#hv international

[thatsuncleharrytoyouyoungman]

talking irl about ur tumblr mutuals as international friends is all fun n games until u have to say their name ....

[lvminisciel]

so.... so much work.....

on silver's bday too.... why

[mekatrio]

the audio compression in this is making me laugh sm

[cerubean]

omg i wanna play my game so bad its been so long

[strawberryseeded]

NOOOOOOOOOOOO IT ALL WENT BACK TO HOW IT WAS NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GIRLS WHEN THE STATUS QUO IS RESTORED ETC ETCG

[prapuna]

.yearning

[expectopatronum18]

I absolutely hate the whole 'snape loved lily' plot twist. People often equate it to the way Sirius still loved and missed james years after his death and went to insane lengths to protect his son, but tht was so not the case with snily.

Coz snape and lily had such a toxic, imperfect relationship in canon, but instead of treating it tht way it was never addressed. It wud hv been so interesting to explore this, but the series just doesn't.

Both of them r awful friends to each other. Snape's faults r obviously pretty clear (aiming to join a terrorist group tht believes ppl lyk his friend shouldn't be alive...yea tht doesn't need to be mentioned twice lol). Don't get me wrong, lily was completely right to cut Snape off, but it wasn't lyk she was a good friend even before tht. Can u ever imagine Ron or Hermione almost smiling if Draco was exposing Harry's underpants to a crowd of jeering students? Nope. They wud throw hands, period. Can u imagine any of the marauders doing tht to each other? (their internal dynamics might not be the healthiest but they wudnt stand for it if an outsider bullied their friends). Absolutely not. Coz it's not about these characters, it's just... not how u react when ur 'friend' is getting tormented (or anyone else for tht matter, but friend in this context specifically). Also can u imagine Ron or Hermione relying on school rumours saying tht Draco saved Harry's life without asking Harry about his version of the event first? Nope. Can u see what I'm getting at here?

Lily wasn't even a good friend to Snape to begin with, but he loved her until the end (irrespective of whether u want to see it as romantic or platonic). Now, I cud buy the narrative tht lily was the only person who was ever kind to him and thts y he clung on to her, but thts not how canon sees it. The source material doesn't address the nuances of this relationship in any meaningful way other than 'snape loved lily and tht is y he switched sides'.

Which is y the reason he switches sides, and his continued love for lily until he dies at 38 seems sort of shallow to me. Coz it wud be different if he'd hurt someone who truly loved him, but thts clearly not the case (u cud say tht lily loved him and did wrong by him too but tht isn't canon, given tht canon doesn't think she ever wronged him to begin with). Just feels lyk he was gaslit by the author tbh

[syndrossi]

Dont talk to me I'm trying to process the latest chapter it was a lot😭😭 everyone made me wanna cry. Jon so fiercely trying to protect his father (and brother), jon confronting the king, the rhea feels!! Him wanting to hate her but feeling guilty a part of him loves her and that redfort jon relished in her love bc he was so deprived of affection!! 😭😭😭 the cat and Robb parallels! Ghost feels!! The baelon and aemon shadow/ghosts were SO present this chapter. How jon is soooo much like daemon even in his internal thoughts 😭😭😭 jon noticing the similarities between viserys and daemon and how viserys probably took care of daemon when they were younger and they probably got it from THEIR dad! Uwah gonna cry. And then you've got daemon seeing rhaegar die in aemon's place and that mixing in with his canon death broooooo that's a lot. Daemon scaring and hurting rhaegar 😭😭😭😭 dude ik he's thinking about aerys rn😭😭😭😭😭 and poor caraxes something is messing with their rider and interfering with their bond but he cannot do anything about ittttt😭😭😭

There was so much cute moments at the start of the chap with jon and rhaegar playing detectives and debriefing and then rhaegar excitedly sharing his dragon discoveries with their dad and their dad reading to them in HV (and then translating after for jon cute) ik he was relishing being able to have a story time with his kids🥺🥺🥺

Anyways this chapter made me feel a lot. This is all so very convoluted I hope it makes sense rnwjsjw I just love it sm

This chapter sure was A Lot™️, wasn't it? I made sure to throw in the sweet moments at the start to offset (enhance?) some of those punches later.

The Rhea feels honestly caught me by surprise when I was writing the Jon+Viserys scene. They sort of just--bubbled up to the surface. Jon's been trying to suppress Jon Redfort's emotions/memories for a while now, and it's hard when so many frightening/painful/awful things have happened to both of them. And Jon is particularly attuned to a child being treated differently/poorly by a mother figure, except he's on the other end of it this time, so there's that added complexity of seeing himself in Raymar, both the loved and the unloved, that he has to deal with.

(Also my heart was breaking in two for little Raymar, who wanted so desperately to love and be loved by Rhea in return. It's not that she didn't, it's that it was much more difficult for her, and when you're a twin, that inequality is so incredibly obvious. It hurts and they had no Ned to give them at least one source of parental affection.)

And then the rest of the breakfast scene...I think Viserys kept going back and forth between seeing Baelon and Daemon in Jon, though more of Baelon in the end, with Jon laying it out so adamantly what his duty as a brother was. And of course we got the inevitable Viserys-Daemon friction in those moments when Jon most reminded him of Daemon. It's a shame that Jon's tough love isn't really what Viserys needs to mend things with Daemon, because the problem isn't that Viserys doesn't love Daemon (though him not protecting his own brother, especially where Otto's insinuations are concerned, is certainly a flaw), it's that he's shit at expressing it and reluctant to trust Daemon enough to explain things.

(It's hard to explain in narrative format where Jon was sitting/where Daemon always sits, but it's basically at the end/"head" of the table, while Viserys usually sits at the end of the side facing the window. And that detail killed me a little when I realized it, because that's where I've always written Daemon sitting in his scenes there with Viserys, and it's so obvious why. Viserys seats him in an inverted version of that during their supper the first night in King's Landing, with Viserys at the head and Daemon to his side. It's the closest Daemon can get to being his brother's Hand.)

...I'm realizing as I'm writing this that I should probably be throwing this in the DVD commentary, but oh well, I can copy-pasta it there later.

I've been calling the Daemon-trance scene a low-grade horror scene for Rhaegar, because imagine that from his POV, especially given his history with Aerys. He's operating at maximum Aerys-mode for a while, reading Daemon at speeds enviable by modern CPUs so that he can figure out how to defuse the situation / "fix" him before any (unintentional) harm is done. And the parallels with Aerys's paranoia is incredibly uncomfortable, even if he understands that Daemon is suffering under an outside influence.

Meanwhile, Caraxes is all: GET YOUR FILTHY HANDS OFF HIM, wishing he could pick Daemon up and cuddle him until the sorcerer scent is completely gone. (He's had to deal with his own version of that before, of having his bond with Daemon tampered with, and it's even more upsetting from the other side!)

And you made perfect sense! There was just so much to process.

[thatsuncleharrytoyouyoungman]

someone hit me so hard plz ive nvr hard such a high christmas expenditure cryinggggg

[my-taelicious-kookie]

NORMALITY | jjk high school AU

Mobile 1(intro) | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 5a |

Desktop 1(intro) | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 5a |

✧.* BTS Jungkook X Reader/OC (Maria)

✧.* International High School in Asia AU

summary: reader/oc must find a way to balance her life, her love for dance and the new feelings Jungkook brings into her life, feelings she never thought are possible to have.

✎ Genre: extreme slowburn, angst, slight fluff

✎ Elements: high school AU, jk is… something, oc/reader is a toughie, bullying, toxic teachers, betrayal, love bombing, love triangles (yes plural), unrequited love, jk wants to be an astronaut?, jk loves music, oc/reader loves dancing, unrequited love (have i said that hey?)

✎ Warning: pphilia (not bts), slutshaming, parental abuse, toxic relationships

will add more as story progresses

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ author’s little notes

this is based on my personal life when i was still in middle school in my home country (but characters are 15-18), you won't find weird sh in this fanfic!

i still have some bitterness that i want to let go and i thought writing abt it is a good way

anyway lol hv fun reading (and cringing)

also this is a repost form my wattpad account!

*characters are fictional and do not reflect the members' personalities, behaviours, etc in real life.

[effieandtim]

AND IM FUCKING HAUNTED BY HOW THEY SHOWED SKIPPY GOING TO HAWK FOR COMFORT AGTER HE QUIT HIS JOB. AND HE WAS DRUNK AND UNCOORDINATED. the breathless delivery of ‘quit…. i quit my job’ the way he hesitated he couldnt bring himself to even say it outloud. and then him admitting to hawk that he doesnt know what to believe anymore AND HAWK SAYS I SHOULD HAVE LEFT YOU ALONE WITH THE LOOK IN HIS EYEBLIKE HE KNEW THIS WAS COMING BUT NOT IN A I TOLD YOU SO WAY BUT AN I WISH I COULD HV PROTECTED YOU I WISHED I STOPPED THIS FROM HAPPENING BUT THATS WHAT HAWK CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND !!!! that to love is to let people know you even if it hurts. hawk does not understand honesty he cannot allow himself to. but he understands skippy, he cannot help it. AND HOLY SHIT JONATHAN BAILEY……. his desperation in ‘please please just take me upstairs’ its almost like hes about to throw out and hes just choking out the words like hawk being able to hold him would make him breath again. and hawk just. breaks his heart and lets skippy walk away. wordless.

AND THE AUDACITY TO CUT FROM THAT DO LUCY AND HER DAD AND THEN THE FUNERAL AND THEN HAWK GOES TO SKIPPY FOR COMFORT AND. skippy just gives it. he follows hawk even though he doesnt trust him. he holds him and comforts him and tells hawk not to write.

i can FEEL your emotions through this ask and honestly same😭

woah that scene was SO GOOD JONATHAN BAILEY THE ACTOR THAT YOU ARE

no fr like tim was so distressed bc everything he knew when he came to that city had proven to be a lie - his political beliefs, his internal war with his religion as well - and ron mentioned in that new interview that he was disillusioned by hawk as well bc of how easily he lied and how cunning he could be

he was so disoriented so he NEEDED that comfort and there was no one else who could give it to him other than hawk😭

he was so desperate for something familiar - the only thing he probably believed in at that point to be true and pure - his love for hawk and he needed to feel that

but then hawk broke his heart😭

that definitely pushed him to enlist bc what else was left for him on that place - esp after hawks reveal of his plans to marry lucy

i have got another ask about the parallels between how hawk and tim differ in providing comfort so i will probably speak more there but yeah you are so right, tim just gives him that comfort no questions asked

[bella-feed]

hi hi! its been so long since i have been here. my exams are going on and i internally too hv been fighting demons. im so sorry for not posting anything. but im all back.

for my comeback i was thing about writing smut. thats why, i need your help.

[mere-echos-of-the-spring]

im writing some dialogue between ocs as a character development exercise and one of them ended up being my big beefy lad going like 'oh thank goodness, i can get out of admitting i committed one of the highest magical taboos by saying i hv internalized homophobia' 😭😭😭

[expectopatronum18]

Uk, on look back, i think class and social standing have such a profound effect on muggle born and half blood students without impressive sir names who enter the wizarding world for the first time. With Hermione, the reason she never felt any lesser than the purebloods is probably because she's not disadvantaged compared to them in any major way. In the books her parents r both dentists, so she's financially well off, also she takes at least one international trip to France during the holidays(I was pretty young when I read these books and my country is much poorer than Britain, so i'd just assumed tht was what regular British PPL do lol). Wizards like the Weasleys show her how it's possible to live a happy (if poor) life without having those political connections and influence. There's already been a huge war against the guy and his followers discriminating against ppl like her. Also there weren't really ppl to make her feel inferior; Draco and pansy r such annoying idiots, literally no one took them seriously apart from their little clique. (HOWEVER, idk y Rowling never went deep into how a killer snake roaming around the castle trying to kill ppl lyk her would affect a fucking 12 yr old, probably coz she doesn't exactly know what being discriminated against feels lyk; which ofc I m glad for, no one should, but tht doesn't excuse shallow writing)

Things couldn't have been more different with lily tho. We don't exactly know what her financial situation was lyk, but it's also pretty clear that she doesn't exactly come from money. Sure, slughorn took notice of her, but he's surprised tht she could be smart despite being muggleborn even 15 yrs after her death (none of the teachers in Harry's time discriminate this way). Also she went to school with PPL who became actual death eaters: Avery, muliciber, rosier, wilkies, regulus, barty Crouch jr, Lucius (early on) and ofc, Snape, her childhood friend. Not to mention the war was going on when she was in school (progressed as the yrs passed), ppl were scared and u couldn't trust anyone(so sympathizing with the purebloods probably wasn't that much of an unpopular opinion as it was during Harry's time), and it seemed like the death eaters were winning. Her chances of financial security and employment were almost non existent, given that half of the wizarding world was out there trying to murder PPL like her. Seriously, things couldn't hv been worse tbh

[artistakai]

I hate being a procrastinator sm, i hv to do this project during the weekend but I'm left unmotivated and if I don't finish this, I'll hv to do a difficult long PowerPoint about the fucking interned IN GRAPHIC DESIGN

[thatsuncleharrytoyouyoungman]

um actually i dont need anti depressants i just need to do laundry hehe