#i actually think about this everyday
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we never got to see tess call joel "texas" in the show and i think that's such a small detail lost, so just imagine if, one day, joel's texas twang sounds extra strong, maybe he's talking with tommy and they both let their accents come through with ease when they're having a good time.
joel says something that's just so southern and ellie responds with "look at you, texas. spoken like a true cowboy."
and something in joel shakes a little. only tess ever called him that, and ellie doesn't understand the weight behind such a dumb little nickname, but joel—joel grins a small, shaky upturn of his lips, and tells her to shut up. ellie chuckles and tommy chances a quick glance at him, knows that joel is probably taken back to a time after the fall of the world, when he met a brave, spunky woman who made joel feel not so alone anymore when another lonely person eased into his life.
joel sees a lot of tess in ellie, and even if they knew each other for less than a day, he knew tess cared for the kid, even a little. he sees her in the way ellie punches him after a bad joke, in the way she devours anything he makes for dinner because he's a damn good cook and because they're both animals when not fed or watered. joel can hear her laughter in ellie's voice when something exceptionally exciting happens in jackson, when ellie races joel and her and shimmer leave him in the dust beyond the town's walls. joel can especially see tess in ellie's eyes, when she looks at him like he's the only person in the world who truly matters to her. because, to joel, tess was that person—besides tommy, of course.
but now it's ellie. it's all ellie.
tess may be gone, and joel may have made peace with that notion, but joel has never truly forgotten all the small things that made up their relationship. and with ellie around, saying it every five minutes because she thinks it's such a clever little quip, joel knows tess is still there. in that dumb little nickname.
#the last of us#tlou#joel miller#tess the last of us#ellie williams#the last of us hbo#tlou hbo#i actually think about this everyday#joel may not have loved her the way she deserved but goddamn it did he like that nickname#ellie eventually finds out what it means and asks joel if he wants her to stop but joel says no#bc he misses it#and bc it feels like tess is right there#omgahgase writes
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i think everyone who's ever had migraines should be financially compensated forever btw
#camera talks#disability stuff#this is for my chronic migraine girlies (gn) <3#i think we should all get 1 million million dollars everyday actually#this is the worst fucking night of my life (everytime i have migraines) (specifically rn tho)#chronic pain#chronic migraine#migraines#chronically ill#disabled#disclaimer because idk I’ve got a lot of notes on this#I have diagnosed chronic migraines. I used to have them 5-6 times a week#now with medication on a good week I’ll only be affected 2-3 days#on bad weeks it’s much worse#anyways don’t doubt my condition I know what I’m talking about thx
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[ORV] happy Han Myungoh before I explore (my interpretation of) his trauma ^_^
[CONTENT WARNING: Body Horror / Gore underneath]
Han Myungoh had to save his daughter in exchange for her freedom and his humanity
Han Myungoh did try killing the baby before it was born, but he changed his mind later and gave birth to Han Dareum and loved her. SOURCE: Chapter 251: Episode 47 – Demon King Selection (5)
Still, it must've been scary living his entirely life as a straight cis man then suddenly being hit with the fear of pregnancy, having to experience what it's like to have a living being growing inside you. (Even if not physically, since: 1. The specifics never got told in the novel 2. Han Dareum is a curse 3. Han Myungoh himself said he "give birth from the heart.")
#orv#omniscient readers viewpoint#han myungoh#orv han myungoh#my drawing museum#daily thoughts of me projecting my chronical fear of rape-caused pregnancy unto Han Myungoh#I hate how his story keeps being downplayed and joked about simply because he's a man#because aahahahha funny m-preg guys am I right. ugh.#I know damn well if Han Myungoh was a woman her story wouldn't be the butt of a joke at all#it's not that I think people should shut up with their jokes. they can be funny! I mean. who sees a pregnant man everyday??#it's just the users who joke about him without actually getting to know him as a character that REALLY pisses me off ^_^#you're not joking about him. you're making a MOCKERY of him. there's a difference#he's my comfort character. Of course I'd feel indignant#but hey. to each our own I suppose. cheers
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YOU LIKE AKEKITA?????? OMGGGGG HAND IN MARRIAGE PLS
do u have any art to share?
YESSSS I AM THE ONLY AKEKITA TRUTHER LEFT ON THIS SITE I FEAR 😔😔💔 we are an endangered breed.....also ofc i have art!!!!!!!
#this is from some time back i forgot to post it LMAO ty for this ask bc i would not have remembered 🫡#broooo akechi yusuke friendship could have SAVED this game#like im being so fr i rotate that one offcial art of both of them drinking starbucks in the cuntiest outfits ive ever seen in mind EVERYDAY#think about the implications#artist and their charismatic muse……..who also happens to wear the charming personality as a facade…..#yusuke actually says in one the anthologies that when he paints akechi he can’t bring himself to draw him with a happy expression#i think about that a lot#he literally knows 😭😭😭😭#god i wish they had interactions together they would’ve loved each other#persona 5#persona 5 royal#p5#p5r#yusuke kitagawa#goro akechi#akekita#lotus’s asks#lotus draws
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one of my favorite things about the deathly hallows book is the revelation that snape and petunia knew each other. like if you asked someone in 1997, “hey which two characters from harry potter have longstanding childhood beef with each other”. I’m not sure anyone would’ve answered “harry’s bitchy muggle aunt and the mean potions teacher”. but it also makes total sense. like they are the two biggest haters.
#the wizarding world’s drake vs kendrick#you decide which is which#my actual favorite revelation is that tom riddle got hagrid expelled#i love petunia’s allusion to him in ootp that harry mistakes for a reference to james and she doesn’t bother to elaborate#everyday I think about snape asking voldemort to spare lily bc he loved her & voldemort just being like “weird but okay”#like why voldemort agreed to that is hilarious to me. it’s the only time he’s ever been kinda nice? love that he has a soft spot for snape#dumbledore & voldemort being the only two ppl to find snape endearing is everything to me. like everyone’s like “snape’s disloyal”#but dumbledore & voldemort couldn’t care less. like that’s their boy#severus snape#i am neither pro nor against snape#harry potter
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childs's play aftermath
#if you cant tell i think about this a lot#lloyd is actually my roman empire i think about him everyday#ninjago#lloyd garmadon#ninjago fanart#ninjago art#ninjago lloyd#art#my art
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"Letters to Doc" - Cathy Linh Che
#yellowjackets#yjedit#yellowjacketsedit#jackie taylor#jackietayloredit#ella purnell#96yellowjackets#yellowjacketssource#yellowjacketscentral#yellowjacketsnetwork#tusermiles#tusercj#antlerqueer#usercleo#tvgifs#tvedit#**gifs#there's something about this i hate but i couldn't tell you what it is#i think what i actually hate is that tumblr reduces the quality by threefold on fucking mobile#anyways....... jackie taylor......... i miss u everyday
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Just found out I will be getting placed on one of the flight crews getting sent to fight fire in CA... I will have the LeBeau household.. for #KURINATION 🫡

live reaction to reading this message
#statistically speaking at least one of my followers had to be an actual everyday hero i just didnt think. they would think about my stupid#shitrats while they did it#what the fuck keep me updated stay safe wtf#im literally in the middle of working rn LOL#quarshton
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tri-trans! happy#tdov 💘
#trigun#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#meryl stryfe#available as a print also in the little heart#<-- guy who needs to work on promoting. but i just drew this for fun and for my own self happiness...#i drew an one piece vers of this before and i remembered it today while scrolling thru twitter#and knew i had to make a vers for them.... SOON MILLY WILL JOIN THEM TOO!!! love and peace!!!#they just make me sooo happy and its like. most ppl i interact with tends to hc them as trans so naturally. also the way nightow just#designed them. SO trans coded. sometimes i think about vash's design -- look at his little earring his hair his long red coat with the dips#it gets me every time. and meryl and wolfwood and milly... and actual trans canon chara elendira my love <3#anyway. im just happy being trans on this day. and everyday! it's been pretty rough but it's always nice to celebrate just being here#and with everyone else#ruporas art
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CHUNSIK MY BELOVEDDDDDD
#im korean american and BRO#when i tell you that i was so fucking excited and happy#i actually cried bc i got emotional thinking about it all 😭#the language i hear everyday being shown to an international audience n shit :((( waaaahhh its so cool man#my culture as well :(( i was so fuckin happy (i shared so much random korean shit on my twt LOL)#i died when q said he had a surprise for acau and mentioned the eggs bro#like holy shit YES A KOREAN EGG 😭😭😭 ITS ALL I’VE EVER WANTED BRO#I USED TO PRAY 😭😭😭#i love chunsik sm he’s such a polite lil gentleman :(((#he dug tina n her horse out when she fell in a hole …#placed blocks when she missed a jump to a ladder …#and opened a fucking door for her 😭😭 he’s such a sweetheart#i love him sm u actually dont understand#anyway normal tags now LOL#qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmp chunsik#chunsik fanart#chunsik the egg#qsmp korea#he is my everything 😭🫶#kristiliquart
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Every Boromir hater makes my enormous love for him grow stronger. Sorry you couldn't understand him, I get him tho and we're holding hands and the whole of Gondor is laughing at you
#lotr#boromir#tbh i think id actually have a good time chatting w a boromir hater if they knew and understood the material but still hated him#cuz most people who dislike this man do because of very shallow reasons#'he was upset looking down at narsil' one can only wonder why that has baggage for a gondorian and the stewards son#'he didnt accept aragorn at first' yea i bet when a dirty ass ranger claims the throne of a kingdom without having lived there#when your fam took care of it for several generations it doesnt feel super great and you Might be a bit upset and worried about it#'he tried to take the ring from frodo' despite disagreeing w the councils decision he still earnestly followed them to destroy the ring#and he only fell after weeks of traveling as the ring whispered to him threats of destruction#one that unlike the rest of the fellowship was already Actively happening and had been happening for a long time#you see ur cities fall and people die everyday as the 1st line of defense against ultimate evil and we tell you not to use a perfect weapon#while said weapon tells you yes it will fix everything just grab it go on boy#and echoes words your father has been pushing onto you all throughout#it feels like people just have no sympathy compassion or understanding for all he's gone through or for the power of the ring#deep breath. im ok#im normal about boromir and my heart doesnt shatter at every rewatch of his death#id have followed you my steward.
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The thing no one ever considers while writing up character analyses about Merlin is that. he must have been sooooooo sleepy.
#I see everyone talking about the nuances when you look at Merlin through [x] lens#BUT WHAT ABOUT THE SLEEPY LENS#WE CAN’T KEEP SLEEPING ON THE SLEEPY LENS#(can u tell I'm exhausted)#see this reads as if I'm joking but I'm actually being SO serious. I think the lack of rest was a significant factor in Merlin's conduct#IF he got a solid 8 hours of sleep + 2 hours minimum JUST to himself everyday uninterrupted... I just know things would turn out different#like it isn't even asking for much. decent sleep + a frankly sad amount of down-time. and yet. I know he didn't get that w those 3 jobs#ugh#he must have been TIRED do you hear me#even applies to morgana she looked tired tbh. those prophetic dreams probably weren't great for restfulness. sad what she did but#she did seem sleepy#okay ignore this I am going through it. extrinsic intrinsic coagulation pathways have gotten to me if u know what I mean#actually wait no if anyone sees this don't ignore it#HE MUST HAVE BEEN SO SLEEPY and everyone must understand. SLEEPy.#I hope I do not wake up and reread this and wonder why I posted this. but like I feel like I am the correctest person on planet earth rn#I've been thinking abt merlin's nap deprived state for years now tbh#merlin#bbc merlin
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‘yours truly xoxo’ what is he, gossip girl?
#i do love him#lou ferrigno jr#thinking about getting something from him everyday for the next week makes me so happy actually
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Lloyd being told all his life by literally everyone he knows that he looks so much like his father, maybe even looks similar to his uncle they add at times.
And then his dad sees him grown up (either after tomorrows tea or after the resurrection-any point after that one) and the only thing he says with his barely intact sanity is “You look so much like your mother…”
#lego ninjago#ninjago#lloyd garmadon#lloyd ninjago#garmadon ninjago#ninjago garmadon#wu ninjago#sensei wu#ninjago misako#misako montgomery garmadon#idk because i think Lloyd does have features of his mother and i think everyday about how Garmadon looks at him and only sees the child#his WIFE gave her body to have#and her life and energy to protect#listen i know her way of protecting was bad#but she didn’t just leave lloyd because she didn’t want him ir the responsibility of a child#but because she needed to dedicate every breathing moment after having hum ti find a way to stop and save him and garm#again leaving him was not a good choice but personally i actually like seeing her a decent mother rather than strictly good or bad#really captures the feel of most real mothers in some situations
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<- Day 26: No Powers AU| Day 27: Love | Day 28: Future ->
#Dazatsumonth2025#At first this one wasn't at all suppose to be involved with Dazatsumonth. In all actuality I've planned to schedule it for AFTER it.#But the more I worked on it the more my mind could not stop but think of this as Love. Love is not about huge gestures every once in a whil#Love is about what's happening everyday. Both the mundane and the more exciting part of it. It is the pure fact of living and caring for on#another even if in some moments in might be hard. At the very least that's what I see love as.#dazatsu#bsd atsushi#bsd dazai#bsd art#bsd#atsushi nakajima#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#art#fanart#illustration#digital art#dazushi#cawslew
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silly draft i forgor to post:
Law being such a nerd he sometimes just stares at his figures/memorabilia, you’ll find him from time to time doing so
Maybe !!! You find him and reach up to his shoulders, he always jumps just a bit
But you continue, grabbing his shoulders and gently squeezing, trying to get his stubborn muscles to relax.
Law doesn’t exactly acknowledge you, at least not with words. He’ll sigh and lean a tiny bit into your hands, to attempt to let you know he likes it.
The first couple of times you thought he wanted to push you away, so you would retreat and drop it.
but one day law started staring at his figures, and you walked in. you didnt come close, since you wanted to respect his space.
but law grumbled, turned to you, and said "my shoulders hurt."
you just stared back at him, unsure of why he would sudden- oh
you laughed a little, to his protest, and walked over to start massaging his shoulders.
he stopped whatever mumbling had been going on and sighed in relief, saying how he felt like a kid throwing a fit.
you chuckle, and answer with something about how he was acting like a kid.
but every time he stared at his collections, or you wrote in your journal, you both were there.
rubbing each others shoulders :D
#im crazy#law x reader#not even actual writing just me activly daydreaming into a keyboard#trafalgar law x reader#one piece x reader#i fear i just want to love him your honor#and he just wants to love.#GRAH hes such an autistic man (SO AM I) he would stare#dust them#make up shit in his head#tell you everyday about them#and he would absolutely return the favor#sometimes i think i kinda abuse tags#i just yap and yap and yap#like hes literally!
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