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casbitchh · 5 months ago

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just so you guys know, i am killing it at this conference

#i absolutely crushed my talk #like multiple people caught me after the session ended and said it was great #and in the coffee break two seperate grad students came over and asked me questions about my work #and i knew how to answer the questions!!!!#AND a collaborator asst prof offered me a postdoc position i. her group next year which is in a red state and she’s a new prof #but interesting work and i would have a huge amount of freedom so im definitely thinking about it #and the program manager of my section said i should resubmit my proposal and essentially told me that it would get funded next time #so niiiiiice i’m crushing it

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mlobsters · 11 months ago

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supernatural s1e16 shadow (w. eric kripke)

I want us to be together again.

be still my beating heart part 2 of ∞ || will he stay or will he go part 1 of ?

(aka the first time i had a full-tilt meltdown over this show)

#supernatural #eric kripke #spn 1x16 #sam and dean #sam winchester #dean winchester #mygifs #spngifs #sam and dean mush #how to feel about your brother #willhestayorgo #samdeanheartsquish #like watching soon to be exes-the relationship is clearly over and one flaying themselves open showing their squishy insides #trying to make it work but the other is gently shutting them down and saying it's over #wholly lost my shit about this. late enough in s1 where we know this is A LOT of (too much?) emotional vulnerabilty for dean #but also way too early in any show's run to expect this level of emotional vulnerability and guts being strewn about #truly threw me for a loop. but it certainly set the stage for where they would go with sam and dean over the years #Dean's little eyebrow raise to the “I'd do anything for you” and sad half smile “could be” just punch me in the gut #and that sweet open expression talking about being together and a family again. ugh. such a rarity to see that on him #and Sam's “i don't want them to be” absolutely crushing. in the kindest manner.#but by the end dean's got his walls back up. oh my heart.

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owari-no-suffering · 1 year ago

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shoutout to lan wangji and luo binghe for being endlessly tormented by their love interests' mixed signals, reaching their breaking point, and then proceeding to never be normal about their (always reciprocated) crushes (turned husbands) ever again.

#like obviously binghe and wangji are not on the same level. but they're certainly not opposites!#just got to wangxian's first kiss and like.#if my silly gay crush showered me in flowers and pointed out how pretty i was and always hung around me.#but then was like ''wow i love talking to boys don't you love talking to boys S?"#i would also be driven so insane as to just start punching trees #lan wangji epitome of control being pushed past his breaking point and hating himself for it . . . you are so dear to me #luo binghe driven absolutely batshit bonkers by his shizun who cares deeply for him and fears (or used to fear) the idea of him . . .#mm yes i'm connecting the dots. mxtx has a flavour she likes. i see i see #TBD on whether hualian fits into this nonsense at all but from what i've heard: not really #mdzs #rzfzx #svsss #scum villian self saving system #grandmaster of demonic cultivation #wangxian #bingqiu

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star2stop · 11 months ago

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ART TRADE TIME!!!! (w @dontlookforme00 and @piereoglyphics :])

from the top, in order of who did sketch - lineart - color&shading:

donnie - piere - star

star - donnie - piere

piere - star - donnie

THIS WAS FUN!!! (we should totally do it again some time :])

u guys r so cool and i love ur arts btw im so glad i got to do this w u!!! :D

(my own sketch and lineart under the cut!!)

#ngl the struggle of coloring donnies sketch was so real #BUT doing the lineart for pieres sketch was lovely.. u know me guys.. im a freak i love doing lineart lmao #100% would do this again #you guys absolutely crushed this #also i feel legally obliged to mention YES. GINGER SOUL. THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK #chonny jash #chonnys charming chaos compendium #cccc #cccc heart #cj heart #cccc mind #cj mind #cccc soul #cj soul

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sapphosclown · 1 year ago

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i still can’t believe paramount plus literally said “HEY. LESBIAN. LOOK.” and showed me my favorite character of all time and just i was jumping and spinning with glee they grabbed me the shoulders slapped me across the face and spit on me and said “you fool. you absolutely useless dyke. it was all a ruse. get fucked” and then deleted the whole damn thing

#tldr i miss cynthia zdunowski #me personally i deserved to get more screentime if her #grease rise of the pink ladies #rotpl #save rotpl #cynthia zdunowski #since the show i’ve had to now explain my deep deep crush on ari #i wish i could show y’all the picture my friend took of me at work #we were talking ab celeb crush and i was like well. this is niche. and pulled up their instagram #and there was a photo dump including THEM IN A SUIT AND ITS NOT THERE ANYMORE #but basically the picture shows me blushing so absolutely hard at that picture #that’s so completely besides the point actually

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angelbambisworld · 2 months ago

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You mean to tell me that KISS has gone on this long and not once have they made a single KISS-themed sex toy?!

Not even one based on Gene's tongue?! Not even one based on Paul's Love Gun?!

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stinkypeanutbutter · 7 months ago

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oohohohoohoh me goodness they are sooo silly I love them soy much I was falling out of interest hit this piqued it back up it’s that easy just look at them having fun girl dinner is so real the doodles are so silly they are the teenagers ever guys

Like don’t you ever just love a character or group or ship so much it makes you want to die 😹😹��🥹

#Also what’s with the weird comments ??#Guys don’t be weird smh they are minors .#THEY ARE SONSILYL !!!!!!#EUGH I love Aiden #And Taylor #they are so cutie patooties they would be such besties prove me WRONF !!!!#I just had s pack of hhhhh donuts like the little round ones theh ae so yummy but kinda rough now eufh #My lizard keeps crawling on the floor help #Guys wouldn’t Aiden have a massive crush on that one dude who played scream in the first movie #Like the first guy his name was Billy #Please it makes sense pslspslslls #Would absolutely NYOT talk about it out of sheer embarrassment and avoids the topic completely #Sometimes . Depends on his silliness in the moment #I’m so real #school bus graveyard #sbg #sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon #aiden clark #taylor hernandez

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fictionadventurer · 1 year ago

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Imagine what it must have been like for Mark Twain to see Ulysses S. Grant write his memoirs. Twain's a successful career author, who, like all writers, knows firsthand the struggle of getting words on a page, knows how painstakingly slow and frustrating the writing process can be. And here's Grant, with no literary training whatsoever, dying of cancer, barely sleeping or eating because of the excruciating pain, regularly writing 10,000 words a day. And it's good.

I'd be tempted to give up writing right there. How do you compete with that? You can't be jealous of the guy, because of the whole "dying of cancer" thing, and yet...it's gotta just about drive you nuts. It just about drives me nuts. In good health, I can work for hours to get a few sentences on a page. And then this guy's showing us all up. It's maddening.

#random thought of the day #adventures in writing #presidential talk #feeling this strongly tonight #as i look at how pathetically little i've written in the last few months #despite a lot of time commitment #with almost nothing written that's actually going to be used #it's crushing #and then our buddy ulys came to mind because i finally finished the presidential letters book #and he got a couple at the end #written during the mexican war and his california years #and i was struck by his eye for detail even then #his clear-eyed perception of a place and the clear way he lays out a landscape #exactly the kind of thing that filled his book thirty-odd years later #and when writing comes so hard it's a combination of awe and frustration to see someone for whom it comes so easily #what a fun post you get presidential facts and my own insecurities at the same time!#an absolute bargain!

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messrsbyler · 1 year ago

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because we don’t talk enough about modern mike wheeler writing skysolo fanfiction and posting it on ao3 and meeting online fan artist cleric-walker who draws scenes from mike’s stories, i’ve decided it is my duty to write a whole fanfiction about it. you’ve pushed me to do this

#i will absolutely crush that 4th wall and write mike struggling to finish his wips and get a good sentence on a blank document #also somewhere on the way this turned into ‘they are online friends who sometimes flirt and who don’t know eo’s real names and who then-#happen to meet in real life but don’t know the other is their online friend and bc of circumstances they turn into rivals’#and yes they bitch about the other with their online friend who is the exact same person they are bitching about #*mike talking about will to cleric-walker*: i mean what an asshole right?#*cleric-walker who happens to be will*: yeah wtf is wrong with this dude? lol #anyhow i’ve said too much-#watch me delete some of these tags bc i’ve revealed too much of this silly little project #byler au #my aus #all of mike’s skysolo fanfics are in reality disguised self insert fics of han solo you can’t tell me they are not-#byler tumblr

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vani-candy · 5 months ago

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and now for something completely different!!

ive been taking a break from making comics for the time being to recharge my batteries. (burnout is no joke! listen to your brain when you feel burnout!!!) in the meantime, i made these two space explorer android boys and they are brainrotting me accordingly so i gotta share them to the world!!!!

#original character #ocs #vani candy art #messy doodles #they were absolutely inspired by how a lotta shounen anime have like #the protag and his best friend or rival have so much romantic subtext between them that they never act on #but here they actually do cause they're my ocs and i make the rules #i keep doodling them and i do have more doodles of them that i cant share cause well teehee #cant upload those to tumblr LMAOOOO #first two color images be like "matching pfps for you and your bestie but you two are also crushing hard on each other #and you have subtext with each other everyone else sees #now you see Sora and see how Fang has permanently altered my brain chemistry #i could talk about these goofballs all day tbh #Juno's the memelord of the two #they're primarily just fun time goof off OCs for now but inb4 i make something for em in the future

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mblue-art · 1 year ago

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Hi yes I would like it if you went insane over cross (publically on Tumblr dot com) thank you

(hehe hi catto i appreciate u 🫶🫶🫶)

today is not the day, btu. i really wish you guys could see through my brain, and look at the part of my brain that's responsible for simping for cross (DAILY) and see how fucking, weird it is, how delulu i am for him how ill i am for this guy

#/silly #ask #mblue talks #m rambles #i made it sound like its absolutely awful but it isn't. really #some others prolly have it worse than me #(and def understand the character more than me)#im just exaggerating it for the funnies #but if only you guys could see and understand what my brain thinks of cross #(the shame and anxiety is pulling me down sry)#(maybe there wont be a huge ass post but my thoughts will all be sprinkled under the tags of my posts like these)#(just the usual)#('mblue its called obsession' i Know /holds head in hands/)#(he's like- a frkin highschool crush a campus crush a guy id crush on in highschool type beat)#(he's the 'get out get out get out of my head /lyric' crush)#(i feel conflicted abt it sometimes; i guess that's where the tsundere came in lol)#(like. from all the way back to the initial cross simping art i made)#(im prolly just delulu;; and i like thinking of the timelines of the sona lore ive thought of as basis for silly au's and scenarios)#(and especially the dynamics)#(dynamics are so fun guys)#(it is embarrassing how much ive basically kept pairing up my sona(s) and cross (variants) like lil dolls together in diff contexts haha;;

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taytebby · 5 months ago

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Just noticed that Illumi Zoldyck is your profile banner??? Tell me more, girl. What is it about him that you like? Inquiring minds needs to know.

🎤

Now now my friend let me tell you something about me and hxh. I used to make fun of my sister for watching anime (yes I was one of those 🥴) and Hunter x Hunter was the anime that changed it all for me.

I don’t know what it is about illumi. He’s so strangely beautiful. He gives alien vibes a lil bit but it works for him. His body is so MAN but his facial features are so delicate. The perfect swirl hehe. HIM IN THAT PURPLE OUTFIT HE WEARS IN YORK NEW MAKES ME SHIVER AND QUIVER OKAY. The zoldyck’s wouldn’t even have to blackmail or kidnap me. I will GLADLY and WILLINGLY be his bride.

AND DONT GET ME STARTED ON FEITAN. OR CHROLLO. OR UVOGIN. I AM A PHANTOM TROUPE THOT. Feitan is so fucking pretty but dangerous hehe. Well so is Chrollo. I think I’m sensing a theme LMFAO. Uvo isn’t pretty that’s just a big man that makes my size kink go brr. I like how cocky he is.

Long story short: I’m mentally ill and like dangerous, insane men who will kill anyone who gets too close to me hehe

#illumi Zoldyck: my first anime crush #I just wanna be his bride #help him continue the Zoldyck bloodline #breeding kink go brrrrr #feitan is so fucking sexy idc that he’s so small I would feel huge #his ENERGY big #big dick energy #Chrollo is a fucking freak that would blush at the sight of my ankle #but then absolutely blow my back out #romantically ofc. candlelight and shit #uvo on the other hand mounts me like an animal and just goes to town #hisoka is problematic but kinda sexy with his bare face and hair down #but we don’t talk about that

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lucabyte · 6 months ago

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making posts about headcanons that have basically no textual backing makes me itchy but someday i should probably elaborate on my opinion that "mirabelle being aroace is the one thing keeping her oblivious to the fact that the dormont house of change is the religious coven equivalent to fleetwood mac"

#i was reading claude's pursual of euphrasie as cute but ill advised the whole time. like i was cheering for her but in the same way #you'd cheer for like. a vriska. as in 'you go girl i love your chutzpah but this is going to end HORRIBLY you shouldnt be doing it'#like i think i have a slightly less charitable reading of euphrasie's communication abilities than most. i think theres a lot of signs that #she. much like everyone else in the entire game. couldve done with perhaps talking to the people she was supposed to like. trust #a bit more than she did. she seems to keep a lot of secrets that maybe wouldve been helpful for people to know. like mirabelle #or maybe it simply was that mirabelle was uniquely uninformed. though that seems odd given her dilligence #anyway most of all i generally think that romantically pursuing your very tall and pretty HEAD BISHOP/BOSS when you are #EFFECTIVELY SOME KIND OF NUN is absolutely baller and i love claude for it but that's such a WORKPLACE HAZARD #IT IS SUCH A WORKPLACE HAZARD. THERE SHOULD BE SAFEGUARDS IN PLACE. GIRL.#anyway finding out that by Word of God they are in fact Gal Pals was a bit disappointing to me. i was enamoured by the chase #i wanted claude to be more tortured than she truly was i do suppose #sigh. such is the way of things. she shall have to live on as a total girlfailure butch in my mind alone... i also thought itd be cute if #she was crushing on mirabelle too but thats even LESS founded in the text so im zipperlips'd on that #lucabytetalks #dont pretend like you people are surprised by the tag ramble being 3x the length of the post by this point. thats normal for me

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somedudewithantlers · 2 months ago

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ya girl Steve is not doing all that great in college work life

#tryna convince myself to do an essay rough draft by thinking how it could “”””impress””” a guy in my English class that i can’t tell if i’m #crushing on bc i’ve never been in feasible romantic situations (ie crushing on some1 not a fictional mythical entity) or if there’s just #serious mutual “we should b friends but oh god how do i actually talk to them” tension #either way there’s undoubtedly smthn here I just gotta get past aaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllllll the social trauma from being ostracized #in middle school & having absolutely 0 consistent real friends in high school; i swear to that axolotl i am on constant Survival Mode at #school & it shows so badly #should’ve (ie an “excuse me” or “thank you”)#and typing this is EXTREMELY counterproductive rn I’ve been here for like 5 minutes #anyway i feel stupid for this because it feels like smthn i should’ve been doing in high school but thank the undiagnosed adhd for #annihilating my “high school experience” in favor of homework I could never complete and still can’t apparently #like for christ’s sake could i at least be doing good at schoolwork & creative projects if i can’t have a social life #or instead have a few friends to make it feel like there’s less pressure on the hw cuz there’s more important things in my life #literally screenshooting this rn to know to talk to my therapist abt it. doubt she’ll b able to help but might as well yeah #i don’t want it to be obvious how much self loathing & pity & general angst i’m holding when i talk to ppl but I’ve never ever been a good #emotions actor & never will tbh.#AND my minecraft house looks ugly. send post

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bloodrock-lobster · 10 months ago

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u like and reblog ONE post about the ouroboros of suffocating loneliness and suddenly ur entire For You page turns into a barrage of self deprecating jokes on loneliness and also gifs of sydney and carmy from the bear. serving as brief shelter in the storm. before smacking u as it catches the wind and flies off.

#before anyone says it YEAH i check the for you page #theres good stuff there sometimes #i only check it on mobile #desktop version sucks #but if i didnt check it i wouldnt see things like that hot anime guy poll #that senshi is absolutely crushing rn #anyways does anyone want to see pictures of my dog and talk about our weird pet peeves with media before i pass out from these pain meds

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toitlselfindulgenz · 1 year ago

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Anybody care for some spidey au capril with a bonus baby Junior?

#rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt casey jones #casey jones #cassandra jones #rottmnt april #they are lesbians ur honor #in this au they meet bc April is starting her journalism career at channel 6 and Casey is kinda an errands girl #think coffee meet-cute except its just both of then taking orders of coffee for different floors #april is one of the first to see spiderwoman as a hero and Casey is melting inside bc she already has a crush on her #and april also has a crush on Casey but they are silly and havent gotten around to actually going on a date #and why is junior being held by Casey as she asks to be taken back? this is years after they started dating #my spider casey is like peter b as in life hasnt been kind to her and when she realizes she wants to have kids she asks Draxum to clone her #bc she doesnt want to pressure April into having a family w her if she doesnt feel ready(joke's on her april absolutely would've said yes)#anyways whew i could go on and on abt these losers but i wont right now #do ask me abt it if u want i like talking abt it lol #casey jr #au:spidey

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