#i actually want to cry
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btw:
- eddie is always carrying his little baby in a baby sling everywhere he goes and his nose lives burrowed in babyās fuzzy little head.
- babyās hand is constantly grabbing at eddieās st. christopher pendant, and it always makes eddie smile because he remembers grabbing onto it in times of despair before and now he couldnāt ever imagine feeling like that again.
- when baby is able to start forming words, apart from going around calling buck all the pet names that eddieās always calling him, baby starts asking buck to āgimme a kithā all of the time. as thatās something youāll always catch eddie diaz playfully asking buck diaz for before he pecks him all over the face :)
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The way Kirkās voice is shaking during this scene. He looks like he holds back tears :( He already experiences grief from death of his brother and sister in law, witnessed how painful it was, and now his soulmate is also dying, and not only dying, he is suffering beyond comprehension, and still wants to help. You can almost hear his heart shattering when he hears once again how strong is the pain Spock feels, so strong, that Spock canāt maintain control. Jim looks like he will lose control soon as well.
#star trek#james t kirk#jim kirk#mccoy#spock#star trek tos#spirk#st tos#tos spock#star trek spock#i actually want to cry#this episode broke me#this episode had so much angst for literally everyone#james kirk#kirk/spock#captain kirk#let me help
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iām pretty sure ronan lynch described his feelings for adam parrish as an oil spill. and gansey said that loving blue sargent was like breathing. and adam parrish said that making ronan lynch smile was as charged as making a bargain with a magical forest. and ronan lynch said he would rather die than hurt adam parrish. and gansey said he would do anything just to make adam parrish smile. and ronan lynch gave blue sargent his flashlight so she wouldnāt be in the dark. and gansey and ronan lynch ran to adam parrishās trial. and ronan lynch dreamt a sun and handcream and a car. and gansey could sleep after talking to blue sargent. and adam parrish came to get ronan lynch when he was drowning in his own mind. and ronan lynch wrote remembered over and over and over for noah czerny. and gansey and ronan lynch went and got orange juice. and adam parrish never wanted to fight with gansey again because he was his best friend. and ronan lynch worshiped adam parrish. and gansey wanted the old ronan lynch back but really just wanted any ronan lynch he could have. and they were all in love with one another.
tamquam-
-alter idem
#trc is so lovecore#i actually want to cry#sorry to anyone who has to read this#FOUND FAMILY#trc#ronan lynch#adam parrish#blue sargent#richard campbell gansey iii#gangsey#the raven cycle#pynch#adam and ronan#the raven boys#blue lily lily blue#henry cheng#the dream thieves#the gangsey#blusey#noah czerny#mine
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okay well i hope trump k_lls himself in the worst way and i hope his bloodline is cursed for generations & then some. this is the start of the end and white people have done it again. cheating, corruption, stealing etc. itāll never stop. i genuinely have no faith in this country nor its people.
#i actually want to cry#i hate this man#i hate him#the amount of hate i have for him is bigger than any fucking election#fuck america#fuck this stupid ass country built on lies and the pain of my ancestors and others#this is a fucking joke#all of it
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I'm gonna fucking cry I made my mom a hat out of very fancy alpaca/wool yarn and SHE THREW IT IN THE FUCKING WASHING MACHINE šššš rip hat
#content warning for fiber artists#I actually want to cry#knitting#my thoughts#now she's saying ācant you just take it apart and remake itā#š
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Why. Canāt. I. Write?!
#this is so frustrating#I actually want to cry#where did the fuel go?#I was on a roll#and nowā¦. nothing?#help#da rulah speaks
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will forever be on my soapbox abt how schooling should not be online outside of class hours ever. if i want to be in contact with you i'll come to your office hours. i don't want my professors to have 24/7 access to me. updates on stuff to do. ability to just throw piles upon piles of reading on you. i think tech has a place in learning for SURE but i think that place is not taking over the entirety of student's lives. there's no period of separation anymore. you constantly have school at your fingertips. it doesn't feel like you can have "off" hours where you hang out with friends or party or just fucking Chill Out anymore. the work is always looming and lingering.
#access of a ton of information via pdf? great!#using that access to make people read like a hundred pages every week and respond to it online and do discussion posts etc etc? no!!!!!#and even speaking as a future teacher. i DONT want students having 24/7 access to me either!#they ALSO need time away!#i actually want to cry#theres no room to BE A PERSON!!!!!! outside of school#i want to drop out so bad#yap yap yapping
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i know google did not just log me out of my account, ON ALL OF MY DEVICES, and refuse to let me in any other way because my recovery number is OLD and my recovery email is apparently THE SAME FUCKING GMAIL LIKE??? meaning all of my wips are GONE. ALL OF THEM. EVERY SINGLE ONE. WHAT THE FUCK.
#g! talks personal#g! talks writing#i actually want to cry#im SO lucky i copy and pasted the luke fic on here already#leafs lb
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Spent the last week reading one of the best xmen/oc fic Iāve ever read, got to the last update this morning only to find out it hasnāt been updated since January 2nd and IT WAS LEFT ON A CLIFFHANGER
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they got rid of all the plants outside on the roof terrace outside my window š
#i actually want to cry#sure it looked a bit wild and messy but like. it had been growing for three years#i was the only one who ever went out there and i know it isn't but it does feel like a personal attack
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I feel so fucking disgusting right now
#i over ate and i feel so gross#why can't i be weightless#i feel so dirty#i actually want to cry#i feel shitty#tw ana#i fucking hate food#tw ana vent#ana vent#tw ed sheeran#tw ana diary#gonna go kms#girlhood#girlblogging#girlblog#girlblogger#i wanna stā#tw#ana and mia#tw ed diet#tw disordered eating#this is a girlblog#hell is a teenage girl#girl blogger#this is what makes us girls#the female experience#i wanna die#mine
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oh my gosh ā the first chapter of forgotten child was amazing !! i really enjoyed the dialogue you combined with the in-game scene in shang tsungās laboratory.
and ā i really like the dynamic & interactions w/ the readerās family!! keep up the good work & i look forward to the next part :D
Anon, you are too kind!
Iām so overwhelmed with emotions right now. Iāve never had so many people say they want to see more of my writing.
I thank you for your kind words! Please stay tuned for chapter two!
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i think iām gonna have to eat the author of this manhwa
#for better or for worse#EVERUTHING WAS LINING UP PERFECTLY UNITL ā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļøā¼ļø THIS RECENT UPDATE#i hate the miscommunication trope so damn bad itās eating me alive#i actually want to cry#iām gonna break something#*fizzyspeaks
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my google searches for the past two weeks are basically just chest pain, heart problems and respiratory problems and tbh i'm scared
#oh and health insurance price jdjdjdjdjd#bc i was dumb enough to forget to report to them that i don't have a job anymore so i lost the insurance#and now i have to pay 240 euros for the past three months since i quit my job#and 160 euros for the next two months until i get the rights for the fre insurance in october as a student#and i absolutely do not have that kind of money#i actually want to cry#and i can't tell my dad i need money#like yeah he would give it to me but he would thing i'm incompetent#which i am lol#and i can't work in august bc i have some things to attend#and i doubt anyone would wanna hire me for one month in september#anywayyyyyyy#i'm an idiot
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my sisterās bf just sent her roses to our door WHEN WILL IT BE MY TURN
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the hannibal finaleā¦ girl what the fuck
i knew it was coming and yet??????? what ????
WHY didnāt they kiss who was in charge of them not kissing
jk i know who was in charge and i know why yāall hate his ass now LMAO it is justified!!!
iām actually so sad why couldnāt they have just run away together why make us watch that :( i know they have done war crimes but just let them be :((
#i actually want to cry#hulu auto played the next show as if i wasnāt actively mourning#at least they were together i guess#honestly bedelia is me at the end i would also do that for hannibal#hannibal spoilers#hannibal finale#spoilers#hannibal watch through
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