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Knowing that more than 3/4ths of the men in my state voted for Trump genuinely makes doing my job (i work in higher academia) so damn hard sometimes. Because how am i supposed to keep up being the empathetic and understanding confidant and advisor when looking at someone and knowing that odds are they directly participated in the stripping of my rights?
#like no timothy i donât care anymore that you think the lowest level of english was so hard you failed it three times#i dont find it interesting and i dont find it compelling#i actually find it pathetic#the election 2024#anarchy#i hate it here#if you voted for trump fuck you#if you voted for trump you voted for the king of the bigots#if you voted for trump you voted for a nazi
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#so i finally watched the show#i find it so funny that the main plot of the story was basically kicked off by the Cat Kingâs pathetic crush on him#and things would have gone a Lot differently if Monty hadnât actually fallen for him#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detectives spoilers#ehh kinda#are we doing spoiler tags for this actually? i havenât seen any being used anywhere
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When she Half on my Life till I 2
#Spoofsart#Gordon Freeman#halflife2#half life#Alyx Vance#Freemance#PlatonicFreemance#can be seen as romantic if youd like! i like both versions of freemance! ^^ i just personally adore platonic freenance#seriously tho freemance is such an interesting ship ( platonic or romantic ) im gonna yap about platonic freemance cuz i wanna.#SPOILERS AHEAD !!!!#i always like to imagine that when alyx was told about gordon and who he was/what he did during the Resonance Cascade. all of it was a mix#of stories told by civilians and her dad and Kliner and Barney! all painting him as this heroic silent fearless hero who trashed his way out#of black mesa with nothing bu a crowbar! the aliens and HECU feared him yadda yadda yadda! but then when she ACTUALLY MEETS HIM#SEES HIM FOR HERSELF. hes all beaten up on the ground in his civvies and she had to save him from the civil patrol cops đ#pathetic little loser meow meow bark woof awwooo whgrhrgrgrgr (im love gordon- )#and she still has that âcelebrity crushâ ordeal with him#but after hours of fighting alongside him she learns that hes not what the stories painted him out to be#hes just some guy#during ep 2 when youre driving around with alyx. i like to imagine that during every pitstop Gordon just looks around finds nick nacks#thingamajigs and other stuff and shows it to Alyx. like letting his guard down and actually being human instead of in a constant state of#locking in and surviving yknow? anyway where was i? yeah they bond during the roadtrip to whiteforest#small moments of acting like stupid little kids together! and its during these moments that alyx realizes that shes happy with being gordon#s best friend! not a downgrade at all tho#friendships can be just as fun as relationships!#i see romantic and platonic as equals mmkay#anyway where was i?#yeah i drew this on Magma with a good friend of mine ^^ Razzmtazz!!!!#love drawing HL2 it rewired my brain.#love yall even tho i dont post much if at all đ#i swear im cooking - gaben
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Speaking of Tarn, I know it's a meme to make fun of him and it's kind of justified bc he is deeply cringe and sad and pathetic, but I also think ppl spend way too much time shitting on Tarn for being weird/creepy and not enough time shitting on Megatron for deliberately singling him out and targeting him for brainwashing so that he would BECOME that weird and creepy. Like. Everyone wants to call Tarn horrible and weird but no one wants to acknowledge that Megatron is the person who made him that way. Not even from just an indirect sense of "oh he liked Megatron's writings" no.
Literally Megatron converted Damus/Tarn and personally groomed him as a protege (that he ultimately didn't actually care about at all) as a deliberate action just to spite Optimus. There was no "oh Damus/Glitch was already kind of suspicious and weird and evil" TARN LITERALLY WAS NOT THAT WAY UNTIL MEGATRON MADE HIM THAT WAY like come on y'all
#squiggposting#am i a tarn apologist now? not really bc i don't think any of his behavior is actually justified like i do with pharma#i just think. i think people are way too mean to him#and it's probably a product of the M worship in this fandom but i just think it's really weird#for ppl to spend more time mocking and making fun of T for being how he is#than they do mocking and making fun of M who literally made T into the monster he is. on purpose. to make a point.#bro literally treated T like an object and a board game piece and then went surprisepika when T went batshit on him. come on#anyways i make fun of T because i love him and find his dual nature of monstrousness and patheticness compelling#you make fun of T bc you use him as a scapegoat for everything wrong with the cons irrespective of how he/they got there#we are not the same#tarn
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Alright, there's something I'd like to talk about, and let's come at it with an open mind. When Season one of Arcane ended I was 99% sure that Mel was not going to make it to this season. I was praying for every kind of miracle that could happen just to keep that beautiful goddess on screen but she was the first line of contact for that bomb.
Now that everything has been revealed, I want to talk about that bomb.
Ironically, Season two episode one starts with the exact same shine of gold that ended season one.
See, season one:
Season two:
And when the smoke clears we can see her leaning really close to Jayce, like she got blasted towards him.
Now, looking at the seat arrangements from Season one, I can actually see it a lot better now that I'm taking a second look. We can see that she is standing directly in the line of fire, Jayce is standing to her left and Viktor is sitting in his chair, Jayce's chair. Just about everyone sitting by her right died, Salo is sitting furthest away from the blast, opposite her. He probably saw it just a few seconds before she did.
And when she wakes up, all groggy and out of focus, her hands are on his shoulder. They been there, she did not just put them there, she already had her hands on him. Protecting him.
But what I really want to pay attention to, is the look on Mel's face when she and Jayce take in the damage.
The entire place burned down. Realistically, not a single person should have survived that, especially not unharmed.
Then the damage starts sinking in (Don't look at Jayce, look at Mel):
Look at Mel, as they look around the room of injured Councillors.
Jayce is panicking, full on panicking, he's had his nerves rattled, he's never seen anything like this (unlike Mel who, if the audience remembers, grew up in Noxus). And the sweetest thing is how she follows him around, trying to comfort him, while he's trying to shake Cassandra awake.
And she stays right there by his side, until her mother pulls her away (foreshadowing about their duties pulling them apart perhaps?)
Now, imagine you were in the middle of a disaster, a terrible disaster, and you had the power to save every single person in that room, but you did not know this because no one ever bothered once telling you that you had powers. However, in that moment, you did indeed save one person, without knowing, without even thinking. Who did Mel save?
She saved Jayce. (The craziest thing about that.....is that.... Viktor was literally right beside him. He was right beside Jayce OMG đđ).
Watching this scene, I cannot imagine the amount of guilt that threatened to swallow Mel whole ever0y time she saw the aftermath of what happened and a small part of her brain would nag her that she could have prevented it, that she could have protected Jayce's friend.
So why Jayce? Why ONLY Jayce?
"Because she loves him."
Obvious answer, two plus two equals four, but this is Arcane we're talking about, there is more to this simple equation and it is plain to see in their reactions in the aftermath.
Jayce is devastated. He is new to war, he does not know shit about it, it scares him to see all the people that he respects flattened like they are nothing. The Piltover Council means something to Jayce.
To Mel, they are colleagues. They are.... people with names and faces and power. They are people she would help on a normal day, but at the first sign of danger she clung to one person.
Jayce was Viktor's first friend, and he was Mel's too. He was the first person to tell her that she was not crazy. The first person to strangely believe in her dreams, to pour out affection not out of arrogance but genuine care that he was not ashamed or even hesitant to show her. He fought for peace when she began to doubt. When she felt unstable, his naivete and pure heart steadied her.
Mel loved Jayce. Loved him so much that she did not freak out when he was tweaking cause of the Arcane. So much that she fought for him when he was getting outright dominated by his ex. đđ And while it is not the space shattering world changing soul bonded union of javik, I think it is beautiful that Mek loved Jayce.
I think it's ironic that the brotherly love that people keep trying to achieve with Jayce and Viktor was represented so well with Jayce and Mel. I think it's iconic that a male and female character that banged on screen can go their separate ways without a dramatic breakup and without losing the entirety of their care for one another (cause some of it was definitely damaged after their individual trauma).
What I'm trying to say is that Mel loved Jayce. The love was there. Call it romantic or platonic or whatever but she cared about him more than she cared about anyone in that room when that bomb went off.
And it just twists something in my heart....that Jayce was so loved by the two people that meant so much to him. That he gave all of his heart out and they gave everything back because of how selfless his love was. Everyone says Viktor and Mel are out of Jayce's league but they both keep putting him first. (â Tâ Tâ ) They just cannot resist that all encompassing love of his. It saved Viktor, and it saved Mel who finally found her truth, and lost him to find it.
#meljayvik#not canon? very canon bexause they both loved that pathetic loser đ#and this is not to say that Mel missed out on Jayce's love because she actually got the full package#and he showed her how selfless love can be and she'll never settle for less ever again#and I'm just crying over Mel finding herself because the dude she took interest in ended up healing her#I'm just ranting rubbish at this point#don't know if anyone will even read it#mel arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#arcane season two#mel medarda#I love Jayce Talis and his weird super power of attracting the most cosmically powerful beings in the universe#and accidentally making them love him so deeply. he is so loveable. I can't believe he ever had haters#jayce talis#jayce x mel#jayce x viktor
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Here he is!
The one
The only
Husband and Romance Partner to Cody Walsh himself
LOOSE BARON!!!
he's not exactly how I planned but I'm not going back to change it now lol
made sure to add the oogie boogie tattoo that made Cody fall inlove with him too lmao
#is this cursed? definitely!#but ngl so was the chaos of the 2nd London live show! i can't believe i actually saw it!!! (IT WAS SO GOOD!!!)#my friend who is completely new to d20 but came with me as my emotional support tall guy also thought it was awesome!!!#(tho he had absolutely zero clue to what was happening besides kinda knowing the fh characters)#but anyways i just had to draw our dear loose baron bc holy shit i love him guys#he is so weird and pathetic#so perfect for Cody#the battle to save Calorum from slowly turning into Pinocchio via punching the nightmare king to let Cody have Loose Barons hand in marriag#was honestly quite thrilling#loose baron#time quangle#time quangle live#time quangle spoilers#loose duke#baron from the baronies#dimension 20#d20#same emotional support tall guy will be so disappointed if he finds out forgot to make dinner bc I was drawing this and it's now nearly 6am#so now i shall make dinner - so if you've read the tags this far thankyou and good night :D
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grant us eyes, grant us eyes
#he's just a fucked up lil guy#bloodborne#micolash#micolash host of the nightmare#bloodborne micolash#Puns Art#tumblr making it blurrier than it actually is again smh#it was just a matter of time i made some bb fanart#and ofc it's of the most deranged and pathetic guy i could find
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a minimally competent adult: I'm having a baby
Azula: ok, good-
the adult: it's you, sign here.
#I'm too lazy to find one of those posts and actually copy the format#but you know what I'm talking about#in my mind this is the whole swt in the dragon au even if they do it when they thing she's a giant lizard#Azula is the community's firebreathing baby giant lizard#atla azula#let competent adults adopt her#have I mention I want to write a self-insert fic where this random ass dude just says âhello you're my daughter now you pathetic wet catâ#and he loves healing and recovery into her
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I will forever find it funny that this man is seen by half of this fandom as like- a hot toxic possessive daddy dom and not the pathetic bitchboy with daddy issues that he fully is lol
#cw suggestive#im not hating- I get wanting to turn the villain into an archetype that you find most attractive#but its very funny to me#cause like... *gestures* hes so pathetic#he just wants to be told that hes doin a good job#same with topper but the few fics ive read about him they seem to kinda get the vibe that topper is everyones bitch basically lol#hes still hot and toxic and i agree that hes probably possessive as fuck and controlling as fuck#but not enough people acknowledge just how much of an actual pathetic loser he is lol#đȘČ#outerbanks rafe#rafe obx#rafe outer banks#rafe cameron#rafe cameron outer banks#obx fandom#obx content#obx#outer banks
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I canât even lie over time this pathetic little elf has grown on me and now I really like her as a character. sheâs SUCH a loser. and someone said that she shouldâve been recruitable instead of Halsin after uncovering the Shadow Druid plot and she couldâve had a redemption arc and now I canât stop thinking about that alternate reality
#i have no idea if itâs a controversial opinion to like Kagha or not but#like imagine if she was sent away from the Grove. not banished but temporarily sent away to think about her actions#Halsin says she can return to the circle after sheâs rediscovered the oak fatherâs teachings etc etc#so she can join up with you in act 1 and you get a druid then and not 2 in act 2 randomly#maybe she travels with you to find redemption. you were the one who pulled her from the brink so she thinks travelling with you#will help her do some good in this world#she can have a tense reunion with the tieflings in act 2 and she apologises. some forgive her. others donât as is their right#and she tries so hard to redeem herself but she learns that sometimes people are still hurt by your deeds and they might not forgive you#I think itâs talking to Arabella that actually gives her growth#maybe itâs Kagha whoâs involved in Arabellaâs powers and her learning to tame them. Arabella who has reason of all to hate her#and it takes a while and some conversation and working together but I think Arabella forgives Kagha#she doesnât have to and Kagha never expected forgiveness from her but she DOES and thatâs what gets Kagha the most#she has a big introspective act 2 moment in the middle of the Shadow Curse#regardless she is first to suggest rescuing the tieflings from moonrise. not because she wants forgiveness but because itâs right#(to show her character growth and learning to care about the refugees)#and then her quest could tie into the Shadow Curse. she wants to do better and help people#and eventually the other tieflings start to come round to her. once sheâs proved sheâs actively bettering herself#the kids find her funny and Mattis definitely thinks sheâs a loser and not scary or mean#like okay lady sure I forgive you whatever stop crying now#Mirkon is just a little sweetie so he forgives her as long as Arabella does and then he follows her around asking loads of questions#anyway sorry those are my thoughts I think itâd be great to have a redemption arc companion in act 1#bc Minthara is so missable if you donât know to knock her out you just kill her#Kaghaâs story would help indicate that there are hidden companions you can look out for#most of this is nonsense im so sleepy but will I stop rambling? no#also Minthara should top the hell out of this pathetic surface elf right now
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#I know this is gonna come across as a bit pathetic#but I was already feeling a bit untethered today#wondering if I actually have a purpose here#ever since I came back to tumblr after my 4 month break I've felt very alone here#it feels a bit like everyone moved on without me#and I dunno i guess I hoped I'd be able to dive right back in again and just start engaging and enjoying it#but honestly I have been plagued with anxiety and intrusive thoughts about not being wanted#and the last thing I needed was some asshole anon#I'm already wondering if people are finding my event annoying#like maybe i should just shut up and quit#but I really fucking like doing this stuff I just wish I didn't feel so isolated#I'm being stupid i know#you should never trust how you feel about yourself after 9pm#but bleurgh its a horrible feeling#shut up saz
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it's a struggle being hot to online subs :(
I keep hearing about how they hauve covid and it makes me sad :(
#as I've said in the past I actually find this really really cute to say hehehe#alongside keysmashes and other pathetic stammers :3
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N*loth is literally prime NPD representation and that's just how it is. Dat's just how i feel . if iiiiiii hear anyhing ab him needing to be humbled or put in his place i'll just tear my hair out right here and match his look. not even trying to lift him up or defend him i'm just defending the mentally ill skajrim characters nobody wants to understand,
#text#literally sick to my stomach from people sayin that shit omfg#no i'm exaggerating but be serious#my sk*rim NPD trifecta is n*loth + s*ddgeir + m*raak#s*ddgeir is the one you all should be humbling cause he's just gay (derogatory)) and materialistic#i swear n*loth didn't do anythign to any of you people he doesn't even like fancy stuff even tho he has the bag#people see a smart bih with a rocket science degree and just wanna say she needs to be '' '' put in her place '' '''#my hyper sk*rim character rambling. .. but seriously tho...#i think 2 this site its: traumatized character = 'sad wet cat'#intimidating woman = 'MAMA DOM'#and character with blown out ego = 'actually pathetic'#like i'll start swinging idc#m*raak is a good personification of NPD cause he doesn't wanna believeee there's someone better than him in his 'skill'#notice how he's Always throwing shit on U for no reason#he's so mad. lols#the entire DB DLC is about m*raak's NPD and how it consumed him. very artistic..#but n*loth i find to be extremely realistic even in the little things#how his NPD isn't an escape from anything but just pillars of his existence#+how his ego doesn't help w/ not caring about wat others think about him.. he neeeeds that validation to feel good 2#but not to survive. his Ego can carry him on it's own#i'll defend n*loth's mental illnesses with my life idrc abt m*raak's diagnosis tho just cause he annoys me from the gameplay LMFAO BYE#if i sound crazy when i post shid likethis it's cause you don't LOVE sk*rim like i do.........rubbing my temples
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the advocate my beloved <3
#remembered I was lookin thru my most recent finished sketchbook n takin pics of fun stuff n wips. also maybe jinx reminded me of them......#I think I really popped off w mechpilot mal actually#theyre so fun. I kinda love the really jaded versions of mal. especially when they eventually find humor again#but its a scorched land its a biting gnawing thing that hates the whole world for what it is ITS SPITE#and they revel in it. theyre much too chipper about it#pathetic thing <3 the advocates a bit whacky 2 theyve gone full wildcard#once again entertaining thoughts of drawing a whole series of these type of portraits for all the important versions of mal#wherever all those concept sketches went from consequence mals conception...#never did finish those two#oc advocate#oc art#mchplt setting
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Fukigen na mononokean doesnt really fit cleanly into the gagmangaverse but it would be really funny if it did because ashiya is implied to be related to ashiya douman
#Someone find a way#Cuz yokai sight is in conflict with yokai being visible to everyone#Fukimono is actually part of the 'yokai teen' universe with xxxholic and natsuyuu#Ashiyas timeline is 1000 years ago he was gay rivals and then sakae happened and now his most recent decendant is hanae#Who is some pathetic teen getting bullied by his boss#Ashiya douman: im a murderer i can never be forgiven#Ashiya hanae: *misses the whole first week of school cuz he thought a yokai was a plastic bag*#Ranmaru hears his boyfriend somehow has a decendant:#Abeno also has abe no seimei themes but we're gonna ignore them#His name is literally abe-no haruitsuki tho#Nggh go read fukigen na mononokean#And yohaji too#Yohaji#fukigen na mononokean#ashiya douman#ashiya hanae
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#medalist#i know yodaka jun is tsuruma ikada's own character but like they REALLY understood the assignment of creating a#brooding pathetic hot man with a dark past and unresolved issues#and he'd be the male lead in a bad shojo manga but since this isn't a bad shojo#everyone rightfully finds him unpleasant#you read this extra and you just have to go YOU GET IT TSURUMA IKADA#noone respects jun as noone should uwu#everything about this is just peak comedy. the band name. tsukasa looking like he wants to die#shinichiro being immune to jun's rancid vibes. him thinking tsukasa and jun could have a good time and be friends if they tried#only shinichiro actually having a good time. yodaka jun is dissociating in the background#rioh being the tsukasa fanboy that he is#probably corrected the banner he got from inori where she misspelt tsukasa's surname
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