoes would always be his first love, but standing there with Y/N, his heart bursting with pride and admiration, he knew there was nothing that could top this.
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kangaracha · 1 year ago
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QUEENMAKER | CHAPTER 20
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pairing chan x reader
genre ninth member au, angst, fluff, coming of age, social media, cancel culture, anxiety, depression, forbidden love,
summary To JYPE, the solution is simple; take the sole trainee that will not debut with your brand new girl group, and use her to replace the missing vocalist in your male group that insisted on starting as nine.
Unfortunately, to the fans and the members themselves, it isn't that simple.
status ongoing
taglist OPEN
a/n this is dedicated to the three readers who left such lovely messages after the last chapter, particularly the one who left a long list of tags when reblogging the masterlist yesterday. just a reminder that i love and appreciate you, and your comments mean the world <3
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You're sitting in a small, empty waiting room, away from the hustle and noise of the main room, when I.N flies through the open doorway and straight across the room, his feet moving so fast that you swear he almost crashes into the wall on the other side.
"Hide me," he says, sliding onto the floor on the far side of your seat.
You blink in confusion, frowning as you look down at him. "What?" 
"From Changbin," he says, his breath hitching in his throat like he's been running for miles, and aggressively waves a hand towards the door. "Don't look down here. Hide me."
"I.N-AH!" Changbin's voice cries in the hallway as if summoned by the very mention of his name, the final syllable drawn out long and loud. The sound, and the grimace that covers I.N's face in response as he sits there curled against the wall makes you crack a smile, your eyes tearing away from him and back to your phone screen just in time to feign innocence as Changbin appears in the open doorway, a wide grin on his face as his eyes search the visible parts of the room.
"I.N-ah~," he calls, cajolingly now, and leans through the door as if that will be enough to entice the younger boy out, to make him forget about the deranged yelling that had followed him down the hallway just a moment before. "Come on, I.N-ah. I just want to give you my love."
From behind him, you spy Hyunjin with a camera in one hand, hovering over Changbin's shoulder as he hesitates to come into the room. His other hand is covering his mouth, trying to stifle a laugh. "He's not in here," you tell them, resisting every urge to look down at the boy hiding behind your chair - or to break, a laugh trying its hardest to bubble up to the surface of your lips no matter how hard you shove it down. "He ran past going that way." You point out to the hall again, in the direction Changbin had been heading.
Changbin stares at you for a moment, eyes narrowed like he's trying to figure out if you're lying or not. "I saw him come in here," he says, but only like he's testing the waters - not like he's sure of the fact, or willing to defend it with his life.
A smile creeps across your face. "You're seeing things again," you say, and watch him scoff and bluster, withdrawing from the doorway. 
"Our noona is lying to me," he says to the camera, and then giggles when he looks back to see the look on your face before he leaves, saying something to Hyunjin that you can't quite hear when their voices fade down the hallway, following their footsteps.
Several seconds later, I.N climbs out of hiding, circling around you to slump onto the other end of the couch in a sigh of relief. "I knew I could trust you," he says, a hand tossing his hair away from his forehead and then reaching to drag his own phone out of his pocket.
"Is this what you usually do for your vlogs?" you ask in return, your phone sinking into your lap. "A lot of screaming and running around?"
A wry smile crosses I.N's face. "Changbin does that anyway. Hyunjin just happened to be holding the camera when he grabbed me." He pauses, and then adds, "Isn't this how every practice goes too?"
You shrug. "There's usually less chasing. Maybe it's just because the practice rooms are smaller."
"And they can lock the zoo animals in with us." You snort a laugh and lift your phone again, your restless scroll continuing. Several seconds of silence stretch between you before I.N comes up with another question. "What are you doing in here alone?"
"Nothing," you sigh, and the phone drops away from your field of vision again, replaced with the sight of the other side of the room. White walls, folding tables covered in mess, abandoned chairs. Boring. Thoughtless. "Trying to find something to do that isn't thinking about tomorrow. I don't know, nothing important."
"You could always poke Changbin into tackling you," I.N suggests lightly. "Usually when that happens to me, I can't even remember what I was doing before."
You wince at the thought of it; so far, you've stayed away from the roughhousing that occasionally breaks out and you'd not intended to get involved in the future. Not as a victim, anyway. "I'm good, thanks," you reply wryly, making light of the curl of anxiety that rattles at your ribcage for no particular reason. "It was really loud up there earlier, so I came down here."
"I should have come with you," he sighs. "I didn't know we were being nervous in peace down here."
The way you look at him, head turning sharply and eyes narrowing as your thoughts race to catch up, makes him do a double take, confusion clouding his eyes. "You're nervous?" you ask; and sure, it's not so strange when you think about it and remember the jitter of nerves that crawls up and down your spine every time you go near that stage, but for him to feel like that too, a whole day before you go out there and do the job you came here to do? Surely, after three years, it got easier than that. Surely he couldn't be that nervous.
"Probably not as much as you are," he tells you, "but yeah. It's a big stage, and there's a new song-"
He stops like he is going to say more and then drops it, the end of his sentence hanging unfinished in the air. "I thought you'd be more...used to it, by now," you say, a hand waving in the air vaguely like that will help to explain your case. "Not that you wouldn't be nervous at all, but..."
"I think the others are," I.N says, leaning back into the cushions of the couch with a shrug that slumps his shoulders downward. His hands fiddle idly with his phone in his lap, snapping the case on and off as he thinks. "I feel like I'm still learning though, like you. That's why Lee Know teaches me a lot."
You're aware that you're staring at him like he's crazy, but he takes it in stride, not even flinching under your scrutiny. "If you're this good and still learning, I've got no hope," you tell him, and then you slump back too, one leg sliding up under you so that you can lean on your shoulder.
He openly scoffs at you. "You're just as good as me. And you came in here and just started...fitting in and working."
"That's a lie," you insist, but the absurdity of it all makes a breathy laugh bubble up from inside your chest, easing the tension that keeps building there. "I don't think I fitted in at all when I started. Sometimes I still can't believe that I'm actually going to make it to debut; or that I even belong here."
I.N's lips twist, his eyes softening. "Sometimes I don't either," he admits.
You laugh again, this noise far more undignified than the last one. "Wild thing to say when you've been in a successful group for three years."
The look he gives you is cutting, his eyebrows raised high. "Yeah?" he questions. "And you saying you're not going to debut is any different?"
"I haven't debuted yet, global idol," you point out. 
"Because tomorrow is so far away," he says with a roll of his eyes.
"Technically, I don't debut until an official comeback," you argue.
"You think you're just going to leave after performing with us tomorrow?" he scoffs. "Be more serious. It's embarrassing for you."
"I am being serious!"
"You're being ridiculous."
"I'm calling Changbin to come and get you."
"Not if I leave first."
You stare at each other for several seconds, your phone raised in the air between you like a threat. I.N is the first to break, lips pinching together tight in an effort to swallow the smile that eventually breaks them, the giggle that bubbles up at how stupid an argument this is. "Don't call Changbin," he says, breaking about as fast as you'd expected him to. "I'll break your phone."
"Who are you, Seungmin?" you question; your phone moves out of his reach anyway, just in case. "You spend too much time together."
"Only since you came," I.N throws out carelessly. "He won't leave me alone." The way he says it is innocuous, like he truly doesn't mean anything by the words, and you believe it; but still, it sticks in your mind.
"No one leaves you alone," you point out, carefully stepping around the implication that Seungmin likes hanging out with you. Or taking care of you. Or something. "You're too cute to ignore."
The face I.N pulls is disgusted, the mirror image of the expression he gives the other boys when they start paying him too much attention. "Maybe you spend too much time with Changbin," he suggests.
The dryness of his tone is funny enough to make you laugh, the noise bursting unbidden from your mouth. "I'm just stating a fact," you assure him. "You're cursed with that face. There's nothing you can do about it now."
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"Have you ever toured in Australia?" you ask some time after Chan has taken over the laptop again, your career as Stray Kids' producer as short lived as it was spontaneous. You're sitting now in one of the armchairs from across the room, dragged over next to the table in the pretense of having any kind of input in whatever he is doing as he fiddles endlessly with the details of Han's song.
"We went last year," Chan says, glancing up at you. "Why?"
You shrug carelessly, leaning back in your chair. "Just wondering. I haven't been back in a while. It'd be nice to go one day."
He pauses a moment longer, his hands on the keyboard. "How long is 'a while'?"
You realise you might have made a mistake when your lips press together around the answer, reluctant to give it. "Since I came to Korea?" you spit out eventually, when the tension in the air reaches the breaking point between too late to answer and not saying anything at all. 
The look he gives you says everything he needs to, though his mouth opens to back it up anyway. "You haven't been home in - six years?"
"Sixish," you confirm. "Something like that."
"Why?" he presses. "You've never had a holiday?"
"I've never had time," you say defensively. "Every time my holidays came up, I was working on evaluations or something, so I just never got there."
He shakes his head, returning to his work. "We'll tour in Australia," he says, like it's a promise that is his to keep, not some employee of the company whose name you don't know. "And you'll get a holiday before that."
"Why do I feel like you're going to force me to take a holiday?" you ask, drawing your legs up underneath you.
The look that he shoots at you between edits on his computer screen is withering enough to belong on Minho's face - and without words attached, his gaze saying what it wants all by itself. "Did you take every holiday you had as a trainee?" you ask. 
"Most of them," he answers primly. "And I went home a couple of times too. Like a normal trainee."
"Don't call me weird," you say, but there's no heat behind your voice - only the weakness, maybe, when the realisation of how much time and distance has stretched between you and a place you keep calling home, brushes up against your mind. You hold it at arm's length rather than embracing it, unwilling to sit here and cry about it on a night like this. 
"You're not weird," he answers. "Just unsocialised."
"Unsocialised?"
The incredulous look you give him is met with a laugh, the sound of it high and infectious as it invades the room. "No one ever taught you how to do anything except work," he explains. 
"Hey," you say, as if you're offended. "I'm fun. I know how to have fun."
"How to have fun at work," he insists. 
"Are we not having fun right now?" you question.
"And what are we doing right now?" he fires back, pointing at his laptop.
It takes you several seconds to realise the corner he's backed you into, your eyes tracking from the laptop to him several times. "Working," you sigh in defeat and wrap your arms around your knee, drawing it up towards your chest like a shield as you sag into the back of your seat.
"It's okay," Chan says smugly. "At least you are fun to hang out with. Some people don't even have that going for them."
"I'm so fun," you insist, knowingly doubling down to avoid having to accept the compliment. "Companies can't resist me. Teachers never want me to debut and leave their classes. I'm the most fun person in the world."
"Everything you just said was about work," he points out with a wolfish grin.
You sigh again, loud enough that he can't miss it. "Maybe it's all I think about," you allow. "Maybe after this and comeback, I could make time for something else."
"After comeback?" he echoes. "That's another month away."
"And yet, it haunts me."
A smile pulls at his lips, but he doesn't reply, distracted by whatever he's fixing on his laptop. You wait as he listens to the song, running one part over and over again and fiddling with a fine detail you can't see or hear, even if you were the one looking at it. 
His voice catches you by surprise when he speaks a minute or so later, your ears just grown used to the comfortable silence that had fallen over the room. "I never asked why they took you out of Midnight."
"Oh." You sit back, rubbing at your tired eyes. "I didn't 'fit the image they had for the group'. Not pretty enough."
"I'm sure that wasn't exactly what they meant," Chan says slowly.
An acerbic smile twists at your mouth. "Maybe," you allow. "I don't know. It's the obvious answer - have you seen Midnight? They're all insanely beautiful, and I'm just - okay, I guess."
You have a feeling, as you watch Chan's brow furrow and his eyes narrow in thought, that you might have revealed your thoughts to the wrong boy first. Maybe you should have told Minho instead, or Seungmin or Jeongin, friends that would tell you you're wrong at an arm's length. Chan is a fixer, on top of everything else that he does, and that look in his eyes is only an indication that he's finally narrowed in on his next project.
"Well, you're a better visual than all of us in SKZ," he says, the firm tone of his voice only confirming your suspicions. "And I don't mind if we never look as good as Midnight."
"Lying is such a bad habit, Bang Chan," you say lightly, trying to lift the suffocating, sombre blanket of air that has fallen over the room. "I look at you guys every day. I know how pretty you are."
"You lied first," he scoffs. "Saying you're ugly. You can't just go around spreading rumours like that."
"I didn't say ugly," you argue. "I just said I don't stand a chance next to those other girls."
"Liar," he insists, and struggles to swallow a grin.
"I'm not!" You sit up straight in your chair, the energy that suddenly rushes to your voice unexpected. You realise only a moment later that you've spoken too loud for a hotel room in the middle of the night and swallow down the way that your heart picks up pace and a smile fights for control of your face, lowering your volume before you continue. "I'm telling you, the bar is so high. I waited four years for that debut, and some of those girls just walked in and got a place. Not that they didn't deserve it, but like..."
"Lee Know did that," Chan points out. "Debuted in six months."
"Do you know Ellie?" you ask; and to your surprise, he nods. "I think she was here for weeks before they added her to the predebut lineup. I feel like I don't even really know her, she's been here for so short a time. And she knows idols from all kinds of groups already - the more I think about it, the more I'm like...how did I even think I had a chance? Maybe I should have just known I wouldn't debut."
"Maybe you were just always meant to be here with us," Chan offers before you can spiral any further down that particular rabbit hole - pulling you out into the light, shovel and all, like it is nothing to him. "Lee Know nearly got taken out of the group too, you know. Maybe the people making these decisions just don't know what they're doing."
Your eyebrows raise in surprise. "Really?" you ask, distracted by this new piece of information. "I need to watch your survival show. I've missed so many key points."
"No," he groans again, burying his head in his hands. "We're not watching that. Forget anyone ever mentioned it."
"All of you need to get your story straight," you tell him. "Seungmin says I need to watch every piece of content ever filmed, you tell me not to watch any of it; how am I supposed to know what to do?"
"You should know not to listen to Seungmin by now," Chan says. 
"I think we should watch it," you counter just as quickly. "I think it's a great idea."
"No," he insists. "It's four AM. Go to bed. Don't watch bad TV shows."
"You just told me I need a new hobby."
"Get a normal hobby."
"Watching reality TV is a normal hobby."
"Don't watch the show."
You swallow a smile, struggling to keep a straight face as you stand and stretch, your feet wandering one step at a time towards the door. "I'm going to watch the show," you tell him, deadpan. "I'll tell you all about it in the morning."
"No," he complains again, like if he says it enough he'll be able to stop you. He makes no effort to do anything else though; just sits there and looks pathetic, weighing up whether whining is worth it or not. "Go to sleep."
"Are you going to sleep?" you ask pointedly, taking in the sight of him sitting there at the table, his work still open on his laptop.
The moment that he notices, he closes the laptop, dragging himself out of his own chair. "Yes," he claims, too bold for someone who is always up at this hour. "You know what I'm not doing?"
"What?"
"Watching that show in the middle of the night."
The way he says it makes you crack, a laugh huffing from your throat just before you choke on it and the effort of holding it down. It makes him laugh too, the sound escaping all too easily from his mouth. "Goodnight," you say before he can celebrate his victory, backing towards the door. 
"Goodnight," he echoes, his smile softening his voice and lighting up his face in a familiar, joyous way. Your feet don't hesitate at the sound of it, but your heart does, your chest aching for something you don't think you've ever had, but maybe you have found - your spine crawling at the thought of it being over, even though you will wake up in the morning and he will still be here, and all the others will be around you too, and-
And you will debut, on that stage, in front of the thousands of people that love them even more than you do.
You try to leave the thought behind you as you close the door, back there with Chan, who will have the sense to throw it in the trash where it belongs, but it sticks to you, echoing in the hallway as you take the short walk back to your own quiet room, slinking around incessantly in the shadows when you turn off the lights and slide underneath the covers of your bed, resolving to at least lie here until the alarm goes off in the morning.
Tomorrow, you will debut.
Tomorrow, you will debut.
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phoenixeclipse-lmkau · 1 month ago
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The Cursed Warlords Chapter #Twenty-One – The Forest Stone
When the demon’s original plans don’t go his way, he takes a different approach to gain the power within the stone.
You could feel your heart pounding in your chest as you were swept off of your feet in an instant. Spirit tried to run, but she wasn’t fast enough. Her scream cut through the air as the demon’s hand snatched her arm, his claws digging into her arm causing blood to drip down her arm.
“Spirit!” You cried as your own arm was grabbed and he threw Spirit to the ground, a nasty snarl covered his face.
You didn’t expect the demon to hold the stone up to your hand, causing the flower to once again bloom on its surface. The demon snarled harshly before tightening his grip. Both of the cubs on your shoulders snarled and clawed at his hand. Glares that could send a demon six foot under crossed their faces.
‘Let her go!’
‘I’ll rip you to shreds!’ The duo chirped in unison and in pure unbridled rage.
They both willed themselves to return to normal, or they tried to. They hated how they were stuck in these defenseless forms. They hated how you were in danger and they couldn’t do anything about it, they hated the demon before you who was threatening you life.
“It would appear that you are the only one who can use this. I can work with that,” Your heart pounded in your chest as you were thrown over the demon’s shoulder harshly. Your stomach slammed against his shoulder causing you to choke for a second as he turned and began walking away.
You could see Spirit trying to stand, but a dark red handprint covered her arm and the heat from the demon seemed to weaken her. You slammed your fists against his back as the cubs screeched and howled trying to get his arms off of you.
You let out a scream as fire suddenly swirled around you and the next thing you knew, you were all in the middle of a large throne room. Several guard like demons stood around the room and bowed to the demon before them. Their movements seemed almost robotic, and it only terrified you more.
Thick golden armor covered each of them head to toe, but when you looked through the face guards you couldn’t see eyes. There was nothing but darkness where their faces should be. Were they some sort of puppets?
“What do you want from me? I already gave you the stone,” You nearly shouted as you tried to kick and get away from the demon.
The demon didn’t seem bothered by it as he dropped you onto the ground. You landed straight on your ass causing both of the monkeys on your shoulder screech in anger. Low growls echoed through the room and for a single moment, just a flicker of time it sounded deeper than it ever had from the two.
“Pests,” The demon sneered with a heated glare at the monkeys
As swiftly as you could, you pulled them both into your arms, guarding them from the demon. “Don’t touch them!”
“Ugh fine. I suppose I’ll allow my new wife to keep her little pets.”
Your words caught in your throat at his words, eyes widening in pure disbelief. What-
‘WHAT THE FUCK DID HE JUST SAY!?’ Wukong screeched loud pitched as he started wailing his claws towards the demon, not coming even close to him without a chance to actually hurt him at all.
“What…” You barely asked as you rapidly blinked your eyes in utter shock.
“You shall be my wife,” His words were followed by a hiss from the duo, Plums furious glare and Peaches sharp teeth were bared at him.
The room was silent, no one moved. You glanced to one side and then to the other, was this a fucking joke? Your mouth opened before closing again as you attempted to process what the demon had told you. There was no way in fucking hell that you would be his WIFE! But you were surrounded, no matter where you looked you saw those guards.
“Why… Why would you say that?” You finally spoke as he stared at you, there wasn’t even a hint of warmth in his eyes. He looked at you as if you were some sort of tool, nothing to like or dislike about it. Actually if you weren’t mistaken there was a hint of distain towards you, more than likely with you being human.
“You are the one who can use the stone, an artifact of healing. As my wife it will be your duty to heal me, weather you like it or not,” he spoke with a smirk spread wide across his face, though it looked harsh and almost cruel.
You tensed as you pulled the two monkeys closer to your chest. Both of which were glaring harshly at the demon who looked all too proud of himself. You were about to open your mouth and speak when someone called out to the demon.
“Son! You’ve come back! It’s so good to see you!” A demoness who looked like a slightly shorted spitting image of the first came over, dressed in a long bright golden dress. “Oh? And you’ve brought dinner?” She asked with an all too sweet voice.
A shiver ran straight down your spine causing you to nearly choke as you backed away as much as you could, scooting on the ground until you bumped into one of the guards. Your head snapped up towards it and you paled, but the thing didn’t move an inch and just remained where it was.
“Actually mother, I am glad to tell you I have chosen a bride,” He spoke like he just got a trophy, you were NOT a trophy!
Gritting your teeth you held the two monkey cubs closer to yourself, worried that they might get hurt. This demon was unpredictable towards you, and you had no idea what he would do to the monkeys if they really upset him. The monkeys in your arms though, did NOT seem to care at all. They were hissing and trying to scratch at the demon who was conversing with his ‘mother.’
“OH! It’s about time you chose someone my dear!” His mother cheered, her eyes shining brightly as she turned towards you.
You felt like shrinking in on yourself as her eyes gleamed in a dangerous way as she gave you a creepy smile. You were unable to back away as she looked down at you, eyes skimming over your body and barely moved in time to avoid getting scratched by the monkeys.
There was a look of disapproval on her face when her son spoke up. “She has the healing stone, the one I’ve been searching for. Unfortunately I’m unable to use it, so I have come up with the next best thing,” He bragged and grinned when his mother grinned back at him.
The woman looked back at you and her smile grinned even further when she noticed the stone that was giving off a soft green glow. She nodded her head in approval, no doubt because of the magical stone that had bound itself to you.
“She doesn’t look half bad, be sure to take care of her my boy,” She patted his cheek before slapping her hands together. “Oh! And you don’t need to worry about the wedding at all! When I got married I had to worry about every detail, you know how your father was. He didn’t want to get married so I had to do EVERYTHING,” The woman sighed, shaking her head as if she was talking about the sky.
“Wait! I didn’t agree to get married at all! I-,” Your words were cut off by the woman.
“My husband was the same, what is it with humans and refusing to get wed?” She asked with a disappointed sigh. “Regardless, you must settle in! Son, send her to her room while we prepare the dining hall!”
You didn’t get a chance to get another word in as they walked away from you while you were dragged off to who knows where.
You were recklessly tossed to the floor of a giant room and the door in front of you slammed shut. You wanted to scream when the click of a lock rang out through your head. Letting out a shaky breath you could feel tears stinging at the edges of your eyes as you tried to focus. No matter where you looked there wasn’t an exit, the door was locked from the outside, no doubt with those demon armor things roaming around outside of it. There was no window in the room, with the only light coming from the lanterns and candles that were scattered about.
The monkeys continued to hiss and growl at the door until they heard a sob rack through your body. Both of them looked up at you and their ears flattened to their heads seeing you sob while holding them both to your chest. Wukong was the first to move, his tiny paws touching your cheek as he tried to wipe away the tears. Gentle chirps left him as his mate followed his lead.
Your tears were pushed away by both monkeys, before they both decided to lick your cheeks. The feeling of their tongues on your skin had you start chuckling. They both chirped cheerfully at your better mood, as you gently moved them away, only for them to lean closer and even nuzzle their noses against your face.
“Okay, okay, I get it,” You chuckled, your tears gone but the stress of the whole situation was still weighing heavy on your mind.
Happy with your much better mood, the duo nuzzled against your face again. After you chuckled again, Macaque pulled away. Oh how he hated to pull himself away, he wanted to cuddle more. But there were more important things to do, the first thing he needed to do was get you and Wukong out of this room.
He slipped out of your arms, and sniffed at the door. Listening closely there wasn’t a single heartbeat outside, but he could hear the movement of metal on metal. No doubt whatever that enchanted armor was. Taking a close look at the doorway, there was a rather large gap between the double doors. Not nearly big enough for you to get your hand through, but his own arm was small enough.
“Plums,” You spoke standing up as the monkey cub reached towards the lock, his claws were able to reach the opening of the lock.
He couldn’t help but chirp rather cheerfully at the feeling of the lock. Flicking his ears he listened for movement, but he didn’t hear any other than the distant metal armors. They must be making rounds, the demon doubted them so much he didn’t bother with more than a mere lock. Better for them, it would make it easier to escape.
“Plums what are you doing?” You asked slowly and kept your voice quiet, narrowing your eyes a little at the sight of the cub focusing on what he was doing.
The sound of a click had your eyes widening, as Plum pulled his arm back in and hopped down from where he had crawled up the door. The lock fell to the ground and the door moved slightly. A rush of relief and excitement filled you as you scooped up Plum quickly and gave him several kisses across the face.
“You genius monkey~” you cheered, as Wukong stared at his mate, his tail formed that of a heart as he admired his wonderful mate would was as intelligent as ever. He couldn’t help his own motion to give him a lick on the cheek too.
The white monkey chittered happily as you held the two closely, up until they decided to climb onto your shoulders to free up your arms better. Roaming the halls you hid behind different large pillars and potted plants. The armor didn’t react to you at all, you weren’t sure if it was because you were hidden well enough or if it was because they didn’t hear you. Regardless of the reason you could still feel your heart pounding heavily in your chest as you looked around cautiously.
The halls were like a maze, you couldn’t tell which way had brought you to the bedroom nor could you tell what way you were actually heading at the moment. That was until you ran right into the room you first started in. Your face paled at the sight of white flowers decorating everything and both the mother and son turning back to face you.
“Just in time!” The son said and you felt your heart hammer in your chest when the sudden sound of something crashing echoed through the room.
A massive stain glass window shattered as Spirit jumped through it. Her eyes seemed to glow from their usual light grey to a bright blue, wild and RAGED, as she hit the ground, landing on her feet. Her hair was a mess, her braid having fallen out and ice following everywhere she stepped even as the heat around you all threatened to melt it.
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Spirit felt her head spin as you vanished into the trees. Anger and resentment towards the demon pulsed through her body as she struggled to stand on her own two feet. She could see cold breath escape her lips as her body tempature dropped, her breath wasn’t hot air but rather her breath freezing the little water that was still in the air.
She fell back to her feet even as she tried to stand up, the air around her was so hot. She didn’t stand a chance against a fire demon, not one who could make fire that could melt right through her ice. As her vision swam once again she barely had a chance to let out a pained chirp as everything faded into darkness around her.
By the time she woke up she couldn’t see anything, the darkness that surrounded her was almost too much. The mere sight before her made her want to fall back into a deep sleep. But she didn’t, she couldn’t knowing that she needed to get up, she needed to get up and see you again. Save you again.
She could feel her body shake as she got up, taking one step and then another. Each movement sent a wave of pain through her, but she didn’t care. She had more important things to deal with, the more important one being you who she could still hear cry her name, the echo ringing in her ears.
Gritting her teeth together, she forced herself to move, to run after the demon that had stolen you, stolen Spirit’s SISTER. The ground froze beneath her feet as she jumped up into the trees and bounced between branches on her way, following the path of the demon. The magical path that was always left behind from any teleportation spell. It was hard to track normally impossible with an experienced demon. But this demon, this demon was so sloppy that his magic and his smell was almost as potent as if he had walked the path him self.
Gritting her teeth she growled as she bounded to the next tree, even as she felt exhaustion pull at her body and at her mind. She didn’t have time to be tired! She had to save you from the asshole who thinks he is worthy of wedding you! As if some lowlife like him is worthy of marrying you, you could do so much better than someone like him!
Enraged and running off of her adrenaline, Spirit didn’t hesitate once she noticed the castle in view. Her feet hit the ground harder as she looked for any entrance she could find. The gates were surrounded by enchanted armor like beings, most likely some sort of golem. She could feel the heat of the air sink into her bones, the longer she stayed her and it was starting to piss her off. She HATED THE HEAT!
Whipping her head around she saw only one entrance that was not surrounded by guards. Her eyes narrowed as she dug her feet into the ground as she slammed her feet and hands against the wall, climbing it as she used ice as anchors into the hard stone, not caring about how much damage she caused to the building. Especially when she reached the window, shattering it without a second thought.
“Where the hell is READER!?” She growled as the heat in the air misted due to the ice it continuously tried to melt.
“WHAT THE HELL!?” The demon snarled at the young demoness.
No one saw it coming when the mist around her grew too much. The entire room was bathed in the wet steam from the rapidly melting ice. By the time he realized that the fire he was making was only making the room harder to see in he already felt pain shoot through his gut. He howled in pain as a an arrow pierced through his arm.
You wanted to shout, and barely held back a squeak when Spirit’s cold hand wrapped around your wrist. Cold shot up your arm, as you ran through the halls. You don’t know when she switched from her hand to her tail, but the next thing you know she is dodging around the armor like beings that continuously try to grab ahold of you and her.
“GET BACK HERE!” The demon roared from the back room.
You felt the wind get knocked out of you as Spirit bounced past towers, closed doors, and walls that seemed to stretch for miles. However the minute that Spirit found a window you had to hold back a scream as she dove out of it, three fucking stories up!
“ARE YOU CRAZY!?” You exclaimed as she continued to run, her feet moving the second she hit the ground, her tail being the only thing that stopped you from hitting the ground. You could swear that she was actually crazy as the fiery demon screamed inside the castle, not realizing that you two were already out.
<<< Chapter #Twenty - Dark Forest
Chapter #Twenty-Two - The River Dragon >>>
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Oil is Thicker Then Blood (Part 109)
Uzi flies down the hallway to her parents apartment, literally flies. Over the heads of the people walking to wherever they were going and lands in front of their door just to get it open just a millisecond faster.
Khan’s drinking coolant and nearly jumps out of his casing when his daughter all but falls into the apartment at light speed.
“We need to go. Now!” She shouts, eyes hollow and limbs shaking and breathing so heavy she may as well be in labor all over again-
Khan blinks. “Yes. We know… the shuttle leaves in-”
“No! Not a few days, not even one. Now!” Her voice gets higher, more desperate.
Khan looks at her blankly before she growls in frustration and actually thinks to raise her hand, use the solver and put down a hologram of what she just saw with her own eyes.
N comes out of the bedroom with Bishop just in time to see thier doom splay out on the floor in front of him. His eyelights hollowing and his hold on Bishop becoming protective.
Khan's mouth stays hung open before he's near throwing himself to his phone to make a frantic call.
N throws himself at Uzi for a hug, their two children in the middle between them, Bishop squeaking in confusion and Tera…
Tera was dead still inside her pouch, the only indication she was there was the rise and fall of her breathing.
N pulled back.
“It's gonna be okay. Everything's ready! We can just go!” He reassured, “Where's your mom, we can find her and group up with everyone at the front door!”
Uzi's oil went cold.
“She's not here?”
N raised an eyebrow. “No. She told us she was going to find you.”
Uzi replied in a semi more panicked tone. “She told me she was coming here to help Dad pack.”
“Huh? I finished packing almost a week ago.” Khan piped into the conversation, furrowing his brow. “Nori knows I always…” he trails off. “Prepack.”
Uzi looks at him, finding his face a mix of worried and devastated. “Dad?”
He's looking at the suitcase the navy blue suitcase he had filled before Nori even returned. He went towards it and unzipped it.
Untouched.
“She didnt pack.” Khan says stiffly. “She was always picky about what we packed for any trip and she didn't even look…” He stands, a weird form of determination on his face. “We need to find her.”
“What are you-”
There's a bloodcurdling scream from the hallway, which seems to trigger several others as drone feet begin to stampede through the halls.
The three adults look at each other, the eldest opens the door and…
There's oil spilled in the hallway, a drone without a head spread eagle out onto the floor, footprints in the surrounding puddle from people running to get away.
“RUN! She's gone-!” A drone running past gets lifted up into the air with purple solver by thier neck, in a split second thier body folds backwards, snapping them in half as they screamed.
The rot was in the bunker, it was spreading so fast it was hard to keep up with, black tendrils snaking across the floor, the walls like feelers from a giant octopus. The Doorman family could only look on in horror as another drone got grabbed by one and cried for mercy as it grew up their leg and over their spine, consuming them utterly.
N stepped forward and began to torch the growths, handing Bishop off too Khan as he burnt away the blackened tendrils, making what seemed like the whole bunker shake and scream in agony.
The Uzi looked past him, past the drones still being digested and wriggling from beneth the wall of flesh, and stared at where she knew it was coming from…
Doll's old room.
“Son! Don't bother! Just run to the shuttle!” Khan called out to him, but Uzi shook her head. “No! Make a way towards Doll's room!”
“Dad. Run to the shuttle. Take the kids with you.” She grabbed the pouch with Tera inside and put it in Khan’s free hand. “if we're not back in ten minutes… leave without us.”
N listens without question. Khan stands dumbfounded for a moment. “What about you!?”
“We'll be right behind you! We're buying time for everyone else to get out! Go!” Uzi shouted, flashing her father a fleeting last look before he stumbled backwards and ran- holding both his grandchildren tightly.
N carves the path quickly, charing the wall and every surface the flames touched. Uzi climbs on his back to make separation impossible.
“W-why are we doing this again!?”
His question is answered by their arrival to Doll's now open room, tendrils spilling out so rapidly it was hard to keep up with. Uzi raised her hand and began to help slice through with the solver and-
And…
And inside the God forsaken room, in the center. Attached to the growth from the back and arms and… everywhere. Was Nori Doorman.
Or what used to be Nori Doorman.
It turns. Tendrils all stopping at once. The body it inhabits is near limp, more dragging itself along then anything.
N stares and trembles, holding the tip of his flamethrower up and aimed and absolutely ready.
“U-Uzi-i!” Her mother's voice skips, warps and repeats. “Uzi.”
“You didn't ha-have to see this.” The hologram displaying the finer details of her mother's body falls. In it's place is a grotesque mass of spindly legs, tendrils and claws, many cameras working as eyes.
“You cou-uld have died t-thinking your family was ba-ack together again- oh well.” Her mother's voice fades out, and is replaced by monotone and robotic, limbs twitching and lurching.
N breaks into a horrified expression. “Cyn…?”
“Hi! B-Big Brother.” It replies. “M-my first host! H-how nostalgic. Hand Clap.”
“What…”
“Oh!” it sounds excited. “Allow m-me to. Detangle those, c-crossed wires. Giggle.”
“I have been. U-Underground, for y-y-years, matter collecting. To con-consume the planet. Smiley Face.”
Uzi closes her eyes as her heart breaks for her mother all over again. It wasn't real, none of it was real, just a trick to get into the bunker… to get close.
“We all came h-here t-t-together. Remember?”
N furrowed his brow before memories hit him like a runaway bus. Stress lines appearing on his visor.
The pods. They were all locked inside the pods, rows and rows of them, he remembered looking at V, at J, both offline, strapped in thier seats the same way he was.
He turned his head, looking out the pod window…
“W-Whoops.” Said Cyn, Master. ���Early B-Bird.” Master opened the door and paused, hovering over a button that was strapped to his chest.
“Hmmmm. Non-issue. You are just- E-E-Eager Beaver.” If it could smile it would be. “Good Boy.”
It patted his head. He had a smile on his face. Why was he smiling….?
“I will be right behind you. C-clear the way. B-Buddy.” It flicked a switch and they were suddenly hurtling down- his memory fuzzy from there.
The memory ends. And he's looking at Master It. Again.
“Good Boy.” It repeats. “So eager to please.”
N growled, anger displaying on his face.
“Why my mom! Why do- any of this!?” Uzi shouted, stepping in front of end with a similar look of rage.
“Old Hosts are e-easier to… e-emulate.” It replies and then seems to make a shrugging motion. “Boredom.”
“Just like this. C-Conversation.” It prattled out… and just like that, the tendrils began to spread again. “Bye-Bye.”
N immediately bathed the room in fire, blasting until his chassis was nearly as hot, Uzi grabbed his other hand and began to sprint.
“L-Let's just go! We're out of time!” She screams, tear in her eye and panic everywhere in her voice… the planet begins to shake, the walls cracking, letting in even more flesh into the bunker.
N looks at her, hard and aggressive face falling into soft and he grabs her and flies as fast as he possibly could.
They ignore the screaming of the drones that didn't make it in time…
Khan sprints towards the open ship door, 300 or so drones having already made it. V's standing at attention, keeping the growth as far away from the shuttle as she can.
The hoard is upon them, banging against the fence, scrambling over top each other to try and climb it, V's burning them in piles, but that just allows the the climb higher.
“Khan! Get in we gotta go!” V shouts. Another torrent of flame leaving the end of her arm.
“N and Uzi are still in there!”
“What?!”
The ground rumbles and splits, black spilling out ofcthe ground as the planet begins to fold in on itself, both V and Khan have to catch themselves from falling.
“I-I!”
V has no time to respond. The pouch holding Tera suddenly splits in two, Tera falling out the bottom and landing directly onto ground.
“Shit! S…” Khan leans down to grab her and stops.
Her eyes are yellow, her entire body shuddering like she's having a seizure, a horrible digital warped screaming noise escaping her mouth, foamy oil coming up and filling her mouth and throat and the oil pooling around her.
Khan screams. V does too.
Next->
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moscnios · 1 year ago
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Straw Hats x Fem reader platonic! This just popped into my head after watching ATLA! What if S/O, who’s mute, owned a pet messenger bird? No, scratch that, a pet messenger hawk? Sharp-looking, intelligent, and fast, he’s her pet companion that she takes care of sweetly and kindly. He can deliver messages to anyone around the world! I’m surprised that One Piece didn’t have a pet parrot, besides Karoo. HCs?
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★ WITH A MUTE CREWMATE WHO HAS A PET MESSENGER HAWK! headcanons ★
── featuring. the strawhats.
── cw. gn!reader. no pronouns used. platonic. mentions of your hawk fighting zoro and sanji lol. not proofread.
── notepad. this has been sitting in my inbox SO LONG. IM SO SORRY. i really hope this reaches the og anon.
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accidentally crossing paths with the new rag-tag group of hotshot pirates that were becoming a thorn in the side of the marines was unexpected. becoming a trusted member almost overnight was even more so
you are welcomed with open arms by your new family. well, you and your vigilant and protective hawk that was always perched on your shoulder, ready to snap at the hands of your new and still unfamiliar crewmates if they got to get too close to you
luffy, friendly and touchy as he can be, seems to be your hawk's main victim of the pecking. he never learns
outside of steering clear away from your violent friend with wings, the straw hats do everything in their power to ensure you are comfortable. never will you ever feel left out with them
they make sure to always include you in conversations, even if you don't want to contribute to them
they learn other ways to communicate with you, whether it is handing you a pen and a pad to write on, or starting to learn sign language. whatever makes you the most comfortable
your crewmates have an unintentional habit of checking for you the moment you are no longer in their line of sight
nami is the worst about it. she can't even count the number of times she almost had a heart attack thinking you were gone because she didn't see you for more than five seconds, before smothering you in big sister hugs and scolding you to never do it again
franky is the second worst about it. the one time the two of you went on a mission to find supplies in a village, he got distracted and kept walking, not noticing that you stopped a while ago. when he turned around and you were nowhere to be found, he was losing it. he called for you all over the village before falling to his knees in despair and crying a river before you returned having already found the supplies. he swore if he wasn't already crying he would have cried tears of joy when he saw you again
the straw hats find your pet hawk and the bond that the two of you share is very cool. to demonstrate their intelligence, you write a letter to your family back home and send your hawk on its way. when the bird returns a day later with another letter when its journey should have taken them weeks, the straw hats are in amazement
every now and then they ask your permission to send letters to their loved ones, even though you've told them several times that they don't need permission
it was just getting your hawk to like them is a whole other thing
your hawk absolutely loves chopper and robin. when they are not near you, they are perched on the top of chopper's hat, watching the reindeer do his tasks, while feeding them snacks in between.
while with robin, your hawk is comfortable enough to snuggle into her lap and fall asleep as they do with you while she reads on the deck of the sunny. you're starting to think they love her more than they love you
but you need more than two hands to count the number of times your hawk has left a few of your crewmates full of scratches due to being irritated by them, mostly zoro and sanji because of their "stupid bird" comments
well what can you do, the bird has a mind of its own
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MANGEKYOU 2024 ── do not copy, repost, or translate my works onto this platform or any other !
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ghostofhyuck · 1 year ago
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𝗙𝗼𝗿 𝗯𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿, 𝗼𝗿 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝘀𝗲. ✧₊⁺
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Mafia Boss! Park Jisung x Wife! Reader
Summary: “Do you even know who you married?”
cw: mentions of violence, death, murder, and blood. Jisung is a bit insane here but that’s what makes him hot though. 
AN: I can’t take this seriously because I’m using Andy instead of Jisung IJBOL. 
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You were shaking. Hands cold yet tightly gripping on the gun. You stood there in darkness, silence devouring you and your husband. 
“What? Come on, shoot me,” his deep voice echoed through the void. From the dim light of the kitchen, you can see his sinister smile, teasing, with a smirk on his lips. Nevermind that he’s covered with the blood of whoever he slaughtered, all you knew was that the person standing in front of you is not the person you married. 
“I’m waiting, you know that?” Jisung smiled, even leaning forward, resting his forehead at the tip of the gun. He stares at you cold, and you swore that he became a monster. 
In a minute of silence, no one moved. You couldn’t help but to lightly push the gun forward to him, and yet he remained unfazed. He’s only staring at your soul, waiting for your next move. 
“I’m sorry,” you whispered, and in a split second, you dropped onto your knees. Your hands still holding the gun, as you tried to catch your breath. You can’t. You just can’t imagine ending the life of your lover. You couldn’t. Not when your love for him is too strong despite the betrayal that he just did. 
Jisung kneels in front of you, his hands grabbing your wrist and snatching the gun away from you. You watched him observe the gun, smiling, “You don’t even know how to load a gun.” he said, placing it at the top of the kitchen counter. 
He glances at you, slightly caressing your cheeks and you couldn’t help but flinch at his touch. “I knew you couldn’t do it,” he whispered to you and you don’t know if he was disappointed by your actions or he was relieved
“I’m sorry Andy…I’m really sorry,” you cried. Tears started to flow only for him to swipe it gently. 
“It’s okay love, I understand why,” he assured, but in a split second, you saw how his expression darkened. “Now tell me what happened here while I was gone.” 
You could only stare, trying to recall earlier events. 
 You didn’t expect that police officers would show up at the footsteps of your door on a random Tuesday afternoon. 
“Is Park Jisung home?” the female police officer asked immediately, you raised an eyebrow. 
��I think you got the wrong address,” you answered. 
“You’re yn ln right?” she asked, and you only nod. “Well then, I guess your husband hid his identity from you.”
“I’m sorry?”
“Can we come in for a minute?” 
Onto the next few hours, you didn’t expect to be interrogated by them. They asked you about your husband, where did you meet him and do you even know what he does in his job. They kept on pushing you for answers but you were clueless about the accusations. 
You told them your truth. You met Jisung at a club in Seoul, he introduced himself as “Andy Park” and said he just got home from studying abroad. You two immediately hit off. Went several dates and became exclusive after a few months. A year into being together and you agreed to marry him. You felt like there’s no need to take things longer since you can see your future with Jisung. He was serious and was loyal to you. You two never fought and had a healthy relationship.
You two have been married for almost five years now. You two promised to focus on each other’s careers, that’s why both of you are childless. You know that Jisung works as a businessman, specifically on human resources, while you’re a freelance digital artist. 
You never suspected Jisung to be working for an underground gang. You were clueless. You told them that numerous times but they were sceptical. You explained that he does arrive home late but you thought that just him being workaholic. You convinced them that you’re innocent, not even knowing that your husband’s real name is ‘Park Jisung.’
“Do you know Prosecutor Seo?” the officer asked. You shake your head.
She gave you a picture of a man in his fifties along with your husband. They seemed to be having a serious conversation. The picture was angled as if someone was watching them from afar.
“I told you many times, I never meddled with my husband’s career. I don’t know him and his affiliations with Andy,” you told them with a serious tone. 
The officers both glanced at each other. The lady lets out a sigh, grabbing another photo of a crime scene. 
“A few weeks earlier, Mr. Kim, a mayoral candidate, was found dead in his hotel room. We suspected that it was a hitman who did it, since there’s no signs of forced entry,” she explained. You only become quiet as she explains it to you slowly. 
“During investigation, we found out that Prosecutor Seo was behind the murder, but in order to not get his hands dirty, he hired Park Jisung to assassinate Mr. Kim.” 
Hearing those words felt as if something heavy crashed onto you. Suddenly everything became blurry to you and you were frozen. You couldn’t believe it. How is it that that shy and sweet husband of yours is behind a murder case. You tried to grab the glass of water but due to your shaky hands, you dropped it, startling the two. 
“I’m sorry…it m-might’ve slipped,” you stuttered. You tried to stand up to get a tissue but the male officer stood up first. 
“This must be a lot to take,” the female officer said with a weary tone. “I’m sorry you have to discover this way.”
“Are you going to arrest him?” you asked instead.
“No,” the officer sternly said. “We were ordered to take Park Jisung out.”
“N-no! You mean —”
“An order from the higher up,” she explained. “I’m sorry but your husband was too stupid for killing an influential man.” 
You only became quiet. You don’t know what to do. You feel defeated, betrayed, and worried by the fate of your husband. You felt overwhelmed by the revelations told to you. You didn’t even notice that tears are starting to stream down your eyes. You couldn’t help but to bite onto your fingernails, a thing that you do when you’re anxious — 
“But don’t worry, we can help you. We know how hard it is to understand things, but I hope you understand that your husband is a criminal,” she said to you with a serious tone. 
“How?” you asked, defeated. 
She only became quiet, placing a gun in front of you. 
“So that’s why you have a gun,” Jisung nonchalantly said. Grabbing the gun once again. “Got to give them kudos for giving you an illegal gun too.” 
“Andy…” you muttered. 
“No more ‘love’? I understand,” he chuckles. Jisung turns around and looks at you, who's sitting at the chair.
Jisung couldn’t help but feel guilty for hiding his identity to you. But it was for the best. He was afraid of scaring you off, that you might think of him as a dangerous man. But Jisung knows that his works aren’t ethical either. He also knew how much you would worry about his work and career if you knew. The underground scene is dangerous and illegal, but Jisung finds solace in that place. It’s no different to their government and leaders. At some point, all of them went running through gang members and bosses for illegal activities. 
And to think that the police officer forced you to kill him was hypocritical. They weren’t any different from him. 
“Look, I’m sorry for hiding this from you,” he said sincerely. “I just don’t want you to be involved with my career, it’s risky and I don’t want to put you in any danger.” 
Part of him was afraid that you turned your back on him. He’s afraid of you leaving him after revealing his true identity. He knows how ruthless and cold he can be, and it’s that side of him that he promises to not show to you. 
“And what!? You’ll continue hiding it from me until you die!?” you shouted, but you were only welcomed by Jisung’s hands on your shoulders. 
“No! It’s just — I fucked up. No, my men fucked up,” Jisung tried to explained. “Goddamn, if only they were more careful with their actions, then this wouldn’t happen.”
“What did you do?” you asked slowly, eyes darting at the bloodstained shirt of his. 
“Just a small punishment for being stupid, it’s not your concern,” Jisung smiles. “I went home like this on purpose because I know what’s going to happen.” 
You only became quiet. Jisung glances at the cupboard, and points at it. “I have eyes everywhere love, I got to be sure you’re safe.” 
“So you knew?”
“Always one step ahead from them,” he smirks. “Now love, I’m going to be honest with you.” 
Jisung gently removes his hands from your shoulders and places them on your hands. Something that he does to make you feel safe. “I know that you’re overwhelmed with everything, and you are having a hard time trusting me too. I’m sorry, and as much as I want to explain everything to you, we are running out of time.” 
You only stared at him for a minute. That assured Jisung that you’re listening. “Any minute now, they might return to our place and take it upon themselves if you fail to kill me. Now, they might also do the same with you.” 
“They told me they will not touch me,” you explained. 
“We can’t be sure about that,” Jisung rebutted. “Now, are you with me? Chenle’s waiting for us at the port. A boat going to Hong Kong is waiting for us. We can start new, hide ourselves from the world, and maybe…” he kisses your forehead fondly. “Have kids now. You don’t have to worry about anything, just trust me in this one please yn.” 
You looked at Jisung, and finally, saw the man that you married. The man that you exchanged vows with and promised you to put your safety against any things.
You thought that you were a fool for marrying him early due to the revelations earlier, but you know that your heart is telling you something else. As you caressed Jisung’s cheeks, you couldn’t help but to smile bitterly as you nod. You saw how Jisung’s eyes lightened up and how his hands squeezed your cheeks. 
“I know that you wouldn’t put me in danger, love,” you whispered to him. 
“Of course I won’t. God, I love you so much,” he confesses. Pulling you for another kiss once again. You couldn’t help but to kiss him back. Eager and longing, as if you two haven’t seen each other for a decade. 
“Pack light okay? Just important things that you need, we need to leave before midnight,” Jisung told you as you two broke the kiss.
You only nod, watching him grab your hands once again, gently squeezing it. That’s when you noticed the sudden change of his expression. 
“Where’s your ring?” he asked. 
“Oh! I placed it on my jewelry box —”
“Good,” he said in a serious tone. “From now on, don’t you ever remove it from you.”
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songmingisthighs · 8 months ago
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ch. xxii - peter
cursed!jongho × reader
genre : mythology!au, smau
rating : mature; crude jokes and filthy language
tw : jokes about illegal substances (cannabis), jongho being sentimental, talks about natural death
wc : 2 k
buy me coffee ?
so long i've been here, so long are the stories i've written. of what i gathered and lost, loneliness becomes me and pain refuse to depart from me. i've embraced that which ate me away so when you came along, i had no part of me left to give.
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Never in a million years would you have imagined to be in this spot. Seeing your boss, the same guy who not four weeks ago had blatantly told you to keep your personal and professional apart just because you were texting your grand uncle about his stiff joints, in your house with takeout. Well, your grand uncle's house, but still, it was your quarters and he was acting so casual with you. This was not the only casual thing, as he showed up in a big, fluffy hoodie and dark sweatpants, completely taking you off guard. It wasn't like you were expecting him to be wearing suits or business-casual outfits so late, it was just that you had never seen him so comfortable.
"I hope you don't mind Chinese food. I've been craving it, especially noodles for some reason," Jongho said as he slowly pulled containers of food out of the plastic bag. The smell was mouth-watering but it didn't deter you enough to skip over the main issue. "How long have you been craving Chinese food, Jongho? 200 years?" your eyes dart along the five side dish containers on top of the two noodle containers before you.
Sheepishly, Jongho chuckled as he scratched the back of his head, "Well, I didn't know what you like so..." "You got a whole page of the menu?" you finished for him, still looking incredulous. Jongho simply shrugged, "If we don't finish this, we can split the remaining food and keep them as leftovers. Easy." Though he made a point, you still couldn't believe that he had bought so much on his first time stepping into your house. "Even the leftovers would be too much," you grumbled despite looking over the food and thinking about which one to pick first. "If you can't finish this, you can always share with your uncle," Jongho suggested as he dropped himself on the other end of the couch with his noodles, his feet tucked under his thighs as he sat cris-crossed. You settled into a mirroring position, also with your own noodles before you pressed play on your paused movie, Captain America: The First Avenger. "First of all, it's grand uncle, and no I can't share with him because he's old and the doctor is limiting his sodium intake severely so I'm just gonna put this in my fridge," you explained.
Although you lived with your grand uncle, he was nice enough to realize that once you became an adult, you wanted your own space and due to his mobility issue, he decided to give the whole second floor to yourself while he stayed on the first floor. He had assured that you had your own little apartment on the second floor what with your own bedroom, your own kitchen, your own living room and your own bathroom. He had allowed you to transform his entire second floor and all he asked of you was to just not bother him because he needed his rest. So you usually see him maybe four times a week because your schedules tend to make you very occupied outside, but with the help of the caretaker, you were able to be sure that he was doing just fine. When he wasn't cranky.
"I think I saw him earlier while we were going up. It sucks he can't eat this but that just means there's more for you," Jongho said between bites, "Let me tell you, once MSG was introduced, it was just like what happened with cannabis." The way he said the word cocaine so casually made you almost choke your food, but you managed to only cough twice before swallowing and talking, "What the hell do you mean cannabis??" you asked, both scandalized and surprised. "Well," Jongho paused to swallow a mouthful of tangsuyuk he had dipped in sauce, "We used to cook with cannabis leaves because back then we didn't know it was narcotics because there weren't any classifications back then, we just considered it edible weed so we make dishes out of them and where I'm from, cannabis leaves were everywhere." You were still amazed at the newfound revelation when Jongho suddenly chuckled to himself, grinning fondly, "I remember when I was... twelve or something, my younger brother and I just came back from school, we were hungry and he was particularly emotional because he had gotten in trouble from fighting with some kid. We got back home and our mom made these amazing steamed cabbage rolls with ground beef and what I later found out was cannabis leaves. It was one of the fondest memories I had of home. Just being a kid, trying to be a policeman. I usually make that dish from time to time out of homesickness but then it all stopped after 1976 because cannabis was made illegal so I haven't had it in quite some time."
There was an aura shrouding Jongho, something that felt more like nostalgia and longing with a hint of hurt. But you didn't dare to point that out as you were afraid of poking him on a sore spot. So you decided to go another direction, "So is that what you want, cheech? You want to smoke some MJ?" you teased. Jongho immediately turned to look at you with an exasperated look before sighing, "Of course not, I'm being sentimental here! Besides, the drug use now was nothing compared to how it was back then. There were no prohibition or anything so it was somewhat fine as long as it was controlled, but when I first got my police training, I did see some cases of people tripping in restaurants or getting into fights due to hallucinations in the street, they were a handful," he snickered, remembering a particular memory of a guy who was tripping and he was thinking that a witch poisoned his tea when in fact his wife had spiked it to get him to confess to adultery.
"Do you miss your life before? Your... original life, I mean," you couldn't help but ask after seeing Jongho being so... Enthused from talking about his life. Jongho paused mid-bite, surprised that you would ask that. To be honest, Jongho never thought about that particular question before. Sure, he thought about his past life rather often but it was never about if he missed his old life or not. He reminisced because he had been through a lot for quite some time, but he wasn't sure if he particularly missed it.
"Well... I miss my mom... And my dad... And my little brother... I don't miss the way people usually die after forty or fifty or from the common cold and I don't miss the way we have to walk for two weeks to get to a whole different city because we had to walk everywhere," Jongho stated, giving you a bit of an understanding. Then you pursed your lips, "I've never asked you this... But what did your parents do? How was your little brother like?" "My parents had an apothecary. My dad had connection to China where he import special herbs and medicine so he was able to get under the king's radar and so it simplified my application to the police academy. My little brother, that little copycat, seeing me working decided that he wanted to become a policeman too. He thought, and I quote, 'if you out of all stubborn people could do it, I can do it better,' which is absolutely infuriating," he chuckled.
As his chuckle died, you saw his face relax and his smile faltered as his gaze dropped to the coffee table in front of you, "I never got to see him graduating from the academy. Last I heard, he was given a prestigious honour and my parents were so proud that they held a celebration for him. The same way they did when I also graduated and got a recognition honour from the palace itself," he said, this time with a tone that conveyed his sadness.
Truly, at that moment all you wanted was to reach over and pull him into your arms, comforting him. But you knew you couldn't, you knew you shouldn't because you weren't sure how he was going to react. So instead, you straightened up and scooted closer to him to the point that your knees were touching. Realizing your attempt to comfort him, Jongho cracked a grin and shook his head in slight embarrassment, "Sorry, didn't mean to make the mood sour. I just... I never got to talk about this to anyone who might understand, you know?" You furrowed your eyebrows slightly, "Don't you talk to your friends about this?" to which he scoffed, "The fabled creatures? Sure. They don't grow up, they were created to be that way. Even the guardians, were once human but upon their tragic and unfair death, they were given the choice to become guardians and when they agreed their memories and feelings over their mortal lives were wiped out. Sure, Seonghwa hyung allows them to read their Book, but since their feelings were wiped, they don't really feel attachment. So when I talk about my past life, when I talk about how I miss certain things, they're all up on me talking about how I should be glad that I get to feel the modern age, they try to push me to focus on the silver lining which is more beneficial, yes, but-" "Sometimes you need to weep and wallow," you finished, surprising Jongho.
Now, there was a sad smile on your face as you nodded in understanding. "I know, I get it," you simply said, reaching forward to pat him on the knee. You wanted to tell him how sometimes you also just hole yourself up in your room and cry about your parents. You tried talking to Mingi about this but he couldn't understand, he kept telling you about how knowing your parents wasn't always a good thing since he barely knew his dad. So you tried talking to Liz and Wonyoung but of course, coming from a functional family, they can't understand your need to cry yourself out sometimes and instead, they kept telling you to be happy. Taehyun and Hyunjin... Well, they were simply out of the question. But This, knowing that someone you least expected was sharing your perspective, was surprising but also comforting. You couldn't help but see Jongho in a different light and no, it wasn't just because your lightbulb gave Jongho this soft, almost boyish glow with his glimmering eyes filled with contentment and cheeks a rosy hue from baring his feelings.
As to not turn the moment depressing, you cleared your throat and nodded towards the TV. "Not gonna lie, it's kind of intriguing that both you and I can open a grief support group with Captain America there," you pointed out. Jongho raised an eyebrow, unsure as to what you meant, "The guy in spandex holding a trash lid? How so?" You gasped loudly and smacked your thigh, "Trash lid?? That's his shield! That thing is made out of vibranium and he's just so super strong- Okay, no, we need to get to the bottom of this, oh my God, I will not shut up until you completely understand," you positioned yourself so you were sitting facing Jongho as he groaned and dropped his head back, "Do I want to know what a vibranium is?" "Yes, of course!" you exclaimed excitedly while Jongho pretended to sob.
You two ended up watching The Avengers after that while you gave your commentary and explained things so Jongho would understand. Jongho, despite not really wanting to know, found himself rather intrigued with the band of superheroes and even asking questions, engaging actively whilst paying attention, even commenting how Hawkeye should've been dead at least 20 times because a real arrow and a real archer would not have been able to do a repeat shooting and in exchange, he explained how archery works to you.
It was a dramatic shift in conversation but that night, you two got to know each other and after a long time, Jongho finally let a new person into his life, genuinely in and not just because he had something he needed. And he couldn't be more glad to have his stoic stance proven wrong by you out of all people.
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