#i BARELY FUCKING SLEPT
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Forgot as well that in a convo on the plane, my sister just realized Flint is trans & like.
Apparently I haven't made this obvious enough if even my damn sister missed this, so I'm prepared to go overboard now if need be!
#flint getting top surgery & having rinzler attempt to take care of him DESPITE NOT KNOWING HIW THIS DAMN USER WORLD WORKS#tr.on getting flustered that tho he understand attraction#he isnt able to do /certain/ things because he doesnt have the form of a male user#& flint being like /it's cool i dont either!/#lots of trans vibes in this digital denny's tonight#ALSO#im fucking insane#have virtual queue boarding passes to go on lightcycle run & heading to mk now#i BARELY FUCKING SLEPT#& JUST ARRIVED IN FL A FEW HOURS AGO#NO REST FOR THE WEARY!!!#we DIE LIKE MENNNNNN
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there's more than 50 reported deaths (for now)
#valència#DANA#i hope any people who is / has family in vlc and albacete is safe#all the reports from people since last night are terrifying#hopefully my family from albacete is from the capital where there wasn't any flooding and my valencian family lives in alacant#i've seen a bridge get demolished by the force of the flood#people that haven't contacted their loved ones for over 15 hours#people that have slept on wood planks#this is a disaster#people who have walked with a broken leg cause help wasn't getting where they are#people trapped with bodies#the tùria river barely overflowing#cars meshed together in a narrow street#a fucking tornado even
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If Merlin had slept for 12 hours, and not even always, but just for one day, I bet the show or his actions would have been very different.
#he was doing three jobs like#GIVE HIM A BREAK#i think i would fuck up a thing or two too if i slept barely five hours a night#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc#merlin x arthur#this man is simply sleep deprived#yeah okay he had access to everything owned by the king and the king himself and had free food and accommodation BUT DAMN#LET THIS MAN REST
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i'm so excited for the new packs features i had to build something from scratch for the first time ever. can't wait to play with row houses omfggg
#its not done in the slightest just posting it for the sake of posting something#hi been a week or so lol#i've been in england#happy to be home but miss my family already buhhh#i'm fucking wrecked too i barely slept the whole time#i'm late for class but i need to go buy a red bull or i will pass out#hopefully will ctch up with simblr tonight
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Currently feeling like
#Periods SUCK. I’m in the trenches out here lads#I barely slept last night bc my cramps were so bad 😔#Aghh. AGHHHHGHHGH#Father HELP#Shima speaks#Anyway hope you’re all having a better day :)#Just saw a post that was like this too shall pass but holy FUCK#Really feelin that one rn. Lmao
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more scribbles to throw in the salad
#ft. frank being a disney princess. except better#have mercy on me my experience with buterflies consists of VERY simple scribbles#the first one is just me trying to practice the neighbors tho#ive got barnarby down to a science and im getting there with julie#but howdy is giving me trouble#i've barely attempted eddie so far. he gives me issues#idk what it is about that funky felt man but i Cant Draw Him#i got him right once!!! Once!!!!#scribble salad#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#ah shit have i been forgetting to add my art tag to my latest posts.#softly but with feeling: ....fuck#now im gonna have to go back and edit all of em#but thats a problem for future me! after i sleep! im making these tags at 7 am! i have not slept!
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I would really like to know how a single negative or rude comment can not only erase all the good stuff but also make you feel like absolute shit.
#it probably doesn't help that no one slept well last night#and i just had to mediate a sibling argument about the bathroom#its barely 6am and it has already been a week#i didn't think this fic was angsty but what the fuck do i know#i had so much fun writing it i never thought anyone would read it as anything else#death of the author includes me too i guess
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#IM TIRED OF FEELING LIKE SHIT#ITS BEEN FIVE DAYS. I HAVEN'T SLEPT MORE THAN TWO HOURS AT A TIME#I'VE TAKEN SO MANY PAIN MEDS THAT LITERALLY EVERYTHING MAKES ME NAUSEOUS NOW#CAN'T TAKE THE STRONG MEDS BECAUSE THEY'LL MAKE ME THROW UP AND I'LL RIP MY STITCHES#CAN BARELY EAT ANYTHING. IN PAIN CONSTANTLY#AND NOTHINGS EVEN FUCKING WRONG. THE SURGEON SAID I'M HEALING NORMALLY#I'm going to lose my fucking mind#my dad says I'm getting better but I gotta be honest I do not feel it
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i might put off starting the work week until tomorrow 💀
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Last Line/Tibet Tuesday
Thanks for all the tags! I'm pretty sure I've been tagged by everyone at this point 😂
I do have something to share, this is from a new WIP (I know, I know, I don't need another WIP but I just couldn't help myself and @eddiediaztho is a bad influence) I'm affectionately calling it The Heatwave Fic and it was inspired by me being stuck in the heatwave in London and being delusional from the heat...
Eddie has many regrets in his life, lying on the floor of the cabin in the middle of a heat wave with his six foot two best friend pressing into his side while they were both trying to stay cool under the pitiful breeze of the ancient ceiling fan had the possibility to be high on that list. He turns his head to be confronted with a tattooed and freckle-covered shoulder, he can’t remember when they decided to strip down to their boxers but at the time it had seemed like a good idea, he wasn’t sure about that now considering this was the third time he’d found himself turning to stare at the miles of bare skin. “Eddie?” “Hmm?” He drags his eyes up over collarbones, an Adams apple, a chin that had more stubble than usual, lips that Buck had been nervously chewing on and off for the past three days and up until he finally meets eyes as bright as they are blue. So blue in fact that they somehow made his throat even more parched than it already was, he was truly getting delusional from the heat. “Eddie.” “Buck.” “I’m lying in a pool of my own sweat.” He grimaces, “Gross.” “Eddddiiiieeee” Buck drags his name out in a whine that sounds an awful lot like Chris or maybe Chris sounds an awful lot like Buck, either way, Eddie finds it endearing as much as it is childish. He’s truly lost his mind. “We have to save water.” He knows what Buck wants, another shower, but they’ve got a limited supply of water and they don’t know how long this heatwave will last. Buck rolls over to face him, “But I’m so hot.” Eddie snorts but his reply dies in his throat as his eyes flicker down to Buck’s chest and the way his pecks are squished together in his new position. He wants to bite them, see if they are just as soft as they look. The inappropriate thought causes his cheeks to warm and he can only hope that it blends in with the heat-induced flush that has been present on both of their faces the past few days. “Just,” He waves his hand in the air, “think about something else,” he mumbles as he trains his eyes up to the ceiling as if the wooden rafters are the most interesting thing he’s seen in years and swears he’s not going to look at Buck until he’s sure he can control himself. “Like what?” “I don’t know,” He says as he manages a half-decent shrug while lying flat on his back, finding what looks like faces in the wooden beams. “What are you thinking about?” Buck asks, his voice is low and a little throaty and Eddie blames the lack of sleep for the goosebumps that rise on his arms. Because Buck’s probably just got a dry throat from the heat and here Eddie is lying sexualising his best friend, like a fucking creep.
And the last line which is a continuation of the above tibet:
Eddie clears his throat, “Uh, that looks like a dog,” He points up to one of the particular doggish faces in the grain of the wooden beams like they’re cloud-watching because he is sure as hell not going to say ‘Oh I was wondering if you would sound like that after I fucked your brains out’.
Tagging everyone because I honestly don't have the energy to figure out who's already tagged me and who hasn't sooo....
@wikiangela @wildlife4life @alyxmastershipper @disasterbuckdiaz @spotsandsocks @try-set-me-on-fire @jesuisici33 @bekkachaos @buddierights @forthewolves @911-on-abc @hippolotamus @shitouttabuck @911onabc @exhuastedpigeon @eddiediaztho @your-catfish-friend @loserdiaz @ladydorian05 @watchyourbuck @king-buckley @chaoticgremlinwholikescheese @fortheloveofbuddie @sammy-souffle @steadfastsaturnsrings @mangacat201 @theotherluciferr @cowboy-buddie @eowon @rainbow-nerdss @nmcggg
#it was so fucking hot#like im from nz and ive been to Australia during the summer I know heat but London last week was crazy#it was all I could think about#I barely slept#I sweated so much#and then I had the idea of buck and Eddie being stuck in a heatwave and fucking sooo....#9-1-1#buddie#buddie fic#thewolvesof1998 writes#mywip#wip#the heatwave fic#buddie smut#fic: even when the heat breaks i'm still yours
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#us elections#2024 election#fuck donald trump#fuck the gop#fuck maga#fuck the electoral college#i’m so angry on behalf of all my american friends#i barely slept last night because election anxiety kept waking me up and i couldn’t fall back asleep#my legs are literally still shaking every time i stand up
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I don't care if the texts are about what you're eating for dinner, I'll take all the crumbs I can get !!
LMAO yeah okay here you go. And upon reading them this morning it wasn't that funny so idk why I was laughing almost hysterically last night about it ahskalslal
#not snz#he's so right i did sound insane lmao#i always manage to forget how weird i get when I'm overly tired ahskalsl#in my defense i was texting my fire coworkers like this too ahskalslal#six of them texted me to make sure i survived my drive home and a few texted me later in the evening to make sure i was still alive#i got progressively weirder the longer the day went on lmao#passed out at like 11pm which is unheard of for me#it's 10am now and honestly i still don't feel like i slept enough#vaguely headachy and still kinda tired#i know migraine hangovers are A Thing but I've never had one so maybe I'm just going crazy fr lmao#at least i don't have to do anything today#also several people i know said to drink caffeine??? like will that not make it worse?????#the most caffeine i consume is maybe a cup of black tea and that's not even everyday#it just makes me so tired lmao and doesn't caffeine make headaches worse#i think the coworkers are just trying to fuck with me idk#i am kinda hungry tho i barely ate yesterday bc i was nauseous af#maybe food will fix me
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"there is no OUR side, crowley" "i thought WE craved it for OURSELVES" aziraphale has really picked up the fucking pace huh
#i might sound normal here but just knows i am absolutely screaming and puking ever since i heard it 3 hours ago i am still not okay#THE WAY AZIRAPHALE WAS ACTUALLY THE ONE TO NAME THEN AS SOMETHING THIS TIME LIKE HE'S COME SO FAR OHMYGOD#this makes me shake my fucking cage and scratch at the walls i am going INSANE#i slept like 4 hours once again i am barely hanging on and this isn't helping#good omens#crowley good omens#inefabble husbands#good omens s2#good omens season 2#azicrow#aziraphale
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something was in the air today we all knew it we all asked for it and yet given something that altered the course of our entire lives we say. I Can Not Look At It Directly. they’re too much and not enough at the same time. they’re freaks and weirdos and I love them. what a great day to be a phannie as always
#my eyes are burning I barely slept last night bc I woke up fuck early#after literally having a dream about them#i need to start getting paid for my special interest this isn’t fair#also asks/anons i see you in my inbox will get to them tomorrow asap when I can form coherent thoughts#murder on the dancefloor#goodnighht besties ily all#the notifs have been overwhelming today but can’t wait to wake up to that 99+ sign it fuels me#randomthots#blossoms yaps#dnp
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god i hate everyone
#who thought it would be cute to immediately start ribbing me about how hairy and bald and ugly im gonna be when i go on t#one. im taking minoxidil. two. i wanna be hairy. and three. im not transitioning to attract you guys im transitioning to attract other trans#people! other trans guys find it hot come on!#like ok so dads brother is out here rn right#so first mom tells me hes gonna ask me questions about being trans. ok fine.#second she starts going on about how i had to be emotionally vulnerable with like 3 different therapists for this. whatever.#then when i start participating in the conversation she immediately asks “so how are you feeling about losing all your hair”#THEN she has the audacity to say to my uncle “yeah its sort of a gamble hes either gonna end up hairy like the italian side or fairly#baby smooth like yall“ when she fucking KNOWS that im dysphoric about my lack of body hair#and this happens every time! and its out of nowhere constantly!#all the while the cis men in the room are fucking bullying me with all this toxic masculinity bullshit!#sometimes i just wish i had never come out is all im saying#kept this a secret until i became an adult yknow. yeah i would have to do everything myself but it wouldn't be like this#just because i told you that you could call me a fag doesnt mean youre suddenly allowed to do microagressions constantly#shes tickled to fucking death with calling my future bottom growth my “teenie weenie” what the fuck! what the fuck!!!#and meanwhile every time i try to say words or make a joke my dad and grandpa jump on the fucking opportunity to correct me! or cut me off!#sorry im fucking exhausted i barely slept at all the night before last and got i think maybe 7 hours of sleep at most last night#and i just got out of therapy which always wears me out
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sighs
#if i died tonight after eating this mcdonalds id probably give a sigh of relief and go peacefully#im so fucking DONE crying for hours upon coming home#from work. well the remaining hours i have anyway considering i cant even cry bc i have to do everything else#cant i just catch covid come on no one in this fucking town is wearing masks JUST GIVE ME SOMETHING???????????#im SICK#my hand has gotten WORSE and out of stress i slept bad and i lost like 40% of my body motion.#cant look up cant look down#not to the left and barely to the right at all im MISERABLE#he barely let me go home without getting on my knees to wipe down the entire place#“cause you're sick so get better yeah you're starting early on monday:)”#MAYUBE IF YOU HADNT WORKED ME LIKE A FUCKING DOG WHILE MY WRIST AND TENDONS ARE IN FUCKING PINCH I WOULDNT BE HERE
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