#i adore her but she scares me also
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I'm voting Kotoko Guilty this round for quite a few reasons. First off, the only other two characters who have been voted guilty are Haruka and Muu. Yk. Minors. Who are already in a shitty mindset, who's verdict will most likely make that worse? Yeah. I would rather not have them beat up by Kotoko. And she WOULD beat them up- she would have beat up Amane if she hadn't been stopped, and Amane is much younger than Haruka and Muu.
I don't even mind her fighting injustice to feel good about herself. I mean, she's still fighting injustice. Regardless of her personal feelings about it, she's still doing good things. It's the way she goes about it that worries me. The article she was reading on her phone states that "more violence than necessary was used". Of course, the article could always be biased, but Kotoko has shown herself to be a violent person. Her call to us to vote everyone else in Milgram as Guilty, regardless of their crime, is a request for us to give her permission to make them her enemy and crush them. She would apply the same amount of force to, say, Yuno- someone who simply had an abortion because she didn't want the baby- as a person who kidnapped a child.
Kotoko sees everything in black and white. Yuno's "crime" of an abortion is just as evil as Haruka's crime of murder. Here's a reminder of the character's crimes (from my understanding):
Haruka: killed out of desperation to be seen, to have his mother finally acknowledge him after he wasn't good enough (ie, neurotypical) to keep up with the other kids.
Yuno: Had an abortion because she didn't want the baby. She didn't have some tragic reason why, she had a normal life. She was simply doing as she pleased.
Fuuta: Took part in cancel culture, which ended up doxxing a minor and she took her own life. He didn't want to accept responsibility for this, but it was clearly weighing on his mind.
Muu: She bullied others with her friends, and then her friends turned on her. She reached out to a classmate for help, but didn't receive any. Muu stabbed her in a panic, after alluding to either her or the classmate dying at the end of all of this.
Shido: Medical malpractice ? I think ? It's still not clear to me idk
Mahiru: Abused her boyfriend until he offed himself due to her sheltered life and toxic positivity. She feels as though she can't change, and she wants someone to love even if it hurts both of them.
Kazui: Lied about romantically loving his wife so that he could fit in to society at large. When he finally opened up about his feelings, the shock of it all caused his wife to end her life. He cared for her, but can't continue lying like this.
Amane: Killed her abuser, and is clinging to religion to both justify it to herself and comfort herself.
Mikoto: Still unclear whether he or John did the murder, how many murders there were, who was murdered, etc. The focus isn't exactly on the murder, moreso how mentally ill people are pushed to their limit with no support or help from others and the unhealthy coping mechanisms that can arise from that.
She tells us to throw away our sympathy. But understanding and kindness and sympathy are so so so important- not just in Milgram, but everywhere else, too. Yes, these are just characters, but a popular theory is that they represent societal issues. And I do believe that's true. They may not be real, but they represent real problems real people face. By ignoring the nuance, we blindly swing at whatever we're told is "guilty". Kotoko only attacked the prisoners we announced as Guilty. She won't act on her own moral code, merely the law. We are the law in Milgram, so she follows us.
I adore Kotoko, but her mindset is genuinely dangerous. While this is unlikely (cough, Amane) I hope her Guilty vote will help her. But it probably won't- Guilty votes destroy a person. But I can't vote her Innocent, either. I don't forgive her for her black and white thinking. Thus, she is Guilty to me. I'm very curious how she'll develop after this. I'm a little scared, too, but oh well.
#milgram#textpost#milgram kotoko#kotoko yuzuriha#opinions#milgram voting#if you disagree id love to hear your perspective#about kotoko i mean. shes the focus#i adore her but she scares me also
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nina salazar-roberts is such a beautiful case study in comphet and I genuinely think her arc deserves so more appreciation
#female main character who does NOT end up with a guy?? whose arc is about defining her worth around her relationships with men and realizing#she is so much more as a person outside of that#who loves and adores her friends and values every one of her friendships with them with the care and intensity of a romantic relationship??#whose self worth isnt tied to being The Best because she just wants to express herself for HER and make art with her friends#because she loves them and sees the beauty in making something with the people you love even if she isnt the star#and finds the balance between caring about her relationships and having an identity outside of them#of course the fandom hates her. yall can't stand any female character who has a personality outside of her love interest#people who call her bland or selfish or whatever annoy me so much. she's a TEENAGE GIRL figuring out who she wants to be jfc#and is just trying her best and cares so fucking much about the people around her#i love her so much and am so glad she exists as a main character#hsmtmts#nini salazar roberts#olivia rodrigo#also i think liv embodies so much of her in her music#all american bitch. scared of my guitar. enough for you#she's just such a relatable depiction of the messy teenage girl experience
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Rebecca Chambers in Resident Evil Remastered (2002)
#crimson's gifs: resident evil#Resident Evil#RE#Resident Evil 1#RE1#Resident Evil 1 Remastered#Resident Evil Remastered#RE Remastered#RE1R#Rebecca Chambers#Rebecca Chambers (RE1)#Why is her cgi cutscenes so scuffed in the end of this game bro 😭😭 RE0 has much better cgi cutscenes how are they in the same collection#Speaking of that im ngl her va in this game isnt nearly as good as her re0 one either :/#RE0 and Vendetta Rebecca is her better characterisation where you can tell shes scared but shes also a badass#Because yes shes young but shes also a fucking special ops cop so shes gotta have a backbone yknow#Idk theres just a huge disconnect between her character in re0 (half an hour ago) and re1 (also chris needs to cut her some damn slack)#Anyways ILY REBECCAAAAA#Dont take any of this as me hating Rebecca I actually adore her I've just played so much RE1R recently#That Ive collected a lot of thoughts on the game as a whole#Btw I was so fixated on getting every single piece of Rebecca footage that I accidently got the No Saving achievement 😭#I genuinely forgot to fucking save bro I noticed after i fucking GOT TO THE MINES#Thats the under courtyard btw idk why ive stuck to calling it the mines
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I have new neighbors and today they were out in their yard (the youngest kid saw a cool bug) and their little dog was offleash so I got to meet neighbor dog! Neighbor dog is my new favorite
#the person behind the yarn#neighbor dog is small and has curly fur and tiny little corgi-esque legs#and her tail is so fluffy it drags on the ground when it's down#but she mostly walks around with her tail up and waving like a flag#absolutely adorable! I sat on the ground to greet her (to be less intimidating)#and once I passed the sniff check and she'd greeted my dad and brother too#she came back to me and flopped against my legs for more pets#I am delighted to meet her and hope I will see her again in the near future#and since she's an offleash dog and my yard is not really fenced between my house and my neighbor's#I'm sure I will lol#I do not understand offleash dogs? like. fundamentally don't get it#but also none of my childhood dogs were recall trained#and my main two dogs in childhood were A. a runner. wanted to run more than anything. if the door was open he'd run and run and run#not to get away he just really liked running#and B. my dear Wolfie who had the common sense of a block of concrete#we could not let that dog offleash because he would get lost inside the house#he got stuck up a tree once (only like a foot off the ground)#he was the size of a sort of large rabbit (another reason not to be offleash)#so he was offleash in our fenced in yard but only supervised#either by a human or by our other dog (who was both smart and scary enough to scare away other animals)#okay I guess I had three childhood dogs? I think we got Lilly when I was an adult though#Lilly could not be an offleash dog because she had an EXTREMELY high prey drive. she was a hunting dog#she was also Wolfie's bodyguard
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TEEN WOLF SEASON 3B WATCH YIPPEE !!
#magpie thoughts#on ep 14 run#realized yet again how fucking BLUE Isaac’s eyes are. jesus#that is not even in the top 10 most impactful parts of this episode but i still noticed it#MALIA AND MR TATE AUGHHGHH. that’s her dad. that is her DAD#to me anyway.#like. I don’t understand i mean she has this big crying reunion with mr Tate and the next time we see her she’s in eichen house and we don’t#see Mr Tate at all after that? and its supposed to just matter cuz he’s not her ‘’real’’ dad and peter is?#she was a coyote for nine years so sure there’s gonna be some distance and conflict and stuff but.#he still RAISED HER for all the years of her life BEFORE THAT.#does that just not matter?#idk man.#also I’m now on galvanize and got Scott is so adorable. scaring stiles with his glowy red eyes and then smiling all cute like that when#-stiles says ‘I hate you’. I LOVE HIMMM#magpie's teen wolf experience
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Tonight, right now, not even ten minutes ago, might have been the closest I got to an outright hatecrime
#morningtalks#Ask to tag#<- I have no clue what I'd have to tag this tbh#But for the story.#Me and my friend (crush) are walking at two am after quite the night. I am fully sober but she's got a few drinks and is just tired now#Like we're walking in silence she's just done type of tired#(part of me worries I was too in love with her tonight but I will do my best to rationalize it as Her Being Tired and not my fault somehow)#But yeah we're walking there and we see/hear a bunch of guys that are clearly not on their first drink#They plan to go to the bar we were so I'm glad we left but they are full on far right singing slogans about getting the leftists out#We cross each other on the street and they immediately begin asking us if we're lefties but then they see my pins#And the fact that we're two girls walking alone and assume we're both lesbians#Ify I obviously am. I have Pins lmao but my crush is not (?)#But yeah I had heard their slogans from afar and had already grabbed my scissors discretely in case something happened#I was genuinely just getting myself ready to fight them all just to leave my friend a chance to run if possible#But I was genuinely scared for her (and also for me but I have a bad habit of prioritizing others' wellbeing and especially here)#So they think we're lesbians and immediately start yelling they don't like lesbians and some other hurtful stuff#But it didn't fully enter my brain. I genuinely don't care#But I was still very afraid they DO something#Luckily they just walked away and we were left in peace but I was genuinely ready to do literally anything to not let my friend get hurt#By these men#I might see her a bit tomorrow. Probably not a lot but we'll see each other#And she doesn't seem to mind too much (she thought we'd see each other next week for class obviously and said “til next week”#(translated quite literally))#I thanked her for the evening still but I genuinely think she just needs to sleep and I don't have to overthink everything that happened#In the end#The first hours of the night were AMAZING though. Genuinely never been closer to her than there I adored every second of it#(and the other people were fun too but. She. Yano)#Anyways I have a thing at 11 I'll go sleep before being fully dead for that thing#But I might genuinely have a delayed reaction on those last events tomorrow#But now I gotta sleep too
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most fucked up thing at my new job is there's only zero calorie sweeteners at the coffee station in the break room. three different kinds of zero calorie sweetener but no regular sugar because the assumption is that literally everyone is on a diet?
#is this because its a job dominated by women in particular??? idk#that's so weird#like sorry i can taste the difference and i prefer naturally occurring sugar from nature how is that not even an option#drinking nasty bitter af coffee bc i am So Sleepy but i refuse to use artificial sweeteners#they Do taste different and they're not even good for you im not doing that lol#also they got mad at me for telling one of the parents that we took one of the kids temperature and it was 99 and he threw up a little#when his dad came to get him yesterday and all of the other teachers were nowhere to be found#they were like tou shouldnhave had colleen do that#ma'am colleen went home before that and so did you#i should have left already too but waited bc the ratio on the playground was bad#anyway i did NOT say he had a fever i said it was 99 and to talk to the teacher inside#but the dad didnt yalk to her clearly then went home and scared the mom that he had a fever and threw up so she texted my boss freaking out#i literally just said he threw up a little and we took his temperature and it was 99 and to talk to the other teacher#which was all true and there was no one else there to tell him#anyway#apparently the person who had my job before me was a wacko who scared the parents with fake medical information or something#but that is not my fault and nobody told me that or not to tell the parents anything medical until this morning#ugh#also my supervisor is kind of a weirdo#she wanted to show everyone ~cute~ pictures of animals she has killed while hunting???#and i said i didnt want to see#and she was like ~oh it's not dead yet in the picture~#like okay but its dead now???#she traps them first so its a cute little fox in a trap about to be killed 😭#like wtfff#i know trappong predators is a reality but why take pictures like ohhh so cute then kill it#THEN show everyone the cute pictures like yeah isnt he adorable i killed him btw <3#huh??????#she has a bobcat tail on her keychain too she was giving it to the teachers and kids to pet like ohhh its so soft <3
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i've had two really good days back in my hometown!!!:) yesterday i had coffee with my fifty something woman bestie who is funniest person i know, then i saw my fifty something straight white man bestie who basically treats me like im his kid; we accidentally talked until 1 am without realising the time. today i went to a café with a dear dear friend (who is actually my age) and although im very worried about her it was nice to see her and hopefully she was able to take her mind off things a little. and then my political idol and also friend – a city councilmember from my political party – walked in with her equally cool husband and we caught up a little and they said they'd invite me over for homemade pasta soon :)!!
#straight white man bestie is actually on the city council too but she's our frontrunner; she's a deeply respected politican on the left-wing#in my hometown of 120k ish. i adore her though im also a little a scared of her lmao but she seemed genuinely happy to see me :)#i miss my hometown a lot ngl
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Me: Mother, we should dress the baby up for halloween.
Mother: She's not even four months old yet, she doesn't need candy.
Me: I didn't say anything about candy???
Mom: But then why dress her up?
Me:....You know, just because you've dressed up two babies before now, doesn't mean that it's not still fun >:C
Mom: I've dressed up two babies before, which means I already know how much this one is going to squirm and fuss when she gets uncomfortable.
Me:
Mom:
Me: But-
Mom: You already bought a costume, didn't you?
Me: YES, look at it, it's a little pumpkin overalls set, with a matching hat-
Mom: She'll be too hot-
Me: I considered that when I bought the fabric. It's made out of muslin, so depending on what the weather is like, we can put it on her as just clothes, or we can get her cozy with something warmer underneath.
Mom:
Me:
Mom: You made this?
Me: Yes. the costumes at the store are scratchy and they smell weird.
Mom: ....we should try it on her to make sure it fits...
Me: I mean, it's pretty loose already. I wanted her to be able to wiggle around if she wanted to. Plus I added some extra snaps in case we needed some extra room, or she decided to get significantly bigger in the next month.
Mom: Honey, I'm saying that I would like to put the baby in the pumpkin suit right this very second, because it's very cute.
Me: Oh. Okay! I think Dad has her?
#and then my mother hunted down my sister with the same excited grin that I usually have#cherry updates#kind of#listen im just very enthusiastic about the baby#shes small but shes gotten a lot bigger#and shes so attentive now!#i usually suck with eye contact but its so easy to look right at her for some reason?#and she makes the cutest faces and smiles and giggles#she doesn't cry a LOT when she wants something but#she is baby so how else is she supposed to say she needs something?#when she does cry tho#oh boy she has a set of pipes#apparently i was also a very loud infant#it is what it is#i would post an adorable picture of her#but honestly the internet scares me a little bit and also my parents are iffy about putting her face on the internet#at least until she's old enough to understand what the internet is and what it means to be online#and get her consent for it#god they got so much shit from our family members for that decision#anyways im getting carried away#i promise im still alive and lurking around#im just totally infatuated with the tiny human#cherry news
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I heard you guys like puppets ;)
She works in like an extension of Howdy's bodega (I just really like the guy :3) that's kind of 50s diner inspired / Soda shop!! She's just the girl ever
(I like to think she's not quite a part of the main cast, more like a reoccurring background character that every now and then gets lines)
#welcome home#welcome home oc#welcome home sona#welcome home fanart#fanart#can I just give a shout out to Clown for making such a lovely story#It's pretty heavy on scopophobia but it's been actively helping me not be so scared of it!!!#also I don't think I'll keep her name as Clem#I'd prefer is she was an oc instead of a self insert.. ;-;#I couldn't be bothered to deal with the text system of my drawing program so no bio (nor can I properly articulate what I'm thinking)#I just adore all of these characters so much and it's just great seeing everybody's interpretations!!
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i can't get clear pictures of victoria w her eyes open bc she has two modes KILLING AND VIOLENCE and snooooork mimimimi
#she's a sweet cat she's just a homicidal maniac#rn she is huddled next to me on the bed facing the doorway to be ready for all possible threats#but when she conks out she gives zero fucks abt anything#she'll snuggle up on me or next to me and it's lights out#apparently she only recently became adoptable according to the woman i got her from#like she just decided one day that she liked people after all#i miss lily every single day but i'm also happy we happened to be in the right place + time to take victoria#she was so sick and scared and hid in the corner of my closet when we brought her home#but the first night she came up on the bed and laid a careful distance away from me...#and once she had her bad teeth removed and the ear mites exterminated she was like a brand new kitty cat#there was no adoption fee bc it wasn't an official adoption but i think her previous owner knew she needed care that she couldn't afford#i felt really guilty abt the vet bills for a cat i picked out but my dad adores her and tells me all the time he's happy we took her home#i just wish i could get better pics bc she's so cute!!! lily would pose for me all the time but victoria wants to eat my phone fkjhgfdjh
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when i knocked on my conductor’s office door this afternoon she yelled ‘COME IN’ but it was locked so i imagine her reaction upon opening the door was probably something like ‘who left this upset and trembling chihuahua on my doorstep? oh, it’s just em.’
#conductor reading my thank you email before i told her what happened: oh she’s adorable!#conductor looking at me after the spring concert party: oh she’s traumatized!#like. at what point should i just accept that i probably have PTSD from what happened at my last group.#it’s been four years and it still affects my personal and professional relationships#to such a point where i’m just [gestures with disgust at self]#ugh i suck. but i will not hear a single bad word against my conductor. i owe her so much#it’s just. last year i didn’t feel anything bc i was too busy learning how to coexist in an orchestra again#and also i had a layer of stands to hide behind#i had very little one on one interaction with her#now it’s like i talk to her all the time#i’m sitting right in front of her. looking her right in the face#i’m feeding off her energy trying to translate her gestures into music#and all the fear comes screaming back even though i Know. objectively. i am safe#there’s so much disconnect bc i feel frustrated bc i think my fear is preventing me from being the best i can be#there are so many places in the rep this year where the seconds are very prominently featured#and every rehearsal she says we can come out more#so everyone is just following the lead of this scared little creature who still has#part of their mind stuck at sixteen crying in a corner at the vienna konzerthaus#we can come out more. dolce. dolcissimo. I KNOW. GIRL I KNOW. I KNOW I CAN READ THE FUCKING PART#ITS JJST ME THATS THE PROBLEM#but other than that she seems. so happy with me. she’s always telling me to keep up the good work#like sure it’s good work but it doesn’t feel like my Best work#and i want to give her my Best work because#fuck it she helped give me back my smile#just like how my violin teacher helped give me back my smile#so of COURSE i want to give them my Best! it’s the least i can do!#anyways. what a fucking day#em jumped up busker#music is about love#<- for journaling
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I also have for your consideration: Louise Belcher, aka the first character I ever kinned (I was 4-5 years old)
#bob’s burgers#louise belcher#she’s adorable but also she would hit me for saying that#at least early seasons louise would- not sure about the newer versions#there’s a lot I want to say about her because she’s now like a little sister to me#but I’m scared of anything else being taken VERY WRONGLY so. ending it for now with a#i just think she’s neat
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There’s a BookTuber I’m subscribed to now and she’s so sweet. Like we have fundamentally different priorities (she didn’t immediately get a library card upon moving to a new city??? She hasn’t visited all of the indie bookstores near her, just B&N???), but she’s so cute and so happy and has such an interesting way of doing the parasocial relationships on her videos. CHARMING.
#my taste overlaps with hers on maybe (MAYBE) 1/3-1/2 of the books she’s excited about#but still.#it’s so interesting to also see the influence of pop culture and BookTok and goodreads reviews on what she reads#like it’s so fascinating to me that a book can’t just sound interesting to be bought on one of her bookstore blogs#it has to be interesting AND a recommendation#or interesting AND have good goodreads reviews#the first one: fair#the second one idk! maybe it’s just the books I read or my own taste#but a lot of the time I just don’t like the books that a lot of people adore on goodreads#also I can very much relate to her thought process that she talks about while discussing her haul#of when she buys multiple books by a new author (or is tempted to)#‘nope let’s read ONE and see if we like it first’#or wanting to be a well-rounded reader so reading books that are popular but out of your comfort zone#or like a good library has the classics#side note: why are the B&N signature classics so BEAUTIFUL now#BACK IN MY DAY THEY LOOKED REALLY BORING#the sameness was definitely good for branding but GAH#anyway. it’s a shame I’m trying to set my sleep schedule to rights#because it means I can’t scare myself by reading horror and then soothe myself with tv#unfortunate.
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Oh I forgot to post this! I posted it elsewhere but not on Tumblr. I made Klee from felt! She took a couple days but it was fun. I’m working on some slimes right now. I have most of their bodies done, it’s just the details I need to finish up.
Here’s her back & side btw. I even added her little Dodoco ❤️
#not sure if I’m going to make any more characters b/c a lot of them are complicated#I think I decided that YaoYao didn’t seem too difficult#but if I do that I kind of also want to make Baizhu and Qiqi#to have a whole set#since YaoYao is Qiqi’s buddy. and I love Qiqi she’s just so adorable#poor kid she tries her best. i’m proud of her!#in other felt videogame news I am also working on Prompto from FFXV. his head is all I need to finish#also Ferdinand from FE 3H and Pandreo from FE Engage#um if anyone has any ideas for more felt videogame characters I’d love to hear them#all of them will be under consideration first just b/c I’ve only been doing this a few months so some may be too hard for me rn#I’m currently considering making Leon from RE and Sean from RDR2 though#I WANT to make Sylvain from FE 3H but I’m scared he seems complicated#how do I convey the layers in the armor?? it’ll all just be a gray blob!!#animals and creatures are easier that people characters but I have made like 3 people so far#so I can do it. just some. especially characters in fantasy settings like genshin and FE are more complex in their design#genshin impact#felt friends#genshin impact klee
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Me, trying to get my mother to check Facebook so I don't have to do the anxiety inducing thing and open the convo about my lovely SO, hopi g she'll see the posts I've made about Hadley and open a conversation herself: 🫣
My mother, doing everything except checking FB since I made the sappy posts and changed my relationship status: 😀
#help. im scared to open the cknvo cos i fear she'll be like 'rarara how can you have an ldr when you havdnt met them'#i know REASONABLY#shell be like '“oh jyst be careful make sure they are genuine etc”#which is fine!! i get that#and she is hyper protective of me and always has been#but. im anxious. and i want her to open the convo tbh#i told my bff tho and she was so lovely she said 'im so glad youve found someone'#and she also said she wants to meet hadley when hadleys over here next year which!!!!#something about my bff who is like a sister to me meeting the person i adore makes my heart happy
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