#THIS IS SO LONG SORRYYYYYY....
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@nowfallc Pictures pictures for youuuu sliding these under your door <3
#when did I start this? let’s see…#THE 24th OF LAST MONTH!! ACK!!!#I’m SORRYYYYYY#I did NOT wish for it to take this long but you see. this was so so hard!!#I probably could’ve pushed this further but. I was turning into a flaming ghoul towards the end! so I quit!#you see my friend. one thing about me. is that I ❤️ quitting!!#but I’m FREE I’M FREE I’M FINALLY FREE MOTHERFUCKERS AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA#NO MORE TRIALS OR TRIBULATIONS YEAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!#also I think I am actually just a skeleton now. I’m just bones. that’s how dead I am#trigun#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun fanart#trigun stampede#so tireeed
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i played through chants of sennaar (and then started another playthrough but this time i'm taking actual notes of all the words bc hhhhh languages am i right) and now i keep thinking abt the devotee language specifically and like. how other words could be formed.
would a pen be a tool with which you make letters the way an instrument is a tool with which you make music? would a book be a thing by itself or would it be a knowledge tool? would an alchemist be a potion person? what would the word for water be and would a water tool then be a glass or rather a watering can? would an elevator be a tool that goes up? is the word for go based on the word for feet or legs and would the word for shoes or pants be that plus tool? would they differentiate btwn children and adults and if so would that be based on the words for small/big or the words for young/old? assuming there is a word for knowledge by itself would the verb form of that mean to teach or to study? and would it in combination with person mean a teacher or a student? or maybe they wouldnt differentiate btwn those? does the part of warrior that makes it be read as warrior mean danger or rather something like fight as a noun? would it combine with tool to mean weapon? would a murderer be a death person? how if at all would they differentiate btwn a liked/loved person being a friend vs being a lover? could a repetition of the sign for like/love maybe signify romantic love the way that repetition of other words signifies plural? would a bed be a tool for sleeping or a place where you sleep? and if it would be a place then what would a bedroom be called? can you combine words that have already been combined to signify a certain word with other words? for example could you combine the potential word for weapon as a fighting tool with the sign for place to mean armory? or could you combine book as a knowledge tool with place to mean library? or is that something you wouldnt be able to do? would a laboratory be a potion place? how would they refer to the anchorites?
#im sorryyyyyy for making this so long but im having so many thoughts abt this it's not actually normal anymore fjdvcjhdhd#chants of sennaar
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hey. yeah. genshin fandom just called. They think it’s stupid & anti feminist to give rhinedottir complexity and nuance. Yeah, no, they thought the character who has been built up since the beginning as clearly not nearly evil to the extent she’s portrayed was gonna be wholly evil and gonna be a/THE huge antagonist. Yeah. They’re also sexualizing her to a horrific degree too. Sorry. Don’t shoot the messenger .
#you can just say if you’ve never read a history book! it’s okay! 💜#I GET SO MAD OVER THIS IM SORRYYYYYY#rhinedottir#crepe rants#nobody set me off. I’ll write another long post#(someone please set me off)#LMGSIOSOSOS
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Coral cave act 1&2 mix playing in the bg
#wip#this is. going to be very blue. and kinda green#i'm not doing anything for new years. take this#also i'm FINALLY drawing stuff for eterna again#i may also post the lore doc. finally. after saying i'd post it like however long ago but never did#i just need to look at it and see if i wanna add anything to it or do any revisions#anyways. this is very much gonna be based on coral cave from rush adventure#i'm probably gonna do drawings of the other two guardians using other game areas as refs for the bgs#tho i'm probably gonna reference sky for those#not straight up copy but take screenshots and use that to base the drawings from#since i have so much trouble with bgs having interesting refs really helps#back on topic. look at herrrrr#she's admiring her collection of shiny things :]#she's like rouge. but not a professional thief she just grabs treasures whenever she finds them#doesn't care if they belonged to someone else they're hers now sorryyyyyy#she might be a kleptomaniac. no one's really sure#i love her expression here too i think it's really good :]#i need to stop rambling ok i'm gonna go play viddy games bye
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Death Note Freestyle - Khantrast & Musicality
Legends Live Forever - Fabvl & NerdOut
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holy smokes
hyperfixated
malleable
meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeow :3
AHHHHHHHHH THANK YOUUUUUUU
Very happy that this is how I am perceived hehehehehhe
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kinda insane how bigotry infects everything. i still dont feel good checking out the campus lgbt group despite being a senior now bc of the passive aggressive lesbophobia i got earlier
#like refusing to hand out lesbian pins and when we’d ask theyd kinda scoff and go ‘’why do you need it? just take the rainbow’’#(but ofc incorporating the blue flag asap)#not hosting any sapphic events for a while and ignoring our voices#refusing to put up our flag in the room and when they finally did it was half assed#i remember one time we had an event and the person hosting was like ‘’haha i can make custom badges!!’’#and there was a long line for lesbian badges. bc they had none. and the person was all flustered#like ‘’oh i didnt think thered be THAT many of you…. we dont have too many buttons sorryyyyyy’’#tbf it does seem like the lesbophobes graduated and whoever took their place has been better and got the pins in and has been better#but even in the groups they held there was just unchallenged lesbophobia like one girl constantly being passive aggressive#and mocking lesbians and saying ‘’i shouldnt be here bc im a filthy man liker ig. dont comfort me i know how you REALLY feel’’#and thats not even speaking towards how rude the previous leader was to me asking for an interview for the newspaper on discord#saying i shouldnt even have to bc ‘’people can just look up what ive done on the site so are you implying i didnt do enough?’’#which tbf i got an apology for but i was already dealing w anxiety and being iced out when id try to join in#like man i hope they keep trying to do better. do better for the ppl who come after me#but it was seriously so disappointing and isolating#echoed voice
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Birth
#wow! presents! for me! <3<3<3<3#i guess i am assigned goncharov enthusiast now. as it should be.#sorryyyyyy this is the first time all week i've opened my computer#i actually did see this on time but i don't like posting from my phone#so 100% my fault for taking so long and 0% yours#i appreciate it tho ily#and to make up for it i've graced you with a hand-drawn reply in onenote's sparkle pen. you're welcome.#dazzling original content
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hiiii sending you the tumblr hug🫂🤍
pass it on to as many mutuals as you want to make someone's day better :D
Thank youuuuu
That's so sweet! Hugs to you too <3
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mightttt disappear for a week or so, dealing with some things and i want to be able to focus on them. so if i dont like see your posts or respond to a dm or something, thats why! feel free to message me on like discord if you have it or on here, or @ me (maybe ill answer if im not busy) buh bye for now 🩵🦔
#sorryyyyyy i just need to focus on stuff#blue heart emoji cause its my fav emoji#and hedgehog emoji bcs they are my favorite animal#ill be back for the new dndads ep next week!#wont be gone for too long#so like see ya on the flip side gang#🩵🦔#if you see me pop up in your notifs IGNORE ME#thats just me being distracted when i should be working
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i think abt life or being a person for one second and immediately switch into suicide mode. not even exaggerating
#i have to be constantly distracted or I'm literally always suicidal it's actually kind of sad :/#once again wishing i wasn't a coward so i could attempt again 🧐 bc I'm so tired and nothing's gonna change as long as i have this brain#suicide //#negative //#vent#kinda??#sorryyyyyy I'm doing really bad these days lol the existential horror really sunk in and everything is somehow worse#sigh. i should sleep but idk if i even can when my brain is like that...
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honestly the worst thing abt this tho is that as much as i am attached to that worldstate i KNOW i cannot use it in da4 because ive just. wriggled my claws in so deep and for inqusition especially there is sooo much i've changed bc the writing in inquisition drives me BONKERS. so like. i just know whatever they say in da4 i am probably just inherently going to hate, so i NEED to work on a new worldstate (and i am actively attempting to) but ..... guh. effort.
#it's just problematic bc all the wardens i WANT to play are like. inherently canon divergent. like i want an m!cousland.#but i NEED him to romance alistair. and i want an f!tabris. but again i NEED her to romance morrigan. theyve lived in my head so long so.#i cant divert atp. but ive thought abt like....m!aeducan or a different f!tabris maybe. idk. it's just. im So attached to this specific#worldstate and it's my own damn fault for making eimhin so canon divergent#BUT CAN YOU BLAME ME????? THE ORIGINS IN DAI ARE SO WEEEAAAAAAAAK I HAD TO FIX IT MYSELF.#and i just loved the juxtaposition of a dalish elf inundated w/ assimilation/religious baggage being forced to lead an andrastian force. so#(no i did not put my own baggage onto eimhin. what r u talking abt. noooo waaaaaayyy.)#ANYWAYS UMMMM yeah. also if marian's my canon hawke i feel obligated to go garrett for the Actually Canon Worldstate.#and i am probably still going to make my canon inquisitor a lavellan bc. um. i love them. idc.#also hell hath no fury like a lavellan scorned by solas. she will KILL that awful awful man#summer's text tag#ok im done idk why im so brainrotted for dragon age all of a sudden sorryyyyyy#edit: no im not done actually.#f!tabris and leliana? m!hawke and anders? f!lavellan and solas?#idk what class for hawke thooo...... im torn btwn rogue n mage.#umm maybe mage actually. bc i wanna go warrior tabris/mage hawke/rogue lavellan. yeah. Yeah. spicy.#sure this works i think i like this
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Hmm. Klavier had really been hoping not to talk to Apollo one-on-one until after the trial. Or until tomorrow. Maybe weeks from now, really. That would have given him enough time to think of an excuse. But this? Apollo staring at him with those big ol' eyes? Klavier didn't have a chance. He would just have to wing it.
"Why, if it isn't Herr Forehead! I wasn't expecting to see you so early today. What a lucky surprise!"
"Uh, right." Apollo's eyes stayed fixed on him. "Why… are you dressed like that?"
Damn. Well, at least Klavier had tried being nice. Next up…
Klavier slathered himself in slime (just as a metaphor, of course, with a little alliteration). "Oh, this? You see, Herr Forehead, I wanted to try dressing more daringly. And when I thought of 'daring outfits,' I first thought of you. You're incredibly brave to dress like this all the time, you know."
Ah. That was… mean. Klavier almost asked for a do-over (how could his thoughts think that this was the right choice?), but Apollo didn't give him that chance.
"Hold on." Apollo's eyebrows knotted together indignantly. A terrifying sense of impending doom lingered in the air. Klavier was going to get his just desserts, and Apollo would get sweet revenge served cold, or whatever.
"I don't dress like this all the time. They're just my work clothes." Apollo snorted. "What, did you think I sleep in these?"
Thank you, Apollo, for being so dense. "Hm? Are you saying that you don't sleep in that?"
"Of course I don't." Apollo muttered something about rock stars under his breath. "Anyway, you're not even dressing like me right. What's with those shoes?"
Klavier glanced down at his platform boots. "Just a touch of originality."
Apollo looked at him suspiciously. He looked so small down there, woefully absent of the four and a half inches of black patent leather that Klavier had strapped to his feet. Like an ant. "I'd never wear those to court, though."
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my day in two pictures:
#very very long and incoherent and whiny rant incoming sorryyyyyy#i hate this. so. sooooo. sooooooooooo much#i could tell that this day was gonna go badly bc of just how well yesterday went (my lxl fan novels and curry meshi deliveries came in)#so anyway. i woke up late bc i slept late (thanks lxl event story lmaoo) and stuff happened so i left my place later than usual#but surpriseeeee it rained the moment i stepped out of the elevator. and the bus was coming in 3 minutes!!!!#so i ran across the carpark in the rain to take a shortcut. that was fine. whatever. but then i saw the bus turn in and—#for some reason my legs just. stopped moving. i couldn’t run anymore :( battery? depleted. bus? left right in front of my very eyes :(#and the next bus was set to come in 10 minutes ಥ‿ಥ so that was freakin’ fantastic.#anyways the bus came and took me to the interchange where the dumb train station was. and when i got to the platform… the train just left.#and the next train was set to come in 5 minutes. which was great news for me who had an hour to get to work#so the train came. the hour-long journey went. and when i reached the bus stop to transfer to the bus to get to work… the bus had just left#so with some time (read: 10 minutes) to spare i decided to get some bread for dinner…#unfortunately the bakery place thing i went to did not accept card payments ಥ‿ಥ so i decided to rely on qr code payments instead#big. mistake. (ʘ‿ʘ) my payment was rejected 4 times before i gave up and decided to use cash#unfortunatelyyyyyyy i had no $10 notes left for a quick and easy payment (i only had 2 $2 notes and a $50 note along with some coins) so i.#cue a panicked small change counting as i desperately tried to count as quickly as possible while the customer after me pressured me :(#and did i mention that a lady cut my queue while i was waiting to pay???? (ʘ‿ʘ) pain and suffering#thankfully i barely managed to catch the bus after that tizzy but i was already late for work by then :(#anyways i arrived at work late and decided to check my email app for the lolz. biiiiiig mistake!!!!!!!#i noticed that i had a new email from my father (derogatory) whom i had ghosted years ago. like??? why did he have to email today???#my day was bad enough without him pls gimme a break. i just. suffering???????????#so i get to my workstation (the worst workstation ever istg) and note that there actually aren’t many samples today! yay!#…then they freakin’ brought in like 200+ more samples and i realised that the morning shift had yet to finish weighing the morning samples—#pain. and. suffering. (ʘ‿ʘ) looks like i’ll have to work till 3am again.#ughhhhh why did today’s happenings have to happen this week??????? this isn’t a biologically good week for me i’m gonna. throw someone istg#i’m exhausted and annoyed and hating everything and anything sooooo hard rn and i think i need anger management classes bc aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa—#ok rant over time to cry ig. idk. i s w e a r i’m gonna smacc the morning shift people tomorrow if i don’t call out sick first—#it is suiyoubi my dudes
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"abridged" version of "what if dominion members but notitg gimmicks" from me and @autisticlalna yelling at each other last night
(WARNING: a lot of these have general eye-strain inducing effects, from screen flashing intentionally, to arrows flying all over the place and/or things slamming into the foreground, to rapid flickering from something not recording at the right fps. please view responsibly!)
legundo's charts have minimal and very readable mods but their stepwork is more technical and difficult. brackets (hitting two adjacent notes with one foot on the corner) and laterals (i don't know how to explain laterals i'm sorry) and difficult patterns and the like. he also does driven drops a lot (notes losing color optional, someone else gets that one)
sneve is a mawaru or a random box -- he throws gimmicks (from other non-rhythm games) at you, Good Luck. The Heck is a really good non-mawaru chart for him though
viking's charts are . we gave him a lot of gimmicks he's a little nightmarish. probably a multi-chart boss character. sugarkill/receptor scrambling, a variant of the note obscuring from private eye (instead of it hiding one player's colors, it hides a specific color/rhythm of note), switching playfield vision (and also whatever you call this gimmick in super reactor), switching playfield vision again: peeesh edition, and weird receptor rotation. viking in general is just "better keep track of your notes buddy" (he also gets some haunted houses but i. don't fully understand what those are i just know he needs to have them because He Is A Ghost)
shadowmech is Good Luck Chunking, Asshole in specifically the screen damage way. he gets fafnir's screen slash and the screen damage from destroy. throws notes directly at your face
taneesha gets these petal effects as snow, but her main thing is clear notes/colorless notes.
mongo gets screen distortion along the lines of an "underwater" shader alongside having some simple dpads
grady gets portals and/or a rapidly moving playfield, alongside having a lot of meaner d-pads! (flashing warning on that last link, the flicker effect is busted on youtube)
jamie scrungles your notes with funky shaders and does proxy marches! she also gets daikyi wheels because they are (direct quote from leo) "emotionally similar to a Horrible D-Pad"
jamie and grady also have a couples chart. 🅱️.... TWO! (apologies for linking to a really long video/commentated upload in this one. i was unable to find literally any other upload of び)
nukeri gets proxy walls and a judgement line gimmick. basically a nicer version of this bit from golden rule. he also gets a more consistent version of the ending of hymn which is a bit hard to describe. notes in the background. notes AS the background.
joy also gets proxy walls but hers are a little bit more... scooty. a lot of scrolling and movement from them, basically
josh gets teal notes, a sentence that means nothing to most people and strikes fear into the hearts of a select few (teal notes are on odd beats, 64ths or rhythmless). his mods/shaders aren't that bad though, to make up for it
kiply is just ayaze. she's just ayaze. that does mean she has overlap with sneve but it's different because source dude just trust me (jokes aside, the difference is kiply is "forces you to read other rhythm game formats" and sneve is "forces you to do a silly little minigame or fifteen")
red hits you in the face with notes a lot at a very high bpm (HUGE FLASHING WARNING FOR THIS ONE BTW. THIS IS THE MAIN REASON THAT WARNING IS UP THERE) she's not evil though she's just got the zoomies. she also does footswitches (hitting the same note with alternating feet) and jacks (hitting the same note a bunch in a row) because again: zoomies
fixxitt has been saved for the end of this post because fix is our 19. fix is an absolute nightmare. earlier fix charts have switches from standard reading to unorthodox playfields. later fix charts have, um. so imagine the SHAME cube. but multiple shapes onscreen at once. and only one of the cubes is showing the correct playfield.
finally: we don't have much for ryan or brock because neither of us really have the Vibes yet, but brock could have this bouncy bit from JUGGLE on account of. slimes bounce.
#long post //??#orig#yt#txt#dominioners#sighs. im going to maintag but not for nITG i respect them too much#however:#dominion smp#solar scraps#autisticlalna#update: its been way too long and we nearly lost this post so we kinda have to maintag it now sorryyyyyy#notitg
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my god. i'm so sorry for the spam.................
#help i just realized that maybe it's too much... SORRYYYYYY#i just feel bad bc i've missed so many things i feel like the need to post to make up for it#which is kind of dumb but still i've never stopped posting on tumblr for this long ever before so i feel weird and want to change it? LMAO#dara.t
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