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Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.
Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).
Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader –– an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.
Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.
Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).
AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best –– if you've been wrong the whole time –– that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.
But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s
At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.
#mlp#yeah i wrote this last night during insomnia.#yeah i know an embarrassing amount of crap about this kids show#but whatever it's my hyperfixation i'll store as much useless information as i want!!!#i'm gay and neurodivergent i have an excuse#in case you needed more proof that aj's my favorite character#personal#delete later#unless you like this analysis stuff#i get why they didn't reveal aj's parent's death until way later and why they didn't do much with it but i wish they did#cuz narratively there could've been so much material with aj's grief. like. i feel like we gloss over the fact that she lost her#mother and father as a teenager#i tried keeping my personal hcs out of this to keep it unbiased#but i'll put some in the tags#involving rarijack –– i think aj can be (but not always) very self-conscious about her relationship with rarity#anxieties that she's not the right fit or that rarity will move away and leave her some day or that another woman will take her attention#(like in rollercoaster of friendship?? nudge nudge??). basic seperation anxiety stuff#long post#regarding applebloom whenever i think about her and her parents i think about that scene in steven universe where steven looks up at#a portrait of his mother and openly wonders what kind of sack lunches she would've made for him. that episode still fucks me up
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so i recently watched all the sonic movies
#sonic the hedgehog#sonic movie 3#shadow the hedgehog#knuckles the echidna#miles tails prower#maria robotnik#its here that i admit that if not for cringe culture i could have been a sonic kid growing up#i had sonic heros and sonic 06 on the gamecube when i was a wee lad and sonic was my first fictional baby crush that i remember#its always held that little special place in my heart and ive admired the worked from afar for a long time#but i think now im getting invested enough in the franchise that i might actually look into it more#the movies gave me that push i think i wanted honestly#and now i can show my inner child the funny little drawings i can now do of hedgehogs kissing#YEAH THATS RIGHT. YOU HEARD ME. STAY TUNED FOR THAT SHIT#moon art
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soundwave and his weird ahh husband who always somehow managed to get into his quaters without waking him up
#The most diabolical post i have ever written#but then again i have written worse#transformers#tf#soundwave#shockwave#tf soundwave#tf shockwave#wavewave#shocksound#soundshock#soundwave x shockwave#shockwave x soundwave#someone needs to tell shockwave to knock on the door next time#and not randomly coming in and sneakily sleep with him#i ran out of ideas to draw srry#i had to draw this after finally getting a random idea#more of a doodle but hey who doesn't like goofy ass doodles?#i feel like im doodling more than drawing#but at least it counts as drawing???#idk as long as i am happy and having fun with drawing wavewave all the time then yeah#it is drawing
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i listen to fog lake too much
#falls through the ceiling with a mighty crash hello#it's been what...8 months?#I was too busy w uni and being mentally ill#thank u everyone so much for the tags on all prev posts.. i re-read them oaccasionally 💗#they make me v happy thank u for giving me a moment of ur time#that means so much#anyway! vashwood!!#i hate them so much#i want to eat them#i want to ugly cry#i want an ideal world where they could've had something for a little bit#im eating drywall and pacing around the room in a cold sweat#so trimax-atypical overt intimacy it is#more coming...in maybe another year#It's a big project!#to me. yeah#my dream is to be put in a terrarium for a while#if only u knew how many wips I have w vashwood..#maybe i'll get tired and pile them into one post all unfinished and no less ok for it yk#whatever u r doing doesn't need to be perfect to make someone happy#didn't u experience a positive little zap from my imperfect colored doodle rn?#what a speedrun of a drawing that was#(<spent 10h on it. that's the minimum for anything ever)#hope today is treating you well! so long stranger!#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trimax#trigun#tzarrz
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okay but what if. video game designer marinette...
#miraculous ladybug#marinette dupain cheng#this is brainstorming for one of my WIPs technically but#i increasingly headcanon marinette as realizing in university that fashion design isn't really what she thought it would be#and then having a crisis of what the heck do she wants to do with her life. and taking a long time to figure it out#and feeling like she's falling behind because all her friends know that now. and adrien even knows what he wants to do now#and he keeps reminding her of all the times she told him not to worry. that he'd figure it out in the end. but she's like IT'S DIFFERENT#and every time she finds something she finds 100 reasons she can't do it or won't like it--mostly cause she's sort of lost faith in herself#maybe i just want to project the mid 20s experience™️on her okay? KJBADFKJDKJBGFKB#BUT YEAH SHE'LL FIGURE IT OUT IN THE END#and i think she could get so into gaming. she can't decide if she wants to do more game design or art or programming aspects#so she tries out multiple different programs before settling into a job#but then she's a badass#do you see the vision?
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Swapping tips on how to be a bestie in the bath.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#dungeon meshi#marcille donato#It is going to take a long time for pd-mdzs to get to the bathtub scene. At least we can have another gay bathtub scene sooner.#I know everyone is hyping this up at the yuri episode but guys it does not even start nor stop at the bathtub scene.#Hey old danmeshi fans; you guys remember when the animated trailer came out in 2019 and we lost our minds?#Now we are on the cusp of getting a *second* animation of the farcille cuddle moment. It feels unreal.#I have missed drawing wwx so much by the way. This was so healing.#This week is for dungeon meshi and next week is for raffles. Wei Ying... I miss thee.#Marcille and wwx have more in common than just this but that's spoilers B*)#I'll be back Thursday with more Dungeon Meshi art. Wouldn't miss this one for the world.#DUNGEON MESHI SPOILERS: now that the anime has caught up to the scene…yeah this handshake was also about necromacy#and bringing back someone loved…wrong. It is also about being a prodigy who falls from grace#and they both opt to study something that is deemed ‘evil’ because society said it was. They believe their method can be used to help!#not to mention the toxic self-reliance qualities. And the dark outfit transformation moment. They should have brunch together.
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alternate surface au inspired by a few ive seen around on tumblr :3


#my art#pressure roblox#roblox pressure#sebastian solace#painter pressure#thought more abt my headcanons for seb’s anatomy and like. lol that tail is not pure muscle hes got guts in there.#that + the fact that there’s spinal cord in there means itd be a bad idea to try and amputate it#the wagon/eventual wheelchair is mostly for outdoor use i imagine.#<- specificallt]y for outdoor surface textures/debris that’d be bad for him to slither on#also. chronic pain have i dont think suddenly shrinking his whole body did much good for that#i imagine he and painter have like. a pool. to help with that and other needs he has now.#but he wouldnt wanna use it for a long while#there was a sort of. disconnect between his idea of freedom from urbanshade vs the reality of it i think.#like. thinking things could. on some level. go back to normal#and not considering that some of his mutations would be irreversible#and having to confront/cope with/accomodate himself about that#seb wants to be normal again but we cant all get what we want can we!#sometimes healing involves working with or around irreversible change buddy!#btw if feligayzed sees this. hiii hii your au was one of the big things that kicked my brain off on this and i wanna make fanart sometime#oh yeah this is . also.#sebpainter#pressure pathways#pathways#wow i dont think ive written a wall of tags that big in a long time. can you tell im having normal feelings about them
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LOA Shiptober Day 4: How They Met
October content month was ambitious..
This one took me. Shockingly long. Whoops! I’ll probably end up jumping around the prompt list and it might extend into November 😋
I’ll try to do day 31 on the actual date of Halloween though 🫡
#the good or bad thing depending on who you ask about my ship art is that there are many more ranting tags#once again bringing my “he can’t blush but what if he did’’ agenda#Ngl the first panel reminds me of a children’s book it’s kind of fire#I feel like frost doesn’t like being touched by most people#but then he meets gricko professional animal friend and he’s so confused bc wtf why doesn’t he hate this#so that’s the drawing#sighs fondly confused grimmorning#except frost is the only one that’s confused#Im not joking when I say this one took me a long time I started it the day before the prompt and finished it like a week later#unintentional but frost is doing the Jim halpert thing#he wasn’t supposed to be but it turned out that way#frost don’t Jim the fourth wall.. community reference yeah..#I keep forgetting gricko tail agenda#also I love all the requests I’ve been getting once shiptober is over those will be popping up#anyways that’s enough out of me#but seriously some of those requests are so good they’re actually inspiring me to finish these pieces#legends of avantris#once upon a witchlight#morning frost#gricko grimgrin#grimmorning#gricko x frost#OH last thing possible stardust rhapsody art on the way I have to share my dandy art with the world
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Domestic Shiguang Yingdu Edition: Part 5
Except every time Lu Guang makes an error in the timeline something chill(?) happens
#shiguang dailiren#link click#link click spoilers#時光代理人#xia fei#cheng xiaoshi#lu guang#vein#aashi doodles#i would argue this was still something chill for shiguang at least. fei fei ended up taking the brunt of the drama#i feel like odds are vein was probably nearby the area in the actual episode anyway since he arrived super fast when xia fei called#and he probably would've ended up visiting bahati at the same time as the tro if they had stayed there longer.#xf starting a fight with lg and them staying in the restaurant instead of getting chased out gave vein the time to arrive#also i just wanted vein to be more distracted by felix's shenanigans. avoid the second hand embarrasment of the you look tasty scene w cxs#i still take psychic damage from that scene just thinking abt it lmao#oh yeah! this series of comics is getting pretty long so ill have a cute doodle and master list ready soon for easy reading :DD
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veilguard spoilers regarding a josie romance. but can we talk about the letter josie sends to a romanced inquisitor because. i’m sorry. fucking losing my mind at the fact that the inquisitor and josephine are close enough friends with the guy the inquisitor duels in her romance to be invited to meet his third child. implying they’ve been invited to the other two. at a baby shower and getting introduced as the one who dueled the baby’s father because he was trying to steal your girl. antivan romances insane.
NO LITERALLLYYYYY. AND HE’S AN IN LAW. ITS TOO FUNNY. i cannot imagine how they met and how yvette probably was like “teehee…. the man that my sister spurned…. has fallen in love with ME!” and the best/worst part is that ortranto really has. i like to think of them running around with each other and secretly meeting as though their families actually hate each other (they really don’t lol) . the ortrantos would probably be delighted to have their son actually marry a montilyet like they wanted, even better that they’re actually in love and it’s not arranged!
i have this image of josie going like “you can’t marry him. is this a joke, because it’s not funny. i almost embarrassed him! the only reason the ortrantos do not hate us is because he is a very kind man who saw that i was in love with the inquisitor! ….yes i suppose a very kind man like that could love you…….. yes of course i want you to be happy…… yvette gabrielle montilyet, i fear you are not hearing what i’m saying— DON’T SAY YOU ARE ALREADY AN ORTRANTO. DID YOU ELOPE? ah okay. don’t do that. i said don’t do that. yvette come back and listen to me” etc etc
of course i must believe that there was a big scene caused (once again) by a montilyet and ortranto that ends with lord ortranto making a speech where the publicly declares his love for yvette in front of all of antiva city to see and hear. so there’s no backing out from this one. in my mind there’s a rehash of the big “BECAUSE I LOVE HER!” (ortranto, desperate but genuine), “you do?” (completely aghast josie who has somehow missed the fact her sister has been giggling even more than usual), plus an “OF COURSE HE DOES!” (a thrilled yvette) that reminds josie so fondly of her own love story that she's immediately relaxed (and suddenly accepting) about this whole thing <3
#josie to me also feels more awkward than she lets on because she's quite good at being graceful and kind#but he is kind of. you know. the guy she rejected in front of val royeaux#i think the most out of character thing is that josie doesnt notice her sister and ortranto meeting up and falling in love etc#but i also think she can be busy enough being an ambassador/running the family business/eldest daughter#that she somehow misses it. for the sake of this beautiful idea i have. and also it would be cute and funny <3#also like the image of yvette saying ‘i’m getting married to adorno!’ and inq is like yeah ok :] congrats!#later asks josie like ‘oh yeah. who was the guy ur sister is marrying’ and josie pauses thinking abt how to say this LOL#this is also how trev finds out ortranto’s first name is adorno. nearly dies laughing over the whole situation i think#he really is like a footnote in her mind where she's like ':/ guy who almost married my beautiful wife' and then almost#without any issue she's able to go like 'GUY WHO IS MY IN LAW. AND WAS REALLY GRACIOUS ABOUT THE WHOLE ARRANGED MARRIAGE THING.#HE'S QUTE COOL ACTUALLY!' <- and has no issue about ortranto after this#much to josie's amusement and exasperation <3#josephine montilyet#adorno ortranto#yvette montilyet#not to mention josie's unseen brothers. they do intrigue me#the idea of either of them kind of finding out their youngest sister is running around with ortranto they probably sighed in relief like#yeah we can distract josephine with this. that will get her off my back about marriage for about a year.#even more if theyre planning the wedding!#evelyn trevelyan#<- mentioned briefly. i guess#veilguard spoilers#for a codex entry but when i saw it i did melt. everyone deserves to experience this firsthand#long post
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AUGH I’d love to see more time looping odile if possible,,,,, how do you think she’d like; “devolve” over each of the acts as compared to Siffrin over time :O
ok im gonna be honest i did like portrait edits months ago and just never finished them. so here you go
act 3:
act 5:
#some of them are still missing... I'll edit this post if I finish them as well#isat#isat spoilers#odile loops au#day 108#isat odile#i'm too lazy to individually export them in transparent atm...#tell me if yall ever need it#edit: I FORGOT TO ANSWER THE QUESTION#I mean yeah technically the portraits work but I do have Thoughts about this#I just think that throughout the loops odile becomes more. annoyed. and irritated#Like by act 3 fighting isn't really amusing anymore#dying/getting frozen is. ah. welp#But by act 5 she's just speedrunning#Just super irritated. like die already i've got variables to test#act 3 frozen is a momentary rest; the break is nice and she knows she can get back next loop; it's fine. act 5 is ugh seriously#tired. annoyed. unamused. what a waste of time#anyways wait how long has it been since I posted#(sees date of last post) OH. um#sorry guys I've been busy job (internship) hunting#will I post more from now on? No promises <3#Thank you for sticking around nontheless... I appreciate all the stuff yall send in my inbox <3#isat au
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S?? E?? - 'When Snakey Met Annie...'
An early season Bob-centric episode in which Ann finds Snake again after he's robbed her diner and, charmed and stupid, she tries to get him to date her - he's entirely uninterested until she mentions living across the penitentiary. The wheels start to turn and all of a sudden, he welcomes the idea... Meanwhile, Bob had been reading self-improvement books (anger management, how to let go of grudges, revenge isn't the answer etc) and was on his very best behaviour, planning on waiting out his sentence and come back to society a changed man, ready for a fresh start... But when the opportunity to escape is presented as readily as it is here, he shrugs off all of his good decisions, throws his book above his shoulder and switches back to crazed maniac in an instant - and back to hunting Bart he goes! Though the focus of the episode will be Bob and Bart, several times throughout the episode there will be appearances of Snake trying to drop the charade with Ann now that he got what he wanted - but each time he'll have to keep up the farce for one reason or another;
(Listen, Snake growing a conscience and suddenly refusing to violate carpool lane rules for a one-off joke is hilarious to me. Don't look at me like that)
While their B-Plot is going on and intermittently shows them fleeing the law by car in gradually stupider situations - Bob has managed to corner Bart against the big window pane of the Mall. As he lifts his knife, about to strike... Snake's car suddenly crashes through that window and flies out of the mall above Bart, before ramming straight into Bob and splattering him on the pavement. The end of a sequence parodying the Mall Car Chase scene from the Blues Brothers.
"Dude, that was not a shortcut." Cut to both Bob and Snake getting handcuffed. Snake looks a little more sincere when he says "I'll call you!" to Ann-Doreen as the cops make him sit in the car. Mirroring that, Bob says "I'll kill you!" to Bart as the ambulance takes him away. Roll credits.
WELL THAT WAS A LONG ONE. LOL. I worked hard on this one, so for once I'll say; please reblog and give me your thoughts! I hope you liked it!!
BONUS INFOS:
This would be the second episode with Ann-Doreen (outside of like, crowd shots and other non-speaking appearances in the background) and the one to properly set up the relationship she has with Snake. Lots of fun for that poor bugger!
I've made all the panels rectangular because I wanted to try and work in a format that's similar to actually watching the show - it's not 16:9 (nor square like it should technically be for early seasons) but I think we get the feeling anyway :]
That one other guy in the prison is just this random unnamed prisoner from 12x10 'Pokey Mom'. His first appearance would thus be in that ep I made, since it predates season 12!
Also here's me knowing in advance I'm putting way too much effort into this post:
#the simpsons#simpsons ocs#simpsons oc#snake jailbird#sideshow bob#ann-doreen dale#chief wiggum#bart simpson#fanart#my art#jeeeeezus fucking christ that was a long one#i'm happy with how it turned out though!!#tbh i had a lot of fun doing the backgrounds. i don't bother doing them often but when i have the motiv it's so satisfying#i love working in perspective it's so.. yeah satisfying. and meditative. if only i had the strength to do it more LMAO#i absolutely traced that car for the last pic though that was from that one awesome sequence in the '22 short films' episode#i'm too lazy for vehicles#anyway this was a long while in the making so! yeah i'd genuinely appreciate any reblog and comment i get ♥#hope this was a fun read
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I liked your art, you won🎉🎉🎉
WE WON NO REDEMPTION WAHOOOOO/silly


I'm still terrified of the redemption route for this clown though hdhghfg, I want his silly self to stay evil and wimsy and goofy and with redemption uhhh
We're like
I dunno I'm sooo scared devsis is gonna take away that aspect which is what makes him just so funnn. Please pretty please let him be god awful and rotten and rude and goofy if you take that route Devisis I want him to keep his funny wimsy qualities. Please please pleaseeee write him well y'all are doing sooo good with him don't fumble by taking the redemption route (And if they do it better be good and he better stay chaotic and goofy and sassy and condescending and all his "rotten rabid thing" qualities)
If they do him (And his fun aspects justice in this dreaded hypotetical) then I may be cool with it. Though the mean ass possum has grown on me so much I'd 100% miss that evil and unhinged part of him TONS, devsis have mercy pretty please/silly
[Longer more insane ramblings are in the tags hsfhfhhv]
#my view of these two is that these should still be some bitterness on both sides#Both on SM's rabid half and on PV's half#they should both hold some form of “fear” towards one another. just deep deep down considering everything#and SM being rotten AF shchshfn#just thoughts#speaking of...#I like to think of PV's “”friendship“” offer as leff of a “yeah let's be buddy buddies!!!” offer but more of a “I could show you a#better way. Fighting like this is pointless and things could be better if you let me show you the right path.“ kind of offer#I like the idea of PV not really being able to “forgive”/“forget” the horror of the spire of deceit. But compassion is his entire thing#(cough cough the guy's known for ending wars trough reconcilliation and civil conversation. With the occasional “we are cool now!!!” on bot#parties cough cough)#and so I believe he'd be the kind to understand what “explains the guy's sheer insanity” and all but withouth#seeing that as a justification.#TLDR the good old “I get where you're coming from but it isn't an excuse. I'm still condemning your actions.”#*LESS (i aint rewriting that y'all gotta stick with my embarassingly dumb grammatical oversights unfortunately)/silly#long story short I'm a fan of PV trying to do the whole civil convo approach but I want SM to be a stark contrast to that#he should be a HUUUGE challenge to get trough. And it'd be fun if he was simply too far gone#If he isn't though. I want them to have leftover tension#stuff's inevitable imo and it'd be fun to see some clashing#askbox stuff#beetle's ramblings#cookie run kingdom#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#crk spoilers#beast yeast spoilers#awakened pure vanilla cookie
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Almost
#zutara#atla#zuko#avatar the last airbender#katara#zutara fanart#Wip#First page of three is done!!!#Won't be sharing until I have the whole thing but I'm. So. Close!!!!!!!#It's been ages since I started this project omg#But it's worth it#Hopefully I'll get the chance to finish it tomorrow... Won't be making any promises tho#I've missed you guys and I can't wait to share this with you#Anyways I know it's ZK month (and all the content has been WONDERFUL so far) but I won't be participating. Sorry about that.#Working with prompts is such an amazing creative exercise but I know myself good enough to be certain that I'll never get past the first...#... prompt without coming up with seven different AUs and I can't deal with more of those right now lol#Like I've got this Blue Spirit! Katara and Painted Lady! Zuko AU on the works since last week or so. And more lore for the og BS/PL spirits#And also this S3 canon divergence AU... And another one... And another one...#And I need to work on them at my own rhythm otherwise I'll go nuts#So uh#Yeah#Love u all and I hope I'll get to share this one soon (if only to start on yet another comic. I've got ideas for two of them. Yay)#Dema out#(Sorry for the rambling I'm just anxious)#(Don't know why but I stopped caring a long time ago)
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Steve Harrington x fem!reader
Synopsis: Steve gets a wake up call from yall's daughter
Contents: talks of aging, kids being kids, references to smut but nothing explicit
Steve groans as his consciousness comes to. Something is hitting his face. Someone. Repeatedly.
Steve squints his bleary eyes open as a hand smacks him in the jaw again. A small smile appears on his face even though his jaw stings from the impact. "Morning," Steve's voice is still thick with sleep as he turns to look into brown eyes barely peeking over the edge of the bed.
A quiet voice repeats back ,"Morning," to Steve before arms reach up over the edge of the bed to try and grasp something. Small hands grab the blanket and tug it off of him slightly as the child attempts to climb up. At two and half, Amelia Joy Harrington can barely see above the edge of her parents' bed, let alone get on it.
Steve hoists Amelia up and sits her on his stomach. Steve winces as Amelia scrambles, a stray foot hitting his thigh precariously close to his crotch. Arms are thrown around his neck in a hug as Amelia lays her head against her dad's chest.
Steve feels like his heart could burst out of his chest from the joy he is feeling. A hug from his baby? The best way to wake up in the morning. Who cares if his jaw is still stinging and probably red, his little girl loves him.
Steve sighs in contentment. Steve holds his daughter close until she starts to fidget and wiggle. Amelia sits up and throws her hands in the air. "Happy Birthday!" She whispers excitedly, except she has no concept of how quiet a whisper should actually be and says it in a much too loud voice.
"What?" Steve asks, hand hovering near Amelia's side in case she slips. Amelia's eyebrows furrow as she pouts at him, a look that is an exact copy of you. Her arms slowly lower as she stares at Steve. "Happy Birthday. You old." Amelia pouts at him.
Steve blinks at Amelia in confusion but nods his head. First off, rude, he isn't that old. Steve isn't sure where she gets her unfiltered, blunt commentary (it absolutely isn't him). Second, it absolutely isn't his birthday. Not even close.
"Why uh...why is it my birthday?" Steve asks, unsure if Amelia fully understands the concept. Not sure if he can explain the idea of a birthday to a two (and a half) year old. "Grey." Amelia declares giving Steve whiplash. Before Steve can speak, Amelia points at the comforter," Blue." Steve smiles," Yes, blue."
Amelia points to her shirt," Green." Steve nods. Amelia taps under Steve's eye, lashes brushing against her finger causing him to close it. Steve hopes she doesn't attempt to actually poke his eye.
"Brown." Amelia declares. "Thats right." Steve grins, his girl is so smart. Amelia points to his temple," Grey." "That's ri- what?! No!" Steve's mouth drops open as Amelia giggles. "Uncle Dustbin says grey is old. Birthday makes old. Happy Birthday!"
The creak of the loose floorboard in the hall notifies Steve of your approach. You peek into the doorway of the room, seeing your two favorite people. One looking aghast and the other giggling at her father's reaction.
"What's going on in here?" You ask, leaning against the doorway. "Grey. Birthday." Amelia announces, like it explains everything. And it does in her little mind.
You hum in response, looking at your husband who seems lost for words. Amelia slides off of Steve and off the bed, Steve guiding her so her feet land on the ground absent-mindedly. He would never let her fall or get hurt. Or you.
Amelia half walks half dances in your direction. A prance in her step, she stops in front of you and grabs your hands. "It's daddy's birthday," She says before headbutting your leg. You chuckle and pat her head as she dances out of the room, in her own little world.
"You lying to my kid again?" You ask once Amelia is gone. Steve sputters as he sits up," I did not- our kid- did not lie." "Uh-huh, sure," you say sarcastically. Steve rolls his eyes at you as he gets up out of bed.
Steve stretches as he rocks on his feet, back cracking, before strolling over to you. "Good morning," Steve mumbles, hand landing on your hip. You hum back as he leans in and kisses you. Soft. Slow. Sweet. Leaving you longing for more as he pulls back.
"Love you," Steve says, fingers running along the waistband of your pants. "I love you too," you want to melt into him. Curl up in his arms and stay in this moment. Let the love and adoration fill the air around you.
"Do I look old?" Steve is the first to break the silence. Your brow furrows in confusion," huh?" "Amelia she," Steve huffs out a laugh," said I have grey hair." You chuckle as you bring a hand up, fingers threading through his hair," You have some but its nice." "Its nice huh?" "Makes you look distinguished. Handsome." You bite your lip and look up at him.
Steve knows that look. Knows it well. It's the look you gave him the first time you moved past just making out. The same look you gave him on your first anniversary. The same look you wore on your wedding night. The same look you gave before Amelia was conceived.
Steve can't help the smirk that spreads across his face. If getting old gives him that look, well, he won't complain.
"What about me?" You ask, batting your lashes. "Beautiful," Steve kisses your cheek," Gorgeous," he kisses the corner of your lips. He continues to alternate between kissing all over your face and praising you.
"My love," Steve whispers before kissing you softly on the lips. You sigh into the kiss, one hand tangling in his hair, the other trying to pull him closer.
A loud crash from the living room has you two pulling back from the sweet moment you stole. "What was that?" You call down the hall. "Nothing!" Amelia yells back, making you sigh but smile. Steve can't help but grin too. His life was a little hectic dealing with a rambunctious child, but he wouldn't trade it for the world. And he thinks, if life is like this, he can manage getting old with you. He wouldn't want it any other way.
#Steve whines to Robin later who just sits there laughing until she cries#Until he points out she's aged too because she has laugh lines from smiling and then she spirals just a bit#He has to hold her hand and tell her its a good thing and she goes on a rant about anti-aging and its harder for women then men#How there's all this extra pressure and Steve is aghast like he isnt dumb he knew there was but he never heard it all verbalized#He comes home and kisses you and gets on his knees and tells you he loves you#He then begs you to let him show you how much he loves you wanting nothing more then to use his tongue on you#I mean why would you not let him#And when you lay in bed cuddling after he thinks again he doesn't mind aging if he's doing it with you#You wake up abruptly in the middle of the night and startle him awake#“Oh my God Amelia is going to go to high school and get a boyfriend” you whine#Steve just mutters an oh God and immediately starts thinking if it would be TOO much to have the nail bat when he speaks to said boyfriend#You both think about it for a long time meanwhile Amelia is asleep in her room with drool running out of her mouth hugging a stuffed animal#Anyways Steve nation we up??? This has been drafted for awhile but not posted but I am inspired#And I saw this and went oh yeah post that#So here it is...for u...on this fine Friday early morning#Jade is talking#steve harrington x reader#Steve harrington x you#Steve Harrington x y/n#Steve Harrington/you#Steve Harrington/reader#steve harrington x female!reader
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need to know your horny Headcanons about Lilia & Avis
This was meant to be a headcanon post, but somewhere along the way, it spiralled into something filthier, more like a fic in disguise.
Lilia:
Lilia Calderu is the embodiment of indulgence, she doesn’t just enjoy pleasure, she luxuriates in it, revels in the way bodies move together, in the unhurried, hypnotic rhythm of slow, lingering touch. I feel like she’d be a switch, she craves intimacy and nothing satisfies her quite like slow, drawn out sex that stretches on for hours, leaving both of you flushed, breathless, and completely sated.
I dooo feel like she’d lowkey has a mommy kink, and she wants to be adored and worshipped. The first time you call her Mommy, she smirks, tilts her head, strokes her fingers through your hair as if she’s merely humouring you. But when you say it properly, when your voice catches, soft and reverent, when your hands tremble against her skin, when your lips press into her throat and you whisper it like a confession? Oh, she shudders.
She cups your face, makes you look at her, fingers tilting your chin up as she hums in satisfaction. And when she strokes your cheek, when she leans in so close that her lips barely graze yours, when she coos, "Good girl," in that soft, velvety voice? She watches the way you wilt under her praise, the way your breath stutters, the way your fingers tighten.
She is obsessed with being worshipped, adored, cherished. She loves the way you suck at her breasts, the way you nuzzle into her chest, the way you cling to her as if she’s the only thing that matters. She’ll let you do it for hours, let you nuzzle and suckle, let your lips and tongue tease her nipples while she sighs in pleasure. She’ll lounge on the couch, sip her wine, read a book, watch tv, let her fingers run through your hair as you lazily mouth at her skin, lost in the warmth of her body. (I also read this amazing fic and i’m now convinced lilia has a lactation kink.)
She’ll also let you eat her out for hours, too. She has the tiniest bit of a pillow princess streak, and she is not ashamed of it. She loves being pampered, spoiled, utterly ruined with slow, careful precision. If you kiss down her stomach, spread her open, let your tongue drag through her soaked folds with agonising patience? She tilts her head back, gasps softly, fingers tightening in your hair as her thighs tremble.
She lets you take your time, lets you kiss and suck and tease, lets you worship her the way she deserves to be worshipped. And if you drag it out, make her wait, hold her down when she tries to squirm? She shudders, grits her teeth, glares down at you through hooded, dark eyes, but she never tells you to stop.
And when she finally comes apart? When you flick your tongue over her clit just right, when you suck at it just enough to push her over the edge?
Lilia is loud, breathless, shuddering, gasping your name, fingers clenching at the sheets as her thighs squeeze around your head. Lilia is loud in bed.
She is also about the soft, slow, aching intimacy. Morning sex is a regular occurrence, where she is warm, sleep heavy, body pliant beneath you as she sighs in pleasure.
There’s no urgency, no frantic desperation, just slow, lingering touch, lips pressed against each other in lazy, unhurried kisses, fingers tangling in hair, bodies moulding together like they were meant to fit.
She hums, murmuring soft Italian against your lips, voice thick with sleep as her nails trace gentle patterns down your back, fingers dragging through your hair as she pulls you closer, unwilling to part from you for even a second. If she’s on top, she straddles your thigh or presses her slick centre against yours, rolling her hips in slow, deliberate circles, dragging out every second of pleasure, rubbing against you with sinful, lazy movements that send shivers down your spine. She takes her time, lets you feel everything, every soft, heated slide of her against you, every teasing grind that has you clutching at her waist, desperate for more. She smiles against your lips, utterly indulgent, utterly in control, letting you drown in the sensation as she whispers, “Just like that, baby. Let me feel you.”
If she’s beneath you, she sighs, tilts her head back, hands sliding over your shoulders, down your back, over the curve of your waist, pulling you in until there’s nothing left between you. Her fingers tangle in your hair, nails scratching lightly against your scalp as she guides you down, breathing soft, reverent praise into your ear. Her thighs press against yours, holding you there as she grinds against your leg or moves in tandem with you, pressing her dripping core against yours in slow, teasing drags that leave both of you breathless. She moans, lips parting as she murmurs sweet nothings into your mouth, voice thick with pleasure, soft little whimpers, sighs, hushed Italian slipping from her tongue as she trembles beneath you. She wants to feel you everywhere, to be consumed by you, to pull you so deep inside her world that she’s the only thing you’ll ever crave.
And when she comes? It’s soft but loud, drawn out, breath hitching, thighs trembling, hands clinging to your shoulders as her body shudders through the pleasure.
Afterwards, she is lazy, utterly satisfied, stretching like a spoiled cat, pressing languid kisses along your jaw.
And when you call her Mommy again, voice laced with exhaustion, stroking your fingers over her thigh?
She smirks, presses a kiss to your forehead, and murmurs, "You are utterly insatiable, tesoro."
Okay now Avis:
Avis Amberg is a woman who thinks she knows control. She’s spent her life managing appearances, mastering the art of social manipulation, playing the perfect housewife while indulging in her private affairs. She’s had lovers before, fleeting distractions, carefully chosen and kept at arm’s length, but none of them have ever truly known her, truly taken her apart, truly ruined her, none of them she truly trusted for her to give them control.
But she trusts you.
She’s a brat, a tease, a woman who knows her own mind and enjoys making you work for her. She’s calculated, measured, slow to react, until you catch her off guard. Until you push her against the nearest surface, pin her wrists, press your body flush against hers and murmur, "Is this what you wanted?"
And that’s when you see it, the sharp inhale, the way her pupils blow wide, the way her lips part like she’s about to say something clever, but nothing comes out.
She tests you, constantly, winding you up just to see what you’ll do about it. She drags her fingers down your arms, lets her lips hover near yours but never quite closes the distance, smirks when she sees the frustration flicker in your gaze. She wants you desperate, she wants you impatient, she wants you hungry for her.
But when you catch her wrist, pull her back, shove her down onto the bed, pin her hands above her head?
She shudders.
Her cocky smirk falters, her breath catches, her body tenses beneath you, torn between resistance and surrender, and then she lets you have her.
Avis Amberg is a squirter.
The first time you make her squirt, she doesn’t even know what’s happening.
She’s never done it before, never thought she could, but you drag it out of her, take her apart with your mouth, with your fingers, with slow, torturous precision until her body gives in completely.
She’s already wrecked, back arching, breath coming in these soft, hitched gasps as you work her open, as you edge her until she’s trembling, until her thighs are quivering around your head, until she’s gasping your name like a prayer.
She fights it at first, tries to keep some level of control, but then her voice breaks, her back bows, and she lets out a sharp, breathless moan—
And then wetness floods the sheets.
She jerks, gasping, utterly undone, and she doesn’t even realise at first. Her legs are shaking, her chest is rising and falling in uneven breaths, her body twitching from the aftershocks. And then she looks down. Sees the absolute state of the bed. Sees the way her thighs are drenched, sees the way you’re smirking at her. "You squirted, sweetheart."
Her eyes widen, her face flushes deep red, and she stares at you in utter disbelief.
"No, I did not."
You laugh, drag your fingers through the mess, bring them up to her lips.
"You soaked the fucking bed, Avis. You drenched it."
She glares. Turns her head away with a haughty little huff, pretending she’s not absolutely wrecked over this.
But she can’t stop thinking about it. Every time you touch her after that, every time you pin her down, whisper filth in her ear, tell her you’re going to ruin her again? She shivers, thighs pressing together, already so fucking wet for you
Avis also loves the strap.
Loves letting you fuck her with it, when you make her take every inch, when you stretch her open until she’s gasping, whimpering, hands clutching desperately at the sheets? She loses it completely. She moans, curses, squirms, squirts all over again, completely and utterly wrecked. You make her watch sometimes. Make her look down, see how soaked she is, how messy she gets just for you.
Avis also loves orgasm denial, being edged. She doesn’t beg. She refuses to. But if you tease her, make her wait, draw it out enough? She gets so impatient, huffing, shifting, her fingers twitching like she wants to grab you but won’t let herself.
And then she finally snaps, she grits out, “Please,” in that defiant, frustrated way
She’s a mess when she falls apart, breathless, back arching, gripping at your wrists like she’s trying to ground herself. She’ll curse, whimper, let out these sharp, high pitched gasps that she’d be embarrassed about if she had the brainpower to care.
Also we all know It’s canon that Avis Amberg likes to be called Mama.
I think she’d be down for overstimulation too. She doesn’t think she likes overstimulation, not until you push her past the edge for the first time. She’s still shaking, breathless, thighs trembling, and when you keep going, she lets out a soft, broken gasp, hands gripping at your arms. It’s too much, but she doesn’t want you to stop. She whimpers, body tensing, then melting, utterly undone beneath you.And when you murmur, “Just one more, Mama,” she shudders, moaning as pleasure washes over her again, completely lost in you.
She loves pushing boundaries, but never so far that she risks her life, or her image. But she adores lowkey exhibitionism, just enough to make both your pulses quicken, just enough to watch you both squirm. Just enough to feel the thrill of the possibility of being caught. Whether it's in her office, or a public restroom etc.
She'll slip her panties off discreetly under the dinner table, pressing the silk into your palm while smiling serenely at your shocked expression. She sips her drink, watching your eyes widen, your cheeks flush, delighting in the way your fingers grip the delicate fabric beneath the tablecloth.
When you finally rise on shaky legs and head to the restaurant bathroom, she doesn’t hesitate to follow you moments later. She presses you against the sink, coming up behind you, gathering your skirt in one hand and shoving the other roughly into your underwear, fingers pushing inside without hesitation.
Later, when you're tangled together in her bed, the only light coming from the glow of a half burnt out cigarette in the tray, you both take your time. No teasing games, no sharp, biting words, just deep, slow strokes of her fingers, her body pressed against yours, warm and unhurried. She kisses you softly, languid and thorough, her lips moving in sync with the slow thrust of her fingers, curling just right.
She whispers against your skin, murmuring sweet, filthy things in that voice that always sounds so composed, even when she’s falling apart with you. Her free hand strokes over your stomach, down to your thigh, squeezing gently, possessively, like she’s mapping you out in the dark.
Afterwards, Avis always shares her cigarettes with you, leaning close, pressing the filter to your lips as you both catch your breath, smoke curling lazily between your parted mouths. She smiles against your cheek, voice low and smoky, whispering teasing promises of next time. She loves these quiet moments, the intimacy of sharing a single cigarette, bodies tangled, hearts racing, just you, her, and the lingering, decadent taste of stolen pleasure.
#avis amberg#lilia calderu#avis amberg x reader#lilia calderu x reader#patti lupone#sorry this took a few days but i knew i couldnt write this whilst drunk lmfaooo#someone take my phone off of me pls#i have more but yeah it was getting long#also some of the avis ones are in my new fic#😌
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