#i! love! sad! pretty! men!

[justafriend-ql]

Since you've been back, you hardly laugh. F4 THAILAND Episode 6

[pepperpixel]

Initial drawings of that old man… I literally, I haven’t finished reading the book of bill yet!!! I had to stop and take a break for a week to feverishly draw fanart of myself petting fords floofy hair and giving him attention and shit…!!!! The urge was too great….!! I’ve literally. I had a crush on this guy the instant he was first REVEALED in the show, but I did not have the artistic prowess to draw good looking old men back then… but I do now… thank god… thank fucking god

[lanaaareydel]

Smoking in a Lana Del Rey way. 🚬

[joseigamer]

Patalliro! is fascinating to me because of stuff like this. It's unapologetically gay - even within its anime which aired during primetime hours in 1982 - in a way that many later BL manga would never be, like the ones from the early 2000s which would never dare to call their characters actual homosexuals. Patalliro has actually aged quite well in this regard, there's something comforting about how campy it is.

[latimeria-fell-from-heaven]

OKAY SO the aventurine situation has worsened, and now the stupid fucker is appearing in my VERY STEAMY dreams ADN I DONT LIKE IT HWTA THEG FUCKC DO I DO

[graveyarrdshift]

tell me why (2020)

[nunafilms]

⋆୨୧⋆ As Beautiful As You ─ Episode 33 (你比星光美丽)

[kuuttituutti]

I hate twink death as a term so so much. There are so many better options! Bear Birth??? Otter's Origin??? The possibilities of terms that actually celebrate people and their bodies ?? Those are so much more sexy !!

[steakout-05]

being attracted to fictional men who are literally the emotional equivalent of a group of crying seals is so funny. i could hear someone go "oh look, a pathetic disheveled sad little man who's either really going through it or has nothing to look forward to in life!" and i'll excitedly whip around like a disney princess and shout "where!?"

they are the love of my life <3

[icarusfallingg]

It’s a feeble thing, love. To some it’s a choice, to others a curse. For John? Maybe it was both. Or maybe it was more. In a way that his heart chose before his mind did, it was Gale. In a way that he couldn’t let go of the latter, it was Gale. But also in a way that he cherished, revered and feared, it was Gale.

To him, it was Gale through everything.

He caught himself studying the blonde all the time, watching and waiting for him to return the soft gaze of knowing love. He studied those eyes, the way Gale held himself, searching for any remnants of love for Bucky in a non-platonic way.

At times he studied the blonde so carefully he believed that platonic love was the only love he was capable of, even towards Marge. But there was something else knocking on John’s heart. Another pull, telling him to just look again; look harder into those eyes.

Bucky knew his Buck better than anyone else at Thorpe abbots. He knew the man better than Marge probably did, and yet he couldn’t place the glint in his eye, that shone particularly bright when he landed in the stalag, and again during the night marches when they were attacked, and again when he pushed Gale to run, and again when he drove far to close to his plane when they were finally together again. The glint never left after that. Maybe it never left ever, just grew harder to catch. That glint, the familiar tug of lips and western-drawl Gale carried confused the man to no end.

What was it, that made that glint special? What was Gale hiding behind the walls his father threw up? Did Marge know that glint? Was it the glint of love? It couldn’t be, because it wasn’t there when he read the letters Marge sent, smelled her sweet perfume plastered on the soft pages.

Gale hid it from the world, hid it from everyone who mattered and kept it closed; locked in a box with all his terribly trauma and fears. There’s only so many things a box can hold though. Stuffing a war inside there doesn’t quite work

So the glint wiggled its way out, just as Gale’s father had, and just as the war did when they were finally, finally on home soil. He shared the glints story with Marge, telling her in the strictest confidence. It remained a mystery to John.

But then ofcourse, John’s matching Glint was a mystery to Gale too.

[good-to-drive]

I totally agree with the general consensus that Ringo provided a lot of emotional support and coolheadedness to the other beatles to the point where they'd have probably killed each other without him but I do also wonder sometimes how much of that is being supernaturally patient and easygoing and how much of it is Ringo just having a tumultuous and isolated childhood where he was never taught to recognize and assert his own emotional needs so he became a blank slate on which others could process their emotions

(And tbh I also wonder how an inability to access or assert his feelings may have contributed to his tendency to process pain by numbing himself and the pretty shitty way he treated women)

[chryblossomjjk]

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[clownsnake]

okay nonbinary character in Orv alert. slay

[lanaaareydel]

"I was born to be the other woman."

(girlhood)

[wisecrackingeric-2]

I think I’ve said this before but I REALLY DO LOVE ALMOST ALL RE CHARACTERS/SHIPS THERE TRULY ARENT MANY SHIPS/CHARACTERS I GENUINELY DISLIKE you don’t have to ask me “oh do you ship __” cuz unless it’s straight up something like Sherry X Leon I’m probably shipping it!!!!! Or at least I’ll give you a thumbs up for it!!!!!!!!!!!!

[non-un-topo]

"It's not dysphoria" I say as I write an entire assignment on my own invisible queerness and gender identity, and as I feel like tearing my skin off and crawling into a cave forever