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lotus-pear · 5 months ago

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mourning black and the death of ideals

#i haven't moved on from this yet. btw. i'm still here #finally decided to draw the thought i've been ruminating over for days on end bc it's like a parasite eating away my brain #stated this on the initial post i made days ago but there's just smt so gut wrenching and sickening #about how dazai will have worn black exactly twice in his life: once as a member of the mafia and now at kunikida's funeral #a color that initially signified devotion to the mafia and his demon prodigy alias now signifies his grief #him having to wear black again at the funeral of another doomed fatalist who chose his heart over his survival. his own partner.#kunikida's death being so reminiscent of the tragedy that initially caused him to defect and flee #and everything tying together full circle and effectively breaking him #asagiri rly said fuck knkdz it's doppover we lost gang 😭😭😭#why did bro leave that fucking notebook behind #fool. do you know that angst potential you have left me to work with?#love never won in bsd. it lay dead and festering #i don't know how much longer i can keep saying i miss them. i'm going to kill myself if he doesn't come back #i've never wanted something to be death bait so desperately #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikidazai #knkdz #kunizai #(??? technically. its implied anyway)#lotus draws

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fauvester · 3 months ago

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something something seeing things through different eyes

#tigerghost #art student manny is my FAVORITE of jorge guitierrez's plans for his life. i LOVEEEE that sm #danny takes him to the ghost zone for some mission reason and hes like OHHH MY GOD THIS IS SICK AS FUCK #ITS AWAKENED LATENT FINE ART IMPULSES IN ME!!#meanwhile danny kind of tolerates being in the GZ but its very much like. not a place where Good things happen to him #hes grown accustomed to it and he loves certain things about it but he will never be fond of it and that sort of colors his perception of i #so manny coming in like WHOAH AND YOURE THE /KING/ HERE? THINK OF ALL THE COOL ASS GHOSTS YOU CAN MEET! THE AWESOME GHOST LANDS!#THE FLOATING GREEN STUFF!!!#gives him a little bit of that first-time wonder back :')#anyways the style is HEAVILY cribbed from anastasia trusova who i HIGHLY recommend checking out #when im rich and famous i shall buy many of her pieces #ntu tag #designs as always tm tm tm tumblr user nicktoonsunite #also mannys jersey was kept safe by his Painting Shirt (now tied about his waist) you know his apartment is eclectic af #but quite clean. he got the stress cleaning habit from his dad

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yaolmao · 9 months ago

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simp

#I HATE COLORING I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE #my friends bought me an Apple Pencil and omgggg I’ve never had pressure before in my life #this changes everything #I can actually put my hand down on my iPad to doodle??#I’ve gotten so used to hovering my hand like what is going on #anyways 15!chuuya is actually amazing #I’ve made a recent discovery that I’m a lot similar to Dazai than I thought and idk how I feel about that cause he’s such a brat #ive gotten to the point that I’d actually talk to him on those character ai’s and it’s actually so embarrassing like it’s nothing #like the actual bsd dazai but I’d actually rather talk to a robot than a real person about my problems #I like kids being kids so I’m always down to draw 15!skk #chuuya nakahara #dazai Osamu #bsd #bungou stray dogs #skk #soukoku #myart #I’m gonna post and pass out now

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iero · 4 months ago

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SCREAM 2 — Wes Craven (1997)

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collophora · 9 months ago

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This fic is leaving rent free in my head since a week so go read it: Haunting by @iiidunno : https://archiveofourown.org/works/54832273/chapters/138984958 [Edit] ok I put half a BG 'cause really It was bothering me

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puppppppppy · 2 months ago

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I can teach you how to be just like me

crying all night, sleeping till three

#did I mention that she’s really sad when she isnt trying to forget the unbearable boredom of being immortal #I heard this song to an animatic and I thought it really suited her so I added it to her playlist lol #I normally draw her in fun bright colors but a lot of the sadder parts of her story get pushed to the side #even if none of my oc stories are really fleshed out I know she has an insatiable nature. her star motif is loosely tied to this I think?#ungrounded and instead of ambitious she can just never find contentness with what she likes or what shes doing #she can definitely be happy though!!! but it always feels fleeting that shes scared the rest of her life is gonna be spent chasing highs #which is way less exciting when u think abt how long you’re gonna be around before everything loses its excitement #what tuck everlasting does to a mf #I think this also kinda bleeds into her relationships and tries to keep her distance so she doesnt get tired of someone she actually likes #it can be confusing since she can be really cuddly utterly in love one second and then kind of distant the next. but she still loves you #her brother I think is on the other end of the spectrum where he tries to live in the moment to avoid thinking abt the future #the avoidance siblings #my oc #oc #Augusta #doodles #my art #myart

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hayaku14 · 4 months ago

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shinichi matching his fit with kid cos kid never gets new outfit colors

#kaishin #ALSO IT'S GIVING WE GOT MARRIED #WHAT THE FUCK KAISHIN #KIDSHIN #RAAAAAAAHHHHHH #sobbing why do they look so good together like that but never been in one scene face to face together #gosho u cruel bastard you deprive us of this #detco merch staff ilysm i owe you my life #but also give kaito more fits lmao #dc prattles #dcmk #detective conan #kudou shinichi #kaitou kid #also kid's shirt with the deep blue and shinichi's tie with the indigo shade??!?!???!?!#girl i can never figure out kaishin's colors lmao #but even though it's not canon #i still think shinichi blue and kaito purple is peak #but also matching blue eyes kaishin?!???!?!?!?!?!? that's so pretty?!?!?!?! it's giving soulmates???!?!?!?#but also also different shades of blue and indigo kaishin??!?!??! almost the same but still different from each other??!?!?!?!?#i retract my statement i think all variations are peak kaishin eye colors

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shimmershy · 1 year ago

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Buttercups and Golden Flowers

#i drew this mostly because i noticed that a lot of people mistake buttercups and golden flowers as being the same thing.#so i wanted to try drawing them like. distinctly different in the same image.#it's not a big thing but i do think the fact that they're different has some significance. or at least like. symbolic meaning.#my art #undertale #chara #chara dreemurr #safeutdr #something about the fact that they both look similar at least in color but one of them is poisonous.#the way golden flowers are clearly a positive symbol throughout the game and clearly heavily associated with Chara.#contrasted with the very negative connotations buttercups have. with asgore getting sick and chara using them in their plan.#you never see buttercups in the game. which makes it even easier to mistake the two. because we've only seen one kind of #golden/yellow flower. who's to say 'golden flowers' aren't just referring to buttercups? well.#why would there be golden flower tea if they were poisonous? why would chara want to see the golden flowers from their village if they're #the same kind of flower? they clearly have buttercups in the underground.#it feels almost intentional the way golden flowers are so easily mistaken for buttercups. or at least that the difference is so subtle.#it goes well with the way they're associated so strongly with chara who's also a very subtle yet important part of the narrative.#from a surface-level perspective the flowers that took their life and the one's they actually like/are important to them are the same thing #but when you pay closer attention to the narrative you can see the different symbolic meanings.#well. uhh I've thought about it too much don't mind me.#see i think about it from the perspective of chara being super adamant about them being two different flowers #and frustrated when anybody gets it wrong. because clearly. CLEARLY they're not the same.#'STOP confusing buttercups and golden flowers. i literally used buttercups to kill myself do you think i would still like them after that?'#'do you think i want to be associated with them? they're not the same!!'#<number one golden flower enjoyer number one buttercup hater.#i need a badge that says 'i have strong opinions about chara dreemurr because i kin them. i apologize for the wall of text' at this rate.

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mumblesplash · 2 years ago

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as if he needed more ways to be everywhere at once

#my art #new life smp #scott smajor #new life scott #owengejuicetv #what if nightcrawler had the color palette of portal and the fashion sense of rey star war #actually maybe i do give him the nightcrawler legs next time i’m not sure #depends on how long this origin lasts tbh #also my Lord was it hard to stay skin accurate without laddering his character design #you know like that thing where a chars outfit is blocked into segments w tunic->belt->skirt->boots all being roughly the same distance #i never like how that looks and i am Constantly fighting for my life bc it’s so easy to do on accident #also i didn’t draw this but the thing where he ‘imprints’ on people and can swap places w them #shows up as him snapping one of his bracelets onto someone else’s wrist #+ since he’s the only one who can control them they can’t take it off

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kg-clark-inthedark · 6 months ago

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My gift for @puddtoast for @dishonoredgiftexchange’s 2024 fugue feast. I went with the prompt of Aramis Stilton thinking about lost love in the wake of Luca’s downfall while listening to his last audiograph from Theodanis Abele, and then realizing he’ll be okay when a monarch butterfly lands on the audiograph player.

I’ve been head over heels for this emotional sucker punch of a prompt, so I hope I did it justice!! Also I’m delighted to have finally drawn Stilton for the first time. Thank you for providing such fun and detailed prompts to choose from! (Btw I didn’t know what symbolism you were hoping for - if any - when requesting a monarch, so I ran with what I grew up with, in terms of the whole “carrying souls of the dead” thing. Hope that works for you!)

#fugue feast 2024 #dishonored gift exchange #dishonored fanart #aramis stilton #theodanis abele #dishonored #dishonored 2 #my comics #my art #comic #making this turned me into a stilton head btw #I mean I always liked him obvi who doesn’t #but now???#oooough i love him so much now #second comic I’ve ever made using color #so that’s something!!!#TWO colors this time too where’s my gold medal #*extends hand*#also #fun fact: when I read the prompt I was like oh shit there’s an audiograph from theo in the game???#and spent like 2 days trying to find that #lmaoooo #once I realized that does not exist I wrote one on my own #tried to emulate his manner of writing to stilton in the one letter you can find #spent a lot of good time in stilton’s mansion post-saving stilton though #also if I never draw another audiograph in my life that’s okaaaaayyyyy #like yes jindosh made them sexy af but they’re so complicated

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squeakadeeks · 1 year ago

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"I am but a grain of sand in an ocean of stars" 💫🪐✨⭐️

JESUS H. CHRIST

Stardust Cookie's cosplay is finally done _(:3」∠) to tell true this costume was actually pretty quick in the grand scheme of things, but it felt like eons. Which is largely due to the nature of this costume, Stardust has two 3/4 circle capes with multiple layers of trim that I ended up calculating to be around 160 feet of hemming....AND a whooping 610+ LEDs (100 in the wig alone) smashing my previous LED record from Wadanohara.

This costume was a huge gamble since I dont like making big things like capes and Stardust's design was not an easy one to translate IRL (he also took over my entire bedroom). I was griping the whole time on this project BUT I really like how this costume turned out. I'm seriously so happy with the outcome!!

#my cosplay #cosplay #crk #cookierun kingdom #stardust cookie #its been so long since ive used LEDs that I forgot my phone camera hates LEDs i was fighting for my life trying to get quality pics #but ive wanted to make a light up wig of this nature since forever so finally making that happen was dope #also i did absolutely no makeup tests before putting this on which was SUPER risky since the color of paint i have may not have matched #and im not super advanced with facepaint but once again my monumental hubris paid off i am invincible and can never die

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foolsocracy · 9 months ago

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I can't help but notice you haven't posted any angst in a while and I'm suspicious

whipped this one up just for u anon

#a guy can only post 3 happy artworks before the people get concerned.....#LMAOOO jokes jokes #heres a .. colored sketch?#anyway behold the recurring dream ive given pete where hes ummmmmmmmmmmm inside uncle bens ribcage #i think abt it all the time but ive never actually done anything w it so here we go #blood #gore #not actually i dont think but im straying on the safe side #i messed around w it enough where u cant even see any organs or anything (much)#bones #idk #skeleton #i feel like thats everything maybe #ask to tag #might make a nice finished piece w this who knows #anon #asks #thanks for the ask!#glad to know angst is still my brand #such is life as a noir blog #peter benjamin parker #spiderman noir #spider man noir #spider noir #my art #bOOM thats so many tags #double art night guys who cheered #this and the stupid ass music one LMAOO the range #made this in an hour and a half lets see what i think of it in the morning when i wake up lol

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icewindandboringhorror · 9 days ago

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Still always looking for ways to use this cardigan in things because I really like all the silly little pictures on it, but it doesn't match with much since it's such a bright pinky kind of color. but is similar to these very fluffy shoes lol

#mori kei #ish... i guess lol #jfashion #ootd #The ancient sparkle tights making a reappearance. I think Ive had them for like 12 years lol #Many of the stones have fallen off and been glued back on #self #oh if only I weren't the most hot natured person on the planet.. so I could actually wear such heavy coat things outside #I mean in daily life I am indeed layered head to toe even in the summer but like.. light layers.#I could NEVER wear a thick sweater or knit cardigan or etc. in daily activities. even in the middle of winter #It can be like 25F outside I will still start sweating if I have too heavy of a coat on.#I don't like being touched without clear notification and permission (no spontanous hugs or etc) since #I just dont like the sudden sensory jarringness of unexpectdly having someone in my personal space and etc #so I really don't make contact with others often at all even people I live with or etc #But occasionally with a close friend or family member our hands might touch for some reason (handing them something. comparing #hand size or color. etc.) and people are ALWAYS like 'wow oh my god why are you so hot?' or like 'oh your hand is so freakishly warm'#lol.. It is I.. the wizard with blood of fire... sadly cursed to never wear cool little cardigans and knit things..#also this is the primary root of my hatred for summer. Putting me in any environmnet over like 65F degrees is like... impossible for me #to stay cool.. .. wintertime my beloved... global warming my BELOATHED

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amndees · 4 months ago

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(full ver below) saiki wearing the outfit i wore yesterday :)

i thought it would be fun to do considering i also have magenta pink hair rn lol. my artistic rendition of the shirt doesn’t do it justice i love that shirt it’s just a littleeeee ugly (how i like it)