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Random but if I died my family would only be grieving the version of me that was convenient to them, the only version they know/could handle. The perfect problem free kid who could take care of her own life without causing additional burdens, who's easy to deal with and doesn't have any emotions that would require you to put in any effort. Someone who's ur emotional crutch, but you can't handle it if she flips out or isn't easy to handle once in a blue moon. Even so somehow I can never stop oweing them big time. And it's genuinely embarrassing and pathetic how I keep feeling bad about this despite having lived through this for a majority of my life. Who knew getting ur head out of ur ass was so hard. This is not a sympathy post, it's just a rant, it just feels good to see these feelings in words, helps me move on to doing things that are actually relevant and important. I'll probably end up deleting it when I'm not this emo

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by nicoles_moments

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Family weekend ★

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given draco's talent for imitations i imagine that if draco and harry have kids someday they always like draco to read them stories because he does voices for all the characters.

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How do uk if ur bi? I srsly need to know

I don't really have anyone in my life to ask/ talk to about this and i love the anonymity Tumblr gives(coz I hv nothing to lose) so pls help me out here...

Idk man if ur replying to this don't reply under the assumption that I'm in touch with my feelings or sm shit. That's the point of this, I'm really unsure of what I'm feeling. Ideally a non emotional check list would be helpful but I feel lyk tht doesn't exist and this is more complicated than tht😭

Pls help, god knows i need it💀😭

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How tf did jayce use hextech to kill hextech Jesus!?

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viktor arcane has to be one of the characters ever.

he's gay. he's terminally ill. he's suicidal. he's from league of legends. he's in a toxic relationship with an orb. he also might be the orb(???). he bullshitted his way into the academy by pretending he went there. he rizzed up a guy so he wouldn't kill himself. he then tried to impress said guy by breaking into his boss's lab. then when he got caught he tried to play it off by saying he thought this big intimidating door was his bedroom door and he was just trying to sneak a guy in there. he nearly died because hetero sex was happening like a mile away. kinda. he took illegal drugs. he's also the apprentice of the guy who's making the illegal drugs and never mentions it. he's inspired off of the tale of frankenstein's monster. he got shot by a missle and fucking died. when he came back to life he immediately broke up his messy gay situationship and became jesus fucking christ.

truly one of the characters of all time

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me, personally, i haven’t been the same since i listened to the lyrics “won't you kiss me on the mouth and love me like a sailor? and when you get a taste, can you tell me, what's my flavor? i don't believe in God, but I believe that you're my savior” but whatever

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I'm obsessed with Sailor Song by Gigi Perez I can't stop listening to it on repeat

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Idk i just didn't like act 2 as much...lyk everything was wayyy too rushed and simply not explained at all

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WHERE are Ekko and Heimerdinger, wtf happened to them!?

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Am I the only one who cannot comprehend wtf is going on here!!??

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ISHA PLAYING WITH JINX MY HEART ARXFHKTJJK😭😭😭😭😭♥️♥️

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I'm rewatching s2 of Bridgerton and lyk do u think when they have family gatherings with the Sharmas someone vil go "ayoo remember tht time u almost married ur wife's sister lmaoo"?

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I'm seriously starting to believe that some shows just degrade the quality of the later seasons on purpose just so u gain a newfound appreciation for the first few seasons

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Bro remember when OBX was also about economic disparity and classism? (one of the first few lines in the series is tht this was a place where u either had 2 jobs or 2 houses) and about the profound impact it had on the characters' choices and behaviour? Or about how the justice system was weaponized against the poor innocent PPL by someone richer and more powerful to save their own skin? Remember when it had more dimensions than treasure hunting and still managed to have an actually interesting and much better treasure hunting plotline compared to the ones in the later seasons? Yeahh good times