#i ASKED if it wld be the one i rlly didnt want to do and she told me it wasnt. so that was great.

[aromantyczno-liryczna]

I'm so glad yesterday wasn't too stressful when I got my results because I had a really nice day out w my friends!!!!!

[angeltrapz]

feeling like I'm writing miles ooc & then realizing it's bc im writing him... feeling what I feel sometimes. & it can occasionally appear/sound very unlike me, therefore it makes sense that it wld Also appear/sound unlike him. gave myself anxiety over a Vent lmfao (continued in tags but there's some tmi there. just as a warning.)

[shellxrls]

oh my god i couldnt find the inbox button at first i was so sad ANYWAY i went camping over the weekend and every time i got a little bit of service i was immediately bombarded with notifs from your account which i think is so silly because i was out in the woods reading the previews i get of your posts for entertainment because there was NOTHING else i could do on my phone

also did i tell u i got my nose pierced a few weeks ago i know u encouraged it when i tapked about wanting to do it a few months ago so i thought wbout u while i got it pierced

also also HOW ARE YOU i havent been in here in foooorever i feel like

RHODY RHODSTER HI I MISSED U TF !! i keep sending u asks but i swear they never go through it’s so annoying tumblr hates us as if ur not literally my first and og fan ??

i’m laughing thinking of u going out in the woods and reading smut previews as entertainment ur truly dedicated 🤞🏼🤞🏼 hope they were interesting enough for u !! & ofc i hope u had fun camping.. i cld never i cant even stomach the idea of one night away from my own bed BUT i’ve heard if u like it can be very fun :))

I DIDNT KNOW AB THE NOSE PIERCING WTF ?? i’m sooo happy for u i bet it looks so sexy and cool and while i already have a septum i’m debating getting my nostril too cuz but i think it wld look rlly cute with one of those neon pink hoops !!

sadly i’m flying tmrw which is actually great i’m super excited BUT no tumblr for like 3 weeks so if i forget REMIND ME to dm you my discord username or you’ll just be void of my presence entirely for 3 whole weeks 😔.

anyways i need to go start packing & cleaning up now cuz of course i left it all to the last day before my flight 😬😬.

[tainsan]

OKAY I LOVED THE CHAPTER ONG OF DKF but. but. NO. i feel angst again just plspls say that they stay together and help each other through it?? PLS NO FALL OUTS W HAN BTW I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH

PLEASE let them bring in a cat. even better let reader bring in a cat imagine. imagine them like being all angry but but cat 😞 my baby 😞 also like it wld be so funny to have everyone BUT joong and hwa know. like its a game of how long can we keep it a secret

ok but. lord that chapter. THEY KISSED HAHEHHEHEHHAHA I KNEW HWA WLD BE FIRST. I KNEW IT!! ok yunho(e) next 😝🤗 also that scene.. wow. i felt my inner alpha come out for a minute tbh like i had to do laps it was even hotter that he respected the boundaries he knew we needed (but def didnt want 😞)

UGH AND I LOVE THE LIKE. RICH BFS SPOIL U TROPE?? the fic rlly has everything ugh im going insane this made my day fifty million thousand times better ily and ur writing sm!! u are an icon and my idol i am ur number one fan 🤗

-🦝

I have to keep the plot going okay😭😭😭 as much as I want the chapters from now on to be fluffy and smutty and full of mc and members relationship I gotta keep it going😭😭 (pulling my hair out and throwing things around my room)

LMFAOOO I can imagine reader bringing in a stray and all of them are 100% okay with it bc it’s reader and they love her 😭 I would find it so funny for that scene though. Imagine seongwha coming into the kitchen after a very long night saying he swore he heard meowing all night but couldn’t find a cat, so he’s bout to check himself into a mental hospital for experiencing hallucinations 💀💀 or hongjoong asking why the fuck you are buying cat food when you don’t have a cat (just say you bought it by accident thinking it was smt else or bc it’s for wooyoung or smt idk) and he doesn’t even bat an eye. when you break the news that you’ve had a cat for like two weeks they are mad but the second you pull a pouty ‘can I keep it please🥺’ face they are like YES MY QUEEN YOU MAY. I can definitely imagine then others placing bets on how long it would take for hwa and joong to notice there’s a cat.

LFMAOAOOA THIS KISS SCENE. Istg when I was writing it I was a MESS seonghwa is my death and I love him for it. You’ll be surprised to see who comes next🤭 YOUR INNER ALPHA AALDJJAHHAH. (We defo didn’t need the boundaries but he’s hot for wanting to take his time)

The being spoiled by your boyfriend trope is so cute idk why😭😭 I have a very huge urge to make it even between reader and members though. As much as I love mc being spoiled I would feel extremely bad if the boys get nothing in return😭 I’m a very 50/50 person when it comes to relationships😔

THANK YOU MY LOVE ILYSM. You’re my idol and my inspiration‼️🫵🤭

[legobatjoker]

HI ITS 3:30 !!! wayy too late so umm !! didnt make things easier for mysef by decideding ot have a late night shower huh ANYWAYY !!! im sorry for only sending one other ask and for this being rly short but im u rly do need to to go to bed so DFHDFGH but before i do i do reallly do just want to say that i really do just love you so so much dearest :'> like ur really just such an amazing friend and soso kind and understanding and thoughtful and caring to me and ik your always here for me and that really does jsut make me feel soso loved and cared for and safe with you and just knowing you and talking to you and like !!! sharing my thoughts w u and hearing urs really does just bring me so so much joy and light and happiness dearest u rly are just such a warm comforting presence in my life and im soso grateful to know you and and have you in my life beloved and i hope you know that im always here for you dearest nd tht i really do love you soso much :'> i hope ur days been good and that you sleep welll, ilusm :'> 💕💞🌷🐞🦋🐈🥭🍰🌸💗✨

dude tysm for this ask bcuz it made me decide against having a late night shower which i was abt to do but then i was like ykw what i wld probably also not be making my life easier by doing that AHVAVVHBA but yeah i really hope u can sleep in tmrw and get good rest tn beloved!!! and oughhhhh you are suchhhhhh an amazing thoughtful friend to me as wellllll and u are rlly sososooo caring and kind and i am so very glad i can be the same to you and make u feel that way and yeah i just really love you soooo much toooo sleep well!!  💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗 💗

[sabertoothwalrus]

i had ANOTHER dream abt miraculous ladybug and this ones a LONG one. it didnt have your artstyle but time paris DID have lovely architecture such as: the bigass hollow tree stumps in breath of the wild, u know the ones big enough to fit a shrine and a half. anyway, the final battle is Happening, people get to wonder if hawkmoth is gonna bite the dust in real time bc its being televised. this is all taking place smth like 3 yrs in the future from season 4 of the show. so theyre like uhhhh Older Teens and certifiably Tired Of All This Shit. so! at the bottom of one of those tree stumps, cat noir’s identity is going to be revealed! oh no!! hes in a #crisis of the soul mostly bc getting revealed would be Bad but also he doesnt feel like hes helping ladybug anymore. he doesnt feel trusted. a classic tale of the villain manipulating a traumatized teen. and ladybug (looking out over a roof and yelling at the top of her lungs) is like “ABSOLUTELY NOT YOU LEAVE MY PARTNER ALONE.” and bribes hawkmoth away by dangling her own secret identity in front of him like a worm on a hook. it works a little too well. her identity gets revealed! cat noir is safe but in the shuffle hes lost his miraculous and marinette picks it up. shes got both and puts them on. tikki and plagg are like “MARINETTE ITS SO DANGEROUS TO WEAR BOTH AT THE SAME TIME” and shes like “im going to punch hawkmoth in the face” and off she goes.

cat noir is nowhere to be found bc now hes adrian! and she doesnt know that! but he knows shes marinette! drama! so now ladybug is re transformed (without activating the black cat miraculous) and is whaling on hawkmoth. she crashes thru my house which is definitely not in paris and tells me and my sibs we have to get out NOW so we book it and its at this point the dream reveals to me that mylene’s mom is chinese and i sit there like Now Hold On A Minute and my mom says “i told u so!” and i tell her “you dont even watch the show???” mylene was wearing a green cheongsam. i don’t tend to ask questions. also by this point i made a mental note to tell u abt this bc it only gets more batshit.

ladybug told us (and everyone that was running away which was a lot of ppl) that if they find cat noir they shld tell him that ladybug loves him. then she has this Stellar idea. she finds nadja chamack and her camera (bc theres only two newspeople in all of paris and one of them runs reality tv) and is like “hi i need to get a message out to cat noir.” when the camera is situated on her (mind u ms chamack is VERY aware that this is her daughters babysitter and is currently holding hawkmoth in a chokehold) she says “im sorry cat noir. you believed in me and trusted me since day one and i couldnt extend you the same courtesy. i was wrong. there is no one else who can wield the black cat miraculous, no one else i would trust with the power of destruction. meet me at our normal rendezvous point so i can give back what is yours.” its all very heartfelt but undercut by the fact that hawkmoth’s bitch ass is shouting explicatives next to her. the fight resumes. she gets slammed into a wall á la every anime fight ever and manages to hide before getting to the roof where she’s waiting for cat noir. shes in a right amount of pain and tikki is running her mouth abt danger and injuries etc. marinette Will Not Move until cat noir shows up. and he does! adrian arrives! when marinette sees him she starts laughing and crying. adrian is rightfully confused. is this a good thing? is this a bad thing? did she hit her head? (yes to all 3.) marinette says “i have been in love with you since 10th grade.” (were they in 10th grade? i do not know.) adrian says “and ive been busy being in love with ladybug.” and then she apologizes again, gives him the ring back, they hug, kick ass and meet up in her room.

if it feels like we’re going rlly fast now its bc we are. the dream was pretty much a montage at this point. hawkmoth is arrested, the world knows who ladybug is, adrian is an orphan, nathalie is still sick, and marinettes parents r thinking that their kid has nearly died MULTIPLE TIMES and they never knew. also luka is under that bridge going “oh fuck.” marinette is in her room trying to explain what will happen next to alya and nino. alya says “i had to tell nino”and marinette says “i am beyond the point of anger. but whatever.” cat noir falls thru her sunroof and they hug (again, there was so much hugging in this dream to make up for the complete lack of hugging in the actual show) and alya + nino are like “uhhh awkward.” the last convo i don’t have quotes for bc at this point my alarm was ringing but it was something abt how marinette cant be ladybug or hold the miracle box and she wld want alya to be the holder but NINO knows and nino Cant Know. but cat noir doesnt want marinette to lose her memories! but People Know. the conclusion was they have to talk to chloe abt how to navigate paparazzi. this is my chloe-and-marinette-could-be-friends agenda. ok i think thats EVERYTHING. if u read all that godspeed, drink water. OH. FINAL THOUGHT. ADRIAN HAD LONG BEAUTIFUL HAIR WHICH IS VERY IMPORTANT TO ALL OF THIS. he had model-brand stubble and sharper teeth than he should.

sometimes I’m peeved that tumblr increased the character limit for asks to be higher than 500 characters, and other times I get

1k word asks about miraculous ladybug dreams, and I think that’s beautiful

I do unironically love the part about Chloe helping Marinette navigate paparazzi, rip to her canon character development

[borom1r]

SAW asks!! I have been thinking abt Mallick a lot tbh,, I honestly wld rlly like to hear whatever you've got abt him n Adam, him n Lawrence, and maybe him n Eric/William? Whether it's just like... a soft moment, or smth they like to do w each other specifically, maybe smth one of them does that they don't realize they do but the Other person notices, stuff like that!! (sorry if these aren't like,, very specific I am Very tired bfndnsjw)

mmmrhjgf prefacing this by saying i went into this night of festivities thinking "oh yea that strawberita from last night was ass and didnt do shit" and proceeded tp drink 2/3 of a twested tea and may i just say. not only is it not Ass, but it did in fact Do Shit ( i am drunkr than i expected to be)

anyways Mallick!!!

i think like. w/ Adam/Mallick th name of the game is Similarities. they r vverry very similar but like inverse sorta bc Adam is the way he is asa defense mechanism and fr Mallick what u see is what u get (insecuritieeeeeees)

but uhh to touch on headcanons ive kinda grazed over in th past i think Adam and Mallick have both self-harmed, Mallick currently + Adam moreso in the past— i think Mal is careful to keep anything fresh hidden at first bc he doesn't want to deal w/ some of his partners' reactions (even if it would be worry. sometimes thats just. too much).

but Adam notices the way he winces when he moves sometimes and the way he very gingerly sits down and, yknow. he's observant. and hes been there. and the next time they're alone he just asks "have you put bandaids on?" and maybe he gets a yes, maybe he gets a "no but i cleaned them" but its. its not the overwhelming concern that always makes Mal feel a little sick, it's just. recognition from someone whos been in that pace, no pressure to talk but a subtle reassurance that someone cares and wants to check in if he's taken care of them. not beg him to stop or ask what's wrong or to see them. its yet another moment of.. understanding n accommodation that Mal's just not fucking used to. and when its about smthn like that hes uh. hes more grateful than he can honestly express

Mallick/Lawrence is djfhjksf man. i go back n forth on how i feel about it honestlyyyyy bc i do think there's a larger disconnect between their perspectives than there is between Adam + Lawrenfce but im uh. no thoughts head empty <3

w/e whether i ssee them romantically or not doesnt matter this can go either way <3 but i do love the tenderness of making drinks for yr partner. knowing what they like + fixing smthn to surprise them bc yr already making smthn for yrself. and how just. purely fuckin touched Mal would b that sm1 remembered his preferences.. anyways i think Mal likes chamomile tea w lots of milk and honey and the first time Lawrence just makes him a cup + it hits that Lar Remembered What He Likes makes Mal 🥺 👉🏻👈🏻

+ uummnn Mal/Eric soft moment... ssjdshjdfk

i think Eric has a polaroid camera tht was a gift from Adam— ive touched on his notebook for important things but i think after hearing him express frustration at all the little memories he's missing that don't feel important enough to Write Down but still like. mean something, Adam scrounges up some cash + picks Eric up a camera. nd i think theres one day where he and Mal walk to the gas station to get ice cream and theyre walking home, sun shining, and Mal got a drumstick cone— and he winds up w a smudge of melted chocolate shell on his nose. but before he can wipe it off ("wait, hang on- don't wipe it yet") Eric takes a picture of him, smiling sheepishly, melting cone in hand and chocolate smeared on th tip of his nose.

and Mal just ????? and Eric shrugs, "you looked too cute for me to risk forgetting." and Mal... ohhhhh he definitely has to let that sink in for a while (very much a rudolph "she thinks im cute!!!!" moment later when hes hanging out w Adam + Adam is like. "yea dude we all think ur cute <33" sjkfhkjsdhf)

[bokuroaka]

hi! can i ask how u made ur carrd like what are the settings? ty!

omg YES i love carrd making hi anon. if there’s anything specific u want just lmk!! under the cut bc its long... i make most of my carrds on desktop so this is very desktop based.... to all of u who do ur carrds on mobile honestly kudos i cld never

uhm also when i say long like this is v long bc i added a lot of reasoning to my settings n tips that i’ve picked up on making carrds (plus the screenshots) i hope it helps tho ^_^ apologies if u knew most of this stuff tho bc i explained... everything...

some notes before we get in: for colors i usually just base everything off the sidebar image and use a color picking website (i use this one) to get the the html codes for colors. the site i use also generates a palette which i also use! ur free to use anything tho obv. the font i used is “inter” 

1. ok first here are my page settings! i wont include my animation settings now ill leave that to the end.. these r rlly the only settings that i’ve changed so i’ll just post these.

ok i dont rlly change much except for these two, the position is set to top not center (which is the default) b/c esp w carrds like the one i have now i dont like the header portion moving depending on the height of the container underneath... does that make sense? that’s just super nitpicky of me LOL but if u do end up making the carrd n playing around w the settings u’ll see what i mean

the width is set to 22 bc i like small carrds! play around w this as u see fit, i also change it depending on how it looks like in mobile (im very thorough lol) if ur wondering how u can do that on desktop, its this phone looking icon on this bar on the top right of the screen: (the 6th icon!)

the next pic is also default settings except my spacing is set to 0. i’ll explain why later! the alignment also doesnt really matter w/ this carrd. u can play around with it tho!

2. this is for the home page!

first i’ll explain how this is set up: the title box and the box under it (i’ll call it info box) are both containers! here is why i put set the spacing to 0 earlier: if u put 2 containers theres going to be space btwn them and to achieve this kind of look (ig) i just set the page spacing (in the page settings) to 0. however this means that everything is going to be pressed up against each other so i usually just add dividers (which are transparent [color code is #96969600]) i wont post a screenshot bc the settings r default, except for the margins which u can play around with to see what works for u (it’s set to 0.375 for me rn)

here are my settings for the title box 

most of these r pretty standard except for the padding and border. the reason why i didnt tick the bottom part is bc of the container w all my info underneath. both containers have borders so the bottom & top border of those containers wld just merge n create a thicker border which isnt what i was looking for... anyway.

then i just add a text element & just write my title! idt my settings for that r relevant so i wont add it (the text size is 0.875)

next is the info box! here are my settings: 

btw this is a container with columns!! those can look p wonky on mobile so make sure to have these settings on so that they wont look awful on mobile!!

oh also i wont post a screenshot of my text settings (text size is 0.75 + line spacing is 1.25) if ur wondering how i changed colors for some of the text the format is basically just [text]{#color} 

for the image size i set the width size to full (or full column) that depends on u (and how much text u put in the info part) i just prefer how it looks like when the image width is set to full bc that way no part of the image is cut off... really depends on u and what image ur using though so just play around w/ it!!

and in terms of spacing, i have a divider on top of the title box b/c otherwise the whole thing is just too high up for my taste

ok now to explain the header part and how i got my title/info box to stay “fixed”

so... im ngl. i dont understand how the header function works (help) so uhh i wont go as into detail here. but what worked for me is adding a header marker (the plus thing on the bar > control > change section break to header marker) right after the info container, then adding a section break (this one is called #wala bc wala here means ‘nothing’ in bisaya lol) and a transparent divider right after it. i hope its visible in the pic... anyway this is the only method i found that makes the carrd work lmao. it rlly doesnt matter what u name the #wala section break bc its not gonna show up so u might as well just use a keysmash

3. the extra info!! (extra, interests, byf)

this section will b shorter compared to the first two LOL anyway. first i started off w a section break (#usa which means 1 in bisaya hehe), then a transparent divider for spacing, and then a container! theres nothing fancy abt this container it has the exact same settings as the info box above so u can just duplicate that container and change the container type from columns to default.

then just add ur info and ur done!! repeat w whatever extra info u want to add (i only had 3 to add so it looks like this for me)

4. oh before i forget, these are my animation settings!! (page > the triangle thing)

u can preview the on load animation by clicking the triangle button on the top right bar, but for the on section change animations u have to save then preview it on ur carrd itself :/ kinda annoying but yeah... i usually never set anything above 0.5 seconds for on section change animations bc im impatient LOL 

these r completely optional tho... i just think animations make the carrd look smoother & more fun!

thats it i think! here are some tips i have

1. this tip is abt how carrds can differ when on mobile! i sometimes fiddle around with the mobile settings to make sure my carrd looks the way i want it to on mobile! bc mobile sometimes fucks up the spacing and it annoys me LOL... example here: 

u can find these settings if u scroll down a bit on the page settings and switch mobile from auto to manual (like in the screenshot) most of the settings i dont touch except the size setting, i just fiddle around w it and see how my carrd looks in the mobile view until im satisfied

2. this isnt rlly necessary but its smthn neat i picked up! if u check ur section break settings and check hide footer u can get rid off the “( made with carrd )” text on the bottom! i think it just makes the carrd look a bit neater, esp since the page spacing is set to 0 so it might look a little squished under the container...

3. i like to use all elements of my carrd efficiently (ig? heres the engineering major jumping out) and idk if u noticed, but if u click on the title (”it has always been once for me”) or the image (which is... of tbz..) it actually takes u back to the home page ^^ idk i just think small things like that r neat 

thats it for real!! i hope this wasnt too much of a hassle to read or follow through, and if u have any questions dont hesitate to dm me or send me an ask, even if we arent mutuals!! i hope u have fun making this carrd <3

[childhoodgrave]

whats dtl about ifff ud like 2 talk abt it i see cute sprites & decide i wanna know things.. hehe the top hat n cape guy gif is in sync w my music hehe

IM SO GLAD U ASKED this game is probsbly my favorite game ever its been a special interest if mine since i was 7 and i dont think its a GOOD game per se bt i love it a lot and it impacted me a lot as a little kid w a mild interest in art :)

so basically the game is a little 2d adventure platformer where u get to draw and design the character u play as. its p clunky and the way ur character moves looks rlly silly bt again this game was released in like 2010 on the ds so its ok .. the game also gave u templates to go off of and use too just in case u didnt want to design a character from scratch

the story of the first game is abt this world that was drawn into existence by “the creator” in the book of life. u hav this little sequence where u get to draw the world, and the forrests and the creatures tht wld inhabit it. the creatures tht inhabit the world are callec raposa and they r little fox creature w funny ears :)

like this guy (his name is zsasha and hes a thief but hes like a bad one who ends up returning all of the stuff he steals and also watching over a little orphan girl who he basically adopts LOL)

in the universe if the game the “creator” eventually went silent and the raposa lost hope in them ever returning. the world was slowly shrouded in darkness and gradually all of the raposa inhabiting this little village were either lost or left on purpose bc it was slowly falling apart. the game starts when one of the remaining raposa, mari, prays to u, the creator, to come back and help restore her village, saying that everyone else has lost hope but she still believes you can return to her. u can answer, and either say that u will help or you wont, but either way u end up agreeing to help her and she goes to tell her dad, the mayor, abt it. you create a “hero” to be the vessel you will speak thru, and thats the character u end up designing and playing as. the game is abt going to various areas from the village and rescuing all of the raposa that are lost there, as well as restoring the village to what it used to be and drawing in bits of the landscape, like the sun and plants and stuff.

the villain of the story is a guy named wilfre, who was another villager in the town who ended up drawing in the book of life bc he wanted to create things the way the creator had. he ended up making these big inky monsters and got consumed by them, and when u meet him at the beginning of the game he tears up a bunch of pages in the book of life which get scattered across the land and you have to collect them in order to restore the village.

so u basically just go around saving villagers, collecting pages of the book of life, and redrawing bits of the town that were lost to wilfres shadows. eventually wilfre ends up like, killing maris dad (the mayor) and then after youve restored a majority of the village you enter his realm and kill him!! yay :)

throughout the game you also meet these two weird npcs called heather and mike. heather is a little raposa girl who has half of her face covered in shadows, and shes mostly mute. shes found early on in the game and is taken care of by another one of the main characters named jowee

mike is a character u end up rescuing later on in the game, hes p confused and doesnt know how he got where he is, and hes also different from the other raposa bc he doesnt have ears like they do and kind of just looks like a normal human (even tho none of the raposa know what that is and they just think he looks rlly weird)

in the first game heather is shown to take a liking to mike but it isnt explained why and she doesnt talk to its left unexplained

so yah the first game ends with you, the hero, defeating wilfre. mari takes on the role of her father and becomes mayor of the town, and all of the raposa (+ mike) live happily in the town youve restored. the hero goes dormant because theyre no longer needed and u get a scene at the end of the game w them sitting by the ghost of maris father.

the SECOND game takes place a while after the first game, in which wilfre returns and captures heather at the beginning of the game. he also kidnaps a bunch of the other villagers and transports them somewhere else, and he drains the color out of the village the raposa were in. they end up fleeing on a giant turtle with an abandoned town on its back that appears while the color is draining from the village. inside mari and jowee find another mannequin similar to the one the creator had drawn the hero on in the first game. they pray to the creator for help and thats when u draw the hero u get to play as for that game!! the hero doesnt seem to remember mari and jowee or any of the events of the first game, but they agree to help them rescue heather and all of the villagers wilfre stole.

jowee also has like, this magic pendant that belonged to heather that he found after wilfre took her, which seems to be leading them to where heather is. they use that to navigate the turtle thru the ocean to a bunch of other islands on the world. the second game is basically about traveling to different islands and helping them restore the color thats been drained out of them by wilfre. you also meet these two characters, salem

who is a villain in the first island u travel to, and sock

who is a villager on the first island u visit who ends up befriending jowee and traveling with them while they try to save heather.

so ur doing all of that but THEN, halfway thru the game mari is shown to be talking to wilfre, and then she dissapears. jowee assumes wilfre has captured her too, but shes later seen on the turtle again, and rips out a bunch of pages in the book of life the way wilfre did in the first game, and then wilfre appears to take her away and says that shes working with him now. jowee is heartbroken but resolves to get her back as well as heather

THEN, sock, jowees friend from the first island whos been tagging along and helping out, is ALSO revealed to be wilfre in disguise and he betrays jowee and steals heathers pendent, leaving jowee with basically no means of finding heather and wikfre and mari by extension.

so eventually they do end up finding where wilfre is and mari is like “jowee you dont understand wilfre has shown me the truth of our world and who the creator is and thats why im helping him” and jowee is like “i cant believe yoy are helping him how could you i cant believe you bla bla bla” and so wilfre is like “FINE ill show you the TRUTH of this world” and takes jowee and then the hero is kind of left ln their own for a bit to like wander around the world and try to keep rescuing ppl and such. and eventually jowee comes back and is like shaken up but kind of vague abt what wilfre showed him, but he still decides to side with the hero and the creator and eventually mari is convinced by him to join them again as well

so u fight wilfre again and EVENTUALLY wilfre reveals that if you defeat him basically the entire world will dissapear and thats what hes been trying to avoid by fucking w things and messing with the book of life. so all of the raposa have a bunch existential crisis abt them ceasing to exist if they go thru with this but then they decide to to it anyway bc the alternative is just as bad blah blah and u go and kill wilfre and he does this when he dies which is cool

[the gif was fuckjng broken im sorry but like look up his sprites and youll fjnd it 💔]

and now heather is back!! and her and mari and jowee are all talking about mike and how important he is and meanwhile mike has no clue whats going on and is kind of freaked out by all of this, but theyre all like “mike you need to wake up” as theyre all fading out of existence and shit around him and eventually him and heather are the only ones left and they dissapear too

and THATS when you get the ending and find out it was all like a dream mike was having while he was in a coma after a car crash anx this plays while the credits role lol https://youtu.be/Kur0qaYM1jM

^ they ended up releasing different versions oft he game w a less dark (but still w the whole ‘it was all a dream twist’) and thats it!!

there was also another game released for the wii that like gave wilfre a girlfriend kind of but i never played it to completion bc it used the wii remotes motion controls to like draw and shit and it was rly janky and hard so i never finished it and most ppl did the same. i kind of rlly want to try playing it again tho bc it was a p cute looking game even if the controls were fucked up

AND YEA thats drawn to life its a weird silly little series tht i was obsessed w when i was a kid and it still holds a special place in my heart :) i basicaly just spoiled the entire series i guess but if u have a ds or a 3ds (bc the game is backwards complatible ! ) id still suggest like getting a cartidge off ebay or something and playing it bc its honestly a rlly sweet and beautiful looking game and i think a lot of it still homds up even if the controls r rlly janky now

[florvinhara]

2, 10 & 12 for marina !! <3

thank u sm ahh!! <3 

oc asks (accepting)

2. What is their dream vacation?

can i say bali baby? KJSNKDJFN ok but ngl she does love the beach so that's a definite vacation plus! she spends a significant amt of time there looking for crabs, and another significant amt of time carefully constructing sand architecture <3 but her dream vacation honestly is anywhere she hasn't been yet, and she wants to go on at least one ghost tour and see at least one local attraction she found on atlas obscura <3

10. Introvert or extrovert?

she does come off as an extrovert! but most of that is her putting on her Charming and Friendly face :0 for her, interacting w ppl she doesnt know well is like. a strategy match? in that she is good at intuiting what ppl want her to be/say and she sees these convos as something to win or lose! plus big crowds equal more likelihood that someone can read her mind and while she doesnt resent Ments it's still a bit yikes ksjfnm so rlly the most relaxing thing for her is getting to drop that and genuinely interact w a few trusted ppl or jst. be alone and not worry abt being overheard

12. Who would they sacrifice their life for?

mmm boring answer ksdfnm but. nick, her parents, sally, gray, and whichever RO she ends up with, but for different reasons! nick bc. obviously (she owes him a lot and also loves him v much so she wld be happy to do anything it took for him).

john bc she loves him and he's the one who's bridged the gap between all of them for so long she knows they all need him.

hope bc even though it's rough between them she still loves her and maybe sacrificing her life for hope is a way for marina to make things right after everything :/

sally bc ! they are bffs :')) and sally has done so much for her rlly it's the least she can do

gray bc even if they aren't in a romance, even tho she rlly didnt like him at first he's become like a big brother to her and he's nick's best friend so she wld do it for both of their sakes :0

and then her RO bc. well u know. Love etc. <3

[ge]

hi so i started playing onmyoji because of you and i wanted to ask if you can give me any tips?? im at level 16 i think im doing well so far but since idk anyone who plays anything would help! sorry for bothering

HEHE YESS ok.. this got rlly long WHOOPS 

so first thing u shld do while ur at a low level is get a mentor.. when i started playing i just fucked around and didnt get a mentor until i was well into lvl 40.. a mentorship is where low lvl (15 to 45 i tihnk..) players can apply for an apprenticeship and level up fast while also getting rewards such as grade darumas and a random ssr once u finish ur apprenticeship.. u can find the mentor application icon in the right side of ur courtyard.. it shld look like this!

while under a mentor u are also lvling up ur friendship which, once it reaches a certain level, it unlocks the co-op feature that u can find by clicking the scroll at the bottom right hand side of ur screen > friends > co-op tab at the bottom right side of the pop up screen... there u can access ur friends powerful shikigami that u can use a limited amount of times daily to beat hard chapters/evo/soul zones, etc etc... if ur looking for a mentor i recently finished an apprenticeship w someone so im free to help out if ur interested ^__^ (my user is @.sneer [all lowercase] if u didnt already know hehe)

join a guild if you havent already! i tihnk it prompts you to join a guild when u first start playing i dont rmbr but a couple things to rmbr.. one. if ur guild has ‘15gq’ ‘100gq’ in its notice, gq means guild quest and u like.. HAVE to do those or else theyll kick u from the guild.. u can find the guild quests by going to ur guild, clikcing the shrine tab on the bottom right, and where it says GROUP QUESTS thats it! usually theyre basic things like submit grade four souls or evo materials but u shld definitely stack up on evo materials and souls so u dont run out.. so if ur guild says 100+gqs.... i wld suggest leaving that guild for a lighter gq guild.. 100+gq guilds are like.. big bad guilds who wanna rank in the top ten soo save urself the trouble.... TWO. ur realm! ur realm comes w ur guild so if ur kicked u cant access ur realm :( i think u already know what ur realm is and what it does so i will just say .. fuse ur low level realm cards.. SAVE UR DRUMS REALM CARDS.. if its a 1*, fuse it but if its 3*+... save that bad boy..

speaking of jade... SAVE IT.. jade and mystery talismans r like GOLD.. theyre rlly easy to get in the beginning of the game but they start getting super scarce when ur lvling up and r completing achievements.. usually when u get ten mystery amulets or 1k jade ur gonna think “oh what if i get an ssr out of this summon ooh” YOU WILL NOT.. this game HATES ur ass it hates u so much it hates ME it hates EVERYONE except lvl 60s who get new ssrs and shit on their first summon... ennieway.. random chance up events r stupid scams but chance up events featuring new shikigami are not... like the one thats going on right now for sp aoandon.. these r good events... random chance up events coming up out of no where is just netease being like ‘buy more jade we want ur money ugly idiot... stupid lmao’.. so yeah hoard ur amulets and jade AH ALSO IN THE MALL go to the mall and go to GENERAL.. youll see a package that says smth like 5 daily jade or smth that costs 666 jade.. BUY THAT itll give u 5 jade daily everyday.. it also stacks up so if ur not online for a couple days u wil be swimming in it baby...

oh god what else... click ur scroll on the bottom right and at the end next to collection youll see a tab that says TEAM.. thats a very useful helpful tab bc if u ever need help or want to join in on someone elses team for loot this is where u go.. when i started playing and i was farming for hiyoribo shards i always went to the system chat and clicked rlly fast on the hiyoribo shard zone hoping i cld get in ... i did that up until i was in my lvl 40s .. ur prbly smarter than me and alreayd know abt this tab but just felt like i needed to mention it just in case.........

SHARDS... if u get enough shards u can form a summoning pact w that shikigami.. demon seals are little side quests that pop up after youve completed a chapter/exploration and they come up randomly with a handful of different shikigami... but you can also access all of the demon seals from the TEAM tab i mentioned above.... demon seals only have a handful of shikigami though not all of them so dont expect to see like ssr demon seals lol also  some of the shikis u can farm from demon seals are VERY good.. ill touch on this later.. DEMON PARADE is another good way to collect shards.. in ur courtyard, click the town sign and the demon parade sign shld be the first thing u see! demon parade, unlike the demon seals, are chance thing, u might get the shards u want or u might not.. its kinda stupid... throwing beans around and shit.. itll give u a lineup of three shiki that u can choose from, if u hit the shiki u picked u get extra shards.. u might see some shiki in the parade w little lanterns over their heads, that just means they give more shards too nothing special

SHIKIGAMI... when ur looking at all of ur rare and sr shikigami ur probably thinking “this sucks these r all USELESS i want ssrs and sps >:(” well akchually... some of the best shiki in the game (for beginners especially) are rares and srs... shouzu (r), kamaitachi (sr), and hiyoribo (sr), are all farmable shikigami u can get from demon seals, if u havent summoned them already! yamausagi, a shiki u will see a LOT, is also a very easily summonable shiki so dont throw her away.. if u have duplicates of the same shiki u can PROMOTE THEM and it will level up one of their skills, just like a skill daruma! (DONT waste ur skill darumas they are soo valuable.. only use them on the shiki u use the most and want to lvl up skills on).. lvling up the skills on ur shiki increases their power and adds perks and makes them over all.. very sexy..

EDIT: added in this list of easy farmable beginners shikigami that u want to keep and build (refer to list BENEATH this one for list of roles)

kujira (sr) support

yamausagi (r) puller

shouzu (r) unique/shield **DEMON SEAL**

hiyoribo (sr) healer/revive **DEMON SEAL**

kusa (r) healer/dps

samurai x (r) cc

momo (sr) healer/revive

ushi no toki (r) unique

kamikui (r) pusher

oitsuki (sr) orbs

komatsu (sr) cc

kamaitachi (sr) puller **DEMON SEAL**

all shikigami have a certain role and its very important u know which shiki is which bc sometimes if u use them wrong u can mess up ur entire team.. here are all of the roles and some shiki examples:

dps: dps stands for ‘damage per second’ but it can also be used as a noun to describe a shikigami that is damage focused (ex. kuro mujou, momiji, hangan, mio)

cc: stands for ‘crowd control’. ccs have the ability to limit the number of enemies actively fighting during an encounter giving u the advantage (ex. enma, yuki onna, yumekui, samurai x)

pusher: pushes the enemies move bar back, giving u the advantage of going first (ex. kamikui)

puller: basically the same thing as pusher. pulls the ally move bar forward (ex. kamaitachi, yamausagi)

shield: shiki that provides a shield of some sort to protect allies without the use of souls (ex. ichimokuren, shiro)

heal: self explanatory (ex. sakura, hana)

revive: healer types with the ability to revive players w a cooldown. not all healers are revives (ex. hiyoribo, momo)

support: self explanatory.. supports allies (ex. miketsu, kujira, bake-kujira)

unique: shiki w unique abilities that cant be placed under labels (ex. hakuzosu, ushi no toki)

orbs: shiki that supply orbs to ur team (ex. aoandon, zashiki, oitsuki)

counter: shiki that counters after an enemy attack (ex. mannendake, vampire)

AND FINALLYYYYYY how to build ur shiki... while doing explorations u get free little souls.. in the beginning this will be ok since ur just starting off but actually each shiki has a perfect soul that makes them work the best.. now there are too many souls for me to actually list so as a parting gift to this entirely too long onmyoji cheat sheet, i will leave u this SHIKIGAMI BUILD GUIDE made by the nura clan.. it lists EVERY shikigami w the perfect soul for them, what role they play, and how to build them.. i touched on their roles a little bit above but i cldnt list everything so heres this.. i use it like everyday when building new shiki its sooo helpful

https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1zZoMPfuA1plomt6Kq077Q9CZ3mD_0ThYzF_tIUyf28M/edit#gid=824193257

ANYWAY.. I TIHNK IM DONE.. I HOPE THIS WASNT A COMPLETE UNINTELLIGIBLE MESS... if u need clarification for anything pls ask i feel like i mashed up a bunch of words together and called it a day.. ummmm so yeah :) theres probably..... stuff... i might be missing but if theres smth specific u want to know about JUST ASK!!!!!!!!! im always looking for new omj friends...

[floorbed]

i sent these to puck also but. 17 33 53 67 78 for both stupids

>:) Time For Idiots. again i kinda went off hard so this shit under a read more

17. Do they have a best friend? If so, who, and what makes them their best friend?

pen’s best friend growing up from when he was Baybey till he left the palace was mikolai! they were best friends kind of because like. they were rlly close in age and were both born in the palace and were both Boys Who Needed A Buddy Bc They Were Stuck In This Like Very Formal Place All The Time And Wanted To Be Silly Kids. so kind of best buddies by necessity. he was the graf’s son. he was the court jester’s son. can i make it any more obvious etc etc. he was also very much one of those kids who was like My Mom Is My Best Friend <3 also

but now that he’s out of the palace the party r very much his best friends. like. They’ve Seen Him Die. hes fucked up over and over again and they still accept him n believe in him, and hes not used to things being that like... unconditional, u know. if he had to pick one person in arsonparty it Wld be miss telltale but like. he kind of views her as like That One Really Cool Older Sibling Who Can Do No Wrong Who U Look Up To rather than like friend vibes? and at first that manifested for him like. oh i feel protected by her. but now its like . Oh i feel protected by her but Also i want her to understand her self worth and see herself the way i see her bc like i would like her to feel comfortable enough to allow herself to also get taken care of and protected.... but yeah

agni is ! hm! pre brain damage school agni was too busy to form any like. meaningful connections w anyone. that shit was hard as it was on its own and it also just like. Wasnt Top Priority so she didnt put a lot of effort into it bc she was 2 busy stressing over academics. Her Roommate Was Cool but also she felt a little intimidated by her. 

crimesagni has uhhh friendly work acquaintances that she , again, didnt let herself put a lot of stake in but still genuinely enjoyed their presence! But I Mean Like. Seras. Yeah. seras is definitely The Exception Of That. #JustBestFriendThings!! its cool how friendly the.y are . also like. the party is the first time agni’s had a Friend Group before and like people who want to hang out w her..... she rlly enjoys it! turns out things r much more linear n lucid when u have outside ppl as frames of reference. also they are all very kind to her which makes her real happy, n seem to genuinely care abt her wellbeing, and dont mind all of the shit she’s gotten them into w her Work Stuff. 

33. Did they ever dye their hair before? If so, to what colour? Did they like it?

pen hasnt but if he Could he’d dye his hair black >:) little goth boy

agni also hasnt, and i dont think she would care to that much even if given the opportunity! if someone wanted to like, practice on her hair tho, she’d offer it!

53. What is something that they want but can’t have?

pen . lol. he wants the period of his life back before everything went to shit, when he was likeeee 17. he just kinda wants to exist in that little time bubble forever.

agni i think deep down would like to go back before she self-sabotaged her life and was still on track to being a respectable member of society w a good career, just for a little bit n not permanently, to compare her quality of life then w her quality of life now and see if it was worth it.

67. What is something that is simple, but always makes them smile?

pen: when his mom wld dance with him!!! playing hide and seek w mikolai during high mourning when he was a kid!! juniper’s little “ehhhh” moments!! when anybody (but esp ori and juni) laugh at his silly jests >:) going to dinner parties and knowing essactly what to do >:) when his friends let him take care of them, like when juni let him brush his hair!!! 

agni: lavinia reading over her good marks and telling her how proud she is!! edda walking her to the temple when she was really little after dressing her up real pretty and holding her hand the whole time!! the way seras says her full name!! when dendy sings his little songs!!! Amadeus Antics. the fact that cyrus asked for her n elviras help w his home stuff and he thinks shes like. competent enough to be of help!

78. If they had a nightmare, who would they run to?

at home, pen would run to his mom 100%, and just kinda cry for a little bit, and then probably have a sleepover in her room.

w the party, pen would go to ori oops! he wouldnt want to wake her up like, physically, bc he wouldnt want to catch her off guard and have her Burst Into Flames, but probably hover in her doorway and tell her what happened. and ask if he should try to go back to sleep or not, or what he shld do.

now that ori has Unbalanced Humors tho, pen probably would not want to bother her bedrest, so he’d go to juni, jangle on up to his bed and be all stubborn n not leave him alone bc he’d be too scared to try n go back to sleep on his own!! Lots Of Lamenting

back in zadash if agni Could, she wld go to seras (IM SORRY SHES LIKE THIS SHES JUST A CRINGEFAIL WITH ONE (1) FRIEND)... ask if she cld lay on hands her so she cld rule out Brain Chemical Stuff being the culprit, but even if that wasnt the case Ask 2 Be Held. A Little Bit. she usually gets reallyy overstimulated with physical contact and it is Bad but with her It Is Just Good And Nice. yknow.

w the party, agni would probably try to deal w it herself, first and foremost. if she cldnt, she’d either go to cyrus bc he’s very nice to her and ask if she can look at some of his art stuff to calm down, or theo bc she has a very calming voice and is rlly good at thinking things through logically which comforts her, or adaeze bc Mayhaps She Has A Nice Mango Snack Like Last Time Again!!

[qlikestoyell]

hii I hope this is ok to ask but do u have any advice? on telling if ur trans or if it’s just an alter with a diff gender, or both? also I have dissociation, trauma, memory gaps, and changes in my opinions/gender/personally,, but no communication with alters ,,I kno nothing abt them if they exist? They won’t introduce themselves to me :(... I just know that I connect deeply with a few characters, soemtimes feeling like I Am Them- and sometimes my mannerisms/personality/behavior changes where I feel more powerful/fancy/confident ,, or childlike etc and soemtimes connected(not just relating) to a specific character ,, that’s not like me lol,, I’m very differnt than that ! but I can still ask myself who I am and say “I’m birth name! But I feel more like character/a different person” but my thought process is unlike me :o ... and I get these internal monologue/thoughts that are not things I wanna think or agree with and I try to talk over them but they just keep talking .. but I think that’s probably just intrusive thoughts, cld be alters talking it tho? but I never thought that I rlly hear voices - and I try to ask in my head if anyone else is there but I’m afraid to do so bc I’m scared I will unconsciously answer for them/fake an answer so idk what to do - I’ve tried journaling and no response ,, do u have any advice on figuring out if u have alters and how to learn more about them specifically? I’m sorry if this isn’t okay to ask, I understand if you don’t wanna answer but I don’t know who else to ask tbh ,, am I just kin shifting like huh? 😭 I’m not asking u to diagnose me or anything but idk what to do if no alter wld talk to me,, I just wanted to see if u experience anything Simailr or have advice !

woo okay!!

so yeah first off like ill always say im not a professional etc etc and i recommend you seek therapy for this either way, but for sure talk to a therapist abt whether or not ur a system !

BUT ANYWAYS! it’s normal to struggle to communicate w alters - and even then the inner dialogue/intrusive thoughts you’re talking abt sound a lot like having alters. i didnt find out abt my system until one (1) alter decided he was gonna talk to me bc everyone else purposefully didnt. i still cant talk to most of em lol. so on that front, that’s not an uncommon experience.

and neither are gender struggles!! ive thought i was everything under the sun and found out it was just other alters lmao. it’s possible youre just having normal gender confusion, ofc, and ofc it could be both, etc. (can you tell im bad at giving advice?) but yes that was also my experience!

and its also normal to feel blurred w your alters and unsure who u are which sounds like what youre describing! but yknow as usual, disclaimer, it could also be any of a number of other mental issues.

and i HELLA feel the “what if i unconsciously answer” thing but i promise you you can tell the difference. from personal experience. lmao

also idk much abt kin so fuck if i know abt “kin shifting” all my “kins” turned out to be fictives OOP

IN SUMMARY you rly cant force alters to talk to you, just like you cant force any “normal” person to talk to you, if u have em theyll make themselves known when theyre ready/when they think youre ready. its a covert disorder and youre not rly sposed to know abt it either, but obvs we all figure it out eventually lmaoo. once again you should talk to a professional to confirm but yes, what you’re describing sounds very familiar to me. hope i could help. <3

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[legobatjoker]

omg ok very sory 2 complain abt like. ppl badly interpreting tswift songs (not in a realteing 2 taylors personal life way i like. do not give a shit abt tht lol) nd ofc songs nd music r like a lot more personal than like show or amth so ofc ppls personal expreince will relate more 2 how they interprate the song nd how they relate 2 it but like this has been bugging me 4 agess basically the other day i saw someone say that "afterglow has the same theme/meaning as daylight just less obvious" and like. litreally wtf does that mean likee. even as someone w their own personal interpretation or way or relating 2 daylight like beyond tthe personal aspect of my interpretation daylight is v clearly a song abt like. finding someone who genuinly loved u despite past relationships or ways tht either of u have messed up in the past nd afterglow is a song abt apologising after messinf up nd hurting the other person nd not wanting 2 loose them bc of it (stolkhome angst song btw. like not tht much but like kinda like. yea <3) like afterglow nd daylight r very different songs like i feel like if i was gonna compare daylight 2 a dif tswift song it wld prob cowboy like me nd like def not afterglow i do not know what tht person meant by that its so weird... i remember seeing a dif postalso abt atw the other day that also rly annoyed me but i am NOT going 2 get into that now oohh boy (i prob will some other day tho bc it rly annoyed me holyy shit)

oaky i lied im gonna get itno the bad atw post its so fucking annyoing sorry 4 complaining sm abt bad tswift song intepritations but oohh my god way so like. the psot (it wasnt even j an atw t like barely mentioned it but the way it did pised me of smm) basically said smth like "atw isnt "you damaged and fucked up me deeply" its "i dont know you anymore but i hknow all these things about you that i dont need too"" and like. ohh my fucking god it litreally checked i went all the way to check !! when the op possted it bc i thought the person putting this on my dash is j ignoring this inaccurate line bc they agree w the point of the genral post nd the og post is from pre ten mins atw nd theyre j talking abt the shorter version but no the og post was from !!! fucking de cem ber of last year !!!!! like mayb 2 give them the benifit of the doubt they cld have j been talking abt the shorter version but like no one consideres that 2 b the actual atw after the ten min version so seeing as they didnt specify i doubt they were and j !! thats suchh a like. bonkers thing to say like. yes atw is a song abt being deeply damaged and hurt by someone actualy wtf r u talking abt !!! like ig techinically its not entirly bc it does sometimes talk abt the good part in the relationship but thats only bc its talking abt how remembering both how the reationship damaged you and the few good part are painful bc of how much they hurt you likee. omg thats such a stupid thing 2 say like sorry 4 getting so worked up abt this but its j so dumb omg -__-

ok i actually hadnt heard afterglow and daylight befoee this ask so i j lostened to them and first of all ur 100% right ofc.. and second of all rlly into daylight now currently….. ALSO uhhh yeah whattt was that atw post on… like yeah its ab knowing a lot ab someone who damaged u deeply and holding those good and bad memories and j remembering. so much. but its also like?? very much ab that person damaging u and ab being fucked up in a relationship??? yeah mann

[bracebitez]

thinkin abt how when i was little id like steal my dad cardigan and shirts and sleep with them bc he wasnt there until like 3-4amish to feel comfort n close to him cuz he was in the garage doing drugs and also how after going to dinner n stuff w my parents i wld take my moms jacket n wear it to feel safe cuz it smelt like her but id do that secretly cuz i was so scared of her n didnt want her near me but it was still comforting and like yea very specific memories of that or id wear my dads one specific cardigan he had for years that id cuddle w him in when he was inside and wld watch afv w us n such but after he stopped bc my mom was too much n he was depressed n doing drugs id go through some of his stuff n nicknacks on his dresser n think it was so cool but id always avoud the belts he had next to em cuz those were the ones hed hit me with but i still thought some of the stuff was cool n wld ask if i cld keep some of the coins n stuff n hiw i still have a few of his shirts and diffrent little gifts he gave me cuz those were the coolest things and still are rlly cool