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casuallyhollering · 11 months ago

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"what about people who can only eat McDonald's 👉🏻👈🏻🥺" every day I see pictures of people literally starving to death. I see children pulling weeds in order to have something in their stomach. I see people making "bread" with animal feed. If you can't be sympathetic can you at least shut the fuck up??? Truly! TRULY! Just shut the fuck up!

#WHY are you so obsessed with having all of your actions validated???#like how do you see what's happening and think okay but i need someone to tell me its okay to go buy mcnuggets #i 'cant' eat anything else though #there are people with LITERALLY nothing to eat #AND SOMEHOW YOU THINK THIS IS ABOUT HOW YOU'RE A PICKY EATER #if you can't support liberation then AT LEAST SHUT THE FUCK UP #DO YOU FEEL NO SHAME #ITS NOT FUCKING ABOUT YOU SO STOP CENTERING YOUR OWN HURT LITTLE FEELINGS #JUST SHUT UP

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onlyasimp4nobody · 3 months ago

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#I'm sorry I'm behind on asks I feel like it never fucking ends #can't talk to family about it. they worry too much. cant talk to friends about it. they just start giving unwarranted (well meaning) advice #and plus they basically live with me atp with how often they're over helping me fuck do I do?? bother them more??#dude it's embaressing even if it's not chronic shit it's just unlucky shit like how u gonna have an allergic reaction & then seizure same d #idk about therapy therapists scare me. it's not a therapy issue though I'm just tired and in pain all the fucking time #one more person says “same omg” or “well have you tried-” i will start cutting peoples throat and eating their livers #you do NOT know what it's like having to write your own will before 30 like this shit aint right shit aint fair #makes me petty and shit too people who are healthy like can you just fucking suffer why do you get that freedom but not me #it just never ends #like I really fucking hate it when people say “oh you have so much to live for” because no I don't #Not so sound like a right winger gosh dang god fearer but like deadass people focus so heavily on “mental health!!” they don't #realize even if you feel better and get therapy or shit that's not gonna be realistically helpful for anything physical going on in sm #it's a cycle even if you manage 1 thing - the medications cause a 2nd thing #and that's alongside all the OTHER things you take medications for which cause all those other things #it's like multiplying and makes your body slowly deplete but like never quite die. like I know realistically I can just die anyday #and yeah it is getting worse but it's no different because it's not about that #when you're sick it's not just “OMG DYING!!!” it's like. everything else in your life dies.#you can't cook for yourself. you can't clean. you can't move. you can't hang out with people anymore. you can barely work LMFAO.#I'm REALLY close to quitting it's not even funny lmao. cant put clothes on without struggling.#do people not know it's. physically impossible. to even eat sometimes. just vomit it all up or seize.#yeah it does make me petty #rant

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echoesofadream · 1 year ago

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i dont trust any big scale production of animal products but i think free range organic eggs is the best i can do cause i dont know anyone with hens that can sell me eggs on a regular basis. That would be good though if i could get in contact with a small hen farm. Also are eggs bad for you im only doing this if its good for my body nothing else

#some ppl are like eggs r so bad cholestrol etc others r like nothing is more nutrient packed and the cholestrol thing is a myth idk #I feel quite guilty about this idk if ill be able to do it #Im going to eat mussels too…feel scared to do that #I dont think im changing anything else though #Cause ive decided no dairy products and no fish and definitely no other animals #Oyesters lmao but im scared and they r alive when u eat them yuck #Also whats it called the like eggs in shrimp and fish etc #Theres a great vegan alternative but probably doesnt have the same nutrients #Its called like roe in english?#Hm i should eat more nuts and seeds also #Maybe more greens #I wonder what else #i rlly should eat fish and meat…if i reallt wanna do this..#Like i just know thats the best thing for my body #Oh yeah yeah heart diseases whatever yeah probably #But like. Some. I dont mean a lot i just mean enough to get some good iron and stuff #I feel like my hair needs red meat. Lmao #But im not going there #…#i cant..#I dont want animals to die but then im like. Its natural. Its the way of life you die so i can live #Im only considering hunting like animals from hunting now #No way im eating industrial beef

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adderallanomaly · 28 days ago

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ended up taking another adderall so im just trying to let that kick in now so these cravings Stop

#what i want i cant get though so theres no point in trying to eat anything else #because the craving wont go away until i eat that One Thing #maybe ill get it for myself this weekend idk #ig only if i hit my gw. which i better.

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josecariohca · 2 months ago

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#jesus christ my new job has had me working literally every day all closing shifts so i dont get home until after dark #which like. TERRIBLE for the social life and ability to do anything else. but also. the paychecks are looking very sexy. alas.#god im so fucking tired though #and the job itself isnt bad and neither are my coworkers. theyve all been so sweet to me and are very patient with me learning the fucking #1930s-esque system they have going on. im enjoying myself i just also wish i wasnt scheduled so damn much #and i wish my brain would let me finish whats left of my responsibilities. the way my anxiety has SKYROCKETED lately and i #cant do a single fucking thing about it bc my brain just says. no <3 #ill get it all done. i know i will. i just need to. idk. sit down and suck it up a bit #okay i need to shower and eat and also my feet hurt a lot so i need to mope about that too #KISSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#personal

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intertexts · 4 months ago

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#was like huh. why do i feel bad and not good and head empty. i did not in fact eat anything today!!! except coffee!!!! at all!!#everything here is like far away & gross though & this studio gets out at 245. so i will probably just wait. but. bluh.#feeling. bad. annoyed that someones in my fucking spot. design prof is wanting like status updates on packaging work & i am #so Fucking behind because of!!! everything else!! that i'm already behind in!!!! & also i miss ny. i want an upstate ny autumn.#like so bad its unreal. does this ever stop pls write in and tell me (slash jay.)god. cant wait 2 get home & make indomie & take a miserabl #face down nap & accidentally wake up in the dark. not manifesting this actually but as previously stated. ghghbhbhghh.#txt

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br1ghtestlight · 9 months ago

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ordered groceries (i cant go outside right now im SICK) and they got me 3x more expensive chicken breasts (????) than what i actually wanted which was popcicles for my sore throat. i dont even like chicken. don't know how this happened. not angry or anything but I WANT POPCICLES HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GET POPCICLES NOW.......

#and then BEFORE THIS my grocery order was straight up delivered to the wrong address and i never got it #and i got a refund to order again. But like i just want my fuckign popcicles.....#everything else in the order was fine so im not gonna refund or anything it just sucks #bcuz i KNOW im not gonna eat the chicken breast. i dont like chicken breasts and it was a big package of them #and theyre gonna be thrown out and go to waste #and all i wanted was some popcicles for my throat. Goddamn #this is why i would normally buy my own groceries!!! but i cant bcuz i dont want people to get sick #and also because i think i would die if i tried walking the five minutes.to the grocery store #seriously considering walking to the gas station down the street and seeing if they havr any popcicles though..... like for real #i have ice cream but it isnt THE SAME. yknow #txt

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jackass-jones · 10 months ago

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Actually cry so goddamn hard when I think about Shinjiro Aragaki healing and being loved and having to learn to be okay with himself and being taken care of

#writing him has just been like. OOOOWOEOEOEOOE i piss tears i cant handle this shit this gay ass shit #i came up with an idea for just like a cute short one shot i wanna do soon and hnnnghh im so emo about it #very healing its like very hard to write some of the shit im gonna be writing cuz basically #some of it is just a little too real man and while i crave the angst and the drama i am just like #AND THEN EVERYONE HOLDS HANDS AND ITS OKAY PLEASE DONT CRY PLEASE #and ive mentioned how shinji has accidentally become nb to me now because i just kinda happened to write him that way without meaning to #and now another thing im noticing is that in my fic hes kinda bpd coded #it definitely wasnt intentional but now im accepting it as truth no one can stop me #i just really need him to be happy its more important to me than anything else man i need it for me #and he needs to be gay with aki they need to kissy and i think its funny cuz even in the parts where shinji is mad at aki and pushing him #away its like. he kinda has it bad lol and its clear he feels no actual hatred towards aki but more just self deprecation because he doesnt #feel good enough and like idk i just think about their respective roles in society like #aki is an honor student star boxer hero very attractive very kind very popular got adopted by a rich family #hes going places you know meanwhile shinji is a drop out who never had a family ever hes homeless hes sketchy hes on drugs #his reputation couldnt be any worse and he just leans into it and feels he has no future and hes worthless garbage #and aki could literally have anyone he wants you know he has an army of girls pining over him but he doesnt want them #HE WANTS SHINJI AND NO ONE ELSE HE SPENDS YEARS CHASING AFTER HIM #and shinji HATES it hes trying so hard to push him away and be the crusty delinquent and make aki see how worthless he really is #but aki just doesnt stop he loves him so much makes me sick SICK #and shinji really loves him back hes like not gonna shut up ever about aki hes like either doing it in a gay ass annoyed way #or hes like ‘haha omg aki is so cute though hes always trying so hard to be tough but hes just so sweet and gentle you know i hope he #doesnt push himself too hard if he got hurt id fall apart hes so silly i hope hes eating good i desire him carnally’#yeah sorry gamers this is just a pairing i cant be normal about they mean so much to me personally the fate of the world rests upon them

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hyp3rfixation-h3ll · 1 year ago

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"The Brick"… So basically, for the context to your audience, it's a low nutrition snack with a shell of beef fat ( Thus the "slime" ) & a filling of edible, but plain, bread dough. Supposed to be cooked well, but is instead boiled to the bare minimum. ( There are later updates to this dish, one being an banana-oat shell around a berry-reminiscent yogurt-like filling, and eventually a completed beef-surrounded cornbread, but to start off, it's apparently not too appealing ^^' )

Due to this being lab-made, some preparations will end up incubating life, instead of properly boiling, resulting in a motion-curious thing without any natural braincells.

( I hope everyone is okay with this explanation, as I am not very good at typing words </3 )

IF ANYONE WAS CURIOUS. THIS IS THE BRICK. IT ISNT EVEN SOMETHING THAT CAN BE CLASSIFIED AS GIRL DINNER IT'S JUST DISGUSTING (featuring a picture of me & my son thingy/yogurt/glorp who is a single celled organism . i love him) . AND IT'S BOILED. oswald youve done it youve broken down prison food to it's BAREST essentials . "APPARENTLY NOT TOO APPEALING" NO FUCKING SHIT SHERLOCK IT'S NASTY!!!!! (pictured below: sunny's first encounter with The Brick on Day 1 of being in this wretched labyrinth)

(unseen after was sunny having 5 different sensory meltdowns after biting into it (and also zac eating more than 1 because he's a Freak))

#you've got mail 📬#pacman and the ghostly adventures tag ! 🟡🍒#pacman and the ghostly adventures #pmatga #pmatga au #the ghostly labyrinth #<- name Pending but i literally cant think of anything else #sunny pmatga #i love you thingy you are my favourite little scrimble #HATE the brick though #something about the fact that it's BOILED is so much worse though #like how in yhe fuck do you make a food that's ALREADY AWFUL #AND MAKE IT WORSE WIUTH THE SIMPLE CONCEPT OF THEM *BOILING IT*#THIS IS THE GUY I HAVE TO WORK WITH AND THEYRE OUT HERE MAKING HORRIFIC FUCKING MEALS FOR MY BLORBOS TO EAT #IN SPACE ALIEN JAIL. GIVE IT UP FOR OSWALD EVERYBODY 🔥🔥🔥🔥#i jest i jest i prommy ily /p i just . that thing makes me feel Malice

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undyinglantern · 2 years ago

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being closer to your 30s than 20s and having nothing to show for it is so

#personal #cannot finish college/uni cannot find a job bc poor mental health being dependent on parents still how pathetic #sometimes im like wow i should be grateful i havent been kicked out yet and then its like i need to be as little of a burden as possible #like gee wonder why i still struggle with an eating disorder after over a decade. if i cant fucking off myself might as well take up as lit #le space and use up as little resources as possible #even if i wanted and could afford to go back and get a degree i still wouldnt know what to major or get a degree in #they tell you in high school its okay to be undecided youll figure it out but what if its been 9 years and i still dont know #i know. i guess. also i understand why communication courses are required for a degree but i have failed or dropped out every single class #failed interpersonal communication one semester bc i kept fucking forgetting to take the weekly online quiz and never stopped kicking my ow #ass over it ever since #tried retaking it another cemester and stopped showing up half way though bc i couldnt deal with it anymore #tried taking public speaking another and literally panicked and didnt show up anymore after the first week/class #and that was when i was 18-20 like when its okay if you dont really have anything major to share about your life #imagine being 26 having to go up and say something about yourself and its like. ive been a depressed homebody for the past 5+ years idk wha #else to tell you

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jonny-b-meowborn · 2 years ago

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i just cried after doing the dishes because of my paws being in pain and because I feel like I'm being a terrible host because I'm kinda tired of my guests. I love spending time with them, but having to go to work, do my house chores, keep them entertained and fed, is just too much. And I feel like being overwhelmed makes me a horrible host. I didnt tell them anything, I'm trying to seem like I'm not that tired, but just because in my head I'm getting tired of all that, I'm bad. And yes I know that my thoughts don't make me bad, but that doesn't matter because while I know that I still feel like absolute piece of garbage. Because like, how could I even think of that. I'm supposed to be happy about them being here, and I am happy, but I am also constantly in pain and have to do everything around the house and it's just too much

#i feel so guilty for that but sometimes i wish theyd leave early even though they just came here #not because i dont want them to be around #i just dont want to have to do absolutely everything for them #but i have to. theyre my guests #i wish they lived closer so we could meet without all that exhausting bullshit #just. go get a coffee or pizza together every now and then #but since they live across the country they cant visit often so every visit has to matter #and what makes me even more guilty is that im mostly tired of my sister's boyfriend #i like him. but im tired #my sister is my everything and i would kill and die for her. she can do whatever she wants #but also she does whatever she wants. if shes hungry or thirsty she knows she can just grab anything she wants from the fridge or whatever #because shes family. she lived with us most of her life. our home is still her home #but her boyfriend is someone new to this place. he lives differently from us simply because he wasnt a part of our family until recently #technically he can do whatever he wants but i know how awkward can it be to rummage in someone elses fridge #and he shouldnt have to clean the place. because hes a guest #so while my sister is just living here for now i have to do everything for him #and because im already making a meal for him why wouldnt i do it for my sister?#i do it anyway when only she is visiting because i love her #you know honestly im just a better host when there's only one guest. its not that overwhelming #okay also im hungry but i cant eat anything bc of various stupid reasons #mostly just. i dont feel comfortable eating around people i don't know thay much #but also i feel like i cant eat anything if i dont give them that thing too. but they already ate something this evening #there wasnt enough of that meal for three people so i just made them food. but now i fant get anything else for myself #without giving them that thing too but theyre not hungry anymore bc they already ate #and I'm just too fucking tired to make anything for everyone #i want to just make myself some toast or sandwich without having to do a million of them #im just generally tired and hungry and overwhelmed and in pain and i feel so guilty for being those things #ough #bee buzz

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 years ago

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I love following my hometown's gossip Facebook, especially since I don't live there anymore. Today someone posted a blurry video of a plane and asked "Does anyone know who this is? Is it Chinese?" And someone replied, "It's chem trails to control the people, disguised as ice testing."